Sex, addiction, sexual drive, CIA

At the beginning (and now on) the CIA used sexual orgies to pleasure killers and frustrated dealers. They looked for guys who have been frustrated they kept them in frustration, and brainwashed, and before and after action they invited them to an orgy with drugs and ready for everything drugged hypnotized girls. This made it possible to have these guys loyal and carve for the next action. It worked like pavlovian reflex.

They tried to build rapport with me through sexuality as well. The main goal is to have you hooked on their direction. They want to control you to make money for them or carry out tasks.

The way they tried to get me through sexual drive:

I was laying in my bed waiting for night dream. Slowly sexual fantasy developed in my mind and they stimulated my genital. In my head through voice to skull audio they started to play sound of a sexual action in consonance with the rhythm of stimulation. I felt something strange and because in the past month they tried to get me involved in pedophilia, I was scared to even think of sex.

So I have used meditation method to avoid thinking of sex at all. It worked. A bit later they started again but they turned the volume a bit lauder. That was the point when I realized that it is artificial virtual sex. Unfortunately it was very good. It was too good, and I knew this is not to pleasure me but to hook me on this kind of virtual sex and get me drove by this for their purposes. I resisted and I try to resist all times. It makes my life in real world to have honest and lived through sexual contact with a real person. But I am alive, and I am not a puppet in their hands.

Dear Peter, its obvious that they do this to almost all of us. I cannot figure out why, but I have thoughts of that they simply want to see what happens in our reproducing organs in real time during these actions. They are at times totally obsessed with these parts of my body. It somehow seems to unprofessional to be a real science research in my opinion. It could also be the "hooking" thing in general. Its also obvious that a lot of us has either used drugs or prescribed medicine or alcohol earlier in life, in a manner that could become an addiction later on. Maybe they are exploring the addiction mystery by doing these things. It would be interesting to hear all members story regarding their habits before targeted in theses issues ( sex, drugs, alcohol, medicine use, food etc) I bet there is a connection.//Annie

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Peter Fabik January 18, 2011 at 7:00am

You could be right. That would be the best help to have face to face meetings all around the world and to read about others stories of becoming a TI and realizing it, and how to recover. Just like in other 12 step recovery programs. 12 step recovery programs I think can be just applied to our problem too. And we could share hope and strength and to talk to each other. Because separation from each other is an other tactical method to make as weak.
Annie January 18, 2011 at 6:52am

Dear Peter, its obvious that they do this to almost all of us. I cannot figure out why, but I have thoughts of that they simply want to see what happens in our reproducing organs in real time during these actions. They are at times totally obsessed with these parts of my body. It somehow seems to unprofessional to be a real science research in my opinion. It could also be the "hooking" thing in general. Its also obvious that a lot of us has either used drugs or prescribed medicine or alcohol earlier in life, in a manner that could become an addiction later on. Maybe they are exploring the addiction mystery by doing these things. It would be interesting to hear all members story regarding their habits before targeted in theses issues ( sex, drugs, alcohol, medicine use, food etc) I bet there is a connection.//Annie

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