I sometimes invited to the dinner where I live. As the dish is shared by the large bowls, I often joined and sometimes I cooked for them.
Last few weeks, I had a forced feeling over 19yr old guy by V2K. It was like sending sublimal messages of "what if.." things when I was half awake like in the early morning and trying to make me think positive about him. Some of them were a bit sexual. I had no interest in such a young guy but because of the conversations, I was alerted about him. It's like in the junior high, people make the gossip of someone about who he likes and such. You know, it makes hard to think normal and objective about the person. And somehow, he knew that was happening.
Well, I don't know about him. He seemed to be a student but only go out from late morning till 2pm or 3pm. But suddenly he stopped going out and was only waking up around 2.30pm these days. He seemed to be out for awhile and went back around 2am or something sometimes. Although he was in his room from before midnight, he seemed to be sleeping till 2.30am. It's just strange how he does not wake up in morning. But somehow he was quite nice to me like inviting to the meal and such. We don't know each other at all. He seemed to be a student but he looks like no class these days but an exam coming up soon. However, he invite people often and making music noise in his room from afternoon till near midnight sometimes. It sounds like not the way students prepare for the exam or study.
Today, he was talking with his mother and then he brought a dried weed in a clenex pack. He made a big joint and smoked first and then he shared it to others. I heard V2K perps were talking he won't get the diploma. But he said that he has the diploma last year for the high school. I don't really know what kind of exam he would take, and I imagine the reason why these young people showing up to his room.
I should not share this information to others, but just in case someone suspect me for the joint, I would like to keep the information available. It's entire conversation from when I was invited to the dinner and the last part comes with how he brought the canabis in to the kitchen and I left to bathroom to stop the recording.Then one down and slept in anohter room and he went back to his room quiet. He got too many wine today and got enough cigarette and the canabis. I don't know what would happen next. Hopefully, his room is really quiet, so he is sleeping now. He looks like a typical loser to me like playing around whole day and I don't see him studying or speaking something intelligent.
