I am trying to find peace but the moment i try to distract myself everything I do seems on the news or listening to music shows what i am thinking or my behaviors What is this? I do hate god for this but i am trying to find strength in prayer and believing again, but the devil seems to interject or they are placing strange thoughts in my head then they being two weeks of sleep deprivation, hermitisim, with only one good night rest has only made me mentally worst.
Unfortunately I was already labeled a schizo, even though at the so know one would believe this, the rest If only this was a false reality on the "program" or derealization, how I hope it is either of those. I never thought I would experience something like this in my lifetime and it is downright scary. I just want it to stop.
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Thank you Nick for that reply. This technology is not new and has been going for a long time now. This has already been discussed around many times on this site in different blogs. The link or article that I have posted for your reference is only a small part or portion of the whole article of www.surveillanceissues.com. You have only accessed a part or portion of it. There are more important comprehensive and detailed information on this article which you should read, including the different satellite devices they use for this technology with graphics, and documented evidences or historical proof such as the people involved (gov't, politicians, journalists/media, scientists, etc), people who passed away who were linked to this technology, including the personal experiences of the author of this article, and other things or relevant information. As I've said, subliminal coincidences or subliminal messages are forms of harassment which are part of mind control technology harassment. Read the whole article of surveillanceissues.com
I never said that I blamed myself for being targeted and tortured. Why should I? They are the ones doing or committing the unlawful act or offence, remember? I blame them - the torturers, whatever and whoever they are. If I blamed myself, I should have stopped fighting a long time ago. That's why I am still here fighting for my rights and helping others in other humanitarian groups in their petitions and causes. Actually, it is normal outside in the public, nothing unusual or extraordinary happening except in year 2012 when I was first targeted, that was terrible but not now. I attended tonight a gathering with different nationalities, and a small group took me home. There was nothing unusual with them that I'd noticed. They did not seem to be reading my mind. The event was alright and nothing unusual that I had noticed. Thanks Nick for your words of encouragement.