Hi, my name is nicholas and i have been part of Peacepink for a while. What im writing today is my experiances over the past 8 yrs. in the summer of 2004 i too started to hear voices that were not of my own or of others around me. at that time i believed and for many years after continued to believe that i was a victim of mind control as well. but as time went on i started to realize the Truth. And what im hoping to do is help anyone here who has suffered and struggled in the sames ways i did.
8yrs ago when voices began flooding my mind i was confused and scared and was living in fear. I immediatley started to write my experiances down and the i head a commanding voice instruct me to burn my journal immediatley by what sounded to be like a military officer. i absolutly burned that journal and thought i knew what was happining "mind control". the torture continued i heard voices come and go over the next few years telling me how i should live, what im doing wrong in life, and that i was being watched and i had to
change or else continue to suffer the abuse of mind control. now imight have taken it further than some of you because my friends, my family, as well as doctors referred to me as being schizophrenic. i began to take medication and continued to take medication
and still the abuse of voices still went on. so im thinking the medication wont work because what im going through is mind control. i felt alone and deeply confused but then one day i dont remember
exactly how it happened but i realized the voices were all coming from a single source. Lucifer. now understand i was an athiest and that just made no sense to me.
but just like i researched what the voice could be by looking on the internet and discovering all the web site speaking of mind control abuses and torture i now started to look through the bible for answers
and what i discovered was what lead me to the real TRUTH. A devil does exsist i know by the teachings of God and the words of Jesus that Lucifer and demons are real. So the next time
i was hearing voices i called him out and said "i wont live in fear or have paranoid
thoughts i know who this really is and i wont be confused. at first he didnt let me know
but things started to change i started to continue to read the bible and look for any information about who
and what the devil( Lucifer) was. more time went on and the voices stayed the same but when i was
really suffering from the torment i heard another voice. this voice was crying out to me i could barley hear it but he was trying to help
me. This was something i had never experiance but was still confused. the next morning i wasnt hearing any voices
and was thinking about what i went tru the previous night and it hit me Jesus was the one who was crying out to me. I then started to pray
asking for the mind control going on by my government to stop. well im not going to say that it did and now everything is perfect because thats not how it was
but what did change. was Lucifer the voices, "mind control" let me know it was him. So after years of believing that my own country or some orginization was utilizing mind control on me
it really was the one who ultimatly started and whos ultimate goal is to mind control is abusing and confusing me. at first i thought it was because i did something wrong
or was evil myself but the truth is its written in the bible its what he does and i honestly believe its what he his doing to the people on this webstite and others and im hoping this might help. this world is really a good
good place and i find it now hard to believe that governments, gangs, police or some other orginization would spend the time to use mind control on random people to simply confuse because honestly it doesnt sound like
those who are as i was hearing voice are being conroled what so ever because they are voicing there opinions here and on other platforms and still living there lives as
best as possible so how much control can really be achieved thru voice in the mind not much or any at all. but what it does cause is fear, confusion, and some struggle. i hope that those who are going thru those things will try to read the bible search for religious facts
and open there hearts up to jesus because he is trying to help us all from what Lucifer is doing he just needs you to hear him if you can. and even if you dont hear him he is trying and im writting this
in hopes that just one person who is suffering with the voices as i did will realize the truth and then start to deal with lucifer accordingly. how i achieved it was tru knowledge and exceptance of who God is and Jesus and why Lucifer exsists and the
things he has done and is still doing. mental illness is another thing i also believe is the cause of Lucifers doing im not saying in all cases
but from my experiances i know the things he does. now today i no longer take medication, i no longer believe im schizoprenic and i dont live in fear of mind control. i deal with Lucifer and all his tricks but now live as normal a life as possible.
if any one would like to contact me for questions or any answers i would love to help. my email is: valenticyrus@yahoo.com and i can discuss in more detail the things i did to finally be at peace. im not a religious fanatic i dont go to chruch regulary but i have discoved
techniques that im confident may help because suffering the confusion of voices is not a life anyone should have to live.
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