help pls

Hi the perps are convincing me Im in hell, that life is an illusion, this is
hell and there is no such thing as a God of goodness, or that the God of
Goodness is also the God who tortures. I know this is completely illogical but
my brain is being seduced. I have discovered that EVERY person who has been in
my life has been involved in my abuse, starting first with my immediate family,
then extending to realtives and friends. No-one has ever truly loved me and they
say it has something to do with what ive done in past lifetimes. If they've all
been like this I can see why. I live with my mum and she's now forcing me to
take medication and suggestively threatening me with torture. They want me to
submit to their way or they are going to abduct and torture me in person. I have
dug thru my past, letters and photos and my whole life has been a staged event.
Maybe they are right, I am a tortured soul in hell for eternity they want me to
believe.
Im so scared now Im passing the point of hope, they have even convinced me Jesus
is a lie, good religion is a lie, the entire world is a lie.
Please someone give me some hope, some light....LOVE is true isnt it?? Its not
just a programmed concept thats been installed in my mind. I am lsoing hope,
losing my mind, losing everything I believed was reality.

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  • lol noli  :  )

  • I understand you and I agree with you Annie but check out this http://www.raven1.net/lawson.htm, David Lawnson has infiltrated organized stalking group during 12 years and expose how family members,neighbors, workmate could be involved, very interesting. For example he says in his book: "Selection [of Targets] is based on vulnerability"  If you are a NEW Target and you wonder WHY YOU?  The reason is so simple... they saw you as an "Easy-to-dispose-Target". They feel or think that you are "Vulnerable", he said also:"Selection is based on vulnerability. Destroying a target enhances the self-image and reputation of these groups. Victims experience stalking by groups of people, break-ins, vandalism, organized harassment campaigns, character assassination and operations can expand to include their families."Or for example, when nolimore says " I get very friendly voices and I am most of the timevery friendly to them and have developed relationships with them,and try to protect them when the bastards come around", for me it's inconceivable but David Lawson has exposed that as "good cop, bad cop", I dont have this, they(perps) are always bad with me.Also,take a look at this,http://www.multistalkervictims.org/oscomics.pdf(volume 1, there are 3 volumes) a comic strip to introduce gangstalking, very nice  : )  

    I hope one day we ll be unite and strong.

  • Revelation 2:10  Do not be afraid of what you are about to suffer. I tell  you, the devil will put some of you in prison to test you, and you will suffer persecution for ten days. Be faithful, even to the point of death, and I will  give you the crown of life.

    God never want to control our mind.

    Only Satan wanted to control our mind. They wanted to control their followers mind, and they also wanted to fight God's people with their mind control weapons.

    Nazi was the first one who started to develop mind control weapons, and later, mind control weapons spread out over the world.


    Before I became a victim of secret mind control weapons abuses and tortures, I also did not know anything about such mind control weapons.

    After I became a victim of mind control weapons, God did not shield me (God suffered with me together) . God chose me to be the one who worked for God and faught against mind control weapons. We must understand our suffering. And we must understand we are God soldiers. 

     

    I think that all victims have the same experience. If they did not become a victim, they would never know mind control weapons, and would never started to work for God to fight against such Evil mind control weapons abuses and tortures.

     

    God wanted us to call to public and expose secret mind control weapons abuses and tortures to public.

    2 Samuel 12:12  You did it in secret, but I will do this thing in broad daylight before all Israel.'"

  • Hassan, I dont even know what Djinns are? However, I understand it as this is all based on your religion.

    I respect that, but for me, even if I do think that spirits after death can appear maybe, and that we might have several lifes etc., this is far more concrete what they (perps) do to us. 

    And regarding victims having family members harassing them, when thinking rational about it, why would they and how come almost all victims all over the world has the same torture pattern and almost the same speech path, if there was a close person behind this, I think the pattern would have several differences, even if the same technology was used. But, of course its wise to realize that we can never be sure about anything. But people have to realize the bigger picture of this, even if there happens to be a close person harassing them, its not them "pulling the trigger" on the DEW´s.  This makes us tracing the wrong persons. And I think this is exactly what they (perps) want. If we unit and go public with this, who would ever believe us if one tells a familymember is using electronical weapons and mind reading against them, another is telling that the neighbor is the guilty one, the third claimes the police, the fourth blames the government...? Hope you understand what I mean. Take care/Annie

  • Annie,

    "I really dont think that any family members are involved in any cases."

    Concerning TI s I m not sure but it may be possible, a lot of TIs report that.

    But there are cases among satanist people or/and illuminati families, for example, who do mindcontrol to their children.

    It s well known many top-leaders are luciferians (Bohemians grove, skull and bones...) and I think they really can communicate with demons.

     

    According to my religion, God created angels with light, djinns with fire and humans with clay.

    Djinns were created before humans. There are good djinns, there are even jews, christians and muslims  amongst djinns. They live around us but we can't see them.

    And there are also evil djinns that we call demons. Demons are evil djinns. According to my religion, demons are not ghost or dead spirit but they can take any shape, even the shape of any dead spirit too (they can get also any infos on the dead person and communicate with the living people who call them by specific spells, that s what happens in spiritualism).

    We call also humans who do pure evil, demons.

  • Hassan,

    "In some cases family may be involved." In my opinion, I really dont think that any familymembers are involved in any cases. But, the ones doing this to us, has, as we all have experienced, the most advanced tools and techs and if any familymember is turned against any victim, its most likely done by the perps. As they obviously somehow also can effect people around us that are not targets. And the hole thing seems to be, getting people isolated and alone. Probably so they can keep on with their horrible crime unnoticed by anyone close, that later in the future, possibly could leave a testimony on what really happened. Also there could be effects on people around you when you/victim are "beamed", its just a theory of mine. When its comes to demons and what you mean by that, I am not sure if I understand. Demons for me are almost similar with gosts. Gost or dead spirits may exist in some other dimension, but I really do not think they are behind this.

     

    Also I would like to point out to every one reading this, the fact that we, even if living in total different areas in the world, have almost exactly the same pattern of the torture, we even sometimes share the exact same phrases when they communicate and the "set up" in the beginning of the targetting almost always starts with them making the victim believe its some neighbor or close person harassing them. Its like its all done from the same pre-recorded program. And when thinking about it, of course, if you are collecting info and doing brainmapping for the big super computor-producing, its important that the criteria of abuse is very similar for each and every victim. /Annie

  • And it s well known that illuninatis and high degrees in masonery are luciferians, most of experts agree with that.
  • Demons exist and the technology exists too.

    I have the same Sue, everywhere I pass I hear people around saying something in relation with me (thoughts at time, things I ve recently done for example), the same at home with my mother, family and friends.

    One day I asked again my mother looking straightly at her eyes if she was aware of the "machine" ("machine" is the name I gave before I knew about mind control in the web in June 2010),then I saw in her eyes again(because it was not the first time I asked her) such a despair and suffering and tears were started to fall that I knew she and my family are not involved though I heard them so many times repeating my thoughts at time at home as I was in my room and them in the salon for example.

    I agree with Annie, with this technology perps can talk into our head, they can also broadcast our thoughts, morph any sounds, any voices, imitate anything, so they can make us believe everybody(our family as well) in the street or anywhere can read our thoughts, they can do more also....

    In some cases family may be involved.

    Get back to the demons and the technology, yes both exist and I think they are working hand in hand. God knows.

    God bless

     

  • These are not demons, aliens, or anybody else these are nasty government paid perps they are targetting you with their technology, its already proven all over the net. Walbert already proved it in federal court.   Their are thousands of T.I.s all over the world. Nobodys gonna beleive anything else everybody already knows the truth.

     

    If you think its demons , your in the wrong forum, go get an excorist. haha

  • Suzy, Its not demons, its technology and we are by most certain all their labrats. Pls try to understand that most likely, your family is not involved. The ones doing this to you/us wants you to beleive that, so that you will be even more vulnerable. They manipulate with your perception in your brain to get things twisted and make things look what they aren´t. Its psycological torture and brainmapping./Annie  
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