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 I dedicate this poem to you that tells about a victim's situation and experiences.








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                  WHILST OF NIGHT



 Whilst Caught In The Stern Solemnity Of Sleep;

 Whilst All Malevolence, Filled Fill The Air;

 Whilst The Evil's Of Nightfall, Time Did Reap;

 Did Tenebrosity In Laughter Stare.


 Whilst Quiet Incubus, Caught, Sought, Ought For Naught;

 Whilst With All Machinations, Screamed The Night;

 Whilst The Yearn For Little Peace Reckoned, Silence Did Wrought;

 Did Enmity Soon Eclipse Dim The Right.


 Whilst For A Time, Physiognomies Shuffled;

 Whilst With Eyes, Nonchalant The Ocatate Skies;

 Whilst Occult The Forlorn Ostentation Foed;

 Did The Night's Distortions, Conspire The Wise.


 Whilst, For The Angles Did Twinkle In The Night;

 Whilst Did'st A Fixed Dark Night Wrest A fee;

 Whilst With The Obscurity Culprits Rid Light;

 Did The Writ Speak On With Philosophy.


 Whilst The Air Like a Seouls Swags, Swathes, Swoops, Or Swoons;

 Whilst All They Stygian Winds, Voids, And Oaks, Sing;

 Whilst The Nightmare, As A Black Widow Cocoons;

 Did With Spite The Abnormality Sing.


 Whilst Of The Aberrant Wit, Stills Enmity;

 Whilst With Their Rogue Senses, Anger Sought Might;

 Whilst Is Dark Woes The Injurous Equity;

 Did Of The Dark Sayings Awesome Hate Rise.


 Whilst From The Twighlight The Spirits Say For Souls;

 Whilst For The Inkness Of Night, The Ghouls Klutz;

 Whilst Will Cacophonies Prance With Pride Their Souls;

 Did The Nigh Deep Of The Seas Join Hands Clung.


 Whilst Of Night, Egyptian Spells Smell Of Secrets;

 Whilst Invisible Leviathans Loathe;

 Whilst In The Night, Melanism Chains With Fetters;

 Did Many Mephistopheleses Loathe.


 Whilst Of The Obscure Winds, Darkness Envisions;

 Whilst Of The Book, Whispers Loudly, Their Rhymes;

 Whilst Of The Dreams, The Night Mare, There're Sweet Inclusions;

 Did Of The Riddles, The Night Prowlers Say Rhymes.


 Whilst Of The Likes Of The Dawn Of The Dark Swung;

 Whilst Of The Likes Of The Dead Of The Night;

 Whilst Of The Likes Of The Eventide, They Sung;

 Did That Old Black Hour, Meet Nihilists Of Night.


 Whilst With The Clangor Of Horrors Of Clangs Still;

 Whilst Of The Chink Of Shackles, Sounds Clutch;

 Whilst For the Cklink Of Night, Irons Says Its Clings, Still;

 Did the Wiles' Nocturnals, Whilst Of Night, Much.


 Whilst With The Clamor Euphony Entails Night;

 Whilst Of The Clack Of The Silence So Rings;

 Whilst For The Clank Often Clangs The Dead Of Night;

 Did Tenebrosity With Laughter Sing.




By: Eliseo Perez

June 24, 2008

Poem Written Since High School (only the 1st 4 lines)

The rest written as a victim of wireless chip implant fierce interactions.





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My theological commentaries on chip implants and prophetic scriptures is something I welcome you all to read.  One of my publications is posted in its entirety within GROUPS...TO DISCIPLE, EDIFY, TEACH, AND HELP SPIRITUALLY.


I hope you enjoy them.



Eliseo Perez


I just don't know how I got on the Blog again after posting my Tips on Living A Surveillanced Christianity - Parts 1 through 4 on DISCUSSIONS in GROUPS...TO DISCIPLE, EDIFY, TEACH, AND HELP.  Oh well.  I hope it will help you much anyway. 


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TO: Victims of Electronic Harassments

(Targeted Individuals)



February 23, 2011



Jesus Opened My Eyes Through Soldiers' Confessions

By:  Eliseo Perez

El Paso, Texas, U.S.A.



Please believe me.  This is important and critical information that will help you on throughout your entire life living under surveillances.  You will need this as a reference tool and help.  So please read it all first, at least, before you make any decisions to get rid of it.  It may take a couple of days to digest it correctly.  You will see it is something useful and very meaningful.  It is the product of many years of struggling to live for Christ and voracious personal studies into the affects of chip implant technologies, with much experience applied to them.  It was desired that I be made a pastor in three Christian organizations and I was an Evangelist in one church, so I do have the scriptural and spiritual background to show and explain to you important tips on living a surveillanced Christianity.  May God bless you always with this knowledge.  It will minister to your soul and I pray that it will heal your life.  Amen.  It is specifically tailored for victims of electronic harassments.  If you did not receive the entire length of this email, please do not hesitate to let me know by emailing me at, elixeo1@usa.com.  The best way to know this, is by looking at the very bottom to see if it has the song I dedicated to you and all other victims.  Please remember, I most of the time only look at my email account only one  (1) time during a month.  This is because I need to do other things and I have to get to the library in order to be able to use my email account.  So please do not feel bad if it takes many days for me to get to read your email, because of this.  You are important to me.





Jesus Opened My Eyes Through Soldiers' Confessions





You see, what this all I write to you tells about is what really does happen, when they who surveillance do make themselves known to the surveillanced individual.  I have bridged these known truths about their activities that are now understood by me and that also have been done in the open:  positively identified, traced, and studied of me to similar activities that an individual encounters, when he or she is surveillanced without the luxury of them making themselves known to the victim.  This helps in coming to grips with what it is, who it is, and what should be known about the activity.  What you have experienced is without positive linking to the causes and so they remain untraced in any logical manner that would at least satisfy you.  Nonetheless, once you match your experiences and encounters with what situations I have encountered of them, who have positively identified themselves to me, you will be able to relate them and reach the proper conclusions that these are the same; which can only mean that the source or origin of these things encountered is only the military in your case as well.  Through this it is my hopes, prayers, and wishes that God will open your eyes, so you can live with confidence in this world you live in.


But now, that these things are known and understood, what I would love to capture you with is what conservative approaches, stands, and adherences you should take possession of to walk in wisdom with your eyes open so you can see where you go.  These are the product of many years of struggles, prayer, reasonings with the scriptures, revelations of the nature of matters of fact, trial and error, considerations of the way I should go, and searchings to live with Godly solutions.  I have discovered appropriate Biblical applications and best practices to live out an effective and successful surveillanced Christianity.  But, even if you are not yet born again, you should use these methods to assure your stands and to walk with confidence.


What helped me greatly through my struggles trying to live in a way I could survive the vicious impacts these surveillances, electronic harassments, mind control experiences, wireless tortures, realizations of the loss of my freedoms, and hoaxes had on me, was the strong preachings I heard about suicide, when I was a teenager.  I stood up against myself and slew these attitudes, romanticisms, adherences, sentiments, and self pities.  Please reason out what I write to you about.  Think about it, before you toss it away.  It will heal your life and spirit, by the hand of God.  The preacher, Pastor Lamb, would stand up slaying the concept of suicide with his message through the Word of God.  The pastor preached the action is a criminal act God will punish.  Those that do are selfish, full of self pity and self love, without natural affections, and without any love towards them who love them.  It is a disgusting unclean spirit that one chooses to embrace and glorify through that act of suicide.  You need to get up and start being a man or a woman in the eyes of God; and stop crumbling down to the ground in self pity, glorifying what a bad deal you got out of life, crying, and licking your wounds like some wierdo, saying, "I just can't go on any further."  God hates it!  For the good of your spiritual psychology, realize it and understand it.  God did not create you to do that.  And if you ever commit suicide, you will wake up to the eyes of an angry God.  He will just throw you into the pit of hell, because of it.  I do this to strengthen and reinforce your thinking.


God did say, in the ten commandments, "Thou shalt not kill."  And that includes yourself.  Who are you to take your own life, God has entrusted you with?  And God said, "Thou shalt not steal."  Who are you to steal away those moments of you, God gave to the ones who love you.  Then God also said, "Honour thy father and thy mother."  How can you honor them the way God wants you to by taking your life?  God also said, "Thou shalt have no other gods before me."  When you glorify that unclean spirit of suicide capturing you spiritually, emotionally, and mentally, God will throw you into the pit of hell, when you wake up out of your death.  You got to realize, God is not a play thing, a gullible individual, a manipulated Spirit by dramatics and theatrics, nor sympathetic about unclean spirits you embrace and dance with.  God also said, "Thou shalt not bear false witness against thy neighbor."  When you take your life, you are bearing false witness, that you are incapable of living any longer.  And it is even a false witness against those who are responsible for the mind control, electronic harassments, and wireless tortures, since whatever they have done to you did not take your life.  It will have been you, that took your life, dramatizing, romanticising, and theatricizing you were incapable of living any longer.  Those that do their evil deeds, will be judged of God, to include whatever they do or did that leads to suicide.  But, that is a separate set of sins, God would be dealing with.  What about your own sins?  Take care of those.  The Bible says, fear God and depart from evil.


Suicide is also a spirit.  It is an unclean spirit.  Consider, whatever goes on inside a person that could ever bring them to commit suicide is the workings of something spiritually unclean.  And it takes the souls of men.  It has no mercy.  This is because that unclean spirit is an enemy of mankind and roams the earth seeking whom he may devour, for to kill, to steal, and to destroy.  Those who do commit suicide, are sacrificing everything that God has given them and everything God would have given them in the future.  On the altar of that unclean spirit of suicide they do this.  They sacrifice everything good God has given and promised, to that unclean spirit, like a god they worship.  Why would anybody make that offering or sacrifice to that unclean spirit, in worship?  Take heed of your spirit and cleave unto the Lord.  You got to rise up and slay those attitudes from working or expressing themselves inside of you.  You got to rebuke that spirit and that attitude in the name of Jesus.  Take authority over it in the name of Jesus.  Get mad at the devil and at yourself.  Cast the devil out of your life in the name of Jesus.  Plead the blood of Jesus.  You also need to bind that in His precious name.  And remember, the Bible says that, whosoever calls upon the name of the Lord shall be saved.  That is His promise to you and He is no liar, that He should deceive you.  That means that simply because you believe in Him and His power, when you call upon His name, He will save you, even from any unclean spirit.  Just believe.  But how many times will you or should you have to go through this process?  Every time and every day you feel it, for the rest of your life.  You wouldn't be the only one existing like that in this entire planet.  Be militant against suicide and stand up and be what God created you to be.  In the name of Jesus, despise everything about it, fear God, and depart from evil.


Murmuring, complaining, and accusing God is another thing you must avoid at all times.  Don't accuse God of the situation man put you through.  Stop complaining that God was not gracious with you and chose not to use His power to deliver you from them who surveillance you, electronically harass you, torture you wirelessly, mistreat you, and seek to destroy your precious life.  It is not any of His fault or doing.  Don't murmur to God or about God, that things are bad with you and that it would have been better if He never gave you life.  Don't murmur that you cannot see how in the midst of this situation you are in, He wants you to live for Him.  Don't say that God is to blame.  You will wind up living in a world you will create for yourself that is darkness, miserable, disgusting, without solutions, without hope, full of defeat, and without the ability to see the helping hand of God.  When you reproach what blessings God has in His hand that He is providing you with, you will suffer. 


This can happen, because of all the murmuring, complaining, and accusing God you are taking a bath in, which blinds you, makes you incapable of seeing what God offers you.  If you do not see it, then how can you take it from His hand?  It takes faith that makes you praise His name with that blessing He offers you, to motivate you to take that gift of God from His tender loving hands.  It takes gratitude, satisfaction, trust, confidence, encouraging yourself in the Lord, and respect for that gift to work miracles in your life.  These all are the functions, expressions, and the natures of faith.  You don't have to walk through all of these for that faith to exist in you.  It does not even have to express itself for a long period of time.  It might just be for a short moment, no matter when.  But, if you spend your time murmuring, complaining, and accusing God you will not be able to appreciate the things God can do for you.  He can open doors wide open, but you will not walk inside, because you think there is something wrong there.  That murmuring, complaining, and accusing spirit will portray all that God does for you in negative lights, making it all look suspicious to you; and so, causing you never to experience the good of it.


And realize, if you continue murmuring, complaining, and accusing God they who surveillance you will enjoy that ammunition you give them and they will gladly gather it all up and use it all against you, too.  So just shut up, and please God!  You will also be bearing false witness against God to Himself.  Clear, through and through.  What you are murmuring, complaining, and accusing God about, offends Him.  He sees everything clearly, even from your stand point and there is nothing there He is guilty of at all.  He is witness of it, so march on, carry on, and press on.  You were a liar and a hypocrite!  So get it right and change that attitude.  It is not healthy for you mentally, spiritually, emotionally, nor physically.  God loves you, but He really hates that about you, when you do that, O.K.  And that keeps Him from blessing you with the Comforter, which is His Holy Spirit, the way you could be blessed.  They who surveillance you will target you with that to entertain themselves with you for sport.  And well, that is because they are mean, deviant, prejudice, hateful, unmerciful, riotous, vicious, and criminal.  They got nothing else to do, other than keep watch on you every single day of your surveillanced life, because they are the military portraying themselves to be someone else so you don't report them.  If you entertain those unclean attitudes and spirits, they who surveillance you will find it much easier and justifiable to defeat you, destroy you, and triumph over you.  They break out like savages attacking these things they can do to you for sport.  To them, you have been reduced into a "hilarity" or a hilarious depiction of some sort.  They cannot feel, because they have been desensitized by these devices they observe you with.  They don't mind invoking God and the scriptures as a strategy to play with you, defeat you, and destroy your goals in life.  They might even desire to theatricize that they are bringing down the judgement of God upon you.  To them, these are entertaining war games.  So, avoid these things.            


Always remember, God did not put chip implants inside of anyone He created.  It was man.  God did not develop surveillance devices nor hand them over into the hands of those who surveillance you.  What all this that you suffer has to do with is man.  God gave man dominion over the earth and man does what is not right in the eyes of God, with it.  That is why hunger exists.  That is why murder exists.  That is why corruption in governments exists.  That is why people who have power and authority do evil with it.  In fact, God is jealous against them that surveillance, because they can invade areas of your person that are His jurisdictions.  They have desired to become like God, knowing what you think, express, and are.  They can even influence these areas, where only God should exist having relationship with you.  God will judge it, but at the same time you have been introduced to these sciences that will be used on the people of the world, who will remain on earth left behind, after the rapture.  These sciences will the kingdom of the anti-christ take possession of and utilize as tools to achieve his ends.  But, that reminds me of some inspirational passages from a song, I now will share with you as follows:         


...death has triumphed.  That's what they say.  But, try to hold Him in the tomb.  The Son of Light Rose...

Look the gates of hell are falling, crumbling from the inside out.  He's bursting through with laughter.  Listen to the angels shout.  It is finished.  He has done it.  Light of the day.  Jesus Christ has won it....

Just listen to the demons screaming...

Jamie Owens Collins

Song:  The Victor


Say, now we know.  We are living witnesses of Jesus of this all down here on earth.  It is best not to tell anybody about it, just write about it to government.  What testimony we can give of this all, will come with time.  Jesus told people He healed, not to tell anybody about it.  Jesus, in Matthew 21:23-27, refused to tell what He knew.  Jesus said, in Matthew 10:16, that we are to be wise as serpents.  That means we are not required of God to tell anybody about our experiences as a victim of electronic harassments, wireless tortures, surveillances, mind control, and wireless communications.  Jesus told people He healed, not to provide that testimony to anyone.  So, don't feel like you have to provide information about you being a victim of surveillances to anyone.  Let me go over a few things, before I tell you about some threats you can overcome, with some tips I give you that are the product of much seeking the Lord through my struggles. 


You should not even tell your pastor, unless you don't mind him believing you are demon possessed or mentally ill, at least once every now and then.  They are human too, you know.  And, they may never believe you are a victim of the sciences you told them about.  But, if you do decide to tell your pastor, at least leave it for the case of an emergency, when what you are going through is so difficult you need him to have knowledge about that, O.K.  I just want your visit and stay at a church to prosper.  It might be that you might meet up with a pastor who will take your word for it with sincerity.  But, I would not risk it if I were you.  What will it profit?  Remember, as I disclosed to you at the beginning of this email, 3 Christian organizations desired me to become a pastor.  So, I speak from experience, knowledge, and understanding of the nature of all these things you exist in and the ways of the church.  Where it will profit you is in the hands of the civil federal government and civil rights organizations who fight to do things about injustices.  There, what you know, experience, and suffer can be useful to accomplish something positive with it.  Pastors can only pray, teach, guide, council, and hear, for example.  They will not desire to allow you to go through the church membership telling them what you went through, without notifying them they cannot endorse it, since they have no true proof of these matters you describe.  Then, they will find it their duty before God and for the church to teach and to preach to the congregation, because of you, about what they should do when strange things are presented to them.  Should they believe it or not?  They will say the Bible says not to embrace philosophies, doctrines, or knowledge that does not profit the Spirit walk, which will cause you to feel reproached of him and the church.  So, avoid these bad experiences, please, at all costs, in the name of Jesus Christ, who is all the wisdom in this world you need.


They will not understand and they will not believe it.  That will cause them to react against you in negative ways, so be wise as a serpent, like the Bible says, and tell no one.  But, you can speak to God about it.  In fact, you can tell Him about everything and anything having to do with it and about it.  Where God, I believe, will be capable of using you as a witness to provide testimony, is in the case of putting the matter down over to civil federal government politicians, officials, and agencies.  How about to civil rights organizations and others like them?  Another useful area to provide your testimony is to other victims.  It is human to talk about your personal life and experiences to someone for emotional release.  So, if I were you, get yourself a computer and write all about it there.  Try to develop ways you can put it into forms of Biblical studies for yourself that will help you with these matters of fact in positive ways.  What I do recommend is saving all your writings in some other folder in your computer that nobody will ever look at, while searching for documents they can read.  I developed short reports about these technologies and how they are going to be used in the last days that I passed out to churches I went to.  I wrote down prophetic scriptures and how these technologies will be used to accomplish what the Bible says.  Many loved them.  Others did not appreciate them.  But, I was blessed, because I was using my situations, experiences, trials, and testings to glorify God by testifying of these things without telling them I was the victim of them.  These are just ideas for you.  


And when you are going to a church, refuse to give that testimony, because it will harm you when they refuse to believe it.  They will mis-judge you and categorize you as someone who needs special attentions and also the hand of deliverance from spirits.  Those sort of things will only become obstacles, problems, frustrations, snares, and bad luck to you.  But, what you can do, instead, is use all the research you have accumulated about the sciences to show how these things are the fulfillment of prophecies.  That is a healthy and constructive thing to do with all of that knowledge you have acquired.  But, just don't desire to take over their concerns with these sciences.  They will separate you from their company, thinking you intend to develop a new gospel with all of it.  Just, use the knowledge you possess and have acquired to be a living testimony for Jesus.  Speak on it, once a year or just bring it up whenever the Biblical topics discussed have something to do with the last days.  But, also go without.  Don't demand it of yourself to step on toes, cross the lines, push your knowledge through, change the subject, or to interrupt the saints of God, especially when teaching.  It is good doctrine for members of the church to mark you if they catch you trying to change the Spirit of what is being discussed into other topics that are not Biblical.  They will tire with ongoing, long, and reoccurring presentations about surveillance technologies and suspicions that the government is doing something wrong, due to some reckless mistakes they refuse to fix.  That is because those things cannot save them, nor fill them, nor cause them to worship God.  What they need is the Spirit of God, instead.


Now that I have revealed to you, by the grace of God, that they who surveillance you are only the military, you can break through all the illusions they created for you and live with confidence wherever you live.  Jesus has broken you free from the illusions that the mafia, the local police, the neighbors, your community, or even your family is a part of these wireless surveillances and electronic harassments.  It is true, they can still make you suffer, but not as bad anymore.  You cannot be manipulated of them anymore.  You don't have to rearrange your living habits, change your jobs, run from your community, or loose out on good relationships with others that could bless your life.  You can thank God the mafia was not, is not, nor will ever target you.  All these suspicions, fears, worries, and troubles the military created for you are now gone, in the name of Jesus, because the truth shall set you free.  And now, you can begin to develop more useful gatherings of facts, explanations of what you suffer, exposures that properly explain, and traces of origins those you complain to, can work with in more useful, meaningful, logical, and understandable ways.  This is one of my greatest hopes for you in God.


What else is especially healthy and will strengthen you is knowledge and understanding about, Eternal Security.  I am not a Baptist, so I kept away from these supposed doctrines that I considered to be false teachings.  But, when I found myself in these wireless surveillances and electronic harassments, God showed me the wealth that is to be gained from these scriptures for the very first time.  I was an Assembly of God Pentecostal, still am, and will always be.  But, what I learned through these teachings were the highlightings or focusings on scriptures that speak on how one can be secure in Him.  These are promises of God that we are supposed to trust in and have faith in.  Then is when I realized that though, one can loose their salvation, one can still be secure in Him.  This is how I still word it, because I am a Pentecostal Assembly of God child of God at heart.  I begin with the story of Samson, who sinned, but yet the Spirit of the Lord would come upon Him.  This continued on till the seven locks of his head were shaved off.  Then it was, that the Lord departed from him.  But, the hair of his head began to grow again and Samson called unto the Lord and he received his supernatural strength again. 


Before I will continue, I first want to explain to you why I know these scriptural truths are extremely valuable to victims of surveillances, electronic harassments, mind control, wireless tortures, and wireless communications.  This is all especially important, because they who surveillance do have the power to accuse you, condemn you, judge you, prophesy false things of the Lord against you, and curse you through wireless communication technologies they were issued of by the military government.  They even would communicate to me that God was so mad at me, that He hated me, portraying themselves to be others of my community.  They would say to me that these surveillances and electronic harassment capabilities that were activated on me are the proof of that.  They would say that God gave them the power to do all these things to me and that so it was God who was judging me through them.  They made me awake into the middle of a live strategic arena that they developed for me, that challenged me and my faith in God, daily. 


The critical reasons I am going through these rigorous explanations to instruct you is so you are able to stand and remain strong.  The military who surveillances me targets me wickedly with wild accusations, reproaches about the quality of my service to the Lord, and fierce questions of doubt.  What enables me to overcome is my strong background in the things of God.  Since a teenager, I was applauded for my intense research into the profound meanings of things through the Word of God.  I am able to answer their devil questions and accusations with the Word of God.  They spit out at me with defeat saying they wished I were a novice, so they could convince me to loose faith in God for sport.  I have too many years of history in the things of God, so they cannot defeat me.  Yet, it makes me fear for those who are mere novices and of even supposed experts who have not yet obtained masteries with the scriptures.  Should they suffer these consistent daily attacks on their faith and understandings, they might crumble at a matter.  They twist the nature of the scriptures and portray bad fate to be the very hand of God against the victim in order to achieve masteries and feelings of justifications against their victim.  This can lead to disasterous psychological, emotional, and spiritual troubles of helplessness, defeat, and sorrow.  They seem psychotically sensationalized to affix themselves in managing to triumph over me for purposes of self entertainments and sport.  It is what I call the psychological affects these surveillance devices have on them that use them for long periods of time.  For this purpose I am putting forth a rigorous set of explanations of the scriptures that will strengthen your view of things as they truly exist through the Word of God.  Through these it is my desire to minister to each and every one, any and all.     


They even made me believe that they of my church believed I was a reprobate, which means rejected of God.  They portrayed themselves as church authorities, who were surveillancing me and prophesied I was being judged of God through these surveillances.  They would speak out and say God was setting me up as a sign unto them that He was beginning to mark them whom He would leave behind during the rapture.  They would say that the chip implant was a sign that those who existed like me belonged to the beast already, since these powers of surveillances were going to wind up under his authority.  They would rise up and state God had cursed me alive, with the mark of Cain on my life, which was that chip implant inside of me.  And my punishment was to live out my days having my daily matters exposed to the community through these surveillances.  They would only speak out as if to have been introduced these devices of police authorities, but they would not speak directly to me, but only in generalities.  They did not desire conversation with me.  These were only short expressions they would burst out, but they would not continue on.  They just did it to convey what they wanted over to me and then would disappear until another day.


Then, I stood up and defended myself with the scriptures, speaking out in hopes they could hear me through these surveillance devices, I then believed were planted around my house by investigators or that it was a chip implant inside of me; they wound up replying wirelessly, that now God was going to judge me, because I had risen up to judge His church.  They would give me the message that they were going to keep an eye out on me to see how I lived for God and if they would find sin, it was because this was a sign to them that God was judging me, cursing me, and punishing me through these surveillances, because I was playing games with God, they said.  These were not even gross sins.  This activity continued on, sporadically, so that when they captured me in sins, they would use that against me to judge me, curse me, condemn me, and rise up to inform me God had forsaken me and cut me off from His presence, for good.  These things I expose to you so I can relate to you, to detail how and what I struggled, and to bridge the reasons why my tips I will soon give you are important and effective. 


They would await like hunters seizing scriptures I would hear, read, study, or even think about to use them against me.  They wanted to endoctrinate me to believe through the scriptures that I would only come to encounter, through revelation of God's Spirit of goodness, that God was in fact judging me and punishing me through them.  Anything they could interpret like that, which I encountered at any moment during my life, they used in this way.  They studied the Bible through me and seized scriptures they could use against me to formulate new scripture strategies that would gag me into accepting what they urged, on behalf of the Lord, as some possible truism, that God hated me and was judging me through them.  The military was having fun with me portraying themselves as people from my church, who were exposed to these surveillances of the police.  With that they caused me to withdraw myself from churches and that is when they had me each and every time.  They questioned my decisions, judged me, condemned me, and scolded me with scriptures and sayings, that I was walking away from the Lord and that I would suffer the punishments of God for it.  Then, with bad luck that just so happens to everybody, they began to repeatedly tell me, these were the acts of God against me. 


These all became spiritual delusions and scriptural challenges that were extremely hard to discern or properly understand.  The nature of which took years for me to properly organize using the entire Bible to discover the scriptures that would reveal the undeniable truths about these matters of facts and accusations.  It was difficult for me, even though I was considered an expert about the Bible.  How do I know through the Bible that I am not being judged of God?  How do I know that God is still with me and on my side against these surveillances?  Why is it that God would not choose to punish me through these chip implant technologies?  How do I know for a fact that I am not delivered into the captivity of the devil?  These were all questions that needed the appropriate and undeniable Biblical answers to and these questions materialized, as a consequence of their accusations, condemnations, judgements, and inquiries.  What could I answer them to make them realize their actions were not of the Lord?  And what scriptures would satisfy my want of truth and understanding, to cause me to know with confidence these answers are solid and from the Lord, for the sake of my beliefs about these matters of fact?


Then, things really got complicated when I needed the Biblical answers to the questions having to do with the police, the community, and the church surveillancing me.  What could I say?  Why were the justifications of those who stood up to declare before all who listened in that this was the judgement of God upon my life, not of the Lord?  This, especially when, that would encourage them to work the works of evil against me, believing that they were doing a work of God upon me, with fierce approval of his judgements upon me.  Why was it wrong, criminal, and an act against the Lord for them who were authorities of the things of God to surveillance me and target me with scriptures that defined my actions as reasons God was judging me, not of the Lord?  These challenges were all the stuff I was confronted with at times.  They defeated me over and over.  These came like riddles, which I could not understand, spell out, nor answer.  Like when they asked me, "why did God allow this to happen when nothing happens without His will?"  These have the power to plunge you into darkness, where you no longer understand where you stand, where to go, how to overcome, how to approach this new life one exists in, nor how to get the answers of this all from God.  But, all of these were the worlds they created out of my community and my surroundings.  They worked their theatrics, impersonations, their trickeries, their strategies, and their hoaxes with excellence.  It has to do with us having a low I.Q. and not having any traces of what this all is, though we eat voraciously information about these technologies.  I will shortly, after exposing my fears for your well being, go over Christian tips and best practices you can apply to your life.  


Well, what the Lord God did, was strengthen me by introducing me to the Baptist teachings of "eternal security."  Since I had the religious background that you can loose your salvation, they were using these beliefs against me to slamb my face into the ground, where my sin was that I had committed.  They did this with fierceness to bring the message home to me, over and over, that I had sinned against God, again.  They scolded me as though they were authorities of God.  Then, they would drop comments down that God was against me, that He was not on my side any longer, and that He had departed from me.  They also would drop down other disasterous comments like, God does not hear the prayers of the wicked, that God was tired of me, that they themselves were tired with my inabilities to stop committing sin, and that I was just a hypocrite who did not appreciate the things of God nor honor Him.  These are fierce psychological tactics to destroy a person's ability to cope with life.  They wanted a shattered and junked product out of my life.  They said I was the type of thing they hated in the church I went to.  They portrayed themselves as people who were members of the church I went to, who were representing it.  So, when I left their churches, because of this, it made me feel like God was not with me, since I was not stable.  Then, it would kind of cause me to feel unsaved or like a heathen.  It made me feel like the devil was winning territory into my affairs: to have the authority to afflict me and because I had no church where I could feel the strength of the Lord.  They would say I should realize I am just a hypocrite, walking out of the presence of God by leaving the church, that God's favor could no longer be with me, and that He was angry at me for not getting it right, again.  This they uttered to psychologically implant subliminal types of effects into my thinking, using wireless communication capabilities that made it seem it came from remote places around the neighborhood.  This all weighed on my mind very severely.      


This all had affects on me while I worshipped God as I heard Christian music.  They would wirelessly harass me condemning my actions of worship and praises to God.  They did this repeatedly till I felt ashamed and did not feel like I was walking honorably in the things of God before their observations.  It affected me wickedly, because I wanted to be a minister.  It was desired I should be a minister in 3 different churches.  They who surveillanced me, brought shame to me that caused me to withdraw from practicing the things of God, like not going to church, not walking with boldness and confidence in the Lord, and not believing that God was with me to comfort me.  I also felt ashamed to continue my walk, because they made me feel guilty for reaching out to God to have relationship with Him, after I would ask Him for forgiveness.  But, because I wanted to be a minister, regular sins they confronted me about had damaging affects on me.  And since I would leave the church, they would win victories over me, making me feel separated from God and defeated.  They would make me feel that His promises were not something I qualified for any longer.  They made me feel like God left me to myself without His favor or helps.  And this, because I could not maintain the kind of testimony in Him that was beyond reproach in the sight of others who surveillanced me.  These are the struggles I went through and I reveal them to you to strengthen you life in the Lord, before I begin providing you with great Christian tips on living a surveillanced Christianity with success.   


This is how cruel their psych games can get, for sport, without mercy, and with every intent to cause you to live a defeated, unpurposeful, unproductive, and fearful life full of doubts.  These are the types of things the military that surveillances entertains themselves with, using all the communication and interactive chip implant wireless capabilities they were entrusted with of the military government.  This births depression and they don't care about that, at times.  It's their joy, many times.  These things become some sort of a mind programming or subliminal messaging that hooks you on to believe it, accept it, and consider it as highly possible, so you begin to trust in their versions of it and even have faith in it after much targeting of your thinking with these messages.  These are psychological strategies that cause you to be convinced and converted to their portrayals or versions of what is going on with you and around you.  After someone keeps telling you that you are ugly for so long, you wind up believing it too.  Then you find yourself acting like it, thinking like it, and even walking like it too.  This can slamb you down hard if you are living for God seeking ministry or seeking to be an influence to others for Him.  It makes you feel like you fumbled the ball and now you have lost the game for good, never to be repaired or given a second chance.  But how?  How did you loose something so big and valuable?  And now you lost it and cannot have it any longer.  But, when it happens again and again, for years, it can destroy your faith.  You loose sight of what is going on or where you stand.  And they who surveillance will almost always be there to kick you around with it till you are a defeated individual who has lost his or her faith.  This is especially because people hate someone making them feel how wrong and away from God they are.  They will seek to destroy your religion.  This is why these scriptural truths I will share with you are so important to receive.  Receive them in the name of Jesus.      


The Apostle Paul, asks through the Bible, "Who shall separate us from the love of Christ?," in Romans 8:35.  Then he goes on to state in, Romans 8:39, "Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord."  What this talks about, is not that you have the fortitude to prevent yourself from being removed from the presence of His love, due to your love; but that it is His love that will remain with you, no matter what.  This does not talk about us being able to remain in the things of God and the love of God, because we were converted to this calibre of faith, either.  But, it can mean that, for sure.  But, what it speaks about is that you should never accept nor believe that the love of God will ever cease to be with you.  This is the right perspective and the authoritative manner you should consider these scriptures.  And, it will make you realize that your failures to live up to the standards of Christianity and Biblical requirements do not separate you from your Love.  It is because, when this scripture is read wrong, it can make you believe that you walked away from His love.  And when you feel that, you begin to start believing that God has separated Himself from you.  You can forfeit your salvation, depending on what practices of sin you engage in, but He will never separate His love from you.  You can loose your born again experience with God, but not other types or levels of salvation He blesses you with, still.  This is why it says in, Acts 2:21, "And it shall come to pass, that whosoever shall call on the name of the Lord shall be saved."  There are other levels of salvation, God showed me, which He gives unto men, so they can continue in Him.  These will not, however, qualify you to inherit heaven as your home, alone.  But, they are the work of His goodness, mercy, and love.


This is extremely important, when and if, you find yourself in the situations I found myself in, being challenged of them who surveillanced and that portrayed themselves as dignitaries of the Lord.  When they speak to you with authoritative religious fervor, believe them not nor follow their ways.  But, still, when not understood to be the military, they can truly bring you into spiritual bondage with the scriptures.  Remember, the devil used scriptures to tempt our Lord Jesus Christ.  That means that scriptures can be used in ways that do not please the Lord nor further His kingdom.  And, since they observe everything you do, say, and think, they are able to catch you in sins, easily.  It is so different when they portray themselves as pastors, church dignitaries, and prophets who present challenges to you about the matters of what the scriptures say, having to do with you and your practices of sin, exposed to them who surveillance.  You cannot justify yourself in the presence of God or His people, because you want to honor God, the scriptures, and His people.  So, by the honor you yield over to them, they tear you down in pieces.  They can act like saints that are strict, strongly converted into the things of God, and people who don't play games with Bible scriptures, because they live them.  These are all just characterizations they make for themselves, because it is an effective and entertaining way to strategize against you.  And, since it is understood that God is whom you yield to, they realize that if they throw the scriptures at you in certain ways, they can achieve manipulating you, defeating you, breaking your spirits, depressing you, and affecting you psychologically, which is their end, for sport.  They do know and realize that if they invoke the name of the Lord, they can accomplish penetrating your understanding and your will, to punch their way through into affecting your psychology.


But remember what it says in, Ephesians 1:13, that, "In whom ye also trusted, after that ye heard the word of truth, the gospel of your salvation: in whom also after that ye believed, ye were sealed with that holy Spirit of promise."  This is the Word of God.  It states, after you heard about Jesus, you believed, which sealed you with the holy Spirit of promise.  This is for life!  Though you sin and are not yet, born again.  This is salvation.  But, it is a different level of salvation, which does not quite qualify you to inherit life in heaven with God, all together.  This is why the Word of God puts it like this, that you are sealed with that holy Spirit "of promise."  It is a promise and a hope within you.  That is why you have experienced the presence of the Holy Spirit, before, the revealing of His good nature and will to you, though you were not even born again, and lived in sins.  This, simply because you believed.  And in Jesus, in whom ye also believed, you were sealed with that holy Spirit "of promise."  So, whenever you feel like you do not qualify to experience Him or have Him there with you, just check yourself and ask if you still believe.  If you do, then realize, God promises you are sealed with that holy Spirit.  The Word of God is not a lie.  So, live with this comfort, that Jesus nor the Holy Spirit has abandoned you, though you live in sins, simply because you still believe.  God desires to have fellowship with your acceptance of the truth, His kingdom, and His son.   


Remember, what you need to hold on to is the promises of God, not their judgements, opinions, suspicions, justifications, or prejudices.  The Word of God states in, John 6:37, "All that the Father giveth me shall come to me; and him that cometh to me I will in no wise cast out."  Realize, that Jesus Himself is assuring us that our turning to Him, seeking Him, and calling upon Him is the work of the Father.  All that encourages you to come to Jesus, is the gift of God, which the Father gives unto the Son, Jesus Christ.  And all that cometh to the Lord Jesus Christ will He in no wise cast out.  That means that until you die, no matter what, Jesus will not deny Himself to you whenever you come unto Him.  He will not cast you out.  You are accepted into His presence.  That is why it also states in, Romans 10:13, "For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved."  This is one way the Lord God fulfills the scripture promises and assurances of, Romans 8:35-39, that there exists nothing that can separate you from His love.  It is of His will and not of your actions that this nature of the goodness of God expresses itself unto man.  Yes, not even anything you do can separate you from the love of God that will always remain present with you through His omni-presence.  That means God is everywhere.  And since He is everywhere, His love for man exists everywhere as well.  But, it is appointed for man to die, then cometh the judgement.  That is when you can be separated from God, completely.  What man has done is separate themselves from relationship with Him, ignoring Him and His ways.  But, He is always there and He knows everything.


Jesus said in, John 10:27-29, "My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me: And I give unto them eternal life; and they shall never perish, neither shall any man pluck them out of my hand.  My Father, which gave them me, is greater than all; and no man is able to pluck them out of my Father's hand."  When you realize that the answers to all your situations is the Lord Jesus Christ, you are hearing His voice, which may even come through rememberances of scriptures, acknowlegements that He is the One, and even a leading of your understanding and spirit to turn to Him for solutions.  Jesus already said, that if you come unto Him, He will in no wise cast you out.  And if He will not cast you out, then you are in His eternal hands.  And also in the eternal hands of God the Father.  And from there will no man pluck you out.  You can live a discouraged and defeated life, but you are still in Their hands.  It still has to do also with what, Ephesians 1:13, stated that, "...in whom also after that ye believed, ye were sealed with that holy Spirit of promise."  And because you believed, in this way, Jesus speaks to you through that Spirit of promise as the good Shepherd of your soul.


Then, Jesus further assures of this fact in, Matthew 13:47-50, which states, "Again, the kingdom of heaven is like unto a net, that was cast into the sea, and gathered of every kind: which, when it was full, they drew to shore, and sat down, and gathered the good into vessels, but cast the bad away.  So shall it be at the end of the world: the angels shall come forth, and sever the wicked from among the just, and shall cast them into the furnace of fire: there shall be wailing and gnashing of teeth."  The kingdom of heaven is like a net that gathered of every kind.  But, until the end of the world, shall the angels sever or cast out the bad or the wicked.  They were there, though they were the bad, the ugly, and the wicked.  They were existing and living inside the kingdom of God, like illegal aliens who just moved into a nation, but have no legal right there.  They were caught and remained within the net due to the goodness and mercies of God, which is likened unto the kingdom of heaven.  These were people who called upon the name of the Lord, and were saved, but did not continue in the salvations God had supplied them with.  But, they remained until the end of their life, within the kingdom of God.  What I mean to say is, if they enjoyed the good of the kingdom of heaven, though they were or were not citizens, since they were the bad and the wicked, why is it that you can't reach out to God for salvation?  You don't have to be like them.  Reach out for His promises, for it is His good will and pleasure to bless you.  I am going to tailor what I am explaining in a way that will meet the needs of anyone and all. 


I am bringing these matters home to you in a way that will cause you to understand just how much of a right God has given you to have access to Him.  I do believe strongly that God intended that verse to cause you to realize up to what end He will be patient with you.  I am dealing now with that attitude many get when they realize they still live in sin, but the question of salvation comes in.  They know they do not qualify to call themselves saved, because should they die that very moment, they cannot inherit heaven as their home, because of their sin.  So, they deny themselves of intimacy with God, because of that feeling they get that they just don't qualify to have relationship with Him, just yet.  But, they are wrong!  You see, when these feelings come in, you can feel defeated and without hope in God.  It is just the stuff they who surveillance you will enjoy and use over you, for sport.  What truly does exist is that you are not and cannot be saved to the calibre of a born again believer, since you still live in sins that disqualify you from heaven.  But, there are other levels and forms of salvation I want to go over with you that will give you the confidence to reach out to God in times of trouble.  It is all scriptural.  I will show you.  God revealed this to me through my struggles as a surveillanced individual.  And, you can enjoy also much of His blessings.  I am not saying you should not live right for God, only that you can exist within the kingdom of God, saved from evils and even from not being able to have relationship with Him.  So, what I mean to say is, just call upon the name of the Lord, and you shall be saved.  These scripture truths will keep you strong, even when they who surveillances you heckle on against you, portraying themselves to be whoever or whatever.  It is my will that through this all you will serve God.


Lets get back to what Jesus was saying in, Matthew 13:47-50.  I am putting this in a way I can prove a point.  Consider, the bad and the wicked, lived within the kingdom of heaven, enjoying the good of the kingdom.  They were like illegal aliens who cross the border and make their home in a foreign nation, without the appropriate legal permissions being granted them.  But with God, things are different.  Please just listen.  What do illegal aliens do?  They get jobs!  And with those jobs, they buy cars, live in apartments, and pay their tithes.  And, if and when someone commits a crime against them, they call the police.  They even sue their neighbors.  They also receive government assistance, like food stamps, here in the United States.  They get citizens to rise up for their causes and attorneys to defend them and their rights.  This is all why I say to you, never stop living, trusting in the Lord.  Why should you withdraw yourself from the promises of God?  Why should you stop calling upon the name of the Lord?  Why should you stop taking your problems to God?  Why should you please them that surveillance?  They don't care about you or love you the way God does.  They never will, even if they could.  Why seek to please them by turning from Him who loves you and takes care of you and your needs?  These are avenues God has provided to show you He has already desired to give you everything.  He welcomes you.  There are different levels of salvation God has established to work out a conversion process in the lives of people who believe on Him.  To qualify, you just have to believe on the Lord Jesus Christ.  And with it all, He begins to establish His kingdom within you in stages.  You will only be the bad or the wicked that is cast out, if you die in your sins.  Till then, there is still breath, which means there is still time.  And Jesus makes full use of this.  It is His will, because He loves you and gives you the kingdom.             


What I do recommend, is that you do not wait for good things only to happen to you as a sign that God's favor is for you.  He already gave you His word, so why do you provoke Him with signs you request of Him?  The Bible says in, Luke 4:12, "And Jesus answering said unto him, It is said, Thou shalt not tempt the Lord thy God."  The New International Version of the Bible puts it like this, "Jesus answered, It says: Do not put the Lord your God to the test."  Yes, do not put God to the test with signs you demand He provides you with, as if you were some holy Old Testament prophet of God.  These signs at times people wind up looking for to get the message from God, whether He is or is not going to be on your side against injustices suffered.  If you don't snap out of it, you will continue on living a life with a fate that depends on whatever you encounter.  Then everything that goes wrong will seem like signs to you; and the days can be full of them, even for the just.  So do not live that way.  I encourage you in the name of Jesus not to.  Plus, you will find it difficult, if not impossible, to please God without faith.  The kind of faith that says, no matter what happens, I will believe in You and that You will see me through whatever I go through, is the type of faith that pleases God.  You need to have faith that the Lord is there for you, though He may not answer you in the form of a sign or miracles and wonders, the way you want Him to.  Jesus said that you will have trials, tribulations, persecutions, and testings.  That is what was said of the righteous apostles and prophets of God, who are we that we should be excluded from all of this?


What God revealed to me through my struggles is that there are different levels of salvation.  These have comforted me and I know these truths will strengthen you.  What those who surveillance you might try to do is what they did with me: and that is to judge, condemn, and heckle you into believing that you have lost your salvation, walked away from it, or have forfeited it; and cannot get it back, because God is that angry at you.   Since they watch you for so long, they can capture your acts of sin you commit, to use against you and to wear you down with them, into accepting that you no longer should consider yourself as someone who qualifies or is worthy of experiencing the touch of the Holy Spirit.  They await and position themselves against your faith, when the times come for it to be tested; and so they arise up against you and you have to deal with it all by yourself, the way God calls you to do.  It is at these times the military may use the occasion to fight you down to the ground, as they did me, with their speeches and their devices, to insist you give up believing you are still saved.  This is because they know you are weak spiritually, psychologically, and emotionally.  It is a bad feeling when things look like your best, somehow did not cut it for you, but just was vain, or without worth.  Of what value are your efforts, energies, times invested, sacrifices, labors, sufferings, and refusals to have fun, if you are still not saved nor cannot be saved at the end?  These are the types of things we all struggle with that can empower them over you.              


But, how can you know and understand for yourself that you are saved, genuinely.  Or, how can you be sure the Holy Spirit will touch you and comfort you, in your time of need, though you are not born again?  How do you prevent yourself from getting frustrated and junking everything you are doing in God when you feel, and they also make you feel, like what you are doing and how you are living is so wrong; so that you got to get a new life from somewhere again?  This can frustrate you to the point you loose faith that you are even saved.  And so you believe that you have to do the frustrating thing, and start all over, when that is not the case.  You still believe, and it is that part you don't have to start over.  But, if it is, Jesus, will be there to meet you and guide you through it.  Starting over can defeat you, especially when you feel like you got to do it, over and over again.  It is at those times you yearn, struggle, vex, and twist yourself into desiring the sign of the touch of the Holy Spirit.  But, when it does not come like, Pastor Lamb, once said, then it is because these are times of spiritual drought that Christians go through and they must continue by faith walking on through to the other side.  These are not signs that you have lost your salvation, walked away from it, nor forfeited it, but instead that you are being tested.  It is something fierce when God removes that feeling and that touch of the Holy Spirit that empowers you to continue in the things of God, so that you have to get up and walk of your own selves and remain by faith in the salvation God has called you to.  What complicates this all in the middle of it, is when the military begins to attack you during days like these with their inventions. 


What complicates things about that is that since you are going through these times of doubt, it becomes difficult for you to come to grips by faith that God is still operating His work of salvation on your affairs.  You begin to wonder if the God of your salvation will also save you today from whatever you will be facing.  This happens, because you just don't feel Him.  And, since you don't feel Him you wonder what there is of Him that is at work on your behalf that would make you feel safe and secure about things around you.  You need to believe He is with you there, by faith.  It was through times and struggles like this that God revealed to me by His Spirit the fact that there are several levels or stages of salvation.  And, once you come to understand that, you will struggle less, feel more confident and secure in Him.  I am tailoring it to meet the needs of every victim of electronic harassment, mind control, wireless torture, and wireless communications.  


First, the highest level of salvation is spiritual.  This level of salvation is revealed to us in, John 3:3-8, where Jesus tells Nicodemus, "...Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God...Except a man be born of water and of the Spirit, he cannot enter into the kingdom of God.  That which is born of the flesh is flesh; and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit..."  One may ask, "what is it?"  It is when Jesus forgives you of your sins, making it possible for God to enter inside of you and have a personal relationship with you.  Then, you may ask, "saved from what?"  Well, you are saved from having to be cast into hell forever for your sins.  And, you are saved from having to experience the judgement of God here on earth, too.  You are also saved from belonging to the devil to do whatever he wills with you.  You are also saved from being bound by the chains of sin that keep you captive and enslaved to it.  But, remember, this salvation is given to you on credit as a gift from God.  You are saved from all these things to the point that if you should die at that very moment, you would wake up in heaven.  And then that salvation would be complete.  What do I mean by that?  Why would it be complete and how is it on credit?  It has to do with what Jesus said in, Mark 13:13, that, "but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."  Yes, we are to continue in His salvation throughout our entire lives until we die for that salvation to qualify you and materialize you into heaven, and then it is complete, done, and finalized.  I am going to tailor these explanations to meet the needs of any and all.


How does God forgive sins?  Well, on one occasion, Jesus, forgave a woman who did not even verbalize a single request to be forgiven of her sins.  This happened in, Luke 7:37-50.  It is recorded that Jesus said, "Wherefore I say unto thee, her sins, which are many, are forgiven; for she loved much...Thy sins are forgiven...Thy faith hath saved thee; go in peace."  This is what happens when one is born again.  In their act of worship and praise, while they realize their sinful nature too, they are in the state of existing without sins, though they commit them, because they are forgiven them perpetually or without cease.  That is the miracle of the salvation power of God through Jesus and it is what God promised, saying He would make you holy before His sight, because it is His good pleasure and His perfect will.  This is found in, Ephesians 5:25-27, where it says, "Husbands, love your wives, even as Christ also loved the church, and gave himself for it; That he might sanctify and cleanse it with the washing of water by the word.  That he might present it to himself a glorious church, not having spot, or wrinkle, or any such thing; but that it should be holy and without blemish." 


Then, Ephesians 2:8, goes on to testify that, "For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift from God:"  This is when and where the problems, questions, and struggles of salvation begin.  It has to do with what the Bible says, like it does in, James 2:18-20, that, "Yea, a man may say, Thou hast faith, and I have works: shew me thy faith without thy works, and I will shew thee my faith by my works.  Thou believest that there is one God; thou doest well: the devils also believe, and tremble.  But wilt thou know, O vain man, that faith without works is dead?"  You are most certainly saved through faith, which is just believing in Jesus and existing with a relationship with God who lives inside of you through His omni-presence (God is everywhere), which is known as the Spirit of God.  But, if you do not live for Him, then that faith does not keep alive, through actions, that salvation that God has given you.  Your salvation will remain without faith, functioning out problems in the way of empowering you to higher levels of God's salvation.  That is what, Jesus Christ meant, when He said that he who continues to the end, shall be saved.  Without works of faith, your salvation will die out, but not completely till you die, since through faith you are saved, but you are not showing your faith by your works.  Complete faith includes living out what you have faith in.  You have only allowed your faith to convert your mind about the matters, but not your actions.  Saving faith is what you need to carry on until you die, if you plan to get to heaven.  Then it is, because you chose to endure till the end, just like Jesus said, that you will experience the complete work of the salvation God, that He has planned for you, when you wake up in heaven before His presence.  As I mentioned before, my purpose is to explain these levels of salvation God revealed to me in a manner that would be tailored to all or any.  But, don't condemn yourself for your failures to practice works to complete your faith, so much, but do keep it in mind, it is necessary if you want to get to heaven.           


This is especially when these levels of salvation are revealed.  This is important, because God showed me you don't have to be born-again-saved, to be saved of other things as well.  This I reasoned out during my times in thought about the nature of the matters and questions of what sorts of salvations exist.  That is part of what the Bible meant by stating in, Acts 2:21, that, "And it shall come to pass, that whosoever shall call on the name of the Lord shall be saved."  That is because, God loves you so much, that even though you are not yet born again, which is the highest level of salvation here on earth, He will save you from your troubles when you call upon His name.  I will show you, that just because you are not yet born again, He will come to your rescue in times of trouble, which is something that every victim of electronic harassments, mind control, wireless tortures, and wireless communications needs.  It will come in handy, during spontaneous encounters with troubles.  He loves you so much, He intends to be there for you, now, when you call upon His name, without you having to go through the steps of being a born again believer, first.  He knows that will take time and that also you don't wanna play games with Him, going through all these steps, just to manage to get a hold of God for your salvation from a thing.  Jesus did that to the multitudes on the spot, whenever they called, without asking them or even demanding them to get born again, first.  That is what an awesome God we serve.  But, his healing miracles were signs to them all pointing to the realities that they must realize God exists and that they should worship Him.


In, Matthew 19:25, it states that the disciples of Jesus became amazed saying, "Who then can be saved?"  And again in, Mark 10:26, His disciples were astonished out of measure, saying among themselves, "Who then can be saved."  They were living for God, they did believe in Jesus, they had accepted Him into their hearts, yet they questioned if they even could be saved.  They knew they had obtained the salvation of God, but questioned if they could enter into the kingdom of God.  This reveals the different levels of salvation.  It has to do with what Jesus had said also, and that is, that "he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."  That is the answer to that mystery.  This is important, so you can live with confidence that the Lord is with you, always, especially when you call upon His name. 


They wondered if they had it in them to reach that level of salvation, which was promised, but was far away from them, since they were not at that end yet, which is death in Him to enter into heaven.  They had not died in the salvation of God yet, that would qualify them to enter into heaven and they did witnessed what Jesus said others would have to do in order to inherit eternal life.  That caused them to understand that they had not yet obtained that highest level of complete salvation of God.  Yet, they were saved.  Without a doubt.  Absolutely.  Then, Peter, went on to become an apostle and clarified these things in, 1st Peter 4:18, by stating, "And if the righteous scarcely be saved, where shall the ungodly and the sinner appear."  How is it that the Bible says that, whosoever calls upon the name of the Lord shall be saved, and yet, Peter says that the righteous is scarcely saved.  This is what clarifies all the things about salvation that people at times believe are contradictions.  It has to do with the fact that there exists different levels of salvation.  The end goal of God is to save you to the end, when you die or are raptured.  His goal is to take you through unto receiving the highest level of salvation He offers which is life in God in heaven.  His deepest desire is for you to obtain it.  That is why, when you call upon His name, you shall be saved, but that does not mean that you have obtained that level of salvation that qualifies you to enter into heaven, yet.  For what?  For just calling upon His name?     


The will of God is revealed through, 1st Timothy 2:3-4, where it says in, the New International Version of the Bible, "This is good and pleases God our Savior, who wants all men to be saved and to come to a knowledge of the truth."  It is His perfect will that men should be saved.  Jesus says in, Mark 16:16, "He that believeth and is baptized shall be saved; but he that believeth not shall be damned."  In this, we understand that they who believe and get baptized are saved.  These are they we accept as full fledged born again believers.  They were ready to be saved, or say, born again; so they went ahead and got baptized too.  That is a very high level of salvation.  It is authentic and good.  But, it is not the highest level of salvation, which can only be obtained of them who endure to the end, like Jesus said.  This is important, to clarify what it is, but also to enable you to walk and live in the other levels of salvation that come from God, in hopes that you can be brought up higher and higher, till you allow the workings of that complete salvation of God to have its way in your life.  But also I explain it like this, so you can exist in it, knowing though you are not born again, He is there to turn to.  God wants all men to be saved, says the Book of Timothy.  No one alive has yet obtained that highest level of complete salvation in God living with Him in heaven, until they die or the rapture happens.  But, they can be saved on credit, living as though they were the chosen people of God who will be in heaven once they die or get raptured.  But, it is not known yet by anyone if they will ever get there, but by God.  They must endure to the end, yet God accepts them as full citizens and legitimate children of His, blessing them with the fullness of His salvation as though they were already His children with Him in heaven.  Yes, the end of whether they will or will not enter into heaven depends on whether or not they will endure till the end.  Jesus said, that whoever comes to Him, He will in no wise cast out.  He meant it! 


What is good about knowing and understanding all of this, is that it enables you to continue in Him, struggling it out not to just throw in the towel and every bit of things you have achieved with and in the Lord Jesus Christ.  If you fail, don't throw it all away and resort to avoiding the things of God with religious ritualisms.  This will retard you and ensnare you from making it a habit of going forward with God, instead of backwards, all the time.  God knows you do it to respect Him.  He understands you do it to honor the things of God.  Also, it enables you to at least exist in the salvation of God, though it is not still complete in you.  What I am saying is that, yes, it is possible to live in the salvation of God, though you are disqualified from heaven for something you have still not let go of.  If you call upon His name, He will save you from not being able to have relationship with Him, and not being heard when you pray.  Ask Him for that and for the forgiveness of your sins.  Consider Samson, whom the Spirit of the Lord would come upon mightily.  This, though he walked in sin.  It says that he judged Israel.  Why did God not just reject him?  But, things like practicing the sins that Samson walked in, do disqualify you from heaven.  But, God was someone Samson still had on his side.  God's love willed God to remain with him, like it says in the Bible, that nothing can separate you from His love.  But, realize, once you die, then comes the judgement.       


What I am trying to say is that I understand what you are dealing with and I know that it is hard to even be capable of being in control of matters, when you are being electronically harassed, wirelessly tortured, experimented on for mind control projects they set up for themselves, and wirelessly communicated to by them who surveillance you.  Because you cannot produce that life style that qualifies you to be legitimately saved at the highest level God offers, does not mean that you cannot still be saved.  So relax, breathe, and set up some goals to knock out your problems in this area, piece by piece.  That is important when you need that comfort of the Spirit of God, but you think and rationalize that you do not qualify to experience Him in your affairs, because you are not a born again believer, yet.  Yes, you do understand that you believe in God, but, you feel like He is beyond your reach and so is His salvation, because you cannot be born again, just yet.  It is something that you cannot produce even if your very life depended upon it, right that minute.  Plus, that level of salvation, may take time, unless you happen to have a miracle, which, at times is a product of faith, and that complicates things when you also want and need assurances, like the power of the Holy Spirit being poured out on you that very minute.  I did promise you I would tailor this material in a way that would meet the needs of everybody, in one way or another.  I meant it, because it is my sincere hope in Jesus that He will begin to reach out to you through the Holy Spirit and minister to you.   


I am not justifying your sins that disqualify you from heaven.  People can loose their salvation from hell, eventhough they still live in His salvation, because they still believe on Him, but they have committed some practice of sin they need to take care of.  These truths are what clarifies things that seem contradictory, but are not.  They can walk away from it and they can forfeit it, due to practices of sin.  For instance in, Matthew 18:23-35, Jesus talks about the kingdom of heaven being likened unto a certain king who forgave the debt of one of his servants.  But, that servant turned around, and put one of his fellowservants into prison, till he should pay the debt.  Then the Bible goes on to say the king said in, Matthew 18:32-35,  "...O thou wicked servant, I forgave thee all that debt, because thou desiredst me:  Shouldest not thou also have had compassion on thy fellowservant, even as I had pity on thee?  And his lord was wroth, and delivered him to the tormentors, till he should pay all that was due unto him.  So likewise shall my heavenly Father do also unto you, if ye from your hearts forgive not every one his brother their trespasses."  This is what can and will happen to born again believers who refuse to forgive.  They lived in the salvation God had given them, but they became disqualified from heaven, because they did not forgive someone.  It is clear, these will not inherit the kingdom of God in heaven, but will only be delivered to the tormentors, which is the pit of hell, if they die in that sin of unforgiveness.  This is why, Peter, said, "the righteous is scarcely saved."  That person's salvation from having to pay the debt of eternal punishment in hell, was revoked or taken away from him, by God.  He lost his salvation from hell through unforgiveness.  He forfeited it.  Yet, he continued to exist in salvation until the time of reckoning materialized into being, which is when one dies, chiefly.


But, what this also reveals is the fact that different levels of salvation exists.  These born again believers continue on within the kingdom of God receiving the blessings of the Holy Ghost being poured out on them, while they worship and praise His name in His very presence.  They express the evidences of salvation by the Holy Spirit who marks them as His own with it.  God will always continue to inhabit the praises of His people.  And like Samson, the Spirit of the Lord will continue to come upon them, empowered of God for the work of His purposes, though they sin.  The Word of God says in, Judges 15:20, "And he judged Israel, in the days of the Philistines twenty years."  It is because, God is not like unto man, breaking off relationships readily on impulse.  If He would, that would mean He would be leaving the spoils over to the devil to glory in such treasures of God.  


In this, we see that Jesus fulfills His promise He made to mankind in, John 6:37, by saying, "...and him that cometh to me I will in no wise cast out."  And the Bible also says, whosoever calls upon the name of the Lord shall be saved.  They are still saved from not experiencing the blessings of the kingdom of God, the outpouring of His Spirit, receiving the knowledge of God, and even His favor, but they are disqualified from heaven, because of unforgiveness until they get it right.  One can live and exist in this level of salvation through which men obtain mercy, grace, blessing, and favor of God, who works to finish the work He began in us.  He leads the horses to water, but if they choose to refuse drinking the waters of forgiveness towards others, then if they die like that, they forfeit that highest level of salvation, which is life in Him in heaven.  This leading to the waters of forgiveness happens through the preaching of His word, through readings of the scriptures, and through the convictions of sin to let go of that unforgivness, so the work of God's salvation can be completed. 


Matthew 1:21-23, states, "And she shall bring forth a son, and thou shalt call his name JESUS: for he shall save his people from their sins.  Now all this was done, that it might be fulfilled which was spoken of the Lord by the prophet, saying,...they shall call his name Emmanuel, which being interpreted is, God with us."  Now who is us?  He includes us as we read or hear that beloved name.  God meant He is, "God with us," indiscriminately.  That is why the Word of God also states in, Acts 2:21, that, "...whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved."  He would be, God with us, with them also.  He was not guaranteeing that they would inherit the kingdom of God in heaven, when they called upon His name.  But, that is His end purpose for our lives.  I did mention, my aim is to tailor these explanations to meet everyone's needs, leaving none out.


Now, I will go over with you the miracles of the salvation power of His love.  I begin with, John 1:12, where it assures, "But as many as received him, to them gave he power to become the sons of God, even to them that believe on his name."  That means that just for receiving Him for who He is inside of you, God gives you the power to become a child of God.  Even if you just believe on His name.  What that means is that when these things exist in you, God bestows you with the power to become His son or daughter.  You do not have to be a born again believer to have this power of God available to you.  It is within you, since that day that you just believed on His name.  That resident power that is within you is the salvation power of God.  This testifies that there exists different levels of salvation.  The power to become a child of God is salvation, for it saves you from hell, darkness, the curse of sin, the bondage of sin, and from following the devil when this resident power of becoming a child of God is activated by you.  It is already inside of you, because you believe on Him, like the scripture says.  God put it there.  But, until you use it, you will continue on existing in this lower level of salvation, which is a salvation, but does not make you into a legitimate child of Him nor enables you to inherit heaven, should you die at that instance.  For this, you must be born again.  


You don't have to fear that you do not measure up or have not met the necessary requirements to obtain His salvation from troubles encountered.  Once and because you receive Him or at least believe on His name, you are given that active power of the Holy Spirit and the Word of God to work in you His salvation and conversion to His Son, Jesus Christ.  But that does not yet make you born again at all in itself.  If you want to get to heaven, you must be born again.  Yet, this is the salvation power of the Word of God operating through you and in you.  Like it says in, Romans 10:9, "That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved."  How many of us understand that you can do that all your life and continue in a life of sin that disqualifies you from entering into heaven?  What is the contradiction here?  Are you saved or not?  The Bible clearly says that your beliefs, confessions, and the receiving of Lord Jesus Christ is salvation.  It is the gift of God bestowed on each and every individual on this entire planet.  It is legitimate and you can walk in it with confidence in the Lord Jesus Christ, but while you are at it, or there, God wants you to take further steps into obtaining higher levels of salvation.  He wills you turn your entire life over to Him.  That is His end plan for your life.   


It all also has to do with the fact that God loves you, for as He created you and all things for His pleasure.  So that through what Jesus has done, now, He is able to have relationship with you, which is what He always wanted.  Jesus forgave sins at times, even though He was not asked to, like in, Matthew 9:2-7 and Luke 7:37-50, because He chose to in the power of His goodness and love.  Jesus felt like He should include that as an extra blessing to them.  With that, He is also able to enjoy relationship with you.  This is salvation.  The work of the saving power of God.  Jesus wants to visit you the way He visited, ate, and drank with sinners.  The "Lord God with us" has  need and desire to spend time with you.  He is actively involved through His Spirit and the Bible in working out His power and kingdom in you, through you, and around you.  He will exercise His will and dominion everywhere, but He created you with the power of choice, which He purposed to give you to do what you will to do.  And if you do not will to receive Him nor embrace Him, then you chose that to the hurt and the destruction of your very soul.            


It is my purpose to explain these Biblical truths to you, so you don't ever feel like God has left you in your times of trouble.  It is difficult when you realize you have sinned against God.  Even if these are not wicked acts, they can weigh on you.  And since the military surveillances you, they can exercise their prejudices with cruelty upon you to break you for sport.  In these hard times you need the assurance that the Lord is with you.  What I intend is to explain to you how it is so.  It is better for you than just hearing words that comfort.  This is because you need to know through the Bible, the very Word of God, that it is so to enable you to bring your mind to that concrete set of undisputable facts.  And so, that is my purpose.  Right now, I am going to provide you with some definitions of the words, "save" and "salvation," to enable you to better grasp that no matter how you live, you can obtain the salvation of your God, when you call upon His name.  This is to give your stands assurances in the Word of God.  You need to know for a fact that you can stand on the salvation of your God, so that you can approach life with sure confidence.   


The Zondervan Pictorial Bible Dictionary, defines the word "salvation" as follows:  "In the Bible the word "salvation" is not necessarily a technical theological term, but simply denotes "deliverance " from almost any kind of evil, whether material or spiritual.  Theologically, however, it denotes (1) the whole process by which man is delivered from all that interferes with the enjoyment of God's highest blessings, (2) the actual enjoyment of those blessings.  The root idea in salvation is deliverance from some danger or evil...In the OT salvation is at first thought of as deliverance from present evil in a temporal and material sense, but with the deepening sense of moral evil, salvation acquires a profound ethical meaning...In the OT, complete trust in God was the most important of the human conditions for salvation...In the teaching of Jesus, salvation is often used to denote deliverance from trouble, like illness, but it usually means deliverance from sin through entrance upon a new divine life...Salvation is represented primarily as deliverance from sin.  The whole NT lays stress upon the sufferings and death of Christ as mediating salvation.  As in the teaching of Jesus, salvation throughout the NT is regarded as a present experience, but it is eschatological as well.  Indeed, the blessings of salvation the believer has now are only a foretaste of what are to be his in the coming age, after Christ comes.  The salvation Christ brings is not merely deliverance from future punishment, but also from sin as a present power.  It includes all the redemptive blessings we have in Christ chiefly conversion, regeneration, justification, adoption, sanctification, and glorification.  It provides a solution for the whole problem of sin, in all its many aspects..."


In these definitions of the word "salvation," we also see how there are forms or levels of salvation that may be exercised to help the needs of individuals.  It says in the Zondervan Pictorial Bible Dictionary that, "salvation is often used to denote deliverance from trouble."  The Bible says in, John 1:12, "But as many as received him, to them gave he power to become the sons of God, even to them that believe on his name."  This is all you need to have the kingdom right to call upon His name, so you can be saved from your troubles.  He is your God and your salvation.  And when you call upon His name, He will forgive you of your sins when you ask Him.  This is salvation.  Jesus taught His disciples that they should forgive, up to seventy times seven.  This was to demolish what, Peter, believe was reasonable, being only seven times.  Meaning, He is not a hypocrite or a liar.  He lived and still does what He preached.  And He demands you also forgive.  If you do not forgive you cannot inherit heaven as your home.  This is the highest level of salvation one can only experience after death or the rapture.  But, for the moment, you are saved from your sins.  With that He can enjoy having relationship with you.  Also, it feels better to go through this easy route of asking for forgiveness of sins, while you ask Him to save you from your troubles also.  This is a way you can also begin to deal with your sin of unforgiveness.  Ask Him to help you with that sin and to begin working this out in you. 


Remember also, that a definition of the word "salvation" is, "the whole process by which man is delivered from all that interferes with the enjoyment of God's highest blessings" and also "the actual enjoyment of those blessings."  This already happened when you trusted in Jesus, after you heard the Word of God, the gospel of your salvation.  This though, you are not yet born again, and live in sins.  I told you I would tailor these explanations to meet the needs of everyone and all.  But, all according to the truth.  It says in, Ephesians 1:13, "In whom ye also trusted, after that ye heard the word of truth, the gospel of your salvation: in whom also after that ye believed, ye were sealed with that holy Spirit of promise."  You are saved from all that interferes with the enjoyment of God's highest blessings, though you live in sins, because you exist how this scripture says would cause you to be sealed in Him with that holy Spirit of promise.  You are free to enjoy the things of God through the Bible when you read it.  The Spirit of God still touches you and deals with you through the Spirit of the Word of God.  This is salvation.  It is also, as the Zondervan Pictorial Bible Dictionary defines the word "salvation," being "the actual enjoyment of those blessings."  That is why you can experience God touching you when you involve yourself in the Word of God, though you are still a sinner and not born again, yet and still.  So, snap out of it, have faith in God, and realize He is there with you through the Spirit of God that worketh in you His salvation power and influence to make you realize again, His promises are there for you to have, at will.  You can enjoy the Spirit of God blessing you and making you aware of your sins; and that He is there with you still, but that even though you don't readily act upon it, but just cherish the moment.    


The above definition of the Zondervan Pictorial Bible Dictionary, also states, "The salvation Christ brings is not merely deliverance from future punishment, but also from sin as a present power."  This means He will save you from future punishments for your sins, by forgiving you when you ask.  This is a level of salvation you obtain by asking, though you are not even born again, that He provides, because He is good.  He makes the sun to shine on the good and on the bad.  Through this He intends to influence you to realize you should and must get rid of your practices of sin, so you can have a better relationship with Him as a citizen of His kingdom.  If that person leaves his or her sins, then there is a greater chance He will not punish, because He has forgiven.  But, if you have killed someone, you will be forgiven in heaven for it, if you ask Him, but you must pay your debt here on earth.  That is because, the Lord is not mocked, as it says in, Galatians 6:7, "Be not deceived: God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap."  Though you are reaping what you have sown, you can be saved by grace: walking in his salvation power as a forgiven believer.  You will be living and walking in the salvation of God from His punishments for it (sin), which would include hell in the future, when you die.  You will also be saved from you sins, in that you can experience God in your life, though you have committed sins.  That is the salvation power of forgiveness.  You can have relationship with God and the touch of the Holy Spirit, while you live in sins.  This especially can happen with the experience of the outpouring of God's Spirit upon you, when you are letting go of big sins or have left them, but yet still exist in other sins you know you have to deal with in time.  This is how God leads you to Him and encourages you to continue in that direction.       


The other portion of this definition I am explaining is that, "The salvation Christ brings is...deliverance...from sin as a present power."  That is also the end He intends with your life.  This also does involve different levels of salvation, that work His work of rehabilitation in you and through you by His Spirit and through the Word of God.  I will use a worse case to prove a point.  When a drug addict calls upon God, He saves him through the power of His Word (Jesus) he receives, believes, and starts to confess with His mouth, which would include accepting the Lord Jesus Christ as Savior.  The Spirit of that Word (Jesus) begins to convince, influence, teach, reveal, and reprimand the individual; thus there is light.  That is a level of salvation God has given him, because he has done what, Romans 10:9, says, which is, "That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved."  This work may take a long time.  And then, through Jesus that man stops doing the drugs.  And so now, through the passage of time of walking in the first steps or levels of salvation, he has obtained a higher level of salvation, by letting go of the drugs.  He has been saved through God of his drug addictions.  Just because he still lives in other forms of sin, does not mean that person is not saved, walking and living in the salvation power of His love.  But, that level of salvation is not yet the highest level of salvation, which is life in heaven with God, unless he endures till the end.  And perhaps, he has not made a decision to be born again, yet.  But, I think not, for most in this case.  But, he might be aiming at that next.  But, the work of the salvation power of God's love operates in the work of rehabilitation to restore that individual as he or she once was, when a child, fully and automatically accepted into the kingdom of God.  Jesus speaks about this in, Mark 10:14, by stating, "...Suffer the little children to come unto me, and forbid them not: for of such is the kingdom of God."   


These things are all important, because once you realize there are different levels of salvation, you can stand confident that you are not left to yourself of God.  You will realize He has not abandoned you, especially in such times of trouble.  Seeing that you do not qualify to be holy or even a saint of God, your hearts will faint, because you will be wishing you could have Him there present with you in your times of need.  And because you see salvation as only existing in the form of being a born again believer, you could wind up trashing everything, labeling it all as not good, because what you are looking for is to stand, walk, and live in His salvation right then and there, at that very moment.  But, you feel you cannot and think it does not even exist, by mistake.  This disables your faith, which is very important to be able to stand in His salvation with confidence.  You need to realize that you already do exist in His salvation and in the hands of The Living God.  But, He desires and it is His will to take you to higher ground, so you can exist in the highest level of salvation He offers you, which is life with Him in heaven, when you die or the rapture occurs.  Till then, to get there, you must first be born again.  That is the highest level of salvation that the living on earth can obtain.  It is complete, but not to the end of experiencing life with God in heaven, which takes you living and enduring in that level of salvation to the end.  But, it is ever progressively working towards that end. 


But, if you fail, just realize you are still in His hands of salvation.  You just got to get back up again and obtain that highest level of salvation, which will take you to heaven should you die that very moment.  This might take time.  That means you will live and exist in a lesser level of salvation.  And that is because your sins have disqualified you from heaven, should you die that very moment.  But, it is still salvation.  With that you can work on it and for this purpose He provides it.  For instance, you are still believing and confessing the Lord Jesus Christ, at least a little bit, even in your private moments.  Better it is that you work it out from there, instead of throwing it all away, then having to start all over again.  If you do, you will lose or weaken your confidence in God, which is a present help to you, a victim of electronic harassments and the such.  You just have to come to realize that the salvation you now stand in and live in is truly authentic and of the Lord.  God will work with you.  It says in, Romans 15:5, "Now the God of patience and consolation grant you to be likeminded one toward another according to Christ Jesus."  This scripture reveals to us that God is "the God of patience."  It is my purpose to explain to you all the possible avenues of these levels of salvation God revealed to me, so that you will be able to overcome, be strong, and live with confidence in the Lord throughout your surveillanced life.  This is also the reason I am going through all the necessary avenues of scripture, so you will be fully informed and enlightened by the Word of God, who is Jesus Christ.  [PLEASE READ ALL OF IT.]







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TO: Victims of Electronic Harassments

(Targeted Individuals)



February 23, 2011



Jesus Opened My Eyes Through Soldiers' Confessions

By:  Eliseo Perez

El Paso, Texas, U.S.A.






As you recall, that other definition from the Zondervan Pictorial Bible Dictionary is that, "The salvation Christ brings is...deliverance...from sin as a present power."  It is further explained in this other definition it provides also, that "salvation" is, "the whole process by which man is delivered from all that interferes with the enjoyment of God's highest blessings."  When you call upon His name, He saves you from the present power of sin you are guilty of, because He is come to set the captives free, as Jesus said in, Luke 4:18, "The Spirit of the Lord is on me...He has sent me to proclaim freedom for the prisoners..."  And it states in, 2 Corinthians 3:17, "Now the Lord is that Spirit: and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty."  The other definition provided is, "the actual enjoyment of those blessings."  This is salvation.  You are welcomed by God to enjoy the highest blessings of His love, of the knowledge of the Word of God, of the freedom to practice what the scriptures teach you, to pray, to worship, to praise His name, and to feel the touch of the Holy Spirit.  This even though you are presently disqualified from heaven, because of your sins.  This is salvation.  To be set free from "sin as a present power" in your life, which causes a separation or withdrawal from enjoying His blessings and the things of God you can experience.  That is why the definition of salvation is also, "the actual enjoyment of those blessings."  You are in His salvation through your enjoyment of those blessings.  You can rejoice in Him with gladness, boldness, confidence, and thanksgiving.  But, this is not the highest level of salvation you can experience or obtain.  It is till you endure unto the very end, that you can enjoy life with Him in heaven.  I am tailoring it to meet your needs.  Now, let me go over some other definitions of the word "save" I provide from a different source:      


The Vine's Expository Dictionary of Old and New Testament Words, defines the word "save "as follows: 1. SOZO, to save, is used...(a) of material and temporal deliverance from danger, suffering, etc.; from sickness, "made...whole"... (b) of the spiritual and eternal salvation granted immediately by God to those who believe on the Lord Jesus Christ... (c) of the present experience of God's power to deliver from the bondage of sin...(d) of the future deliverance of believers at the Second Coming of Christ for His saints, being deliverance from the wrath of God to be executed upon the ungodly at the close of this age and from eternal doom...(f) inclusively for all the blessings bestowed by God on men in Christ...(g) of those who endure to the end of the time of the great tribulation... 2. DIASOZO, to bring safety through is used (a) of the healing of the sick by the Lord,..."were made whole"...(b) of bringing safe to a destination (c) of keeping a person safe (d) of escaping through the perils of shipwreck...Note:  A.V., PHULASSO, to guard, keep, preserve, is translated "save."  PERIPOIESIS, (a) preservation, (b) acquiring or gaining something is used in this latter sense...   


The above definition states that the word "save" means, "of material and temporal deliverance from danger, suffering, etc."  Then, the word of God says, whosoever calls upon the name of the Lord, shall be saved.  This is an example of a level of salvation that man can receive, yet does not qualify him to enter into heaven, unless he dies calling upon His name, perhaps.  This is His salvation He promised to those who call upon His name. I just want to clarify to you that you can walk in His salvation, and that it is sure, so you can make it with confidence throughout your surveillanced life.  One form of salvation, may come in the form of being saved from the sword, like it talks about in, Ephesians 18:4, saying, "...for the God of my father, said he, was mine help, and delivered me from the sword of Pharaoh."  He can also save you from your enemies, like it says in, Luke 1:71, stating, "That we should be saved from our enemies, and from the hand of those who hate us."  This is a true salvation of God.  Yet, this is not the highest level of salvation one can obtain from God, which is life with Him in heaven.  Just because you are not born again, does not mean that you do not have the right to walk in His salvation.  This I say, so your realize you do qualify, though you are not yet walking in true righteousness.  This is how Jesus begins to manifest Himself in man, which at times even takes many years, to bring him to devote himself to God.  These are spiritual levels of salvation, which are sure, because He is present; meaning He brings salvation with Him, especially since you called upon His name.  So, never stop, believing.      


The Vine's Expository Dictionary of Old and New Testament Words, defines the word "save " as, "...from suffering...from sickness, 'made...whole'..."  This is a mark of the salvation of God upon one's life, but it is no guarantee that you will enter into heaven, because of the healing power of God's salvation you experienced.  But, through it, He intends to influence the one healed to consider the power of God and turn to live for Him from that day forth.  See what happened in, Luke 17:13-18, where it says that, "And they lifted up their voices, and said, Jesus, Master, have mercy on us.  And when he saw them, he said unto them, Go shew yourselves unto the priests...And one of them, when he saw that he was healed, turned back, and with a loud voice, glorified God...And Jesus answering said, Were there not ten cleansed?  but where are the nine?  There are not found that returned to give glory to God, save this stranger."  As we see, Jesus did not revoke the salvation He had given them over the sickness of leprosy, though they did not come back to thank him and glorify God.  What He does, He does.  He will not revoke the power of His salvation upon your life, just because you refuse to go all the way and get born again.  So relax, God will be merciful with you and not take it away from you.  But, you are lacking and your soul is in jeopardy of hell fire!  For, "Therefore hath he mercy on whom he will have mercy...," as it says in, Romans 9:18.  That means, you can still enjoy walking in that level of the salvation of God, but it is not total or complete in you. 


But, at least, you know it is sure, and you can rejoice in it, in this world you live in as a victim of electronic harassments, wireless tortures, mind control, and surveillances.  It is God's good pleasure to show forth His salvation power that men might be saved.  In Mark 2:9-11, it states, "Whether is it easier to say to the sick of the palsy, Thy sins be forgiven thee; or to say, Arise, and take up thy bed, and walk?  But that ye may know that the Son of man hath power on earth to forgive sins, (he saith to the sick of the palsy,) I say unto thee, Arise, and take up thy bed, and go thy way into thine house."  He did not go to Jesus for forgiveness.  He just wanted to be healed.  But, Jesus, showed forth His salvation with power on that man.  Jesus did not give him a list of requirements that he should keep so that he could continue to qualify living in that healing miracle he had received.  It was for life!  With no strings attached.  God saved him from his sickness.  And also God saved him from his sins.  God is present to establish His kingdom in you.  That is what is meant by what the Bible says in, Acts 2:21, that "...whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved."  And also, what it says in, Romans 10:9, "That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved."  However, just because you feel and experience His good nature does not mean that you are right with God, all in all.  You still have to repent of your sins.  Jesus, assures this in, Luke 13:3, where He says, "I tell you, Nay: but, except ye repent, ye shall all likewise perish."  Then He says in, Matthew 5:29-30, "And if thy right eye offend thee, pluck it out, and cast it from thee: for it is profitable for thee that one of thy members should perish, and not that thy whole body should be cast into hell."  He meant, take radical action against sin.


Then, the Vine's Expository Dictionary of Old and New Testament Words, defines the word "save " to mean, "to bring safety through...of bringing safe to a destination...of keeping a person safe."  It says in, Psalms 34:4 and 6, "I sought the Lord, and he heard me, and delivered me from all my fears...This poor man cried, and the Lord heard him, and saved him out of all his troubles."  You need to realize, God will bring you safety, while you go through your situations.  This is salvation.  One way He has begun to work this out in you already is through this report I emailed you, explaining just about everything you need to know that I can put together, so you can walk a life full of confidence in Him where you live.  It is His will.  Also, now you can walk through life understanding it is the military who is behind all the surveillances and electronic activities you are put through.  This is just an example I provide.  With this knowledge He will "bring safety through."  Also by the knowledge of the Word of God and His Spirit.  Yes, His salvation is upon you, which can also mean, according to this definition, "keeping a person safe."  He will save you.  It also says that, "of bringing safe to a destination," is a meaning of the word, "save."  He will be with you always and bring you safe to your destinations.  This, at least, because you are sealed with that holy Spirit of promise, like it says in, Ephesians 1:13, because you heard the Word of God and trusted in Jesus.  There are more scriptures that are also powerful, I will share with you in just a little bit.


Also, the Vine's Expository Dictionary of Old and New Testament Words, defines the word "save " to mean, "to guard, keep, preserve..."  He will guard you, keep you, and preserve you.  Just call upon the name of the Lord.  In, 2 Thessalonians 3:2, it states, "And that we be delivered from unreasonable and wicked men: for all men have not faith."  This is the type of situation you and I are suffering.  They who surveillance are unreasonable and wicked men, who electronically harass us, use mind control on us, torture us wirelessly, trick us into believing the community is surveillancing us, and communicate with us abruptly, wirelessly.  We may still have to suffer it, but He will guard us, keep us, and preserve us through it all.  We are and can be in His salvation.  If we call upon the name of the Lord, we shall receive His salvation and be saved. 


He has broken the chains by which the military had me bound for so long.  I believed everything they told me and it lead me to live a lie for their pleasure, without knowing it, but I was still saved.  Then He answered my prayers asking Him to show me the end of these surveillances.  It took about 12 years for that prayer request to be answered in its complete form.  Then all was revealed to me through them.  God works in mysterious ways.  It was the hand of God upon my life in answer to my prayers.  Now, they can no longer deceive me into believing anyone in the entire community was, is, or will ever surveillance me.  Not even the police.  It all makes so much sense now that God opened my eyes through these soldiers' confessions.  This is how the Lord Jesus Christ saved me further and God will save you through what He revealed to me, also.  He will save you through many means at different times.  This may not come to you as a born again experience, yet.  But, it is authentic.  I have seen the proof positive without a doubt that no one was ever doing anything to me.  But, because you experience these negative things, you will continue to live believing it must be someone within you community, unless you find out where it really came from, which is the military who surveillances you, just like I told you.


What goes on, you see, is that you yearn for God to be there with you to comfort you in your time of need, but you know you cannot bring yourself to be born again, just yet.  This confuses people into thinking God will not be their help, even so.  Then, the individual winds up feeling needs to withdraw and deny oneself intimacy with God.  This happened to, Peter, in Luke 5:8, where it says, "When Simon Peter saw it, he fell down at Jesus' knees, saying, Depart from me; for I am a sinful man, O Lord."  But, Jesus did not.  This comes with the realization of our sinful state, that we don't measure up nor qualify to deserve this intimate experience with God.  You exist in sins that disqualify you from heaven.  The Lord knows that.  But, you must realize what the Bible says in, John 1:4-7, where it states, "In him was life; and the life was the light of men.  And the light shineth in darkness; and the darkness comprehended it not...John...The same came for a witness, to bear witness of the Light, that all men through him might believe."  His nature is light.  And in him is life.  That is what happens when you experience Jesus.  That life in Him He expresses to you when you experience him and that same life expresses His will for you to obtain it.  And that life is the light of men.  The only way the light of men can reach you is to shine in the darkness where you exist.  That is why it goes on to say, and the light shineth in darkness.  How else can He reach out to you, who lives in darkness?  That light has come unto men that through Him men might believe.  What you need to do is receive Him.  Believe.  For, though, you exist in sin, it is His good pleasure to manifest Himself unto you.  What I mean is that, though you are not going to devote yourself to a born again lifestyle, you should reach out to Him still and receive His salvation.  It is a gift from God to you.  Don't withdraw or deny yourself of it.


Remember, Romans 10:9, which states, "That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved."  Just by believing in your heart that God has raised up Jesus from the dead, you have begun to receive Him.  And in, John 1:12, it states, "But as many as received him, to them gave he power to become the sons of God, even to them that believe on his name."  What you now got to do is confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, for that level of salvation to be complete.  What you don't realize is that you have already begun to do that when you pray.  When you reach out to him with thy mouth, you have engaged in the act of confessing the Lord Jesus Christ.  The word "confess" is defined in, Webster's New World Dictionary as follows: 1. to admit or acknowledge (...opinion, etc.) 2. to declare one's faith in.  When you confess to yourself the Lord Jesus Christ you have engaged in the act of receiving Him.  And the Bible says that, but as many as receive him, to them gave he power to become the sons of God.  And to make it clear, it also says, even just for believing on his name.  And when you speak to Him with your mouth, calling Him, "Lord, Jesus, Christ, Messiah, and Savior," you have begun to confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, as it states in, Romans 10:9, which activates salvation in your life.  This is salvation and this salvation is true.  Yet, Jesus said, "...but he that endureth to the end shall be saved."  Which reveals to us that this salvation received in this manner is sure, but is not yet the experience of the highest level of salvation one can exist in, which is life in heaven with God.  You have received salvation through faith and confession, but you are not yet totally saved from the furnace of hell.  This is because you still exist in this world that is full of sin, which has the power to ensnare you. 


But, what I mean to explain to you is that you don't have to withdraw, shy away from, or deny yourself of what God offers.  Yes, the above level of salvation is not total.  But, with it, he has given unto men the power to become the sons of God.  This is salvation.  You can call upon the name of the Lord and receive Him, because you believed on Him by confessing to yourself and to Him He is Lord through prayer.  The Bible says, then He will save you.  When you pray to Him asking for forgiveness, you are engaging in the act of calling upon the name of the Lord.  With this act, alone, He can have relationship with you.  It is the miracle power of what the Son has done on the cross for us.  But, recall, what the Bible says of Jesus in, Mark 2:9-11, stating He said, "Whether is it easier to say to the sick of the palsy, Thy sins be forgiven thee; or to say, Arise, and take up thy bed, and walk?"  This question was made to reveal the salvation work of the Lord Jesus Christ.  He was only called upon for a miracle of healing, but the Lord Jesus Christ forgave him of his sins as well.  This is the work the Lord Jesus Christ sometimes fulfills during acts of saving someone, when they call upon His name. 


Since you believe and received Him as Savior, Lord, and the Son of God by the act of confessing to yourself that He is, I believe He forgives you and responds to your cry.  This has to do with God forgiving you of your sins to the point and level that He can begin to manifest Himself to you or engage in touching you by the Holy Spirit.  But, you still have to take care of those problems of sin you have done.  I don't want you to be fooled, but just informed.  This is a minimal type of overlooking your sins He performs in order to reach out to you and embrace you.  Just the way He did with the sick of the palsy.  In fact, how else could He reach out to heal all the sick that came to Him?  It must be that God forgives sin automatically, refusing to hold it against the individual, to enable Him to fully respond to that cry for help, mercy, and salvation.  This is the only way I can fathom He could fulfill what He promised, and that is, that whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord, shall be saved.  But, don't depend on it.  Ask for forgiveness too and repent. 


But, this means you can exist in His salvation though you have not let go of your sins, which are an offense unto Him.  This also means you can exist secure in Him and in His salvation though you are not yet born again.  You can exist like this for life, but it is appointed for man to die one day, and then comes the judgement.  At this level He will glorify Himself still.  You are made free by Him to enjoy that level of salvation He has given you.  In this level of salvation you can enjoy all the learning about the things of God, the kingdom of God, and even the Word of God.  He, the Word of God, or Jesus, will minister to you the wonders of His love and salvation.  This is revealed to us in, John 1:1 and 14, by stating, "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God...And the Word was made flesh, and dwelt among us, (and we beheld his glory, the glory as of the only begotten of the Father,) full of grace and truth."  Whenever the Word of God is doing something in you, you must realize, it is the work of His ministry inside and around you.  That is because, He is the Word of God.  This even though you are in sin, not born again, and deserving of hell fire.  The Word of God is active in you working His salvation power no matter whatever you encounter, though you will suffer when you walk into sin, instead of paying attention to Him.  This, even though you are disobedient.  And this is salvation.  This is what it means in, Romans 8:39, that, "nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord."     


With me, what happened is that they who surveillanced me day after day, wound up heckling me, condemning me, judging me, and speaking to me in the name of the Lord with the voice of authority, yet it was all a theatre they role played for their enjoyment, kicking my faith down to the ground.  Whenever I committed a lie, accused falsely someone in anger, judged within myself that the people from church are in gross sins surveillancing me, thought evil of someone I suspected was against me, or harbored unforgiveness towards someone for any amount of time, they leaped out and slambed it in my face to destroy my faith and confidence in the Lord.  This would happen through sporadic announcements they would make portraying themselves to be people of God who had witnessed my evils.  These types of things they continued till they defeated me, making me realize I should be ashamed of myself claiming to be walking in God and committing sins that testified the opposite.  Even, Paul, said, "O wretched man that I am! who shall deliver me from the body of this death?," in, Romans 7:24.  Through this process, they forced me to withdraw myself from confidently participating in the things of God.  I felt ashamed of calling myself saved and it caused my lifestyle to mimic what I had begun to confess.  Then, it felt better for me to begin withdrawing away from the things of God, even denying myself intimacy with God.  I felt wrong living for God.  This is because it feels terrible when your sins are waved like banners in victory over you around you and before your very face, through mental visualizations and spontaneous wireless communications.


Then, with every gradual withdrawal of practicing the things of God, they continued to demand and take over new territories.  They wanted them all.  They made me feel like I could not possibly be saved at all to my face and by much doing of this it caused me to start accepting and believing in it, since what they had cast over to my face were indeed facts, in the form of verbal banners and flags of victory.  They made me feel captive, caught with the evidences of sins, red handed, and guilty before them all.  Especially, when I would stop going to church, because I thought the pastor was involved in these surveillances as well.  I thought that his participation in it would only encourage, support, and even imply it is an authentic right to engage in.  If I submitted to his endorsement of these things against me, then I would be justifying these wrongs as something that comes from God and I had already seen it was not the work of God, for as God did not inject a chip implant inside of me.  It was man.  But, how could I not accept that I was indeed guilty, again?  What was my problem?  Is the type of stuff I thought.  Why do I continue like this in the Lord?  What kind of hypocrite have I become?  Is where this all would lead me.  And so, my Christianity is not pure, I would reason.  And if my Christianity is not pure, it is not right!  And if it is not right, then it is not authentic.  And if it is not authentic, then I am not even saved.  With every new practice of sin they would catch me in, I would withdraw more and more from intimacy with God, believing I was honoring Him this way.  They made me feel like God was sick of my sins and that my voice to Him was a displeasing bother.


Then, I wondered if God was even with me any longer.  This is a terrible feeling in times of troubles.  You feel all alone in this world with no one to turn to but yourself and you don't have any solutions there for you either.  And if this is so, you begin to feel converted into realizing that you exist as open prey for the devil without any hinderances.  The devil can invade through all, any, or things to do with you, what he wills.  And since you feel disqualified from salvation or having a relationship with Him, because of your sins, especially because they who surveillance throw it back at your face, you begin to crumble and demoralize into self-defeat and depressions.  You can reach a point in your life when you feel like you are unable to reach God.  For it says in, Proverbs 28:9, "He that turneth away his ear from hearing the law, even his prayer shall be abomination."  Then in, Jeremiah 11:14, it states God saying, "Therefore pray not thou for this people, neither lift up a cry nor prayer for them, for I will not hear them in the time that they cry unto me for their trouble."  This becomes convincing it is you, when you also consider what it says in, 1 John 3:8 and 10, stating, "He that committeth sin is of the devil; for the devil sinneth from the beginning...In this the children of God are manifest, and the children of the devil: whosoever doeth not righteousness is not of God, neither he that loveth not his brother."  But, what complicates things more out of this is when, they who surveillance you read what you are reading from the Bible through you and begin to philosophize to you how the nature of who you are is not of God, but of the devil.  This to trigger your mechanisms to react in such a way that would cause you to garbage your walk with God to honor Him, because you don't want to play games with God any longer.  Watch out here!  Open yourselves to what you can learn.  In this, they had pleasure with me, for years.


Then I made another decision to leave my church.  This happened from church to church.  It was because I believed the pastors were becoming part of these surveillances.  And that they were loosing faith in my professions as a Christian, witnessing how I lived in privacy.  I was not living like the devil, but what sins they would witness they would oppose without question.  And the military who surveillanced me caused me to believe these pastors were designing their sermons based on what they had witnessed of me through these surveillances.  This chiefly happened through coincidences.  What message was preached that just so happened to match with things I did away from church in my privacy, had me hooked into believing it was so that they were surveillancing me, as well.  And when I would go home after church, they would heckle me with the very words the pastor had used during his sermon.  They just wanted to make sure I got the message that what was preached had to do with me so much, that it was based on what was learned through these surveillances.  They would even make comments impersonating these pastors.  How could it be any other with such graphic details?  Well, it has to do with the military having the ability to study the people you experience through your very eyes, ears, and memories about how they are.  They do this as a form of sophisticated entertainments, complete with the arts of impersonations.  But, most of all, it has to do with them having the ability to record what the pastor said through my ears, and then playing these preaching moments back to me, wirelessly.  This for effects that he is present.  I did not understand these techniques, until later.  Let me first explain a couple of things to alert you of severe troubles they can cause, before I continue to explain how God has established different levels of salvation, to work His work in man to train and bring him or her, to higher experiences with Him.  


I felt defeated, offended of them, irritated over them, frustrated at it all, and suspicious of the calibre of good Christian character they were supposed to represent.  I was out of church again and that caused 2 evils to rise up in opposition to me.  The first is not identifying myself through my actions of leaving the church as an authentic and official child of the living God.  But, this is not always so.  It has to do with what the Bible says in, Psalms 1:5, assuring that, "Therefore the ungodly shall not stand in the judgment, nor sinners in the congregation of the righteous."  When they who surveillanced me caught that scripture I read, they readily used it against me.  They stood up against me as though they were saints of God who stood in judgement.  This grieved me so.  I wanted to be used of God and be raised up to do His work through the church.  It was desired that I be raised up as a pastor or minister in 3 different Christian organizations.  In one of them, they wanted me to be a missionary.  But, even with all that background and Bible knowledge, these surveillances prevailed against me with the military's deceptive portrayals of church authorities.  Yes, I had to stand up in opposition to them and these surveillances, especially because their effects drew me away from God, which made them my greater enemy, even more so.  There was nothing about them that was good, generally, since they maintained this position against me.


Yet, Jesus assures also in, John 10:11-14, that, "I am the good shepherd: the good shepherd giveth his life for the sheep.  But he that is an hireling, and not the shepherd, whose own the sheep are not, seeth the wolf coming, and leaveth the sheep, and fleeth: and the wolf catcheth them, and scattereth the sheep.  The hireling fleeth, because he is an hireling, and careth not for the sheep.  I am the good shepherd, and know my sheep, and am known of mine."  This is what Jesus called pastors, "hirelings."  They are not the final authority in your life, but He is.  It is best, for sure, to stand in the congregation of the righteous, like is says in, Psalms, 1:5, no matter the problem, if you want to assure your position in the Lord, with God.  Yet, there are moments God understood, when these would fail you.  I saw every pastor as an hireling who ran and made friends with the wolf, in my moment of trial. 


The other evil that rose up in opposition against me was the sin of speaking evil against church dignities.  The Bible speaks against this in, 2 Peter 2:9-12, saying, "The Lord knoweth how to...reserve the unjust unto the day of judgment to be punished...Presumptuous are they, selfwilled, they are not afraid to speak evil of dignities...But these, as natural brute beasts, made to be taken and destroyed, speak evil of the things that they understand not; and shall utterly perish in their own corruption."  This is how they managed to disassemble and break me down, using this passage of scripture.  I was no longer of them and I spoke evil against church dignities, though it was because they did evil surveillancing me and judging me wrongfully, so I thought, due to the impersonations portrayed me of the military of them.  But, sin is sin, and God will judge it all.  They had fun with this, causing me to feel separated from God, because of the offense of these types of sins against His saints.  This was a vicious and fierce challenge to my faith, my assurances of salvation, and about questions I had concerning His presence in my life.  Please wake up.  It is the military and unless you realize it, you will find yourself falling without anything to grab on to that will sustain you.      


How could I justify my sins?  If I should, then God could not bless me, in the long run.  How could I manage overcoming these surveillances?  It was these surveillances that were the cause of relationship breakdowns in my churches.  Without good relationships with the brothers and sisters in the church, God could never bless me.  Especially, when it has to do with the pastor!  The Bible says He will oppose you.  This is why and when it is not a bad idea at all to find a new pastor, when he and you do not get along any more.  This is not a good situation to be in.  You never know what may happen and when?  You need the favor of God, but you have been destroyed in this area of them that surveillance you.  So, I would withdraw from the church when I felt things get out of hand.  I needed a new pastor.  One that would refuse to surveillance me and leave me and my situation in the hands of God, by faith.  This, because, his participations in it would trigger others to do the same.  Then they who surveillanced, I thought, would feel justified that even my own pastor endorsed it by participation in it.  And this could not be found anywhere, so I thought.  But, I did not know during these years of 1997 through 2003, that it was only the military impersonating them.  Then I lived for God by myself, alone.  So realize, what I am explaining to you, does come from years of struggles and God saving me from all these troubles through the knowledge of the Word of God. 


But, that did not work out too good.  The military that surveillanced me caused me to feel attacked of the community.  They would portray themselves as people who were announcing to other listeners amongst the community that they should target me with evil, because I deserved the punishments for ever walking away from God by leaving the church.  I did not know this was a hoax concocted by the military that surveillanced me, until about late 2008 or early 2009, when chiefly by accident, they revealed to me they were just the military all along, due to the sophisticated logics of one devising evils that back-fired.  But others, did allow for this opportunity to set me free from the hands of my enemies.  But, before this, their portrayals caused me to live suspicious, worried, and cautious about all my surroundings.  This drained me. 


I then started smoking cigarettes, which I used as some sort of a sedative.  I was just so frustrated, irritated, worried, suspicious, defeated, and tense about everything these surveillances were and might have the power to accomplish.  Also, since I did not even feel saved, I thought smoking cannot be all that bad, while I existed in these emotional, spiritual, and psychological torments they brought on me through their fierce portrayals of what my fate had for me in the future.  When I reach that opportunity to get saved, again, then it would make a difference not to smoke, I thought.  When you believe the entire community has access to these surveillance capabilities you begin to wonder just what on earth devious, criminal, and cruel individuals might desire to accomplish with that.  The smoking helped me get a grip of my spirits and enabled me to think.  I just did not care that much anymore.  What difference would that sin make, when you have lost it all, anyway?  But, I would repeatedly pray to God that He would hear me and consider the situations I was in, asking Him to show me the end of these surveillances, so I could be at peace and know how to handle it enough to enable me to serve Him.  And that He did.  It took about 12 years for that to happen.  Let me explain this briefly, before I show you some other powerful scriptures I have to share with you.


This is all very important, because it tells of the problem situations one who is surveillanced can find himself or herself in.  When you find yourself worn down and defeated of these surveillances, it winds up junking you around some.  This is also because you grow tired, keeping watch daily and nightly, for so long, trying to keep on top of things that you are faced with.  The military has created a surveillanced environment out of your community that is merely a hoax, but that leaves you believing if you fall asleep, you will drown, because this is a sink or swim situation, if you want to survive.  Then you wind up radically thinking up of theories upon theories about who is involved, why, and what they could possibly achieve against you, somehow.  And coincidences wind up impacting you mighty blows into your living, when they are merely harmless things at that.  These psychological burdens, trickeries, and attacks they trap you in are clearly not healthy to your well being.  These have the power to cause emotional trauma, psychological break downs, and loosing control of the good things in life you enjoy, love, and need.  These are the product of vicious, cruel, criminal, hateful, disgusting, riotous, and evil low life military people who they put in charge of surveillancing you with all these devices they use on you for sport.  They have lost their dignity and even self respect engaging in criminal terrorisms of your life, threatenings, stalkings, tortures, mind control, and harassments for illegal entertainments they revel in.  To them, these wireless devices they were issued of the military government are toys they use to psychoticize themselves with destroying your very life, live for pleasure.  They say faces of death made millions.  This tells us what people exposed to these devices can turn out to become once they start to invent things they can do with them on living individuals.   


But, in the midst of all this, the question still exists inside of you about whether or not you will ever experience salvation.  With psychotic savages surveillancing you, electronically harassing you, and torturing you wirelessly, the question of salvation comes to mind.  It was a struggle I sincerely dedicated myself to achieve obtaining what I loved, which was to live a born again experience, for life, till I die.  But, you realize you are not yet quite ready to live a born again experience, in your case, perhaps.  This might even seem like an extra burden you would have to take on, since it kind of has the feel of having to do with rules, change of conduct, radical changes to your lifestyle, practicing obedience, and doing what you don't want to do.  It seems like a hard thing to do with your life and you for sure, don't want to play games with that, pretending you are going to be a born again believer, when you know you will not change, because you don't want to, just yet.  And besides, why put up an act?  You want to come to God right, not wrong.  It is a waste of time, energies, efforts, and even accomplishments, because it would not be from the heart.  You would be doing something you definitely do not want to do with your life.  You would rather push that away as something you could do later, when you are ready to do it right.  This so that your act of reaching out for a born again experience will be truly blessed of God, because it will be authentic, then.  And, it is good, so you don't tire God with lies to His face.  It will disgust you as well.  But, I want to show you that God will meet you in this entire situation you find yourself in, anyhow, with a different measure of salvation you can appreciate, walk in, and live in to bless your life, while you wait for that right moment to be reach out for a born again experience.  Only remember, it is appointed for man to die one day, and then comes the judgement. 


For God to be with us, is salvation, as well.  Remember, His name is also, "God with us," indiscriminately.  His name is not, "God with others" or "God with some" or even, "God with them."  With this experience of salvation through God being with you that you can live in already, you can begin to master this same level, so that you can achieve maturing out of it into something higher with Jesus, later, when you make those decisions to do so.  That is the end purposes of His workings.  But, for the moment, you can enjoy an experience with God without hesitations, because it exists though you exist in sins; but it is much better for you to go further and get born again, for sure.  In fact, the presence of God with you exists automatically, once you believe on His name.  That is how simple it is.  For, "God with us," will be with you, because you believe on Him and called upon His name.  And when you receive Him by confessing to yourself, especially through prayer, that He is Lord, Messiah, Savior, the Christ, the Son of God, and your salvation, He will save you.  This, by blessing you with His presence, you do not deserve.  Also, by believing that God has raised Him from the dead.  Just as I have shown you the scriptures assure.  These are like the ABC workings of His salvation power, beginning its work already inside of you.  This, though you don't go any further to get born again.  He has already begun to do His work in you, patiently, waiting for the right moment to cause you and to inspire you to give your entire life to Him. 


I do not believe most of you knew that, but I explain it to you to minister to you.  You already have His salvation power at work in your life, since the day you did this, which happened so long ago, for most.  But, they just never understood it and were unable to know what to do about it, either.  Like, believe in it, have faith in it, and ask for more of His presence in your life.  It took some serious years of struggles trying to comprehend the right Biblical solutions about this all to cause me to understand it, as well.  These are simple things you can practice that open the doors of your life to His salvation and His presence.  This means that, you can call upon the name of the Lord daily, through even small prayers you can say, while you walk, watch TV, drive your car, ride the bus, stand, work, think, or rest.  Just small petitions made to Him with short, quick utterances of praise and worship made to Him, scattered throughout your days and nights, at least for starters.  He will be there for you and will be your salvation and God, though you live in sin.  But, He will bring home the issue of repentance, desiring and urging you to change your lifestyle, so you can experience the complete work of His salvation and a much greater, close relationship with Him through a born again experience.  Just remember, you have already experienced or have obtained His salvation, at a much lesser scale or level.  You just probably did not know or understand it was His salvation influence upon your life.  This is why it is always said, your relationship with Him must be by faith.  Which means, you have to take it, walk with it, and live in it, through faith.  Put some action into working out that which God has already given you.  Pick it up, in the name of Jesus.  So, what is the problem with taking what you already have and doing something more constructive, useful, and purposeful with it?  I told you I would tailor my explanations to meet anyone's needs and all.  Let me show you how close God is to you, despite you.  But, remember, He is closer to the born again believers, still.


In, I John 4:15, the Word of God assures us that, "Whosoever shall confess that Jesus is the Son of God, God dwelleth in him, and he in God."  This has already occurred in your life.  You have confessed with your mouth that Jesus is the Son of God, to yourself and to God.  Therefore, God dwelleth in you.  That is because God is also, "God with us," indiscriminately.  You just haven't acknowledged Him the way this scripture implies you should.  It has to do with the Spirit of Christ, who is the Word of God, working His miraculous works through His omni-presence (God is everywhere).  That means whenever the Word of God is invoked, thought, or spoken, He, the Word of God, is present working His salvation power in and through individuals that experience, through their perceptions, the knowledge of His word.  In, Philippians 1:19, it reveals about the Spirit of Jesus Christ, by saying, "...the supply of the Spirit of Jesus Christ."  And, 1 Peter 1:11, states, "Searching what, or what manner of time the Spirit of Christ which was in them...," revealing to us about matters having to do with the Spirit of Jesus Christ.  These two scriptures clarify that it is the Spirit of Jesus Christ, that is actively functioning and working inside of you His miraculous salvation power.  This is Jesus in you, factually having personal relationship with you.  This is because, He also is God, and is part of the omni-presence of God (God is everywhere); as the Word that was God, since the beginning, like it explains in, John 1:1.  This happens, as I explain to you, through that same Spirit working its influence through the Word of God that you think to yourself about, reason out logically, remember, or hear uttered into being.  Now, in, Revelation 19:13, it reveals to us also, that, the name of Jesus is also the Word of God, by saying, "And he was clothed with a vesture dipped in blood: and his name is called The Word of God."  That is the revelation of what is going on spiritually influencing the physical, each and every time you hear, read, think, or speak The Word of God.  This is why there exists, salvation.  And when you call on His name, you are confessing Him that He is the Son of God, implicitly, causing God to dwell in you, and you in God, just like, 1 John 4:15, states.


Now, that you understand that God dwelleth in you, which would include the Lord Jesus Christ, the Word of God in operation in your life working His salvation power and influence in and through you daily, you know that you have the Son.  This being so, tells you have life, like it says in, 1 John 5:12, stating, "He that hath the Son hath life; and he that hath not the Son of God hath not life."  Remember, this has to do also with what, John 1:4, stated that, "In him was life; and the life was the light of men."  That is the Spirit Life or Christ that you exist in, live in, and walk in, simply because you confessed Jesus is the Son of God, to yourself and to God, especially through prayer.  It is much stronger and of higher quality for you to confess the Lord Jesus Christ to others, but as long as you do confess Jesus is the Son of God, God will dwell with you and you in Him.  And in, I John 5:10, it states, "He that believeth on the Son of God hath the witness in himself: he that believeth not God hath made him a liar; because he believeth not the record that God gave of his Son."  You have the witness in you.  You are free to walk in His salvation, which He has given you, to have power to become a child of the living God, but also to have relationship with Him.  This means you are secure in Him.  This is authentic, true, and without apology.  So you don't have to live in doubt anymore, wondering if you can reach God in your times of need and troubles.  He, God with us, is already there.  You just have to know through the scriptures that it is so in order for you to have and exercise your faith in it.  This is though you are not living right.  This is how He begins to pick you up from the floor in your darkness and mold you into having a better relationship with Him through the years.  Then, hopefully, one day, you will make that decision to be born again.  You can ask Him for that and He will give it to you in due time.


Also, realize another promise God makes to man is found in, I John 2:5, saying, "But whoso keepeth his word, in him verily is the love of God perfected: hereby know we that we are in him."  Remember, there are different levels of keeping His word, and God will bless you accordingly.  It is His love that is perfected in us, from day one, because His love towards you is perfected when you keep His word.  That is His expression of love for you within you.  And He seeks to conform you unto His likeness expressing the perfecting of His love towards others.  Living His word is the highest level of keeping them.  Another form of keeping them is memorizing them.  Another form is honoring them as worthy of respect.  Plus, you do keep a Bible around the house, don't you?  To read every now and then.  Hereby we know we are in Him, the Bible says, only the measure is accordingly.  The Bible also goes on to say in, I John 4:6, that. "We are of God: he that knoweth God heareth us; he that is not of God heareth not us, Hereby know we the spirit of truth, and the spirit of error."  When we keep His word it is because we hear them.  It speaks of the Apostles, but can also mean pastors, teachers, missionaries, and even others who testify to you about the Lord Jesus Christ.  You hear the Apostles, at least, if no other.  And that alone qualifies you to be someone who knows God, to some level at least.  And by it we know the spirit of truth is in you.  But, this is just a little, O.K.  You know God, but you do not know Him well enough, the way you should.  It is one thing to know someone you like that you see around church or your neighborhood, but it is another thing to know that person as your spouse.  Then, you will have known that individual, for sure.  But, yet, you have been given the right to have relationship with God, and He will be there with you as your salvation, just for knowing Him this little bit.  So rejoice and be glad, for great are His wonderous works, mercies, and salvations through acquaintanceship, as well. 


As I mentioned before, I am going to tailor my explanations to meet the needs of any and all.  This is why I say to you, and if your heart condemns you, because you are not right with God, He is greater.  This does exist when you find yourself red handed, guilty before God, and you understand you do not qualify for heaven.  There is no doubt about it, you cannot be saved, existing with these offenses you commit without apology.  Not from hell, at least, unless you get that right with God.  Yet, I want to show you, that you have an assurance of salvation from God still, because you still believe on Him, confess He is Christ, the Son of God, and call upon His name.  This is salvation, but at a lower level.  Not at the highest level, which is to be born again, living a life with the assurance that should you die, at any given moment, you will awake in the presence of God in heaven.  Yes, let not your heart condemn you that you cannot still come to God, asking Him to see you through whatever you go through or encounter.  Please consider what it says in, I John 3:20, by saying, "For if our heart condemn us, God is greater than our heart, and knoweth all things."  You can still have relationship with Him.  Just remember, it will never be as good as it is for those who are truly born again, the one's who are truly saved from all their sins, ready to get to heaven any moment they should die.  These things I tell you, so you realize that right in the middle of doing your sins, you choose not to garbage respecting His presence that is still with you.  Why not?  Look at Samson, who lived in sin, and yet the Spirit of the Lord came upon him mightily.  God did not depart from Him, until his hair was cut, but you are not Samson, O.K.  This is just so you don't reproach your Maker, who is everywhere, including there with you and around you, all the time, anyhow. 


He said He would be with you, even though, He knows you exist in your sins.  You just have to come to grips of the whole reality of it and live with it, acknowledging always He is there and is with you wherever you are.  So, do not reproach Him though you are living with instances of committing sin.  This in no way is justification for your sins.  But, you can live thankful of Him for being such a great God, that He is.  Not only does He deserve your praise and worship, because He is God; but also because He exists the way He does, being merciful, gracious, forgiving, and involving Himself with your affairs.  In, I John 4:15, the Word of God states, "Whosoever shall confess that Jesus is the Son of God, God dwelleth in him, and he in God."  This is His promise!  Learn to live acknowledging His presence, being appreciative and thankful for it, for He will see you through your situations.  No matter what goes on, though you may have to experience bad encounters and sufferings, God is still with you.  So, you can stand up and reassure yourself in the salvation your God has given you to live in, because you believe on Him, confess Him with your mouth, at least to yourself and to God, and believe that God has raised Jesus from the dead.  The Bible says that because of that, God dwelleth in you, and you in Him.  For His name, according to, Isaiah 9:6, shall be called, "...Wonderful, Counsellor, The mighty God, The everlasting Father, The Prince of Peace."  No matter how you live, seek never to reproach your God or His presence, so that it may go well with thee.  And this is salvation.  It is a different level of salvation, than born again believers exist in, but it is sure that God is with you.  And, one day, this will enable you to take further steps into making heaven your home.   


There is a spirit about you that is in you, that I want to identify for you, according to the scriptures.  This spirit in you is of God.  This is because the Light, who is Jesus, shines in and within your darkness.  This is salvation, because where He is there is salvation.  He is the Savior.  John 1:5, states, "And the light shineth in darkness..."  That which expresses itself within you the knowledge of God, which is the Truth, and which measures all things by it, is of God.  This is because you keep His word within you by memorizing them, or at least generally recalling them.  This can also happen by keeping them, by picking up your Bible, at least every now and then, to read what His word says.  Remember, what it says in,  I John 2:5, stating, "But whoso keepeth his word, in him verily is the love of God perfected: hereby know we that we are in him."  It is the love of God perfectly working in you, through the Spirit of Christ who is the Spirit of the Bible, for His name is also the Word of God.  Please consider what, I John 4:2, is saying here that, "Hereby know ye the Spirit of God: Every spirit that confesseth that Jesus Christ is come in the flesh is of God."  That spirit inside of you that confesses this is of God.


But, that was the King James Version of the Bible.  Lets see how the Living Bible puts it.  It says, "and the way to find out if their message is from the Holy Spirit is to ask:  Does it really agree that Jesus Christ, God's Son, actually became man with a human body?  If so, then the message is from God."  You believe on Him.  Already.  That He came down from heaven and took the form of a man.  And that all Jesus did was God who was doing it, because He was God who became flesh and dwelt among us.  And so, that spirit in you is identified as being of God, like this above scripture proclaims.  That is the simple faith, which you confess to yourself and to God, making it possible for the Spirit of God to dwell in you.  To believe on Him, includes believing that He was everything He said He was and who He was.  But, you can reach greater levels of faith.  For instance, this also includes believing everything He said is so.  This includes, to a much higher degree, to those who are not novices of the scriptures, to believe everything that even the Old Testament says, how it says it.  Only that we are no longer under the Law, but live for God through faith.


Now, you are struggling in and through your situations, being targeted with evil of them who surveillance you.  You reach out to your God, whom you know is Savior, but your position of existing in unrighteousness prevails against you.  You wonder if He is there at all to bless you with His salvation or deliverance or help.  You then believe the solution is to go through a process of getting born again in order to be able to exist in this blessing you desire of Him.  It is good, but it may take time, when you need something more immediate.  I want to explain to you that He is present hearing you already.  And I want to explain what the scriptures say you must do to receive His salvation or deliverance or help.  This comes in the form of overcoming the world.  I begin by showing you what, 1 John 5:1, states by saying, "Whosoever believeth that Jesus is the Christ is born of God: and every one that loveth him that begat loveth him also that is begotten of him."  This says you are already born of God.  But, this is not the same salvation that is assured to them that become born again, because it is a lesser form of it.  But, this does reassure the born again believer of it.  But, you are born of God, just by believing Jesus is the Christ.  God is not a liar.  You already qualify and you are standing in His salvation.  You are born of God, so you have the right to reach out to Him and for His promises.  It is true, you are lacking if you are not born again, which is different, according to the scriptures, but that doesn't stop God from being God in your life and in your affairs.


We already confirmed that you are born of God, so lets go to the next step.  In,  John 5:4, it states, "For whatsoever is born of God overcometh the world: and this is the victory that overcometh the world, even our faith."  We are born of God, already, because we believe Jesus is the Christ.  So, since we are, it is us that will overcome the world unto victory.  And this is our victory, even our faith.  That means you are incredibly stupid if you don't use it already.  Begin to exercise your faith.  Have faith that God will accomplish what the scriptures say for you, your situation, your fate, and your tomorrows.  Through it all,  He intends to cause you to graduate from this level of salvation, faith, lifestyle, and works to higher ground.  Yet, you will overcome this world, because He promised you, you would.  Just never trust believing it will happen exactly the way you want it.  God is not an errand boy of yours.  You are not an Old Testament prophet, and even they suffered.  You are a sinner, so don't be choosey, because you are the beggar in this situation.  And John goes on to reinforce what he is saying and meaning with the next scripture, being, I John 5:5, which states, "Who is he that overcometh the world, but he that believeth that Jesus is the Son of God?"  You are a champion.  You can do it.  You have God with you already who will enable you through the struggles of life.  You will overcome and you still have Him.  What you got to do next is also desire to remain in Him after death, in heaven.  Then, you will over come it all: the world, your sins, and even death.


Now that you know who you are in Christ and also where you are in Him; you should come to realize that as someone who is legitimately born of God, like the scriptures that cannot lie assures, you have the right to exercise the power He has given you, without shame or apology.  Jesus said, in, Luke 10:19, "Behold, I give unto you power to tread on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy; and nothing shall by any means hurt you."  That means you can exercise power over the enemy.  You should call upon the name of the Lord, and you will be saved from your enemies or anything else, as well.  Just remember, there are also no guarantees at times, that His manner of salvation is not for you to just go through, without the destructive powers of the enemy having devistating or total affects on your life.  You have enemies who wrong you, realize God is on your side, and not on the side of injustices against you.  Get up and take authority over the works of the enemy.  Have faith in God that He will see you through all your struggles, situations, and troubles.  The Word of God states in, James 4:7, "Submit yourselves therefore to God.  Resist the devil, and he will flee from you."  Resist him, especially when he is trying to convert you into doubting God and His watch over you and your affairs.   


Recall, that the Zondervan Pictorial Bible Dictionary defines the word "salvation" as follows: "...(1) the whole process by which man is delivered from all that interferes with the enjoyment of God's highest blessings, (2) the actual enjoyment of those blessings."  Part of the blessings of God is that you are able to overcome this world, with all its troubles it brings.  One of the things you should do is start binding whatever actions rise up against you.  Just state, "I bind it in the name of Jesus."  Bind the mind control effects, the wireless tortures, the electronic harassments, and the illusions the military creates for you that you are being surveillanced of the police and the community, in the name of Jesus.  Just remember, you are also invoking His name, which means, you are also calling upon His name, so that He will intervene in your affairs, because of your faith in His power.  This is also a form of calling upon Him for salvation.  Some things may not come immediately, some may take years, and others may come in the form of spiritual prevailings.  But, with that action of faith that you took, you have invoked the power of God upon it, that it not prosper. 


This manner of taking authority over things in the name of Jesus comes from the scriptures, like in, Matthew 16:15-19, where it states that, "He saith unto them, But whom say ye that I am?  And Simon Peter answered and said, Thou art the Christ, the Son of the living God.  And Jesus answered and said unto him, Blessed art thou...for flesh and blood hath not revealed it unto thee, but my Father which is in heaven.  And I say unto thee...I will build my church; and the gates of hell shall not prevail against it.  And I will give unto thee the keys of the kingdom of heaven: and whatsoever thou shalt bind on earth shall be bound in heaven: and whatsoever thou shalt loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven."  Since, Peter, had received the revelation of who Christ was of the Father, he was blessed by Jesus.  He said, "I will build my church; and the gates of hell shall not prevail against it."  He will always establish His place of worship, where His presence exists before man, which you should honor.  Just at least, pray short prayers to Him of praise, worship, and petitions unto Him, every now and then, to start, at least.  You can do this while you walk, play, ride the bus, drive or ride a car, rest in bed, sit to rest, or think.  Then Jesus assured him that, "whatsoever thou shalt bind on earth shall be bound in heaven: and whatsoever you loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven.."  So take action, for God has given you the power and the keys of the kingdom of heaven.  All you have to do is be born of God, which you are, because you do believe Jesus is the Christ, like is says in, 1 John 5:1.  So take action against a thing, bind it in the name of Jesus by faith, and just believe it is bound in heaven, and so is shall be, that it not prosper in or on your life.    


Remember, the above definition of the term, "salvation."  It is the whole process by which man is delivered from all that interferes with the enjoyment of God's highest blessings.  This has to do with being delivered from the power of things you are put through or go through that have the capability to frustrate your peace, comfort, and tranquility in Jesus Christ.  Another thing, which also assists you in the obtainment of them, but also is part of His highest blessings you are to enjoy, is using the weapons of war God has given us.  This is part of His salvation, that we have these weapons of the Spirit to overcome in this world with victory.  Lets take it from, 2 Corinthians 10:4-5, which states, "(For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty through God to the pulling down of strong holds;) Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ."  You are not born again, perhaps, but you are still at least born of God, which makes you a qualifier to use these to take authority over matters, in the name of Jesus Christ.  You need to claim the promises of the scripture and also with authority establish them and the things of God; with the dominion God gave you also over the earth, when He created you.  Plead the blood of Jesus, then do the physical, by taking action by faith to establish yourself, a thing, or a matter in the name of Jesus Christ as well.     


Another thing I need to go over with you is that God has given you the power and authority to cast out devils.  You need to do this.  I mean put it to practice by casting them out of your life, your surroundings, your house, your work place, your neighborhood, your endeavours or efforts to accomplish a matter or thing.  Bind him and cast him down in the name of Jesus; and out of that situation, while you are at it, as well.  This promise is found in, Mark 16:16-18, stating, "He that believeth and is baptized shall be saved; but he that believeth not shall be damned.  And these signs shall follow them that believe; In my name shall they cast out devils..They shall take up serpents; and if they drink any deadly thing, it shall not hurt them..."  You may not be baptized, but you do still believe, right?  Jesus said, that in His name, you shall cast out devils.  This because you simply believe.  Jesus did not say, and these signs shall follow them that are baptized or are born again, but simply to those that believe.  Do you know why?  It is because He wants you to start taking the initiative for yourself and start kicking the devil out of your life, in His name.  This also tells Him, just how much of Him you prefer, instead of the devil.  When you call upon the Lord, you shall be saved from the devil, especially, when you cast him out in His name.  I am not saying you qualify to do the work of a minister, casting out devils inside people who look for help at a church, but that you have that power of God in you for yourself, so use it for your own good.  You cannot allow the devil who hates you and wants to destroy you to hang out there around you.  He is your enemy!


This is tailored to meet your needs and anyone elses.  I just want you to prosper in the Lord and achieve living a good life with confidence.  Does God trash you to bits and away from Him?  No.  That judgement has not come yet, because you are still alive.  And there is still space for you to get it right.  Does He reject your presence in the kingdom of God.  No.  But, you might not inherit it, when you die.  You may be disqualified from heaven, because of your sins.  Do you trash yourself, then?  No!  These are goals and projects you have just got to suspend and set up for yourself to do sometime, to overcome and cut out the bad from your life somehow, with time.  If you remove yourself from God, then you will worsen, and how will you then be capable of accomplishing a thing, then?  You need God to help you with those projects of yours you need to begin working on.  And if you are not even there, well then you got to get to work and jump into His salvations and go from level to level.  Take care of the ones you know you can take out first, then challenge yourself with the others, till you got them all, in time.  You still have time.  You got the breath of life, so seek to accomplish it.  God will walk you there too.  Why would God not be pleased and grant you the joy of His salvation, when He sees you doing that, because you want Him in your life?   God is not evil.  He is the God of patience, too.  Ask Him to wait on you.  Why would God not desire to just take you home one day, for it?  Jesus said, in, Luke 18:41-42, "...What wilt thou that I shall do unto thee?  And he said, Lord, that I may receive my sight.  And Jesus said unto him, Receive thy sight: thy faith hath saved thee."  That is all that man needed.  Faith.  And it saved him. 


Knowing about the different levels of salvation will help you establish habits that are profitable towards a better relationship with God.  These are stepping stones that will lead you to that end of salvation always, which Jesus desires of us, by taking us to endure in Him unto the end.  You got to deal with it and work out your own salvation.  But, I am going to put this another way, to meet the needs of all and any.  This picture was the only one I could think of that would show, up to what level you should trust in God for salvation.  This in no way justifies sin.  Your sins do separate you from a close relationship with God.  It is one thing to know a person you like around church or your neighborhood by talking to that individual whenever you see him or her.  You might even go together to the store or you might just help that individual with some thing.  But, it is quite another thing to know that person as your husband or your wife.  There is a bond of ownership that exists now that marriage life has commenced.  The Bible says in, 1 Corinthians 7:4, that, "The wife hath not power of her own body, but the husband: and likewise also the husband hath not power of his own body, but the wife."  God wants to marry you, and if you don't, then He will deny knowing you in that day of judgement, because you are not His wife.  Let me explain this to you, before I go into the other picture I said I would give you to show how much He is there for you, though you live in sin and do not for the moment, choose to change.  It might be a goal you intend to accomplish sometime later.  This is much better than not intending ever to leave or stop your practices of sin, at all.  Even if you don't, God will be with you still, for He is the God of patience.  You can still call upon His name and He will be there to save you in other ways, but you will be in jeopardy of hell fire, still, until you repent.       


Luke 13:25-28, states, "When once the master of the house is risen up, and hath shut to the door, and ye begin to stand without, and to knock at the door, saying, Lord, Lord, open unto us; and he shall answer and say unto you, I know you not whence ye are: Then shall ye begin to say, We have eaten and drunk in thy presence, and thou hast taught in our streets.  But he shall say, I tell you, I know you not whence ye are; depart from me, all ye workers of iniquity.  There shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth, when ye shall see Abraham, and Isaac, and Jacob, and all the prophets, in the kingdom of God, and you yourselves thrust out."  It says that they had acquaintanceship with Christ who even ate and drank with them.  He even taught in their streets.  Be not deceived, God is not mocked.  Yes, He will have relationship with you, but you are not known of Him, until you wed Him in Spirit and in truth.  You will recall all the experiences of Jesus you had teaching you by the Holy Spirit, while you were in the streets.  You will remember Him doing a mighty work in your life and even teaching you by His Spirit of Truth, the things of God that you read about, while you wondered what they meant?  Jesus said, they said, "Lord, Lord, open unto us."  Meaning, they were familiar with Him and knew who he was.  They knew He was the Christ, the Son of God, the Messiah, and the One who died for their sins, but they will be thrust out, because they never became His.  This is because, they chose not to be known of Him, like a wife allows her husband to know her.  And so, they refused, choosing to wed the devil and the world, instead, through or even because of, such sins like, unforgiveness.  These were the ones' who cheated on God, while He was courting them.  He wants to marry a virgin, not a harlot.


Now for my story I developed, just for you.  I put it together out of sermons, teachings, testimonies, and stuff I read throughout my life.  First, God is like a good father, not a bad one.  Then, you as his son, pick up the habit of drinking alcohol.  You are young and underage.  Your good father, becomes aware of it.  He does hate it, but he sees you with that bottle of beer, ever now and then.  But, he still loves you.  He welcomes you still to live with him at home.  You are a fool, if you run away, just because you started drinking and he hates it.  Besides, with God, where will you go that He will no longer be?  He will be there, like He is where you are right now.  If you run away, you will wind up homeless in the streets, where you could wind up killed, stabbed, shot, exploited, beat up, or even raped.  You know you are not going to stop drinking, just yet.  But, you do know he is right, that you should stop the drinking.  Choose wisdom and stay home.  That good father God is like will still feed you, give you a place to sleep, buy you clothes, be a friend you can go to with real problems, will be on your side against others, and pick you up at night so you don't have to walk home.  And sometimes, he will even help you pay your traffick tickets, so they don't put you in jail.  And, if they put you there, he might pay to get you out.  In fact, he may even buy you a car, so why young youth, should you destroy yourself by leaving his house?  This good father gave birth to you with his wife he loves, so he will love you, accept you, and provide for you your needs.  He wants you to snap out of it, dear child, so you don't live your entire life as a drunkard, because it will damage your life.  Then, one day, you will open your eyes and realize your father was right and you leave the drinking behind, for good.  Then it is, that your relationship with your father will improve!  Things are better now.  Seek to desire entering the kingdom of God, not just here on earth, but also in heaven where He dwells. 


Now, instead of drinking, because this was the only way I could put it in a story to prove a point, try unforgiveness, worldliness, speaking evil of church people, desiring your neighbor's spouse, not honoring your parents sometime or another, or not loving the brothers and sisters in Christ.  There are worse sins than that, you could be guilty of.  But, so what.  I want to reach out to every one of you.  You love your father and he loves you.  So why would you leave him?  Things can disqualify you from heaven, but God can forgive you, easy too.  But, if you live like that to your grave, you won't make heaven your home.  Even if you are not ready for church, you can still remain in Him by reading the Bible, every now and then, to start.  You are not pretending to be someone you are not, just desiring to know more of Him.  Buy yourself some Christian music to start listening to and phase out the other music from your life that does not glorify the Lord.  Yes, surround yourself with His praises and welcome that atmosphere of worship into your life, for He will bless you.  There are all sorts of styles of Christian music you can choose from, so get the kind you like.  Get yourself the Bible on DVD.  You can find them on the internet.  I bought one for just about $20.00.  It is much easier getting to know God through the Bible like this.  Even though you live in sins that disqualify you from heaven, go out and do this.  It is a beginning and it shows you are appreciative of Him and what He is about.  And, when the time comes, you can mature out of this beginning level of salvation you exist in.       


But, work these things out in your life.  It may take lots of time.  These are all examples.  Whatever it is that makes you understand you don't qualify to inherit heaven as your home, God can work with you about them, even in stages.  No matter how long it takes.  When you called upon the name of the Lord, you invited Him over to your house.  When you accepted Him as your Lord and Savior, you invited Him to move in with you.  That is what it means with the scripture that states, "Whosoever shall confess that Jesus is the Son of God, God dwelleth in him, and he in God," in 1 John 4:15.  That is because, since that day, you became His.  You are still not married yet, but you have become His acquaintance in spirit.  Therefore, you are His, so to speak.  You even asked Him to move in with you and He did.  That is what it means that God dwelleth in you, because you confessed that Jesus is the Son of God. 


Then, the Word of God says, in, 1 John 5:1, "Whosoever believeth that Jesus is the Christ is born of God; and every one that loveth him that begat loveth him also that is begotten of him."  You were born of God, which identified you with Him.  But, even though you are born of God, you can still get married with the world, your sins, or the devil, instead of with Him.  That is your power of choice you still possess in you, till you die.  But, that eternal marriage with heaven or hell has not happened yet, and it can't, until you die or are raptured or resurrected of the Lord Jesus Christ.  So the total ownership of your life is still not complete, but it's a start.  But, now that you have invited Him over, don't reproach Him.  He understands it’s your house and He has given you the power to do what you will.  He is just going to be with you till you die, like you always wished He would, even if you sin and do not repent.  Don't allow your sins to cause you to get an attitude against God, treating Him with contempt, anger, and reproaches.  You invited Him.  This may happen when you know you want to sin, and you feel it is rude for you to sin in His presence.  You might desire Him to leave, but that is a mistake, because you will be rude to Him and how will you feel good about speaking to Him again.  Whether you like it or not, you will always sin in His presence when you sin, but why should that sin cause you to despise His company.  Wise up, He is there and He is an understanding God.  But, truly, He hates your sins.  But, like the good father that loves his son, though he started drinking, God will always love you and welcome your invitations to be there with you, when you ask Him to by calling upon His name.  Just live accepting the fact that He is always there and make it a habit to speak to Him, at least every now and then.  Talk to Him about all your problems as though He were your best friend you were telling all your problems to, looking for comfort. 


In time, if you are not ready just yet, you can begin to work on developing habits, that please the Lord.  But, at least, start to pray to Him, short prayers, every now and then to worship Him, praise Him, thank Him, and to bring your petitions to Him.  They can be as short as just a quick minute, while you are walking in the streets, resting in your home, watching TV, or even riding the bus.  What hurt is that to you?  What discomfort?  Then, before you know it, this will become a habit to you, and you will begin to do that automatically and increase your confidence in the Lord.  Setting special times for the Lord are good, but short prayers vocalized to Him throughout the days really breaks the ice.  One thing about setting aside special times for the Lord that may not be good, is that they may have the feel of church activity, which may become something you wind up looking at negatively at the end.  Especially, if you are a beginner.  The feel that you are not ready for that may invade you and cause you to deny yourself that time, because you have seen you are not going to change.  Plus, at times, it may look like or even become a chore, which may cause you to feel lazy about doing that after all, when the time comes.  Just break through the day with short prayers unto the Lord that take about a minute each.  Practice doing this, every now and then.  All you have to do is speak out at the moment just a few words like the following:  "Lord I praise you.  I worship you.  I want to thank you for this day you have given me.  Please, forgive me of my sins.  Be with me, O Lord.  Walk with me.  I accept you into my life and heart.  I know I live in sin, but I still need you.  I  acknowledge you, O God.  Help me to change.  I see and know it will take time.  I know I am a sinner.  Please cause me to live for you, naturally.  Thank you Lord, for being with me, every day and keeping me in your hands."  These are just examples you can use.  Say what you need to.          


If you don't strive (start working at it), then you never will.  I met people who live with zeal for the things of God from, Victory Outreach.  A ministry that reaches out specifically to drug addicts, gang members, prisoners, ex-convicts, criminals, drunkards, and harlots.  I heard testimonies how some started their Christianity going to church.  That is where their help was to all their problems.  They started reading the Bible.  They started listening to Christian music.  They wanted to make these things a habit, so they continued in them.  Well, I found out that some were still doing drugs while they were doing this, because it is hard to break some habits.  They wanted to break out of it and serve the Lord.  But, it took time to leave the drugs and also to stop hanging around their old friends.  Also, addictions can be fierce, like with heroine.  Their body demands it and trembles with sickness when they don't have it.  That is a bad and fierce bondage of sin.  But, they got it (the addiction) and God wanted them to struggle that out of their lives.  For some it even took up to a year or more. 


They were ready to serve the Lord, but they had big problems.  They saw those huge structures of sin in their lives and they determined to break them all down and build a building for the Lord in their stead.  For them, spontaneous conversion was something they just could not come to comprehend or see themselves live, from one day to the other.  So they did it in stages.  To them, that was something they saw as achievable.  They had to stop the drugs, stop hanging out with the friends they loved, stop reaching out for the beer, liquor, and cigarettes as a calming sedative for the irritations, frustrations, and yearnings to do something, when there was nothing to do.  They had to teach themselves with the help of the Lord how to live without reaching out for those things, whenever they felt frustrated, irritated, grieved, and like calming their bosom with those things as relaxants.  You can do something like this all.  At least, begin praying short prayers daily.  Work on reading the Bible.  Get yourself some good Christian music you can enjoy.  Buy the Bible on DVD, it will entertain you with good, while you relax. 


Work these things out in your life, at least, first, so you can enjoy His company and the salvation He has given you that you live in right now.  Plus, that knowledge and those habits will help you through all you will go through, just ahead of you.  Then, one day God will begin, through your involvement with these things, to build your lifestyle in a different way.  It will be something you will want to do.  It will become a habit "to want to."  Then, you will find yourself doing that.  You will, because of the influence, begin to desire that lifestyle.  You might begin, just like those brothers and sisters from, Victory Outreach, did, by stopping your vilest sins first; but then work on the others, some time later.  That's, O.K.  You have made some steps and now you are at a higher level of salvation.  You will be saved from that which you did, but no longer do.  And that too, is salvation.  And, one day, you will get born again.  I mean to meet the needs of all and any with these examples.  I only hope to bless you in the Lord.           


God is the God of patience, so have faith and walk with assurance, trusting in God.  You may not want to get born again for a while, but you can have access to Him and the enjoyment of the things of God, still.  It is not wrong or evil, because you are not standing up pretending to be a minister, so don't feel like you are a hypocrite for doing those things on your own and in your own privacy.  Remember, it says in, Romans 15:5, "Now the God of patience and consolation grant you to be likeminded one toward another according to Christ Jesus."  It says, that God is the God of patience.  He will wait all the way till you die, but remember, once you die, then comes the judgement.  With no life, you have no more opportunity to do something with the time you have wasted.  But, you are not dead and while there is still breath there is still time.  Ask God to be merciful and patient with you, while you pray your short prayers to Him.  You may not be ready to get born again, but you can at least begin functioning and practicing your faith.  You will not be a hypocrite at all, because you are not a minister practicing your sins, while you involve yourself in these things of God for helps, enjoyment, or for health, by yourself in your own privacy.  You are not pretending to be that minister, which would classify you as a hypocrite.  Just because you are not born again, doesn't mean you can't practice Christianity.  God wants you to anyhow.               


The critical reasons I am going through these rigorous explanations to instruct you is so you are able to stand and remain strong.  The military who surveillances me targets me wickedly with wild accusations, reproaches of the quality of my service to the Lord, and fierce questions of doubt.  What enables me to overcome is my strong background in the things of God.  Since a teenager, I was applauded for my intense research into the profound meanings of things through the Word of God.  I am able to answer their devil questions and accusations with the Word of God.  They spit out at me, with defeat saying, they wished I were a novice, so they could convince me to loose faith in God, for sport.  I have too many years of history in the things of God, so they cannot defeat me, now, like they used to.  Yet, it makes me fear for those who are mere novices and of even supposed experts, who have not yet obtained masteries with the scriptures.  Should they suffer these consistent daily attacks on their faith and understandings, they might crumble at a matter.  They twist the nature of the scriptures and portray bad fate to be the very hand of God working against the victim in order to achieve masteries and feelings of justifications against him or her.  This can lead to disasterous psychological, emotional, and spiritual troubles of helplessness, defeat, and sorrow.  They seem psychotically sensationalized to affix themselves in managing to triumph over me for purposes of self-entertainments and sport.  It is what I call, the psychological affects these surveillance devices have on them that use them, for long periods of time.  For this reason, I am putting forth a rigorous set of explanations of the scriptures, that will strengthen your view of things, as they truly exist through the Word of God.  Through these it is my desire to minister to each and every one, any and all.     


But, there are also other stages of salvation.  He saves you from you troubles, though you are not born again, when you call upon His name.  There is physical salvation, mental salvation, emotional salvation, too.  Then there is spiritual salvation, which is His ultimate goal for you life and with it, too.  Once you are born of God, because you believe that Jesus is the Christ, according to, 1 John 5:1, you become a servant, categorizing everything you do for Him to become a rendering of service unto the Lord.  That is even if you don't live a born again lifestyle.  He does not reproach your good works you do for Him to honor Him.  This is important to note, should they who surveillance you find you in your sins, reproaching every good work you do unto the Lord, for whatever purpose.  They can make you let go of faith you were enacting through your good work you do for the Lord, by engaging in smear campaigns against you, verbally opposing you, your intentions, and your actions, for sport.  They can by slambing rememberances of your sins to your face, startle you and confound you into reacting against yourself to refrain from such actions and approaches.  They will glory in their abilities to make you feel ashamed for coming to the Lord with that act of faith, which you enacted to begin doing something for the Lord and to inspire you to please God.  They know you are looking for favor of the Lord, but they want to keep you defeated, so they can revel in their evil against you, with entertaining enthusiasms.  They can be truly evil, cultivating your temperances that empower your susceptibility to the impact of their treacheries.  Recall, they are just around suveillancing you for long periods of time, which plunges them into states of fierce irritations, frustrations, and boredoms.  This is no justification, but description of the psychological affects these devices they handle have on them.  We, just got to deal with it and live with it, until the government does something about it.


They threw continually, monkey wrench after monkey wrench, at me from day to day, for years.  And it is still going on.  They question every instance of my service to God, to cause me and the others to feel as though I am disqualified, somehow; because the quality of my service to God is not what it could be, every moment of my life.  They got ideas, wondering, if that gives them the open door to feel good now, and justified, doing something treacherous, just to break out for sport against me, and release some tensions they feel inside towards me, about anything.  They were just, checking.  But, what came to my aid, was the idea and concept of military service.  When someone joins the military, though they are off base on their free time, not doing something active for their country or the military, they are still in the state of service.  They belong to the military who has the right to call them in to do whatsoever is demanded, any moment of their day.  Now, I could answer them.  They laughed, thinking I was cunning, and I remembered what Jesus said, that we are to be wise as serpents. 


Since they are military, it worked a wonderous work in their psyche.  Yes, I am God's servant and I am serving Him every day, even though I am not presently doing something active for Him each and every moment.  Just like a military person is considered as serving his country, 24 hours a day, when they enlist for active duty.  So, I can still answer and say, "I am serving the Lord," even though I am doing something that does not actively and directly glorify Him, like rest and think about what I could do or read a book that has nothing to do with Christianity.  This is simply because I am His servant, since I am born of God, just for believing Jesus is the Christ, according to, 1 John 5:11, for example.  It works better when you deal with strong basics they cannot gainsay.  And God still dwelleth in me, according to, 1 John 4:15, which states He does, simply because I do confess that Jesus is the Son of God.  This, though I am not warring against the sins of my past, or even present ones, which come in the form of thoughts; which could be better, and not sinful.  Just trust in Jesus that your sins are forgiven you.  But, also, ask Him to forgive you of your sins or bind those thoughts in the name of Jesus.     


They were challenging me with these style of inquiries to frustrate me into believing I have to exist with constant enthusiasms, practicing my religion without fail when there was nothing to practice it on, like maintaining a state of constant glorification towards God, and not spending time with myself to interest myself with what encounters I could involve myself with.  This irritates, frustrates, wearies, and disillusions one to desire no more, when you try to live that way.  But, remember, God wants you to spend time just getting away, resting, and doing something else for pleasure, comfort, and relief too.  God knows that if you read the Bible, pray without doing something else, and seek to do something for Him each and every moment of your days, without end, you will overdose, tire, and throw it all away to get a moment's rest.  And He knows that will cause you to never seek doing those things ever again.  Besides, that is not His will.  This is how He created you, to also enjoy life.  Please consider my words, and be wise.  I am seeking to minister to every need and confused thought that may exist within any or all victims of electronic harassments. 


Ecclesiastes 3:1-9, says, "To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven: A time to be born...a time to plant, and a time to pluck up...a time to break down, and a time to build up; A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance; A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing, A time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away;...a time to keep silence, and a time to speak; A time of love...and a time of peace..."  Get out there and do something entertaining or to break out of your daily routines.  It is of the Lord.  This, even though you live in sins and practice them.  Its O.K. with God if you just get away, seek rest to get your mind thinking clearly and better, forgetting that you have not overcome your sins, yet.  In this, you will strategize and seek to find ways you can defeat your sins, later, which will prove to be more effective against them, in the end.  Just let things go, so you don't frustrate yourself away from choosing to remain living with confidence and peaceability towards God and self.  There will come another day.  Ask the Lord to grant you those days with confidence in Him.  Realize, you are serving the Lord, just not like angels do.  This I say to you to enable you to wake up and smell the coffee.  You are still walking in the salvation your God has given unto you, each and every day.                   


Another misconception I want to deal with, is the idea and belief that God puts or wants you to put a load of bricks on your back and shoulders you need to carry from this day forth.  This I tell you for good, especially because the military who surveillances you might heckle you every moment of the day for sport and enjoyment, like they did me; because they believe they got nothing more pleasurable to do with their time.  That's what it is, folks.  Through and true.  Just remember, Jesus, said in, Matthew 11:28-30, "Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.  Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto you souls.  For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light."  He assures you that, His burden is light.  He knows that especially for most of us, it is impossible to transform ourselves into live and permanent angels, with immediacy.  You will never succeed.  Therefore, He did not make these requirements, though you are accountable to live sinless before Him, because He knows and understands the correct methods of saving you in stages.  You can call upon Him for forgiveness, and He will save you from your sins and have fellowship with you, even so.  He is determined to save you from your sins, so don't loose heart. 


Paul said in, I Corinthians 3:2, "I have fed you with milk, and not with meat; for hitherto ye were not able to bear it, neither yet are ye able."  What he spoke came from God, Himself.  Therefore, do not frustrate yourself with major challenges and accomplishments in the Lord, seeing you are unable to achieve them.  You will loose heart with major undertakings you are unable to bear.  But, if it is your wish, go ahead and try them out, just don't allow the outcome of it to defeat your faith with disillusionments.  I see it can be like the brothers of, Victory Outreach, who could not still break their drug addictions.  They received the Lord Jesus Christ and also determined to be born again.  They went through a time of birth pains.  They became youths in the Lord and kicking them out of the things of God, would not have helped at all, but would shatter their faith and desires to continue seeking God.  There are things that just take time.  God wants to rehabilitate you to the state you were once in, when you were a child, an automatic citizen of the kingdom of God, like He said in, Mark 10:14, that, "...Suffer the little children to come unto me, and forbid them not; for of such is the kingdom of God."


Stop living doing things with irritations, grievousness, over loading yourself to complete a thing for the Lord, wherewith anger and troubles of the flesh and spirit are birthed.  Don't fight to force yourself to live for Him with tensions, stressing yourself with irritations and frustrations.  Throw the ton of bricks away and start dominating your goings, instead, by establishing your victories over what you can accomplish with certainty first.  Once that couple of bricks are surely established in the Lord, begin carrying other ones, till you finish building your life in the Lord.  Consider, you will come to complete building your born again lifestyle in the Lord; but then you will have to begin building again your lifestyle of enduring unto the end, like Jesus said you should, so that you will inherit eternal life with Him in heaven.  This is when you will be married with Him, for sure.  If you want to complete it all by automatically transforming yourself into an angelic saint without fail in the Lord, you will fail, because you have not the training nor the strength that enables you to exist that way, yet.  You need to first exercise yourself to complete the other things, before you can have the strength to enable you to take on the other harder and much needed things, to accomplish living a life worthy of eternal salvation.  It must become a habit, and this can only exist with you exercising yourself to practice the things of the Lord in stages and in separate ways to enable your mastery over these distinct matters.  For instance, practice trainings in the Lord to defeat sins separately.  Then, practice trainings of doing service to Him, separately.  These sessions may take a day or more, each, to achieve masteries.  There are others too, like fastings, doing good deeds, and etc.  And when you cannot lift any more or you just don't feel like it anymore, stop, and ask the Lord to bless your efforts and achievements, then begin again, some other time.             






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TO: Victims of Electronic Harassments

(Targeted Individuals)



February 23, 2011



Jesus Opened My Eyes Through Soldiers' Confessions

By:  Eliseo Perez

El Paso, Texas, U.S.A.






Stop living doing things with irritations, grievousness, over loading yourself to complete a thing for the Lord, wherewith anger and troubles of the flesh and spirit are birthed.  Don't fight to force yourself to live for Him with tensions, stressing yourself with irritations and frustrations.  Throw the ton of bricks away and start dominating your goings, instead, by establishing your victories over what you can accomplish with certainty first.  Once that couple of bricks are surely established in the Lord, begin carrying other ones, till you finish building your life in the Lord.  Consider, you will come to complete building your born again lifestyle in the Lord; but then you will have to begin building again your lifestyle of enduring unto the end, like Jesus said you should, so that you will inherit eternal life with Him in heaven.  This is when you will be married with Him, for sure.  If you want to complete it all by automatically transforming yourself into an angelic saint without fail in the Lord, you will fail, because you have not the training nor the strength that enables you to exist that way, yet.  You need to first exercise yourself to complete the other things, before you can have the strength to enable you to take on the other harder and much needed things, to accomplish living a life worthy of eternal salvation.  It must become a habit, and this can only exist with you exercising yourself to practice the things of the Lord in stages and in separate ways to enable your mastery over these distinct matters.  For instance, practice trainings in the Lord to defeat sins separately.  Then, practice trainings of doing service to Him, separately.  These sessions may take a day or more, each, to achieve masteries.  There are others too, like fastings, doing good deeds, and etc.  And when you cannot lift any more or you just don't feel like it anymore, stop, and ask the Lord to bless your efforts and achievements, then begin again, some other time.             


But, just rest from everything, every now and then, too.  Just try to make it a habit to exist in His salvation, which He has given to you with confidence, peace, and rest.  Go out and entertain yourself with recreational activities.  Practice also, what I call, "doing nothing for the Lord."  This is a concept which I developed and I learned some time ago through my personal spiritual contemplations.  This is simply doing nothing, because there is truly nothing to do and it is boring.  Whatever else there is to do, will either be sinful or cause you to walk into places of temptations.  And, that is something you need to practice not doing.  You just don't feel like reading the Bible or praying, again.  You feel like doing something different, but there is nothing else to do.  Since that is the case, practice "doing nothing for the Lord."  Begin to speak to Him like a friend and entertain yourself explaining to Him how you feel and how you want to manage serving Him even in times like these, by doing nothing, for Him.  You have to practice exercising your faith like this too, so you can be strong through times of discouragements, defeats, and frustrations.   


You need to practice resting in His peace, because if you don't, you will be in jeopardy of catching on to some bad attitudes against the Lord, because you have begun to blame Him for the frustrations you feel over exerting yourself like that.  Just drop the load, stop blaming God, and shut up.  Jesus said, His burden is light.  So, don't allow false religiosity to take you for a ride of self destruction.  It says in, I John 5:3, "For this is the love of God, that we keep his commandments: and his commandments are not grievous."  All the commandments of God are summarized by Jesus into 2 great commandments.  It says in, Matthew 22:36-40, "Master, which is the great commandment in the law?  Jesus said unto him, Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind.  This is the first and great commandment.  And the second is like unto it, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself.  On these two commandments hang all the law and the prophets." 


You see, just focus on these two, instead of all the other things you have to exert yourself to do, to fulfill doing all the commandments of God.  This is the best, great, and authoritative thing to do, when you find yourself not interested or capable, just then, of exerting yourself in that direction; because you want or need to rest, or you truly have to get busy with your job tasks at work, for instance.  Let go of your heavy burdens, drop it today on the ground, and choose His rest.  Jesus said, "Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest," in, Matthew 11:28.  Come to this rest of Jesus.  Solace yourself with Him and in Him, for a while or the rest of the day.  Ask for forgiveness of all your sins, and peaceably try to bring yourself to love the Lord and your neighbor in your spirit, heart, and mind, in a way that will not be too much trouble for you and that will build the habit of existing this way, from here on.  What I mean is, rest, and do not stress your strength in this.  Practice this, every now and then, and it will become easier to become it.  And you will fulfill it, by faith.  Just, love God and love your neighbor.  And just ask quickly, in short prayers, for forgiveness over something that makes you feel bad inside, like unforgiveness towards someone.  This is truly good when you are busy or in a hurry, so don't entangle yourself with picking up heavy spiritual weights, but instead take His yoke upon you, and just, love God and love your neighbor, by faith.  Practice it.  It is not hard at all, especially when you don't know them, while you pass them on the streets, for instance.  Then, just don't allow feelings that you haven't taken care of it to ruin your moments.  Believe, by faith you have forgiven, through prayer what that person did to you, and it will become so, in your life, eventually, too.  With this and through this all, you will become much stronger.  And then, before you know it, you will be carrying heavy weights that don't seem heavy to you any more, without even realizing that you are doing so and by habit. 


Yes, I have to tell you, because I am reaching out to any and all, no matter what your or their situation may be, that what I explain to you about also includes, not killing yourself to do the heavy commandments of the Lord.  You might not like to have to do that.  So, just drop it down to the ground.  Drop the irritations, frustrations, anger, grievousness, and spite, that came with it, too.  Please!  In the name of God.  If you get like that, it is not healthy spiritually, that you continue, because that struggle is going to overwhelm you through that other area of becoming enraged at the fact that you feel you have to do that, when you don't want to do it, in the first place.  So stop, before those emotions wind up being used against the Lord, by you complaining, murmuring, and even accusing God of anything through or with these feelings you are being taken over with.  Keep yourself from ever allowing these types of feelings against the Lord to become a habit, within you.  So, stop fighting to be that angel that you are not.  Just realize, you can't lift that yet, until you strengthen your muscles by practicing picking up other weights that are less heavy for you, first.  When ever you feel like that, just stop and take a break from trying to live for the Lord that way, for the time being, since you don't got it right, yet.  Don't blame those feelings on the Lord.  Forget it for a while, and return again with it, when you feel up to it or good and ready for it.  Chances are, you are going to go ahead and do the sin, anyway.  Unless, you have achieved masteries or have made it a habit not to do that sin, at all.  But, realize, you have not offended God, by murmuring, complaining, or accusing Him of anything.  And, that will make you fell much better and you will never have to deal with that great and horrible offense you have committed against God.  And, you can just say to Him in prayer, "dear Lord, please forgive me and help me get around to overcoming that bad area of my life, with ease, some day."   


But, if you continue with those fierce attitudes, you will break down and have a great problem that hinders, which is the sin of offending God directly, which is a much more difficult sin to live with.  Then it can wind up becoming a dangerous habit and practice.  This can be birthed if you continue in these enragements.  So, stop picking up that weight and leave it on the floor.  Pick it up tomorrow, or some other day.  It is better than feeling evil things and angers towards the Lord.  God will forgive you, but you will feel irritated, frustrated, angry, defeated, and grievous away from Him still, after you did it, with those emotions that tempted you like that, against Him.  I am trying to destroy that sin of murmuring, complaining, and accusing God, before it matures, straight at its birth, so it never becomes a habit in you.  I am not saying that God is going to embrace your other sins, because He never will.  But, if you cannot handle it, and it causes you to react that way, so negatively, then don't kill yourself by practicing to stop that sin or by doing that good thing just right now.  Save it till later.  Habits, take time, sometimes.  And, for your knowledge, I am breaking into some personal and private moments inside the lives of people who are just beginning to practice living somehow, for Christ. 


But, what I will say to you also is, He will embrace you and comfort you, and give you rest.  Jesus said that His burden is light and the Bible also says that His commandments are not grievous.  And, Jesus told us what two commandments are the greatest to follow, chiefly.  "On these two commandments hang all the law and the prophets," He said, in Matthew 22:40.  This is so you learn to distinguish what is right or wrong to take on, for the benefit of your health and strength, spiritually, emotionally, and psychologically.  You have to be wise and strategize yourself into the lifestyles God wants you to take on.  Suspend that matter you can't handle just yet, until later.  God wants you to make it, not kill yourself.  But, never stop striving to take it on.  Size it up and seek to take the matter on, somehow, someday, and in some way.  Remember, Jesus came to eat, drink, and to visit specifically with sinners.  This is what He still is in the business of doing.  And where He is there is salvation.  These were sinners he ate and drank with.  That means they lived in sins, still.  So relax, and remember, there are different levels of salvation that exist, and throughout your life, during your journeys to achieve being a born again believer, for the rest of your life, there are moments of rest you need to enjoy, as well. 


Luke 14:21 and 23, states, "...Then the master of the house being angry [at the children of the inheritance] said to his servant, Go out quickly into the streets and lanes of the city, and bring in hither the poor, and the maimed, and the halt, and the blind...And the lord said unto the servant, Go out into the highways and hedges, and compel them to come in, that my house may be filled."  And that is you.  These were sinners who were a reproach to the children of the promise and inheritance.  He invites you to have fellowship with Him.  It also has to do with eternal salvation with Him in heaven.  But, it also has to do with becoming a member of a local church.  But, what I saying with it is, that your practices of sin, that you still cannot stop committing are what makes you poor, maimed, halt, and/or even blind.  Yet, the Master invites you to have fellowship with Him, even so, if you continue to exist the way you do.  It is His good pleasure for you to stop your sinning, but for now, He just wants you to experience fellowship with Him, His comfort and rest, and enjoyment in the things of God, like reading the Bible, hearing Christian music, and living in His salvation. 


No matter what you do, never stop practicing these things, especially praying short prayers unto Him, every now and then, during your days and nights, for the rest of your life without fail.  Sooner of later, you will come to desire to challenge yourself with obtaining more territory of your life for the Lord, bit by bit, and area upon area.  This is exactly what the Lord intends with you through this salvation He gives you, according to your measure of faith and lifestyle, so that His kingdom can begin to become established within you from the start.  That is why in, John 1:12, it states, "But as many as received him, to them gave he power to become the sons of God, even to them that believe on his name."  It is that power that He has given you that starts to exercise itself in you and through you to start changing your life for Him, bit by bit, and area upon area.  No matter how long it may take.  And this all is included, though you are not going to church.  I do this so you can practice serving God now, instead of waiting of that moment that is certainly a help to you, but might be far away from your present intentions.  But, it is His will you end up going to church, so you can exist on higher ground in Him.  Just remember, it is appointed for man to die once, and then comes the judgement.  So, just ask God to help you through it.


This power was given to you from the time you believed on His name, so you can use it whenever the time comes, which would include when you make that decision to do the thing and apply action to it.  By His power you are being delivered from your sins, bit by bit, and area upon area, to become a child of the living God.  This is because, you are born of Him and He dwelleth in you like, I John 5:1 and I John 4:15, state.  All He desires of you from this state of existing in Him, which is a lower level of salvation I have explained to you about, is to finally take you further on to becoming born again.  Then, you will be just about completely secure in heaven and in Him, from eternal punishment.  But, since you can still turn away, marry sin, the world, or even the devil still, you will never be completely saved from hell, until you endure unto the end in Him.  Then, from the moment you wake up after death or are raptured, your salvation will be complete in Him forever, without ever a thing or a matter or even you having the power to change that in any way, shape, or form, eternally so.                              


I want to testify in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ, that I am glad now, that after these surveillance experiences, he brought me all the way this far, to come to know the end of these surveillances, so that I can also help others.  This though, I long for the day I will be able to live a normal life once again, without any to surveillance me or communicate wirelessly with me, for the rest of my life.  God works through mysterious ways, and that included causing the military that surveillances me to reveal to me the very truth about who they really were.  Since then, the Lord has opened my eyes and I am able to see and live for Him with more vigor, strength, and confidence.  And all the characters that I believed were in the community, even the police, practicing treacheries against me, disappeared and proved to be mere paper tigers; an invention of the military who surveillanced me.  But, it all makes me remember that passage of scripture in the Bible being, Luke 22:31-32, which states, "And the Lord said, Simon, Simon, behold, Satan hath desired to have you, that he may sift you as wheat: But I have prayed for thee, that thy faith fail not: and when thou art converted, strengthen thy brethren."  This is the passage I honor the Lord with, through all these exposures of matters I present you with.  May the Lord God bless you so much, forever and ever. 


I am done explaining everything I thought was critical for you to know concerning the different levels of salvation that exist.  I will now tackle on a couple of things that I am sure are great tips on living a surveillanced Christianity you should use.  First of all, what I want to stress to you, as critical and important, is that you do not choose to trust yourself too much, promising to live for God for any reason at all, except because you want to.  Do what measure of living for God that you want to, only, to start, waiting upon the Lord.  It is better not to promise God, and just do.  You will feel so much better then, because everything you do accomplish doing, won't look poor in quality to you, inspiring you to feel legitimately glad about it.  If you promise God, then what you do accomplish for Him will look like an inferior quality of service rendered to Him, because what you promised Him, might wind up being better than what you produced.  And then, your accomplishments could wind up loosing their inspirational quality and value.  Then, your service to God will seem hard or difficult to fulfill in any way that would gratify you.


Also, I urge you to put away forcing yourself to serve God, because of the good you have experienced from the hand of God.  It is better, to just be grateful and thank Him through prayers, instead of promising Him anything, because you could ensnare your spirit with many frustration with it.  Just worship Him, praise Him, and thank Him, but do not promise God anything.  Just do.  If you feel inspired to serve Him better, tell Him that is what you feel like and that it is what you want.  Also, ask Him to help you achieve it in His name.  This is good in the sight of the Lord, as well.  In fact, it is better not to promise Him anything at all, because you don't know what a day might bring you; and then you could wind up caught between 2 or more important things you need to do at the same time, with little time sufficient for doing only one thing, instead of all.  And in this way, you also won't feel evil for not doing what you did not promised God.  Jesus said in, Matthew 5:34-37, saying, "But I say unto you, Swear not at all; neither by heaven; for it is God's throne...But let your communication be, Yea, yea; Nay, nay: for whatsoever is more than these cometh of evil."  So, don't frustrate your faith with such matters.  Just say you want to, you aim to, you will work on it, or that is what you plan to do, but seek not to promise at all, so you can enjoy your efforts and accomplishments in the Lord.  Plus, they who surveillance you will not be able to haunt you about these things, when they notice you have not failed any promise made to the Lord; because if you do, then they may begin to frustrate and break you and your faith.  This, by taking opportunity to feel justified doing something evil to you, in the name of the Lord and on His behalf, like torturing you wirelessly, for kicks. 


Seek not to force yourself to live for the Lord, because of the bad situation you are in or because you want the hand of God to perform miracles on your behalf.  These things will defeat you, when you fail, because your heart is not truly in it.  But, you should serve the Lord by just reading the Bible, hearing Christian music, and praying to Him short prayers: expressions of praise; expressions of worship; and petitions.  These are all things you can perform with sincerity and in truth no matter what type of a sinner you are.  And it is not anything that weighs much at all.  Thank the Lord for the good things you have, thank Him for all the good He offers you, thank Jesus for forgiving your sins, and thank God for His protections.  Bring your petitions to the Lord, for you are born of God and He dwelleth in you, as I have explained to you through the scriptures, because of your confessions and beliefs that Jesus is the Son of God and that He is also the Christ.  But, do not transform yourself into an automatic angelic saint of God, saying, "now I can and will live like this for you, O God, because."  Just relax and live for God, according to the measure you can practice each day, without fail, to start.  It's good that you pray a prayer of repentance and to accept Him into your heart, each and every day of your life, especially when you are doing it, because a minister on TV or elsewhere is leading you to.  Truly so. 


But, I am talking about when and if you find yourself unable to accomplish living a born again lifestyle, automatically, because it will cause you to forsake it or give it all up and choose not to go that way anymore, perhaps.  You risk it very much, and I don't want you to live a defeated life in Christ.  Do what I told you to practice, each and every day.  And, while you do them, start making plans for yourself and projecting goals you want to accomplish, including when and how, you will begin to do what for the Lord, out of sincere desire, because you want to.  Don't get bad attitudes against yourself if you miss a target date, either.  I want you to continue, not trash what you have in Christ.  If you feel this is wrong, then do what makes you feel right in the Lord, but if you fail, don't throw everything in the trash, but instead, try out the ideas I am giving you.  I have experience in the things of God, since a teenager, and now I am 43 years old.  I am just telling you about the streets and alleys I know about. 


Through your involvement of the things I told you to do, you will eventually be inspired to live for God, in a way that pleases Him very much; and that is because you get that feeling inside of you, that it is because you want to.  And, you will not fail, because if you do, you will get back at it again, because it is something you really want to achieve for yourself.  It will be because it pleases you.  It is because you want to, and when you do that, there is no one who can stop you from getting what it is you want.  So, don't force yourself to live a forced conversion or born again experience.  It lacks value.  Just wait on the Lord, ask Him to give you this desire, and He will.  But, do this while you read the Bible, just a little bit, every now and then.  And if you don't, too often, at least hear some good Christian music you can truly enjoy.  And, do not ever stop praying short prayers I asked you to pray unto the Lord, because they are so simple to accomplish and it will break the ice for you, each and every day and night.  Do other things for the Lord too, if you feel that way, but do not ever stop the other things I told you about, because they will be simple to do and gratifying when you do them. 


Now, what I want to go over with you, just shortly,  has to do with the word, "love."  How it will help you throughout your surveillanced life and how to obtain and practice it by faith.  This is something I desire you digest and work at, sometime, yet urge that you not let it kill you.  This is because, it is simple to find yourself walking a tight rope of loving your neighbor, and when you fail, it can make you feel like you have collapsed your faith in God into mere shambles.  And, when this happens, you will not care very much at all about that, because that neighbor is vicious, disgusting, ugly, and worthy of no love, as far as you can tell or see.  I am speaking to you about loving your enemies for the sake of Jesus, only.  Those who surveillance you, every day and night; and even torture you, attack you with mind control devices, harass you electronically, and communicate with you wirelessly, too.  And these are people you have to grow to love and forgive, completely, in Christ.  It also is a bother, an extra frustration and weight, to carry unforgiveness and grudges against anyone.  It is in the way of your better nature, contentment, and peace with God.  I personally, just find no value in these things, anymore.  But remember, just because you report their criminal activities or wrong doings, does not mean you haven't forgiven them.  The apples and the oranges, just do not match, in this case.    


Be ye converted and convinced, first, into believing and accepting that it is right, for you to love and forgive everybody, because it will become an easier chunk to chew on, later.  That just for now.  You don't have to get angry or upset at yourself, because you don't exist that way or because you do in fact hate someone; or even fail to see the reasons why you should forgive certain people, who have wronged you so.  Just be ye converted or convinced, first, that this is right and the correct way to serve God, if you want to get to heaven.  Make it a law to yourself and live saying to yourself, that it is so, that what Jesus said was light and right, even though you do not desire to live that way at all.  This will help you deal with such matters, later, systematically through time, if you are not able to get there, right now.  Even if you don't plan to ever do that, still accept it as your law, rule of thumb, and what is of Jesus.  Also, that you may see clearly, for wisdom's sake.  This will also help you not get discouraged about reading the Bible or practicing your Christianity in your privacy.  Try getting yourself the Bible on DVD.  As I told you, I bought one, for just around $20.00, from the internet.  It makes it easier for you to just look at and digest, while you see, hear, and read it on television, without feeling it is some kind of an errand or chore.         


I wanted to serve the Lord and please Him as well.  When I was a young adult, I read what the scriptures said in, Matthew 5:44-46, and considered these words very carefully, saying, "But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you; That ye may be the children of your Father which is in heaven: for he maketh his sun to rise on the evil and on the good, and sendeth rain on the just and on the unjust.  For if ye love them which love you, what reward have ye? do not even the publicans the same?"  What blew my mind is what Jesus said, "That ye may be the children of your Father which is in heaven."  I grew to realize it was impossible to accomplish this at all, without forgiving them, first.  Then, I considered what Jesus said in, Mark 11:25-26, stating, "And when ye stand praying, forgive, if ye have ought against any: that your Father also which is in heaven may forgive you your trespasses.  But if ye do not forgive, neither will your Father which is in heaven forgive your trespasses."  The Webster's New Dictionary Of The English Language states the word "ought" means, "used to express moral obligation...natural expectation, or logical consequence."  If you feel these towards anyone, then, you need to get that right, by forgiving that individual, so that God may also forgive you.  That is what it all means and this is how I leave it to you, so you can chew on it, later, throughout your entire life, for the good of your well-being in Jesus.  This is another reason why I urge you not to promise God that you will live for Him without fail, just forcing yourself without need.  This is because you can find yourself in these avenues and begin to frustrate, irritate, and anger yourself out of serving God, after all.  Because you will see you cannot accomplish it and you will admit defeat.  This is wrong.  It is the wrong direction you are going in.


Realize, these things do not come easy, but you can become it, with time.  So, just start practicing it by faith and through acts of prayer.  Just say to Jesus, "in your name I love and forgive that person."  And, don't feel bad about however you feel towards that person, after that, too much.  Don't get mad, frustrated, and irritated at yourself, because you feel fits of anger, even hatred and unforgiveness towards that person, either.  Don't condemn yourself about it.  Take it with time and ease, to manage to master these affections and sentiments.  It might take years, and while you practice it on those who wrong you now, it will become easier to deal with, when the others come along too.  It took me a while.  I demanded it of myself the ability to manage mastering this, all.  I for sure wanted to be an authentic child of the Most High God, like it said in the Bible.  But, I just didn't have the stuff to cut it.  But now, even they who surveillance me do applaud me, because they see right through me that I do and have always, loved them and forgiven them, authentically in the name of Jesus.  They hated it at times, because they said it disarmed them, from feeling justified about the evil things they did to me; and it caused them to be merciful, in the midst of their cruelty.  They just couldn't they said, but they did anyhow, other things, they valued to be not as bad, but were hurtful to me, nonetheless.


So, what I say to you is practice it, because it makes perfect.  It is just like lifting weights.  And, you truly don't have to struggle hard at it, or even exert yourself too much to do that.  Practice the art of relaxing and just letting go.  It will make you stronger, realizing it is just a problem and a burden to carry, that's in the way of you enjoying things with peaceability.  What helps is that you also apply wisdom to these matters.  Read the Book of Proverbs to get that.  For instance, if you invite someone over to your house and they steal from you, you don't have to invite them over again, as proof that you forgive and love that person.  It is not wise.  Especially, if someone should make a pass at your husband or your wife.  It is wrong and foolish to trust that person again.  You will have given the devil, your enemy, these strategic areas into your life, through which he can attack you with, unarmed and by surprise, all of the sudden.  So, it is the same, for those who offend you.  It is advisable that you separate yourself from that person that offends you.  Just pray a short prayer, that you forgive and love that person by faith, to the Lord.  And practice letting go and seek to forget the matter.  Forgetting is impossible, but, when ever you remember, just let go and push away the ill feelings, even if it doesn't work.  Because, with time, it will become a habit and just you, all of the sudden.  These are the ropes or the nuts and bolts of the matter, which is the crude way of exercising the act of loving and forgiving your neighbor, or everybody.  When you master that, it will become easier to just love and forgive, because it will become your nature to do so.  Then, before you know it, it will become the nature of Jesus, also doing it, within you.  You got to attempt the thing first, before you will ever be able to achieve accomplishing it, later, with time.   


But also, what I say to you, if you start feeling the pressure that loving and forgiving that someone, just then and there, is too much for you, just vent it all out, yell, or whatever.  I am not saying or even mean that you should just go ahead and do something bad to that person, at all!  But, if you do to get even, the Lord will forgive you.  I just feel the need to say that, as a have to, to relate to anyone and everybody, that's all.  But, what I am saying is, allow yourself to express the outrage and anger you feel, alone.  And, if it still feels that bad to you, go ahead and punch the punching bag for a while, too.  This is unforgiveness.  But, it helps you release your tensions.  Then, you can feel better and you can practice love and forgiveness later.  Like, after that, if you can.  If not, then another day or week or etc.  But, better it is that you do that, instead of you beginning to allow these feelings to channel themselves at the Lord, just moments ahead, because that is a harder matter to deal with.  And this, because you will begin in the midst of your outrage to perceive that an origin of your heaviness is this weight of doing something you don't want to do, that you are forcing yourself to do, because of the Lord.  And you can despise forcing yourself to love and forgive, until you burst, blaming the Lord in ways that should not be.  You are lifting this weight with your spirits and emotions, simply because you want to please Him.  So, snap out of it, throw the burden down to the ground, and break out in fits of release.  Fear the Lord, and depart from the greater evil.  You will have time to try it again.  You got a long life to do that ahead of you. 


This thing is better to do, before you catch yourself feeling angry, frustrated, and irritated at the Lord, because you have to do that to be in right relations with the Lord and also to inherit heaven as your home.  Isn't that silly?  Then, you will wind up murmuring, complaining, and accusing the Lord because you could not handle with mastery loving and forgiving someone, automatically; and then, the Lord will really be angry with you.  This wrong is truly not good to you at all.  So avoid it, by throwing this tough cargo out the door of your life and resting.  Forget it, and choose another day to accomplish this mastery, instead.  But, just rest and relax, and believe you will accomplish it, for sure, some time.  Just confess to yourself, I forgive, anyway.  These are areas where masteries are needed to achieve accomplishing what you need, without fail.  Till then, realize, you will be able of accomplishing it, but with failures.  Even after you master this, you will fail from time to time still, but you will be able to get it right, on the rebound, with ease in the good Spirit of Jesus.  This you will then, begin to do naturally and without hesitation.  It will no longer become a burden to forgive and love, but a burden not to do so.  At the level I am in, now, all I have to do is say and do as I say, "ïn your name I forgive and love everybody."  This I only do usually during the prayers I say at night, just before I go to bed to sleep.  And, I do ask Jesus to forgive me of all my sins.  But, during the rest of the day, I just automatically forgive and love, by faith, in the name of Jesus.  It is strength to me.  You can, with time, achieve this yourself too.


Now, just quickly, I want to go over with you about a tricky matter having to do with hate, living in darkness, and the love of God perfected in you.  These will seem contradictory, but they are not.  It all has to do with different levels of salvation and knowing God.  Strive to practice and also enable the love of God to express Himself within and through you.  Make it a goal you want to fulfill, sometime in your life.  I John 4:8, it states, "He that loveth not knoweth not God; for God is love."  It is true, you are born of God and He dwelleth in you, because you believe that Jesus is the Son of God and the Christ; but if you love not, then you know not God, just like a person would say to them that are not married with him or her.  You are just an acquaintance and an outsider, if you really want to do the math.  You are not family.  And only the spouse knows the spouse.  This I tell you that your faith not crumble.  It is also the truth.  In,  I John 2:11, it states, "But he that hateth his brother is in darkness, and walketh in darkness, and knoweth not whither he goeth, because that darkness hath blinded his eyes."  You may walk in darkness, yet remember, John 1:5, assures us that, "And the light shineth in darkness..."  Just accept what the scriptures say, for they come from God, Himself; that it may go well with you.  It is true, what, I John 1:6, tells us that, "If we say that we have fellowship with him, and walk in darkness, we lie, and do not the truth."  So that, when you live without love or forgiveness, you do live in this state, for instance.  Yet, He does also fulfill His word, without fail, being that, He still dwelleth in you and you are still born of God, like the other scriptures state; but, you are having fellowship with darkness through these actions, captured away from Him.  Ask Him for forgivness.  You are not fully of Him, because you have darkness within you also, making you only capable of being acquainted with God, but not anyone who is ready for marriage with Him, yet.  But, you are still born of God, but not born again yet, which prepares you for that eternal marriage with Him.


It states in, I John 1:10, "If we say that we have not sinned, we make him a liar, and his word is not in us."  This is what causes things to become tricky.  The act of calling upon the Lord in complete confidence that He will save you does not state you are saying, you have not sinned.  When you confess and testify of the promises of the scriptures, that you are born of God and that He dwelleth in you, this by no means proclaims that you make Him a liar.  You still have the power to become a child of the Living God, simply because you believe on His name, just like, John 1:12, promises.  This is a level of salvation that God has given you, but at this level, you just have not yet allowed Him to save you from your sins of unforgiveness and hatred towards your brother or your enemy, perhaps.  When you are free from those sins, then you will be saved from them as well, by the hand of God.  Till then, there is a struggle between you and these 2 spiritual powers claiming ownership and rights to your name and life. 


The next scripture truth, identifies the nature of the power of sin.  I John 3:8, says, "He that committeth sin is of the devil; for the devil sinneth from the beginning.  For this purpose the Son of God was manifested, that he might destroy the works of the devil."  This is the truth.  When you sin, you are of the devil; and yet, because you believe and confess that Jesus is the Son of God and the Christ, you are born of God and He dwelleth in you, according to, I John 4:15 and I John 5:1, respectively.  This is how He came to destroy the works of the devil.  This is how the Son of God is manifest in us, through us, and within us.  It is to free us from the ownership of the devil.  Yet, until you are born again, you will never truly be set free from the claims of the enemy over you.  You will live with these struggles and frustrations of the flesh and spirit. 


But, you will and you can live in His salvation, still: at a lower level.  It is when one gets born again, that one truly becomes promised for marriage to Him; and it is when one dies in Him or is raptured, that one actually becomes married to Him.  This is when that highest level of salvation, Jesus spoke of, will ever be achieved, when one endures unto the end in Him.  But for now, there is a sure confidence we may obtain through the Word of God over the power of unforgiveness and hatred.  This, though we practice it and it is in us as well.  It comes from, I John 2:5, saying, "But whoso keepeth his word, in him verily is the love of God perfected: hereby know we that we are in him."  The power of the love of God is within us, still, because we keep His word.  This is by honoring it, whenever encountered.  And, if you honor all these scriptures as true, though you do not practice them, you are keeping them, as well.  This is a lesser quality of keeping them, but it is keeping them, nonetheless.  His love will be in us, perfected, with the manifestations of the Spirit of the Word we do honor coming alive in us, to point the way to Him and to inspire us again, in the things of God.  This is when the Spirit of the Word of God becomes revealed to us and the nature of Him, as well.  And, since that love that is of God, that is perfected in us, is in us, we become influenced and inspired by this Spirit of God, to love and to forgive.  This is salvation.  Even though, it may take time for you to harken.     


So now, to end this issue of these matters, let us consider what, Matthew 5:44-46, tells us, by saying, "But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you; That ye may be the children of your Father which is in heaven: for he maketh his sun to rise on the evil and on the good, and sendeth rain on the just and on the unjust.  For if ye love them which love you, what reward have ye? do not even the publicans the same?"  I am now going to explain to you, just quickly, how you can practice this, for your own good.  You see, if you forgive, you will never have something inside of you attached to invisible others who wrong you, which makes it difficult to ignore; and thus, gets in the way of you focusing on the good things life has to offer, that you can enjoy with more meaning.


Jesus, said, "Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you."  The question is how?  This is a hard saying.  I say to you, by praying short prayers at least, which you can gratify yourself with, that will bring peaceability within you, tells you that you at least did something about the matter.  No matter what sort of quality you expressed these prayers with.  And, you can tailor them, in ways that will make you feel good about it, as well.  This will inspire and strengthen your faith.  Just break the ice with these small prayers, each and every day, or at least, every now and then.  You can abruptly, just say to God, "Lord, cast out that devil that's inside of them.  Rebuke that spirit, with thy power.  Dear God, I plead the blood of Jesus on this entire situation."  This is an act of blessing them and praying for them, to start.  This is a most easy way to digest practicing these things for Jesus.  Just to break the ice.  Plus, when you ask God to cast out the devil from them and to rebuke them, you won't feel bad about feeling something strong against what they do or are.  It helps to practice this type of method of blessing them which hate you and persecute you, so you don't kill yourself trying to produce some beautiful little light that is just difficult to express toward something that is disgusting, cruel, and hateful. 


Then, you can say the following examples: "Jesus, I forgive them in your name, by faith.  I cast down the power of the devil in thy name.  I pray for your salvation upon us.  Lord, dear God, have mercy on us.  Thy kingdom come.  Thy will be done on earth as it is done in heaven.  Forgive them, for they know not what they do."  This is truly great to exercise, if you don't quite feel like you are saved.  You will be praying for yourself and for them, simultaneously.  You will be blessing them by asking God to rid them of the devil inside of them.  You will be praying for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you.  When you plead for the blood of Jesus and mercy in this way, you will also be simultaneously pleading for it upon their lives, which is a blessing you have put into action, and you will be doing it for yourself, as well.  And it is brief, but it still qualifies.  With these types of short prayers and utterances to God, you can fulfill what seems impossible, the easy way.  This is great practice.  Shower your life and the heavens with such prayers throughout your life to bless your enemies.  Short little prayers is the way to break the ice.  They are not heavy and you do wind up fulfilling what Jesus said.  And the history of it will bless you. 


This is a good start.  And, you can put your trust in it by faith, that God will bless that, for sure.  You will be invoking the name of Jesus, which is truly a blessing to all.  And, you can by faith, ask God, just briefly, to accept that act of love.  No matter what quality of love it is, for it is an act of faith, which does please God.  Then this act, God will use, to convert your spirit, within time, or perhaps even immediately, to forgive and love from the heart, automatically, without troubles of it being even a burden to you.  And, if you can't get there, just yet, go ahead and say to God, "I confess I am a sinner, please forgive me, but take these prayers and bless them in your power."  Then, just leave it alone, and continue to stand and walk with sure confidence in the salvation God has given you, because you are saved by faith, though not at the quality and level of those who have reached the highest forms of salvation, from God, by completely surrendering their entire lives to Jesus.  Yeah, continue appreciating His presence and blessings, reaching for you Bible on DVD and Christian music; but also praying small prayers of praise, verbal expressions of worship and thanksgiving, and petitions.  You did good and it gives you the power to come to Him with even more confidence, just for that.  This is because you did do the act of forgiving and loving them, by faith, though it could be better; but leave these things for times you can achieve masteries over them.  Yeah, don't kill yourself, your spirit, and enthusiasm to live for God.      


Now that I am done explaining these issues of love, forgiveness, and doing good to your enemies, let us begin to consider a vicious tactic some of those who surveillance me have strategized against me, for it could be you one day that will experience it as well.  I fear and worry for your soul and well being.  Never stop believing God can and will forgive them of anything they ask Him, though they commit criminal acts against you without sincere repentance or apology.  You got to be careful with this one, because they are human beings and they take things very personal.  Never stop believing God will or can forgive them for their cruel deeds, even the act of blasphemy against the Holy Spirit.  Because if you don't, they will influence and gather the others, who don't cooperate torturing you, to target you with torture, to demolish your vigor against any one of them or their cruel tactics, since they take it personal, as if you mean them as well, somehow.  They just won't care.  It's a strategy some repugnant types will dare, with disgust and cruelty, to concoct riotous outrages against you of the others.  This when they witness the others respecting God by offering to Him glory and honor by refusing to be mean to you any longer, as a consequence of seeing you trying to live for God and praying to Him.  Many believe that the true Jesus is so loving that He will forgive everything and anything; and even if they don't, they understand how your act of judging the others as deserving no forgiveness or mercy, is out of your power and authority.  This is a monkey wrench that is tossed over to you to wreck the whole machinery of your lifestyle in Jesus, which blesses you so.  They know, the others will become disgusted at you, because you are practicing something repugnant through Jesus.  That is the effect, they who blasphemed the Holy Spirit, set out to accomplish against me, but failed, because my doctrine was good.


Let us first look at this scripture, which is found in, Matthew 12:31 and 32, stating, "Wherefore I say unto you, All manner of sin and blasphemy shall be forgiven unto men: but the blasphemy against the Holy Ghost shall not be forgiven unto men.  And whosoever speaketh a word against the Son of man, it shall be forgiven him: but whosoever speaketh against the Holy Ghost, it shall not be forgiven him, neither in this world, neither in the world to come." What I want to share with you is a commentary I once heard or read about, sometime ago, by some minister, who I believe was seeking to break this condemnation within some who believed they had committed this unpardonable sin.  He said that, the only way this sin existed, was because the Pharisees said, "...This fellow doth not cast out devils, but by Beelzebub, the prince of the devils," in Matthew 12:24.  The minister said, Jesus has to be present in order for that sin to be capable of being committed by someone.  They would have to say it directly to or at Jesus, in order for this sin to be capable of being committed.  This is one interpretation you can hold on to that will give light to you in times of trouble and testing, like I had.  It is good to look at those who commit such things through this doctrine or interpretation about the blasphemy against the Holy Spirit, so you don't trip or stumble in a world of accusations, they who surveillance you are capable of invoking in just a matter of moments.  Just believe, that He is a minister, and so, he must have a point.  Then, you cannot be trapped by them, with these interrogations about your authority, knowledge, understanding, interpretation, or spirit in Jesus, concerning this matter.


Jesus said, "Wherefore I say unto you, All manner of sin and blasphemy shall be forgiven unto men," in, Matthew 12:31.  Just keep your trust in these assurances Jesus Christ made to the world.  Believe it for everybody and anyone, even if they who surveillance you, become demon possessed, blaspheming the Holy Spirit, because they know the scriptures too, and mean to use them against you.  Especially, the world famous and often misapplied verse, stated in, Matthew 7:1 and 2, that says, "Judge not, that ye be not judged.  For with what judgment ye judge, ye shall be judged: and with what measure ye mete, it shall be measured to you again."  These are truths that Jesus wanted His people to take hold on.  Be careful, when and how you judge, because you are a sinner, and others will respond to you the same.  So, get out of this, and just recall the minister's commentary I provided and these other scriptures in this paragraph, to deliver you and to rid you from great troubles.  There are low life, disgusting, repugnant, and criminalistic deviant scums that join the military, because they have no future anywhere else.  From thence, this disgust leaps out, with such fierce low life tactics and wicked concoctions, that it vexes the soul.  So, beware!  Don't give them the power of self-justification over you, by seeking to bring down the judgement of God upon their lives.  You are not an Old Testament prophet, and besides, those days of those types of miracles are kind of gone for good, unless by some special reason God should fulfill your request and rain on them, fire and brimstone.  So, wake up, and do not entangle yourself with such worthless stuff such as that.  Always, plead the blood of Jesus and mercy on their wicked acts, by speaking this out in the form of small prayers unto God, so you fulfill it. 


Realize also, what Jesus said, so you would be wise, Matthew 7:6, that states, "Give not that which is holy unto the dogs, neither cast ye your pearls before swine, lest they trample them under their feet, and turn again and rend you."  This is exactly what Jesus, the Son of God, thinks of people like this.  He calls them dogs and swine.  This is because He is identifying their spiritual nature to you, so that when you encounter them, you don't spin your wheels with them, giving them high honors, seeking them to appreciate the revelations of the things of God you have obtained from Him.  They will not appreciate it nor value it, at all.  When you experience them rending you, which means, to remove by violence or to tear forcibly apart, don't go to them any longer.  God absolves you of any responsibility to share the gospel to them, which would include anything inferior in quality to that.  You should still pray for them and practice telling them Jesus loves them, still; but, don't kill yourself with them any longer.  For Jesus said, these are dogs and swine, meaning they are without manners towards the things of God.  Then again, in, Philippians 3:2, the Word of God states, "Beware of dogs, beware of evil workers, beware of the concision."  This is because God knows that during your lifetime evil dogs, or people with a wicked spiritual attitude, would come your way. 


This language has its meaning from Jewish roots, being a term that Jews used to describe the Gentiles, or people of other races.  This is because they were always a people who worshipped other gods, instead of the God of Israel.  It is best described in this passage of scripture, being, Matthew 15:24-28, stating, "But he answered and said, I am not sent but unto the lost sheep of the house of Israel.  Then came she and worshipped him, saying, Lord, help me.  But he answered and said, It is not meet to take the children's bread, and to cast it to dogs.  And she said, Truth, Lord: yet the dogs eat of the crumbs which fall from their masters' table.  Then Jesus answered and said unto her, O woman, great is thy faith: be it unto thee even as thou wilt.  And her daughter was made whole from that very hour."  This was taken from the King James Version of the Bible.  God was testing her faith and God also knew how she would respond, that it would be a great testimony for our learnings about the salvation God intended to extend to them, who were the Gentiles.  She was a Gentile, a dog, according to Jewish customs, because they practiced abominations, which God hated, instead of worshipping God.  And, they were always enemies of the children of God.  Nevertheless, she humbled herself and worshipped Jesus.  And for this great faith of hers, God has recorded her in the Bible, and her petition was granted.  This is also a revelation that God was preparing to do something awesome in the lives of Gentiles and that is to receive them as His own, if they believed on the Lord Jesus Christ.  And, she implied that no matter what she was, she would call him, "master," as she did in the scriptures.


The reasons I go through this with you, is to be capable of properly explaining to you the spiritual nature of what you may encounter with the people who surveillance you.  As a victim, you probably have been electronically harassed, wirelessly tortured, wirelessly been communicated to, and have experienced mind control.  That which is precious, which the Lord has given you, do not expose that area of your life to them so they can reach down and do whatever they will with it.  Don't give them the power to trash it.  I am speaking against you expressing this attitude towards them, in particular, though there are others in this world you might encounter that are the same.  Do not open up yourself ever to them, as though they are some authority over your spiritual matters and nature.  They have already expressed to you they are ruthless and cruel, so don't trust them, thinking they come with the righteous judgements of the Lord.  Jesus said, they will only turn again and rend you, those dogs and swine. 


How much clearer can Jesus get with you?  Surrender no place of authority within you for them to trample under foot, because they will have fun, destroying everything dear to you, that you have obtained from Jesus.  Do not give that which is inside of you, which is holy unto them, because it is a lesson or a spiritual touch of the Holy Spirit, so you can have the capabilities to continue in Him with these wonderful inspirations He gives you.  Not to them, for them to scrutinize and judge the nature and the matter of it all, as though they were the masters of it.  They will not value your pearls, and Jesus knows they are only going to react like a bunch of swine, so listen to Him, and don't seek to convert them over to Jesus.  Especially, when it causes you to sacrifice your strength and power in the Lord, for that.  Just pray every now and then that God will forgive them and save them from their sin, by uttering this out in a form of small prayers, every now and then.  Besides, you can't even see them, and you cannot know them.  They did rend you already, so why not trust in the words of Jesus, that they will only turn again and do the same.       


Never believe they who surveillance you are holy nor that they are true Christians.  This is another important tip I give you.  This do for your own good, because they might pop up verbally to communicate some doctrines and versions to you to ensnare you and your faith into confusions and doubts aimed at hurting you.  In fact, in, I John 4:1, it warns us, "Beloved, believe not every spirit, but try the spirits whether they are of God: because many false prophets are gone out into the world."  Beware, for these will only verbalize spiritual sounding things to control you, to judge you, to manipulate you, and to condemn you, for the sake of sport, only.  They may also use verbal communications to portray themselves as though they are speaking from the mouth of God things which they mean to irritate your flesh and spirit with, to frustrate you, and to discourage you trying to practice living for God with peace, assurances, and confidence.  They are in it for the game, and they see that as an obstacle they would rather tear down as a way to get at you, using psychology and their wonderful toys.  So, be not deceived.  You can and should accept generally that they are Christians by faith alone, instead of by practice.  And it is a good thing, because that means the things of God, even the scriptures, can cause them to change their bad attitudes, sinful deeds, and cruelty towards you.  They believe perhaps, but they do not live for Jesus.  Remember, if there are any true holy Christians amongst them, they will not challenge you, seeing how vulnerable you are to their powers.  But instead, they will pray for you and allow you to have your way over them, every time.  Because, this is mercy and that is what someone who is holy would do.  But, never believe they cannot change, also, just for the kicks of misleading you into junking your spirits with discouragement, after leading you to believe they care about you.


Another thing I urge you, is never try to save them who wirelessly surveillance you, making a mission out of it, because they will witness your entire life and they will reproach you with disgust, when they find out just how bad of a sinner you are.  It's just a matter of time.  It is not your religious duty to do so.  I will show you why.  You will devote yourself entirely to that and they will take it on purpose with cruelty that you are attempting to prove to them to be someone you are not, and they will fly at you like crazy kamikazes, till they have devoured your strength in the Lord, just to teach you a lesson.  I urge you not to try this even if you are a strong Christian in the Lord.  Just pray for them that they get saved and you will have fulfilled your requirements to the Lord.  If you feel you must or they are communicating with you, you can tell them that Jesus loves them and that He died on the cross to save them from their sins.  But, try not to go much further.  Consider how the Spirit of God forbade even mighty men of God in the Bible to preach the gospel.  In, Acts 16:6-7, it says, "Now when they had gone throughout Phrygia and the region of Galatia, and were forbidden of the Holy Ghost to preach the word in Asia.  After they were come to Mysia, they assayed to go into Bithynia: but the Spirit suffered them not."  Don't do that.  Devote all your energies, efforts, and strength to something else that will truly flourish in the Lord, therefore becoming a blessing to you when you see it with your very eyes begin to prosper. 


Remember, they also know and will bring it to mind that you are reporting what wrongs they do to you, which is cause to understand this could back-fire in your face, fiercely, with episodes of tortures you don't deserve.  They will force the matter through that they must, because you are a hypocrite.  That just, because they enjoy feeling evil and vendictive.  They will attack you with hatred and if you do not report them, they will feel that it is a luxury you must provide them with that love of Jesus you claim to have for them, even though they continue torturing you.  This has happened to me.   So, I say to you, avoid it at all costs.  Don't go sacrificing yourself to get them saved and realize the Spirit of God forbade or prevented even Apostles from preaching in certain areas.  But remember, you also are accountable to God to report these types of activities, so that Justice will prevail and they rationalize these surveillances must be shut down, in the name of the General Welfare of the People and the Constitution or for the Public Good, for instance.  As long as you report it, you have done something good for Jesus, so that maybe with that, others may not go through what you are going through.  In this way, you bless others with love, who you do not even know.        


There is nothing wrong, perhaps, depending on who you are, on preaching to them a short message or testifying about how Jesus saved you, just to meet your requirements in the Lord so you don't feel condemned, if you feel that way about these matters; just don't make a mission out of it, for that will strike their curiosity the wrong way to imagine how they can destroy your world, for sport and the cruel joy, joy, joy of it all.  Just let your struggles to live a true Christianity the best way you can, if you want to achieve influencing them, be what inspires them to devote some efforts in that direction, when they witness you seeking to live for the Lord.  Just live for the Lord and just let God take care of winning them over to Him, in this way you will eventually wind up effectively influencing them in one way or the other, automatically and just by you living for Jesus.  And if they get vicious, rebuke them in the name of Jesus. 


Consider what, 2 Corinthians 3:2, states by saying, "Ye are our epistle written in our hearts, known and read of all men:."  That is all you should seek to fulfill, largely in that area.  So they don't shatter your world with cruel strategies of disappointments, to trash your faith to bits.  It has to do with the problem you have with your private matters being clearly exposed to them as if you were in the nude, that will expose how ugly you truly are, every now and then, when nobody but them is looking.  Yes, Ecclesiastes 10:1, talks about this by stating, "Dead flies cause the ointment of the apothecary to send forth a stinking savour: so doth a little folly him that is in reputation for wisdom and honour."  Just one moment of this, and they will begin to desire you with cruelty, and they will begin to recall all your professions you made to them, and they will seek to punch your lights out, O.K.  When will not your daily life place dead flies into the ointment, which you can call the anointing of God upon your life before their very face, since they have the capabilities to surveillance you to this calibre the way they do?  Just live saying to them, "I am a sinner, but Jesus loves me and we love you," just sporadically, every now and then, to break the ice of judgementalisms against you that molds them.  That, if the need arises.          


Also, just in one paragraph, I want to show you, that it is best to not desire to build much in the Lord, because it seems to me that you truly cannot afford it.  Neither can I.  I don't want to force you, only encourage you to see it the way I present it to you.  They who surveillance you have much power to sabotage your goals, and if you attempt to build yourself in the Lord in such a way that would require you to live in super liberty to accomplish all you can achieve in the Lord, think twice, before you plan.  Count the cost, see what you truly can afford, and then start to build something modest, but sure, in the Lord.  Lest, you find yourself unable to finish what you started, and become discouraged away from the Lord and shy away from His entire kingdom.  You cannot be a Billy Graham or a Rev. T.D. Jakes!  Do not hinge or attach your salvation, ever, because of the way you exist, to a church.  Only to Jesus.  But, do go there, for sure, once you decide to go.  Accept this in the Lord and you will prosper.  So they will not defeat your spirit, goals, and interests.  You do not know what tomorrow will bring.  But, never stop to practice the things I urged you to practice, like reading your Bible, praying short prayers, and listening to Christian music.  Listen to what the Master says in, Luke 14:28-30, by stating, "For which of you, intending to build a tower, sitteth not down first, and counteth the cost, whether he have sufficient to finish it?  Lest haply, after he hath laid the foundation, and is not able to finish it, all that behold it begin to mock him, Saying, This man began to build, and was not able to finish."  So, attempt only to build those thing you can master with time, instead of taking on ministerial positions.  You can still do the works of the Lord, without setting yourself up as a mission that you will be responsible to upkeep, without the freedom from these surveillances to guarantee it also.  It is just my advice to you, so you build something for sure that is sure, as well.    


Never oath to God, is another important tip I have for you to enable you to live an effective surveillanced Christianity.  It says in, Ecclesiastes 5:4-6, "When thou vowest a vow unto God, defer not to pay it; for he hath no pleasure in fools: pay that which thou hast vowed.  Better is it that thou shouldest not vow, than that thou shouldest vow and not pay.  Suffer not thy mouth to cause thy flesh to sin; neither say thou before the angel, that it was an error: wherefore should God be angry at thy voice, and destroy the work of thine hands?"  Be ye wise.  Don't promise God anything, just do.  And with this He will be pleased.  James 5:12, states this same thing, by saying, "But above all things, my brethren, swear not, neither by heaven, neither by the earth, neither by any other oath: but let your yea be yea; and your nay, nay; lest ye fall into condemnation."  This will deliver you from worries, frustrations, guilt, self-condemnations, and feelings of unworthiness when you come to the Lord.  Plus, most of all, you will provide something less to them that surveillance you, they can toy with in cruelty, self-justifications, and malignant desire against you.  Your oaths not fulfilled to God, will cause them to rise in judgement on behalf of the Lord, in hypocrisy, to perhaps even torture you, though the Lord did not send them.  But, it is a device that will make them feel good and justified for torturing you or treating you with spite, to punish the evil you have committed, even though they are guilty of the same.  So, just do, whatever it is you want to do for God, and never promise it; also because, if you do not fulfill it when you plan, you can still work on fulfilling it another day.  And, should you abandon it, since it is not an oath or a promise to God, your accountability to God is less pressing, especially when you ask Him to forgive you for not fulfilling the good deed you desired to do for Him.            


Remember, they can portray themselves, even as pastors of your community, so beware and don't believe those who announce themselves wirelessly to you to be anything they claim to be.  It is only the military, who understands the psychological effects of these portrayals to you, that you tend to naturally believe something is what it claims to be, unless you find out otherwise.  But, they try to be smart, and work their con-artistry, safeguarding the traces of clues they left for you to track down, so they manage to keep you hooked into believing they are who they said they were to you, lest they loose the magic of the theatrics they pull on you.  They will be come so sensationalized with the entire theatrical scenery and worlds they can develop for you, that they will lose themselves psychologically, and become unable to live in reality.  They will masquerade as anything and anyone, without discretion, with enthusiasm and creativity to make their portrayals look authentic to you.  They will trick you with false doctrines, twistings of the scriptures, demonic accusations against you, and even false prophecies they will proclaim to you or of you in the name of the Lord.  They loose even their dignity, for want of sensational entertainments.  They feel the end justifies the means.  And they feel skillful, priding themselves in sacrilegious and blasphemous actions, they sport in to manage accomplishing a thing.  This happened in my case.  They will project impersonations of pastors that will seem to you to have originated from them.  So, trust in the Lord, and not in anything else, realizing always that it is the military who is pulling these stunts on you to trip you, trap you, disassemble you, affect your fate, and to manage to cause you to walk away from a good thing.   


Another tip I want you to realize is, that you are not obligated to reveal the truth of your private matters to anyone, especially help them figure out stuff about you that you don't want them to.  You know they are only looking for pretexts that they can use only to justify themselves with harming you.  Learn from what Jesus did in, Mark 11:30-33, saying, "...I will also ask to you one question, and answer me, and I will tell you by what authority I do these things.  The baptism of John, was it from heaven, or of men?  answer me.  And they reasoned with themselves, saying, If we shall say, From heaven; he will say, Why then did ye not believe him?  But if we shall say, Of men; they feared the people: for all men counted John, that he was a prophet indeed.  And they answered and said unto Jesus, We cannot tell.  And Jesus answering saith unto them, Neither do I tell you by what authority I do these things."  Jesus threw this question they could not answer, because He did not want to tell them anything.  So, likewise, you don't have any responsibility to reveal what you did in the past.  For what?  So they can judge you without any grace?  Proverbs 29:11, tells us, "A fool uttereth all his mind; but a wise man keepeth it in till afterwards."


The problem is, that they can appear to you invisibly through communications, or even through mental visualizations, spontaneously, and portray themselves as someone who has the official and legal right to interrogate you and know about you; whatever it is you did and were, even since a child, to fulfill some legal purpose.  But, it is not an official right of theirs.  They feel official, since they are sent of the military government, but they were only sent to surveillance you, outside the knowledge of the civil federal government.  They are out of jurisdiction, because the civil federal government has not endorsed them, by publicly announcing nor posting anywhere their activities are for use in the public arena.  These are projects, try outs, and trainings of the military government, and it is bad law all together.  In fact, it is so unofficial and contrary to civil laws, that the military government will never show the reports the military gathers on you to the civil federal government, unless of course, you build or attempt to build a bomb, and they caught you with the evidence.  These are just projects the military people who surveillance you set out to accomplish on their own to feel official, authoritative, and highly important.  They have no legitimate right nor jurisdiction to gather this information on you in any official sense of the law.  You were never court ordered by a judge to undergo interrogations by them or even to be surveillanced of them in any way, shape, or form.  This means you were never sentenced, because you truly did nothing against the law to deserve it; and it is illegal, according to the civil federal government for anyone, including the military government, to engage in these activities against you.





El Paso, Texas

The United States


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TO: Victims of Electronic Harassments

(Targeted Individuals)



February 23, 2011



Jesus Opened My Eyes Through Soldiers' Confessions

By:  Eliseo Perez

El Paso, Texas, U.S.A.






One of the tactics they tried on me, was to make me feel guilty for not cooperating with them in managing to gather the proper facts about my past.  They still demand I cooperate with them in their psychological profiling projects against me, which they use to attack me with, rising up like judges, demanding punishments for the misconducts or sins of my past.  Even though, I am forgiven by Jesus for these sins.  They could not cause me to cooperate with them when they portrayed that they are on official business of the government to document all my history, because I knew and understood the Supreme Laws of the Land, which makes it illegal for them to engage in any sort of interrogations like these.  This is when they broke, which gives proof they don't have the legal right also.  They did this, by changing their tactics, in attempts to achieve their end in this other way, instead.  Which was, to challenge me and corner me into cooperating with their interrogations about my history, with what the Bible says in, James 5:16, where it says, "Confess your faults one to another, and pray one for another, that ye may be healed.  The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much."  If they were official, these tactics would have been appauling to them, since they had the legal authority to question me and get that information from me.  That would have brought them over to my very door, to get that bit of information the law demands they get from me, but it doesn't happen.  Why?  It is because they don't even have an official right to do so.  But, realize, what the Bible says in the Book of James is, confess your faults to those who are Christians within the body of Christ, who will only pray for you about that.  But, then again, Ecclesiastes states, a fool tells all his mind, which notifies us, we are also to exercise wisdom as well, whenever we confess anything to anyone.  You can't go on telling people who will only tell others, that you hate your wife, when she does this or that.


Another tip I want to go over with you, has to do with the fact that God truly is with you reporting their activities, especially over to the civil federal government.  It is not a sign of unforgiveness.  They may attempt to make you feel bad for reporting their activities by telling you over and over that it is a sign of unforgiveness, like they did me.  Then, they also attempted to stop me reporting their activities and experiences I encountered, by saying, they were the federal government, so I have no need to report anything, because they got that for me, already.  This tells how much unofficial they are, though they are truly part of the military federal government.  This, because, the civil federal government still has no record of them communicating anything to them, at all.  Because if they did, under the law, they would have applied my complaints to it and have stopped this entire activity long ago.  Also, the fact that they did not reveal to me they were who they were, shows they do not want anything official about their activities being sent to the civil federal government.  It took a miracle from God through an evil man whose psychotic plots against me back-fired on him, for me to come to know who they truly were.  And others just allowed this truth to open my eyes and very little some of them reinforced it, for mercy's sake.  And, now I know they were only the military all along, that was surveillancing me all this time.  But after 2 years of being awakened, I have come to realize more and more, how all the puzzles fit together and how it can not be, especially when compared to what reports I gathered from the military government, anyone but the military that has surveillanced me all this time.  And they still do and are going to, until the military government calls for them, and orders everybody to leave me alone, for life.  But, they are just entirely out of their jurisdictions.


Romans 13:3-4, states, "For rulers are not a terror to good works, but to the evil.  Wilt thou then not be afraid of the power?  do that which is good, and thou shalt have praise of the same: For he is the minister of God to thee for good...for he beareth not the sword in vain: for he is the minister of God, a revenger to execute wrath upon him that doeth evil."  That means that the civil federal government is the minister of God.  A revenger to execute wrath upon him that doeth evil to you, says the Word of God.  So why would not God use them through what you write to them, to execute revenge and wrath upon the military government?  They can only cause them to close down.  And what hurt is that to anyone physically?  It is against even the laws of nations for people to torture and engage in mind control activities against anyone.  The civil federal government politicians, officials, and authorities honor that as something they also need to represent, and they also will enforce good works.  For instance, I heard and read about accounts where police officers were punished for child pornography, rape, and even having someone killed.  So, just because they are the military federal government, doesn't mean they are excluded from the law or out of reach of the civil federal government, who will enforce the law, upon those who cross their jurisdictions.  The scriptures above also say, "For he is a minister of God to thee for good," meaning you should as a Christian report to them, any bad things people do to you or at least, send your complaints to them.  This shows God is for you reporting them and also supports you doing so, for "he is the minister of God to thee for good."  How else can the civil federal government do good to you with this harm you suffer, if you do not report it, so it stops?      


Read the account of Paul, in the Book of Acts, where he appealed to Ceasar, instead of being released from prison.  This was, I believe, to fight Jewish persecutions on Christians, legally.  The story of the Book of Esther, is about a beautiful Jewish woman, whom a king fell in love with and made her his queen.  God used her to save His people from being exterminated, by having her tell the king, her husband, what terrible laws they made against her people and her very flesh.  So, the king ordered these law makers killed.  And, last of all, though there are other accounts in the Bible, is what it says in, Luke 18:2-5, stating, "...There was in a city a judge, which feared not God, neither regarded man: And there was a widow in that city: and she came unto him, saying, Avenge me of mine adversary.  And he would not for a while: but afterward he said within himself, Though I fear not God, nor regard man; Yet because this widow troubleth me, I will avenger her, lest by her continual coming she weary me."  Jesus did not say she needed to repent and forgive her adversary.  If you read the rest, you will see, it has to do with God avenging for wrongs committed against His people.  But, Jesus did not put down her actions of going to the law for justice as anything that should not be done by His people, but instead, encouraged them this was an avenue that is without sin.   


But, what I do say to you, and this is another tip on how to live a successful surveillanced Christianity, is, seek to hit the origin of the matter, instead of trying to punish the sent ones.  It's great and much needed that you expose the evil deeds of those who surveillance you, but don't get hung up on them, because where the matter is best dealt with, is in informing the civil federal government about the testings, projects, programs, and trainings of the military federal government.  Specifically, demand they close down the operations of the military federal government, urge the civil federal government to investigate them, and detail what are the violations the military government is committing, so the issue is dealt with.  When you state it has to do with the military government, they have somewhere to apply your complaint against.  It's just a tip.  You don't have to, but you will be hitting the origin, instead of the effects, alone.  Tell them what the military does to you is the fault of the military government who sends them to surveillance people, more than likely, for counter-terrorism trainings and for purposes of national security.  Try to find material about the military government engaging in or attempting to operate in surveillancing the nation.  This will help in causing the ones you complain to, within the civil federal government to become at least suspicious about that, in ways that may cause them to snap on it, by instinct, and apply your complaint there.  What I started doing also, which caused the military people who surveillanced me to refrain from cruel evil acts against me, is to report them straight over to the military federal government, through their webpages.  I tell them what sort of wrongs, criminal acts, and injustices their operations and projects are causing, because they sent military people without any accountability.  Their (the military government) purposes is to do a right, not a criminal act against anyone, especially the act of torture.


Another thing that helps, if you choose to, is to not specify you want those who surveillance you to be prosecuted.  But, do not say you don't want them prosecuted, because that will make them believe you are just playing games with such things and therefore it must be some hoax.  Just do expose their criminal acts and even what laws they are breaking.  Do specify, what punishments the law requires for crimes of torture, for mind control, for slavery if you are enslaved, and for threatening your life if they threaten you this way, so they get the picture what grave thing it is.  There are other types of offenses of course.  Do this all to slap on to the military government projects, programs, testings, experimentations, and trainings they do for counter-terrorism and national security purposes in irresponsible, reckless, and hazardous ways.  In this way, you will target to bring down the battle ship, instead of just individuals.  With this, the military government can resort to pretensions, so as to not get busy on fixing the problems, if you pursue targeting the individuals, instead of their warship. 


And also, they do surveillance you and will take it personal if you demand it, within yourself, to see to it that they are personally prosecuted and thrown into prison.  They have lots of time to enact revenge strategies upon you.  They will feel good torturing you even more.  You will become a personal enemy of theirs, then, for sure.  Just count it as an act of forgiveness, always, that you are not demanding they get personally put into prison.  They will appreciate that, when they witness it.  But, they will not take it personal, truly, if you are seeking to accomplish making sure the civil federal government gets the point these things the military government does, need to be dealt with seriously, to the point of having them closed down, for good.  Plus, chances are, they who surveillance you will never get prosecuted.  And if they should, it will take such an incredible amount of time, that seeking to ensure it, would cause you many months or even years of feeling their retaliations for it.  I mean, they could wind up torturing you, without forgiving you ever for demanding they get prosecuted and put into prison personally.  The military government will seek to hide them from prosecution for sure, I believe, to keep themselves looking clean to the world.  But, it is easier to cause them to close down their dangerous, destructive, criminal, reckless, and overpowering operations.  Yeah, they (the military government) want to be legal!                     


This attitude of the military government can also work for us, because they do not want to be guilty of wrong doings.  This will rise up against those who surveillance you.  They did not send them out to torture you or to do things wickedly with you.  This attitude against them though, might never be total.  But, they will assure their good intentions, despising the evil.  They were released on the honor system by the military government trusting they would do no evil nor crimes with these devices they were entrusted with at all.  It is not in their (the military government) nature to commit crimes against citizens or individuals.  The military government intends the public good and the good of the nation.  It is in the nature of the military federal government to defend the nation and the public good, which would include its citizens.  It is not an acceptable military attitude to endorse corruption, torture, crimes, and wrong doings.  They expect it of themselves to exist clean, disciplined, honorable, beyond reproach officially, to properly represent the uniform they wear.  So, never believe the military federal government has or will ever endorse the wrong doings of those who surveillance you.  This knowledge of how the military government exists, exists inside of those who surveillance you as well, so that, when you begin to properly report their activities over to the civil and even military federal government, they will snap out of their cruel conducts and acknowledge cautions should be reached for and obtained.  It might be something that may cause them to stop, for sure.  


Well now, what else I want to tip you with is that you should, ask God not to give you the gift of prophecy.  And ask Him never to speak to you through any prophet, because they who surveillance you know just about everything about you, making it easy for them to get up and prophesy falsely in His name, for kicks.  This because, they will get sensationalized with understanding so much about you, that they can even predict what you will do and even encounter sometime shortly.  This is through studying your habits and seeing what is logical to happen.  They can really use this in effective ways against you, so consider.  Say to God, you will not be able to tell if it is Him, so you cannot trust in any word of prophecy about you.  God will do that for you.  He hates when people prophesy falsely.  But, at the same time, you will never worry about that being a problem to you any longer, because you asked God.  Then, you will live in peace, rejecting any sort of prophecy against you that may come your way. 


Also, since you asked God not to give you the gift of prophecy, you can never be led on false spiritualisms they can inject into you that may cause you to prophesy.  This under emotionalisms and sensationalisms.  They may do this to discredit you from the start.  This so they can have a pretext to hate you and do evil to you, which would include torturing you.  Since they understand that spirituality came from them, and not from God, they will attack you for such doings.  They will judge you and test you to see if your prophecies come to pass.  This will be their devil's play ground they will drown in with good pleasure, being mean and evil to you.  And, they will see you fail, eventually, living a holy life before God.  And this they will use against you to assure themselves they have a false prophet in their hands.  They will force themselves to exist focusing on that matter to achieve hating you, judging you, and feeling good and justified about torturing you.  This, even though you live for God, with all sincerity.  So, knock out this problem away from you.  Ask God and He will give that to you.  And you will always know, there is no way God could be speaking through the gift of prophecy through anyone, not even you.  It will secure you some.  And if you ever prophesy, you can renounce that in the name of Jesus and ask Him for forgiveness.  This will also keep you from embracing any false spirits to prophesy something God never told you to, just to keep it safe and good between you and Jesus.


Don't live a mystical Christianity.  This is another tip that will empower you to live a successful surveillanced Christianity.  Ultimately, never believe things that go around you are messages from God.  It is true that there are consequences to sin, but what I am talking about is you believing good things and bad things that happen are more than just coincidences, especially every minute of the day.  You can't loose your salvation like this, but it will bring unwanted trials into your Christian life.  Just thank God for all the good things you have and that happen to you.  What I am letting you know is, that if you live a mystical Christianity like this, they will have a devil's play ground with it to toy with you, since they can influence your world wirelessly.  They cannot do this by physically appearing to do anything to you, but they can readily attack your psychology, wirelessly, whenever something bad happens, to make you believe God is angry at you, according to your beliefs, for fun.  And they will do so with pleasure, labeling your faith as something phony and unauthentic.  And remember, lots of times, God does not answer prayer or it may be a long time before He does, because you have to live by faith.  And when your prayers don't get answered, that does not mean God is against you; but they who surveillance you will play vicious, evil, cruel, and hateful games with this against you.  Then also, you will cause them by accident to feel like they are exercising the power of God against you for sins they witness you committing, whenever you do them, no matter how small they may be.  Just because, they are hungry for hints that God is against you, to feel good doing something wrong to you.  And, this mystical type of Christianity can trigger this in them, after some time.


So don't, for instance, pick up the Bible, and open it, believing that the hand of God is turning the pages, leading you to that scripture that deals with whatever you are going through.  And do not do this type of seeking answers from God about anything, in this way.  There are scriptures that say bad things for people who deserve them.  The Bible says, God hates Esau, in, Romans 9:13, for instance.  You are gambling with the scriptures when you do this.  There are also entire sections of the Bible speaking about His judgement upon evil doers.  If you practice these gambles, you will eventually come to these scriptures, because there are many.  And what then?  They who surveillance you, will ask themselves.  They might feel spiritualized and sensationalized to turn on you that very moment and even torture you, in response to what God is saying to you, according to what you believe.  They tried this on me, but I always remembered a sermon I heard about that, showing that it is a wrong practice. 


Everything you need to know about God is in the Bible.  It is complete.  So, don't look for signs, especially every day, looking to read in them whether God is angry or happy with you.  He favors you already.  You are born of God and He dwells in you already, like I explained to you through the Bible scriptures.  And you do have His salvation, already; but perhaps, not at the highest spiritual level you need, to inherit heaven as your home.  Matthew 12:39-40, states, "But he answered and said unto them, An evil and adulterous generation seeketh after a sign; and there shall no sign be given to it, but the sign of the prophet Jonas...so shall the Son of man be three days and three nights in the heart of the earth."  That means, that God has already given a sign of utmost importance, and He would be providing no other signs.  This sign is the death and resurrection of our Lord Jesus Christ.  You have that sign.  What else could you be looking for?  He has given and promised the heavens to you already.  What more could be desired of Him?  This is just to inspire you to look upon Him who was crucified for your salvation and guidance. 


Be careful about being caught with leadings of the Holy Spirit.  It might just be sensationalism.  Or it might be something the military has beamed down on you to play with you.  Always consider it, so you can react and just ask Him to forgive you, should you come to realize, that is all it is.  This is good, also, because you want also to make sure the people who surveillance you don't begin to believe you have something other than the Holy Spirit there with you.  Just so they don't justify an evil against you.  Just trust God and live by faith.  Say, I will seek and attempt, but if the thing does not turn out, then I will wait upon the Lord, for another occasion or outcome.  And, if it still does not turn out, depending on what it is, just wait upon the Lord.  Also, realize, there are times God just wants us to live on faith and nothing more.  That means you will serve Him no matter what happens or how things turn out.


Another very important tip I want to give to you is, don't trust in your dreams, looking for them to be some message from God or anything else.  This is because, I know for a fact, they can use mental visualizations they can create to develop scenarios you can encounter in your sleep.  This happened to me, already.  And I have read other accounts of others that they experienced the same thing too, in different ways.   Ask God never to speak to you in dreams, so you never trust in them.  God will do that for you.  He knows and understands the reasons why.  But, what this truly does, is also guarantee it to you in the way you will have faith in, that this area is secure from tamperings by God.  This is so your Christianity will remain secure and effective in the eyes of those who surveillance you.  If you trust in dreams, they will gather from that knowledge about you, something negative, that you are lost somehow, without the true direction of the Holy Spirit, being decieved, when they test you with dreams they can develop for you to see if you interpret that as being from God.  And if you do, then they will secure that as a sign against you, because it did not come from God, they will see; but from their abilities to create mental visualizations, you confused as a message from God. 


And then, what will cause your Christianity to influence their actions in any positive way?  And when you fall for a dirty trick and begin to live with some false leadings of the Holy Ghost, thinking that dream was a message from God you need to apply to your life, they will take you as a joke and any feelings they should not hurt someone God loves, the same way.  They can understand that people sin and that the Lord forgives.  But, this sort of trickery will gag them, awfully.  They will stop trusting that, though you are a sinner, at least you got the right Spirit in you.  So just ask God not to speak to you in dreams ever, like it says it will happen to those who believe, in, Acts 2:17, stating, "And it shall come to pass in the last days, saith God, I will pour out of my Spirit upon all flesh: and your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, and your young men shall see visions, and your old men shall dream dreams."  Besides, it also will help you with vicious people who come from other religious backgrounds, who don't believe in these things, anyway.  Just seek to believe in  Jesus.  These people from other religions, could categorize you as an idiot to the others to encourage them to play some vicious pranks against you, that will hurt you badly, all because of your beliefs you are so special that God speaks to you in dreams, especially when they know it was them who created that dream in the first place, with their mental visualization capabilities.  I believe it can happen, but, you are in this situation, with all these things they can do with you.  So I say to you, don't go there, for the love of God.


Yes, also, do not enthuse yourself with high powered positions of honor in the Lord, but instead, just seek to be an unprofitable servant of the Lord, like Jesus said in, Luke 17:7-10, by saying, "But which of you, having a servant plowing or feeding cattle, will say unto him by and by, when he is come from the field, Go and sit down to meat?  And will not rather say unto him, Make ready wherewith I may sup, and gird thyself, and serve me, till I have eaten and drunken; and afterward thou shalt eat and drink?  Doth he thank that servant because he did the things that were commanded him?  I trow not.  So likewise ye, when ye shall have done all those things which are commanded you, say, We are unprofitable servants: we have done that which was our duty to do."  Which means, He does not thank the servant, by saying, "I trow not."  You will live an easier and more flexible life that you can manuever through your situations with, if you adjust yourself to live this way, as well.  Also, what can happen is that they who surveillance you will not have these huge ministerial failures to target you with, after they have contributed in its destruction.  They will justify themselves to affirm that what ever you are doing is not of the Lord, since they were able to cause or contribute in the destruction of your ministry.  They will believe this to be a sign, that since it is destroyed, it was not of God, and was not even worthy to be honored as such, no matter what it accomplished while alive.  This type of message many preachers teach on too, so they would not be getting it from any cheap source of knowledge.  They just will be deceived into believing they did a good thing, because they know what type of a true sinner you are, no matter how little that sin may be.  And so, they will justify themselves into believing, perhaps, that they did God a favor destroying your capabilities to continue being a minister, for instance.   


Another very helpful tip in the end, which I know will help causing those who witness your devotional times with God, to honor or respect them, at least somewhat, is for you to get yourself a Catholic Bible, if you can.  Please listen, before you throw this one out the door.  The Catholic Bible says just about the same things the Christian Bibles says, as well.  The only truly major difference between the 2 is that, the Catholic Bible has the Apocrypha, an additional set of Books in the their Old Testament, only.  Just don't read them or put your faith in them.  The Jews do not accept them, that is why Christians don't.  There may be Catholics in your midst, and they can attack you for your faith, viciously without apology.  They know there is a difference between Catholic and Christian Bibles, but they generally don't know where it is.  This causes them to believe that what you read from your Bible is corrupt, twisted, wrong, and false.  So that, when you live honoring and practicing the scriptures, they are unable to become influenced by them.


So, spend some devotional times in Christ with the Catholic Bible, chiefly the New Testament scriptures, so their prejudices against your beliefs and faith will leave them.  They will then be convinced that what you are practicing is truly Biblical and of Christ, so that they honor it or respect it somewhat, instead of trying to convince themselves they should torture you for practicing something that is not of God.  Just do this once in a while, at least, when you feel there are animosities towards your way of practicing your faith.  Just remember, the other difference between the 2, which is not harmful in any way, is the style of wording, which is the same as comparing Christian Bible to Christian Bible, written in different versions.  Like the King James Version of the Bible words the scriptures differently than the Living Bible, but they still say the same thing.  I have told Catholics to read in their Bible Old Testament scriptures that speak against idolatry.  Just to show you how reliable they are.  And they will respond to scriptural authority when you exercise it from the Catholic Bible, the one they honor and love.  And they will begin to respect when you read from the Catholic Bible its promises, rebukes, and instructions, even of the Holy One, the Lord Jesus Christ.  Then, they might begin to see that as a sign from God, that you are not to be tortured, or dealt wrong with.  They will do this out of their own Catholic beliefs to honor Him, whom they love and trust, the God of the Catholic Bible.    


Use tact and do not attempt to govern in spirit those who surveillance you, with authority in God.  Stand with authority and confidence in the Lord, but choose not to outrage them with condemnations, insisting they are doomed, because they don't believe or practice your brand of faith.  Say, God loves them too.  It is required in the Word of God, that you inform people their practices of sin are wrong, and also that their religious faith is wrong, when it is against what the Bible teaches, but seek to show why, if you can, without labeling them as repugnant.  They will acknowledge you do it out of religious duty.  Just realize, God also wants you to obey the laws of the land, which includes, here in America, that people have freedom to practice their religion however they see fit, legally.  What I mean by all this, is do not waste your energies, especially to exhaustion, trying to force your religion down their throats with authority of some sort.  And, this might cause you to justify their practices to force you into bad situations, since you practice trying to change people by force.  Just tell them about the truth, and when you have, then relax, realizing you have done what you needed to do.  Jesus said, "And whosoever shall not receive you, nor hear your words, when ye depart out of that house or city, shake off the dust of your feet.  Verily I say unto you, It shall be more tolerable for the land of Sodom and Gomorrha in the day of judgment, than for that city," in Matthew 10:14 and 15.  So realize, don't kill yourself.  Plus, that will strike their curiosity the wrong way, and they might focus on you with attempts to torture you wirelessly, to make your madness, according to them, entertaining.


But, seek to begin respecting religious people, especially authorities, like priests of any sort of religion, only with gravity.  I will show you the scriptures why.  Stop being pleased with attitudes against them in your bosom, the type that expresses they are just despicable, disgusting, and some sort of evil four-footed creatures worthy of nothing, but to be cast into the lake of fire.  They who surveillance, might just be of that religion or sentiment.  And this they will take with offense very personally, then they will reach out to torture you.  Consider what it says in, Acts 23:3-5, "Then said Paul unto him, God shall smite thee, thou whited wall: for sittest thou to judge me after the law, and commandest me to be smitten contrary to the law?  And they that stood by said, Revilest thou God's high priest?  Then said Paul, I wist not, brethren, that he was the high priest: for it is written.  Thou shalt not speak evil of the ruler of thy people."  Paul kind of apologized, though the high priest was not saved nor believed on Jesus.  This, you should apply, even to Catholic priests, who are disqualified from heaven, because of their practices of idolatry.  I will show you why.  I am not saying to honor them as God's anointed, as if they walk in His Spirit in holy righteousness, approved of God.  But realize, these are respected people in Society, and if you have bad attitudes against them with disrespect, then they of that religion who surveillance you will become shocked over this, and will treat you with disgust and they will desire to torture your little Christian world.  All you got to say is that they are in idolatry, and so, that is why they need to repent, for instance. 


But for instance, Romans 13:1-4, states, "Let every soul be subject unto the higher powers.  For there is no power but of God: the powers that be are ordained of God.  Whosoever therefore resisteth the power, resisteth the ordinance of God: and they that resist shall receive to themselves damnation.  For rulers are not a terror to good works...For he is the minister of God to thee for good...for he beareth not the sword in vain...a revenger to execute wrath upon him that doeth evil."  That would include Catholics or any one of any other religion, who holds position in authority within the civil federal government and etc.  Render them the type of respect you would want those of their religion to render unto the religious authorities you honor, such as pastors, evangelists, missionaries, and so forth.  And you will have every right to expect and demand the same.  And also, the Bible speaks about it being wrong to speak evil of people.


But, the Word of God, does say in, I John 4:1, "Beloved, believe not every spirit, but try the spirits whether they are of God: because many false prophets are gone out into the world."  So trust me, I  am not telling you to embrace or endorse their false doctrines and religious practices.  Just respect religious and government rulers and authorities, no matter what their religion may be.  This will cause them who surveillance you in secret, not to get the wrong idea about you, seeking to punish you on behalf of their religion.  You do know that God does dearly love these rulers and authorities as well?  Their sins and deeds are abominations unto God; but nonetheless, there must be room for treating people right, in a manner that shows good Christian conduct, manners, and respectability.  God hates the practices of sin, but He loves the people.  But, what I am saying is, try to practice improving how you position what you must say to others about their religious beliefs being wrong and something that they must stop practicing to be right with God.


I told a Catholic priest about Jesus one day.  I was a young adult, about the age of 20, who lived near a Catholic monastery.  I confronted him with what the Bible says about idolatry.  I asked him to defend his stands.  I told him how the Bible does say, "you shall make no images in the likeness of anything that is in heaven.  So why, do you make statues of Jesus, the Virgin Mary, and the Apostles?"  All was done in the spirit of love and neighborliness.  He looked at me and smiled, and asked, "just what do you think you are dong, young man?"  He replied, "on the ark of the covenant, were made, 2 cherubims."  I looked at his eyes, surprised and in a loving manner, and just began to laugh.  He gagged me with his response.  I then realized, they really do study the Bible, too.  Then we each went on our separate ways, cherishing the moment.  I was young then, and did not realize then I should have replied, but God did say not to bow down and serve these images, as well.         


What I want to encourage you to understand is, though people are in false doctrines or in the wrong religion, which disqualifies them from heaven, they can still be righteous, too.  This is due to their acts of being against evils and vices, like even drinking beer.  This will shock them who surveillance you if you do not consider it, when you judge others.  And it will come in handy, when they judge you, since they do have that luxury, though it is not legal.  This is something I learned at church when I was very young.  It has to do with the honest to goodness fact that people who are not born again nor go to church can also live in righteousness, according to earthly standards.  This, because they do practice good deeds that God blesses and applauds.  It says in, Romans 2:13-15, "(For not the hearers of the law are just before God, but the doers of the law shall be justified.  For when the Gentiles, which have not the law, do by nature the things contained in the law, these, having not the law, are a law unto themselves.  Which shew the work of the law written in their hearts, their conscience also bearing witness, and their thoughts the mean while accusing or else executing one another;)."  So, understand, the reason I write this to you is so you begin to get the right perspective about religious people and authorities.  This will help you avoid provocations that could turn into experiences of torture of them who surveillance and feel you have blasphemed something or someone holy.  Can you realize the value of it, now?  I just care for you, so. 


For instance, God blesses them that tithe and give their offerings to Him, because it is a law established here on earth.  God blesses marriages, when they don't commit adultery against each other, even though they go to the wrong church or none at all.  It has to do with the laws of blessings and cursings; also with the laws of reaping and sowing.  This is how God established His laws upon the earth, to fulfill His judgements, justice, and mercies.  God will never allow His word to be in vain or of none effect.  In fact, I got Catholic neighbors who never smoked any drugs or cigarettes, they are not drunkards, they are faithful to their spouses, and they are truly good, kind, and friendly people.  In fact, they outshine lots of people who claim to know the truth.  I wish I was like them, never knowing what it is to have smoked a cigarette or do drugs.  This is because when I was young, I did do these things.  But, sad to say, they are not born again.            


A good example I can use is, you can't just side against a Catholic priest, who is standing up publicly amongst a crowd to protest against corruption, abortion, or crime.  It is wrong, isn't it?  Even though you may be truly saved and on your way to heaven.  Here is a situation where decision requires wisdom.  Why speak out against his beliefs?  Especially, when you never had the courage to speak out against these evils of society, to encourage people to unite against it.  And if he is doing it for God, it is because he is doing it for God.  Why stand up, for instance, and start to denounce him publicly and tell everybody he is wrong, an idolater, a liar by portraying himself to be in the truth, and surely going to hell for this.  What you would only do is cause others to despise your religion, making it almost impossible for anyone out there to want to listen to the wonderful knowledge about the truth your religions has about Jesus. 


You would have been missing the point, completely, so much, that you would wind up looking like a tyrant, a thug, or some disgusting deviant in society.  And why not?  You would have also been missing out on a great opportunity God would use as an avenue through which the evils of society could be dealt with, somehow.  God gave man dominion over the earth, why would it be wrong to use it for good.  This is righteousness.  Romans 2:12, would categorize him as the just.  God works in mysterious ways.  He can use the righteousness of a priest of a false religion to bless you with food if you are found hungry, for instance.  But, none of this qualifies them for heaven, but God still blesses their deeds and works, here on earth, because it is just and God is also.  So, at least you get the good idea about proper religious relations one should take, if one wants to shine for Jesus.  There is a time for rebuke and preaching and teaching against the wickedness of society with Godly indignation, but then and there, would not be the moment, in that way.  Especially, when the priest is trying to do something against corruption.  All this I say unto you to get your spirit and sentiments in the right directions, should you ever find yourself surveillanced during these private moments.  But, it is also Godly to live this way, so just make it one of your goals and achieve it with time, somehow.  This will cause you to exist in ways that will not provoke them to resort to desiring to punish you in the name of their religion or anybody else's religion with torture.  And this I say, because the situation is real which you exist in.           


And if you are saved with a zeal for God, think about this.  Instead of making it a personal religious mission to reach out clear out of your way to them who surveillance you, choose instead to prepare your lifestyle to meet the public requirements necessary to go out into the world and tell the others around your city block about the good news.  This will take some time, of course.  But, at least you will be doing everything Jesus requires you to do.  Or at least tell someone else.  Just pray for those who surveillance you and tell them by faith you love them and forgive them in the name of Jesus.  Remember His yoke is easy and His burden is light.  Don't harm yourself and your Christianity playing into their devil's playground. Avoid these places where Satan has advantage over you.  Especially because, this won't be digested too good of them, since you are also reporting them over to the civil federal government, perhaps even the military government, human rights and civil rights organizations, too.  They will use these mind control toys to discourage your Christianity, as well.  So, beware and be careful.  Just live for Jesus as best you can always, only. 


What you should do, is get yourself some Christian music, the Bible on DVD, watch Christian TV, and hear Christian radio to start developing some habits that will also influence you to groove to the beat of a different sound, which is of God.  Do this, no matter what type of sin you are involved in.  At least, take small doses of it, each and every day, or every now and then.  Buy Christian CDs and the Bible on DVD, even if you don't plan on involving yourself in it immediately or much.  One day, you will thank the Lord Jesus Christ that you did.  Also, start praying short prayers like I told you.  Below, I will show you just how small prayers you can utter to the Lord, every day and every now and then, can amount to much, when you add it all up.  Just do this to break the ice.  It's easy.  Make it a goal to make it a habit to do this whenever you walk, ride the bus, think and wonder, rest at home, or drive your car.  Next I will give you examples and ideas you can pray.  You don't have to pray them all, but you can at least just try a couple, every now and then, everyday, no matter where you are.  Just break the ice with these little prayers unto the Lord.       


Call upon the Lord Jesus Christ, and you shall be saved.  Things you can say during these short prayers I encourage you to pray every day are as follows:  Lord Jesus be with me.  I pray, have relationship with me.  Lord forgive me of my sins.  Lord help me to live for you.  Jesus change me.  Father God deliver us from the evil one.  Thy will be done in heaven as it is on earth.  Lord I will always believe in you no matter what happens.  Lord give me a good spirit to endure in you throughout everything and anything I may encounter or go through.  I rebuke the devil and cast him out of my house, body, and this area in the name of Jesus Christ.  I bind the devil and cast him down in your name Lord Jesus. I love you Jesus.  Jesus I want to live for you all my life.  Lord I want to serve you and I don't know how, but I ask you to help me with it.  Jesus give me hunger and thirst for your word.  Jesus you said you would be my friend and I need you.  I plead the blood of Jesus over my life and my affairs.  I accept what you did on the cross for me.  I pray come into me and change me.  I plead the power of the cross for my life.  I believe in you and in the word of God.  I accept you into my life today.  Thank you for being my God.  Thank you for your protection.  Thank you for your blessings and for supplying my needs.  Thank you for providing me with my daily bread.  Lord Jesus I pray that you make my heart content with what I have.  Lord Jesus, in your name I forgive everybody and love everybody, by faith.  Do you get the picture?  How these can add up to something meaningful at the end.  Each sentence is a different prayer.  Try a couple. 


Other things to say are as follows:  I accept what you did on the cross.  I receive you into my life, by faith.  Lord Jesus I pray that you would provide, because I am in need.  Jesus help me to live by faith and not by sight.  Jesus help me to live for you no matter what tomorrow may bring.  Your are my God that provides.  Give me victory over my flesh Lord Jesus Christ.  Give me victory over my sins.  Give me victory over the devil and this present world.  Lord I trust in you.  Lord help me find a church.  Jesus I want to make it for the rapture.  Jesus I pray that I die in you.  Jesus guide me by the Holy Spirit.  Help me God to make the right choices.  I pray that you grant me favor.  Jesus, please don't leave me or forsake me.  Jesus help me change my life style.  Jesus help me to develop habits to serve you and to live for you.  Jesus help me break out of these habits.  Jesus I worship you.  God almighty I praise you this day.  Jesus I just want to magnify your name today.  Jesus keep me in your hands forever.  Lord Jesus bless my efforts to stop this sin and make them into accomplishments.  Lord God give me the power to break these habits.  I will not justify myself before your presence O Lord.  Jesus, I want to be a born again believer.  Lord, teach me how to live for you and be faithful to you.  Lord Jesus, without you I am lost and can do nothing.  Lord please bless the work of my hands.  Do this no matter what.  There is power in the name of Jesus and there is power when you call out His name.  The Bible says, whosoever calls upon the name of the Lord, shall be saved.  And He meant it.  Amen. 


So make praying like this into a habit, until you feel strange when you are not doing it, when you forget.  And after that, live like that for life.  This, even though you live in sins.  This is who I am especially targeting, so don't feel it has nothing to do with you.  Though you live like even the devil, O.K.  The Bible says, in, Matthew 21:22, "And all things, whatsoever ye shall ask in prayer, believing ye shall receive."  Then it also says in, Luke 18:41-42 that, "...What wilt thou that I shall do unto thee?  And he said, Lord, that I may receive my sight.  And Jesus said unto him, Receive thy sight: thy faith hath saved thee."  I leave you now in the hands of God.  God bless you.  Amen. 


Print, save, and keep for life.  Use this entire report as reference material you can use to do your math of what is going on with these surveillances, mind control, and electronic harassments in your life.  There are many ideas of reporting you can obtain from this entire report to guide you.  I also ask that you pass it on to other victims.  Amen.  Below is a song I dedicate to you and all mind control victims of surveillances and electronic harassments.



Eliseo Perez

El Paso, Texas

The United States of America

Email:  elixeo1@usa.com



To all victims of surveillance and electronic harassments.


Forgetting what lies behind

Setting our hearts on the prize

Always keeping our eyes on our Lord Jesus

Running the race to win all the way to the end

Laying down every sin that would seem to hinder us


And we'll be faithful to our calling

For You are able to keep us from falling

For in Your promise we will trust

You'll be faithful to finish the work You began in us

(Chorus 2X)


Forgetting what lies behind

Setting our hearts on the prize

Always keeping our eyes on our Lord Jesus

Running the race to win all the way to the end

Laying down every sin that would seem to hinder us


And You'll be faithful to our calling

For You are able to keep us from falling

For in Your promise we will trust

You'll be faithful to finish the work You began in us

(Chorus 2X)


Eliseo Perez

El Paso, Texas

The United States of America

Email:  elixeo1@usa.com


This email is my prayer to God in heaven

That means it is all before the throne of God

Word for word and punctuation to punctuation

With this I exalt, praise, worship, elevate, and magnify God above all the earth





El Paso, Texas

The United States


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