I am a targeted NZ'er who has been trained and trafficked from NZ to the UK. I am currently under attack 24/7 and have the general public command me with various threats, mostly, dead, die, go. I would like to know if you know anyone in NZ preferably Auckland who is either fighting from being targeted or can offer professional help. I seem to be a mythical symbolic person who the public generally know and try to trigger me. For many years, there has been hate parties conducted for my benefit, and I have tried to find a safe place to live in NZ but I have been monitored and had no privacy. I am implanted with in my ears and my vagina to sexually violate me using either a phone number and other devices. For over a month a woman has been sitting in her car continuously telephoning me in order to torture me with constant electrical pulses. 

At no time I believe my human rights have been acknowledged, instead I have had handlers or the general public attack me. I have been led to believe that I have done something wrong and warranted this current situation of intense torture. I have tried to get human rights orgs (ITNJ) or Ramola D, etc to help me. I have only one NZ contact who lives far from me who discusses these issues with me. I believe the minds of the people that carry this out are the exact same motivations as a rapist or sadist. I have had friends from my early twenties also join in and carry out methods of control and cannot get any NZer to actually be truthful with me. I was set up from a young age and my family (two sisters)  were either mind controlled or satanically controlled and the imprinting was done during my childhood.

The usual methods were employed, isolation, mental programming, and what I call taught commands. I have a friend who believes that spiritual control has also been desired. V2 Skull, radio frequency, directed energy weapons, strict control of the population, and degradation of the population has been achieved. The collusion is at all levels of NZ society and it has been corrupted. The desire for torture is now a casual experience of the people. I believe they think this does not impact their lives. They call themselves 'the people' and I am not. Nor have I ever really been but I was unaware of that I was not ordinary. However I am sure there are people who know about this and feel it is repugnant to them.

Some usually younger people feel it is amusing, without I presume knowing what really happens and others it is very serious and the control of the information about me is very carefully created and managed. The symbolic identity I referred to is relayed to the public via the media. The public are instructed to mentally uninclude the target and this is a general psychic agreement in the population. Then their own validity is reinforced in their minds that they are the people. They also seem to know some basic methods of the mind control, such as waiting, hand signals and the use of particular sounds, as conditioned responses.  They are unaware of strategic localized mechanical controls which has effects such as deterring bird populations etc.

I have been poisoned via the drinking the water and poisons in my food recently and had my apartment broken into, notably moving books forward from my bookcase that they believe were pertinent to my background. 

I think the purpose of my torture has been to demonstrate the position women have in society which is to conform, this is a very conformist country and easy to direct. It shows that hatred towards a female is acceptable, but sold to them as if crucial to the needs of society. This seems to be to rape a woman remotely and have power over that person. Rape is the goal. This has included the use of my ideas or experiences for public consumption, reaching the USA. I believe that the original CIA MK Control was the basis for much of the practice of these atrocities. The men (and women join in) feel that carrying out these actions does not affect their personal relationships.

It is very sad for me to think I have only been an object of hatred to 'the people' during my life. It explains a lot to me. People have died as a result of this influence on my life. This was not an intention of mine, but I am pretty sure I am blamed for that. It also demonstrates that people are coerced into being untruthful but this is an investment involving money, celebrities and the destruction of my family.

When I have tried to tell the truth to people they have rejected any validity or willingness to discuss it so there is a level of fear in the people also and that dehumanizing me was necessary. They are quiet when they are told to be and noisy when they are told to be. It was not a long time after I moved into my flat that I realized I was being monitored again from a long time in hospital.

I have wanted to go to France because of their laws, lawyers and protestors. There are groups trying to achieve something for the rights of the ordinary person but the attractiveness of a vulnerable woman being shunned from society in their minds is too great.

I really need to find someone who can help me. I would appreciate your assistance in this and any organization that could help. I do not know why the iTNJ refused to help me only that it might be such a challenge for them.

As far as I can tell I am called 'The 1'. A message popped up on my phone after I had an outburst to tell me the truth and it said 'The 1. I am the model of decorum equal to the society I am in'. 

I think that I am blamed for a murder suicide of a man who moved into a flat in Auckland. He was a polynesian and he wanted to 'handle' me, which he loudly announced on the phone and thought was hilarious. I told him to not step on my toes. He brought his daughter over to stay in the flat and had formal conditions on custody. I had been sleeping and working but he stayed up all night and I began to think he was abusing his child but I could not be for sure. I went to the government family agency thinking they would have a discussion with him and sort whatever was going on out. I had to leave the flat because the whole sleep deprivation thing happened again. Then I am called that he strangled his daughter and walked out in front of a truck. This was devastating to me and I tried to get the family agency to tell me what went wrong but they refused. I think I was set up to be blamed for this after I tried to explain it. But this would have been monitored and 'broadcast'. I did not want this man and his daughter to die. 

I wish that if I were targeted it would be about military secrets, or other whistleblowing. Rather than this dramatic story which looks like meglomania and a global conspiracy. The point I am trying to make is that this symbolic idea was created by someone or something. I believe it is satanic due to the desire for suffering in another. The spiritual side is key to this suffering. I believe it is touted as not that at all. I think 'The 1' is revered at first albeit in a weird way. However if one person is not equal we all are not equal, also legally. Dr Horton said yes this is being done and they're given a lollipop. There is no illegality for doing this sort of modern day torture. Going against a criminal and/or government structure would be hard slog. Also the money trail would be interesting to know. 

The crimes you talked about on your video have been done in secret. This situation is done in the open. The classic open secret. It is as if world has been trained to think they want to be a pimp. Have the power, dominate the female. I know this sounds implausible - for what purpose? Philosophy can't answer this one! It balances out family life? Really?

Instead I have a detailed knowledge of trauma and man's inhumanity to man, which worried me a lot when I was younger but now it really does. I also know that so many, many man hours has gone into this. Technology, social control, a grand plan maybe, and the manipulation of the ordinary person.

So, I have only learned so much about it. What is online makes sense. 

I would very much like to know if you know anyone in NZ who can help me get to more information and develop strategies. The information delivery system is of real interest to me.

Regards and thank you, Gillian

This torture must not happen again for another woman. NZ obeys and the rule is that you show no warmth but sadistic thought to the 1. There is a tv ad on channel 1 which is a state owned channel. A large ball with red swirls meant to represent the channel, bounces slowly past people doing people things like cycling or having a coffee but it mind programs the audience into not caring about the No 1. This happens at crucial times during the lifetime. Meanwhile, whilst grooming her to be the whore for the world's use, the people get on and have a good life. Whenever the target moves to a new place the occupants will vacate for long periods, several days,and then be cold as per usual.

Everyone already knows who the 1 is to replace me and she will be mind programmed using I think code cues. I think of them as commands.

So bit by bit they are trying to murder me. I'm sure that because they have the technology they're using it elsewhere.