I have not asked for anything and will not ask for anything except this: THE TRUTH.
I have to be honest and tell you I will never understand how you could just watch as they take my very being from me, as they do not just stifle my soul but my very breath.
It's really gonna be too difficult to understand why I was given to a parent who so obviously didn't want me right from the get-go and has punished me from then and is still punishing me till now for my very existence.
I am way past trying to mould my very soul, my very heart just so they could accept me.
I do not care anymore.
I just want out.
I just want to be freed of the lies so I can cut the cord and allow my child the freedom I was denied...
The freedom my child deserves.
I do not want her to go through the same torture I went through.
I don't want her to be punished if she grows up having a mind of her own.
I don't want her to be punished if she sees the world with eyes so clear she doesn't want to put any blindfolds on.
I want her to grow up as the person God wants her to be.
And that she can only do if I cut the cord of bondage. For her.
If you can not do it for me...
Please, please, I beg you...
Please do it for my kid, my baby.
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that's addressed to the ones "incarcerating" me.
If I am considered all sorts of balderdash, why then do they not free us all from the sick situation and set me free, away from them?
I am confused by this last post.