All of you want justice. You want to find ways to end this or put the culprits behinds bars for the hanest crime that they are doing to you. You want this to stop no matter what. You make blogs about it everyday. You record your moods and thinking patterns on whatever to keep record. I'm happy for you. You don't want to be tortured anymore. You don't want to die from this kind of torture; you want to live normal lives like everyone else. I never lived a normal life, so you know what? I don't give a fuck if I am killed by this technology. I accept the fact that I was chosen to be a targeted individual. I accept the fact that no one around me believes me. I accept the fact that it will never stop until I am dead. I want to die. Am I feeling depressed or worthless right now? No! I came to terms a long time ago and accepted it. If they kill me, then I have relief finally. They can't touch me anymore! My body won't belong to them anymore! I am free from the pain and suffering! I am waiting patiently day by day until they finally give me a heart attack or physically destroy my brain. Maybe they wont. Maybe they keep torturing me to drive me to suicide; good. But then when I get the nerve to start killing myself, they fuck with my head and make me scared. I hope I get a tumor of some kind or something happens that my suffering will end. You all keep fighting and I'll keep fighting myself, but I'll always have it in the back of my mind to be ready to die. I wish I knew my end so I could count down to it. Yup. All comments are welcome.
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