I'm keeping up with this long battle with my evil perps. I am so tired and exhausted because of the constant bombardment of their electronic harassment. I wonder if it's even worth fighting anymore. Throw in the towel because I can't win. They control everything around me and all I wish every night is to die peacefully in my sleep. Bullied to the point of suicide. Kicking me when I'm down and using all these cheap tactics. The people responsible has no honor. Even if I get a lawsuit and win I'm not sure if I can ever fix my life. Post traumatic stress from their handywork. The way I see it is my life is over as I know it.
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I know how you feel. I am giving in to the re-training that my former handler (who knows? He may still be. I still talk to him, glutton for punishment that I am!) told me about (then denied he said it). I'm to keep my mouth shut, take what's dished out, become submissive and subservient, abandon all activism and politics. Well, I'm able to keep my mouth shut, and I abandoned all activism and politics, but the submissive subservient thing is giving me a problem! I'm waiting the 45 days to see if I'm approved for disability, and if I'm not, I'm leaving here on foot, hitchhiking to who knows where, living on the streets. A roof over my head isn't a good enough bargain in exchange for my mind.