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FYI, I have been in contact with one victim, trying this. You have, together with following the advises in the e-book,  live in a country or area where the Ochs Lab is available (they´re doing measurments and treatments at supressed areas in brain), or Labs that are doing the same treatment as Ochs Lab. /Annie

Dear Galina/ Canadian victims:

Please don't send this letter right now. We have to discuss it with our friends. There are some points needed to be clear and corrected.

Thank you.

Dear Member of the Canadian Government:  

We are writing you on behalf of Organization of Victims of Psychotronic (Mind Control) Weapons  to ask for your help for the many constituents in Canada who are being targeted unjustly without their informed consent by Psychotronic (or Mind Control, Electronic, Directed Energy, Neurological, Non-lethal) Weapons. We, and many others, are being TORTURED AND MUTILATED IN A MIND CONTROL CONCENTRATION CAMP 24/7. We wouldn't be tortured and manipulated in a properly functioning legal system/society. 

Victims of Psychotronic weapons detail the most extreme and totalitarian violations of human rights in human history, including the most horrendous incidents of psychological torture, mental and physical mutilations. Criminals place human subjects under continuous surveillance, no matter where he/she is.  They monitor the human brain, including thoughts, reactions, motor commands, auditory events and visual images. They continuously alter consciousness, introduce voices, noises, commands, images, "dreams", and other disturbances into the brain. They directly abuse, torture and assault our bodies - including performing advanced medical procedures from remote locations.

These are some of symptoms of targeted individuals:

 1). Microwave hearing and torture with intense, loud, electronic-sounding noise.

 2). Visual distortions and hallucinations.

 3). Manipulation of will, emotions, feelings, and perceptions.

 4). Manipulation of human behavior: forced speech, involuntary body movements, transmission of specific commands into the subconscious, compulsory execution of these commands.

 5). Reading thoughts remotely, retrieving memories, implanting personalities.

 6). Debilitation of mental acuity: inability to concentrate, disruption of ability to think rationally and independently.

 7). Loss of memory and knowledge.

 8). Inadequate states, which targeted individuals have never experienced before (states of narcotic intoxication, depression, obsessive desires and so on).

  9). Control of sleep patterns: sleep deprivation or uncontrollable sleep

10). Blurred vision

11). Cramps, seizures and spasms

12). Excruciating artificial pain in any part of the body, including heart attacks and other serious medical conditions. 

Investigation of these crimes is under jurisdiction of RCMP in Canada. We have contacted RCMP, the police, Security/Intelligence Agencies, Courts and other Government institutions over and over and over again, but have had our appeals for assistance and protection almost completely ignored or suppressed. The government “doing nothing” in this situation is a form of sanctioning these horrendous, fascist mind control experiments on innocent and defenseless people.  That is why the Canadian Government is responsible for these crimes. The government of Canada must uphold the rule of National, International and Human Rights Law and protect Canadian citizens by these laws. Instead we see the huge disconnect between its professed principles and values and the reality.

It is our responsibility to record and alert the world to these horrendous crimes and the extreme danger that these technologies pose to democracy, human rights, privacy, mental and physical freedom, and the health of all people. These are the most horrendous weapons and crimes imaginable, and the people, using them, are mass-murdering conspirators, pursuing fascist, totalitarian, fundamentalist schemes.

Doctor Joseph Mengele and other Nazis, who started developing these techniques in concentration camps during World War II, were brought over here from Europe after the war to continue their atrocities. MKULTRA was the first of these illegal and immoral experiments with unwilling victims.  We are the latest victims.  THIS MUST STOP, and the people responsible exposed and brought to justice for these unspeakable crimes against humanity.  We demand only that our human rights are respected, and that the Canadian Government appoints a Committee to get to the bottom of this most serious matter based upon the evidence collected, intercepted, and compiled by victims for many years.

This gross violation of human rights must be investigated immediately.

Sincerely,

Members of Organization of Victims of Psychotronic (Mind Control) Weapon and Targeted Individuals:

1.        Galina Kurdina, helenkurdin@yahoo.ca, unit 601, 50 Tuxedo Court, Toronto, ON, Canada, M1G 3S8.

2.        Carlo Calandra, carlocalandra@hotmail.com, Toronto, ON, Canada.

3.        David Smith, davidlsmithss@yahoo.ca, 1454 Trillium Way on Gabriola Island, BC, Canada.

4.        Carmen Marie France Markey, cmarkey06@gmail.com, 406-1575 Best Street White Rock, BC, Canada, V4B5K1.

5.        Nicole Delpeuch, shieldon@hotmail.com, 3130 rue Berthiaume, Laval, QC, Canada, H7M 2K3.

6.        Robin Yan, speakoutandrr@hotmail.com, 1807-160 Alton Towers Cir., Scarborough, ON, Canada, M1V 4X8.

7.        Alan Grieve, agrieve12@sympatico.ca, 31 Alexander St, suite 312, Toronto, ON, Canada, M4Y 1B2.

8.        Rob Beattie, quantumleap1@live.com, 10 Redfield Ave, Nepean, ON, Canada, K2H 6A8.

9.        Gerry Duffett, duffett52@yahoo.com, 3358 - A McCowan Rd – Basement, Scarborough, ON, Canada, M1V 5P5.

10.     Mark Holden, markwholden@hotmail.com, 11 Centre St. Box 6, Conn, ON, Canada, N0G 1N0.

11.     Susan Michael, susrswd@telusplanet.net, PO Box 519,105 Lepine Ave, Fort Chipewyan, AB, Canada, T0P 1B0.

12.     Justin Haldorsen, jdh1@ripnet.com, 3646 Gliderway Private RR#3, Mantoick (Ottawa), ON, Canada, K4M-1B4.

13.     Cecilia Mallon, malloncecilia@hotmail.com, 447 LaCloche Lake Rd, Massey, ON, Canada, P0P 1P0.

14.     Valerie Guillaume, valerieguillaume@rocketmail.com, 525 Lawrence Avenue West. # 211, Toronto, ON, Canada. M6A 3E1.

15.     Carl Avery, charleswilliams07@hotmail.com, 31 Woodrow Avenue, Toronto, ON, Canada, M4C 1G5.

16.     Marie Sardinha, queeniered@aol.com, 11 Random Street, Toronto, ON, Canada, M9B 2J7.

17.     David Shevchuk, dshevchu@ryerson.ca, 19 Belleview Court, Courtice, ON, Canada, LIE1J1.

18.     Yusuf Hussein Hassan, yusuf.h.hassan@gmail.com, 1545 Ouellette Ave, Apt. #301, Windsor, ON, Canada, N8X 1K6.

19.     Anna Kochanowsky, atk.eagle001@yahoo.ca, 95 La Rose Ave, Unit 1005. Toronto, ON, Canada, M9P 3T2.

20.     Parren Cheng, parren9@gmail.com, Ottawa, ON, Canada..

21.     Mark Shaefer, marks3141@yahoo.com, 311 Niska road, Toronto, ON, Canada, M3N 2R4.

22.     Derrick Robinson, derrickcrobinson@gmail.com. President of Freedom From Covert Harassment and Surveillance.

23.     Christine Lynn Harris, christinelynnharris@hotmail.com, 530 Divisadero St, San Francisco,CA, USA, 94117.

24.     Richard Centeno, deniminlb@hotmail.com, 154 Tunstead Ave #2, San Anselmo, CA, USA, 94960.

25.     Robert W. Baird, robertwbaird1@gmail.com, 2723 Octavia Street, New Orleans, LA, USA, 70115.

26.     Antonio Ford, antonioford1@gmail.com, 3473 Woodbaugh Drive, Chesapeake, Virginia, USA, 23321.

27.     Gregory Trover Gamache, mothership010@yahoo.com, 1816 Fairgrounds Road, St Charles, Missouri,  USA, 63303.

28.     Moe Hosny, moe_hosny@yahoo.ca, PO BOX 10, Gedimino Str. 7, Vilnius 01002, Lithuania.

29.     John Finch, tijohnfinch@gmail.com, MCmailteam@gmail.com, 5/8 Kemp St, Thornbury, Vic 3071, Australia.

30.     Mônica Cristina Dantas Miranda, monicatov@gmail.com, Praça Santa Cruz, 708 apt 58, Santo Amaro, São Paulo SP,
CEP 04734-010, Brasil.

WEB Sites:

http://www.rexresearch.com/sublimin/sublimin.htm,  http://www.wikipatents.com/6470214.html,  http://www.bugsweeps.com/, http://www.wanttoknow.info/650517nytimes, https://peacepink.ning.com/, http://www.freedomfchs.com/usarmyrptonmicrowavefx.pdf, http://www.freedomfchs.com/id16.html ,  http://www.freedomfchs.com/,  

Books and articles regarding electronic weapons, body and mind control technologies on http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/, a search engine for MEDLINE library, service of the U.S. National Library of Medicine and the National Institute of Health:

1. Moreno JD., 2004, DARPA on your mind, Cerebrum;6(4):91-9
2. June 2003, Silence of the neuroengineers, Nature, 423(6942):787
3. Hoag H., June 2003, Remote control, Nature, 423(6942):796-8.
4. Rudolph A, July 2003, Military: brain machine could benefit millions, Nature, 424(6947):369
5. Keiper A, 2006, The age of neuroelectronics, New Atlantis,11:4-41
6. Durand DM, 2007, Neural engineering--a new discipline for analyzing and interacting with the nervous system, Methods Inf Med, 46(2):142-6.
7. Birmingham JT, Graham DM, Tauck DL, May 2004, Lymnaea stagnalis and the development of neuroelectronic technologies, J Neurosci Res,76(3):277-81
8. Kawato M, June 2008, Brain controlled robot, HFSP J., 2(3):136-42. Epub 2008 May 23
9. Glannon W., February 2006, Neuroethics, Bioethics; 20(1):37-52.
10. Fuchs T., November 2006, Ethical issues in neuroscience, Curr Opin Psychiatry;19(6):600-7
11. Butler D., January, 22, 1998 “Advances in Neuroscience May Threaten Human Rights”, Nature, Vol, 391, p. 316
12. Delgado JM, Mark V, Sweet W, Ervin F, Weiss G, Bach-Y-Rita G, Hagiwara R., October,1968, Intracerebral radio stimulation and recording in completely free patients, J Nerv Ment Dis.;147(4):329-40
13. Horgan J., October, 2005, The forgotten era of brain chips, Sci Am.;293(4):66-73
14. Delgado JM, November, 1955, Evaluation of permanent implantation of electrodes within the brain, Electroencephalography and Clinical Neurophysiology, 7(4):637-44.
15. Delgado JM, June 1959, Electronic command of movement and behavior, Transactions of the New York Academy of Sciences; 21:689-99.
16. Faden RR, 1996 May, Human-subjects research today: final report of the Advisory Committee on Human Radiation Experiments, Acad Med;71(5):482-3.
17. Heath RG, December, 1963, Electrical self-stimulation of the brain in man, American Journal of Psychiatry, 120:571-7.

18.     Heath RG, January 1972, Pleasure and brain activity in man. Deep and surface electroencephalograms during orgasm, Journal of Nervous and Mental Disease, 154(1):3-18

19. Adey, W. Ross, December, 1979, Neurophysiologic Effects of Radiofrequency and Microwave Radiation, Bulletin of the New York Academy of Medicine, V.55, #11
20. Bawin SM, Gavalas-Medici RJ, Adey WR., 1973, Effects of Modulated Very High Frequency Fields on Specific Brain Rhythms in Cats, Brain Research, V.58.
21. Elazar Z, Adey WR., 1967, Spectral Analysis of Low Frequency Components in the Electrical Activity of the Hippocampus during Learning, Electroencephalography and Clinical Neurophysiology, V.23.
22. Frey AH, 1965, Behavioral Biophysics, Psychological Bulletin, V.65, #5.
23. Frey AH, 1962, Human Auditory System Response to Modulated Electromagnetic Energy, Journal of Applied Physiology, 17/4, pg. 689 – 692
24. Eichert ES 3rd, Frey AH, June, 1976, Proceedings: Human auditory system response to lower power density, pulse modulated, electromagnetic energy: a search for mechanisms.
25. Frey AH, Feld SR, Frey B., February, 1975, Neural Function and Behavior: Defining to Relationship, Annals of the New York Academy of Sciences, V.247

There are 259 articles and books about brain-machine interface, 155 articles about neuroengineering, 80 articles about neural interfacing, 18 articles about neuromechanical systems, 580 articles about neuroinformatics, 20866 articles about neuroimaging, 1380 articles about neural prostheses, 26 articles about artificial and biological neural circuits, 33697 articles about neural control, 3678 articles about neural signal processing, 2658 articles about neural modeling, 2 articles about neuro-computation in MEDLINE library.

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how r ya? i hope you're doing alright. im sorry i was saying it is hard to see ti in that place... been there... so now im worried for your situation. i wish you can get to sager ground. i was wondering if maybe you feel 'stuck' because that is understandable under such atrocious mayhem. however, i hoped you wanted to gain some peace and safety but you have refused to heed advise. this catch 22 is called leading a horse to water but it wont drink. you as the horse... me saying, here is water that will help you.
 
you are ignoring the help, i dont know why. how does anyone help a ti if you wont help yourself? have they injured you too much so you cant function? i totally understand
 
but please try to use some calm thinking. you are a ti, you did not ask  to be tortured by nazi tactics. but just try to use the advise because it will cut out 90% of the attacks
 
dont you want to get some peace?
if you dont believe me, how is that even humanly possible? this is like showing a nazi death camp victim the door. but she wont leave the death camp!! now maybe there is some cultural differences in langugage because im bolivian but leading a horse to water, is not calling you a horse at all. ive been your friend, in high regard, responding to you pleas for help. you ignore me but you still complain. that is you know insane. so snap out of it, get away from them. they try to ruin your privacy, identity, associations. but im giving you these and we must support each other. no one else will understand.
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New Year Message
                            2011 Victims of Brain Electromagnetic Weapons 

Sir / Madam, friends, fellow citizens: 
    Over the past year, will the New Year came, extended festival wishes to everyone. 
Era of progress, democracy and development in the theme of the times, the science and medical technology advances, changing the face of the world is accelerating. Surprising is there (remote) brain electromagnetic weapons, or mind control, directed energy weapons, has been used in new forms of crime, we are unfortunately before this high technology is widely understood the first victims of the crime of the anti-human terror and corruption. In addition to legitimate victims, the resources, information and other serious weakness in the asymmetric state.Short time the victim suffered only a few months, long more than three decades long over.

This high-tech technology in the first time in human history, has developed into more complex multi-disciplinary content: biological medicine, biological physics, human science, cognitive neuroscience, artificial intelligence, have their own professional system, terminology, is still closed (since it may not completely open), are also constantly developing. Because no suitable data structure, terminology to describe, can only be found based on victimization and public publications and other related information, the technology and make some of the current status of the case description. This technique may have been decades of research history, from before World War II, Germany began, biological sensing, involving human experiments. Countries are now better, including developing countries. Chinese some from the ancient Chinese theory of human science, Feng Dafu essays, "Lao Tze Translates Annotation", ISBN7-5325-0961-3, Qian Xuesen"human science is a large department in modern science and technology system" and other information visible. The attack suffered by the victims is non-contact, long-distance, non-implanted. 24 hours a day, higher strength and density. Criminals using electromagnetic waves (acoustic, infrasound, or carrier, etc.) to read your mind, extract all memory of the mind system(images, forgotten, unconscious, do not have chances, through biological electromagnetic fields?), Attack on you personally, allowing no knowledge of the people around you, your mind can also be broadcast to the people around you, further isolation, deterioration in the victim's social environment. Some crime is artificial, and some are set automatically of the machine there(with numbers, time association, and so on), some are video. Locations including private homes, offices, hotels, restaurants, subway, aircraft, places where no cell phone signals. Brain electromagnetic weapons crime in many ways, victims of the brain can read a single work; can duplex read and output to the victim (a minor, can be light to make sense of difficult to detect to the victim, may be of victim their own way of thinking); can double reading, output to the victims(seriously, let the victim know, maybe the second person to dialogue with the victim.) Seriously injured in the duplex, you can clearly know that they have been victimized, can not cowardly timidity, or to avoid doing self-defense. Less likely to suffer serious dialogue (who can imitate any voice, environmental sounds), images (which can be three-dimensional) mode, day and night (night is a dream) to instill in the brain of homicide, victims obscene, perverted torture, fraud insult, retaliation, Sometimes the contents of more complex logic, and the corresponding sense of smell, emotions, cognition (transformation), etc., can make the victim think, the control forces are relatively large, the body moving seat, distracting can not make normal.Hurt the victims of an organized system of normal thinking, feeling, recovery, will, character, dignity, work, development, learning, life, rest, and sometimes only 3,4 hours to sleep or sleep deprivation, first speak your mind, to create a large number of uncontrollable factors, such as the need to cross the road in the focus of the moment, change the victim's visual perception of control, manufacturing accidents; more serious victims, can attack the body's functions, such as sexual function, dizziness, excretion, and even self-control, breathing, heartbeat, blood vessels and other instinct, to radiation the human body, both inside and outside the body parts can appear uncomfortable, abnormal pain, suffering, sexual torture shameless attacks can be more than 60%, can reproduce human emotions (joy, tears, anger, etc. ), make long-term emotional not normal, sometimes abnormal in biased to keep the victim have to think assault their crime, may be paying for their crime (to punish them), in fact, can not do, the lighter victims have no human body, sexual assault, and even they find it hard to believe that other victims of such victimization; more seriously, according to some of the victims know, the advanced features of this technology can also be wiped off the short-term memory , long-term memory, can take advantage of the situation in changing people's perception of the victim to make a negative act or decision. It is organized with higher intelligence and evil mental involvement of the crimes, torture, has branches in the country. The crime has a strong hidden nature, cunning deception, the abuse of such freedom, such as 24-hour crime, imitate the signs of mental illness, so that low cost illegal, including system costs and the social environment, goodness and justice costs, leading to social darkness, governing corruption, judicial corruption, medical corruption. Higher levels of biological, spiritual and other practitioners, can identify victims of brain electromagnetic weapons and such as hallucinations, the difference between the pathological condition. In reality, however, some psychiatrists, police and other public officials, often by hallucinations, auditory hallucinations, suffered hallucinations, loss of insight (that have no disease) and other reasons, diagnosed the victims of the complaint with schizophrenia and other mental illness, force sent to psychiatric hospitals admitted, waves, and thus become the real cup, the victims suffered the second tier of serious physical and mental combat and so on. 
Victims suffer, often causes a variety of ways to seek truth and self-help solutions. Such as who are criminals, victims and other reasons, many people report evidence that under the Constitution, civil, criminal, national public (social security) contingency plans for such events in the provinces, local, relevant departments, the State, the judiciary, of such crimes criminal behavior.  and file a complaint, immediately report an application, notice, reporting and response continue, experts, forensic involvement, early disposal of the cessation of crime. Many of the victims in mainland China contact together through networking, public disclosure of the citizens, taxpayers, according to incomplete statistics, more than five hundred, including dozens of victims of 2000 before, but in recent years more and more Victims of almost all the provinces throughout the country, city, region, including state employees, students, farmers, teachers, retired workers, the elderly, women and children,  students abroad and other identification career. There are also cases of foreign victims are not the same. Chinese Victims are basically no relationship with politics, no criminal record (some people have the Chinese public security issued no criminal record), does not involve the more important economic issues. victims have no rich, active duty military and police special, senior cadres. Some of the victims from their case considered the criminals are relatives, friends, neighbors, but overall crime area, time and intensity of the large, human and resource consumption is not an ordinary person can do, or underworld, many victims considered as a state secret agency, public authority  crime. Crime generally have at least 2,3 personal co-ordination, if the three shifts, then there should be a victim of two dozens of criminals, crime does not approach the victim’s way of doing as to transfer. Some say criminals are hybrids runing dog, murderers, and some Communist Party sex workers (Some Criminals believe say a crime is not bad people), some SS, and some small rogue, and some "national security", some psychological warfare, espionage elementstrained. That in order to grabbing power and money, break the law, law is not responsible for the masses, does not matter, no one knows details of the crime, the organization will cover them, and do not want to  commute sentence, no one is watching. Criminal abuse ethnic Chinese, the people of civilization, destruction of the communist regime and the socialist system, profane national honor, the image of black foreigners who commit crimes, violations of human rights in others country's sovereignty. Now the twenty-first century, who would have thought of will have us this so openly in broad daylight crime battered victims are dying? Some people will have heard of, such as the victims reasons is not clear? As developing countries, is how the NPC approved the huge funding of crime? As a major public event in particular how the country is no evidence, technical reports, and supervision of the media? Without the legitimacy of the ruling? Hard to believe the case. Some thick black school, a passive act. Some indifferent numb silence. While some elite and the people and is oblivious to (or forgot to help), unless it developed into his head, before we know the seriousness of the problem. Democratic countries can not progress scientifically, and then damage is accelerating hit every citizen to us. 
Cruel suffering long-term physical and mental torture fascist persecution, life in the electronic concentration camp victims cherish life, but there is no guarantee of life, misery than words can say; even death may to be put on a hat die from mental illness; many physical and psychological harm because the victim has, or cause disease or immune system is lower than normal levels and other reasons, there are all sorts difficult terminal illness, crime has no moral bottom line; part of the victim was by the country security, GongAn (or force their families) to unequal treatment " insane " asylum compulsory treatment, fall under the justice and social discrimination; or intolerable suffering cruel torture" suicide "death, the family lost loved ones, leaving the life regret. Some have been secretly killed. Victims of death, such as Sichuan Wu Yankai, Hubei, Liu Qing, Fuzhou Wu suicide, Jinhua Daily News March 29, 2009 reported that "female students, sixth floor, falling seriously injured", http://www.jhnews.com. cn/jhrb/2009-03/29/content_493762.htm, Union Hospital in Wuhan, Hubei Peng Junbin check-ups, and concluded that "pancreatic cancer with liver metastasis," incurable late, January 12, 2011 by the Department of Hepatobiliary Surgery of Professor Chen Libo do had a palliative operation, victimizers intensified persecution (including wound and lesion location), family members, relatives do not quite understand this, the victim Chi, although very strong performance in front of criminals, but revealed the "I want to live" a strong desire to the mother and fellows. She have no yield, in a television interview, when the report gave an impassioned speech, denouncing torture for no reason, authorities do evil acts of resignation, sing the hymn of the Chinese people the freedom of life, and finally die in the 19-year-old awe-inspiring; some victims open issue dissatisfied with strong indignation "detrimental to social order" the words and deeds, or framed, was punishable by law; as "Anna Karenina" Leo Tolstoy said "Happy families are all alike, unhappy family each have their own misfortune. "victims lose their jobs, suffering poverty, not life, family and marriage breakdown is found everywhere, they are not young; 35 year old women can not love and marriage, reproductive rights faced by  depriving. Victims think that the existence of this technology and weapons to use, in addition to criminal elements, apparently in the "central", "privileged sector" has a familiar ring, so that the existence of corruption, and even corruption in the judiciary. In fact the victims of loosely connected, in its own already very difficult circumstances call for help uphold the prosecution of such activities as reported, but the case has been using "unsubstantiated", "no detection technology and equipment" and other reasons are not processed or no answer. At the same time the victim may even retaliation, some victims dare not report. Before the state machinery is not a good way. Signal acquisition, shield from the mind control victim, judicial evidence (including forensic), sources of technology (principle), The testimony of many victims, the victim heard other aspects of the evidence. I do not know why the submission of Justice and other departments are not admissible? Testimony heard (testimony) is the legal evidence, submissions from the stand point of view given the testimony of witnesses. In traditional epistemology, perception, memory and reasoning is the personal possession of personal resources, is considered the source of knowledge; and submission is the interpersonal, social resources, is thought to be an unreliable source of knowledge. But in contemporary Western theories of being heard, be heard as evidence of knowledge and logic philosophy Pat has been generally accepted. In today's knowledge of academia, it is acknowledged that knowledge transfer is dependent on society to be heard. History is. 
Nazi concentration camp in Germany in the Terai Tianjin, children continue week by week to "publish" [Linda] children's magazine, thus leaving the most valuable historical records. From December 18, 1942, to July 30, 1944, "Pioneer" magazine "published" a total of nearly 800 pages. Magazine special note of their childhood. 
I never saw another butterfly 
Butterfly, is the last one 
Butterflies do not live here 
Live in camps 
- From Poetry "Butterfly" by Pavel Friedman • In 1942, prisoners in the Terai-chun, was killed in 1944 in Auschwitz, 23 years old. After all the twists and turns, introduces "Pioneer" magazine's book until the 20th century 90’s, was formally published in several language.The suffering of the Jewish and dreams of children year, and finally brought to light. The time of publication, George • Brady and the survivors of the year they decided to "pioneer" magazine, then as the title: "We are the same as ordinary children." 
Over the years, have been repeatedly exposed brain electromagnetic weapons technology. Some of the media to play a distress relieve the less privileged social responsibility, such as The Washington Post, Sunday, January 14,2007, Mind Games, by Sharon Weinberger, http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2007/01/10/ AR2007011001399.html. Xinhua News Agency, January 7, 2005, the former KGB had set up neural Security Protection the spirit of the leaders, http://news.xinhuanet.com/world/2005-01/07/content_2428226.htm. China Xiangshan meeting Neuroinformatics and Data Sharing, http://www.xssc.ac.cn/Web/ListConfs/ConfBrief.asp?rno=879.Xinhua News Agency, 2003, the Protection of All Persons from Torture and Other Cruel Torture Inhuman or Degrading Treatment or Punishment, http://zh.netlog.com/liuw71/blog/blogid=243187 # blog. China Central Television, decryption mind control weapons, http://space.tv.cctv.com/video/VIDE1234399191698619. 2011 年 3 月 6 日 CCTV13 China is playing documentary "See also human experiment" referred to the recent 28/02 to 01 / 03 meeting in Washington with U.S. President appointed ethics committee biological experiments. Fellows from abroad, informed The Presidential Commission for the Study of Bioethical Issues, many fellows have arrived in the United States to listen to 2-day conference February 28 - March 1, 2011. Last 1 hour, more than 20 fellows in a short (1 minute half) to tell the story of individual experience (45 minutes clip) http://www.tvworldwide.com/events/bioethics/110228/default.cfm?id=13288&type=flv&test = 0 & live = 0. May 1, 2001 version 6 Dr. Deng Zibin Southern Weekend article credibility to a strong, Xinhua News Agency, CCTV, youth reference, Netease (network) there are many reports of this technology. However, because of possible high-level secrets, China also controls public opinion,  not much mainstream coverage.  Since about 2008, a number of civilian products using the technology available,  beginning in the relevant technology film,  computer game controlled by brain waves and so on.

Because the victims are ordinary citizens, for this high-tech crime, the limited capacity of the individual evidence. Top hospitals in the head, chest and other EEG, cerebral blood flow map, X-ray radiography, CT, MRI and other comprehensive inspection can not see too many problems. Can only be found during inspections of brain atrophy, blood tests in the low white blood cell is not normal, more severe skin lesions seen in other clues. Research institutions to find forensic evidence or proof is required public security ceritficate, such as the Institute of Space Technology, Radio Authority, the Ministry of Justice Centre, but victims have not the general public security issued certificate. Victims, Biophysics Chinese Academy of Sciences, Tsinghua University, Peking University, Shanghai Jiaotong University, University of Electronic Science and Technology, conference papers, magazines, find and download a number of related disciplines to submit papers as evidence the judiciary, published and so on.Victims in the mental, physical conditions and poor economic conditions reported by the case, prosecution, letters, petitions, telephone hotlines, blog, letter, e-mail, the case for the detection of making unremitting efforts. Largely in terms of emotional intellect are necessary, which is the sacred right of citizens under the law.To find experts, scholars, journalists, lawyers, representatives of NPC and CPPCC, famous people, the CPC Congress, legal activists, concerned about other ways to help, almost traveled to Beijing, provincial, city and all solve problems reflect  channel. May 5, 2008, also issued a <Open letter to China's “secret organization" head> (43 victims joint), April 9, 2009, issue a <Ask a responsibility One of the leaders of national security sector Geng Huichang>(75 victims of a joint), http://user.qzone.qq.com/397761127/blog/1284534154, http://oe1238442.m.oeeee.com/, http://blog.sina.com.cn/hebaigem. Many  the victims a long time in Beijing to prosecuted, petition, Syw and many victims, July 2008, again in the State Security Department report, and submitted the material and the identity on behalf of the nearly two hundred victims, the end of 2008 Syw infringement by the Beijing State Security Department arrested into Ankang psychiatric hospital in Hefei, in 2009 after discharge, He and the number of fellows petition report, I wrote <the victims of China's brain electromagnetic weapons collective indictment>, prosecuted the case in the Ministry of Public Security, the General Staff, Ministry of Health, Environmental Protection Agency, the Military Court, the highestCourt, Supreme Procuratorate, Interpol, the International (Criminal) Court, the United Nations report, etc., and from December 2009 Syw Beijing was captured into the public security Anhui Ankang psychiatric hospital (not to discharge more than a year now). Universities, National Defense, and other community experts who were aware of this technology to learn about the victims of our experience and to help us, such as the National People's Congress Professor Hu Weiwu, Yun Ren Xiang also wrote reflect the mind control victim Notes: From the U.S. to create "Web siteCommand "Speaking, http://www.wyzxsx.com/Article/Class22/200907/93584.html, China Law Society Member Sining, Wu Gan (butcher). 2008 Lizhong Xiang, Guo Ruquan more than three hundred victims of such signature to the Eleventh National People's Congress proposed joint motion "on the prohibition of conceal attack against Chinese citizens to use mind control technology and directed energy weapons the criminal law upgrading case" nowmaking; Yang Wangjiang, etc. China Technology Review in 2009, No. 4, issued a "Prohibition of the Use of covert attacks mind control technology and directed energy weapons legislative proposals"; 2010, mavis multinational parade of participating organizations; QQ group e-mail the "national spirit control victim to suffer against the open the spirit control technology certificate", the taste of public life victims, proof of the victims vulnerable groups such as the murder the discretionary power of attorney to prosecute the proceedings; 2010, Wam in China, Scientific & China Science & Technology No. 4 92 published "brain waves break transmission and reception of information technology"; the dawn of 2011, Xin zhongQing participating organizations to send in "To the Standing Committee of the CPC Central Committee Political Bureau whole the open letter", etc., SOSO Wikipedia entry: mind control weapons http://baike .soso.com/v9242221.htm? sp = SST% E8% 84% 91% E6% 8E% A7% E6% AD% A6% E5% 99% A8, but with little success, had also sought the implementation of an action to Minister of Public Security Meng Jianzhu, Ministry of State Security Minister Geng Huichang, which do not, as such, to promote the progress of cases detected. A large number of reported victims have been positive, require law enforcement people, insisted Ministry of Public Security, Ministry of State Security and the General Staff jointly filing a case, the detection of the case as soon as possible, check out the crime to the line transfer arrangements, communications methods, forward headquarters, joint and the rear command, action, advocacy, experimental weapons manufacturing, logistics, transport, financial problems, but also obstruct the investigation, constraints and supervision issues. For criminal subversion of state corruption and secret privileged public authorities severely punish criminals by law, and continue to urge the case. Part of the report in 2007, when the victim (or even earlier) to know that after the victim made a report under the supervision of public security is already in; August 2008 on the eve of the Olympics, some of the victims on the case by the public order or national security of the person interviewed, the victims QQ group was stopped; Environmental Protection Agency, after receiving, report the victim No. 33 in 2008 had sent the text to require filing Ministry of Public Security Ministry of State Security; victims were sealed off blog, was refereed the investigation, had posts deleted and so on. As a result, the victims think that the Ministry of Public Security, Ministry of State Security, the Central Military Commission, and other units already know or investigate the case. However, such a long delay, but monitor the victim in turn, is unacceptable. After so many years since a considerable level of criminals and the relevant departments may have been prepared, such as the relationship between cross-cut, and cut local organizations to contact, destruction of clandestine operations, file evidence, obstructing investigations and other criminal acts.
China is a country ruled by law, all citizens are equal before the law, there are laws must be strictly enforced, violators are prosecuted, any organization or individual shall not have the privilege of being above the Constitution and the law. The judiciary should fully protected and respect for the victims by law of civil rights litigation. the suspect, should be treated, according to a fair and open trial, which is China's judicial sovereignty, no right to interfere in domestic and foreign persons, is to protect and promotestabilizing force for world peace. The Chinese Government protects the rights of citizens, freedom of expression, respect the facts, give full play to the news media and citizens of the role of public opinion. 
In 451 BC, marks the victory of the Roman nobility of Western civilians in the early Code "Twelve Tables" was born. Western countries, the legal theory advanced continuously enriched with Montesquieu's "Spirit of the Laws," Mill's "Freedom" and so on.The United States two hundred years, regardless of their specific policy on how the president, the first emphasis must be faithful to the Constitution. Policy under the Constitution, under the focus of the situation is different in different, but the eternal is to ensure people's basic freedoms and rights. "Virtue and happiness, responsibility and interests, honest and magnanimous policy and social prosperity are inseparable unity of the people's happiness", in good faith from the turbulent political struggle, or fight in bloody violence, leaders produced a very rare character. Each president is in a different language to express this principle. Jefferson came to power two of the  speech free principles are more detailed, special emphasis on protection of minority rights and tolerance of different opinions and even the errors, and highlight the issues of press freedom. International criminal procedure has gone through a long process, since the 20th century, after World War I Paris Peace Conference in 1919 decided to set up organizations in 1921 in Leipzig from punishing war crimes. After World War II, the international community to trial during the war seriously undermined the peace and endanger human , crimes against humanity, has established the Nuremberg International Military (Crime) and the Far East International Military Court (Criminal) Court, 1946, Military Tribunal at Nuremberg in Germany was born with a rather harsh on the development of the legal language of a specification written by the world's first human experiment, "Nuremberg Code" file, after which, through rational thinking people, as a blueprint for the development, including the "Declaration of Helsinki", "Tokyo Declaration" and a series of norms of international human experiment "Code." 1949 formulated the "on the Geneva Convention relative to the Protection of Civilian" (1949 4th Geneva Convention) http://news.xinhuanet.com/ziliao/2003-03/23/content_793667.htm.In 1991, the UN Security Council established the United Nations International Criminal Tribunal for the Former Yugoslavia, the territory of the former Yugoslavia for trial, deliberate murder, genocide, torture, rape, arbitrary arrests and other serious violations of human rights crimes. 3 years after the establishment of the United Nations International Criminal Tribunal for Rwanda, in a occur within countries and different ethnic genocide, crimes against humanity and other trials, breaking the original scope of international crimes, and expand the functions of the International Criminal Court and International Criminal Proceedings method of thinking. July 2002 1 daily based in the Hague International Criminal Court was established, marking the international criminal trial into a new level. Corresponding to wars, conflicts, changes in crime, the international community continue to adjust the legal norms and legal interpretation, because of the benefits of non-uniformity, the treaty has lag. Human rights law in mainland China to adjust the level of low, just joined and ratified more than 200 international multilateral treaties, covering economic, political, diplomatic, cultural, technological, military, human rights, environment and other fields, such as "Civil and Political Rights Convention "and so on, can not perform its treaty obligations seriously.

China has a legal tradition dating back to ancient times. The fifth century BC in the Yellow River, Shanxi Yasumura now have a code available, Li's "Law Codes" Is generally considered the first written code. Li therefore historians identified as Chinese history, the originator of established codes, later comments as: "the spirit is the Han Dynasty, more direct continuation of the Northern Wei Dynasty, but for the Tang, Song, Ming and Qing law of the Dynasty also. "future generations have to develop" Qin Lv", Wei" new law "," the Ming Dynasty Annals laws "until the culmination of Chinese feudal law sets the" Qing Law. " China also has the idea of ​​human rights, such as Confucius proposed the "People" ideology. "Xunzi. Duke Ai," it reads: "Confucius heard of the king who is also the boat; common people are also the water. The water will carry a boat, the water will overturn it." Mencius "people, boat followed, the king of light "concept. Moreover, the recognition of the principle of equality before the law, the Confucian emphasis on "hearings, according to law, without some privilege", meaning that as long as the criminal, no matter who, must be punished, not beyond the privilege. In addition, this thinking is also reflected in the requirements of a just punishment, Confucius stands for: "No private party workers, not punishment private enmity," against the use of legal Gongbaosichou. Law enforcement in the conviction and sentencing advocates insisted the principle of legal equality, not because of who the repeal of laws, not because of man Jiqingjizhong, instead of been a penalty, punishment fit the crime, crime consequential Text of. In emphasizing the equal rights, but also at the same time stands for the freedom, the freedom of conscience, the idea: let their conscience, their heart and soul, and freedom of expression in thought, Confucian ideas Appreciating, for the free expression of speech is that people thought and communication means, and the law can only punish behavior, not punish thought and speech, which is obviously the right to freedom of thought protected. These can be seen that advocated the right to equality and freedom of human rights and the rule of law in modern philosophy has much in common with the modern development of human rights consistent.

Entered in modern times, the implementation of a modern democratic legal system, people-oriented. Communist China also requires the implementation of the law of human rights. For example February 1, 1946, "Xinhua Daily" article: the past two decades, especially in the last few years, we see every day is "Why, can only, allowed people to light lamps." Government decree, whether for the people sake, it is set regardless. Most people with such indignation that the law, the government did not comply. Government to the people of the law every day, every day the Government is illegal. This style, and the word democracy is miles apart! So who is true democracy and so on, we not very high on the base of the first step look at those issued by the Government short of democratic checks whether the percentage of cash? If you have already written in black letters on white paper not yet fulfilled, what is there to say? So before the meeting in Political Consultative Conference, we need you to promise to honor those who, from that point should at least do little things, hope the Government will show people the big letter. March 5, 1944, "Xinhua Daily" article: restriction of freedom, repression of the people, is completely fascist Germany and Italy at a pulse true mass, color painting the paste in any case, it can not let people eating free fruit, taste a little sweet democracy. After the late 1970's to improve the implementation of the rule of law, combating crime, corruption and so on. The 21st century, with new development. Such as the March 8, 2000, the Supreme Court has approved of the Jiangxi Provincial People's Government, Hu Changqing, former deputy governor of corruption, bribery, the case of huge unidentified property of Final Appeal ruled that the death penalty, in Nanchang implementation.Although there are a number of the death penalty, not be punished.At 9:05 on July 7, 2010, escort bureau level public security bureau is a strong team arrived at the text of Chongqing Geleshan on a place of execution, the arena of life, was executed. "50 years of development of human rights in China" White Paper http://news.xinhuanet.com/zhengfu/2002-11/14/content_630154.htm, on the situation of human rights development in China for 50 years conducted a comprehensive review and outlook, the White Paper is divided into Human Rights in China historic turning point in the development, survival, development and economic, social and cultural rights, a huge improvement, civil and political rights are effectively protected, women, children, protection of the rights, ethnic minorities equal rights and special protection of human rights in China's inter-century prospects of six parts, the text of about 15,000 words.People's Daily Special Report December 2, 2010, Taiwan's first scandal was sentenced 11 years imprisonment for the outgoing leader Chen Shui-bian formally Taipei, Taoyuan County prison. September 28, 2010, Chinese and Russian heads of state issued a "Second World War on the 65th anniversary of the Joint Declaration", to eliminate prejudice and thoroughly punish fascists, criminals against humanity, and the remnants of the survival of the soil, with a distinct realitysignificance. In 2009 published a "National Human Rights Action Plan (2009 - 2010)" (full text) http://www.gov.cn/jrzg/2009-04/13/content_1283983.htm. December 2010 release, "China's anti-corruption and clean government" white paper http://www.gov.cn/zwgk/2010-12/29/content_1775173.htm.January 6, 2005, Premier Wen Jiabao attended the Jakarta ASEAN Leaders earthquake and tsunami disaster special session, establish an international image, to December 26, 2004 Indian Ocean tsunami humanitarian relief and recovery and provides more than one billion yuan assistance http://www.gov.cn/yjgl/2005-08/09/content_21383.htm. November 30, 2009 the CPC Central Committee Political Bureau Standing Committee, He Guoqiang, secretary of the Central Commission for Discipline Inspection research of Shiyan City in Hubei in depth, visit the Dongfeng Motor Corporation assembly plant, the People's Square to building a clean government and fighting corruption, etc.

However, in some matters is not the case, the overall interests of national, political, and economic development, stability, cohesion, maintenance of authoritative, revolution and other reasons, the actual benefit for the elite, small group services. With "double standards", with political hegemony, power politics with its influence, directly or subtle intervention government departments, social environment, and even the judiciary, the court's independence, impartiality, neutrality of the judges, apolitical, detached. Thus losing the ruling legality, legitimacy, and the meaning of existence. Cases of the brain electromagnetic weapons is such, different with other cases, it is that rare modern society full of crime. Criminals have no idea of ​​the basic moral values, a number of forgotten ancestors, and sinister torture, regardless of the merits of things, but right and wrong, the victim's right to survival and development rights being trampled upon from time to time. They explain  tomorrow how will be better than killing a man, after all, is much more serious turn off a computer? A Chinese who has a lot of power in China's history, the paradox of power may create the largest manufacture of the language may be the crown the most specific. As individuals, within the heart of his personality is not split, but as a major policy decisions and the associated history of people, split personality is the biggest cover up their inner contradictions of the weapon. Inconsistencies republic in language, dictatorship in action; the oath in compliance with the Constitution, trampled on the Constitution in action. Because who will pick up the President's pledge to restrict the President? Who vowed to test his memory of his actions? Those around him are generally dwarf-type animals, who are willing to stand up and say: Madam President, you have deviated from the oath you had. In the course of Chinese history where such a person never appeared. Because there is no such person to the President away from his pledge to provide a space and a wide range of cultural foundation. 

Moral self-discipline and law enforcement to maintain social order and stability in an important tool. Human behavior not only by ethics, law, wealth, power and emotional impact of various factors, but also by the social environment, economic environment and political structure. It can be said to form the structural system interact with each other and regulate the person's behavior. When the effect of lowering moral standards, the law will follow the sanctions weakened the power, wealth, the role will be obvious, the status of the special powers were protruding. When the role of legal sanctions reduced the role of moral norms will be lost, the wealth effect becomes prominent position of power to become the deciding factor. When elevated to the primacy of wealth, the role of moral norms becomes weak, the role of legal sanctions will also be affected, the role of power is even more crucial. When the power as determinants of moral standards to be ineffective, legal sanctions can hardly fair, will play a role in fueling wealth. The case, politics is very important regulatory role. When politics is not the social, economic and political structures to adjust the environment, but highlights the political power, then inevitably to the community, adversely affect the economy, against the core national interests.Just give the people seemed right to life, back to the people some of the rights belong to the people, then all the beliefs and all the political  crimes of persecution and violation of the law can be ignored, merits and demerits balance ... ... but Russian President issued a clear-cut issue the strongest voice: the country's development is the people's achievements, and the people can not forgive the crimes dictatorship committed. Panax open method of deliberately blurred comment moral bottom line, while the dictatorship of crimes beyond the moral bottom line is there no reason to excuse. Power politics, might say criminal not on the bureaucrat , it should be six years from the Han Emperor Xiaowen, as Jia Yi Liang Huai Wang Taifu of the emperor on a sparse, made ritual effect, he said: "The sense of shame Boxing to cure a gentleman, so There Cisi kill without shame. is a tattoo cut off the nose of the offense, less than the bureaucrat."That is, gentleman in view of its identity, its own modest way, is not really to be free from the Death. Handi use of this sparse, the bureaucrat crime control solution is suicide. China today is largely the environment are not even struggle, India have some basis of democracy, a certain extent about the rules and the rule of law, the United Kingdom is basically the struggle of Gandhi to give humanitarian treatment of him has not assassinations and political persecution, he had also received the King's invitation, the British public opinion on his actions gave great support. In most cases, India has freedom of association, freedom of demonstration, so Gandhi can take legitimate means of struggle, or walking a fine way. Gandhi famously said: "When I despair, I remember: in history, only the truth and love can conquer a lot of history, tyrants and murderers, in the short term may be invincible, but after all, will always fail."These words may be the final nail on the power of a crime, although the most powerful figures in history, similar to his Chinese characteristics, each of the hands are bloody, the trial stage in the future will be one seat left for them. It is expected that the Government can not fulfill the foreign and alien to resist oppression, to provide public services within the state functions, in many cases often evolve into a competition with the public interest, against civil rights organizations and even demonize organizations. The government should fulfill their duties, people must have oversight authority of the Government, and the most effective monitoring approach is to use votes to choose the Government. Perpetuating the state court (the government) can be changed, the love of country does not equal love court - Liang. "We really should not be patriotic? "Text: the evil state better than no country; ... ... We love the state of national well-being for the people, not the people make sacrifices for the country. - Chen. To make us love our country, our country should be cute. - Ademenboke. 
Power politics might say, brain electromagnetic weapon is a special case, is the pain of historical progress in the case of filing the exposure is not conducive to social stability. Is the nature of the case is difficult and the integration of the universality of historical evolution? Current economic and human capital from the incomplete transition to improve the living condition of the economy and the survival of the state capital, the reasonable and lawful and the universality of the survival of a total of How critical and positioning? currency of survival of the world can be understood as essential: the use of self-interest of the exchange value of the special nature of the law or attempt to redeem some of the human spirit through the universal world of good? history of "universality" does not mean a phase difference between the individual and specific abstract entities, but the heterogeneity of historical events that supported the history behind the Idea or rules, is a combined purpose of history and history of the philosophy of regularity of the abstract, but also means that history can be based on a reasonable plan and expand human understanding and reason towards a historic goal. History, "special" does not mean a certain abstract entity or an entity to determine the characteristics of some, but to correspond with the history of the universality of the heterogeneous and diverse single person, which includes private inherent in human nature to the pursuit of free will, greed and lust, egoism behavior tendencies. The dialectical materialism of Marx said, history can only be engaged in the practice premises, with the reality of personal social relationships. Therefore, when people think about the process of social history must proceed from the real individual, from the sentimental, the starting heterogeneity of individual units. The progress of history is not a simple, only the pure and positive process of judging, but a negative by the inner part of the continuous history to achieve the realization of the evolution of evil become good. It is not the historical progress of the defect, it is precisely that not only can enjoy the historical progress of mankind, but also a profound experience, and experience the historical progress of the tortuous process. On the other hand, human nature is not only a good tendency, and the evil tendencies: "If we can give the man to a natural, constant, albeit limited, good, then they may notice that they accurately This species is in progress towards improving because of the events encountered here, but can create their own. The human is the cornerstone of a total concept of human social needs and the value of the pursuit of social benefit-sharing options, which objectively exist in the among its own internal contradictions of human nature. historical evolution of the existence of universality and particularity, reflecting the needs of both the world of human existence, the two pursuit: real and ideal, material and spiritual life and faith, instinct and aesthetic , Labor, and the expected and so on. history is driven, in practice, continue to address the above needs and the pursuit of life of the world caused by a series of contradictions, conflicts and confrontation, people kind of constant evolution and enhancement of classes possible, should protect the moral conscience of intellectuals have enough space to produce knowledge and ideas. historical progress, meaning, in essence, reflected in the history of the Idea of ​​history through human antagonistic contradictions go beyond the ideal. 
We clearly see that all the world against the continuity of the objective social relations, social polarization in wealth fierce confrontation is not out of the human living condition the continuity of the two extremes of the objective, spirit crushing hit by materialism continuity of the existence of objective, have proved that human beings and human smuggling to the Idea of ​​the conflict still exists, capital penetration in the world of space, the more filling the particularity of self-interest, the more the concept of scarcity led to mankind, which resulting from the fundamental universal human ideal current design of the system demand, the demand for universal lofty spiritual realm. Charles Dickens in "Tale of Two Cities," said, "That was the best of times, it was the worst of times; it was wisdom, it was foolish years; it was the epoch of belief, it was the epoch of incredulity; it was the season of Light, it was the season of Darkness; it was the spring of hope, it was the winter of despair; we were all going direct to Heaven, we were all going in the opposite direction - in short, the period was very similar to now. "historical progress of the inherent negative, the decision still needs the human society in a positive manner to find the universal principles of justice and the common concept of healthy and positive spirit, in order to correct the morbid social and pathological anxiety irrational behavior of human . Let people know the tragedy has occurred and the tragedy is very important. People are still suffering, to raise awareness of sin, evil attention. Social progress not only by the national government and the efforts of heroes and more to rely on each person's sense of morality, when every ordinary Chinese people are aware that he is an independent personality, dignity and individual rights, the courage to pursue their own ideals and happiness only when slowly reshape moral bottom line, citizens will be able to enhance the overall quality. 
I am a victim no later than 1998, when know, a period of time not fully believe this crime, is one of the more serious victims. I graduated in 1995, Master degree in Computer Application, work assigned to the Bank of China. I am more than a decade in the physical, mental , has long been a functional, organic injury, has reached the physical, the physical level, can not compensate for long. I am thinking skills, self-repair skills were declining adjustment may have an impact on the problem. German proverb says: the actions of three ways: first, by thinking, this is the most noble, the second, by imitation, which is the most portable; third, hands-on, this is the most painful. (Der Mensch hat dreierlei Wege klug zu handeln: erstens durch Nachdenken, das ist das edelste; zweitens durch Nachahmen, das ist das leichteste; drittens durch Erfahrung, das ist das bitterste.). I suffer more serious level and type of the victims a long time (the middle may be stopped), the injured area bigger, criminals rationally crime, revenge, some repeat offenders, and some loaded mental illness, crime beaten on the head, startled , removal of white matter, Lenovo, poke eyes, beheading, nocturnal emission, oral sex, incest, bestiality, feces and other Xiasan Lan Cypriot way to erase memories, charge (poison) gas laugh, Zuiburongzhu, also made possible I do not know, I told them prosecuted, and connect with my lawyer. Criminals also kept me paranoid crime on them, I do not want to do. Want to take away my thoughts, experiences long experience, not possible, although the victim, I have to think about. Intellectual reasons for not attacking, but I've heard, Freud said sex is the main driving force for social progress, individual, and the other criminals because of low moral character. Non-call me good, I started a few false invoices, or suffer. I have good, do good, crime is more serious. My marriage, family, parents are likely to suffer. Input image in the brain, including better social relations of my people, and even primary school students have the name of photographs, original work unit colleagues, students, and even more for a long time are not linked. the emergence of the image more like, I do not know where it come. The next and the future thing of mine, and to crime. I am a non-aggressive culture, poor health, sometimes I run, exercise equipment, and sometimes to learn Adobe Photoshop CS4, download movies to see sometimes, and sometimes travel, the actual device may be used even give me the output of the nervous tension, stress is difficult to relax. The rain is falling, I do my should be done, the result is unsuccessful. September 2, 2009 to 5, the CPC Central Committee, vice chairman of the NPC Standing Committee, Federation of Trade Unions President Wang Zhaoguo Dongfeng Shiyan line to inspect, October 20, 2010, the former CPC Central Committee Political Bureau Standing CommitteeCentral Discipline Inspection Commission secretary Wu Guanzheng to the base of Dongfeng Automobile Company, visit the Independent Commission Against Corruption Shiyan, a serious criminal offense. 
In 1999 I was working with colleagues, as well as overtime (chief sign), lived in Yuexiu District, Shutong Lane single unit and co-workers are better, I have no problems, strong insight. April Bank of China catch me into the Guangzhou Psychiatric Hospital, mandatory treatment, said that I lost insight, let me acknowledge the sick, injecting drugs (do not tell me the name of the drug), electric shock, shock therapy and so on, the hospital said that I rule Okay. In the spirit of the physical injury, I still continue to work, travel to Shantou also solve the problem. But the victims of more serious, the house has not assigned and so on. 2000, I prosecuted criminal cases on this, the unit BOC (notice my guardian) takes me arrested and forced treatment, I was removed. Case wrote: Bank of China since that is how mental illness can be removed as removed? Units, Guangzhou Psychiatric Hospital on the reasons for hospitalization, the condition could not explain? But to go to work I went to Hubei. In 2001 I returned to Hubei Shiyan Dongfeng Motor Corporation where the parents worked, continue to work. After the examination in 2003 I was appointed a senior engineer, in 2004, was sent to headquarters in Japan, Nissan, IT management training. Received by the unit of work. 
In 2004 I met my wife. She graduated from Normal college, a smile on her face, full of dignity and said to me, "I am the best in class. My teacher said." Said the teacher said she was smart. Her spare time often in the library, piano room. She wants to go to school, the teacher told her that she would become a teacher. In early 2005, we got married, want to live a better life. Just got married, suffer the serious, I Xiangyang, Guangzhou keep a business trip, I hired a lawyer in 2005, once again to the Guangzhou Yuexiu District courts, prosecution was interrupted in 2001, crime continues, how will the lost time too? Important evidence, testimony do not see. 2006 in Guangzhou City Intermediate People's Court lost. In 2006 I was unemployed, there is no source of income, apply for immigration under contract. There is no guarantee of economic and even lives, she may suffer, forced to divorce. Ex-wife is gone, the poor woman to continue traveling in the wind, difficult, painful, step by step, her feet on dry land. Difficult - but she has used tough, is not it? We do believe that clever than her? - Criminals who, Gluttons, a closet full of flesh and blood, all kinds of corruption, money or suffocating. We all know this sad story, but do not know how to end it. 
December 2006 in Wuhan Wistron Software (Beijing) Co., Ltd. signed a contract with me, I work in Wuhan to February 2007, due to suffer a serious, can not continue working. April 2007, I went to Shanghai for a job, another place, see if can solve the victimization. Huangpu District in Shanghai, half of Sung Park police station, the city Public Security Bureau, Criminal Investigation Corps, the Shanghai High Court, City Procuratorate report and use EMS to Guangdong province, the Supreme Court, Supreme Procuratorate reported prosecution. In severe cases, I attended the Thailand tour, criminal elements followed me to Thailand, and later went to Indonesia and other places, prosecuted, the criminal court in Bangkok, Thailand, Thai police headquarters, Supreme Court of Thailand, Thai Army Command, the highest in Thailand Procuratorate, the Supreme Court of Indonesia, Canada, Interpol and other reporting prosecution, still suffer. Back from Shanghai Shiyan, reported in the local Public Security Dongyue Bureau, registration to report back to me, no reply. Over the years with the EMS, the network to the State, public security, national security, the NPC, Zhu Rongji, Central Discipline Inspection Commission report so charged, told the original work unit, friends, other victims, the unit staff, fellows participate in activities organized by the signature. Burn a CD-ROM part of made a backup. I almost annual physical examination (Dongfeng General Hospital, Taihe Hospital, the top three hospitals), test results: head functional cerebral blood flow map problem, the brain calcification, carotid atherosclerosis level, severe skin lesions, ECG problems, liver hemangioma, the doctor suggested medication, require periodic review, decreased immunity, low white blood cells, blood glucose, blood lipids exceeded, prostatitis. May require professional inspection can further found that the brain wave weapons. July 2008, I went to Beijing  Supreme Procuratorate to such a prosecution. I have access to a database of domestic scientific and technological resources, including some major national publications (core journals) and a considerable number of other publications (there should be a private publication of technical articles on mind control, can not be found), download a thousand legal articles medical technology and other related articles of evidence for victims to read some, to clarify the idea, wrote a "Wrote to celebrities and those concerned about the open letter" posted on the blog I run more than a dozen, including youtube, http://liuw71.fyfz . cn /, Politics and Law Committee of the Ministry of Justice law blog and so light, I was sealed off blog Guangming Wang, Bokee Wang, QQ refereed by the investigation, such posts have been deleted. Although in many ways inform the relevant units of sectors suffer, but the Court did not address the case of brain electromagnetic weapons, I can only do first prosecution hopes to promote the progress of the whole case, and to seek a partial solution to what legal and economic issues, of course, in this case progress is also more difficult. 
I have repeatedly made to the court for retrial in Guangdong Province-level application and requires that to Guangzhou. 2009 lawyer Janghua (Zip code 442000, Yun County, Shiyan, Hubei Bureau of Justice transferred) to Guangzhou, Guangdong Province-level request to withdraw according to the law courts in Guangzhou City Intermediate People's Court (2006) Minyizhongzi, 303 of a final civil judgments, and shall new trial. The second decree by the applicant on the retrial on the matter because to explain the moral damage compensation for economic loss and solatium. Presented again to the Supreme Court in 2010 retrial, lawyers in October according to law, went to Beijing China Supreme People's Court to request withdrawal of the Supreme People's Court in Guangdong Province-level (2009) , of the word written in Civil No. 2756, and re-try the case according to law, has lost . 
I knew my part of the case situation. About with my female colleagues Zhu Hong on the former unit, she has a relationship with former Prime Minister Zhu Rongji. I have nothing to do with their crimes, they said do good behave, I do not want their emotions, the actual to obscenity, crime. May be based on this concept, we know more. A little stop to our plans. Well, first of all, we will quietly go around, and then we elimination. Brutal Zhu said, the difference between me and Lai Changxing, I have military protection, crime, public opinion and propaganda with the Central Propaganda Department to do. U.S. Secretary of State Madeleine Albright recent visit to China. I told her a word. I said: "I joined to fight for and protect the human rights movement in history much earlier than you." She said: "Really?" Said she did not agree with me. I said: "is not it? Me 10 years older than you, when I risked their lives to the struggle against the Kuomintang government, to participate for democracy, freedom and human rights movement, you still in middle school." In the brain electromagnetic weapons, crime, torture is still to do, grow on trees, regardless, incest, bestiality, etc., Zhu Rongji’s human rights democracy faith has no distinction between people and animals in the line? He is loyal to humanity fascist fundamentalists, trained criminals to deal with crime, torture,  humiliation, his right wing loss used on me. 
September 2009 published a book, "Zhu RONGJI meets the press" The main content is as prime minister five years, the annual "two sessions" press conference during the press conference; in a speech during the visit abroad; foreign reporters and interviews; A Hong Kong reporter asked. Such as "whatever ahead, land mines or an abyss, I will go forward, turning back and dedication from his dying day." - March 1998, the Ninth National People's Congress meeting. In the case of detected corruption Chen Xitong, Zhu said at a press conference: "After the anti-corruption fight wolves to first hit the tiger, the tiger should not condoning, ready to one hundred coffins, and also my bite. Is nothing more than a die, in return for long-term stable development of the country and the people's confidence in our cause." His lectures and speeches, and the actual code of conduct has a great distance, and some are lies, even are worlds apart, we see the complex of historical figures Paradox and personality split personality. In the case of the brain electromagnetic weapons, he deserved no mention of any responsibility, is it over others, and the servant? Zhu insight into things, aware of human feelings, in this case related to his personal, his Prime Minister Is it just a decoration, or simply is to eat cooked rice? Been labeled the hymen on buttocks, labeled a good comrade gay again and again? As a vested interest, his performance did not say, crime, sit back and condone criminals, worms are not so much his clean and honest, the actual take off the mask of its clean, show to the world, just do bitch want honor(Li Paifang), the Central Propaganda Ministry said that at the birth and after his birth Zhu do not know who his father is, a blatant corruption and predators, China's Saddam! If he tell the truth, dare to be the coffin of the first anti-corruption enjoy himself to the world is grateful. Poor courage that he did not! Criminals on the flight, it must be brought to justice, do not let them go unpunished! 
Silence is the initiative to voluntarily give up the historical responsibility. History can give up, so we can willfully doing nothing and everything. Passive silence is a passive sense of history to give up, or the truth can not be said, lies not want to say, Dengerxiazhi thinks the truth is at hand who are endlessly lie, insult the historical responsibility. In short this is a must to eliminate the sense of history itself and the people of the country. 
After the publicity of a Central Propaganda Department about the case method is the first step: crime is limited to "moral errors", evasive. Zhu Rongji, the only "candid": "on the moral negligence, is willing to admit magnanimous." Step two: find another accountability. For example you can "learn" bad temper, low level of the victim, so when an argument is extremely bad attitude, uncivilized, that is difficult to suppress their anger Zhu, etc. - can even refer to "Where there is oppression there is resistance" The burden of proof indeed victims; At the same time you can "imagine" the victims of such reactions must be very slow, so in the "warning" do not even know when to avoid and so on. In short, the key is: the responsibility is not a "great man." The third step: to start into the glorification of the natural process. Such as Tsinghua educated by Zhu, "Love Art", "major achievement" and so, for what genuine friendship comrades, agents such as control of the scene immediately dispatched. Step Four: Qualitative and dilute the high-profile "moral negligence." Such as to make "rational" evaluation: the "great personality", "high quality" or even a good father, good husband, what sort of "When compared with the" corrupt nature of this point, "Awaiting a balanced view." The final step: of course, is from this dig out in the splendor he had. If the victim said, using the education of the public. As Zhu crimes against humanity, Mr. Chen Yushan eternal panacea called the sentence: "No great man, there are always some weaknesses and shortcomings, today this thing public of the world, will only make a more amiable and trustworthy respectable Zhu shows that he is a real man, not God. "practicable, through this opportunity to share the social wealth by illegal means and a variety of interests legitimized and become a new bureaucracy under the new system or a rich man. 
Picture stories in the multimedia era of pan-entertainment, that behavior is the difference between manners and dress of men and women the only criterion, then a woman can be both luxurious and then enchanting, and then thin, eyes cold and still sell out the hatred inside you soul. No matter how much powder facilities, but also could not block the humble and flexible learning. Your desire for life, for things not related to contempt of life, the understanding of impulsive events, all reveal your nature. Diana's noble, not from the head of the Crown, and come from all life as her own child. The so-called distinction between appearance and temperament, and gentle hypocritical distinction, the difference between love and universal emotion to come from if there is a good, honest, sincere, selfless heart, and this is the only way you can identify how long the scale. Woman's beauty and gentle, and infiltration in temperament, not harboring in the pleated skirt. 
June 2009 at the Arizona State University President Obama graduation (www.huffingtonpost.com), with the ideal, hardworking young people in all walks of life, "we need your help. We need you as young people come out. We need your courage, your passion and your energy. "The so-called" young ", referring to the attitude of life - the quality of ideas and mentality (an approach to life-a quality of mind and heart). In: willing to follow their passion, whether they will lead their own wealth and reputation. Willing to challenge the secular, questioning old dogma. For the status and reputation of the traditional signs without consideration. Committed to doing meaningful things, help others to do. At a short step, and finally thousands of miles. Nobel Peace Prize in recognition of the scope from the original promotion of international peace and opposing war extended to the humanitarian disaster relief, protection of political rights has been extended to now on the people's livelihood, poverty, environmental protection, sustainable development and other emerging areas. Content from the perspective of the development Peace Prize, "peace" is the real nature of the mantenance of the common interests of mankind.Globalization and technological advancements in today's high and low politics distinction has become increasingly blurred, a lot of politics involved in the field of low direct impact on the high politics.From the intuitive point of view, peace and war is the polar opposite, in fact, there are too many factors between the existence of threats to the peace process. 
Punish Brain electromagnetic weapons Criminal to penalties, in order to liberate the people of freedom and progress, the struggle with the fascist crimes against humanity in the end! Just hope that on our side. 
New Year occasion, in Chinese New Year, Sincerely Wish people nationwide good luck (Everything goes well), happy family (a happy family). 
Liu Wei 

                                          Automatically translated on March 25, 2011

                                          Revised First Version on April 16, 2011

My theological commentaries on chip implants and prophetic scriptures is something I welcome you all to read.  One of my publications is posted in its entirety within GROUPS...TO DISCIPLE, EDIFY, TEACH, AND HELP SPIRITUALLY.

I hope you enjoy them.

Eliseo Perez

I just don't know how I got on the Blog again after posting my Tips on Living A Surveillanced Christianity - Parts 1 through 4 on DISCUSSIONS in GROUPS...TO DISCIPLE, EDIFY, TEACH, AND HELP.  Oh well.  I hope it will help you much anyway. 

Crimes against humanity:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Crime_against_humanity#Historical_Development

Torture:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Torture

With the above clear concepts, we can move on to next step.

#1046 AFP news article: Bioethics Commission Ignores Modern-Day Abuses!!!!

Bioethics Commission Ignores Modern-Day Abuses

By Victor Thorn

One of the stated purposes of a handpicked
panel known as the Bioethics Commission is
to apologize for past abuses committed by
the U.S. government, some of which included
the noted Tuskegee syphilis experiment, various
unwarranted radiation tests and unwitting Guatemalan
subjects infected with sexually transmitted diseases.
Secretary of State Hillary Clinton called the Guatemalan
STD case “clearly unethical.”
“I beg you, please help us,” said citizen Lisa Becker
on March 1, when Obama’s Bioethics Commission met
in Washington, D.C. Her gripping words were directed
to Amy Gutmann, the head of this panel that is ostensibly
concerned with past abuses even as present-day
abuses are tossed in a padded room, so to speak.
The dark annals of history also chronicle covert CIA
agents giving unsuspecting “johns” hallucinogenic
drugs, and Dr. Ewen Cameron’s barbaric sleep-room
experiments in Canadian mental hospitals.
However, the Bioethics Commission faced an unexpected
moment during its public comment session
March 1 when 20 speakers delivered a powerfully distinct
message: Non-consensual human experiments are
still being conducted on thousands of Americans to this
very day, and they want these abuses to stop.
OnApril 20, thisAFP writer participated in a conference
call with many of the individuals who appeared in
Washington before the commission.
One woman, 36-year-old Tammy Battaglia, described
the process of brainmapping and said she had been taken
to a laboratory at CIA headquarters in Langley. Ms.
Battaglia and others stressed that this type of abuse can
even negatively affect other family members.
She told the commission, “I have not consented to be
experimented on by any branch of the government, military
or members of the American Medical Association.
. . . Nobody should have the right to maim or torture any
other person or to treat them in the cruel manner that I
have been treated under the guise of national security.”
Ken Rhoades sent a videotape of the open microphone
testimony to this writer, and what unfolded on
March 1 was riveting.
Texas doctor John Hall spoke of an alarming rate of
complaints associated with the use of radiation weapons
that are debilitating victims.
Author Allen Hornblum, who has written on the use
of prison inmates and children as test subjects, emphasized,
“Medical ethics is an orphan in today’s medical
arena.”
Others that day reported burns on their bodies from
torture, RFID tracking chips, the Navy’s ProjectMedusa
microwave weaponry, the implantation of false memories
and additional forms of psychological torture.
During our conference call, John Peter Rosenholm
delved into the subject of sub-vocal speech recognition
before broaching the topic of a patented Army procedure
that utilized “Voice-to-Skull Devices,” or V2K.
The Army’s own website describes V2K as, “A
neuro-electromagnetic device which uses microwave
transmission of sound into the skull of persons by way
of pulse-modulated microwave radiation.”
Rosenholm also warned that the government “can
falsely place someone in the hospital, then have a free
ticket to do anything it wants.”
Another man known to AFP readers, former FBI
agent Ted Gunderson, exposed the concept of organized
gang-stalking whereby targeted individuals are subjected
to around-the-clock surveillance and harassment by
rogue elements within law enforcement and the intelligence
community.
Considering the long, well-documented history of
secretive intelligence programs such as MK-ULTRA, if
U.S. congressmen are fair game for mind control,
should anyone be surprised that tests are still being conducted
on everyday citizens without their consent? Or,
as Gunderson commented, “This makes the old
Cointelpro program look like a Boy Scout jamboree.”
Saddest of all, the public rarely sees a glimpse of
these extreme tortures because, when the 20 victims
approached Ms. Gutmann and her Bioethics Commission,
every member of the media present that day
stood up and immediately left. All of these so-called
journalists showed they are more than willing to promote
the Obama agenda by focusing on past horrors,
while ignoring the people still being abused today.

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Washington DC. The last line of this article says it all.
    As far as I know this is the first article written about our plight.

                                                              Peter Rosenholm

1) Who owns NLWS?

"by the military and police " --- http://www.non-lethal-weapons.com/sy06index.html

2) What is the purpose of the use of NLWS?

 "so as to incapacitate personnel or materiel, while minimizing fatalities, permanent injury to personnel, and undesired damage to property and the environment." --- http://webcache.googleusercontent.com/search?q=cache:KG0cm5nhEkkJ:w...

3) Effects of the use of NLWS?

" Painful heating sensations; nausea" --- Deputy Director for Technology, JNLWD

"Mild to severe headaches; burning sensations within various parts of the body....nausea." ----Human Rights Watch

To be continued.

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1) Who owns NLWS?

"by the military and police "  http://www.non-lethal-weapons.com/sy06index.html

2) What is the purpose of the use of NLWS?

 "so as to incapacitate personnel or materiel, while minimizing fatalities, permanent injury to personnel, and undesired damage to property and the environment."  http://webcache.googleusercontent.com/search?q=cache:KG0cm5nhEkkJ:www.fas.org/man/dod-101/sys/land/docs/NONLETH.HTM+the+purpose+of+the+use+of+non+lethal+weapons&cd=3&hl=en&ct=clnk&gl=uk&source=www.google.co.uk

3) Effects of the use of NLWS?

" Painful heating sensations; nausea"  Deputy Director for Technology, JNLWD

"Mild to severe headaches; burning sensations within various parts of the body....nausea." Human Rights Watch

To be continued.

TO: Victims of Electronic Harassments

(Targeted Individuals)

DATE:

February 23, 2011

REVOLUTIONARY FINDINGS BY TESTIMONY - PART II

Jesus Opened My Eyes Through Soldiers' Confessions

By:  Eliseo Perez

El Paso, Texas, U.S.A.

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Please believe me.  This is important and critical information that will help you on throughout your entire life living under surveillances.  You will need this as a reference tool and help.  So please read it all first, at least, before you make any decisions to get rid of it.  It may take a couple of days to digest it correctly.  You will see it is something useful and very meaningful.  It is the product of many years of struggling to live for Christ and voracious personal studies into the affects of chip implant technologies, with much experience applied to them.  It was desired that I be made a pastor in three Christian organizations and I was an Evangelist in one church, so I do have the scriptural and spiritual background to show and explain to you important tips on living a surveillanced Christianity.  May God bless you always with this knowledge.  It will minister to your soul and I pray that it will heal your life.  Amen.  It is specifically tailored for victims of electronic harassments.  If you did not receive the entire length of this email, please do not hesitate to let me know by emailing me at, elixeo1@usa.com.  The best way to know this, is by looking at the very bottom to see if it has the song I dedicated to you and all other victims.  Please remember, I most of the time only look at my email account only one  (1) time during a month.  This is because I need to do other things and I have to get to the library in order to be able to use my email account.  So please do not feel bad if it takes many days for me to get to read your email, because of this.  You are important to me.

THE TACTICS, TRICKS, AND TECHNIQUES OF THE MILITARY TRADE REVEALED

REVOLUTIONARY FINDINGS BY TESTIMONY

Jesus Opened My Eyes Through Soldiers' Confessions

PART - II

GOD DOES NOT LOVE SUICIDE AND TIPS ON LIVING A SURVEILLANCED CHRISTIANITY

You see, what this all I write to you tells about is what really does happen, when they who surveillance do make themselves known to the surveillanced individual.  I have bridged these known truths about their activities that are now understood by me and that also have been done in the open:  positively identified, traced, and studied of me to similar activities that an individual encounters, when he or she is surveillanced without the luxury of them making themselves known to the victim.  This helps in coming to grips with what it is, who it is, and what should be known about the activity.  What you have experienced is without positive linking to the causes and so they remain untraced in any logical manner that would at least satisfy you.  Nonetheless, once you match your experiences and encounters with what situations I have encountered of them, who have positively identified themselves to me, you will be able to relate them and reach the proper conclusions that these are the same; which can only mean that the source or origin of these things encountered is only the military in your case as well.  Through this it is my hopes, prayers, and wishes that God will open your eyes, so you can live with confidence in this world you live in.

But now, that these things are known and understood, what I would love to capture you with is what conservative approaches, stands, and adherences you should take possession of to walk in wisdom with your eyes open so you can see where you go.  These are the product of many years of struggles, prayer, reasonings with the scriptures, revelations of the nature of matters of fact, trial and error, considerations of the way I should go, and searchings to live with Godly solutions.  I have discovered appropriate Biblical applications and best practices to live out an effective and successful surveillanced Christianity.  But, even if you are not yet born again, you should use these methods to assure your stands and to walk with confidence.

What helped me greatly through my struggles trying to live in a way I could survive the vicious impacts these surveillances, electronic harassments, mind control experiences, wireless tortures, realizations of the loss of my freedoms, and hoaxes had on me, was the strong preachings I heard about suicide, when I was a teenager.  I stood up against myself and slew these attitudes, romanticisms, adherences, sentiments, and self pities.  Please reason out what I write to you about.  Think about it, before you toss it away.  It will heal your life and spirit, by the hand of God.  The preacher, Pastor Lamb, would stand up slaying the concept of suicide with his message through the Word of God.  The pastor preached the action is a criminal act God will punish.  Those that do are selfish, full of self pity and self love, without natural affections, and without any love towards them who love them.  It is a disgusting unclean spirit that one chooses to embrace and glorify through that act of suicide.  You need to get up and start being a man or a woman in the eyes of God; and stop crumbling down to the ground in self pity, glorifying what a bad deal you got out of life, crying, and licking your wounds like some wierdo, saying, "I just can't go on any further."  God hates it!  For the good of your spiritual psychology, realize it and understand it.  God did not create you to do that.  And if you ever commit suicide, you will wake up to the eyes of an angry God.  He will just throw you into the pit of hell, because of it.  I do this to strengthen and reinforce your thinking.

God did say, in the ten commandments, "Thou shalt not kill."  And that includes yourself.  Who are you to take your own life, God has entrusted you with?  And God said, "Thou shalt not steal."  Who are you to steal away those moments of you, God gave to the ones who love you.  Then God also said, "Honour thy father and thy mother."  How can you honor them the way God wants you to by taking your life?  God also said, "Thou shalt have no other gods before me."  When you glorify that unclean spirit of suicide capturing you spiritually, emotionally, and mentally, God will throw you into the pit of hell, when you wake up out of your death.  You got to realize, God is not a play thing, a gullible individual, a manipulated Spirit by dramatics and theatrics, nor sympathetic about unclean spirits you embrace and dance with.  God also said, "Thou shalt not bear false witness against thy neighbor."  When you take your life, you are bearing false witness, that you are incapable of living any longer.  And it is even a false witness against those who are responsible for the mind control, electronic harassments, and wireless tortures, since whatever they have done to you did not take your life.  It will have been you, that took your life, dramatizing, romanticising, and theatricizing you were incapable of living any longer.  Those that do their evil deeds, will be judged of God, to include whatever they do or did that leads to suicide.  But, that is a separate set of sins, God would be dealing with.  What about your own sins?  Take care of those.  The Bible says, fear God and depart from evil.

Suicide is also a spirit.  It is an unclean spirit.  Consider, whatever goes on inside a person that could ever bring them to commit suicide is the workings of something spiritually unclean.  And it takes the souls of men.  It has no mercy.  This is because that unclean spirit is an enemy of mankind and roams the earth seeking whom he may devour, for to kill, to steal, and to destroy.  Those who do commit suicide, are sacrificing everything that God has given them and everything God would have given them in the future.  On the altar of that unclean spirit of suicide they do this.  They sacrifice everything good God has given and promised, to that unclean spirit, like a god they worship.  Why would anybody make that offering or sacrifice to that unclean spirit, in worship?  Take heed of your spirit and cleave unto the Lord.  You got to rise up and slay those attitudes from working or expressing themselves inside of you.  You got to rebuke that spirit and that attitude in the name of Jesus.  Take authority over it in the name of Jesus.  Get mad at the devil and at yourself.  Cast the devil out of your life in the name of Jesus.  Plead the blood of Jesus.  You also need to bind that in His precious name.  And remember, the Bible says that, whosoever calls upon the name of the Lord shall be saved.  That is His promise to you and He is no liar, that He should deceive you.  That means that simply because you believe in Him and His power, when you call upon His name, He will save you, even from any unclean spirit.  Just believe.  But how many times will you or should you have to go through this process?  Every time and every day you feel it, for the rest of your life.  You wouldn't be the only one existing like that in this entire planet.  Be militant against suicide and stand up and be what God created you to be.  In the name of Jesus, despise everything about it, fear God, and depart from evil.

Murmuring, complaining, and accusing God is another thing you must avoid at all times.  Don't accuse God of the situation man put you through.  Stop complaining that God was not gracious with you and chose not to use His power to deliver you from them who surveillance you, electronically harass you, torture you wirelessly, mistreat you, and seek to destroy your precious life.  It is not any of His fault or doing.  Don't murmur to God or about God, that things are bad with you and that it would have been better if He never gave you life.  Don't murmur that you cannot see how in the midst of this situation you are in, He wants you to live for Him.  Don't say that God is to blame.  You will wind up living in a world you will create for yourself that is darkness, miserable, disgusting, without solutions, without hope, full of defeat, and without the ability to see the helping hand of God.  When you reproach what blessings God has in His hand that He is providing you with, you will suffer. 

This can happen, because of all the murmuring, complaining, and accusing God you are taking a bath in, which blinds you, makes you incapable of seeing what God offers you.  If you do not see it, then how can you take it from His hand?  It takes faith that makes you praise His name with that blessing He offers you, to motivate you to take that gift of God from His tender loving hands.  It takes gratitude, satisfaction, trust, confidence, encouraging yourself in the Lord, and respect for that gift to work miracles in your life.  These all are the functions, expressions, and the natures of faith.  You don't have to walk through all of these for that faith to exist in you.  It does not even have to express itself for a long period of time.  It might just be for a short moment, no matter when.  But, if you spend your time murmuring, complaining, and accusing God you will not be able to appreciate the things God can do for you.  He can open doors wide open, but you will not walk inside, because you think there is something wrong there.  That murmuring, complaining, and accusing spirit will portray all that God does for you in negative lights, making it all look suspicious to you; and so, causing you never to experience the good of it.

And realize, if you continue murmuring, complaining, and accusing God they who surveillance you will enjoy that ammunition you give them and they will gladly gather it all up and use it all against you, too.  So just shut up, and please God!  You will also be bearing false witness against God to Himself.  Clear, through and through.  What you are murmuring, complaining, and accusing God about, offends Him.  He sees everything clearly, even from your stand point and there is nothing there He is guilty of at all.  He is witness of it, so march on, carry on, and press on.  You were a liar and a hypocrite!  So get it right and change that attitude.  It is not healthy for you mentally, spiritually, emotionally, nor physically.  God loves you, but He really hates that about you, when you do that, O.K.  And that keeps Him from blessing you with the Comforter, which is His Holy Spirit, the way you could be blessed.  They who surveillance you will target you with that to entertain themselves with you for sport.  And well, that is because they are mean, deviant, prejudice, hateful, unmerciful, riotous, vicious, and criminal.  They got nothing else to do, other than keep watch on you every single day of your surveillanced life, because they are the military portraying themselves to be someone else so you don't report them.  If you entertain those unclean attitudes and spirits, they who surveillance you will find it much easier and justifiable to defeat you, destroy you, and triumph over you.  They break out like savages attacking these things they can do to you for sport.  To them, you have been reduced into a "hilarity" or a hilarious depiction of some sort.  They cannot feel, because they have been desensitized by these devices they observe you with.  They don't mind invoking God and the scriptures as a strategy to play with you, defeat you, and destroy your goals in life.  They might even desire to theatricize that they are bringing down the judgement of God upon you.  To them, these are entertaining war games.  So, avoid these things.            

Always remember, God did not put chip implants inside of anyone He created.  It was man.  God did not develop surveillance devices nor hand them over into the hands of those who surveillance you.  What all this that you suffer has to do with is man.  God gave man dominion over the earth and man does what is not right in the eyes of God, with it.  That is why hunger exists.  That is why murder exists.  That is why corruption in governments exists.  That is why people who have power and authority do evil with it.  In fact, God is jealous against them that surveillance, because they can invade areas of your person that are His jurisdictions.  They have desired to become like God, knowing what you think, express, and are.  They can even influence these areas, where only God should exist having relationship with you.  God will judge it, but at the same time you have been introduced to these sciences that will be used on the people of the world, who will remain on earth left behind, after the rapture.  These sciences will the kingdom of the anti-christ take possession of and utilize as tools to achieve his ends.  But, that reminds me of some inspirational passages from a song, I now will share with you as follows:         

...death has triumphed.  That's what they say.  But, try to hold Him in the tomb.  The Son of Light Rose...

Look the gates of hell are falling, crumbling from the inside out.  He's bursting through with laughter.  Listen to the angels shout.  It is finished.  He has done it.  Light of the day.  Jesus Christ has won it....

Just listen to the demons screaming...

Jamie Owens Collins

Song:  The Victor

Say, now we know.  We are living witnesses of Jesus of this all down here on earth.  It is best not to tell anybody about it, just write about it to government.  What testimony we can give of this all, will come with time.  Jesus told people He healed, not to tell anybody about it.  Jesus, in Matthew 21:23-27, refused to tell what He knew.  Jesus said, in Matthew 10:16, that we are to be wise as serpents.  That means we are not required of God to tell anybody about our experiences as a victim of electronic harassments, wireless tortures, surveillances, mind control, and wireless communications.  Jesus told people He healed, not to provide that testimony to anyone.  So, don't feel like you have to provide information about you being a victim of surveillances to anyone.  Let me go over a few things, before I tell you about some threats you can overcome, with some tips I give you that are the product of much seeking the Lord through my struggles. 

You should not even tell your pastor, unless you don't mind him believing you are demon possessed or mentally ill, at least once every now and then.  They are human too, you know.  And, they may never believe you are a victim of the sciences you told them about.  But, if you do decide to tell your pastor, at least leave it for the case of an emergency, when what you are going through is so difficult you need him to have knowledge about that, O.K.  I just want your visit and stay at a church to prosper.  It might be that you might meet up with a pastor who will take your word for it with sincerity.  But, I would not risk it if I were you.  What will it profit?  Remember, as I disclosed to you at the beginning of this email, 3 Christian organizations desired me to become a pastor.  So, I speak from experience, knowledge, and understanding of the nature of all these things you exist in and the ways of the church.  Where it will profit you is in the hands of the civil federal government and civil rights organizations who fight to do things about injustices.  There, what you know, experience, and suffer can be useful to accomplish something positive with it.  Pastors can only pray, teach, guide, council, and hear, for example.  They will not desire to allow you to go through the church membership telling them what you went through, without notifying them they cannot endorse it, since they have no true proof of these matters you describe.  Then, they will find it their duty before God and for the church to teach and to preach to the congregation, because of you, about what they should do when strange things are presented to them.  Should they believe it or not?  They will say the Bible says not to embrace philosophies, doctrines, or knowledge that does not profit the Spirit walk, which will cause you to feel reproached of him and the church.  So, avoid these bad experiences, please, at all costs, in the name of Jesus Christ, who is all the wisdom in this world you need.

They will not understand and they will not believe it.  That will cause them to react against you in negative ways, so be wise as a serpent, like the Bible says, and tell no one.  But, you can speak to God about it.  In fact, you can tell Him about everything and anything having to do with it and about it.  Where God, I believe, will be capable of using you as a witness to provide testimony, is in the case of putting the matter down over to civil federal government politicians, officials, and agencies.  How about to civil rights organizations and others like them?  Another useful area to provide your testimony is to other victims.  It is human to talk about your personal life and experiences to someone for emotional release.  So, if I were you, get yourself a computer and write all about it there.  Try to develop ways you can put it into forms of Biblical studies for yourself that will help you with these matters of fact in positive ways.  What I do recommend is saving all your writings in some other folder in your computer that nobody will ever look at, while searching for documents they can read.  I developed short reports about these technologies and how they are going to be used in the last days that I passed out to churches I went to.  I wrote down prophetic scriptures and how these technologies will be used to accomplish what the Bible says.  Many loved them.  Others did not appreciate them.  But, I was blessed, because I was using my situations, experiences, trials, and testings to glorify God by testifying of these things without telling them I was the victim of them.  These are just ideas for you.  

And when you are going to a church, refuse to give that testimony, because it will harm you when they refuse to believe it.  They will mis-judge you and categorize you as someone who needs special attentions and also the hand of deliverance from spirits.  Those sort of things will only become obstacles, problems, frustrations, snares, and bad luck to you.  But, what you can do, instead, is use all the research you have accumulated about the sciences to show how these things are the fulfillment of prophecies.  That is a healthy and constructive thing to do with all of that knowledge you have acquired.  But, just don't desire to take over their concerns with these sciences.  They will separate you from their company, thinking you intend to develop a new gospel with all of it.  Just, use the knowledge you possess and have acquired to be a living testimony for Jesus.  Speak on it, once a year or just bring it up whenever the Biblical topics discussed have something to do with the last days.  But, also go without.  Don't demand it of yourself to step on toes, cross the lines, push your knowledge through, change the subject, or to interrupt the saints of God, especially when teaching.  It is good doctrine for members of the church to mark you if they catch you trying to change the Spirit of what is being discussed into other topics that are not Biblical.  They will tire with ongoing, long, and reoccurring presentations about surveillance technologies and suspicions that the government is doing something wrong, due to some reckless mistakes they refuse to fix.  That is because those things cannot save them, nor fill them, nor cause them to worship God.  What they need is the Spirit of God, instead.

Now that I have revealed to you, by the grace of God, that they who surveillance you are only the military, you can break through all the illusions they created for you and live with confidence wherever you live.  Jesus has broken you free from the illusions that the mafia, the local police, the neighbors, your community, or even your family is a part of these wireless surveillances and electronic harassments.  It is true, they can still make you suffer, but not as bad anymore.  You cannot be manipulated of them anymore.  You don't have to rearrange your living habits, change your jobs, run from your community, or loose out on good relationships with others that could bless your life.  You can thank God the mafia was not, is not, nor will ever target you.  All these suspicions, fears, worries, and troubles the military created for you are now gone, in the name of Jesus, because the truth shall set you free.  And now, you can begin to develop more useful gatherings of facts, explanations of what you suffer, exposures that properly explain, and traces of origins those you complain to, can work with in more useful, meaningful, logical, and understandable ways.  This is one of my greatest hopes for you in God.

What else is especially healthy and will strengthen you is knowledge and understanding about, Eternal Security.  I am not a Baptist, so I kept away from these supposed doctrines that I considered to be false teachings.  But, when I found myself in these wireless surveillances and electronic harassments, God showed me the wealth that is to be gained from these scriptures for the very first time.  I was an Assembly of God Pentecostal, still am, and will always be.  But, what I learned through these teachings were the highlightings or focusings on scriptures that speak on how one can be secure in Him.  These are promises of God that we are supposed to trust in and have faith in.  Then is when I realized that though, one can loose their salvation, one can still be secure in Him.  This is how I still word it, because I am a Pentecostal Assembly of God child of God at heart.  I begin with the story of Samson, who sinned, but yet the Spirit of the Lord would come upon Him.  This continued on till the seven locks of his head were shaved off.  Then it was, that the Lord departed from him.  But, the hair of his head began to grow again and Samson called unto the Lord and he received his supernatural strength again. 

Before I will continue, I first want to explain to you why I know these scriptural truths are extremely valuable to victims of surveillances, electronic harassments, mind control, wireless tortures, and wireless communications.  This is all especially important, because they who surveillance do have the power to accuse you, condemn you, judge you, prophesy false things of the Lord against you, and curse you through wireless communication technologies they were issued of by the military government.  They even would communicate to me that God was so mad at me, that He hated me, portraying themselves to be others of my community.  They would say to me that these surveillances and electronic harassment capabilities that were activated on me are the proof of that.  They would say that God gave them the power to do all these things to me and that so it was God who was judging me through them.  They made me awake into the middle of a live strategic arena that they developed for me, that challenged me and my faith in God, daily. 

The critical reasons I am going through these rigorous explanations to instruct you is so you are able to stand and remain strong.  The military who surveillances me targets me wickedly with wild accusations, reproaches about the quality of my service to the Lord, and fierce questions of doubt.  What enables me to overcome is my strong background in the things of God.  Since a teenager, I was applauded for my intense research into the profound meanings of things through the Word of God.  I am able to answer their devil questions and accusations with the Word of God.  They spit out at me with defeat saying they wished I were a novice, so they could convince me to loose faith in God for sport.  I have too many years of history in the things of God, so they cannot defeat me.  Yet, it makes me fear for those who are mere novices and of even supposed experts who have not yet obtained masteries with the scriptures.  Should they suffer these consistent daily attacks on their faith and understandings, they might crumble at a matter.  They twist the nature of the scriptures and portray bad fate to be the very hand of God against the victim in order to achieve masteries and feelings of justifications against their victim.  This can lead to disasterous psychological, emotional, and spiritual troubles of helplessness, defeat, and sorrow.  They seem psychotically sensationalized to affix themselves in managing to triumph over me for purposes of self entertainments and sport.  It is what I call the psychological affects these surveillance devices have on them that use them for long periods of time.  For this purpose I am putting forth a rigorous set of explanations of the scriptures that will strengthen your view of things as they truly exist through the Word of God.  Through these it is my desire to minister to each and every one, any and all.     

They even made me believe that they of my church believed I was a reprobate, which means rejected of God.  They portrayed themselves as church authorities, who were surveillancing me and prophesied I was being judged of God through these surveillances.  They would speak out and say God was setting me up as a sign unto them that He was beginning to mark them whom He would leave behind during the rapture.  They would say that the chip implant was a sign that those who existed like me belonged to the beast already, since these powers of surveillances were going to wind up under his authority.  They would rise up and state God had cursed me alive, with the mark of Cain on my life, which was that chip implant inside of me.  And my punishment was to live out my days having my daily matters exposed to the community through these surveillances.  They would only speak out as if to have been introduced these devices of police authorities, but they would not speak directly to me, but only in generalities.  They did not desire conversation with me.  These were only short expressions they would burst out, but they would not continue on.  They just did it to convey what they wanted over to me and then would disappear until another day.

Then, I stood up and defended myself with the scriptures, speaking out in hopes they could hear me through these surveillance devices, I then believed were planted around my house by investigators or that it was a chip implant inside of me; they wound up replying wirelessly, that now God was going to judge me, because I had risen up to judge His church.  They would give me the message that they were going to keep an eye out on me to see how I lived for God and if they would find sin, it was because this was a sign to them that God was judging me, cursing me, and punishing me through these surveillances, because I was playing games with God, they said.  These were not even gross sins.  This activity continued on, sporadically, so that when they captured me in sins, they would use that against me to judge me, curse me, condemn me, and rise up to inform me God had forsaken me and cut me off from His presence, for good.  These things I expose to you so I can relate to you, to detail how and what I struggled, and to bridge the reasons why my tips I will soon give you are important and effective. 

They would await like hunters seizing scriptures I would hear, read, study, or even think about to use them against me.  They wanted to endoctrinate me to believe through the scriptures that I would only come to encounter, through revelation of God's Spirit of goodness, that God was in fact judging me and punishing me through them.  Anything they could interpret like that, which I encountered at any moment during my life, they used in this way.  They studied the Bible through me and seized scriptures they could use against me to formulate new scripture strategies that would gag me into accepting what they urged, on behalf of the Lord, as some possible truism, that God hated me and was judging me through them.  The military was having fun with me portraying themselves as people from my church, who were exposed to these surveillances of the police.  With that they caused me to withdraw myself from churches and that is when they had me each and every time.  They questioned my decisions, judged me, condemned me, and scolded me with scriptures and sayings, that I was walking away from the Lord and that I would suffer the punishments of God for it.  Then, with bad luck that just so happens to everybody, they began to repeatedly tell me, these were the acts of God against me. 

These all became spiritual delusions and scriptural challenges that were extremely hard to discern or properly understand.  The nature of which took years for me to properly organize using the entire Bible to discover the scriptures that would reveal the undeniable truths about these matters of facts and accusations.  It was difficult for me, even though I was considered an expert about the Bible.  How do I know through the Bible that I am not being judged of God?  How do I know that God is still with me and on my side against these surveillances?  Why is it that God would not choose to punish me through these chip implant technologies?  How do I know for a fact that I am not delivered into the captivity of the devil?  These were all questions that needed the appropriate and undeniable Biblical answers to and these questions materialized, as a consequence of their accusations, condemnations, judgements, and inquiries.  What could I answer them to make them realize their actions were not of the Lord?  And what scriptures would satisfy my want of truth and understanding, to cause me to know with confidence these answers are solid and from the Lord, for the sake of my beliefs about these matters of fact?

Then, things really got complicated when I needed the Biblical answers to the questions having to do with the police, the community, and the church surveillancing me.  What could I say?  Why were the justifications of those who stood up to declare before all who listened in that this was the judgement of God upon my life, not of the Lord?  This, especially when, that would encourage them to work the works of evil against me, believing that they were doing a work of God upon me, with fierce approval of his judgements upon me.  Why was it wrong, criminal, and an act against the Lord for them who were authorities of the things of God to surveillance me and target me with scriptures that defined my actions as reasons God was judging me, not of the Lord?  These challenges were all the stuff I was confronted with at times.  They defeated me over and over.  These came like riddles, which I could not understand, spell out, nor answer.  Like when they asked me, "why did God allow this to happen when nothing happens without His will?"  These have the power to plunge you into darkness, where you no longer understand where you stand, where to go, how to overcome, how to approach this new life one exists in, nor how to get the answers of this all from God.  But, all of these were the worlds they created out of my community and my surroundings.  They worked their theatrics, impersonations, their trickeries, their strategies, and their hoaxes with excellence.  It has to do with us having a low I.Q. and not having any traces of what this all is, though we eat voraciously information about these technologies.  I will shortly, after exposing my fears for your well being, go over Christian tips and best practices you can apply to your life.  

Well, what the Lord God did, was strengthen me by introducing me to the Baptist teachings of "eternal security."  Since I had the religious background that you can loose your salvation, they were using these beliefs against me to slamb my face into the ground, where my sin was that I had committed.  They did this with fierceness to bring the message home to me, over and over, that I had sinned against God, again.  They scolded me as though they were authorities of God.  Then, they would drop comments down that God was against me, that He was not on my side any longer, and that He had departed from me.  They also would drop down other disasterous comments like, God does not hear the prayers of the wicked, that God was tired of me, that they themselves were tired with my inabilities to stop committing sin, and that I was just a hypocrite who did not appreciate the things of God nor honor Him.  These are fierce psychological tactics to destroy a person's ability to cope with life.  They wanted a shattered and junked product out of my life.  They said I was the type of thing they hated in the church I went to.  They portrayed themselves as people who were members of the church I went to, who were representing it.  So, when I left their churches, because of this, it made me feel like God was not with me, since I was not stable.  Then, it would kind of cause me to feel unsaved or like a heathen.  It made me feel like the devil was winning territory into my affairs: to have the authority to afflict me and because I had no church where I could feel the strength of the Lord.  They would say I should realize I am just a hypocrite, walking out of the presence of God by leaving the church, that God's favor could no longer be with me, and that He was angry at me for not getting it right, again.  This they uttered to psychologically implant subliminal types of effects into my thinking, using wireless communication capabilities that made it seem it came from remote places around the neighborhood.  This all weighed on my mind very severely.      

This all had affects on me while I worshipped God as I heard Christian music.  They would wirelessly harass me condemning my actions of worship and praises to God.  They did this repeatedly till I felt ashamed and did not feel like I was walking honorably in the things of God before their observations.  It affected me wickedly, because I wanted to be a minister.  It was desired I should be a minister in 3 different churches.  They who surveillanced me, brought shame to me that caused me to withdraw from practicing the things of God, like not going to church, not walking with boldness and confidence in the Lord, and not believing that God was with me to comfort me.  I also felt ashamed to continue my walk, because they made me feel guilty for reaching out to God to have relationship with Him, after I would ask Him for forgiveness.  But, because I wanted to be a minister, regular sins they confronted me about had damaging affects on me.  And since I would leave the church, they would win victories over me, making me feel separated from God and defeated.  They would make me feel that His promises were not something I qualified for any longer.  They made me feel like God left me to myself without His favor or helps.  And this, because I could not maintain the kind of testimony in Him that was beyond reproach in the sight of others who surveillanced me.  These are the struggles I went through and I reveal them to you to strengthen you life in the Lord, before I begin providing you with great Christian tips on living a surveillanced Christianity with success.   

This is how cruel their psych games can get, for sport, without mercy, and with every intent to cause you to live a defeated, unpurposeful, unproductive, and fearful life full of doubts.  These are the types of things the military that surveillances entertains themselves with, using all the communication and interactive chip implant wireless capabilities they were entrusted with of the military government.  This births depression and they don't care about that, at times.  It's their joy, many times.  These things become some sort of a mind programming or subliminal messaging that hooks you on to believe it, accept it, and consider it as highly possible, so you begin to trust in their versions of it and even have faith in it after much targeting of your thinking with these messages.  These are psychological strategies that cause you to be convinced and converted to their portrayals or versions of what is going on with you and around you.  After someone keeps telling you that you are ugly for so long, you wind up believing it too.  Then you find yourself acting like it, thinking like it, and even walking like it too.  This can slamb you down hard if you are living for God seeking ministry or seeking to be an influence to others for Him.  It makes you feel like you fumbled the ball and now you have lost the game for good, never to be repaired or given a second chance.  But how?  How did you loose something so big and valuable?  And now you lost it and cannot have it any longer.  But, when it happens again and again, for years, it can destroy your faith.  You loose sight of what is going on or where you stand.  And they who surveillance will almost always be there to kick you around with it till you are a defeated individual who has lost his or her faith.  This is especially because people hate someone making them feel how wrong and away from God they are.  They will seek to destroy your religion.  This is why these scriptural truths I will share with you are so important to receive.  Receive them in the name of Jesus.      

The Apostle Paul, asks through the Bible, "Who shall separate us from the love of Christ?," in Romans 8:35.  Then he goes on to state in, Romans 8:39, "Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord."  What this talks about, is not that you have the fortitude to prevent yourself from being removed from the presence of His love, due to your love; but that it is His love that will remain with you, no matter what.  This does not talk about us being able to remain in the things of God and the love of God, because we were converted to this calibre of faith, either.  But, it can mean that, for sure.  But, what it speaks about is that you should never accept nor believe that the love of God will ever cease to be with you.  This is the right perspective and the authoritative manner you should consider these scriptures.  And, it will make you realize that your failures to live up to the standards of Christianity and Biblical requirements do not separate you from your Love.  It is because, when this scripture is read wrong, it can make you believe that you walked away from His love.  And when you feel that, you begin to start believing that God has separated Himself from you.  You can forfeit your salvation, depending on what practices of sin you engage in, but He will never separate His love from you.  You can loose your born again experience with God, but not other types or levels of salvation He blesses you with, still.  This is why it says in, Acts 2:21, "And it shall come to pass, that whosoever shall call on the name of the Lord shall be saved."  There are other levels of salvation, God showed me, which He gives unto men, so they can continue in Him.  These will not, however, qualify you to inherit heaven as your home, alone.  But, they are the work of His goodness, mercy, and love.

This is extremely important, when and if, you find yourself in the situations I found myself in, being challenged of them who surveillanced and that portrayed themselves as dignitaries of the Lord.  When they speak to you with authoritative religious fervor, believe them not nor follow their ways.  But, still, when not understood to be the military, they can truly bring you into spiritual bondage with the scriptures.  Remember, the devil used scriptures to tempt our Lord Jesus Christ.  That means that scriptures can be used in ways that do not please the Lord nor further His kingdom.  And, since they observe everything you do, say, and think, they are able to catch you in sins, easily.  It is so different when they portray themselves as pastors, church dignitaries, and prophets who present challenges to you about the matters of what the scriptures say, having to do with you and your practices of sin, exposed to them who surveillance.  You cannot justify yourself in the presence of God or His people, because you want to honor God, the scriptures, and His people.  So, by the honor you yield over to them, they tear you down in pieces.  They can act like saints that are strict, strongly converted into the things of God, and people who don't play games with Bible scriptures, because they live them.  These are all just characterizations they make for themselves, because it is an effective and entertaining way to strategize against you.  And, since it is understood that God is whom you yield to, they realize that if they throw the scriptures at you in certain ways, they can achieve manipulating you, defeating you, breaking your spirits, depressing you, and affecting you psychologically, which is their end, for sport.  They do know and realize that if they invoke the name of the Lord, they can accomplish penetrating your understanding and your will, to punch their way through into affecting your psychology.

But remember what it says in, Ephesians 1:13, that, "In whom ye also trusted, after that ye heard the word of truth, the gospel of your salvation: in whom also after that ye believed, ye were sealed with that holy Spirit of promise."  This is the Word of God.  It states, after you heard about Jesus, you believed, which sealed you with the holy Spirit of promise.  This is for life!  Though you sin and are not yet, born again.  This is salvation.  But, it is a different level of salvation, which does not quite qualify you to inherit life in heaven with God, all together.  This is why the Word of God puts it like this, that you are sealed with that holy Spirit "of promise."  It is a promise and a hope within you.  That is why you have experienced the presence of the Holy Spirit, before, the revealing of His good nature and will to you, though you were not even born again, and lived in sins.  This, simply because you believed.  And in Jesus, in whom ye also believed, you were sealed with that holy Spirit "of promise."  So, whenever you feel like you do not qualify to experience Him or have Him there with you, just check yourself and ask if you still believe.  If you do, then realize, God promises you are sealed with that holy Spirit.  The Word of God is not a lie.  So, live with this comfort, that Jesus nor the Holy Spirit has abandoned you, though you live in sins, simply because you still believe.  God desires to have fellowship with your acceptance of the truth, His kingdom, and His son.   

Remember, what you need to hold on to is the promises of God, not their judgements, opinions, suspicions, justifications, or prejudices.  The Word of God states in, John 6:37, "All that the Father giveth me shall come to me; and him that cometh to me I will in no wise cast out."  Realize, that Jesus Himself is assuring us that our turning to Him, seeking Him, and calling upon Him is the work of the Father.  All that encourages you to come to Jesus, is the gift of God, which the Father gives unto the Son, Jesus Christ.  And all that cometh to the Lord Jesus Christ will He in no wise cast out.  That means that until you die, no matter what, Jesus will not deny Himself to you whenever you come unto Him.  He will not cast you out.  You are accepted into His presence.  That is why it also states in, Romans 10:13, "For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved."  This is one way the Lord God fulfills the scripture promises and assurances of, Romans 8:35-39, that there exists nothing that can separate you from His love.  It is of His will and not of your actions that this nature of the goodness of God expresses itself unto man.  Yes, not even anything you do can separate you from the love of God that will always remain present with you through His omni-presence.  That means God is everywhere.  And since He is everywhere, His love for man exists everywhere as well.  But, it is appointed for man to die, then cometh the judgement.  That is when you can be separated from God, completely.  What man has done is separate themselves from relationship with Him, ignoring Him and His ways.  But, He is always there and He knows everything.

Jesus said in, John 10:27-29, "My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me: And I give unto them eternal life; and they shall never perish, neither shall any man pluck them out of my hand.  My Father, which gave them me, is greater than all; and no man is able to pluck them out of my Father's hand."  When you realize that the answers to all your situations is the Lord Jesus Christ, you are hearing His voice, which may even come through rememberances of scriptures, acknowlegements that He is the One, and even a leading of your understanding and spirit to turn to Him for solutions.  Jesus already said, that if you come unto Him, He will in no wise cast you out.  And if He will not cast you out, then you are in His eternal hands.  And also in the eternal hands of God the Father.  And from there will no man pluck you out.  You can live a discouraged and defeated life, but you are still in Their hands.  It still has to do also with what, Ephesians 1:13, stated that, "...in whom also after that ye believed, ye were sealed with that holy Spirit of promise."  And because you believed, in this way, Jesus speaks to you through that Spirit of promise as the good Shepherd of your soul.

Then, Jesus further assures of this fact in, Matthew 13:47-50, which states, "Again, the kingdom of heaven is like unto a net, that was cast into the sea, and gathered of every kind: which, when it was full, they drew to shore, and sat down, and gathered the good into vessels, but cast the bad away.  So shall it be at the end of the world: the angels shall come forth, and sever the wicked from among the just, and shall cast them into the furnace of fire: there shall be wailing and gnashing of teeth."  The kingdom of heaven is like a net that gathered of every kind.  But, until the end of the world, shall the angels sever or cast out the bad or the wicked.  They were there, though they were the bad, the ugly, and the wicked.  They were existing and living inside the kingdom of God, like illegal aliens who just moved into a nation, but have no legal right there.  They were caught and remained within the net due to the goodness and mercies of God, which is likened unto the kingdom of heaven.  These were people who called upon the name of the Lord, and were saved, but did not continue in the salvations God had supplied them with.  But, they remained until the end of their life, within the kingdom of God.  What I mean to say is, if they enjoyed the good of the kingdom of heaven, though they were or were not citizens, since they were the bad and the wicked, why is it that you can't reach out to God for salvation?  You don't have to be like them.  Reach out for His promises, for it is His good will and pleasure to bless you.  I am going to tailor what I am explaining in a way that will meet the needs of anyone and all. 

I am bringing these matters home to you in a way that will cause you to understand just how much of a right God has given you to have access to Him.  I do believe strongly that God intended that verse to cause you to realize up to what end He will be patient with you.  I am dealing now with that attitude many get when they realize they still live in sin, but the question of salvation comes in.  They know they do not qualify to call themselves saved, because should they die that very moment, they cannot inherit heaven as their home, because of their sin.  So, they deny themselves of intimacy with God, because of that feeling they get that they just don't qualify to have relationship with Him, just yet.  But, they are wrong!  You see, when these feelings come in, you can feel defeated and without hope in God.  It is just the stuff they who surveillance you will enjoy and use over you, for sport.  What truly does exist is that you are not and cannot be saved to the calibre of a born again believer, since you still live in sins that disqualify you from heaven.  But, there are other levels and forms of salvation I want to go over with you that will give you the confidence to reach out to God in times of trouble.  It is all scriptural.  I will show you.  God revealed this to me through my struggles as a surveillanced individual.  And, you can enjoy also much of His blessings.  I am not saying you should not live right for God, only that you can exist within the kingdom of God, saved from evils and even from not being able to have relationship with Him.  So, what I mean to say is, just call upon the name of the Lord, and you shall be saved.  These scripture truths will keep you strong, even when they who surveillances you heckle on against you, portraying themselves to be whoever or whatever.  It is my will that through this all you will serve God.

Lets get back to what Jesus was saying in, Matthew 13:47-50.  I am putting this in a way I can prove a point.  Consider, the bad and the wicked, lived within the kingdom of heaven, enjoying the good of the kingdom.  They were like illegal aliens who cross the border and make their home in a foreign nation, without the appropriate legal permissions being granted them.  But with God, things are different.  Please just listen.  What do illegal aliens do?  They get jobs!  And with those jobs, they buy cars, live in apartments, and pay their tithes.  And, if and when someone commits a crime against them, they call the police.  They even sue their neighbors.  They also receive government assistance, like food stamps, here in the United States.  They get citizens to rise up for their causes and attorneys to defend them and their rights.  This is all why I say to you, never stop living, trusting in the Lord.  Why should you withdraw yourself from the promises of God?  Why should you stop calling upon the name of the Lord?  Why should you stop taking your problems to God?  Why should you please them that surveillance?  They don't care about you or love you the way God does.  They never will, even if they could.  Why seek to please them by turning from Him who loves you and takes care of you and your needs?  These are avenues God has provided to show you He has already desired to give you everything.  He welcomes you.  There are different levels of salvation God has established to work out a conversion process in the lives of people who believe on Him.  To qualify, you just have to believe on the Lord Jesus Christ.  And with it all, He begins to establish His kingdom within you in stages.  You will only be the bad or the wicked that is cast out, if you die in your sins.  Till then, there is still breath, which means there is still time.  And Jesus makes full use of this.  It is His will, because He loves you and gives you the kingdom.             

What I do recommend, is that you do not wait for good things only to happen to you as a sign that God's favor is for you.  He already gave you His word, so why do you provoke Him with signs you request of Him?  The Bible says in, Luke 4:12, "And Jesus answering said unto him, It is said, Thou shalt not tempt the Lord thy God."  The New International Version of the Bible puts it like this, "Jesus answered, It says: Do not put the Lord your God to the test."  Yes, do not put God to the test with signs you demand He provides you with, as if you were some holy Old Testament prophet of God.  These signs at times people wind up looking for to get the message from God, whether He is or is not going to be on your side against injustices suffered.  If you don't snap out of it, you will continue on living a life with a fate that depends on whatever you encounter.  Then everything that goes wrong will seem like signs to you; and the days can be full of them, even for the just.  So do not live that way.  I encourage you in the name of Jesus not to.  Plus, you will find it difficult, if not impossible, to please God without faith.  The kind of faith that says, no matter what happens, I will believe in You and that You will see me through whatever I go through, is the type of faith that pleases God.  You need to have faith that the Lord is there for you, though He may not answer you in the form of a sign or miracles and wonders, the way you want Him to.  Jesus said that you will have trials, tribulations, persecutions, and testings.  That is what was said of the righteous apostles and prophets of God, who are we that we should be excluded from all of this?

What God revealed to me through my struggles is that there are different levels of salvation.  These have comforted me and I know these truths will strengthen you.  What those who surveillance you might try to do is what they did with me: and that is to judge, condemn, and heckle you into believing that you have lost your salvation, walked away from it, or have forfeited it; and cannot get it back, because God is that angry at you.   Since they watch you for so long, they can capture your acts of sin you commit, to use against you and to wear you down with them, into accepting that you no longer should consider yourself as someone who qualifies or is worthy of experiencing the touch of the Holy Spirit.  They await and position themselves against your faith, when the times come for it to be tested; and so they arise up against you and you have to deal with it all by yourself, the way God calls you to do.  It is at these times the military may use the occasion to fight you down to the ground, as they did me, with their speeches and their devices, to insist you give up believing you are still saved.  This is because they know you are weak spiritually, psychologically, and emotionally.  It is a bad feeling when things look like your best, somehow did not cut it for you, but just was vain, or without worth.  Of what value are your efforts, energies, times invested, sacrifices, labors, sufferings, and refusals to have fun, if you are still not saved nor cannot be saved at the end?  These are the types of things we all struggle with that can empower them over you.              

But, how can you know and understand for yourself that you are saved, genuinely.  Or, how can you be sure the Holy Spirit will touch you and comfort you, in your time of need, though you are not born again?  How do you prevent yourself from getting frustrated and junking everything you are doing in God when you feel, and they also make you feel, like what you are doing and how you are living is so wrong; so that you got to get a new life from somewhere again?  This can frustrate you to the point you loose faith that you are even saved.  And so you believe that you have to do the frustrating thing, and start all over, when that is not the case.  You still believe, and it is that part you don't have to start over.  But, if it is, Jesus, will be there to meet you and guide you through it.  Starting over can defeat you, especially when you feel like you got to do it, over and over again.  It is at those times you yearn, struggle, vex, and twist yourself into desiring the sign of the touch of the Holy Spirit.  But, when it does not come like, Pastor Lamb, once said, then it is because these are times of spiritual drought that Christians go through and they must continue by faith walking on through to the other side.  These are not signs that you have lost your salvation, walked away from it, nor forfeited it, but instead that you are being tested.  It is something fierce when God removes that feeling and that touch of the Holy Spirit that empowers you to continue in the things of God, so that you have to get up and walk of your own selves and remain by faith in the salvation God has called you to.  What complicates this all in the middle of it, is when the military begins to attack you during days like these with their inventions. 

What complicates things about that is that since you are going through these times of doubt, it becomes difficult for you to come to grips by faith that God is still operating His work of salvation on your affairs.  You begin to wonder if the God of your salvation will also save you today from whatever you will be facing.  This happens, because you just don't feel Him.  And, since you don't feel Him you wonder what there is of Him that is at work on your behalf that would make you feel safe and secure about things around you.  You need to believe He is with you there, by faith.  It was through times and struggles like this that God revealed to me by His Spirit the fact that there are several levels or stages of salvation.  And, once you come to understand that, you will struggle less, feel more confident and secure in Him.  I am tailoring it to meet the needs of every victim of electronic harassment, mind control, wireless torture, and wireless communications.  

First, the highest level of salvation is spiritual.  This level of salvation is revealed to us in, John 3:3-8, where Jesus tells Nicodemus, "...Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God...Except a man be born of water and of the Spirit, he cannot enter into the kingdom of God.  That which is born of the flesh is flesh; and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit..."  One may ask, "what is it?"  It is when Jesus forgives you of your sins, making it possible for God to enter inside of you and have a personal relationship with you.  Then, you may ask, "saved from what?"  Well, you are saved from having to be cast into hell forever for your sins.  And, you are saved from having to experience the judgement of God here on earth, too.  You are also saved from belonging to the devil to do whatever he wills with you.  You are also saved from being bound by the chains of sin that keep you captive and enslaved to it.  But, remember, this salvation is given to you on credit as a gift from God.  You are saved from all these things to the point that if you should die at that very moment, you would wake up in heaven.  And then that salvation would be complete.  What do I mean by that?  Why would it be complete and how is it on credit?  It has to do with what Jesus said in, Mark 13:13, that, "but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."  Yes, we are to continue in His salvation throughout our entire lives until we die for that salvation to qualify you and materialize you into heaven, and then it is complete, done, and finalized.  I am going to tailor these explanations to meet the needs of any and all.

How does God forgive sins?  Well, on one occasion, Jesus, forgave a woman who did not even verbalize a single request to be forgiven of her sins.  This happened in, Luke 7:37-50.  It is recorded that Jesus said, "Wherefore I say unto thee, her sins, which are many, are forgiven; for she loved much...Thy sins are forgiven...Thy faith hath saved thee; go in peace."  This is what happens when one is born again.  In their act of worship and praise, while they realize their sinful nature too, they are in the state of existing without sins, though they commit them, because they are forgiven them perpetually or without cease.  That is the miracle of the salvation power of God through Jesus and it is what God promised, saying He would make you holy before His sight, because it is His good pleasure and His perfect will.  This is found in, Ephesians 5:25-27, where it says, "Husbands, love your wives, even as Christ also loved the church, and gave himself for it; That he might sanctify and cleanse it with the washing of water by the word.  That he might present it to himself a glorious church, not having spot, or wrinkle, or any such thing; but that it should be holy and without blemish." 

Then, Ephesians 2:8, goes on to testify that, "For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift from God:"  This is when and where the problems, questions, and struggles of salvation begin.  It has to do with what the Bible says, like it does in, James 2:18-20, that, "Yea, a man may say, Thou hast faith, and I have works: shew me thy faith without thy works, and I will shew thee my faith by my works.  Thou believest that there is one God; thou doest well: the devils also believe, and tremble.  But wilt thou know, O vain man, that faith without works is dead?"  You are most certainly saved through faith, which is just believing in Jesus and existing with a relationship with God who lives inside of you through His omni-presence (God is everywhere), which is known as the Spirit of God.  But, if you do not live for Him, then that faith does not keep alive, through actions, that salvation that God has given you.  Your salvation will remain without faith, functioning out problems in the way of empowering you to higher levels of God's salvation.  That is what, Jesus Christ meant, when He said that he who continues to the end, shall be saved.  Without works of faith, your salvation will die out, but not completely till you die, since through faith you are saved, but you are not showing your faith by your works.  Complete faith includes living out what you have faith in.  You have only allowed your faith to convert your mind about the matters, but not your actions.  Saving faith is what you need to carry on until you die, if you plan to get to heaven.  Then it is, because you chose to endure till the end, just like Jesus said, that you will experience the complete work of the salvation God, that He has planned for you, when you wake up in heaven before His presence.  As I mentioned before, my purpose is to explain these levels of salvation God revealed to me in a manner that would be tailored to all or any.  But, don't condemn yourself for your failures to practice works to complete your faith, so much, but do keep it in mind, it is necessary if you want to get to heaven.           

This is especially when these levels of salvation are revealed.  This is important, because God showed me you don't have to be born-again-saved, to be saved of other things as well.  This I reasoned out during my times in thought about the nature of the matters and questions of what sorts of salvations exist.  That is part of what the Bible meant by stating in, Acts 2:21, that, "And it shall come to pass, that whosoever shall call on the name of the Lord shall be saved."  That is because, God loves you so much, that even though you are not yet born again, which is the highest level of salvation here on earth, He will save you from your troubles when you call upon His name.  I will show you, that just because you are not yet born again, He will come to your rescue in times of trouble, which is something that every victim of electronic harassments, mind control, wireless tortures, and wireless communications needs.  It will come in handy, during spontaneous encounters with troubles.  He loves you so much, He intends to be there for you, now, when you call upon His name, without you having to go through the steps of being a born again believer, first.  He knows that will take time and that also you don't wanna play games with Him, going through all these steps, just to manage to get a hold of God for your salvation from a thing.  Jesus did that to the multitudes on the spot, whenever they called, without asking them or even demanding them to get born again, first.  That is what an awesome God we serve.  But, his healing miracles were signs to them all pointing to the realities that they must realize God exists and that they should worship Him.

In, Matthew 19:25, it states that the disciples of Jesus became amazed saying, "Who then can be saved?"  And again in, Mark 10:26, His disciples were astonished out of measure, saying among themselves, "Who then can be saved."  They were living for God, they did believe in Jesus, they had accepted Him into their hearts, yet they questioned if they even could be saved.  They knew they had obtained the salvation of God, but questioned if they could enter into the kingdom of God.  This reveals the different levels of salvation.  It has to do with what Jesus had said also, and that is, that "he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."  That is the answer to that mystery.  This is important, so you can live with confidence that the Lord is with you, always, especially when you call upon His name. 

They wondered if they had it in them to reach that level of salvation, which was promised, but was far away from them, since they were not at that end yet, which is death in Him to enter into heaven.  They had not died in the salvation of God yet, that would qualify them to enter into heaven and they did witnessed what Jesus said others would have to do in order to inherit eternal life.  That caused them to understand that they had not yet obtained that highest level of complete salvation of God.  Yet, they were saved.  Without a doubt.  Absolutely.  Then, Peter, went on to become an apostle and clarified these things in, 1st Peter 4:18, by stating, "And if the righteous scarcely be saved, where shall the ungodly and the sinner appear."  How is it that the Bible says that, whosoever calls upon the name of the Lord shall be saved, and yet, Peter says that the righteous is scarcely saved.  This is what clarifies all the things about salvation that people at times believe are contradictions.  It has to do with the fact that there exists different levels of salvation.  The end goal of God is to save you to the end, when you die or are raptured.  His goal is to take you through unto receiving the highest level of salvation He offers which is life in God in heaven.  His deepest desire is for you to obtain it.  That is why, when you call upon His name, you shall be saved, but that does not mean that you have obtained that level of salvation that qualifies you to enter into heaven, yet.  For what?  For just calling upon His name?     

The will of God is revealed through, 1st Timothy 2:3-4, where it says in, the New International Version of the Bible, "This is good and pleases God our Savior, who wants all men to be saved and to come to a knowledge of the truth."  It is His perfect will that men should be saved.  Jesus says in, Mark 16:16, "He that believeth and is baptized shall be saved; but he that believeth not shall be damned."  In this, we understand that they who believe and get baptized are saved.  These are they we accept as full fledged born again believers.  They were ready to be saved, or say, born again; so they went ahead and got baptized too.  That is a very high level of salvation.  It is authentic and good.  But, it is not the highest level of salvation, which can only be obtained of them who endure to the end, like Jesus said.  This is important, to clarify what it is, but also to enable you to walk and live in the other levels of salvation that come from God, in hopes that you can be brought up higher and higher, till you allow the workings of that complete salvation of God to have its way in your life.  But also I explain it like this, so you can exist in it, knowing though you are not born again, He is there to turn to.  God wants all men to be saved, says the Book of Timothy.  No one alive has yet obtained that highest level of complete salvation in God living with Him in heaven, until they die or the rapture happens.  But, they can be saved on credit, living as though they were the chosen people of God who will be in heaven once they die or get raptured.  But, it is not known yet by anyone if they will ever get there, but by God.  They must endure to the end, yet God accepts them as full citizens and legitimate children of His, blessing them with the fullness of His salvation as though they were already His children with Him in heaven.  Yes, the end of whether they will or will not enter into heaven depends on whether or not they will endure till the end.  Jesus said, that whoever comes to Him, He will in no wise cast out.  He meant it! 

What is good about knowing and understanding all of this, is that it enables you to continue in Him, struggling it out not to just throw in the towel and every bit of things you have achieved with and in the Lord Jesus Christ.  If you fail, don't throw it all away and resort to avoiding the things of God with religious ritualisms.  This will retard you and ensnare you from making it a habit of going forward with God, instead of backwards, all the time.  God knows you do it to respect Him.  He understands you do it to honor the things of God.  Also, it enables you to at least exist in the salvation of God, though it is not still complete in you.  What I am saying is that, yes, it is possible to live in the salvation of God, though you are disqualified from heaven for something you have still not let go of.  If you call upon His name, He will save you from not being able to have relationship with Him, and not being heard when you pray.  Ask Him for that and for the forgiveness of your sins.  Consider Samson, whom the Spirit of the Lord would come upon mightily.  This, though he walked in sin.  It says that he judged Israel.  Why did God not just reject him?  But, things like practicing the sins that Samson walked in, do disqualify you from heaven.  But, God was someone Samson still had on his side.  God's love willed God to remain with him, like it says in the Bible, that nothing can separate you from His love.  But, realize, once you die, then comes the judgement.       

What I am trying to say is that I understand what you are dealing with and I know that it is hard to even be capable of being in control of matters, when you are being electronically harassed, wirelessly tortured, experimented on for mind control projects they set up for themselves, and wirelessly communicated to by them who surveillance you.  Because you cannot produce that life style that qualifies you to be legitimately saved at the highest level God offers, does not mean that you cannot still be saved.  So relax, breathe, and set up some goals to knock out your problems in this area, piece by piece.  That is important when you need that comfort of the Spirit of God, but you think and rationalize that you do not qualify to experience Him in your affairs, because you are not a born again believer, yet.  Yes, you do understand that you believe in God, but, you feel like He is beyond your reach and so is His salvation, because you cannot be born again, just yet.  It is something that you cannot produce even if your very life depended upon it, right that minute.  Plus, that level of salvation, may take time, unless you happen to have a miracle, which, at times is a product of faith, and that complicates things when you also want and need assurances, like the power of the Holy Spirit being poured out on you that very minute.  I did promise you I would tailor this material in a way that would meet the needs of everybody, in one way or another.  I meant it, because it is my sincere hope in Jesus that He will begin to reach out to you through the Holy Spirit and minister to you.   

I am not justifying your sins that disqualify you from heaven.  People can loose their salvation from hell, eventhough they still live in His salvation, because they still believe on Him, but they have committed some practice of sin they need to take care of.  These truths are what clarifies things that seem contradictory, but are not.  They can walk away from it and they can forfeit it, due to practices of sin.  For instance in, Matthew 18:23-35, Jesus talks about the kingdom of heaven being likened unto a certain king who forgave the debt of one of his servants.  But, that servant turned around, and put one of his fellowservants into prison, till he should pay the debt.  Then the Bible goes on to say the king said in, Matthew 18:32-35,  "...O thou wicked servant, I forgave thee all that debt, because thou desiredst me:  Shouldest not thou also have had compassion on thy fellowservant, even as I had pity on thee?  And his lord was wroth, and delivered him to the tormentors, till he should pay all that was due unto him.  So likewise shall my heavenly Father do also unto you, if ye from your hearts forgive not every one his brother their trespasses."  This is what can and will happen to born again believers who refuse to forgive.  They lived in the salvation God had given them, but they became disqualified from heaven, because they did not forgive someone.  It is clear, these will not inherit the kingdom of God in heaven, but will only be delivered to the tormentors, which is the pit of hell, if they die in that sin of unforgiveness.  This is why, Peter, said, "the righteous is scarcely saved."  That person's salvation from having to pay the debt of eternal punishment in hell, was revoked or taken away from him, by God.  He lost his salvation from hell through unforgiveness.  He forfeited it.  Yet, he continued to exist in salvation until the time of reckoning materialized into being, which is when one dies, chiefly.

But, what this also reveals is the fact that different levels of salvation exists.  These born again believers continue on within the kingdom of God receiving the blessings of the Holy Ghost being poured out on them, while they worship and praise His name in His very presence.  They express the evidences of salvation by the Holy Spirit who marks them as His own with it.  God will always continue to inhabit the praises of His people.  And like Samson, the Spirit of the Lord will continue to come upon them, empowered of God for the work of His purposes, though they sin.  The Word of God says in, Judges 15:20, "And he judged Israel, in the days of the Philistines twenty years."  It is because, God is not like unto man, breaking off relationships readily on impulse.  If He would, that would mean He would be leaving the spoils over to the devil to glory in such treasures of God.  

In this, we see that Jesus fulfills His promise He made to mankind in, John 6:37, by saying, "...and him that cometh to me I will in no wise cast out."  And the Bible also says, whosoever calls upon the name of the Lord shall be saved.  They are still saved from not experiencing the blessings of the kingdom of God, the outpouring of His Spirit, receiving the knowledge of God, and even His favor, but they are disqualified from heaven, because of unforgiveness until they get it right.  One can live and exist in this level of salvation through which men obtain mercy, grace, blessing, and favor of God, who works to finish the work He began in us.  He leads the horses to water, but if they choose to refuse drinking the waters of forgiveness towards others, then if they die like that, they forfeit that highest level of salvation, which is life in Him in heaven.  This leading to the waters of forgiveness happens through the preaching of His word, through readings of the scriptures, and through the convictions of sin to let go of that unforgivness, so the work of God's salvation can be completed. 

Matthew 1:21-23, states, "And she shall bring forth a son, and thou shalt call his name JESUS: for he shall save his people from their sins.  Now all this was done, that it might be fulfilled which was spoken of the Lord by the prophet, saying,...they shall call his name Emmanuel, which being interpreted is, God with us."  Now who is us?  He includes us as we read or hear that beloved name.  God meant He is, "God with us," indiscriminately.  That is why the Word of God also states in, Acts 2:21, that, "...whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved."  He would be, God with us, with them also.  He was not guaranteeing that they would inherit the kingdom of God in heaven, when they called upon His name.  But, that is His end purpose for our lives.  I did mention, my aim is to tailor these explanations to meet everyone's needs, leaving none out.

Now, I will go over with you the miracles of the salvation power of His love.  I begin with, John 1:12, where it assures, "But as many as received him, to them gave he power to become the sons of God, even to them that believe on his name."  That means that just for receiving Him for who He is inside of you, God gives you the power to become a child of God.  Even if you just believe on His name.  What that means is that when these things exist in you, God bestows you with the power to become His son or daughter.  You do not have to be a born again believer to have this power of God available to you.  It is within you, since that day that you just believed on His name.  That resident power that is within you is the salvation power of God.  This testifies that there exists different levels of salvation.  The power to become a child of God is salvation, for it saves you from hell, darkness, the curse of sin, the bondage of sin, and from following the devil when this resident power of becoming a child of God is activated by you.  It is already inside of you, because you believe on Him, like the scripture says.  God put it there.  But, until you use it, you will continue on existing in this lower level of salvation, which is a salvation, but does not make you into a legitimate child of Him nor enables you to inherit heaven, should you die at that instance.  For this, you must be born again.  

You don't have to fear that you do not measure up or have not met the necessary requirements to obtain His salvation from troubles encountered.  Once and because you receive Him or at least believe on His name, you are given that active power of the Holy Spirit and the Word of God to work in you His salvation and conversion to His Son, Jesus Christ.  But that does not yet make you born again at all in itself.  If you want to get to heaven, you must be born again.  Yet, this is the salvation power of the Word of God operating through you and in you.  Like it says in, Romans 10:9, "That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved."  How many of us understand that you can do that all your life and continue in a life of sin that disqualifies you from entering into heaven?  What is the contradiction here?  Are you saved or not?  The Bible clearly says that your beliefs, confessions, and the receiving of Lord Jesus Christ is salvation.  It is the gift of God bestowed on each and every individual on this entire planet.  It is legitimate and you can walk in it with confidence in the Lord Jesus Christ, but while you are at it, or there, God wants you to take further steps into obtaining higher levels of salvation.  He wills you turn your entire life over to Him.  That is His end plan for your life.   

It all also has to do with the fact that God loves you, for as He created you and all things for His pleasure.  So that through what Jesus has done, now, He is able to have relationship with you, which is what He always wanted.  Jesus forgave sins at times, even though He was not asked to, like in, Matthew 9:2-7 and Luke 7:37-50, because He chose to in the power of His goodness and love.  Jesus felt like He should include that as an extra blessing to them.  With that, He is also able to enjoy relationship with you.  This is salvation.  The work of the saving power of God.  Jesus wants to visit you the way He visited, ate, and drank with sinners.  The "Lord God with us" has  need and desire to spend time with you.  He is actively involved through His Spirit and the Bible in working out His power and kingdom in you, through you, and around you.  He will exercise His will and dominion everywhere, but He created you with the power of choice, which He purposed to give you to do what you will to do.  And if you do not will to receive Him nor embrace Him, then you chose that to the hurt and the destruction of your very soul.            

It is my purpose to explain these Biblical truths to you, so you don't ever feel like God has left you in your times of trouble.  It is difficult when you realize you have sinned against God.  Even if these are not wicked acts, they can weigh on you.  And since the military surveillances you, they can exercise their prejudices with cruelty upon you to break you for sport.  In these hard times you need the assurance that the Lord is with you.  What I intend is to explain to you how it is so.  It is better for you than just hearing words that comfort.  This is because you need to know through the Bible, the very Word of God, that it is so to enable you to bring your mind to that concrete set of undisputable facts.  And so, that is my purpose.  Right now, I am going to provide you with some definitions of the words, "save" and "salvation," to enable you to better grasp that no matter how you live, you can obtain the salvation of your God, when you call upon His name.  This is to give your stands assurances in the Word of God.  You need to know for a fact that you can stand on the salvation of your God, so that you can approach life with sure confidence.   

The Zondervan Pictorial Bible Dictionary, defines the word "salvation" as follows:  "In the Bible the word "salvation" is not necessarily a technical theological term, but simply denotes "deliverance " from almost any kind of evil, whether material or spiritual.  Theologically, however, it denotes (1) the whole process by which man is delivered from all that interferes with the enjoyment of God's highest blessings, (2) the actual enjoyment of those blessings.  The root idea in salvation is deliverance from some danger or evil...In the OT salvation is at first thought of as deliverance from present evil in a temporal and material sense, but with the deepening sense of moral evil, salvation acquires a profound ethical meaning...In the OT, complete trust in God was the most important of the human conditions for salvation...In the teaching of Jesus, salvation is often used to denote deliverance from trouble, like illness, but it usually means deliverance from sin through entrance upon a new divine life...Salvation is represented primarily as deliverance from sin.  The whole NT lays stress upon the sufferings and death of Christ as mediating salvation.  As in the teaching of Jesus, salvation throughout the NT is regarded as a present experience, but it is eschatological as well.  Indeed, the blessings of salvation the believer has now are only a foretaste of what are to be his in the coming age, after Christ comes.  The salvation Christ brings is not merely deliverance from future punishment, but also from sin as a present power.  It includes all the redemptive blessings we have in Christ chiefly conversion, regeneration, justification, adoption, sanctification, and glorification.  It provides a solution for the whole problem of sin, in all its many aspects..."

In these definitions of the word "salvation," we also see how there are forms or levels of salvation that may be exercised to help the needs of individuals.  It says in the Zondervan Pictorial Bible Dictionary that, "salvation is often used to denote deliverance from trouble."  The Bible says in, John 1:12, "But as many as received him, to them gave he power to become the sons of God, even to them that believe on his name."  This is all you need to have the kingdom right to call upon His name, so you can be saved from your troubles.  He is your God and your salvation.  And when you call upon His name, He will forgive you of your sins when you ask Him.  This is salvation.  Jesus taught His disciples that they should forgive, up to seventy times seven.  This was to demolish what, Peter, believe was reasonable, being only seven times.  Meaning, He is not a hypocrite or a liar.  He lived and still does what He preached.  And He demands you also forgive.  If you do not forgive you cannot inherit heaven as your home.  This is the highest level of salvation one can only experience after death or the rapture.  But, for the moment, you are saved from your sins.  With that He can enjoy having relationship with you.  Also, it feels better to go through this easy route of asking for forgiveness of sins, while you ask Him to save you from your troubles also.  This is a way you can also begin to deal with your sin of unforgiveness.  Ask Him to help you with that sin and to begin working this out in you. 

Remember also, that a definition of the word "salvation" is, "the whole process by which man is delivered from all that interferes with the enjoyment of God's highest blessings" and also "the actual enjoyment of those blessings."  This already happened when you trusted in Jesus, after you heard the Word of God, the gospel of your salvation.  This though, you are not yet born again, and live in sins.  I told you I would tailor these explanations to meet the needs of everyone and all.  But, all according to the truth.  It says in, Ephesians 1:13, "In whom ye also trusted, after that ye heard the word of truth, the gospel of your salvation: in whom also after that ye believed, ye were sealed with that holy Spirit of promise."  You are saved from all that interferes with the enjoyment of God's highest blessings, though you live in sins, because you exist how this scripture says would cause you to be sealed in Him with that holy Spirit of promise.  You are free to enjoy the things of God through the Bible when you read it.  The Spirit of God still touches you and deals with you through the Spirit of the Word of God.  This is salvation.  It is also, as the Zondervan Pictorial Bible Dictionary defines the word "salvation," being "the actual enjoyment of those blessings."  That is why you can experience God touching you when you involve yourself in the Word of God, though you are still a sinner and not born again, yet and still.  So, snap out of it, have faith in God, and realize He is there with you through the Spirit of God that worketh in you His salvation power and influence to make you realize again, His promises are there for you to have, at will.  You can enjoy the Spirit of God blessing you and making you aware of your sins; and that He is there with you still, but that even though you don't readily act upon it, but just cherish the moment.    

The above definition of the Zondervan Pictorial Bible Dictionary, also states, "The salvation Christ brings is not merely deliverance from future punishment, but also from sin as a present power."  This means He will save you from future punishments for your sins, by forgiving you when you ask.  This is a level of salvation you obtain by asking, though you are not even born again, that He provides, because He is good.  He makes the sun to shine on the good and on the bad.  Through this He intends to influence you to realize you should and must get rid of your practices of sin, so you can have a better relationship with Him as a citizen of His kingdom.  If that person leaves his or her sins, then there is a greater chance He will not punish, because He has forgiven.  But, if you have killed someone, you will be forgiven in heaven for it, if you ask Him, but you must pay your debt here on earth.  That is because, the Lord is not mocked, as it says in, Galatians 6:7, "Be not deceived: God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap."  Though you are reaping what you have sown, you can be saved by grace: walking in his salvation power as a forgiven believer.  You will be living and walking in the salvation of God from His punishments for it (sin), which would include hell in the future, when you die.  You will also be saved from you sins, in that you can experience God in your life, though you have committed sins.  That is the salvation power of forgiveness.  You can have relationship with God and the touch of the Holy Spirit, while you live in sins.  This especially can happen with the experience of the outpouring of God's Spirit upon you, when you are letting go of big sins or have left them, but yet still exist in other sins you know you have to deal with in time.  This is how God leads you to Him and encourages you to continue in that direction.       

The other portion of this definition I am explaining is that, "The salvation Christ brings is...deliverance...from sin as a present power."  That is also the end He intends with your life.  This also does involve different levels of salvation, that work His work of rehabilitation in you and through you by His Spirit and through the Word of God.  I will use a worse case to prove a point.  When a drug addict calls upon God, He saves him through the power of His Word (Jesus) he receives, believes, and starts to confess with His mouth, which would include accepting the Lord Jesus Christ as Savior.  The Spirit of that Word (Jesus) begins to convince, influence, teach, reveal, and reprimand the individual; thus there is light.  That is a level of salvation God has given him, because he has done what, Romans 10:9, says, which is, "That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved."  This work may take a long time.  And then, through Jesus that man stops doing the drugs.  And so now, through the passage of time of walking in the first steps or levels of salvation, he has obtained a higher level of salvation, by letting go of the drugs.  He has been saved through God of his drug addictions.  Just because he still lives in other forms of sin, does not mean that person is not saved, walking and living in the salvation power of His love.  But, that level of salvation is not yet the highest level of salvation, which is life in heaven with God, unless he endures till the end.  And perhaps, he has not made a decision to be born again, yet.  But, I think not, for most in this case.  But, he might be aiming at that next.  But, the work of the salvation power of God's love operates in the work of rehabilitation to restore that individual as he or she once was, when a child, fully and automatically accepted into the kingdom of God.  Jesus speaks about this in, Mark 10:14, by stating, "...Suffer the little children to come unto me, and forbid them not: for of such is the kingdom of God."   

These things are all important, because once you realize there are different levels of salvation, you can stand confident that you are not left to yourself of God.  You will realize He has not abandoned you, especially in such times of trouble.  Seeing that you do not qualify to be holy or even a saint of God, your hearts will faint, because you will be wishing you could have Him there present with you in your times of need.  And because you see salvation as only existing in the form of being a born again believer, you could wind up trashing everything, labeling it all as not good, because what you are looking for is to stand, walk, and live in His salvation right then and there, at that very moment.  But, you feel you cannot and think it does not even exist, by mistake.  This disables your faith, which is very important to be able to stand in His salvation with confidence.  You need to realize that you already do exist in His salvation and in the hands of The Living God.  But, He desires and it is His will to take you to higher ground, so you can exist in the highest level of salvation He offers you, which is life with Him in heaven, when you die or the rapture occurs.  Till then, to get there, you must first be born again.  That is the highest level of salvation that the living on earth can obtain.  It is complete, but not to the end of experiencing life with God in heaven, which takes you living and enduring in that level of salvation to the end.  But, it is ever progressively working towards that end. 

But, if you fail, just realize you are still in His hands of salvation.  You just got to get back up again and obtain that highest level of salvation, which will take you to heaven should you die that very moment.  This might take time.  That means you will live and exist in a lesser level of salvation.  And that is because your sins have disqualified you from heaven, should you die that very moment.  But, it is still salvation.  With that you can work on it and for this purpose He provides it.  For instance, you are still believing and confessing the Lord Jesus Christ, at least a little bit, even in your private moments.  Better it is that you work it out from there, instead of throwing it all away, then having to start all over again.  If you do, you will lose or weaken your confidence in God, which is a present help to you, a victim of electronic harassments and the such.  You just have to come to realize that the salvation you now stand in and live in is truly authentic and of the Lord.  God will work with you.  It says in, Romans 15:5, "Now the God of patience and consolation grant you to be likeminded one toward another according to Christ Jesus."  This scripture reveals to us that God is "the God of patience."  It is my purpose to explain to you all the possible avenues of these levels of salvation God revealed to me, so that you will be able to overcome, be strong, and live with confidence in the Lord throughout your surveillanced life.  This is also the reason I am going through all the necessary avenues of scripture, so you will be fully informed and enlightened by the Word of God, who is Jesus Christ.  [PLEASE READ ALL OF IT.]

TIPS ON LIVING A SURVEILLANCED CHRISTIANITY – PART 1

BY: ELISEO PEREZ

 El Paso, Texas

The United States

elixeo1@usa.com

TO: Victims of Electronic Harassments

(Targeted Individuals)

DATE:

February 23, 2011

REVOLUTIONARY FINDINGS BY TESTIMONY - PART II

Jesus Opened My Eyes Through Soldiers' Confessions

By:  Eliseo Perez

El Paso, Texas, U.S.A.

PRINT, SAVE, AND KEEP FOR LIFE

GOD DOES NOT LOVE SUICIDE AND TIPS ON LIVING A SURVEILLANCED CHRISTIANITY – PART II

As you recall, that other definition from the Zondervan Pictorial Bible Dictionary is that, "The salvation Christ brings is...deliverance...from sin as a present power."  It is further explained in this other definition it provides also, that "salvation" is, "the whole process by which man is delivered from all that interferes with the enjoyment of God's highest blessings."  When you call upon His name, He saves you from the present power of sin you are guilty of, because He is come to set the captives free, as Jesus said in, Luke 4:18, "The Spirit of the Lord is on me...He has sent me to proclaim freedom for the prisoners..."  And it states in, 2 Corinthians 3:17, "Now the Lord is that Spirit: and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty."  The other definition provided is, "the actual enjoyment of those blessings."  This is salvation.  You are welcomed by God to enjoy the highest blessings of His love, of the knowledge of the Word of God, of the freedom to practice what the scriptures teach you, to pray, to worship, to praise His name, and to feel the touch of the Holy Spirit.  This even though you are presently disqualified from heaven, because of your sins.  This is salvation.  To be set free from "sin as a present power" in your life, which causes a separation or withdrawal from enjoying His blessings and the things of God you can experience.  That is why the definition of salvation is also, "the actual enjoyment of those blessings."  You are in His salvation through your enjoyment of those blessings.  You can rejoice in Him with gladness, boldness, confidence, and thanksgiving.  But, this is not the highest level of salvation you can experience or obtain.  It is till you endure unto the very end, that you can enjoy life with Him in heaven.  I am tailoring it to meet your needs.  Now, let me go over some other definitions of the word "save" I provide from a different source:      

The Vine's Expository Dictionary of Old and New Testament Words, defines the word "save "as follows: 1. SOZO, to save, is used...(a) of material and temporal deliverance from danger, suffering, etc.; from sickness, "made...whole"... (b) of the spiritual and eternal salvation granted immediately by God to those who believe on the Lord Jesus Christ... (c) of the present experience of God's power to deliver from the bondage of sin...(d) of the future deliverance of believers at the Second Coming of Christ for His saints, being deliverance from the wrath of God to be executed upon the ungodly at the close of this age and from eternal doom...(f) inclusively for all the blessings bestowed by God on men in Christ...(g) of those who endure to the end of the time of the great tribulation... 2. DIASOZO, to bring safety through is used (a) of the healing of the sick by the Lord,..."were made whole"...(b) of bringing safe to a destination (c) of keeping a person safe (d) of escaping through the perils of shipwreck...Note:  A.V., PHULASSO, to guard, keep, preserve, is translated "save."  PERIPOIESIS, (a) preservation, (b) acquiring or gaining something is used in this latter sense...   

The above definition states that the word "save" means, "of material and temporal deliverance from danger, suffering, etc."  Then, the word of God says, whosoever calls upon the name of the Lord, shall be saved.  This is an example of a level of salvation that man can receive, yet does not qualify him to enter into heaven, unless he dies calling upon His name, perhaps.  This is His salvation He promised to those who call upon His name. I just want to clarify to you that you can walk in His salvation, and that it is sure, so you can make it with confidence throughout your surveillanced life.  One form of salvation, may come in the form of being saved from the sword, like it talks about in, Ephesians 18:4, saying, "...for the God of my father, said he, was mine help, and delivered me from the sword of Pharaoh."  He can also save you from your enemies, like it says in, Luke 1:71, stating, "That we should be saved from our enemies, and from the hand of those who hate us."  This is a true salvation of God.  Yet, this is not the highest level of salvation one can obtain from God, which is life with Him in heaven.  Just because you are not born again, does not mean that you do not have the right to walk in His salvation.  This I say, so your realize you do qualify, though you are not yet walking in true righteousness.  This is how Jesus begins to manifest Himself in man, which at times even takes many years, to bring him to devote himself to God.  These are spiritual levels of salvation, which are sure, because He is present; meaning He brings salvation with Him, especially since you called upon His name.  So, never stop, believing.      

The Vine's Expository Dictionary of Old and New Testament Words, defines the word "save " as, "...from suffering...from sickness, 'made...whole'..."  This is a mark of the salvation of God upon one's life, but it is no guarantee that you will enter into heaven, because of the healing power of God's salvation you experienced.  But, through it, He intends to influence the one healed to consider the power of God and turn to live for Him from that day forth.  See what happened in, Luke 17:13-18, where it says that, "And they lifted up their voices, and said, Jesus, Master, have mercy on us.  And when he saw them, he said unto them, Go shew yourselves unto the priests...And one of them, when he saw that he was healed, turned back, and with a loud voice, glorified God...And Jesus answering said, Were there not ten cleansed?  but where are the nine?  There are not found that returned to give glory to God, save this stranger."  As we see, Jesus did not revoke the salvation He had given them over the sickness of leprosy, though they did not come back to thank him and glorify God.  What He does, He does.  He will not revoke the power of His salvation upon your life, just because you refuse to go all the way and get born again.  So relax, God will be merciful with you and not take it away from you.  But, you are lacking and your soul is in jeopardy of hell fire!  For, "Therefore hath he mercy on whom he will have mercy...," as it says in, Romans 9:18.  That means, you can still enjoy walking in that level of the salvation of God, but it is not total or complete in you. 

But, at least, you know it is sure, and you can rejoice in it, in this world you live in as a victim of electronic harassments, wireless tortures, mind control, and surveillances.  It is God's good pleasure to show forth His salvation power that men might be saved.  In Mark 2:9-11, it states, "Whether is it easier to say to the sick of the palsy, Thy sins be forgiven thee; or to say, Arise, and take up thy bed, and walk?  But that ye may know that the Son of man hath power on earth to forgive sins, (he saith to the sick of the palsy,) I say unto thee, Arise, and take up thy bed, and go thy way into thine house."  He did not go to Jesus for forgiveness.  He just wanted to be healed.  But, Jesus, showed forth His salvation with power on that man.  Jesus did not give him a list of requirements that he should keep so that he could continue to qualify living in that healing miracle he had received.  It was for life!  With no strings attached.  God saved him from his sickness.  And also God saved him from his sins.  God is present to establish His kingdom in you.  That is what is meant by what the Bible says in, Acts 2:21, that "...whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved."  And also, what it says in, Romans 10:9, "That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved."  However, just because you feel and experience His good nature does not mean that you are right with God, all in all.  You still have to repent of your sins.  Jesus, assures this in, Luke 13:3, where He says, "I tell you, Nay: but, except ye repent, ye shall all likewise perish."  Then He says in, Matthew 5:29-30, "And if thy right eye offend thee, pluck it out, and cast it from thee: for it is profitable for thee that one of thy members should perish, and not that thy whole body should be cast into hell."  He meant, take radical action against sin.

Then, the Vine's Expository Dictionary of Old and New Testament Words, defines the word "save " to mean, "to bring safety through...of bringing safe to a destination...of keeping a person safe."  It says in, Psalms 34:4 and 6, "I sought the Lord, and he heard me, and delivered me from all my fears...This poor man cried, and the Lord heard him, and saved him out of all his troubles."  You need to realize, God will bring you safety, while you go through your situations.  This is salvation.  One way He has begun to work this out in you already is through this report I emailed you, explaining just about everything you need to know that I can put together, so you can walk a life full of confidence in Him where you live.  It is His will.  Also, now you can walk through life understanding it is the military who is behind all the surveillances and electronic activities you are put through.  This is just an example I provide.  With this knowledge He will "bring safety through."  Also by the knowledge of the Word of God and His Spirit.  Yes, His salvation is upon you, which can also mean, according to this definition, "keeping a person safe."  He will save you.  It also says that, "of bringing safe to a destination," is a meaning of the word, "save."  He will be with you always and bring you safe to your destinations.  This, at least, because you are sealed with that holy Spirit of promise, like it says in, Ephesians 1:13, because you heard the Word of God and trusted in Jesus.  There are more scriptures that are also powerful, I will share with you in just a little bit.

Also, the Vine's Expository Dictionary of Old and New Testament Words, defines the word "save " to mean, "to guard, keep, preserve..."  He will guard you, keep you, and preserve you.  Just call upon the name of the Lord.  In, 2 Thessalonians 3:2, it states, "And that we be delivered from unreasonable and wicked men: for all men have not faith."  This is the type of situation you and I are suffering.  They who surveillance are unreasonable and wicked men, who electronically harass us, use mind control on us, torture us wirelessly, trick us into believing the community is surveillancing us, and communicate with us abruptly, wirelessly.  We may still have to suffer it, but He will guard us, keep us, and preserve us through it all.  We are and can be in His salvation.  If we call upon the name of the Lord, we shall receive His salvation and be saved. 

He has broken the chains by which the military had me bound for so long.  I believed everything they told me and it lead me to live a lie for their pleasure, without knowing it, but I was still saved.  Then He answered my prayers asking Him to show me the end of these surveillances.  It took about 12 years for that prayer request to be answered in its complete form.  Then all was revealed to me through them.  God works in mysterious ways.  It was the hand of God upon my life in answer to my prayers.  Now, they can no longer deceive me into believing anyone in the entire community was, is, or will ever surveillance me.  Not even the police.  It all makes so much sense now that God opened my eyes through these soldiers' confessions.  This is how the Lord Jesus Christ saved me further and God will save you through what He revealed to me, also.  He will save you through many means at different times.  This may not come to you as a born again experience, yet.  But, it is authentic.  I have seen the proof positive without a doubt that no one was ever doing anything to me.  But, because you experience these negative things, you will continue to live believing it must be someone within you community, unless you find out where it really came from, which is the military who surveillances you, just like I told you.

What goes on, you see, is that you yearn for God to be there with you to comfort you in your time of need, but you know you cannot bring yourself to be born again, just yet.  This confuses people into thinking God will not be their help, even so.  Then, the individual winds up feeling needs to withdraw and deny oneself intimacy with God.  This happened to, Peter, in Luke 5:8, where it says, "When Simon Peter saw it, he fell down at Jesus' knees, saying, Depart from me; for I am a sinful man, O Lord."  But, Jesus did not.  This comes with the realization of our sinful state, that we don't measure up nor qualify to deserve this intimate experience with God.  You exist in sins that disqualify you from heaven.  The Lord knows that.  But, you must realize what the Bible says in, John 1:4-7, where it states, "In him was life; and the life was the light of men.  And the light shineth in darkness; and the darkness comprehended it not...John...The same came for a witness, to bear witness of the Light, that all men through him might believe."  His nature is light.  And in him is life.  That is what happens when you experience Jesus.  That life in Him He expresses to you when you experience him and that same life expresses His will for you to obtain it.  And that life is the light of men.  The only way the light of men can reach you is to shine in the darkness where you exist.  That is why it goes on to say, and the light shineth in darkness.  How else can He reach out to you, who lives in darkness?  That light has come unto men that through Him men might believe.  What you need to do is receive Him.  Believe.  For, though, you exist in sin, it is His good pleasure to manifest Himself unto you.  What I mean is that, though you are not going to devote yourself to a born again lifestyle, you should reach out to Him still and receive His salvation.  It is a gift from God to you.  Don't withdraw or deny yourself of it.

Remember, Romans 10:9, which states, "That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved."  Just by believing in your heart that God has raised up Jesus from the dead, you have begun to receive Him.  And in, John 1:12, it states, "But as many as received him, to them gave he power to become the sons of God, even to them that believe on his name."  What you now got to do is confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, for that level of salvation to be complete.  What you don't realize is that you have already begun to do that when you pray.  When you reach out to him with thy mouth, you have engaged in the act of confessing the Lord Jesus Christ.  The word "confess" is defined in, Webster's New World Dictionary as follows: 1. to admit or acknowledge (...opinion, etc.) 2. to declare one's faith in.  When you confess to yourself the Lord Jesus Christ you have engaged in the act of receiving Him.  And the Bible says that, but as many as receive him, to them gave he power to become the sons of God.  And to make it clear, it also says, even just for believing on his name.  And when you speak to Him with your mouth, calling Him, "Lord, Jesus, Christ, Messiah, and Savior," you have begun to confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, as it states in, Romans 10:9, which activates salvation in your life.  This is salvation and this salvation is true.  Yet, Jesus said, "...but he that endureth to the end shall be saved."  Which reveals to us that this salvation received in this manner is sure, but is not yet the experience of the highest level of salvation one can exist in, which is life in heaven with God.  You have received salvation through faith and confession, but you are not yet totally saved from the furnace of hell.  This is because you still exist in this world that is full of sin, which has the power to ensnare you. 

But, what I mean to explain to you is that you don't have to withdraw, shy away from, or deny yourself of what God offers.  Yes, the above level of salvation is not total.  But, with it, he has given unto men the power to become the sons of God.  This is salvation.  You can call upon the name of the Lord and receive Him, because you believed on Him by confessing to yourself and to Him He is Lord through prayer.  The Bible says, then He will save you.  When you pray to Him asking for forgiveness, you are engaging in the act of calling upon the name of the Lord.  With this act, alone, He can have relationship with you.  It is the miracle power of what the Son has done on the cross for us.  But, recall, what the Bible says of Jesus in, Mark 2:9-11, stating He said, "Whether is it easier to say to the sick of the palsy, Thy sins be forgiven thee; or to say, Arise, and take up thy bed, and walk?"  This question was made to reveal the salvation work of the Lord Jesus Christ.  He was only called upon for a miracle of healing, but the Lord Jesus Christ forgave him of his sins as well.  This is the work the Lord Jesus Christ sometimes fulfills during acts of saving someone, when they call upon His name. 

Since you believe and received Him as Savior, Lord, and the Son of God by the act of confessing to yourself that He is, I believe He forgives you and responds to your cry.  This has to do with God forgiving you of your sins to the point and level that He can begin to manifest Himself to you or engage in touching you by the Holy Spirit.  But, you still have to take care of those problems of sin you have done.  I don't want you to be fooled, but just informed.  This is a minimal type of overlooking your sins He performs in order to reach out to you and embrace you.  Just the way He did with the sick of the palsy.  In fact, how else could He reach out to heal all the sick that came to Him?  It must be that God forgives sin automatically, refusing to hold it against the individual, to enable Him to fully respond to that cry for help, mercy, and salvation.  This is the only way I can fathom He could fulfill what He promised, and that is, that whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord, shall be saved.  But, don't depend on it.  Ask for forgiveness too and repent. 

But, this means you can exist in His salvation though you have not let go of your sins, which are an offense unto Him.  This also means you can exist secure in Him and in His salvation though you are not yet born again.  You can exist like this for life, but it is appointed for man to die one day, and then comes the judgement.  At this level He will glorify Himself still.  You are made free by Him to enjoy that level of salvation He has given you.  In this level of salvation you can enjoy all the learning about the things of God, the kingdom of God, and even the Word of God.  He, the Word of God, or Jesus, will minister to you the wonders of His love and salvation.  This is revealed to us in, John 1:1 and 14, by stating, "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God...And the Word was made flesh, and dwelt among us, (and we beheld his glory, the glory as of the only begotten of the Father,) full of grace and truth."  Whenever the Word of God is doing something in you, you must realize, it is the work of His ministry inside and around you.  That is because, He is the Word of God.  This even though you are in sin, not born again, and deserving of hell fire.  The Word of God is active in you working His salvation power no matter whatever you encounter, though you will suffer when you walk into sin, instead of paying attention to Him.  This, even though you are disobedient.  And this is salvation.  This is what it means in, Romans 8:39, that, "nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord."     

With me, what happened is that they who surveillanced me day after day, wound up heckling me, condemning me, judging me, and speaking to me in the name of the Lord with the voice of authority, yet it was all a theatre they role played for their enjoyment, kicking my faith down to the ground.  Whenever I committed a lie, accused falsely someone in anger, judged within myself that the people from church are in gross sins surveillancing me, thought evil of someone I suspected was against me, or harbored unforgiveness towards someone for any amount of time, they leaped out and slambed it in my face to destroy my faith and confidence in the Lord.  This would happen through sporadic announcements they would make portraying themselves to be people of God who had witnessed my evils.  These types of things they continued till they defeated me, making me realize I should be ashamed of myself claiming to be walking in God and committing sins that testified the opposite.  Even, Paul, said, "O wretched man that I am! who shall deliver me from the body of this death?," in, Romans 7:24.  Through this process, they forced me to withdraw myself from confidently participating in the things of God.  I felt ashamed of calling myself saved and it caused my lifestyle to mimic what I had begun to confess.  Then, it felt better for me to begin withdrawing away from the things of God, even denying myself intimacy with God.  I felt wrong living for God.  This is because it feels terrible when your sins are waved like banners in victory over you around you and before your very face, through mental visualizations and spontaneous wireless communications.

Then, with every gradual withdrawal of practicing the things of God, they continued to demand and take over new territories.  They wanted them all.  They made me feel like I could not possibly be saved at all to my face and by much doing of this it caused me to start accepting and believing in it, since what they had cast over to my face were indeed facts, in the form of verbal banners and flags of victory.  They made me feel captive, caught with the evidences of sins, red handed, and guilty before them all.  Especially, when I would stop going to church, because I thought the pastor was involved in these surveillances as well.  I thought that his participation in it would only encourage, support, and even imply it is an authentic right to engage in.  If I submitted to his endorsement of these things against me, then I would be justifying these wrongs as something that comes from God and I had already seen it was not the work of God, for as God did not inject a chip implant inside of me.  It was man.  But, how could I not accept that I was indeed guilty, again?  What was my problem?  Is the type of stuff I thought.  Why do I continue like this in the Lord?  What kind of hypocrite have I become?  Is where this all would lead me.  And so, my Christianity is not pure, I would reason.  And if my Christianity is not pure, it is not right!  And if it is not right, then it is not authentic.  And if it is not authentic, then I am not even saved.  With every new practice of sin they would catch me in, I would withdraw more and more from intimacy with God, believing I was honoring Him this way.  They made me feel like God was sick of my sins and that my voice to Him was a displeasing bother.

Then, I wondered if God was even with me any longer.  This is a terrible feeling in times of troubles.  You feel all alone in this world with no one to turn to but yourself and you don't have any solutions there for you either.  And if this is so, you begin to feel converted into realizing that you exist as open prey for the devil without any hinderances.  The devil can invade through all, any, or things to do with you, what he wills.  And since you feel disqualified from salvation or having a relationship with Him, because of your sins, especially because they who surveillance throw it back at your face, you begin to crumble and demoralize into self-defeat and depressions.  You can reach a point in your life when you feel like you are unable to reach God.  For it says in, Proverbs 28:9, "He that turneth away his ear from hearing the law, even his prayer shall be abomination."  Then in, Jeremiah 11:14, it states God saying, "Therefore pray not thou for this people, neither lift up a cry nor prayer for them, for I will not hear them in the time that they cry unto me for their trouble."  This becomes convincing it is you, when you also consider what it says in, 1 John 3:8 and 10, stating, "He that committeth sin is of the devil; for the devil sinneth from the beginning...In this the children of God are manifest, and the children of the devil: whosoever doeth not righteousness is not of God, neither he that loveth not his brother."  But, what complicates things more out of this is when, they who surveillance you read what you are reading from the Bible through you and begin to philosophize to you how the nature of who you are is not of God, but of the devil.  This to trigger your mechanisms to react in such a way that would cause you to garbage your walk with God to honor Him, because you don't want to play games with God any longer.  Watch out here!  Open yourselves to what you can learn.  In this, they had pleasure with me, for years.

Then I made another decision to leave my church.  This happened from church to church.  It was because I believed the pastors were becoming part of these surveillances.  And that they were loosing faith in my professions as a Christian, witnessing how I lived in privacy.  I was not living like the devil, but what sins they would witness they would oppose without question.  And the military who surveillanced me caused me to believe these pastors were designing their sermons based on what they had witnessed of me through these surveillances.  This chiefly happened through coincidences.  What message was preached that just so happened to match with things I did away from church in my privacy, had me hooked into believing it was so that they were surveillancing me, as well.  And when I would go home after church, they would heckle me with the very words the pastor had used during his sermon.  They just wanted to make sure I got the message that what was preached had to do with me so much, that it was based on what was learned through these surveillances.  They would even make comments impersonating these pastors.  How could it be any other with such graphic details?  Well, it has to do with the military having the ability to study the people you experience through your very eyes, ears, and memories about how they are.  They do this as a form of sophisticated entertainments, complete with the arts of impersonations.  But, most of all, it has to do with them having the ability to record what the pastor said through my ears, and then playing these preaching moments back to me, wirelessly.  This for effects that he is present.  I did not understand these techniques, until later.  Let me first explain a couple of things to alert you of severe troubles they can cause, before I continue to explain how God has established different levels of salvation, to work His work in man to train and bring him or her, to higher experiences with Him.  

I felt defeated, offended of them, irritated over them, frustrated at it all, and suspicious of the calibre of good Christian character they were supposed to represent.  I was out of church again and that caused 2 evils to rise up in opposition to me.  The first is not identifying myself through my actions of leaving the church as an authentic and official child of the living God.  But, this is not always so.  It has to do with what the Bible says in, Psalms 1:5, assuring that, "Therefore the ungodly shall not stand in the judgment, nor sinners in the congregation of the righteous."  When they who surveillanced me caught that scripture I read, they readily used it against me.  They stood up against me as though they were saints of God who stood in judgement.  This grieved me so.  I wanted to be used of God and be raised up to do His work through the church.  It was desired that I be raised up as a pastor or minister in 3 different Christian organizations.  In one of them, they wanted me to be a missionary.  But, even with all that background and Bible knowledge, these surveillances prevailed against me with the military's deceptive portrayals of church authorities.  Yes, I had to stand up in opposition to them and these surveillances, especially because their effects drew me away from God, which made them my greater enemy, even more so.  There was nothing about them that was good, generally, since they maintained this position against me.

Yet, Jesus assures also in, John 10:11-14, that, "I am the good shepherd: the good shepherd giveth his life for the sheep.  But he that is an hireling, and not the shepherd, whose own the sheep are not, seeth the wolf coming, and leaveth the sheep, and fleeth: and the wolf catcheth them, and scattereth the sheep.  The hireling fleeth, because he is an hireling, and careth not for the sheep.  I am the good shepherd, and know my sheep, and am known of mine."  This is what Jesus called pastors, "hirelings."  They are not the final authority in your life, but He is.  It is best, for sure, to stand in the congregation of the righteous, like is says in, Psalms, 1:5, no matter the problem, if you want to assure your position in the Lord, with God.  Yet, there are moments God understood, when these would fail you.  I saw every pastor as an hireling who ran and made friends with the wolf, in my moment of trial. 

The other evil that rose up in opposition against me was the sin of speaking evil against church dignities.  The Bible speaks against this in, 2 Peter 2:9-12, saying, "The Lord knoweth how to...reserve the unjust unto the day of judgment to be punished...Presumptuous are they, selfwilled, they are not afraid to speak evil of dignities...But these, as natural brute beasts, made to be taken and destroyed, speak evil of the things that they understand not; and shall utterly perish in their own corruption."  This is how they managed to disassemble and break me down, using this passage of scripture.  I was no longer of them and I spoke evil against church dignities, though it was because they did evil surveillancing me and judging me wrongfully, so I thought, due to the impersonations portrayed me of the military of them.  But, sin is sin, and God will judge it all.  They had fun with this, causing me to feel separated from God, because of the offense of these types of sins against His saints.  This was a vicious and fierce challenge to my faith, my assurances of salvation, and about questions I had concerning His presence in my life.  Please wake up.  It is the military and unless you realize it, you will find yourself falling without anything to grab on to that will sustain you.      

How could I justify my sins?  If I should, then God could not bless me, in the long run.  How could I manage overcoming these surveillances?  It was these surveillances that were the cause of relationship breakdowns in my churches.  Without good relationships with the brothers and sisters in the church, God could never bless me.  Especially, when it has to do with the pastor!  The Bible says He will oppose you.  This is why and when it is not a bad idea at all to find a new pastor, when he and you do not get along any more.  This is not a good situation to be in.  You never know what may happen and when?  You need the favor of God, but you have been destroyed in this area of them that surveillance you.  So, I would withdraw from the church when I felt things get out of hand.  I needed a new pastor.  One that would refuse to surveillance me and leave me and my situation in the hands of God, by faith.  This, because, his participations in it would trigger others to do the same.  Then they who surveillanced, I thought, would feel justified that even my own pastor endorsed it by participation in it.  And this could not be found anywhere, so I thought.  But, I did not know during these years of 1997 through 2003, that it was only the military impersonating them.  Then I lived for God by myself, alone.  So realize, what I am explaining to you, does come from years of struggles and God saving me from all these troubles through the knowledge of the Word of God. 

But, that did not work out too good.  The military that surveillanced me caused me to feel attacked of the community.  They would portray themselves as people who were announcing to other listeners amongst the community that they should target me with evil, because I deserved the punishments for ever walking away from God by leaving the church.  I did not know this was a hoax concocted by the military that surveillanced me, until about late 2008 or early 2009, when chiefly by accident, they revealed to me they were just the military all along, due to the sophisticated logics of one devising evils that back-fired.  But others, did allow for this opportunity to set me free from the hands of my enemies.  But, before this, their portrayals caused me to live suspicious, worried, and cautious about all my surroundings.  This drained me. 

I then started smoking cigarettes, which I used as some sort of a sedative.  I was just so frustrated, irritated, worried, suspicious, defeated, and tense about everything these surveillances were and might have the power to accomplish.  Also, since I did not even feel saved, I thought smoking cannot be all that bad, while I existed in these emotional, spiritual, and psychological torments they brought on me through their fierce portrayals of what my fate had for me in the future.  When I reach that opportunity to get saved, again, then it would make a difference not to smoke, I thought.  When you believe the entire community has access to these surveillance capabilities you begin to wonder just what on earth devious, criminal, and cruel individuals might desire to accomplish with that.  The smoking helped me get a grip of my spirits and enabled me to think.  I just did not care that much anymore.  What difference would that sin make, when you have lost it all, anyway?  But, I would repeatedly pray to God that He would hear me and consider the situations I was in, asking Him to show me the end of these surveillances, so I could be at peace and know how to handle it enough to enable me to serve Him.  And that He did.  It took about 12 years for that to happen.  Let me explain this briefly, before I show you some other powerful scriptures I have to share with you.

This is all very important, because it tells of the problem situations one who is surveillanced can find himself or herself in.  When you find yourself worn down and defeated of these surveillances, it winds up junking you around some.  This is also because you grow tired, keeping watch daily and nightly, for so long, trying to keep on top of things that you are faced with.  The military has created a surveillanced environment out of your community that is merely a hoax, but that leaves you believing if you fall asleep, you will drown, because this is a sink or swim situation, if you want to survive.  Then you wind up radically thinking up of theories upon theories about who is involved, why, and what they could possibly achieve against you, somehow.  And coincidences wind up impacting you mighty blows into your living, when they are merely harmless things at that.  These psychological burdens, trickeries, and attacks they trap you in are clearly not healthy to your well being.  These have the power to cause emotional trauma, psychological break downs, and loosing control of the good things in life you enjoy, love, and need.  These are the product of vicious, cruel, criminal, hateful, disgusting, riotous, and evil low life military people who they put in charge of surveillancing you with all these devices they use on you for sport.  They have lost their dignity and even self respect engaging in criminal terrorisms of your life, threatenings, stalkings, tortures, mind control, and harassments for illegal entertainments they revel in.  To them, these wireless devices they were issued of the military government are toys they use to psychoticize themselves with destroying your very life, live for pleasure.  They say faces of death made millions.  This tells us what people exposed to these devices can turn out to become once they start to invent things they can do with them on living individuals.   

But, in the midst of all this, the question still exists inside of you about whether or not you will ever experience salvation.  With psychotic savages surveillancing you, electronically harassing you, and torturing you wirelessly, the question of salvation comes to mind.  It was a struggle I sincerely dedicated myself to achieve obtaining what I loved, which was to live a born again experience, for life, till I die.  But, you realize you are not yet quite ready to live a born again experience, in your case, perhaps.  This might even seem like an extra burden you would have to take on, since it kind of has the feel of having to do with rules, change of conduct, radical changes to your lifestyle, practicing obedience, and doing what you don't want to do.  It seems like a hard thing to do with your life and you for sure, don't want to play games with that, pretending you are going to be a born again believer, when you know you will not change, because you don't want to, just yet.  And besides, why put up an act?  You want to come to God right, not wrong.  It is a waste of time, energies, efforts, and even accomplishments, because it would not be from the heart.  You would be doing something you definitely do not want to do with your life.  You would rather push that away as something you could do later, when you are ready to do it right.  This so that your act of reaching out for a born again experience will be truly blessed of God, because it will be authentic, then.  And, it is good, so you don't tire God with lies to His face.  It will disgust you as well.  But, I want to show you that God will meet you in this entire situation you find yourself in, anyhow, with a different measure of salvation you can appreciate, walk in, and live in to bless your life, while you wait for that right moment to be reach out for a born again experience.  Only remember, it is appointed for man to die one day, and then comes the judgement. 

For God to be with us, is salvation, as well.  Remember, His name is also, "God with us," indiscriminately.  His name is not, "God with others" or "God with some" or even, "God with them."  With this experience of salvation through God being with you that you can live in already, you can begin to master this same level, so that you can achieve maturing out of it into something higher with Jesus, later, when you make those decisions to do so.  That is the end purposes of His workings.  But, for the moment, you can enjoy an experience with God without hesitations, because it exists though you exist in sins; but it is much better for you to go further and get born again, for sure.  In fact, the presence of God with you exists automatically, once you believe on His name.  That is how simple it is.  For, "God with us," will be with you, because you believe on Him and called upon His name.  And when you receive Him by confessing to yourself, especially through prayer, that He is Lord, Messiah, Savior, the Christ, the Son of God, and your salvation, He will save you.  This, by blessing you with His presence, you do not deserve.  Also, by believing that God has raised Him from the dead.  Just as I have shown you the scriptures assure.  These are like the ABC workings of His salvation power, beginning its work already inside of you.  This, though you don't go any further to get born again.  He has already begun to do His work in you, patiently, waiting for the right moment to cause you and to inspire you to give your entire life to Him. 

I do not believe most of you knew that, but I explain it to you to minister to you.  You already have His salvation power at work in your life, since the day you did this, which happened so long ago, for most.  But, they just never understood it and were unable to know what to do about it, either.  Like, believe in it, have faith in it, and ask for more of His presence in your life.  It took some serious years of struggles trying to comprehend the right Biblical solutions about this all to cause me to understand it, as well.  These are simple things you can practice that open the doors of your life to His salvation and His presence.  This means that, you can call upon the name of the Lord daily, through even small prayers you can say, while you walk, watch TV, drive your car, ride the bus, stand, work, think, or rest.  Just small petitions made to Him with short, quick utterances of praise and worship made to Him, scattered throughout your days and nights, at least for starters.  He will be there for you and will be your salvation and God, though you live in sin.  But, He will bring home the issue of repentance, desiring and urging you to change your lifestyle, so you can experience the complete work of His salvation and a much greater, close relationship with Him through a born again experience.  Just remember, you have already experienced or have obtained His salvation, at a much lesser scale or level.  You just probably did not know or understand it was His salvation influence upon your life.  This is why it is always said, your relationship with Him must be by faith.  Which means, you have to take it, walk with it, and live in it, through faith.  Put some action into working out that which God has already given you.  Pick it up, in the name of Jesus.  So, what is the problem with taking what you already have and doing something more constructive, useful, and purposeful with it?  I told you I would tailor my explanations to meet anyone's needs and all.  Let me show you how close God is to you, despite you.  But, remember, He is closer to the born again believers, still.

In, I John 4:15, the Word of God assures us that, "Whosoever shall confess that Jesus is the Son of God, God dwelleth in him, and he in God."  This has already occurred in your life.  You have confessed with your mouth that Jesus is the Son of God, to yourself and to God.  Therefore, God dwelleth in you.  That is because God is also, "God with us," indiscriminately.  You just haven't acknowledged Him the way this scripture implies you should.  It has to do with the Spirit of Christ, who is the Word of God, working His miraculous works through His omni-presence (God is everywhere).  That means whenever the Word of God is invoked, thought, or spoken, He, the Word of God, is present working His salvation power in and through individuals that experience, through their perceptions, the knowledge of His word.  In, Philippians 1:19, it reveals about the Spirit of Jesus Christ, by saying, "...the supply of the Spirit of Jesus Christ."  And, 1 Peter 1:11, states, "Searching what, or what manner of time the Spirit of Christ which was in them...," revealing to us about matters having to do with the Spirit of Jesus Christ.  These two scriptures clarify that it is the Spirit of Jesus Christ, that is actively functioning and working inside of you His miraculous salvation power.  This is Jesus in you, factually having personal relationship with you.  This is because, He also is God, and is part of the omni-presence of God (God is everywhere); as the Word that was God, since the beginning, like it explains in, John 1:1.  This happens, as I explain to you, through that same Spirit working its influence through the Word of God that you think to yourself about, reason out logically, remember, or hear uttered into being.  Now, in, Revelation 19:13, it reveals to us also, that, the name of Jesus is also the Word of God, by saying, "And he was clothed with a vesture dipped in blood: and his name is called The Word of God."  That is the revelation of what is going on spiritually influencing the physical, each and every time you hear, read, think, or speak The Word of God.  This is why there exists, salvation.  And when you call on His name, you are confessing Him that He is the Son of God, implicitly, causing God to dwell in you, and you in God, just like, 1 John 4:15, states.

Now, that you understand that God dwelleth in you, which would include the Lord Jesus Christ, the Word of God in operation in your life working His salvation power and influence in and through you daily, you know that you have the Son.  This being so, tells you have life, like it says in, 1 John 5:12, stating, "He that hath the Son hath life; and he that hath not the Son of God hath not life."  Remember, this has to do also with what, John 1:4, stated that, "In him was life; and the life was the light of men."  That is the Spirit Life or Christ that you exist in, live in, and walk in, simply because you confessed Jesus is the Son of God, to yourself and to God, especially through prayer.  It is much stronger and of higher quality for you to confess the Lord Jesus Christ to others, but as long as you do confess Jesus is the Son of God, God will dwell with you and you in Him.  And in, I John 5:10, it states, "He that believeth on the Son of God hath the witness in himself: he that believeth not God hath made him a liar; because he believeth not the record that God gave of his Son."  You have the witness in you.  You are free to walk in His salvation, which He has given you, to have power to become a child of the living God, but also to have relationship with Him.  This means you are secure in Him.  This is authentic, true, and without apology.  So you don't have to live in doubt anymore, wondering if you can reach God in your times of need and troubles.  He, God with us, is already there.  You just have to know through the scriptures that it is so in order for you to have and exercise your faith in it.  This is though you are not living right.  This is how He begins to pick you up from the floor in your darkness and mold you into having a better relationship with Him through the years.  Then, hopefully, one day, you will make that decision to be born again.  You can ask Him for that and He will give it to you in due time.

Also, realize another promise God makes to man is found in, I John 2:5, saying, "But whoso keepeth his word, in him verily is the love of God perfected: hereby know we that we are in him."  Remember, there are different levels of keeping His word, and God will bless you accordingly.  It is His love that is perfected in us, from day one, because His love towards you is perfected when you keep His word.  That is His expression of love for you within you.  And He seeks to conform you unto His likeness expressing the perfecting of His love towards others.  Living His word is the highest level of keeping them.  Another form of keeping them is memorizing them.  Another form is honoring them as worthy of respect.  Plus, you do keep a Bible around the house, don't you?  To read every now and then.  Hereby we know we are in Him, the Bible says, only the measure is accordingly.  The Bible also goes on to say in, I John 4:6, that. "We are of God: he that knoweth God heareth us; he that is not of God heareth not us, Hereby know we the spirit of truth, and the spirit of error."  When we keep His word it is because we hear them.  It speaks of the Apostles, but can also mean pastors, teachers, missionaries, and even others who testify to you about the Lord Jesus Christ.  You hear the Apostles, at least, if no other.  And that alone qualifies you to be someone who knows God, to some level at least.  And by it we know the spirit of truth is in you.  But, this is just a little, O.K.  You know God, but you do not know Him well enough, the way you should.  It is one thing to know someone you like that you see around church or your neighborhood, but it is another thing to know that person as your spouse.  Then, you will have known that individual, for sure.  But, yet, you have been given the right to have relationship with God, and He will be there with you as your salvation, just for knowing Him this little bit.  So rejoice and be glad, for great are His wonderous works, mercies, and salvations through acquaintanceship, as well. 

As I mentioned before, I am going to tailor my explanations to meet the needs of any and all.  This is why I say to you, and if your heart condemns you, because you are not right with God, He is greater.  This does exist when you find yourself red handed, guilty before God, and you understand you do not qualify for heaven.  There is no doubt about it, you cannot be saved, existing with these offenses you commit without apology.  Not from hell, at least, unless you get that right with God.  Yet, I want to show you, that you have an assurance of salvation from God still, because you still believe on Him, confess He is Christ, the Son of God, and call upon His name.  This is salvation, but at a lower level.  Not at the highest level, which is to be born again, living a life with the assurance that should you die, at any given moment, you will awake in the presence of God in heaven.  Yes, let not your heart condemn you that you cannot still come to God, asking Him to see you through whatever you go through or encounter.  Please consider what it says in, I John 3:20, by saying, "For if our heart condemn us, God is greater than our heart, and knoweth all things."  You can still have relationship with Him.  Just remember, it will never be as good as it is for those who are truly born again, the one's who are truly saved from all their sins, ready to get to heaven any moment they should die.  These things I tell you, so you realize that right in the middle of doing your sins, you choose not to garbage respecting His presence that is still with you.  Why not?  Look at Samson, who lived in sin, and yet the Spirit of the Lord came upon him mightily.  God did not depart from Him, until his hair was cut, but you are not Samson, O.K.  This is just so you don't reproach your Maker, who is everywhere, including there with you and around you, all the time, anyhow. 

He said He would be with you, even though, He knows you exist in your sins.  You just have to come to grips of the whole reality of it and live with it, acknowledging always He is there and is with you wherever you are.  So, do not reproach Him though you are living with instances of committing sin.  This in no way is justification for your sins.  But, you can live thankful of Him for being such a great God, that He is.  Not only does He deserve your praise and worship, because He is God; but also because He exists the way He does, being merciful, gracious, forgiving, and involving Himself with your affairs.  In, I John 4:15, the Word of God states, "Whosoever shall confess that Jesus is the Son of God, God dwelleth in him, and he in God."  This is His promise!  Learn to live acknowledging His presence, being appreciative and thankful for it, for He will see you through your situations.  No matter what goes on, though you may have to experience bad encounters and sufferings, God is still with you.  So, you can stand up and reassure yourself in the salvation your God has given you to live in, because you believe on Him, confess Him with your mouth, at least to yourself and to God, and believe that God has raised Jesus from the dead.  The Bible says that because of that, God dwelleth in you, and you in Him.  For His name, according to, Isaiah 9:6, shall be called, "...Wonderful, Counsellor, The mighty God, The everlasting Father, The Prince of Peace."  No matter how you live, seek never to reproach your God or His presence, so that it may go well with thee.  And this is salvation.  It is a different level of salvation, than born again believers exist in, but it is sure that God is with you.  And, one day, this will enable you to take further steps into making heaven your home.   

There is a spirit about you that is in you, that I want to identify for you, according to the scriptures.  This spirit in you is of God.  This is because the Light, who is Jesus, shines in and within your darkness.  This is salvation, because where He is there is salvation.  He is the Savior.  John 1:5, states, "And the light shineth in darkness..."  That which expresses itself within you the knowledge of God, which is the Truth, and which measures all things by it, is of God.  This is because you keep His word within you by memorizing them, or at least generally recalling them.  This can also happen by keeping them, by picking up your Bible, at least every now and then, to read what His word says.  Remember, what it says in,  I John 2:5, stating, "But whoso keepeth his word, in him verily is the love of God perfected: hereby know we that we are in him."  It is the love of God perfectly working in you, through the Spirit of Christ who is the Spirit of the Bible, for His name is also the Word of God.  Please consider what, I John 4:2, is saying here that, "Hereby know ye the Spirit of God: Every spirit that confesseth that Jesus Christ is come in the flesh is of God."  That spirit inside of you that confesses this is of God.

But, that was the King James Version of the Bible.  Lets see how the Living Bible puts it.  It says, "and the way to find out if their message is from the Holy Spirit is to ask:  Does it really agree that Jesus Christ, God's Son, actually became man with a human body?  If so, then the message is from God."  You believe on Him.  Already.  That He came down from heaven and took the form of a man.  And that all Jesus did was God who was doing it, because He was God who became flesh and dwelt among us.  And so, that spirit in you is identified as being of God, like this above scripture proclaims.  That is the simple faith, which you confess to yourself and to God, making it possible for the Spirit of God to dwell in you.  To believe on Him, includes believing that He was everything He said He was and who He was.  But, you can reach greater levels of faith.  For instance, this also includes believing everything He said is so.  This includes, to a much higher degree, to those who are not novices of the scriptures, to believe everything that even the Old Testament says, how it says it.  Only that we are no longer under the Law, but live for God through faith.

Now, you are struggling in and through your situations, being targeted with evil of them who surveillance you.  You reach out to your God, whom you know is Savior, but your position of existing in unrighteousness prevails against you.  You wonder if He is there at all to bless you with His salvation or deliverance or help.  You then believe the solution is to go through a process of getting born again in order to be able to exist in this blessing you desire of Him.  It is good, but it may take time, when you need something more immediate.  I want to explain to you that He is present hearing you already.  And I want to explain what the scriptures say you must do to receive His salvation or deliverance or help.  This comes in the form of overcoming the world.  I begin by showing you what, 1 John 5:1, states by saying, "Whosoever believeth that Jesus is the Christ is born of God: and every one that loveth him that begat loveth him also that is begotten of him."  This says you are already born of God.  But, this is not the same salvation that is assured to them that become born again, because it is a lesser form of it.  But, this does reassure the born again believer of it.  But, you are born of God, just by believing Jesus is the Christ.  God is not a liar.  You already qualify and you are standing in His salvation.  You are born of God, so you have the right to reach out to Him and for His promises.  It is true, you are lacking if you are not born again, which is different, according to the scriptures, but that doesn't stop God from being God in your life and in your affairs.

We already confirmed that you are born of God, so lets go to the next step.  In,  John 5:4, it states, "For whatsoever is born of God overcometh the world: and this is the victory that overcometh the world, even our faith."  We are born of God, already, because we believe Jesus is the Christ.  So, since we are, it is us that will overcome the world unto victory.  And this is our victory, even our faith.  That means you are incredibly stupid if you don't use it already.  Begin to exercise your faith.  Have faith that God will accomplish what the scriptures say for you, your situation, your fate, and your tomorrows.  Through it all,  He intends to cause you to graduate from this level of salvation, faith, lifestyle, and works to higher ground.  Yet, you will overcome this world, because He promised you, you would.  Just never trust believing it will happen exactly the way you want it.  God is not an errand boy of yours.  You are not an Old Testament prophet, and even they suffered.  You are a sinner, so don't be choosey, because you are the beggar in this situation.  And John goes on to reinforce what he is saying and meaning with the next scripture, being, I John 5:5, which states, "Who is he that overcometh the world, but he that believeth that Jesus is the Son of God?"  You are a champion.  You can do it.  You have God with you already who will enable you through the struggles of life.  You will overcome and you still have Him.  What you got to do next is also desire to remain in Him after death, in heaven.  Then, you will over come it all: the world, your sins, and even death.

Now that you know who you are in Christ and also where you are in Him; you should come to realize that as someone who is legitimately born of God, like the scriptures that cannot lie assures, you have the right to exercise the power He has given you, without shame or apology.  Jesus said, in, Luke 10:19, "Behold, I give unto you power to tread on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy; and nothing shall by any means hurt you."  That means you can exercise power over the enemy.  You should call upon the name of the Lord, and you will be saved from your enemies or anything else, as well.  Just remember, there are also no guarantees at times, that His manner of salvation is not for you to just go through, without the destructive powers of the enemy having devistating or total affects on your life.  You have enemies who wrong you, realize God is on your side, and not on the side of injustices against you.  Get up and take authority over the works of the enemy.  Have faith in God that He will see you through all your struggles, situations, and troubles.  The Word of God states in, James 4:7, "Submit yourselves therefore to God.  Resist the devil, and he will flee from you."  Resist him, especially when he is trying to convert you into doubting God and His watch over you and your affairs.   

Recall, that the Zondervan Pictorial Bible Dictionary defines the word "salvation" as follows: "...(1) the whole process by which man is delivered from all that interferes with the enjoyment of God's highest blessings, (2) the actual enjoyment of those blessings."  Part of the blessings of God is that you are able to overcome this world, with all its troubles it brings.  One of the things you should do is start binding whatever actions rise up against you.  Just state, "I bind it in the name of Jesus."  Bind the mind control effects, the wireless tortures, the electronic harassments, and the illusions the military creates for you that you are being surveillanced of the police and the community, in the name of Jesus.  Just remember, you are also invoking His name, which means, you are also calling upon His name, so that He will intervene in your affairs, because of your faith in His power.  This is also a form of calling upon Him for salvation.  Some things may not come immediately, some may take years, and others may come in the form of spiritual prevailings.  But, with that action of faith that you took, you have invoked the power of God upon it, that it not prosper. 

This manner of taking authority over things in the name of Jesus comes from the scriptures, like in, Matthew 16:15-19, where it states that, "He saith unto them, But whom say ye that I am?  And Simon Peter answered and said, Thou art the Christ, the Son of the living God.  And Jesus answered and said unto him, Blessed art thou...for flesh and blood hath not revealed it unto thee, but my Father which is in heaven.  And I say unto thee...I will build my church; and the gates of hell shall not prevail against it.  And I will give unto thee the keys of the kingdom of heaven: and whatsoever thou shalt bind on earth shall be bound in heaven: and whatsoever thou shalt loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven."  Since, Peter, had received the revelation of who Christ was of the Father, he was blessed by Jesus.  He said, "I will build my church; and the gates of hell shall not prevail against it."  He will always establish His place of worship, where His presence exists before man, which you should honor.  Just at least, pray short prayers to Him of praise, worship, and petitions unto Him, every now and then, to start, at least.  You can do this while you walk, play, ride the bus, drive or ride a car, rest in bed, sit to rest, or think.  Then Jesus assured him that, "whatsoever thou shalt bind on earth shall be bound in heaven: and whatsoever you loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven.."  So take action, for God has given you the power and the keys of the kingdom of heaven.  All you have to do is be born of God, which you are, because you do believe Jesus is the Christ, like is says in, 1 John 5:1.  So take action against a thing, bind it in the name of Jesus by faith, and just believe it is bound in heaven, and so is shall be, that it not prosper in or on your life.    

Remember, the above definition of the term, "salvation."  It is the whole process by which man is delivered from all that interferes with the enjoyment of God's highest blessings.  This has to do with being delivered from the power of things you are put through or go through that have the capability to frustrate your peace, comfort, and tranquility in Jesus Christ.  Another thing, which also assists you in the obtainment of them, but also is part of His highest blessings you are to enjoy, is using the weapons of war God has given us.  This is part of His salvation, that we have these weapons of the Spirit to overcome in this world with victory.  Lets take it from, 2 Corinthians 10:4-5, which states, "(For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty through God to the pulling down of strong holds;) Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ."  You are not born again, perhaps, but you are still at least born of God, which makes you a qualifier to use these to take authority over matters, in the name of Jesus Christ.  You need to claim the promises of the scripture and also with authority establish them and the things of God; with the dominion God gave you also over the earth, when He created you.  Plead the blood of Jesus, then do the physical, by taking action by faith to establish yourself, a thing, or a matter in the name of Jesus Christ as well.     

Another thing I need to go over with you is that God has given you the power and authority to cast out devils.  You need to do this.  I mean put it to practice by casting them out of your life, your surroundings, your house, your work place, your neighborhood, your endeavours or efforts to accomplish a matter or thing.  Bind him and cast him down in the name of Jesus; and out of that situation, while you are at it, as well.  This promise is found in, Mark 16:16-18, stating, "He that believeth and is baptized shall be saved; but he that believeth not shall be damned.  And these signs shall follow them that believe; In my name shall they cast out devils..They shall take up serpents; and if they drink any deadly thing, it shall not hurt them..."  You may not be baptized, but you do still believe, right?  Jesus said, that in His name, you shall cast out devils.  This because you simply believe.  Jesus did not say, and these signs shall follow them that are baptized or are born again, but simply to those that believe.  Do you know why?  It is because He wants you to start taking the initiative for yourself and start kicking the devil out of your life, in His name.  This also tells Him, just how much of Him you prefer, instead of the devil.  When you call upon the Lord, you shall be saved from the devil, especially, when you cast him out in His name.  I am not saying you qualify to do the work of a minister, casting out devils inside people who look for help at a church, but that you have that power of God in you for yourself, so use it for your own good.  You cannot allow the devil who hates you and wants to destroy you to hang out there around you.  He is your enemy!

This is tailored to meet your needs and anyone elses.  I just want you to prosper in the Lord and achieve living a good life with confidence.  Does God trash you to bits and away from Him?  No.  That judgement has not come yet, because you are still alive.  And there is still space for you to get it right.  Does He reject your presence in the kingdom of God.  No.  But, you might not inherit it, when you die.  You may be disqualified from heaven, because of your sins.  Do you trash yourself, then?  No!  These are goals and projects you have just got to suspend and set up for yourself to do sometime, to overcome and cut out the bad from your life somehow, with time.  If you remove yourself from God, then you will worsen, and how will you then be capable of accomplishing a thing, then?  You need God to help you with those projects of yours you need to begin working on.  And if you are not even there, well then you got to get to work and jump into His salvations and go from level to level.  Take care of the ones you know you can take out first, then challenge yourself with the others, till you got them all, in time.  You still have time.  You got the breath of life, so seek to accomplish it.  God will walk you there too.  Why would God not be pleased and grant you the joy of His salvation, when He sees you doing that, because you want Him in your life?   God is not evil.  He is the God of patience, too.  Ask Him to wait on you.  Why would God not desire to just take you home one day, for it?  Jesus said, in, Luke 18:41-42, "...What wilt thou that I shall do unto thee?  And he said, Lord, that I may receive my sight.  And Jesus said unto him, Receive thy sight: thy faith hath saved thee."  That is all that man needed.  Faith.  And it saved him. 

Knowing about the different levels of salvation will help you establish habits that are profitable towards a better relationship with God.  These are stepping stones that will lead you to that end of salvation always, which Jesus desires of us, by taking us to endure in Him unto the end.  You got to deal with it and work out your own salvation.  But, I am going to put this another way, to meet the needs of all and any.  This picture was the only one I could think of that would show, up to what level you should trust in God for salvation.  This in no way justifies sin.  Your sins do separate you from a close relationship with God.  It is one thing to know a person you like around church or your neighborhood by talking to that individual whenever you see him or her.  You might even go together to the store or you might just help that individual with some thing.  But, it is quite another thing to know that person as your husband or your wife.  There is a bond of ownership that exists now that marriage life has commenced.  The Bible says in, 1 Corinthians 7:4, that, "The wife hath not power of her own body, but the husband: and likewise also the husband hath not power of his own body, but the wife."  God wants to marry you, and if you don't, then He will deny knowing you in that day of judgement, because you are not His wife.  Let me explain this to you, before I go into the other picture I said I would give you to show how much He is there for you, though you live in sin and do not for the moment, choose to change.  It might be a goal you intend to accomplish sometime later.  This is much better than not intending ever to leave or stop your practices of sin, at all.  Even if you don't, God will be with you still, for He is the God of patience.  You can still call upon His name and He will be there to save you in other ways, but you will be in jeopardy of hell fire, still, until you repent.       

Luke 13:25-28, states, "When once the master of the house is risen up, and hath shut to the door, and ye begin to stand without, and to knock at the door, saying, Lord, Lord, open unto us; and he shall answer and say unto you, I know you not whence ye are: Then shall ye begin to say, We have eaten and drunk in thy presence, and thou hast taught in our streets.  But he shall say, I tell you, I know you not whence ye are; depart from me, all ye workers of iniquity.  There shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth, when ye shall see Abraham, and Isaac, and Jacob, and all the prophets, in the kingdom of God, and you yourselves thrust out."  It says that they had acquaintanceship with Christ who even ate and drank with them.  He even taught in their streets.  Be not deceived, God is not mocked.  Yes, He will have relationship with you, but you are not known of Him, until you wed Him in Spirit and in truth.  You will recall all the experiences of Jesus you had teaching you by the Holy Spirit, while you were in the streets.  You will remember Him doing a mighty work in your life and even teaching you by His Spirit of Truth, the things of God that you read about, while you wondered what they meant?  Jesus said, they said, "Lord, Lord, open unto us."  Meaning, they were familiar with Him and knew who he was.  They knew He was the Christ, the Son of God, the Messiah, and the One who died for their sins, but they will be thrust out, because they never became His.  This is because, they chose not to be known of Him, like a wife allows her husband to know her.  And so, they refused, choosing to wed the devil and the world, instead, through or even because of, such sins like, unforgiveness.  These were the ones' who cheated on God, while He was courting them.  He wants to marry a virgin, not a harlot.

Now for my story I developed, just for you.  I put it together out of sermons, teachings, testimonies, and stuff I read throughout my life.  First, God is like a good father, not a bad one.  Then, you as his son, pick up the habit of drinking alcohol.  You are young and underage.  Your good father, becomes aware of it.  He does hate it, but he sees you with that bottle of beer, ever now and then.  But, he still loves you.  He welcomes you still to live with him at home.  You are a fool, if you run away, just because you started drinking and he hates it.  Besides, with God, where will you go that He will no longer be?  He will be there, like He is where you are right now.  If you run away, you will wind up homeless in the streets, where you could wind up killed, stabbed, shot, exploited, beat up, or even raped.  You know you are not going to stop drinking, just yet.  But, you do know he is right, that you should stop the drinking.  Choose wisdom and stay home.  That good father God is like will still feed you, give you a place to sleep, buy you clothes, be a friend you can go to with real problems, will be on your side against others, and pick you up at night so you don't have to walk home.  And sometimes, he will even help you pay your traffick tickets, so they don't put you in jail.  And, if they put you there, he might pay to get you out.  In fact, he may even buy you a car, so why young youth, should you destroy yourself by leaving his house?  This good father gave birth to you with his wife he loves, so he will love you, accept you, and provide for you your needs.  He wants you to snap out of it, dear child, so you don't live your entire life as a drunkard, because it will damage your life.  Then, one day, you will open your eyes and realize your father was right and you leave the drinking behind, for good.  Then it is, that your relationship with your father will improve!  Things are better now.  Seek to desire entering the kingdom of God, not just here on earth, but also in heaven where He dwells. 

Now, instead of drinking, because this was the only way I could put it in a story to prove a point, try unforgiveness, worldliness, speaking evil of church people, desiring your neighbor's spouse, not honoring your parents sometime or another, or not loving the brothers and sisters in Christ.  There are worse sins than that, you could be guilty of.  But, so what.  I want to reach out to every one of you.  You love your father and he loves you.  So why would you leave him?  Things can disqualify you from heaven, but God can forgive you, easy too.  But, if you live like that to your grave, you won't make heaven your home.  Even if you are not ready for church, you can still remain in Him by reading the Bible, every now and then, to start.  You are not pretending to be someone you are not, just desiring to know more of Him.  Buy yourself some Christian music to start listening to and phase out the other music from your life that does not glorify the Lord.  Yes, surround yourself with His praises and welcome that atmosphere of worship into your life, for He will bless you.  There are all sorts of styles of Christian music you can choose from, so get the kind you like.  Get yourself the Bible on DVD.  You can find them on the internet.  I bought one for just about $20.00.  It is much easier getting to know God through the Bible like this.  Even though you live in sins that disqualify you from heaven, go out and do this.  It is a beginning and it shows you are appreciative of Him and what He is about.  And, when the time comes, you can mature out of this beginning level of salvation you exist in.       

But, work these things out in your life.  It may take lots of time.  These are all examples.  Whatever it is that makes you understand you don't qualify to inherit heaven as your home, God can work with you about them, even in stages.  No matter how long it takes.  When you called upon the name of the Lord, you invited Him over to your house.  When you accepted Him as your Lord and Savior, you invited Him to move in with you.  That is what it means with the scripture that states, "Whosoever shall confess that Jesus is the Son of God, God dwelleth in him, and he in God," in 1 John 4:15.  That is because, since that day, you became His.  You are still not married yet, but you have become His acquaintance in spirit.  Therefore, you are His, so to speak.  You even asked Him to move in with you and He did.  That is what it means that God dwelleth in you, because you confessed that Jesus is the Son of God. 

Then, the Word of God says, in, 1 John 5:1, "Whosoever believeth that Jesus is the Christ is born of God; and every one that loveth him that begat loveth him also that is begotten of him."  You were born of God, which identified you with Him.  But, even though you are born of God, you can still get married with the world, your sins, or the devil, instead of with Him.  That is your power of choice you still possess in you, till you die.  But, that eternal marriage with heaven or hell has not happened yet, and it can't, until you die or are raptured or resurrected of the Lord Jesus Christ.  So the total ownership of your life is still not complete, but it's a start.  But, now that you have invited Him over, don't reproach Him.  He understands it’s your house and He has given you the power to do what you will.  He is just going to be with you till you die, like you always wished He would, even if you sin and do not repent.  Don't allow your sins to cause you to get an attitude against God, treating Him with contempt, anger, and reproaches.  You invited Him.  This may happen when you know you want to sin, and you feel it is rude for you to sin in His presence.  You might desire Him to leave, but that is a mistake, because you will be rude to Him and how will you feel good about speaking to Him again.  Whether you like it or not, you will always sin in His presence when you sin, but why should that sin cause you to despise His company.  Wise up, He is there and He is an understanding God.  But, truly, He hates your sins.  But, like the good father that loves his son, though he started drinking, God will always love you and welcome your invitations to be there with you, when you ask Him to by calling upon His name.  Just live accepting the fact that He is always there and make it a habit to speak to Him, at least every now and then.  Talk to Him about all your problems as though He were your best friend you were telling all your problems to, looking for comfort. 

In time, if you are not ready just yet, you can begin to work on developing habits, that please the Lord.  But, at least, start to pray to Him, short prayers, every now and then to worship Him, praise Him, thank Him, and to bring your petitions to Him.  They can be as short as just a quick minute, while you are walking in the streets, resting in your home, watching TV, or even riding the bus.  What hurt is that to you?  What discomfort?  Then, before you know it, this will become a habit to you, and you will begin to do that automatically and increase your confidence in the Lord.  Setting special times for the Lord are good, but short prayers vocalized to Him throughout the days really breaks the ice.  One thing about setting aside special times for the Lord that may not be good, is that they may have the feel of church activity, which may become something you wind up looking at negatively at the end.  Especially, if you are a beginner.  The feel that you are not ready for that may invade you and cause you to deny yourself that time, because you have seen you are not going to change.  Plus, at times, it may look like or even become a chore, which may cause you to feel lazy about doing that after all, when the time comes.  Just break through the day with short prayers unto the Lord that take about a minute each.  Practice doing this, every now and then.  All you have to do is speak out at the moment just a few words like the following:  "Lord I praise you.  I worship you.  I want to thank you for this day you have given me.  Please, forgive me of my sins.  Be with me, O Lord.  Walk with me.  I accept you into my life and heart.  I know I live in sin, but I still need you.  I  acknowledge you, O God.  Help me to change.  I see and know it will take time.  I know I am a sinner.  Please cause me to live for you, naturally.  Thank you Lord, for being with me, every day and keeping me in your hands."  These are just examples you can use.  Say what you need to.          

If you don't strive (start working at it), then you never will.  I met people who live with zeal for the things of God from, Victory Outreach.  A ministry that reaches out specifically to drug addicts, gang members, prisoners, ex-convicts, criminals, drunkards, and harlots.  I heard testimonies how some started their Christianity going to church.  That is where their help was to all their problems.  They started reading the Bible.  They started listening to Christian music.  They wanted to make these things a habit, so they continued in them.  Well, I found out that some were still doing drugs while they were doing this, because it is hard to break some habits.  They wanted to break out of it and serve the Lord.  But, it took time to leave the drugs and also to stop hanging around their old friends.  Also, addictions can be fierce, like with heroine.  Their body demands it and trembles with sickness when they don't have it.  That is a bad and fierce bondage of sin.  But, they got it (the addiction) and God wanted them to struggle that out of their lives.  For some it even took up to a year or more. 

They were ready to serve the Lord, but they had big problems.  They saw those huge structures of sin in their lives and they determined to break them all down and build a building for the Lord in their stead.  For them, spontaneous conversion was something they just could not come to comprehend or see themselves live, from one day to the other.  So they did it in stages.  To them, that was something they saw as achievable.  They had to stop the drugs, stop hanging out with the friends they loved, stop reaching out for the beer, liquor, and cigarettes as a calming sedative for the irritations, frustrations, and yearnings to do something, when there was nothing to do.  They had to teach themselves with the help of the Lord how to live without reaching out for those things, whenever they felt frustrated, irritated, grieved, and like calming their bosom with those things as relaxants.  You can do something like this all.  At least, begin praying short prayers daily.  Work on reading the Bible.  Get yourself some good Christian music you can enjoy.  Buy the Bible on DVD, it will entertain you with good, while you relax. 

Work these things out in your life, at least, first, so you can enjoy His company and the salvation He has given you that you live in right now.  Plus, that knowledge and those habits will help you through all you will go through, just ahead of you.  Then, one day God will begin, through your involvement with these things, to build your lifestyle in a different way.  It will be something you will want to do.  It will become a habit "to want to."  Then, you will find yourself doing that.  You will, because of the influence, begin to desire that lifestyle.  You might begin, just like those brothers and sisters from, Victory Outreach, did, by stopping your vilest sins first; but then work on the others, some time later.  That's, O.K.  You have made some steps and now you are at a higher level of salvation.  You will be saved from that which you did, but no longer do.  And that too, is salvation.  And, one day, you will get born again.  I mean to meet the needs of all and any with these examples.  I only hope to bless you in the Lord.           

God is the God of patience, so have faith and walk with assurance, trusting in God.  You may not want to get born again for a while, but you can have access to Him and the enjoyment of the things of God, still.  It is not wrong or evil, because you are not standing up pretending to be a minister, so don't feel like you are a hypocrite for doing those things on your own and in your own privacy.  Remember, it says in, Romans 15:5, "Now the God of patience and consolation grant you to be likeminded one toward another according to Christ Jesus."  It says, that God is the God of patience.  He will wait all the way till you die, but remember, once you die, then comes the judgement.  With no life, you have no more opportunity to do something with the time you have wasted.  But, you are not dead and while there is still breath there is still time.  Ask God to be merciful and patient with you, while you pray your short prayers to Him.  You may not be ready to get born again, but you can at least begin functioning and practicing your faith.  You will not be a hypocrite at all, because you are not a minister practicing your sins, while you involve yourself in these things of God for helps, enjoyment, or for health, by yourself in your own privacy.  You are not pretending to be that minister, which would classify you as a hypocrite.  Just because you are not born again, doesn't mean you can't practice Christianity.  God wants you to anyhow.               

The critical reasons I am going through these rigorous explanations to instruct you is so you are able to stand and remain strong.  The military who surveillances me targets me wickedly with wild accusations, reproaches of the quality of my service to the Lord, and fierce questions of doubt.  What enables me to overcome is my strong background in the things of God.  Since a teenager, I was applauded for my intense research into the profound meanings of things through the Word of God.  I am able to answer their devil questions and accusations with the Word of God.  They spit out at me, with defeat saying, they wished I were a novice, so they could convince me to loose faith in God, for sport.  I have too many years of history in the things of God, so they cannot defeat me, now, like they used to.  Yet, it makes me fear for those who are mere novices and of even supposed experts, who have not yet obtained masteries with the scriptures.  Should they suffer these consistent daily attacks on their faith and understandings, they might crumble at a matter.  They twist the nature of the scriptures and portray bad fate to be the very hand of God working against the victim in order to achieve masteries and feelings of justifications against him or her.  This can lead to disasterous psychological, emotional, and spiritual troubles of helplessness, defeat, and sorrow.  They seem psychotically sensationalized to affix themselves in managing to triumph over me for purposes of self-entertainments and sport.  It is what I call, the psychological affects these surveillance devices have on them that use them, for long periods of time.  For this reason, I am putting forth a rigorous set of explanations of the scriptures, that will strengthen your view of things, as they truly exist through the Word of God.  Through these it is my desire to minister to each and every one, any and all.     

But, there are also other stages of salvation.  He saves you from you troubles, though you are not born again, when you call upon His name.  There is physical salvation, mental salvation, emotional salvation, too.  Then there is spiritual salvation, which is His ultimate goal for you life and with it, too.  Once you are born of God, because you believe that Jesus is the Christ, according to, 1 John 5:1, you become a servant, categorizing everything you do for Him to become a rendering of service unto the Lord.  That is even if you don't live a born again lifestyle.  He does not reproach your good works you do for Him to honor Him.  This is important to note, should they who surveillance you find you in your sins, reproaching every good work you do unto the Lord, for whatever purpose.  They can make you let go of faith you were enacting through your good work you do for the Lord, by engaging in smear campaigns against you, verbally opposing you, your intentions, and your actions, for sport.  They can by slambing rememberances of your sins to your face, startle you and confound you into reacting against yourself to refrain from such actions and approaches.  They will glory in their abilities to make you feel ashamed for coming to the Lord with that act of faith, which you enacted to begin doing something for the Lord and to inspire you to please God.  They know you are looking for favor of the Lord, but they want to keep you defeated, so they can revel in their evil against you, with entertaining enthusiasms.  They can be truly evil, cultivating your temperances that empower your susceptibility to the impact of their treacheries.  Recall, they are just around suveillancing you for long periods of time, which plunges them into states of fierce irritations, frustrations, and boredoms.  This is no justification, but description of the psychological affects these devices they handle have on them.  We, just got to deal with it and live with it, until the government does something about it.

They threw continually, monkey wrench after monkey wrench, at me from day to day, for years.  And it is still going on.  They question every instance of my service to God, to cause me and the others to feel as though I am disqualified, somehow; because the quality of my service to God is not what it could be, every moment of my life.  They got ideas, wondering, if that gives them the open door to feel good now, and justified, doing something treacherous, just to break out for sport against me, and release some tensions they feel inside towards me, about anything.  They were just, checking.  But, what came to my aid, was the idea and concept of military service.  When someone joins the military, though they are off base on their free time, not doing something active for their country or the military, they are still in the state of service.  They belong to the military who has the right to call them in to do whatsoever is demanded, any moment of their day.  Now, I could answer them.  They laughed, thinking I was cunning, and I remembered what Jesus said, that we are to be wise as serpents. 

Since they are military, it worked a wonderous work in their psyche.  Yes, I am God's servant and I am serving Him every day, even though I am not presently doing something active for Him each and every moment.  Just like a military person is considered as serving his country, 24 hours a day, when they enlist for active duty.  So, I can still answer and say, "I am serving the Lord," even though I am doing something that does not actively and directly glorify Him, like rest and think about what I could do or read a book that has nothing to do with Christianity.  This is simply because I am His servant, since I am born of God, just for believing Jesus is the Christ, according to, 1 John 5:11, for example.  It works better when you deal with strong basics they cannot gainsay.  And God still dwelleth in me, according to, 1 John 4:15, which states He does, simply because I do confess that Jesus is the Son of God.  This, though I am not warring against the sins of my past, or even present ones, which come in the form of thoughts; which could be better, and not sinful.  Just trust in Jesus that your sins are forgiven you.  But, also, ask Him to forgive you of your sins or bind those thoughts in the name of Jesus.     

They were challenging me with these style of inquiries to frustrate me into believing I have to exist with constant enthusiasms, practicing my religion without fail when there was nothing to practice it on, like maintaining a state of constant glorification towards God, and not spending time with myself to interest myself with what encounters I could involve myself with.  This irritates, frustrates, wearies, and disillusions one to desire no more, when you try to live that way.  But, remember, God wants you to spend time just getting away, resting, and doing something else for pleasure, comfort, and relief too.  God knows that if you read the Bible, pray without doing something else, and seek to do something for Him each and every moment of your days, without end, you will overdose, tire, and throw it all away to get a moment's rest.  And He knows that will cause you to never seek doing those things ever again.  Besides, that is not His will.  This is how He created you, to also enjoy life.  Please consider my words, and be wise.  I am seeking to minister to every need and confused thought that may exist within any or all victims of electronic harassments. 

Ecclesiastes 3:1-9, says, "To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven: A time to be born...a time to plant, and a time to pluck up...a time to break down, and a time to build up; A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance; A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing, A time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away;...a time to keep silence, and a time to speak; A time of love...and a time of peace..."  Get out there and do something entertaining or to break out of your daily routines.  It is of the Lord.  This, even though you live in sins and practice them.  Its O.K. with God if you just get away, seek rest to get your mind thinking clearly and better, forgetting that you have not overcome your sins, yet.  In this, you will strategize and seek to find ways you can defeat your sins, later, which will prove to be more effective against them, in the end.  Just let things go, so you don't frustrate yourself away from choosing to remain living with confidence and peaceability towards God and self.  There will come another day.  Ask the Lord to grant you those days with confidence in Him.  Realize, you are serving the Lord, just not like angels do.  This I say to you to enable you to wake up and smell the coffee.  You are still walking in the salvation your God has given unto you, each and every day.                   

Another misconception I want to deal with, is the idea and belief that God puts or wants you to put a load of bricks on your back and shoulders you need to carry from this day forth.  This I tell you for good, especially because the military who surveillances you might heckle you every moment of the day for sport and enjoyment, like they did me; because they believe they got nothing more pleasurable to do with their time.  That's what it is, folks.  Through and true.  Just remember, Jesus, said in, Matthew 11:28-30, "Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.  Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto you souls.  For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light."  He assures you that, His burden is light.  He knows that especially for most of us, it is impossible to transform ourselves into live and permanent angels, with immediacy.  You will never succeed.  Therefore, He did not make these requirements, though you are accountable to live sinless before Him, because He knows and understands the correct methods of saving you in stages.  You can call upon Him for forgiveness, and He will save you from your sins and have fellowship with you, even so.  He is determined to save you from your sins, so don't loose heart. 

Paul said in, I Corinthians 3:2, "I have fed you with milk, and not with meat; for hitherto ye were not able to bear it, neither yet are ye able."  What he spoke came from God, Himself.  Therefore, do not frustrate yourself with major challenges and accomplishments in the Lord, seeing you are unable to achieve them.  You will loose heart with major undertakings you are unable to bear.  But, if it is your wish, go ahead and try them out, just don't allow the outcome of it to defeat your faith with disillusionments.  I see it can be like the brothers of, Victory Outreach, who could not still break their drug addictions.  They received the Lord Jesus Christ and also determined to be born again.  They went through a time of birth pains.  They became youths in the Lord and kicking them out of the things of God, would not have helped at all, but would shatter their faith and desires to continue seeking God.  There are things that just take time.  God wants to rehabilitate you to the state you were once in, when you were a child, an automatic citizen of the kingdom of God, like He said in, Mark 10:14, that, "...Suffer the little children to come unto me, and forbid them not; for of such is the kingdom of God."

Stop living doing things with irritations, grievousness, over loading yourself to complete a thing for the Lord, wherewith anger and troubles of the flesh and spirit are birthed.  Don't fight to force yourself to live for Him with tensions, stressing yourself with irritations and frustrations.  Throw the ton of bricks away and start dominating your goings, instead, by establishing your victories over what you can accomplish with certainty first.  Once that couple of bricks are surely established in the Lord, begin carrying other ones, till you finish building your life in the Lord.  Consider, you will come to complete building your born again lifestyle in the Lord; but then you will have to begin building again your lifestyle of enduring unto the end, like Jesus said you should, so that you will inherit eternal life with Him in heaven.  This is when you will be married with Him, for sure.  If you want to complete it all by automatically transforming yourself into an angelic saint without fail in the Lord, you will fail, because you have not the training nor the strength that enables you to exist that way, yet.  You need to first exercise yourself to complete the other things, before you can have the strength to enable you to take on the other harder and much needed things, to accomplish living a life worthy of eternal salvation.  It must become a habit, and this can only exist with you exercising yourself to practice the things of the Lord in stages and in separate ways to enable your mastery over these distinct matters.  For instance, practice trainings in the Lord to defeat sins separately.  Then, practice trainings of doing service to Him, separately.  These sessions may take a day or more, each, to achieve masteries.  There are others too, like fastings, doing good deeds, and etc.  And when you cannot lift any more or you just don't feel like it anymore, stop, and ask the Lord to bless your efforts and achievements, then begin again, some other time.             

TIPS ON LIVING A SURVEILLANCED CHRISTIANITY – PART 1I

BY: ELISEO PEREZ

El Paso, Texas

The United States

elixeo1@usa.com