Oh, I wish I could be well recieved and believed. How i wish the truth of my life and that which I have seen and come to understand as truth could be also believed by you all. The gangstalking, the mind-reading, the invasion into your private life, the bodily pain, the mental disorentiation and diversion, all of this and anything i have neglected to mention is straight from SATAN and HIS DEMONS.
You are not hearing from someone who initially believed this. You are not hearing from someone who was quick to believe this. You are hearing from someone who lived in rural Alaska and couldn't make sense of her experiences, then couldn't stop her stalking and then finally after NO answers (including those on Peacepink) truly fit her problems, stopped believing that an 'agencv ' could be at work. Because no agency could tell the future. Which was exactly what was happening to me. this mixed with dreams of scripture (again, this was a non-christian talking to you), and an all-over feeling that I needed to seek the Lord.
Please, oh please, at least consider that I may be truthful and that Jesus Christ really is the Lord and Savior. I challenge you here and now: if you read this blog, think on this: what if I am right instead of wrong? What if there really is a Jesus and those without him don't make it to Heaven? If there really is an eternity out there, isn't worth some of your time to try and figure out if there truly is a God? So I beg you-in all sincerety- give it 30 days. Pray every day (a few times a day if you can remember to) that the Lord will reveal that he exists to you. The bible says: draw close to God and he will draw close to you. So for the next 30 days, pray every day that God will reveal his presence to you. Tell him that just because life hasn't made you want to be a believer yet doesn't meant that you are totally unwilling- you just are unsure!!! Tell him that if there is an eternity out there and our choices are making it to heaven or not, that NOTHING could be worth not making it. And that just because you are not sure doesn't mean you are unwilling to be guided by the Lord, if only he would reveal his presence to you.
Just think about it. If there really is an eternity, that means a thousand years times a thousand years times a thousand years go by, and if there really is a heaven or a hell, it is MORE THAN WORTH 30 DAYS OF PRAYER to ask the Creator to show you he is truly there.
Once I came to see his reality, I was truly filled with this need to tell others the truth. I just thought: I can't NOT try to tell others this truth, even if they think I am silly or worse yet, lying. The truth is: Jesus loves you now just as much as he did the day you were born: NO MATTER WHAT YOU HAVE DONE WRONG. And the only thing he wants is for you to believe in him and follow him and do your best. If you truly believe in Jesus and ask him into your heart to be your savior, everything you do wrong will be forgotten and your eternity in heaven will be his gift. I know it sounds too good to be true and a little strange but it is the truth. And it is worth questioning: don't just believe me; read the new testament and ask God!!!!! Only 2 years ago I was unsaved and heading down the road to eternal damnation- not only that but I didn't believe in such "b.s., nonsense, whatever" and let me tell you this much: boy did God ever open my eyes!!!!!!!! And show me that there was a whole new way to live, to think, to believe, to trust.
Today my life is so different. It is also still a work in progress... as in, much though I would like to be all of a sudden perfect based on my belief in the Lord, it is still a long road. But so worth it. I pray that someone, even just one person, will believe in my words, for they are the truth!, and come to the Lord because of it. My # is (907)776-3624 (my name is Gina Loosli) if you want to talk. I put my number out in good faith that the Lord will lead anyone who needs to talk to me. My voicemail is messed up so just try again if you can't leave a message. Don't worry about being judged. I cringe to think of the stuff I did before ( and still do, sometimes.) There is a good chance I was worse than you ever were, so don't feel shy, Ok?
God loves you FOR REAL and I want to try to help if I can! With love and care, gina
