TO: Victims of Electronic Harassments
February 23, 2011
REVOLUTIONARY FINDINGS BY TESTIMONY - PART II
Jesus Opened My Eyes Through Soldiers' Confessions
By: Eliseo Perez
El Paso, Texas, U.S.A.
PRINT, SAVE, AND KEEP FOR LIFE
GOD DOES NOT LOVE SUICIDE AND TIPS ON LIVING A SURVEILLANCED CHRISTIANITY – PART III
Stop living doing things with irritations, grievousness, over loading yourself to complete a thing for the Lord, wherewith anger and troubles of the flesh and spirit are birthed. Don't fight to force yourself to live for Him with tensions, stressing yourself with irritations and frustrations. Throw the ton of bricks away and start dominating your goings, instead, by establishing your victories over what you can accomplish with certainty first. Once that couple of bricks are surely established in the Lord, begin carrying other ones, till you finish building your life in the Lord. Consider, you will come to complete building your born again lifestyle in the Lord; but then you will have to begin building again your lifestyle of enduring unto the end, like Jesus said you should, so that you will inherit eternal life with Him in heaven. This is when you will be married with Him, for sure. If you want to complete it all by automatically transforming yourself into an angelic saint without fail in the Lord, you will fail, because you have not the training nor the strength that enables you to exist that way, yet. You need to first exercise yourself to complete the other things, before you can have the strength to enable you to take on the other harder and much needed things, to accomplish living a life worthy of eternal salvation. It must become a habit, and this can only exist with you exercising yourself to practice the things of the Lord in stages and in separate ways to enable your mastery over these distinct matters. For instance, practice trainings in the Lord to defeat sins separately. Then, practice trainings of doing service to Him, separately. These sessions may take a day or more, each, to achieve masteries. There are others too, like fastings, doing good deeds, and etc. And when you cannot lift any more or you just don't feel like it anymore, stop, and ask the Lord to bless your efforts and achievements, then begin again, some other time.
But, just rest from everything, every now and then, too. Just try to make it a habit to exist in His salvation, which He has given to you with confidence, peace, and rest. Go out and entertain yourself with recreational activities. Practice also, what I call, "doing nothing for the Lord." This is a concept which I developed and I learned some time ago through my personal spiritual contemplations. This is simply doing nothing, because there is truly nothing to do and it is boring. Whatever else there is to do, will either be sinful or cause you to walk into places of temptations. And, that is something you need to practice not doing. You just don't feel like reading the Bible or praying, again. You feel like doing something different, but there is nothing else to do. Since that is the case, practice "doing nothing for the Lord." Begin to speak to Him like a friend and entertain yourself explaining to Him how you feel and how you want to manage serving Him even in times like these, by doing nothing, for Him. You have to practice exercising your faith like this too, so you can be strong through times of discouragements, defeats, and frustrations.
You need to practice resting in His peace, because if you don't, you will be in jeopardy of catching on to some bad attitudes against the Lord, because you have begun to blame Him for the frustrations you feel over exerting yourself like that. Just drop the load, stop blaming God, and shut up. Jesus said, His burden is light. So, don't allow false religiosity to take you for a ride of self destruction. It says in, I John 5:3, "For this is the love of God, that we keep his commandments: and his commandments are not grievous." All the commandments of God are summarized by Jesus into 2 great commandments. It says in, Matthew 22:36-40, "Master, which is the great commandment in the law? Jesus said unto him, Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind. This is the first and great commandment. And the second is like unto it, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. On these two commandments hang all the law and the prophets."
You see, just focus on these two, instead of all the other things you have to exert yourself to do, to fulfill doing all the commandments of God. This is the best, great, and authoritative thing to do, when you find yourself not interested or capable, just then, of exerting yourself in that direction; because you want or need to rest, or you truly have to get busy with your job tasks at work, for instance. Let go of your heavy burdens, drop it today on the ground, and choose His rest. Jesus said, "Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest," in, Matthew 11:28. Come to this rest of Jesus. Solace yourself with Him and in Him, for a while or the rest of the day. Ask for forgiveness of all your sins, and peaceably try to bring yourself to love the Lord and your neighbor in your spirit, heart, and mind, in a way that will not be too much trouble for you and that will build the habit of existing this way, from here on. What I mean is, rest, and do not stress your strength in this. Practice this, every now and then, and it will become easier to become it. And you will fulfill it, by faith. Just, love God and love your neighbor. And just ask quickly, in short prayers, for forgiveness over something that makes you feel bad inside, like unforgiveness towards someone. This is truly good when you are busy or in a hurry, so don't entangle yourself with picking up heavy spiritual weights, but instead take His yoke upon you, and just, love God and love your neighbor, by faith. Practice it. It is not hard at all, especially when you don't know them, while you pass them on the streets, for instance. Then, just don't allow feelings that you haven't taken care of it to ruin your moments. Believe, by faith you have forgiven, through prayer what that person did to you, and it will become so, in your life, eventually, too. With this and through this all, you will become much stronger. And then, before you know it, you will be carrying heavy weights that don't seem heavy to you any more, without even realizing that you are doing so and by habit.
Yes, I have to tell you, because I am reaching out to any and all, no matter what your or their situation may be, that what I explain to you about also includes, not killing yourself to do the heavy commandments of the Lord. You might not like to have to do that. So, just drop it down to the ground. Drop the irritations, frustrations, anger, grievousness, and spite, that came with it, too. Please! In the name of God. If you get like that, it is not healthy spiritually, that you continue, because that struggle is going to overwhelm you through that other area of becoming enraged at the fact that you feel you have to do that, when you don't want to do it, in the first place. So stop, before those emotions wind up being used against the Lord, by you complaining, murmuring, and even accusing God of anything through or with these feelings you are being taken over with. Keep yourself from ever allowing these types of feelings against the Lord to become a habit, within you. So, stop fighting to be that angel that you are not. Just realize, you can't lift that yet, until you strengthen your muscles by practicing picking up other weights that are less heavy for you, first. When ever you feel like that, just stop and take a break from trying to live for the Lord that way, for the time being, since you don't got it right, yet. Don't blame those feelings on the Lord. Forget it for a while, and return again with it, when you feel up to it or good and ready for it. Chances are, you are going to go ahead and do the sin, anyway. Unless, you have achieved masteries or have made it a habit not to do that sin, at all. But, realize, you have not offended God, by murmuring, complaining, or accusing Him of anything. And, that will make you fell much better and you will never have to deal with that great and horrible offense you have committed against God. And, you can just say to Him in prayer, "dear Lord, please forgive me and help me get around to overcoming that bad area of my life, with ease, some day."
But, if you continue with those fierce attitudes, you will break down and have a great problem that hinders, which is the sin of offending God directly, which is a much more difficult sin to live with. Then it can wind up becoming a dangerous habit and practice. This can be birthed if you continue in these enragements. So, stop picking up that weight and leave it on the floor. Pick it up tomorrow, or some other day. It is better than feeling evil things and angers towards the Lord. God will forgive you, but you will feel irritated, frustrated, angry, defeated, and grievous away from Him still, after you did it, with those emotions that tempted you like that, against Him. I am trying to destroy that sin of murmuring, complaining, and accusing God, before it matures, straight at its birth, so it never becomes a habit in you. I am not saying that God is going to embrace your other sins, because He never will. But, if you cannot handle it, and it causes you to react that way, so negatively, then don't kill yourself by practicing to stop that sin or by doing that good thing just right now. Save it till later. Habits, take time, sometimes. And, for your knowledge, I am breaking into some personal and private moments inside the lives of people who are just beginning to practice living somehow, for Christ.
But, what I will say to you also is, He will embrace you and comfort you, and give you rest. Jesus said that His burden is light and the Bible also says that His commandments are not grievous. And, Jesus told us what two commandments are the greatest to follow, chiefly. "On these two commandments hang all the law and the prophets," He said, in Matthew 22:40. This is so you learn to distinguish what is right or wrong to take on, for the benefit of your health and strength, spiritually, emotionally, and psychologically. You have to be wise and strategize yourself into the lifestyles God wants you to take on. Suspend that matter you can't handle just yet, until later. God wants you to make it, not kill yourself. But, never stop striving to take it on. Size it up and seek to take the matter on, somehow, someday, and in some way. Remember, Jesus came to eat, drink, and to visit specifically with sinners. This is what He still is in the business of doing. And where He is there is salvation. These were sinners he ate and drank with. That means they lived in sins, still. So relax, and remember, there are different levels of salvation that exist, and throughout your life, during your journeys to achieve being a born again believer, for the rest of your life, there are moments of rest you need to enjoy, as well.
Luke 14:21 and 23, states, "...Then the master of the house being angry [at the children of the inheritance] said to his servant, Go out quickly into the streets and lanes of the city, and bring in hither the poor, and the maimed, and the halt, and the blind...And the lord said unto the servant, Go out into the highways and hedges, and compel them to come in, that my house may be filled." And that is you. These were sinners who were a reproach to the children of the promise and inheritance. He invites you to have fellowship with Him. It also has to do with eternal salvation with Him in heaven. But, it also has to do with becoming a member of a local church. But, what I saying with it is, that your practices of sin, that you still cannot stop committing are what makes you poor, maimed, halt, and/or even blind. Yet, the Master invites you to have fellowship with Him, even so, if you continue to exist the way you do. It is His good pleasure for you to stop your sinning, but for now, He just wants you to experience fellowship with Him, His comfort and rest, and enjoyment in the things of God, like reading the Bible, hearing Christian music, and living in His salvation.
No matter what you do, never stop practicing these things, especially praying short prayers unto Him, every now and then, during your days and nights, for the rest of your life without fail. Sooner of later, you will come to desire to challenge yourself with obtaining more territory of your life for the Lord, bit by bit, and area upon area. This is exactly what the Lord intends with you through this salvation He gives you, according to your measure of faith and lifestyle, so that His kingdom can begin to become established within you from the start. That is why in, John 1:12, it states, "But as many as received him, to them gave he power to become the sons of God, even to them that believe on his name." It is that power that He has given you that starts to exercise itself in you and through you to start changing your life for Him, bit by bit, and area upon area. No matter how long it may take. And this all is included, though you are not going to church. I do this so you can practice serving God now, instead of waiting of that moment that is certainly a help to you, but might be far away from your present intentions. But, it is His will you end up going to church, so you can exist on higher ground in Him. Just remember, it is appointed for man to die once, and then comes the judgement. So, just ask God to help you through it.
This power was given to you from the time you believed on His name, so you can use it whenever the time comes, which would include when you make that decision to do the thing and apply action to it. By His power you are being delivered from your sins, bit by bit, and area upon area, to become a child of the living God. This is because, you are born of Him and He dwelleth in you like, I John 5:1 and I John 4:15, state. All He desires of you from this state of existing in Him, which is a lower level of salvation I have explained to you about, is to finally take you further on to becoming born again. Then, you will be just about completely secure in heaven and in Him, from eternal punishment. But, since you can still turn away, marry sin, the world, or even the devil still, you will never be completely saved from hell, until you endure unto the end in Him. Then, from the moment you wake up after death or are raptured, your salvation will be complete in Him forever, without ever a thing or a matter or even you having the power to change that in any way, shape, or form, eternally so.
I want to testify in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ, that I am glad now, that after these surveillance experiences, he brought me all the way this far, to come to know the end of these surveillances, so that I can also help others. This though, I long for the day I will be able to live a normal life once again, without any to surveillance me or communicate wirelessly with me, for the rest of my life. God works through mysterious ways, and that included causing the military that surveillances me to reveal to me the very truth about who they really were. Since then, the Lord has opened my eyes and I am able to see and live for Him with more vigor, strength, and confidence. And all the characters that I believed were in the community, even the police, practicing treacheries against me, disappeared and proved to be mere paper tigers; an invention of the military who surveillanced me. But, it all makes me remember that passage of scripture in the Bible being, Luke 22:31-32, which states, "And the Lord said, Simon, Simon, behold, Satan hath desired to have you, that he may sift you as wheat: But I have prayed for thee, that thy faith fail not: and when thou art converted, strengthen thy brethren." This is the passage I honor the Lord with, through all these exposures of matters I present you with. May the Lord God bless you so much, forever and ever.
I am done explaining everything I thought was critical for you to know concerning the different levels of salvation that exist. I will now tackle on a couple of things that I am sure are great tips on living a surveillanced Christianity you should use. First of all, what I want to stress to you, as critical and important, is that you do not choose to trust yourself too much, promising to live for God for any reason at all, except because you want to. Do what measure of living for God that you want to, only, to start, waiting upon the Lord. It is better not to promise God, and just do. You will feel so much better then, because everything you do accomplish doing, won't look poor in quality to you, inspiring you to feel legitimately glad about it. If you promise God, then what you do accomplish for Him will look like an inferior quality of service rendered to Him, because what you promised Him, might wind up being better than what you produced. And then, your accomplishments could wind up loosing their inspirational quality and value. Then, your service to God will seem hard or difficult to fulfill in any way that would gratify you.
Also, I urge you to put away forcing yourself to serve God, because of the good you have experienced from the hand of God. It is better, to just be grateful and thank Him through prayers, instead of promising Him anything, because you could ensnare your spirit with many frustration with it. Just worship Him, praise Him, and thank Him, but do not promise God anything. Just do. If you feel inspired to serve Him better, tell Him that is what you feel like and that it is what you want. Also, ask Him to help you achieve it in His name. This is good in the sight of the Lord, as well. In fact, it is better not to promise Him anything at all, because you don't know what a day might bring you; and then you could wind up caught between 2 or more important things you need to do at the same time, with little time sufficient for doing only one thing, instead of all. And in this way, you also won't feel evil for not doing what you did not promised God. Jesus said in, Matthew 5:34-37, saying, "But I say unto you, Swear not at all; neither by heaven; for it is God's throne...But let your communication be, Yea, yea; Nay, nay: for whatsoever is more than these cometh of evil." So, don't frustrate your faith with such matters. Just say you want to, you aim to, you will work on it, or that is what you plan to do, but seek not to promise at all, so you can enjoy your efforts and accomplishments in the Lord. Plus, they who surveillance you will not be able to haunt you about these things, when they notice you have not failed any promise made to the Lord; because if you do, then they may begin to frustrate and break you and your faith. This, by taking opportunity to feel justified doing something evil to you, in the name of the Lord and on His behalf, like torturing you wirelessly, for kicks.
Seek not to force yourself to live for the Lord, because of the bad situation you are in or because you want the hand of God to perform miracles on your behalf. These things will defeat you, when you fail, because your heart is not truly in it. But, you should serve the Lord by just reading the Bible, hearing Christian music, and praying to Him short prayers: expressions of praise; expressions of worship; and petitions. These are all things you can perform with sincerity and in truth no matter what type of a sinner you are. And it is not anything that weighs much at all. Thank the Lord for the good things you have, thank Him for all the good He offers you, thank Jesus for forgiving your sins, and thank God for His protections. Bring your petitions to the Lord, for you are born of God and He dwelleth in you, as I have explained to you through the scriptures, because of your confessions and beliefs that Jesus is the Son of God and that He is also the Christ. But, do not transform yourself into an automatic angelic saint of God, saying, "now I can and will live like this for you, O God, because." Just relax and live for God, according to the measure you can practice each day, without fail, to start. It's good that you pray a prayer of repentance and to accept Him into your heart, each and every day of your life, especially when you are doing it, because a minister on TV or elsewhere is leading you to. Truly so.
But, I am talking about when and if you find yourself unable to accomplish living a born again lifestyle, automatically, because it will cause you to forsake it or give it all up and choose not to go that way anymore, perhaps. You risk it very much, and I don't want you to live a defeated life in Christ. Do what I told you to practice, each and every day. And, while you do them, start making plans for yourself and projecting goals you want to accomplish, including when and how, you will begin to do what for the Lord, out of sincere desire, because you want to. Don't get bad attitudes against yourself if you miss a target date, either. I want you to continue, not trash what you have in Christ. If you feel this is wrong, then do what makes you feel right in the Lord, but if you fail, don't throw everything in the trash, but instead, try out the ideas I am giving you. I have experience in the things of God, since a teenager, and now I am 43 years old. I am just telling you about the streets and alleys I know about.
Through your involvement of the things I told you to do, you will eventually be inspired to live for God, in a way that pleases Him very much; and that is because you get that feeling inside of you, that it is because you want to. And, you will not fail, because if you do, you will get back at it again, because it is something you really want to achieve for yourself. It will be because it pleases you. It is because you want to, and when you do that, there is no one who can stop you from getting what it is you want. So, don't force yourself to live a forced conversion or born again experience. It lacks value. Just wait on the Lord, ask Him to give you this desire, and He will. But, do this while you read the Bible, just a little bit, every now and then. And if you don't, too often, at least hear some good Christian music you can truly enjoy. And, do not ever stop praying short prayers I asked you to pray unto the Lord, because they are so simple to accomplish and it will break the ice for you, each and every day and night. Do other things for the Lord too, if you feel that way, but do not ever stop the other things I told you about, because they will be simple to do and gratifying when you do them.
Now, what I want to go over with you, just shortly, has to do with the word, "love." How it will help you throughout your surveillanced life and how to obtain and practice it by faith. This is something I desire you digest and work at, sometime, yet urge that you not let it kill you. This is because, it is simple to find yourself walking a tight rope of loving your neighbor, and when you fail, it can make you feel like you have collapsed your faith in God into mere shambles. And, when this happens, you will not care very much at all about that, because that neighbor is vicious, disgusting, ugly, and worthy of no love, as far as you can tell or see. I am speaking to you about loving your enemies for the sake of Jesus, only. Those who surveillance you, every day and night; and even torture you, attack you with mind control devices, harass you electronically, and communicate with you wirelessly, too. And these are people you have to grow to love and forgive, completely, in Christ. It also is a bother, an extra frustration and weight, to carry unforgiveness and grudges against anyone. It is in the way of your better nature, contentment, and peace with God. I personally, just find no value in these things, anymore. But remember, just because you report their criminal activities or wrong doings, does not mean you haven't forgiven them. The apples and the oranges, just do not match, in this case.
Be ye converted and convinced, first, into believing and accepting that it is right, for you to love and forgive everybody, because it will become an easier chunk to chew on, later. That just for now. You don't have to get angry or upset at yourself, because you don't exist that way or because you do in fact hate someone; or even fail to see the reasons why you should forgive certain people, who have wronged you so. Just be ye converted or convinced, first, that this is right and the correct way to serve God, if you want to get to heaven. Make it a law to yourself and live saying to yourself, that it is so, that what Jesus said was light and right, even though you do not desire to live that way at all. This will help you deal with such matters, later, systematically through time, if you are not able to get there, right now. Even if you don't plan to ever do that, still accept it as your law, rule of thumb, and what is of Jesus. Also, that you may see clearly, for wisdom's sake. This will also help you not get discouraged about reading the Bible or practicing your Christianity in your privacy. Try getting yourself the Bible on DVD. As I told you, I bought one, for just around $20.00, from the internet. It makes it easier for you to just look at and digest, while you see, hear, and read it on television, without feeling it is some kind of an errand or chore.
I wanted to serve the Lord and please Him as well. When I was a young adult, I read what the scriptures said in, Matthew 5:44-46, and considered these words very carefully, saying, "But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you; That ye may be the children of your Father which is in heaven: for he maketh his sun to rise on the evil and on the good, and sendeth rain on the just and on the unjust. For if ye love them which love you, what reward have ye? do not even the publicans the same?" What blew my mind is what Jesus said, "That ye may be the children of your Father which is in heaven." I grew to realize it was impossible to accomplish this at all, without forgiving them, first. Then, I considered what Jesus said in, Mark 11:25-26, stating, "And when ye stand praying, forgive, if ye have ought against any: that your Father also which is in heaven may forgive you your trespasses. But if ye do not forgive, neither will your Father which is in heaven forgive your trespasses." The Webster's New Dictionary Of The English Language states the word "ought" means, "used to express moral obligation...natural expectation, or logical consequence." If you feel these towards anyone, then, you need to get that right, by forgiving that individual, so that God may also forgive you. That is what it all means and this is how I leave it to you, so you can chew on it, later, throughout your entire life, for the good of your well-being in Jesus. This is another reason why I urge you not to promise God that you will live for Him without fail, just forcing yourself without need. This is because you can find yourself in these avenues and begin to frustrate, irritate, and anger yourself out of serving God, after all. Because you will see you cannot accomplish it and you will admit defeat. This is wrong. It is the wrong direction you are going in.
Realize, these things do not come easy, but you can become it, with time. So, just start practicing it by faith and through acts of prayer. Just say to Jesus, "in your name I love and forgive that person." And, don't feel bad about however you feel towards that person, after that, too much. Don't get mad, frustrated, and irritated at yourself, because you feel fits of anger, even hatred and unforgiveness towards that person, either. Don't condemn yourself about it. Take it with time and ease, to manage to master these affections and sentiments. It might take years, and while you practice it on those who wrong you now, it will become easier to deal with, when the others come along too. It took me a while. I demanded it of myself the ability to manage mastering this, all. I for sure wanted to be an authentic child of the Most High God, like it said in the Bible. But, I just didn't have the stuff to cut it. But now, even they who surveillance me do applaud me, because they see right through me that I do and have always, loved them and forgiven them, authentically in the name of Jesus. They hated it at times, because they said it disarmed them, from feeling justified about the evil things they did to me; and it caused them to be merciful, in the midst of their cruelty. They just couldn't they said, but they did anyhow, other things, they valued to be not as bad, but were hurtful to me, nonetheless.
So, what I say to you is practice it, because it makes perfect. It is just like lifting weights. And, you truly don't have to struggle hard at it, or even exert yourself too much to do that. Practice the art of relaxing and just letting go. It will make you stronger, realizing it is just a problem and a burden to carry, that's in the way of you enjoying things with peaceability. What helps is that you also apply wisdom to these matters. Read the Book of Proverbs to get that. For instance, if you invite someone over to your house and they steal from you, you don't have to invite them over again, as proof that you forgive and love that person. It is not wise. Especially, if someone should make a pass at your husband or your wife. It is wrong and foolish to trust that person again. You will have given the devil, your enemy, these strategic areas into your life, through which he can attack you with, unarmed and by surprise, all of the sudden. So, it is the same, for those who offend you. It is advisable that you separate yourself from that person that offends you. Just pray a short prayer, that you forgive and love that person by faith, to the Lord. And practice letting go and seek to forget the matter. Forgetting is impossible, but, when ever you remember, just let go and push away the ill feelings, even if it doesn't work. Because, with time, it will become a habit and just you, all of the sudden. These are the ropes or the nuts and bolts of the matter, which is the crude way of exercising the act of loving and forgiving your neighbor, or everybody. When you master that, it will become easier to just love and forgive, because it will become your nature to do so. Then, before you know it, it will become the nature of Jesus, also doing it, within you. You got to attempt the thing first, before you will ever be able to achieve accomplishing it, later, with time.
But also, what I say to you, if you start feeling the pressure that loving and forgiving that someone, just then and there, is too much for you, just vent it all out, yell, or whatever. I am not saying or even mean that you should just go ahead and do something bad to that person, at all! But, if you do to get even, the Lord will forgive you. I just feel the need to say that, as a have to, to relate to anyone and everybody, that's all. But, what I am saying is, allow yourself to express the outrage and anger you feel, alone. And, if it still feels that bad to you, go ahead and punch the punching bag for a while, too. This is unforgiveness. But, it helps you release your tensions. Then, you can feel better and you can practice love and forgiveness later. Like, after that, if you can. If not, then another day or week or etc. But, better it is that you do that, instead of you beginning to allow these feelings to channel themselves at the Lord, just moments ahead, because that is a harder matter to deal with. And this, because you will begin in the midst of your outrage to perceive that an origin of your heaviness is this weight of doing something you don't want to do, that you are forcing yourself to do, because of the Lord. And you can despise forcing yourself to love and forgive, until you burst, blaming the Lord in ways that should not be. You are lifting this weight with your spirits and emotions, simply because you want to please Him. So, snap out of it, throw the burden down to the ground, and break out in fits of release. Fear the Lord, and depart from the greater evil. You will have time to try it again. You got a long life to do that ahead of you.
This thing is better to do, before you catch yourself feeling angry, frustrated, and irritated at the Lord, because you have to do that to be in right relations with the Lord and also to inherit heaven as your home. Isn't that silly? Then, you will wind up murmuring, complaining, and accusing the Lord because you could not handle with mastery loving and forgiving someone, automatically; and then, the Lord will really be angry with you. This wrong is truly not good to you at all. So avoid it, by throwing this tough cargo out the door of your life and resting. Forget it, and choose another day to accomplish this mastery, instead. But, just rest and relax, and believe you will accomplish it, for sure, some time. Just confess to yourself, I forgive, anyway. These are areas where masteries are needed to achieve accomplishing what you need, without fail. Till then, realize, you will be able of accomplishing it, but with failures. Even after you master this, you will fail from time to time still, but you will be able to get it right, on the rebound, with ease in the good Spirit of Jesus. This you will then, begin to do naturally and without hesitation. It will no longer become a burden to forgive and love, but a burden not to do so. At the level I am in, now, all I have to do is say and do as I say, "ïn your name I forgive and love everybody." This I only do usually during the prayers I say at night, just before I go to bed to sleep. And, I do ask Jesus to forgive me of all my sins. But, during the rest of the day, I just automatically forgive and love, by faith, in the name of Jesus. It is strength to me. You can, with time, achieve this yourself too.
Now, just quickly, I want to go over with you about a tricky matter having to do with hate, living in darkness, and the love of God perfected in you. These will seem contradictory, but they are not. It all has to do with different levels of salvation and knowing God. Strive to practice and also enable the love of God to express Himself within and through you. Make it a goal you want to fulfill, sometime in your life. I John 4:8, it states, "He that loveth not knoweth not God; for God is love." It is true, you are born of God and He dwelleth in you, because you believe that Jesus is the Son of God and the Christ; but if you love not, then you know not God, just like a person would say to them that are not married with him or her. You are just an acquaintance and an outsider, if you really want to do the math. You are not family. And only the spouse knows the spouse. This I tell you that your faith not crumble. It is also the truth. In, I John 2:11, it states, "But he that hateth his brother is in darkness, and walketh in darkness, and knoweth not whither he goeth, because that darkness hath blinded his eyes." You may walk in darkness, yet remember, John 1:5, assures us that, "And the light shineth in darkness..." Just accept what the scriptures say, for they come from God, Himself; that it may go well with you. It is true, what, I John 1:6, tells us that, "If we say that we have fellowship with him, and walk in darkness, we lie, and do not the truth." So that, when you live without love or forgiveness, you do live in this state, for instance. Yet, He does also fulfill His word, without fail, being that, He still dwelleth in you and you are still born of God, like the other scriptures state; but, you are having fellowship with darkness through these actions, captured away from Him. Ask Him for forgivness. You are not fully of Him, because you have darkness within you also, making you only capable of being acquainted with God, but not anyone who is ready for marriage with Him, yet. But, you are still born of God, but not born again yet, which prepares you for that eternal marriage with Him.
It states in, I John 1:10, "If we say that we have not sinned, we make him a liar, and his word is not in us." This is what causes things to become tricky. The act of calling upon the Lord in complete confidence that He will save you does not state you are saying, you have not sinned. When you confess and testify of the promises of the scriptures, that you are born of God and that He dwelleth in you, this by no means proclaims that you make Him a liar. You still have the power to become a child of the Living God, simply because you believe on His name, just like, John 1:12, promises. This is a level of salvation that God has given you, but at this level, you just have not yet allowed Him to save you from your sins of unforgiveness and hatred towards your brother or your enemy, perhaps. When you are free from those sins, then you will be saved from them as well, by the hand of God. Till then, there is a struggle between you and these 2 spiritual powers claiming ownership and rights to your name and life.
The next scripture truth, identifies the nature of the power of sin. I John 3:8, says, "He that committeth sin is of the devil; for the devil sinneth from the beginning. For this purpose the Son of God was manifested, that he might destroy the works of the devil." This is the truth. When you sin, you are of the devil; and yet, because you believe and confess that Jesus is the Son of God and the Christ, you are born of God and He dwelleth in you, according to, I John 4:15 and I John 5:1, respectively. This is how He came to destroy the works of the devil. This is how the Son of God is manifest in us, through us, and within us. It is to free us from the ownership of the devil. Yet, until you are born again, you will never truly be set free from the claims of the enemy over you. You will live with these struggles and frustrations of the flesh and spirit.
But, you will and you can live in His salvation, still: at a lower level. It is when one gets born again, that one truly becomes promised for marriage to Him; and it is when one dies in Him or is raptured, that one actually becomes married to Him. This is when that highest level of salvation, Jesus spoke of, will ever be achieved, when one endures unto the end in Him. But for now, there is a sure confidence we may obtain through the Word of God over the power of unforgiveness and hatred. This, though we practice it and it is in us as well. It comes from, I John 2:5, saying, "But whoso keepeth his word, in him verily is the love of God perfected: hereby know we that we are in him." The power of the love of God is within us, still, because we keep His word. This is by honoring it, whenever encountered. And, if you honor all these scriptures as true, though you do not practice them, you are keeping them, as well. This is a lesser quality of keeping them, but it is keeping them, nonetheless. His love will be in us, perfected, with the manifestations of the Spirit of the Word we do honor coming alive in us, to point the way to Him and to inspire us again, in the things of God. This is when the Spirit of the Word of God becomes revealed to us and the nature of Him, as well. And, since that love that is of God, that is perfected in us, is in us, we become influenced and inspired by this Spirit of God, to love and to forgive. This is salvation. Even though, it may take time for you to harken.
So now, to end this issue of these matters, let us consider what, Matthew 5:44-46, tells us, by saying, "But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you; That ye may be the children of your Father which is in heaven: for he maketh his sun to rise on the evil and on the good, and sendeth rain on the just and on the unjust. For if ye love them which love you, what reward have ye? do not even the publicans the same?" I am now going to explain to you, just quickly, how you can practice this, for your own good. You see, if you forgive, you will never have something inside of you attached to invisible others who wrong you, which makes it difficult to ignore; and thus, gets in the way of you focusing on the good things life has to offer, that you can enjoy with more meaning.
Jesus, said, "Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you." The question is how? This is a hard saying. I say to you, by praying short prayers at least, which you can gratify yourself with, that will bring peaceability within you, tells you that you at least did something about the matter. No matter what sort of quality you expressed these prayers with. And, you can tailor them, in ways that will make you feel good about it, as well. This will inspire and strengthen your faith. Just break the ice with these small prayers, each and every day, or at least, every now and then. You can abruptly, just say to God, "Lord, cast out that devil that's inside of them. Rebuke that spirit, with thy power. Dear God, I plead the blood of Jesus on this entire situation." This is an act of blessing them and praying for them, to start. This is a most easy way to digest practicing these things for Jesus. Just to break the ice. Plus, when you ask God to cast out the devil from them and to rebuke them, you won't feel bad about feeling something strong against what they do or are. It helps to practice this type of method of blessing them which hate you and persecute you, so you don't kill yourself trying to produce some beautiful little light that is just difficult to express toward something that is disgusting, cruel, and hateful.
Then, you can say the following examples: "Jesus, I forgive them in your name, by faith. I cast down the power of the devil in thy name. I pray for your salvation upon us. Lord, dear God, have mercy on us. Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done on earth as it is done in heaven. Forgive them, for they know not what they do." This is truly great to exercise, if you don't quite feel like you are saved. You will be praying for yourself and for them, simultaneously. You will be blessing them by asking God to rid them of the devil inside of them. You will be praying for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you. When you plead for the blood of Jesus and mercy in this way, you will also be simultaneously pleading for it upon their lives, which is a blessing you have put into action, and you will be doing it for yourself, as well. And it is brief, but it still qualifies. With these types of short prayers and utterances to God, you can fulfill what seems impossible, the easy way. This is great practice. Shower your life and the heavens with such prayers throughout your life to bless your enemies. Short little prayers is the way to break the ice. They are not heavy and you do wind up fulfilling what Jesus said. And the history of it will bless you.
This is a good start. And, you can put your trust in it by faith, that God will bless that, for sure. You will be invoking the name of Jesus, which is truly a blessing to all. And, you can by faith, ask God, just briefly, to accept that act of love. No matter what quality of love it is, for it is an act of faith, which does please God. Then this act, God will use, to convert your spirit, within time, or perhaps even immediately, to forgive and love from the heart, automatically, without troubles of it being even a burden to you. And, if you can't get there, just yet, go ahead and say to God, "I confess I am a sinner, please forgive me, but take these prayers and bless them in your power." Then, just leave it alone, and continue to stand and walk with sure confidence in the salvation God has given you, because you are saved by faith, though not at the quality and level of those who have reached the highest forms of salvation, from God, by completely surrendering their entire lives to Jesus. Yeah, continue appreciating His presence and blessings, reaching for you Bible on DVD and Christian music; but also praying small prayers of praise, verbal expressions of worship and thanksgiving, and petitions. You did good and it gives you the power to come to Him with even more confidence, just for that. This is because you did do the act of forgiving and loving them, by faith, though it could be better; but leave these things for times you can achieve masteries over them. Yeah, don't kill yourself, your spirit, and enthusiasm to live for God.
Now that I am done explaining these issues of love, forgiveness, and doing good to your enemies, let us begin to consider a vicious tactic some of those who surveillance me have strategized against me, for it could be you one day that will experience it as well. I fear and worry for your soul and well being. Never stop believing God can and will forgive them of anything they ask Him, though they commit criminal acts against you without sincere repentance or apology. You got to be careful with this one, because they are human beings and they take things very personal. Never stop believing God will or can forgive them for their cruel deeds, even the act of blasphemy against the Holy Spirit. Because if you don't, they will influence and gather the others, who don't cooperate torturing you, to target you with torture, to demolish your vigor against any one of them or their cruel tactics, since they take it personal, as if you mean them as well, somehow. They just won't care. It's a strategy some repugnant types will dare, with disgust and cruelty, to concoct riotous outrages against you of the others. This when they witness the others respecting God by offering to Him glory and honor by refusing to be mean to you any longer, as a consequence of seeing you trying to live for God and praying to Him. Many believe that the true Jesus is so loving that He will forgive everything and anything; and even if they don't, they understand how your act of judging the others as deserving no forgiveness or mercy, is out of your power and authority. This is a monkey wrench that is tossed over to you to wreck the whole machinery of your lifestyle in Jesus, which blesses you so. They know, the others will become disgusted at you, because you are practicing something repugnant through Jesus. That is the effect, they who blasphemed the Holy Spirit, set out to accomplish against me, but failed, because my doctrine was good.
Let us first look at this scripture, which is found in, Matthew 12:31 and 32, stating, "Wherefore I say unto you, All manner of sin and blasphemy shall be forgiven unto men: but the blasphemy against the Holy Ghost shall not be forgiven unto men. And whosoever speaketh a word against the Son of man, it shall be forgiven him: but whosoever speaketh against the Holy Ghost, it shall not be forgiven him, neither in this world, neither in the world to come." What I want to share with you is a commentary I once heard or read about, sometime ago, by some minister, who I believe was seeking to break this condemnation within some who believed they had committed this unpardonable sin. He said that, the only way this sin existed, was because the Pharisees said, "...This fellow doth not cast out devils, but by Beelzebub, the prince of the devils," in Matthew 12:24. The minister said, Jesus has to be present in order for that sin to be capable of being committed by someone. They would have to say it directly to or at Jesus, in order for this sin to be capable of being committed. This is one interpretation you can hold on to that will give light to you in times of trouble and testing, like I had. It is good to look at those who commit such things through this doctrine or interpretation about the blasphemy against the Holy Spirit, so you don't trip or stumble in a world of accusations, they who surveillance you are capable of invoking in just a matter of moments. Just believe, that He is a minister, and so, he must have a point. Then, you cannot be trapped by them, with these interrogations about your authority, knowledge, understanding, interpretation, or spirit in Jesus, concerning this matter.
Jesus said, "Wherefore I say unto you, All manner of sin and blasphemy shall be forgiven unto men," in, Matthew 12:31. Just keep your trust in these assurances Jesus Christ made to the world. Believe it for everybody and anyone, even if they who surveillance you, become demon possessed, blaspheming the Holy Spirit, because they know the scriptures too, and mean to use them against you. Especially, the world famous and often misapplied verse, stated in, Matthew 7:1 and 2, that says, "Judge not, that ye be not judged. For with what judgment ye judge, ye shall be judged: and with what measure ye mete, it shall be measured to you again." These are truths that Jesus wanted His people to take hold on. Be careful, when and how you judge, because you are a sinner, and others will respond to you the same. So, get out of this, and just recall the minister's commentary I provided and these other scriptures in this paragraph, to deliver you and to rid you from great troubles. There are low life, disgusting, repugnant, and criminalistic deviant scums that join the military, because they have no future anywhere else. From thence, this disgust leaps out, with such fierce low life tactics and wicked concoctions, that it vexes the soul. So, beware! Don't give them the power of self-justification over you, by seeking to bring down the judgement of God upon their lives. You are not an Old Testament prophet, and besides, those days of those types of miracles are kind of gone for good, unless by some special reason God should fulfill your request and rain on them, fire and brimstone. So, wake up, and do not entangle yourself with such worthless stuff such as that. Always, plead the blood of Jesus and mercy on their wicked acts, by speaking this out in the form of small prayers unto God, so you fulfill it.
Realize also, what Jesus said, so you would be wise, Matthew 7:6, that states, "Give not that which is holy unto the dogs, neither cast ye your pearls before swine, lest they trample them under their feet, and turn again and rend you." This is exactly what Jesus, the Son of God, thinks of people like this. He calls them dogs and swine. This is because He is identifying their spiritual nature to you, so that when you encounter them, you don't spin your wheels with them, giving them high honors, seeking them to appreciate the revelations of the things of God you have obtained from Him. They will not appreciate it nor value it, at all. When you experience them rending you, which means, to remove by violence or to tear forcibly apart, don't go to them any longer. God absolves you of any responsibility to share the gospel to them, which would include anything inferior in quality to that. You should still pray for them and practice telling them Jesus loves them, still; but, don't kill yourself with them any longer. For Jesus said, these are dogs and swine, meaning they are without manners towards the things of God. Then again, in, Philippians 3:2, the Word of God states, "Beware of dogs, beware of evil workers, beware of the concision." This is because God knows that during your lifetime evil dogs, or people with a wicked spiritual attitude, would come your way.
This language has its meaning from Jewish roots, being a term that Jews used to describe the Gentiles, or people of other races. This is because they were always a people who worshipped other gods, instead of the God of Israel. It is best described in this passage of scripture, being, Matthew 15:24-28, stating, "But he answered and said, I am not sent but unto the lost sheep of the house of Israel. Then came she and worshipped him, saying, Lord, help me. But he answered and said, It is not meet to take the children's bread, and to cast it to dogs. And she said, Truth, Lord: yet the dogs eat of the crumbs which fall from their masters' table. Then Jesus answered and said unto her, O woman, great is thy faith: be it unto thee even as thou wilt. And her daughter was made whole from that very hour." This was taken from the King James Version of the Bible. God was testing her faith and God also knew how she would respond, that it would be a great testimony for our learnings about the salvation God intended to extend to them, who were the Gentiles. She was a Gentile, a dog, according to Jewish customs, because they practiced abominations, which God hated, instead of worshipping God. And, they were always enemies of the children of God. Nevertheless, she humbled herself and worshipped Jesus. And for this great faith of hers, God has recorded her in the Bible, and her petition was granted. This is also a revelation that God was preparing to do something awesome in the lives of Gentiles and that is to receive them as His own, if they believed on the Lord Jesus Christ. And, she implied that no matter what she was, she would call him, "master," as she did in the scriptures.
The reasons I go through this with you, is to be capable of properly explaining to you the spiritual nature of what you may encounter with the people who surveillance you. As a victim, you probably have been electronically harassed, wirelessly tortured, wirelessly been communicated to, and have experienced mind control. That which is precious, which the Lord has given you, do not expose that area of your life to them so they can reach down and do whatever they will with it. Don't give them the power to trash it. I am speaking against you expressing this attitude towards them, in particular, though there are others in this world you might encounter that are the same. Do not open up yourself ever to them, as though they are some authority over your spiritual matters and nature. They have already expressed to you they are ruthless and cruel, so don't trust them, thinking they come with the righteous judgements of the Lord. Jesus said, they will only turn again and rend you, those dogs and swine.
How much clearer can Jesus get with you? Surrender no place of authority within you for them to trample under foot, because they will have fun, destroying everything dear to you, that you have obtained from Jesus. Do not give that which is inside of you, which is holy unto them, because it is a lesson or a spiritual touch of the Holy Spirit, so you can have the capabilities to continue in Him with these wonderful inspirations He gives you. Not to them, for them to scrutinize and judge the nature and the matter of it all, as though they were the masters of it. They will not value your pearls, and Jesus knows they are only going to react like a bunch of swine, so listen to Him, and don't seek to convert them over to Jesus. Especially, when it causes you to sacrifice your strength and power in the Lord, for that. Just pray every now and then that God will forgive them and save them from their sin, by uttering this out in a form of small prayers, every now and then. Besides, you can't even see them, and you cannot know them. They did rend you already, so why not trust in the words of Jesus, that they will only turn again and do the same.
Never believe they who surveillance you are holy nor that they are true Christians. This is another important tip I give you. This do for your own good, because they might pop up verbally to communicate some doctrines and versions to you to ensnare you and your faith into confusions and doubts aimed at hurting you. In fact, in, I John 4:1, it warns us, "Beloved, believe not every spirit, but try the spirits whether they are of God: because many false prophets are gone out into the world." Beware, for these will only verbalize spiritual sounding things to control you, to judge you, to manipulate you, and to condemn you, for the sake of sport, only. They may also use verbal communications to portray themselves as though they are speaking from the mouth of God things which they mean to irritate your flesh and spirit with, to frustrate you, and to discourage you trying to practice living for God with peace, assurances, and confidence. They are in it for the game, and they see that as an obstacle they would rather tear down as a way to get at you, using psychology and their wonderful toys. So, be not deceived. You can and should accept generally that they are Christians by faith alone, instead of by practice. And it is a good thing, because that means the things of God, even the scriptures, can cause them to change their bad attitudes, sinful deeds, and cruelty towards you. They believe perhaps, but they do not live for Jesus. Remember, if there are any true holy Christians amongst them, they will not challenge you, seeing how vulnerable you are to their powers. But instead, they will pray for you and allow you to have your way over them, every time. Because, this is mercy and that is what someone who is holy would do. But, never believe they cannot change, also, just for the kicks of misleading you into junking your spirits with discouragement, after leading you to believe they care about you.
Another thing I urge you, is never try to save them who wirelessly surveillance you, making a mission out of it, because they will witness your entire life and they will reproach you with disgust, when they find out just how bad of a sinner you are. It's just a matter of time. It is not your religious duty to do so. I will show you why. You will devote yourself entirely to that and they will take it on purpose with cruelty that you are attempting to prove to them to be someone you are not, and they will fly at you like crazy kamikazes, till they have devoured your strength in the Lord, just to teach you a lesson. I urge you not to try this even if you are a strong Christian in the Lord. Just pray for them that they get saved and you will have fulfilled your requirements to the Lord. If you feel you must or they are communicating with you, you can tell them that Jesus loves them and that He died on the cross to save them from their sins. But, try not to go much further. Consider how the Spirit of God forbade even mighty men of God in the Bible to preach the gospel. In, Acts 16:6-7, it says, "Now when they had gone throughout Phrygia and the region of Galatia, and were forbidden of the Holy Ghost to preach the word in Asia. After they were come to Mysia, they assayed to go into Bithynia: but the Spirit suffered them not." Don't do that. Devote all your energies, efforts, and strength to something else that will truly flourish in the Lord, therefore becoming a blessing to you when you see it with your very eyes begin to prosper.
Remember, they also know and will bring it to mind that you are reporting what wrongs they do to you, which is cause to understand this could back-fire in your face, fiercely, with episodes of tortures you don't deserve. They will force the matter through that they must, because you are a hypocrite. That just, because they enjoy feeling evil and vendictive. They will attack you with hatred and if you do not report them, they will feel that it is a luxury you must provide them with that love of Jesus you claim to have for them, even though they continue torturing you. This has happened to me. So, I say to you, avoid it at all costs. Don't go sacrificing yourself to get them saved and realize the Spirit of God forbade or prevented even Apostles from preaching in certain areas. But remember, you also are accountable to God to report these types of activities, so that Justice will prevail and they rationalize these surveillances must be shut down, in the name of the General Welfare of the People and the Constitution or for the Public Good, for instance. As long as you report it, you have done something good for Jesus, so that maybe with that, others may not go through what you are going through. In this way, you bless others with love, who you do not even know.
There is nothing wrong, perhaps, depending on who you are, on preaching to them a short message or testifying about how Jesus saved you, just to meet your requirements in the Lord so you don't feel condemned, if you feel that way about these matters; just don't make a mission out of it, for that will strike their curiosity the wrong way to imagine how they can destroy your world, for sport and the cruel joy, joy, joy of it all. Just let your struggles to live a true Christianity the best way you can, if you want to achieve influencing them, be what inspires them to devote some efforts in that direction, when they witness you seeking to live for the Lord. Just live for the Lord and just let God take care of winning them over to Him, in this way you will eventually wind up effectively influencing them in one way or the other, automatically and just by you living for Jesus. And if they get vicious, rebuke them in the name of Jesus.
Consider what, 2 Corinthians 3:2, states by saying, "Ye are our epistle written in our hearts, known and read of all men:." That is all you should seek to fulfill, largely in that area. So they don't shatter your world with cruel strategies of disappointments, to trash your faith to bits. It has to do with the problem you have with your private matters being clearly exposed to them as if you were in the nude, that will expose how ugly you truly are, every now and then, when nobody but them is looking. Yes, Ecclesiastes 10:1, talks about this by stating, "Dead flies cause the ointment of the apothecary to send forth a stinking savour: so doth a little folly him that is in reputation for wisdom and honour." Just one moment of this, and they will begin to desire you with cruelty, and they will begin to recall all your professions you made to them, and they will seek to punch your lights out, O.K. When will not your daily life place dead flies into the ointment, which you can call the anointing of God upon your life before their very face, since they have the capabilities to surveillance you to this calibre the way they do? Just live saying to them, "I am a sinner, but Jesus loves me and we love you," just sporadically, every now and then, to break the ice of judgementalisms against you that molds them. That, if the need arises.
Also, just in one paragraph, I want to show you, that it is best to not desire to build much in the Lord, because it seems to me that you truly cannot afford it. Neither can I. I don't want to force you, only encourage you to see it the way I present it to you. They who surveillance you have much power to sabotage your goals, and if you attempt to build yourself in the Lord in such a way that would require you to live in super liberty to accomplish all you can achieve in the Lord, think twice, before you plan. Count the cost, see what you truly can afford, and then start to build something modest, but sure, in the Lord. Lest, you find yourself unable to finish what you started, and become discouraged away from the Lord and shy away from His entire kingdom. You cannot be a Billy Graham or a Rev. T.D. Jakes! Do not hinge or attach your salvation, ever, because of the way you exist, to a church. Only to Jesus. But, do go there, for sure, once you decide to go. Accept this in the Lord and you will prosper. So they will not defeat your spirit, goals, and interests. You do not know what tomorrow will bring. But, never stop to practice the things I urged you to practice, like reading your Bible, praying short prayers, and listening to Christian music. Listen to what the Master says in, Luke 14:28-30, by stating, "For which of you, intending to build a tower, sitteth not down first, and counteth the cost, whether he have sufficient to finish it? Lest haply, after he hath laid the foundation, and is not able to finish it, all that behold it begin to mock him, Saying, This man began to build, and was not able to finish." So, attempt only to build those thing you can master with time, instead of taking on ministerial positions. You can still do the works of the Lord, without setting yourself up as a mission that you will be responsible to upkeep, without the freedom from these surveillances to guarantee it also. It is just my advice to you, so you build something for sure that is sure, as well.
Never oath to God, is another important tip I have for you to enable you to live an effective surveillanced Christianity. It says in, Ecclesiastes 5:4-6, "When thou vowest a vow unto God, defer not to pay it; for he hath no pleasure in fools: pay that which thou hast vowed. Better is it that thou shouldest not vow, than that thou shouldest vow and not pay. Suffer not thy mouth to cause thy flesh to sin; neither say thou before the angel, that it was an error: wherefore should God be angry at thy voice, and destroy the work of thine hands?" Be ye wise. Don't promise God anything, just do. And with this He will be pleased. James 5:12, states this same thing, by saying, "But above all things, my brethren, swear not, neither by heaven, neither by the earth, neither by any other oath: but let your yea be yea; and your nay, nay; lest ye fall into condemnation." This will deliver you from worries, frustrations, guilt, self-condemnations, and feelings of unworthiness when you come to the Lord. Plus, most of all, you will provide something less to them that surveillance you, they can toy with in cruelty, self-justifications, and malignant desire against you. Your oaths not fulfilled to God, will cause them to rise in judgement on behalf of the Lord, in hypocrisy, to perhaps even torture you, though the Lord did not send them. But, it is a device that will make them feel good and justified for torturing you or treating you with spite, to punish the evil you have committed, even though they are guilty of the same. So, just do, whatever it is you want to do for God, and never promise it; also because, if you do not fulfill it when you plan, you can still work on fulfilling it another day. And, should you abandon it, since it is not an oath or a promise to God, your accountability to God is less pressing, especially when you ask Him to forgive you for not fulfilling the good deed you desired to do for Him.
Remember, they can portray themselves, even as pastors of your community, so beware and don't believe those who announce themselves wirelessly to you to be anything they claim to be. It is only the military, who understands the psychological effects of these portrayals to you, that you tend to naturally believe something is what it claims to be, unless you find out otherwise. But, they try to be smart, and work their con-artistry, safeguarding the traces of clues they left for you to track down, so they manage to keep you hooked into believing they are who they said they were to you, lest they loose the magic of the theatrics they pull on you. They will be come so sensationalized with the entire theatrical scenery and worlds they can develop for you, that they will lose themselves psychologically, and become unable to live in reality. They will masquerade as anything and anyone, without discretion, with enthusiasm and creativity to make their portrayals look authentic to you. They will trick you with false doctrines, twistings of the scriptures, demonic accusations against you, and even false prophecies they will proclaim to you or of you in the name of the Lord. They loose even their dignity, for want of sensational entertainments. They feel the end justifies the means. And they feel skillful, priding themselves in sacrilegious and blasphemous actions, they sport in to manage accomplishing a thing. This happened in my case. They will project impersonations of pastors that will seem to you to have originated from them. So, trust in the Lord, and not in anything else, realizing always that it is the military who is pulling these stunts on you to trip you, trap you, disassemble you, affect your fate, and to manage to cause you to walk away from a good thing.
Another tip I want you to realize is, that you are not obligated to reveal the truth of your private matters to anyone, especially help them figure out stuff about you that you don't want them to. You know they are only looking for pretexts that they can use only to justify themselves with harming you. Learn from what Jesus did in, Mark 11:30-33, saying, "...I will also ask to you one question, and answer me, and I will tell you by what authority I do these things. The baptism of John, was it from heaven, or of men? answer me. And they reasoned with themselves, saying, If we shall say, From heaven; he will say, Why then did ye not believe him? But if we shall say, Of men; they feared the people: for all men counted John, that he was a prophet indeed. And they answered and said unto Jesus, We cannot tell. And Jesus answering saith unto them, Neither do I tell you by what authority I do these things." Jesus threw this question they could not answer, because He did not want to tell them anything. So, likewise, you don't have any responsibility to reveal what you did in the past. For what? So they can judge you without any grace? Proverbs 29:11, tells us, "A fool uttereth all his mind; but a wise man keepeth it in till afterwards."
The problem is, that they can appear to you invisibly through communications, or even through mental visualizations, spontaneously, and portray themselves as someone who has the official and legal right to interrogate you and know about you; whatever it is you did and were, even since a child, to fulfill some legal purpose. But, it is not an official right of theirs. They feel official, since they are sent of the military government, but they were only sent to surveillance you, outside the knowledge of the civil federal government. They are out of jurisdiction, because the civil federal government has not endorsed them, by publicly announcing nor posting anywhere their activities are for use in the public arena. These are projects, try outs, and trainings of the military government, and it is bad law all together. In fact, it is so unofficial and contrary to civil laws, that the military government will never show the reports the military gathers on you to the civil federal government, unless of course, you build or attempt to build a bomb, and they caught you with the evidence. These are just projects the military people who surveillance you set out to accomplish on their own to feel official, authoritative, and highly important. They have no legitimate right nor jurisdiction to gather this information on you in any official sense of the law. You were never court ordered by a judge to undergo interrogations by them or even to be surveillanced of them in any way, shape, or form. This means you were never sentenced, because you truly did nothing against the law to deserve it; and it is illegal, according to the civil federal government for anyone, including the military government, to engage in these activities against you.
TIPS ON LIVING A SURVEILLANCED CHRISTIANITY – PART III
BY: ELISEO PEREZ
El Paso, Texas
The United States