19th february 2010, Hit again - tears and guilt

[Carmen L]

The last week has been a little easier. But ths morning, I went to town to buy cat food and coffee and there it was again: the stalking. People would look at me and wisper and even people driving where either looking or smiling. I started my camera and started to videofilm them and they stopped.

I bought a writer too.

Home again, I found out that I got a reply on a blog post on a swedish site about mind control.

I was the only one that commented. People are afraid.

I also found out that the founder of this group, wrote a very interesting article.

https://peacepink.ning.com/forum/topics/synthetic-telepathy

Let's not forget to thank her now and then. We are so wrapped up at times in our own emotions that we forget that somebody out there risked a lot for our sake.

Sweden is leading in this area. So I and others in Sweden are probably controlled by the best.

This evening i started to write on the same swedish blog post,and i started to feel bad, very bad, guilty. Like I wasn't supposed to write what I did. My emotional state is now the same. I know that they produce emotional states and awarence is very important as their impact diminishes just a bit. It is up to me to try to take control because I dont think that they will be very helpful unless it is in their interest.