Canabis sharing happened at the place I live

I sometimes invited to the dinner where I live. As the dish is shared by the large bowls, I often joined and sometimes I cooked for them.

Last few weeks, I had a forced feeling over 19yr old guy by V2K. It was like sending sublimal messages of "what if.." things when I was half awake like in the early morning and trying to make me think positive about him. Some of them were a bit sexual. I had no interest in such a young guy but because of the conversations, I was alerted about him. It's like in the junior high, people make the gossip of someone about who he likes and such. You know, it makes hard to think normal and objective about the person. And somehow, he knew that was happening.

Well, I don't know about him. He seemed to be a student but only go out from late morning till 2pm or 3pm. But suddenly he stopped going out and was only waking up around 2.30pm these days. He seemed to be out for awhile and went back around 2am or something sometimes. Although he was in his room from before midnight, he seemed to be sleeping till 2.30am. It's just strange how he does not wake up in morning. But somehow he was quite nice to me like inviting to the meal and such. We don't know each other at all. He seemed to be a student but he looks like no class these days but an exam coming up soon. However, he invite people often and making music noise in his room from afternoon till near midnight sometimes. It sounds like not the way students prepare for the exam or study.

Today, he was talking with his mother and then he brought a dried weed in a clenex pack. He made a big joint and smoked first and then he shared it to others. I heard V2K perps were talking he won't get the diploma. But he said that he has the diploma last year for the high school. I don't really know what kind of exam he would take, and I imagine the reason why these young people showing up to his room.

I should not share this information to others, but just in case someone suspect me for the joint, I would like to keep the information available. It's entire conversation from when I was invited to the dinner and the last part comes with how he brought the canabis in to the kitchen and I left to bathroom to stop the recording.Then one down and slept in anohter room and he went back to his room quiet. He got too many wine today and got enough cigarette and the canabis. I don't know what would happen next. Hopefully, his room is really quiet, so he is sleeping now. He looks like a typical loser to me like playing around whole day and I don't see him studying or speaking something intelligent.

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Last few days was the mess. It was quite funny to see the 19 years boy having some problem like shouting. I have no idea what happened. Before that, I was invited to the dinner with the people and he sat next to me. After seeing the canabis intake, I tried to stay away. Then guess what happened? I left early to the church clemony by eating alone and he and another man came but he did not say a word but looking at the pot I cooked noodle and the trash can. He seemed to be checking what I cook and complaining about eating alone sometimes speaking of the contents of what he found in the trash can. The day I came back after midnight with the church candle, he was with many friends in his room. He often have friends in his room though. Then next night, he was with some more people. And today I saw a girl's shoes at the entrance - it seemed to be of his girl friends but she usually comes with another couple. That happened after he was listening a song like "it's over..." and something as if for the anchoring of broken up. It seems the perps tried to make up the false love relationship - well with 34 and 19 is quite strange right? And in the train, I saw a woman with a book, "Say Good-bye" and sometimes heard the radio with the song about "good-bye." From this experience, I learned how artificial fallen love experience is created for the need of the perps. And I learned the attitudes different from the normal relationship in love, as perps try to pretend to make up the situation like that.

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MiyokoGoto April 11, 2012 at 8:02pm

Last few days was the mess. It was quite funny to see the 19 years boy having some problem like shouting. I have no idea what happened. Before that, I was invited to the dinner with the people and he sat next to me. After seeing the canabis intake, I tried to stay away. Then guess what happened? I left early to the church clemony by eating alone and he and another man came but he did not say a word but looking at the pot I cooked noodle and the trash can. He seemed to be checking what I cook and complaining about eating alone sometimes speaking of the contents of what he found in the trash can. The day I came back after midnight with the church candle, he was with many friends in his room. He often have friends in his room though. Then next night, he was with some more people. And today I saw a girl's shoes at the entrance - it seemed to be of his girl friends but she usually comes with another couple. That happened after he was listening a song like "it's over..." and something as if for the anchoring of broken up. It seems the perps tried to make up the false love relationship - well with 34 and 19 is quite strange right? And in the train, I saw a woman with a book, "Say Good-bye" and sometimes heard the radio with the song about "good-bye." From this experience, I learned how artificial fallen love experience is created for the need of the perps. And I learned the attitudes different from the normal relationship in love, as perps try to pretend to make up the situation like that.

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