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best wishes n love lots

denny

For more than a decade now, by employing various forms of multi-media - the strongest of which is the internet - the perps  have managed to enjoin a lot of people in the entertainment-bullying they have designed and crafted. Purveyors of these industries, they were able to enjoin politically-powerful and moneyed people in a game of bullying and voyeurism that later turned out to be a gambling and stealing money-machine.

With lots of people now involved in this, I will start with the ones closest to the core of it all and the ones who had access to me and the people they can control:

1. My PC supplier way back early 2000s and my family's supplier till now. Her staff was already giving me hints before, asking me if she really was my friend, etc, but I didn't listen. I thought he was but badmouthing her.

I found the PCs in this network had hidden volumes on them. That's how I found out about the banana boot and Intel AMT. Even the new laptop my mother bought before couldn't be configured. It referred to a hidden volume every time there was an attempt to secure it. All PCs are controlled by the Trusted Platform Module and EHome, I discovered. Whenever I tried to secure it and change ownership to admin or actual PC owner. it reverts to TPM or it malfunctions. I saw in a usb she gave to my mother a file which, when I researched on it, showed that it's an app that allows remote control of PCs and it will hide itself when installed.

2. This supplier is related by affinity to the friend I referred to here: 

https://peacepink.ning.com/profiles/blogs/may-i-copy-this-and-may-i-ask-for-more-info-on-this-may-be-very
https://peacepink.ning.com/profiles/blogs/comment-on-project-blue-beam
https://peacepink.ning.com/profiles/blogs/darn-you
https://peacepink.ning.com/profiles/blogs/war-victims-fund-do-they-reach-the-real-victims
https://peacepink.ning.com/profiles/blogs/if-for-some-people-this-is-about-the-money-here-s-my-last-will

3. She was involved in a FOREX scam before and she lost everything because of it. She said she was able to get back on her feet again because she was helped by a top honcho at Intel who gave her good deals on Intel products. This helped her position her companies in the IT industry.

4.Her best-friend/classmate is the wife of THE GUY WHO HAD MY FATHER AMBUSHED early 2000s. I only knew they knew each other when she told me this person owned the biggest aquarium in the land. 

a. This guy was a colleague of my father's. 

This is what I remember of him:

When I was in high school, first year I believe, he saw my friend and I waiting for a public utility vehicle along the road in front of a beach resort. He stopped and told me we could ride in his car. I knew he worked with my father and I treated my father's colleagues as uncles and aunts. 

The entire trip, he bombarded me with spiteful talk about my father, I could not say anything, I did not know why he was doing that. My classmate, who was with me, asked me why he was doing that. She said "doesn't he even consider you are your father's daughter and you are but a child? why would he talk to you about your father that way?"

After that I realized what he was doing every time he would ask his brother to go to our house to leave a message, he wanted to have us go against each other. He wanted to break up our family.  

His brother would look for my mom and when I'd ask why :he'd say "my brother asked me to tell your mom your father left his travel bag in the office. (To be fair to his brother, he always looked apologetic and he seemed like he didn't like what he was doing every time he did this.)

As it turned out,these were the times when,  my father said he's on a travel trip but he was actually with his mistress. Apparently, every time he'd get a chance, he would attack my father by  destroying him in the eyes of his family and harming us as well (why would he involve a child who does not know anything about their power struggle just so he could hit at my father covertly?)

b. The one who was heading the harassment on me in the office I worked in, the one who was giving instructions to the ones playing the game there, has the same family name as this guy, and they are from the same general area.

When I discovered the proof of the online fraud there, the person left to be with an uncle who died. This may be coincidental and may be completely unrelated EXCEPT that I have to write this down because in their game, birth is when one project or app is created, marriage is when there's union between parties, and death is when one is caught or had to be stopped.

c. Coincidentally, person B's connection to me is not limited to the office or to the shared surname with person A.Apparently, a classmate way back in college come from their circle, as  emails indicate.

This classmate is the cousin of my housemate while I was still in school . My 2nd mobile phone - back when mobile phones are but starting here - was from this classmate's BF. I brought it from him

5.  THE ROMANTIC PARTNER  OF PERSON # 1 is a programmer / top honcho (?) in a bank that made me go through YEARS OF TORMENT and harassment.

6. She may have been trying to program me early 2006. She told me if she only had what I have, she's gonna use it to her advantage. She told me I can use it to get rich. She told me I can be with old guys who will be willing to buy the world for me. She actually told me how I could do it by setting as an example what her friend did. She said I can go to bars and buy a drink or two and just wait till a guy approaches me, then after that they'd the drinks and more.

She also introduced me to a guy friend who went with us in another town. She said that was the type of guy I should date. The guy was her age or her senior, which means the guy's way way older than I am.

You who left me with no trace,
Who are you?
Will you allow me your name and your person
before I go?
Once in my darkest moment
you became my light.
Once in the sea of hopelessness,
you became my hope.
I am now ready to embrace the void,
Will you allow me a glance
before I go?

The ones who have stopped me from saving my files (evidence) and the ones who have stolen this are posting in this site to again controvert issues and destroy any access point I have to escape from their prison.

They have used Remote Management and also coursed through the router to control the files here. The insider moles also physically delete files and install trojan to allow remote control by their cohorts.  I believe there will be data of who is accessing the PC I am using and visiting the sites I have visited PLUS who posted in these sites to attack me.

They have been doing this ever since, ensuring everywhere I go, even online, I will be harassed.

Or somebody pretended to be you using your credentials and requirements to leave the country?

The screenshots which I collected as evidence on those involved in the harassment, including records of my online properties disappeared on this PC (I have copies of those, though). This is what they have been trying to stop me from saving. They took everything without permission.

I know who has access to it.

I also know who keeps coming here for a so-called book they are giving a go - a relative of the owners of the business network where I have evidence of online fraud and a teacher from the school benefiting from the verifying body where a relative of aforementioned company is also affiliated.

For the record: anything that they have are stolen.

Also, people who claim they are from the navy have been repeatedly coming here.

I remember someone claiming in this site that the person has relatives in the navy, police, etc that's helping her/him.

To you:

You think you can frighten me with everyone because everyone is helping you to HARASS and CONTROL me? You are pushing me to fight back even more. 

You sure know the bible. All well and good but tattle tails they will never win.

Since my sis is one of the perps I KNow what a 3 year that will not stop

tattling "It is my power" that is what she said. Never give up PoWer.

"Why am I different tell me I know you know tell me" I had no answer.

Yea Right ! If that is what you seek. Along with rejection and attention

that could never be satisfied. In the old testament the backbiter was the

worst sin. Guess why ? There is no judgment it is an automatic go to hell.

All the other sins get judged but backbiter there is no chance to explain.

It's off to hell you go...

My sis is a backbiter, that what your dealing with. Lying is what they do.

The resentful stalker  search term

Rejection is there Achilles heel if you do that it is the worst thing for

the tattlers they hate it. You have made an enemy for life. It is a naural

reaction to tattling.  They did not have time outs then. Too bad for me.

It is an easy way to find out a stalker.  The lies are reversed over and

over and over they are an exaggeration or perversion of the truth and

that is a damaged perception it is always on they are hooked on you.

They will think about you every sec like a smoker dying for a cig.

I would suggest that you keep quite since you can't prove anything.

They will just label you as a looney.

The governments have demonized marijuana and praised Fluorides. Actually

MJ might be a rather pleasant cure for cancer MS ALS and many others at

least a better way to go than Chemo which kicks my butt. Why would anyone

do Chemo (because a doctor said it) and we trust them. the odds are 2%_3% stupid, you

have better odds with a scratch tickey .  Did you know? The chemo

drugs are so toxic they add baking soda so they won't eat your

veins up or the needle or the container they come in. The

funny thing is the baking soda is killing the cancer not the chemo

drugs, but they really can't charge you a high price for baking soda.

Marijuana is legal here now that's good but bad because they are gouging

us for the money and that is what they want now billions.

When THC meet a cancer cell it instructs it to die for that matter

any abnormal cell.  I suggest , well you figure it out.

It is medicine to me.

V2K (spit) is a virus program uploaded to the brain.

Negative suggestions, but it could fix so many of us with positive ones

a sad perversion to V2K (spit). I did not understand why people

seek such power.  After looking at this that governments courts

police are full of such people funny adult tattle tails LOL

They can jam there crap into your head to get the proper attention

they crave so much. The Power to screw with someone dominance

control and the joke. You are the joke what a laugh they had on

you. Ha Ha funny funny Yea if you die that's better and they are

out clean no law against it except the constitution. Pay that little thing

no mind.  The cop attitude WHAT ARE GOING TO DO ABOUT IT.

Hate if you have no choice or one choice or they give you two

choices you are being manipulated. 

Yea that it, if you get one they smile and say prove it. The more you

howl the better the joke. They are sure you can't get them and you

look like a looney. Later J

Always with me, always with you

我是自从2006年冬天开始被美国的卫星武器秘密对准的，2007年2月开始听到Voice to skull(V2K)，2010年11月才开始知道自己是被美国的卫星武器对准了。被美国的卫星武器攻击后，我得过的疾病有：

1、大脑里“听”到广播一样的声音——Voice to skull(V2K)

2、轻度抑郁状态

3、验血：催乳素升高（月经闭经）

4、血压升高

5、突发心脏病（心率加快、心肌酶有一点高）

6、大脑：记忆力快迅下降，头顶难受，感觉大脑思想丢失等

7、突然拉稀或便秘；尿频；异常的饥饿感或不想吃饭等

8、周身各个部位的神经有时会突发性的难受，比如：突然感觉脚发软，一会儿过后，马上好了等

9、有控制感，感觉生病是被敌人控制的

jesus christ
bielever or not
not many possessions
or everything the lot
when things are bad
down on your knees
prey to the lord
will you succeed
clasp hands oh so tight
please,please lord
make everything in
the  world right,
thats the believers
worship
tend to do good
go to mass
scrape for there food
help one another
give everything away
for eternal happiness
they recieve one day
pray for the sufferers
pray for the needy
pray for starving
what evers appealling
but thats just the bad
theres also some good
besides people dying
third world countries no water nor food
there are miracles
everyday and every year
babies are born
deaf people hear
if you seek you shall see
believer or  not
made a believer in me
even none believers pray
but more when tradgedy is near
too frightened to ask questions
so full of misery and fear
ask for forgiveness
ask to win money
make family safe
greed is not funny
when you have it all
thats why you dont pray
the sick
the needy
pray to the lord,pray
but things shall change
so non believers
be more caring
have too much money
life is for sharing
when another person
whos needs are more
greater than yours
please be more generous
round of applause
divided opinion
could jesus christ be real
our saviour,our lord
depends what you feel
tradegy and suffering
seems thats whats in the news
hurricanes
diseases
everythings blue
so non believers do something nice
and maybe you will share what
the believers have got
in jesus christ

best wishes n love lots

denny

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While I was using computer to write e-mail in the capital public library of Beijing yesterday, I found that the desktop of the computer was connected wirelessly by USA enemy. I guess that the connection was enforced with Microwave from Satellites and CPU of the computer by USA enemy.  After being connected, USA enemy may operate the file that is on the desktop of the computer that I was using.

昨天，我在首都图书馆上网写电子邮件时，发现我正在使用的计算机桌面被美国敌人无线连网了。我推测是美国敌人使用微波和计算机的CPU芯片实现连网的。连网后，敌人可以操控我正在使用的计算机桌面上的文件。以前，我在家时，也遇到过一次这样的事。当时，我使用的计算机没有连接互联网，我正在使用Microsoft Word软件，美国敌人可以从远程向我正在键入的Microsoft Word文件中键入文字，滚动鼠标等。

after the rain
and sunshine too
rainbows filled
lights up the sky
with so much colour
what a view
with red been primary
orange and yellow too
the lower the sun
the bigger the view
there is also rainbows
that are not
same difference in colour
but called halo's
instead
beautifull views
wavey to see
the colours in the sky
seem lovely to me
theres moutain shadows
vivid in colour
colours interacting
with one another
like diamonds in the sky
catching the light
sometimes visible
sometimes bright
if i was reborn
be a shadow
and a ray
to be your guidance
every single day
be your rainbow
and your sunset too
to be something
so awesome
a beauty with a view

best wishes n love lots

denny

birds singing on your
windowsill
asking for food
so happy to see them
put you in a good mood
up in the morning
sun shines so bright
beautiful day
not acloud in sight
birds tweeting and singing
fly from tree to tree
making there nests
the feeling of free
they listen to no one
opposite of us
taken for granted
wildlifes a must
by the end of the day
they done what they needed
to fill there stomache
the prey,the feeded
so as you wake up
and look to the sky
think of them birds
as they fly away fly
fill your heart with happiness
simple things too
the birds do not care
what happens to you
well that is a lie
you wake up
them feelings
rely on you
for all of there
feedings
wow them birds apart
of our lives
can you name the birds
in the sky
taken for granted
they make our lives brill
food for thought
the birds on your
windowsill

best wishes n love lots

denny

the warm,the content
hearts are the feelings
without this heart
life would have less meaning
think with your head
instead of your heart
wrong decision
tear you apart
heart is love
passion and good
like an angel before you
surrounded by blood
open your heart
explore what its got
powerful organ
content when its hot
so try not to think with your head
thats the evil in you
with all things said
the heart guides you
not to make the wrong choices
through out our lives
until dying days
but our hearts never dies
in love,the gleaming
the stars,the feeling
incredible power
heart is joy
just like a flower
now that i know
what my heart meant
no pain,no fear
perfection,content

best wishes n love lots

denny

all poems are my own

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wish what you want
regain your life back
troubled and uncertanty
under attack
weapons to harm you
cause cancer and tumours too
once all forgotten
this is a lesson for you
pain
stress
fear with so much hate
we are guinea pigs
experiments
rape
ask yourself the same thing each day
why me why me
not knowing
too late
gang stalking
confussion
paranoia its real
all to change the way we feel
brainwash
troubled mind
mines so severe
someone to listen
to help,to hear
our voice
our votes
casted aside
research
rejoice
we have our pride
to fight
to free
expression
wait
we are the victims
of goverments and
states
they are big brother
a king or a queen
to destroy and obey
not making a scene
but through out our troubles
rejoice
we heal
i will never bow to them
nor will i kneel
take back what is ours
our bodies
our minds
for all that are  living
and for mankind

 best wishes n love lots

denny

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They are calling me fake and said that I'm pretending to be a goth and that it is sick because of the profile photo I had a while ago. I don't dress goth and I picked this photo simply because I liked it. I am not pretending to be a goth. I hate my life. People are the cause of my problems. Even though my electronic harassment will end soon, I think I will eventually suicide in the future because of the pain.