I just destroyed my chimney barrier

[felipe roche olano]

after a long weekend of lies and bullshit and almost and endless mental trial , i regained mental consciousness and complete control of my person (although some trait elements of mind control still exist )SOOOO for some reason my reacation turned to alot of anger .. meaning I have been destroying stuff all around my house (and dont see myself stopping anytime soon) ..what do you think it is ?? Do ou think its a case of the "enough  is enough"  or is is the "fuck your lies" emotions ?? please reply with honest replies

[felipe roche olano]

You were completely right madeline and even after an ok nights sleep , i still feel the wants to hurt one of these things ..but alas i will still keep on living while they sit here and wait for me to come back home and stalk

Madeline said:

You want to kill them and you can't. I don't destroy my home because before all the stalking began I was really a messy slob, sort of. After my home being tampered with for 8 years, after I finally got them out of my house, I now relish my home I make it beautiful. Right now, you probably want to kill kill kill
I say this because I want to, I really want to get these fuckers
I can only write one of them who tried to make me a slave
I can only write to him that I want to smash his big gorilla head into a pulp

they are hateful, they are violent
I slip to their level
I chose to, but I swear
I never have been really violent in my life but I want to smash these people
so helplessly not able to