I have 7 beautiful, wonderful grandchildren and my sons and in-laws who are too, so we mom's really relate to your feelings of your child. Advice - Since the child is being involved in your attack Please, please no matter what - shield her with as much leather; mylar fabric sold at walmarts; water; mirrors pointed outward; stainless steel; head protection; vitamins; healthy lifestyle as you can. Make this the most important priority of your life. Make her a thick mylar tarp tent for nighttime especially. If you live near cell phone or Gwen towers - check to see if these are hidden or large antenna's for Heaven's sake - move the heck out of there to a 'cleaner' area. Check it out ahead of time because I did not & the electricity is bad here. Go to the camping section of a walmart super center and find the best shielding you can.......Play soothing music for her at night to block some of the frequencies.....Take care May God be with you and yours......
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I don't want her being shouted out by people who are boiling inside because they too are exposed to non-stop radiation. I don't want her brain cells to be fried when it hasn't even reached its full growth yet. I want her to form her own persona and not absorb all the anger of the people around her.
When it's but us, I know how loving my kid is. i know how gentle she is and how she emulates it because I can be free to love her, sing with her, play with her without being attacked for doing so. I can't be that way when I am with people who keep on attacking me.
The catch 22 in this situation is this: do I let her grow up believing that's what going on around her is not wrong and helplessly look as she takes on the behavior of everyone around her?
Or do i tell her the truth and teach her at such a young age to be skeptical about people, to doubt them, to analyze their actions?
I want her to form her own principles, I want her to form her own opinions, I want her to develop her own analytic mind.
However, I also want to train her on what I believe is right, on what I know is the manner by which a mother should teach her child.
How can that happen if I'm with people who have a totally opposite approach and who never stops tearing me down in the eyes of my kid?
Do I tell her to not listen to the one attacking me and risk having her learn to hate and not trust anyone?
Or do i just keep quiet as she learns to not respect me and starts to treat me the way she sees me being treated by the people around her - around us?
The only way I can help her grow up with love and with concerned parental teaching is if she doesn't get confused with the conflicting words and actions she sees around her.
I need to help her grow in an environment where she will be free to learn and love till she grows to form her own principles and opinions and by then she'll be equipped to make her own discernment.
Some people are in the experiment and being accosted remotely, while others are finding perps in their midst. I'm not sure what to tell you, but if you suspect your family and friends of being perps, that's incredibly bad news for you.
I would not bring alarm or paranoia down upon children, and would seriously think twice about shielding them or giving them the impression that there is not a safe world for any of us. It's a touchy subject I know, but our kids should be given a normal life that should include their own securities, and not bring them into the fray of mind control.
First, email and phone contacts won't do, they have destroyed my own laptops and mobile phones. What they are allowing me to use, they are taking from me when they could sense i already am asking for help. I am being stalked even here at PP.
They can block all my emails and calls and they have the technology to pretend i am them and mess with messages so the messages get muddled along the way.
Rental. Impossible. they managed to cripple me financially so i am left with nothing to that will allow me to rent a place. I was earning but i was duped into working for a company the perps controlled and where they made sure they could cripple me financially and force me back in this place.
If I had an amount I was sure could ensure my kid would have food for 2 or 3 months and which could allow us to live in a safe place, nobody need even tell me I should leave. That's what I know we should have done even from the onset.
I already tried several times. I believe I wrote here how I realized they would really go after us even to the ends of the earth. Everywhere I went there were military/police and TV OB vans following about - even in far-flung areas they do not frequent. In one place where the spiritual leader was kind, i noticed the change the next time we went there. i was sure he was in conflict with what he was being expected to do and what his faith was prodding him to do. I could not impose anything on a person who i know was already risking his own family to protect me and my kid. I knew the lies got to him because his demeanor towards me changed. I can't blame him, the "mafia" has everything mapped out to a T complete with clones and fake stories to support their claims. I also knew the time we were leaving they were invited to go up the mountains by rebels. they were also given a building fund. When I met with them in the metro, somebody joined us. he was rude to me. I learned he was working at the very hospital where the doctor where the golden cross ballpen given to me by a friend came from (her uncle).
I have tried several times to get away from this place but wherever i go, they manage to cordon me in their circle.
They have closed all my sources of income, the earnings that I have been expecting from the projects i have toiled hard for and spent my resources on they have blocked and stolen as well. They block me off from my clients and steal my accounts from me (the clients do not know I am not the one receiving their calls or messages. it's actually their network. they positioned themselves in the same industry i am in, used my outputs, my identity, stole the projects and output i toiled hard for.
They are discrediting me from everything and everyone they can place their claws on and I can not even defend myself for all communication lines are blocked to and from me.
They are even trying to establish i am incapacitated so they can justify full control over me.
They have been trying so hard to get me to separate from my kid but I will never allow that to happen. I know they are just gonna use her the way they used me in anticipation of the settlement a war victim/human experiment victim will get.
The husband of one of the major perps works at the social services agency in charge of kids and I heard from the people here the guy who had them perp us is that person's father-in-law (father of the major perps).
If what they are trying to pull off now is to use my kid because that major perp didn't succeed in using me (she was the one who convinced me to stay away from everyone and live with her instead. back then i didn't know about the harassment being done on me yet, i didn't know about the rome statute. i didn't know she was one of those pushing for it). it's only but a few months ago that I read about it here at peacepink. And it dawned on me : the time she was convincing me to isolate myself from everyone (friends, family, bf then) was the time she worked in the office instrumental in having the Rome Statute enacted here in the country.
Now that I realize how people in their family have positioned themselves in industries where they will have direct access to war victims and how they have direct control of dta related to this technology, I will expose them if they so much as try to meddle with my kid so they can grab hold of whatever fund's in store for war victims.
This situation is so sick, so evil - treating people like game fowls to be be pitted against each other...
Trouble is I believe somebody tried to ensure I will be given some financial back-up, a small hope away from this situation, but even that they stole.
When it comes to money, they become creative. And they are being helped to do it by the main perp who of course has her own ulterior motive - she has to have me under her full control to ensure her deep involvement in this won't come out. She can circumvent the law, she has done it several times.
Anyway, here are the other reasons why I have to ensure when I do anything , it's in God's leading, in God's timing:
1. The uncle of one of my major perps (my bully since high school) is one of the top police officials here who has control of all areas nationwide.
2. My relatives are holding top positions in the government where they have full control of transportation and also telecommunication nationwide.
3. My relatives are strongly connected to the religious sector they can trace me even if I choose to go to churches.
This has happened before.
4. My relatives have connections to the top leaders in the New People's Army they can feed them lies to have them hound me.
5. My relatives have covert relations with the military, they actually get the armaments for the NPA from the military camp (my cousin does).
Same family is connected to armaments supplier.
6. The most powerful perps in these various branches of perps happen to come from the family touted as the principal king-maker in the country - the family presidential aspirants depend on.
I have no idea why a member of that family targeted me but all I know is throughout all these years and with different perps from various separate circles, she remained connected to all.
She worked for the online site where i was bullied and harassed by her peers (including the guy who works at a semiconductor company providing the chips that allow PC and mobile remote control).
Weird that the very proof of how they harassed me there was deleted from that site's archive. It's so marked only the period I was bullied and harassed was deleted from the site archives.
This person's connected to the media. Her family has power over the media.
Their family's deeply connected to the defense supplier industry (has control over it), and the military, and the police...
They have power over politicians.
They have power over the justice system.
Is it but coincidental that every time I try yo escape from where I am being "imprisoned", even if it's in a far-flung provincial area, there will always be a Media Outfit OB van following tagging along?
There's always a military or police officer , too, either in a car following the bus or right in the bus sitting beside me or in the back.
7. Same cousin mentioned above has connection to the biggest jueteng lord in the country. he was even asked to look for jueteng lords for several regions.
I do not know if he has any idea about this but that jueteng lord apparently is deeply-connected to an inheritance claim where he actually is one of the most logical persons to be targeted.
The most logical targets apparently had been:
1. His mother, the eldest in the family (she acquired the same lupus-like symptoms the very same time I did. She died months later).
2. Him. The eldest in her mother's family. (He was befriended by the very people who serve as the arm of that family who is involved in that inheritance claim. He was enjoined in illegal activities)
3. My father. The eldest guy in the family (culture dictates the eldest guy takes the helm. Apparently, there are no guys in that family who's involved in the contested inheritance.... My father succumbed to illness , too, and has not been physically the same for several years now. Also connected to the EH harassment being done on us.)
4. Me, my father's eldest. I had the same symptoms my aunt died with, the very time she had it (I knew even thing it wasn't natural. It was triggered by something common to us. I noticed before that what appeared at that time that wasn't there before was the RFID pigeons that suddenly chose to home in on their house - i didn't know about RFID before ; another was their family friend (couple) who I didn't see before . We also had the same doctor although we never even knew each was going to that person. i guess somebody also recommended him to her. The doctor is not from our town. He's based in a place far from this. The doctor is the one I mentioned here (connected to a main perp-one who i thought was my friend)
I remember the only person I was confiding with was someone who befriended me who I remember now is also connected to the family mentioned above (the jueteng lord).
I had no idea before. All I know is he was mentioning things at that time which helped me piece together the details now. She was commenting about a big political upheaval back then. Was smirking about the sheer stupidity of it all - his claim. He said he happened to know the people involved because he was part of the family or something. I won't provide the details to not make it so obvious. I still have to protect the identity of the people involved. Suffice it to say the guy said he was connected to the family involved in the jueteng issue.
I never realized this before.
I do not know if my cousin know about this connection.
As far as I know, i would never ever think there's any link to this because we never even really thought much about that inheritance claim of the family member.
I do not know though if the one being contested considered us threats.
I do not know.
I am but recognizing the undeniable connections and wondering why these people we do not even know suddenly appeared in our lives.