Apparently there's a trust fund for human experiment victims? Who's getting this?

Is this why the handlers block communication to and from the victims? Is this why  they stage deaths or come up with look-alikes/clones?

Is this why they want to program the people around to think the victims are crazy/psychologically incapacitated? So  they can continually claim the victims need trustees caring for them?

Is this why everywhere the victim hoes - offices they work in, houses, etc - people in the circle try to come up with excuses to take the victims' photos? To make it look like the victim permitted for the photos to be taken to be submitted to those who gave the trust fund? 

WHO AMONGST THE REAL VICTIMS HERE REALLY RECEIVED ANY MONETARY COMPENSATION OR SETTLEMENT?

If I base it on the discussions, I believe no one. No one of us even knows the human experimentation done on us were permitted by people around us and that funds are being given as settlement.

I am not saying that it is OK to be experimented on as long as there's monetary settlement. DEFINITELY NOT.

No amount of compensation can ever equate to the harm done on us. Besides, if allowed to soar and succeed , we may even be the ones giving trust funds to worthy individuals (real trust funds, not guilt funds). Obviously, those they have targeted have genes that will make them successful if not curtailed intentionally.

However , I raised this issue because the reason why the electronic harassment continues is because it's the supposed guardians, caretakers who are allowing it to persist - the blocking of communication, the clones, the identity theft, it's those who have become privy to the secret being covered up who have taken advantage of the situation so they can siphon off the funds supposedly for the victims.

I, for my part, know that a large number of my perps come from the Non-Government Organizations or they are organizers of NGOs. It's an environment that's a breeding ground for such money-making machines  - they depend on the secrecy covering the cases such as this. They take advantage of the fact that victims do not know there's a trust fund for them and that those giving it do not want to publicize what they are giving because of the guilt that comesw with it. 

The obvious loophole in this system is that those who are serving as the channels do not become accountable to anyone - they therefore can get away with anything. With such large compensations in cumulative amount, it is expected that the corrupt will be enticed.  Who will know? Who will dare expose them? They know they have both parties in the palm of their hands. They  know they can make trouble for both parties.

ISN'T IT THE RESPONSIBILITY OF THE EXPERIMENTERS THEN TO ENSURE THE SETTLEMENT GOES STRAIGHT TO THE VICTIMS?

To prove that they really are sorry about what they have done.

To prove that they really wanna help the people who became victims of an experiment that went awry.

That's even the best PR they can do - to show that they indeed have a conscience. That they wanna correct their mistake.

That's the best PR move and that's the most humane act.

And that will cut the harassment right at its root.

It won't encourage middle men to fleece their funds dry or to steal the funds meant for the victims.  The victims' suffering don't end AND even escalates thanks because of the trustees' intent to block them  from communicating with the ones giving the funds.

Why do they do this?

Because the funds do not go to the victims, the middle men pocket them instead.

That, and another thing. 

There are scrupulous techies in the mix who play their part in hacking and stealing funds without being pinned for it because all parties - except  the victim - are curtailed by the vow of silence they need to keep to cover their tracks. This set-up is replete with loopholes, it's a breeding ground for thieves.

You only can correct a mistake if you admit there is one.

You need to say sorry to the one you've harmed or hurt, not to the audiences who saw you hurt the person.

Otherwise everything's just but again a play, a theatre for everyone to see.

You either indeed want to make up for your mistakes or you just wanna wash the guilt off in the eyes of people who see.

Nuclear Guinea Pigs

This article was originally published by Honolulu Weekly.

In the old-timey section of Kalihi, tucked between auto repair shops and boarded-up storefronts, Maza Attari, a Marshall Islander, lived with four family members in a one-bedroom apartment barely bigger than a ping-pong table. When visited by this reporter last summer, Attari had been unable to find steady work since being flown to Honolulu 12 years ago for back surgery that had left him with a severe limp and weakened muscles.

Attari’s circumstances exemplify the far-reaching impacts of nuclear testing upon irradiated, exiled or dislocated Marshall Islanders. From 1946 to 1962, their home atolls served as experimental grounds where the US detonated nuclear weapons and tested delivery systems in the transition from conventional to intercontinental bombers. In all, the US exploded 86 nuclear bombs in the Marshall Islands, which are situated 3,000 miles west of Honolulu. Those 86 bombs equated to 8,580 Hiroshima-size bombs–or 1.4 weapons per day for 16 years.

A one-time magistrate and mayor on Utrik, Attari said last summer that he doubted he would be able to return there, prophesying instead, “I’m going to stay here until I die.” He died in September of this year, without ever receiving the reparations that he and other nuclear victims have claimed.

The Debt

It is a debt that is not only owed them, but that has compounded over time. Because these nuclear weapons experiments were too dangerous and unpredictable to be conducted on the US mainland, Attari and other Marshallese are part of the reason for America’s superpower status today. A half-century later, the Marshall Islands continue to serve as a crucial part of an outer defense periphery for the US heartland–6,000 miles away. That periphery includes the Ronald Reagan Ballistic Missile Defense Test Site, where for more than three decades missiles fired from 4,000 miles away (at Vandenberg Air Force Base in California) have crashed near Kwajalein Atoll, horribly frightening the indigenous inhabitants and leaving them unsure of where the debris will fall.

A Child Out of Time

Attari was 7 years old and living on Utrik Island on March 1, 1954, when the US unleashed the most destructive weapon in its history–the 15-megaton hydrogen bomb, code-named Bravo. It was early in the morning, and his family members leaped up when they heard a deafening noise. “Everyone was surprised,” he explains. Radioactive fallout contaminated the uncovered cement containers used for drinking water and local food. “Too bad,” US officials said when they arrived days later to begin evacuating 239 sickened inhabitants of Utrik and Rongelap atolls to the Kwajalein naval base.

Snow-like radioactive particles fell 100 to 125 miles away on property and persons on these atolls, who had not been evacuated beforehand or alerted about precautions to take.

The British government, between 1957 and 1958 conducted nine atmospheric tests, yielding the equivalent of about 12,000,000 tons of TNT, and the French carried out 193 Pacific nuclear tests yielding the equivalent of about 13,500,000 tons beginning in 1962 and ending on Jan. 27, 1996. The British and French data were recently gleaned from hard-to-find sources and compiled by University of Hawaii botany professor Mark Merlin and graduate student Ricardo Gonzalez, enabling them to reveal for the first time a pathbreaking, half-century panorama of the environmental consequences of Pacific nuclear testing conducted by all three nations.

The Things They Carried

As a result, many exposed Islanders have since suffered from or been operated on for abnormalities of the thyroid, which can lead to stunted growth, mental retardation and cancer. Like many on Utrik, Attari said, his sister died of cancer and three brothers with thyroid abnormalities have also died. Attari had not been subjected to surgery but he medicated his thyroid by daily taking US-supplied white, pea-size tablets called levothyroxin. He continued to be monitored at least twice a year by US Department of Energy medical teams who study Bravo-exposed islanders in a program kept secret for 40 years.

After three months on Kwajalein, Attari and other Utrik residents were returned home. But it was three years before the more severely contaminated Rongelapese, who suffered skin burns, vomiting, hair loss and diarrhea, were returned to their ancestral island. US photographers extensively documented the move–labeled “Rongelap Repatriation”–that included mug shots of the returnees.

The Pain of Exile

It caused some Marshallese to endure the pain and suffering of a long list of verified diseases and exiled them from their ancestral homelands where they had maintained their way of life and a self-sufficient livelihood. It contaminated their islands and marine life, in some cases for decades, if not centuries. It vaporized some of their precious lands and moonscaped others, as shown by the bombing craters on Enewetak.

The Bikini islanders, for example, were uprooted in 1946 so that their atoll could serve as a Pacific proving ground for the first US nuclear test and are still exiled today. That first test at Bikini inspired creation of the two-piece swimsuit that has ever since populated Waikiki and beaches worldwide. But Bikinians are ignored in their petition for more funding from the US government for land damages and numerous other claims that exceed earlier payments. The testing prompted one irradiated Rongelap woman to exclaim, Americans “are smart at doing stupid things.”

An Almost-Forever Poison

The Bravo H-bomb was l,000 times more powerful than the bomb detonated above Hiroshima and it was laced with plutonium, one of the planet’s most deadly substances with a radioactive existence of half a million years that may be hazardous to humans for at least half that time. In addition, Bravo and other US Pacific tests were launched in the atmosphere or underwater, which spewed radioactive mist, pulverized coral and snow-flake-like particles high into the air and, most disastrously, across the Pacific, landing on peoples and soils where it could be absorbed or inhaled for decades and will continue as hazards for a near-eternity.

Unwittingly and unknowingly, Attari and other Pacific islanders had been thrust from an oral culture into the atomic age; without a vocabulary word for radioactivity, they began calling it a poison and to describe themselves as poisoned people. Attari and the other Bravo–contaminated Marshallese entered history as the first-ever examples of the effects of radioactive fallout on humans who had escaped a nuclear explosion. Unlike the wartime victims of the Hiroshima and Nagasaki atomic-weapons explosions, a historian notes, Pacific Islanders who experienced the peacetime tests are important because “they have already lived in what might be our common future.”

APEC and Forgotten Islanders

Attari and other Marshallese have battled for more than a decade in the US courts, before Congress and with the Bush administration for more funds to pay greater-than-anticipated costs of their health care, property damages, resettlement, cleanup, and compensation for their vaporized islands. A 1995 study by the Congressional Research Service advised Congress that the Marshallese health-related claims and loss-of-land methodologies were reasonable and appropriate but their multi-billion-dollar estimates needed more analysis. The islanders are still awaiting a favorable nod from President Obama, in town this week for the Asia-Pacific Economic Cooperation conference.

Leaders joining President Obama this week hail from 21 countries including the Russian Federation, People’s Republic of China, Japan, Indonesia, Brunei, Papua New Guinea, Singapore, New Zealand and Hong Kong. But missing will be the voices and concerns of many peoples of the so-called Small Island States, scattered amidst about 25,000 atolls, islets and islands, that experienced the economic havoc and uniquely violent history that have transformed the Pacific region during half a century. Nor is the Marshallese multi-billion-dollar petition now confronting Obama and Congress on the agenda of APEC leaders, despite its relevance to the continuing controversy cast by Fukushima’s nuclear disaster.

Long before the fears of drifting contamination seeded by Chernobyl and Fukushima, Bravo and the other shots in the H-Bomb era produced radioactive components that encircled the globe, settling silently from the heavens. One exhaustive study titled “Atomic Audit” concluded that fallout and other residual radioactivity from atmospheric nuclear testing by all nations have caused or will cause through infinity an estimated 3 million premature cancer deaths. As a result, University of Hawaii scientist John Harrison explained, all organisms, including humans, carry the watermark of the nuclear era woven into their bodies, thus changing “the chemical signature of our bones.”

Guinea Pigs

Not until 1994, 40 years after Bravo’s fallout, did Attari and other exposed islanders learn they were used as human subjects to research the effects of radioactive fallout and of livin. Within days after Bravo, while still at the naval base to which they had been evacuated, Rongelap and Utrik Islanders were incorporated into Project 4.1. They were neither asked for nor gave their informed consent, nor were told the risks of the studies for which they gained no benefit.

Titled the “Study of Response of Human Beings Exposed to Significant Beta and Gamma Radiation Due to Fallout from High Yield Weapons, the document was classified “Secret Restricted Data.”

Seven weeks after Bravo, on April 21, the lead US doctor examining them, Dr. E.P. Cronkite, recommended to military officials in Honolulu that these Marshallese should probably be exposed to no more radiation for the rest of their “natural lives.” Despite this recommendation, after three years, US officials in 1957 assured the Rongelapese that their radioactive homeland was safe and returned them there. Rongelapese remained in their radioactive homeland for 28 years. They were shocked to learn that a 1982 US Department of Energy report indicated that parts of Rongelap, where some were living, “were as contaminated as those forbidden to humans.” As a result, in 1985, the islanders beseeched US officials to move them. The US refused. So 70 islanders were removed by the Greenpeace environmental organization. During those years on Rongelap, they lived in an environment that had been contaminated not only by Bravo and five other shots in 1954 but also by the residue from 17 shots in 1956 and 32 shots in 1958. Data on radiation levels from tests in 1956 and 1958, when combined yield greater than Bravo, have been requested by the Marshallese government but almost 50 years later US officials had yet to disclose them.

During these years, many Marshallese lost their lives or loved ones as exemplified by John Anjain, the mayor of Rongelap in 1954. Because of the fallout, he and four members of his family were operated on for thyroid tumors. His wife’s tumor killed her. His son, who was one year old at the time of Bravo, had a thyroid tumor removed when he was 12 and died seven years later from leukemia. The elder Anjain died in Honolulu’s Straub Hospital in 2004 at age 83.

Denying the Experiment

Anjain had accused US officials of using the islanders as “guinea pigs” for regularly monitoring their health for decades without providing them medical treatment. But in October 1995 an advisory committee appointed by President William Clinton “found no evidence that the initial exposure of the Rongelapese or their later relocation constituted a deliberate human experiment.”

Since being rescued by Greenpeace, Rongelapese have been living 100 miles away on Majetto Island, sustained by US aid. The US has provided $45 million to establish a Rongelap Resettlement Trust Fund that has led to cleaning up soil on parts of the main island but not on all of the 60 or so islets in the atoll that are used for food gathering. Some houses, a church, power plant, water-making equipment and paved roads now dot parts of Rongelap Island.

US officials are vowing this autumn to cut US aid to those electing to remain at Majetto rather than to repatriate home.

Rongelapese are reluctant to return. “Resettling the people of Rongelap under rules severely restricting their ability to move about their homeland, or to gather food from their traditional sources, does not constitute sensible repatriation,” Marshallese Sen. Michael Kabua, a member of the Rongelap Atoll Local Government Council, told a US House subcommittee on May 20, 2010. The people do not want to return, he said, “to a land where the future well-being of their children will be in jeopardy, and where they themselves cannot be assured of safety and security,” and where “they will remain as strangers in their own home.” And they remember the sad history of the Americans repatriating islanders to their heavily radioactive homelands on the assurance they were safe only to learn otherwise decades and heartbreaks later.

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SKITS:

 1. (Performing Arts / Theatre) a brief satirical theatrical sketch

PREEN: 

a. To smooth or clean (feathers) with the beak or bill.

[Middle English proinen, preinen, blend of Old French proignier, to prune; see prune², and Old French poroindre, to anoint before (por-,before from Latin pr-; see pro-¹ + oindre, to anoint from Latin unguere).]

Preen of creative directors—Ruffner, 1983.

SKITS-o-PREEN-ya:   To taunt, to gloat via skits; To train via skits ; To smooth or clean [what? evidence? a crime scene?] via skits.

DO SKITS-o-PREEN-ya help?

No, they don't.

They are meant just to do what the COINed word indicates.

It's meant to drive you bonkers.

If you are a rape victim and you were traumatized by it, would you want me to ask somebody to rape you over and over to help you get over the trauma?

Or do you want to see somebody else raped to jog your memory about what really happened?

If the first time does not make you "remember" what I want you to "remember", do you want me to do it again? 

And again and again and again..?

If somebody you know was murdered and I want you to get over the pain, do you want me to have somebody murdered again so you will get used to it? If the first try does not work, how many people do you still want to see murdered so you will be cured of your trauma? Do you want me to ask for donations so we can pay off global actors who can make the skits more realistic, more creative?

Do you want me to bombard you with stories, news about some people in your circle who died, murdered so you will know you are not alone?

In the meantime, will you understand if we laugh at your expense (this is the only thing we'll get out of doing this very altruistic program for you), taunt you, gloat at you so we can elicit the response that we need to get you to join our program?

And while we're at it, we will also make it less boring to engage more participants(we hope you understand) so we will bet on who's gonna be successful in getting a rise out of you.

No, that anger that you feel? It isn't true. You are not angry at all. It's just an emotion that you need so you can process your issues. You need to be angry so we will have articles to write and sell -errr - to submit to those funding us - err - so you can identify the root of your problem and get to the bottom of it. 

Uh? Do they not realize they are the root of the problem? The leaves? The branches... The tree.

What do they not understand in: "Stop, you are hurting me. Stop, you are slowly killing me... Stop, you have been destroying my life all along..."?

What do they not understand in: You know what makes me angry? That you lie to the bone! That you want me to thank you for deceiving me from then till now. You could so easily choose the easiest way for all of us - tell the truth straight out, yet you choose to continue to let me live in a world of lies.

You do not have to waste all our lives trying to keep covering up the lies. You need not even waste all the resources just so you can set-up curtains over curtains over curtains on the stage of deception you all maintain to continually dupe me.

The truth doesn't even need even a PESO to tell.

It's free.

It's freeing.

Not only to the victims.

But to all those involved in the lie.

Why do perps and victim-slash-perps choose to live a life of SKITS-o-PREEN-ya then?

Kalawakan - Outer Space

                  -Wide Area 

BUWAN - Moon

Bu - in Turkish, translates to: THIS

BU - in chinese phonetics translates to BAD

WAN - Wide Area Network

BU-WAN - This WAN

               - Bad WAN

When you hear the word outer space and moon, what do you think of?

Man on the Moon - Neil Armstrong

Neil - anagram of Nile

       - Key of Nile : Ankh

       - Ankh -Key of life, looks like the ichtus (read this: important)

ARM -Automatic Remote Management, commonly used for Remote Control of computers and gadgets by satellite

When did Apollo 11 "land on the moon"?

On July 20, 1969, Commander Neil Armstrong became the first man on the moon. He said the historic words, "That's one small step for a man, one giant leap for mankind."

           http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Miss_Universe_1969                      

When did Gloria Diaz of the Philippines win Miss Universe?

Gloria María Aspillera Díaz (born 10 March 1950 in Aringay, La Union) is an award-winning actress in the Philippines,^[1] and the first Filipino to bring home the Miss Universecrown during the Miss Universe 1969 Beauty Pageant held in Miami Beach, Florida, United States of America.^[2]

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gloria_Diaz

What's the question that made Gloria Diaz win?

"If a man on the moon would come down, how would you entertain him?"

Gloria Diaz of the Philippines.

Glory Days of the Philippines.

"one small step for a man, one giant leap for mankind."

Go back to the ankh entry.

Ankh - ankle. Foot. Step.

Leap. Jump. 

Jump - Talon in Filipino

Talon - also falls (waterfalls)

Falls - homonym: FALSE

False - Fallacy. Not true. LIE.

"one small step for a man, one giant leap for mankind."

"one small [implant on the ankle/foot] for a man, one giant [LIE] for mankind."

[WAN] small [implant on the ankle/step] for a man, [WAN] giant [LIE] for mankind.

Apollo is also the God of music, poetry, plague, oracles, sun, medicine, light and knowledge

Poetry. Writing.

You will be shocked  how much of history and news being served as facts are actually but yarns spun by writers,  wordsmiths, news people. Actually, ARG, alternate reality, Fan Fiction, the alternate or parallel universe has emerged stronger than the real world because of writers. The news, researches, reviews, documentaries, history , archives - everything that we know about the past, the present or what's in store for the future is understood, made manifest and shared because of writings. 

WORDS.

Again, it's about words.

Anagram. Semantics. Stories.

It's all about the wordplay.

For a biblical connection , read about the tower of Babel and its purpose.

Now, let's juxtapose that with the purpose of the New World Order.

One World Government.

One currency: the microchip, the barcode.

One language.

One.

WAN.

Wide Area Network.

Made only possible by the satellite implants.

To real victims:

WE ARE THE SATELLITES.

We are WAN.

 The Apollo 11 mission

Why was it named  such?

Who is Apollo.? A must-read.This will give real victims a clue to the etymology and history of events/topics related to electronic harassment.

The LYRE

 Hermes created the lyre for him , and the instrument became a common attribute of Apollo.

-lyre (lr)

n.
A stringed instrument of the harp family having two curved arms connected at the upper end by a crossbar, used to accompany a singer or reciter of poetry, especially in ancient Greece.

http://www.thefreedictionary.com/lyre

Harp - HAARP

1.  HAARP-The most prominent instrument at the HAARP Station is the Ionospheric Research Instrument (IRI), a high-power radio frequency transmitter facility operating in the high frequency (HF) band. The IRI is used to temporarily excite a limited area of the Ionosphere. Other instruments, such as a VHF and a UHFradar, a fluxgate magnetometer, a digisonde, and an induction magnetometer, are used to study the physical processes that occur in the excited region.

2.  The Military's Pandora's Box

Why the Filipino dialect connection then?

I could have added more about the etymology but I still need to protect my perps. They are still but suspects until proven guilty so I will protect their right not to be identified. 

I am saying this because our local dialect makes the connections more concrete, more cohesive. There are words here which when translated to our dialect would translate to this entire scenario being a farce, a curtain to cover the theatre, a curtain still behind the theatre to cover reality.

To know more about the whys, whens, whats, whos and hows, it is imperative then to identify the where.

Which brings me back to my entry before: Where actually is the Bay of Pigs? Not the World war Theatre version but the actual place. Is it but concentrated in one country or are there other locations?

This will open a big can of worms on human experiments.

Guinea Pigs.

Gene Pigs.

Gene Swine.

Genetically-Modified Organisms. Human Experiments.

Watergate Scandal.  Cointel Program.

What are other chemicals mixed with food have the same taste as alum?

The food, the water, the fruits, most of them taste like alum almost the same \period my kid started getting diarrhea.

I remember too before when the insiders here would call attention to an item they said looked like alum - oxalic acid which they say looks like salt or alum. I noticed the times they said this because they kept repeating it obviously to call my attention to what they are saying. (Years of being exposed to their style has made me aware of the nuances when they're "in the game" and taunting me with information they are privy to and which they know i have no idea of (like when they just destroyed stuff, etc). I do not know why they are taunting me it.

When I left and I was in the metro with a nanny recommended by the other one we had here (who as it turned out was again connected to the family controlling all who would be allowed to work for us - the nanny's husband as it turned out was the workmate of the all-around assistant's father-in-law in the metro. they hid this detail from us before. we thought she was recommended by someone else.) I noticed an alum-like powder inside a sachet placed with the condiments. I asked her what it was, she said it was alum. Then it disappeared from where i found it.

I also noticed the alum-like taste in the citrus fruits we were buying from a fruit vendor who's friends with a neighbor right in front of the house we rented. The effect there though was more marked, immediate. Just barely half-way through the fruit, I got mouth sores. Same thing happened to my kid. We both developed mouth sores immediately after eating a few slices of the fruit. I thought it was but coincidental but the three times I tried buying from that fruit vendor again, the same thing happened. The off-taste i noticed was that like the taste of alum (i know what the exact descriptive word is).

I do not know if it's the same chemical. Just of one thing I am sure, when something weird is on the food and we're being affected adversely - mouth sores, grogginess when awake, diarrhea, etc, there's that alum-like taste being left in the mouth.  

If anything happens to me, one sure way to get to the perps is to track the exchange of hands in my online properties

I woke up feeling groggy.

And the family's laughing and taunting again.

How do you terminate a satellite point? How do you find what the IP address is or what the address is for that matter?

Those who have implants serve as the nodes in the Local Area Network that connect in turn to the Wide Area Network.

As with all connected gadgets, there will be a gateway, an address. To stop from receiving and transmitting radio signals, that gateway has to be closed.

How do we find that gateway? That address?

How do we terminate it?

How do we disable it?

A knife will just be a knife if it is but left alone.

It becomes a murder weapon in the hands of a murderer.

A camera will just be a camera if left alone.

It shoots pictures if there's a photographer who will use it.

Radiation will just be ordinary radiation if not directed.

It's the director, the handler that makes EMF radiation a tool for electronic harassment.

Dreams.

That's how they violated me first.

Through my mind, through my dreams.

They have been entering my mind far too long, my psyche already recognizes my uninvited violators.

They use as their middle name an identifier.

A middle name that identifies them as the dogs of a powerful clan.

The branches of an archaic tree.

Find the middle name.

Find the dog clan.

I can't describe what's

I will do the best I can to write what I still can. I can't go online as much now. Every attempt to borrow a PC is an excuse for them to attack me. They accuse me of everything imaginable so they can justify not allowing me to use the computer. I am risking it though. I need to let snippets of the truth come out before they can eliminate me and they cover the cause of the death up.

1. Four or so days ago, I started writing about what I realized.

The people working for us - the all-around assistant (cook, secretary, accountant, etc), the laundrywomen, gardener, etc... who come from one family alone.. are directly connected to the NPA mistress who threatened my father she'd have her kins and barrio-folks attack his family more than two decade ago.

The uncle is the NPA mistress's best friend (he used to work with the laundrywoman but when his attacks became too obvious, he was asked not to come first by his sister (the laundrywoman). Their style has always been that way, it's a recurrent habit. They let the tension simmer then they attack again.

Days ago, when I asked about my father's mistress - why they know her (I never asked about such stuff before, only when I pieced together the pieces did I start asking) - the all-around assistant/trustee (the daughter) said: we are from the same barrio, i think my mother is her classmate.

Just days ago, it hit me that the puzzles I could not get an answer to before converged at a certain point: the time the NPA mistress and her family threatened they will attack my father and his family.

The classmate in 1st year who became a very close friend (who I found later was the one spreading stories to destroy me) was such a puzzle for me. We didn't have any issue before I realized she was betraying me. Up till the point I discovered some of what she was doing (After several years of trying to dismiss the obvious. I trusted her too much.)

it was but lately I allowed myself to process it, when I realized how undeniably connected to my perps she has been - back in first year high school, she kept talking about an aunt very close to her - her favorite aunt - an NPA rebel.

I realized just lately, after I allowed myself to finally ask about my father's dalliances (before I tried to not know anything about their issues more so that when my mother is beset by anger with my father, it's me she lashes at frequently) - the time she became my classmate was but months after my father had a relationship with the NPA mistress (I was only told about it years later, when the threats escalated.When the mistress demanded my father leave his family or else she'd destroy us).

Her NPA aunt was in the same area as my father's NPA mistress was. At the same period of time (before the NPA  mistress went down the mountains).

That apparently was also the period, the people still now here, started working for us.

2.There are scattered snippets of  what I have been undergoing  in different journals that I wrote. I have been sealing my things knowing now that the people I used to trust, the people in this house, are involved. I have written everything because I now realize one thing. I thought my parent was but being  a mean parent when as a child she would attack me with words like : "You are too quiet. That's what crazy people do." or "Intelligent people who are too quiet will end up crazy", etc... 

As a child, I wondered how she could be so mean as to label me that just because she said I am intelligent or that I keep to myself (with people who keep tearing you down, will you still share your ideas knowing that every time you do it, it will another thread to be twisted and to attack you with?)

It has escalated in so many and extreme proportions , me not saying anything about everything I've gone through as a child, trying to protect them from malicious tongues (I know how it feels like to be torn down in pieces with words every time. As a child, it was a firm resolve I had not to utter anything if it would not be a good word at all. That's why it took me so long to finally make a stand. I had to see my life in tatters , my reputation become non-existent, me become a mother before I finally decided I should speak up... otherwise I will die with the truth buried with me.)

Trivia: Active RFID implants are charged via fluctuations in body temperature. The part of the body where electrolytes most usually go out of balance (thus, the cramps), is the calf. You may want to check if you have birth marks or noticeable marks in that area (near your ankle)

Another trivia: Do you know that the ankh is called the "key of life", the "key of the nile"?

Do you know that it looks somewhat like a fish or an ichtus, Jesus' sign?

It is also called "handled cross". (I was given a gold cross ballpen by the friend who I mentioned in my earlier entries. He said his doctor uncle had a lot of those.  She's the one who was with the NGO pushing for the Rome statute. The one who as it turned out, knew my bf before  I thought he just "randomly" saw me.   She's The niece of an NPA rebel.

When I had the first extreme health attacks: my body became too hot, literally burning i could not let my legs touch because it was like being singed by a hot object (a pregnant friend pulled away from me when i touched her tummy and said, your hand's too hot,  you're burning my tummy"), i found it difficult to sleep, i had hives all over my body, it was too sensitive to the touch it felt like my extremities were being tickled with the slightest touch, i had small pimple-like break-out in my face and on my back, it felt like i was floating while walking. I even fell off the stairs and was surprised I had no reaction. I was an extremely shy kid before, such an instance would make me cringe with shame. That time I was too out of it, feeling nauseated, floating, I just stood up and walked home.  Before that, I was rarely sick, I never had allergies, I was rarely down with colds. Soon after, I would have colds and coughs at a minimum of 2 or 3 months straight, without being cured.

I  went to different doctors in different areas, specialists in their areas. Not one of the simultaneous health concerns was cured. Then a cousin recommended a doctor, said he might be able to cure me. I went there. It turned out he was the uncle of the friend I mentioned above (the one who gave me the cross ball pen). He gave me meds for allergies. I finally found respite from the health discomforts.  It was cured temporarily and it was an on and off affair (till I found the actual cause - i'll discuss this in detail later).

An aunt, the one who took care of me since I was a baby had been having health issues, too at that time. When she asked me how my health concerns are and looked at my prescriptions, she told me to get the meds in her room. Apparently the same allergy meds were prescribed to us. We were having the same non-stop coughs and colds. As it turned out, we were hoving to the same doctor (from a different province).

A few months later, she died of lupus. Before she did, my grandmother and aunt rushed to our house, asking my parents for permission to let me go to the Metro (12 hours drive from our place) because my aunt was dying and she requested that I be fetched from the province and brought where she was.

I was caught off-guard, not knowing that the sickness worsened (I was studying in a different province, a number of hours away from home).

My grandparent and an aunt wanted to accompany me to the Metro. They were not allowed to. They said it was because my grandmother was sickly (yet she also went there soon after I left). I was asked to travel with my uncle's (her husband's) two brothers: one, a military, another, one who worked in the company owned by the family I mentioned in an entry prior to this (the clan of the guy whose "boys" came to the house today looking for my father).

Apparently, she went to our house and stayed in my room before she was hospitalized (I do not know if the reason she gave others was the real reason. All my growing up years till college, she never did that. We were not able to see each other and talk though, it was already near the end of the semester and we had a lot of school projects. )

I remember now she mentioned something about CDs. Did it plainly mean CDs? Or See D? What's D?

I was not able to talk to my aunt ALONE before she died. There were a lot of people in her room 24/7. 

The ankh is also called the belt-buckle of the mother goddess Isis (I sees. Eye sees).

It is also speculated to depict  a sandal strap with the loop going around the ankle.

 It is represented by an oval or point-down teardrop set atop a T shape.

Additional Trivia: 

The eye has magnetite.

http://www.quora.com/Human-Biology/What-is-geomagnetic-sight

The region from the forehead to the nose is called the T-zone.

RFID implants transmit  best in Electro Magnetic Fields (EMF).

It is said some people are born criminals. However their minds are wired, whatever resources they have, they will look for the shortest route to amass what they want to have, spending time focusing on how to steal, rather than how to earn their keep.

Most families have stayed in power not because they deserve it but because they have institutionalized stealing and modern slavery: from womb to tomb.

Here's how they do it:

1. The perps have a very dangerous but legal way of identifying targets, they have access to government and private educational and career-testing facilities: they know whose genes will come in handy. They know whose lineage have exceptional brains. They know who will later be their mind machines, their farm animals.

You may want to read Guillermo Flores' and Ronald Bailey's take on internal colonialism and how ability tests help its proliferation.

Here's another take on this:

http://www.tanianavarroswain.com.br/labrys/labrys8/perspectivas/linda.htm

And another... Ever heard of the human Genome project? Do you know that Google's founder's wife is deep into the project? How best can you identify everything about a person but via a tool that stores ALL data about each person ?

Once they have identified the host parents: the royal genes, they make sure they are monitored. Here's where their different monitoring "tools" come in.

Remember , it's institutionalized, talk about the necessities of life: food, water, clothing, house, electronic gadgets - they have everything covered.

2. They are closely connected to the health sector. Big pharma, doctors, hospitals.

Yes, even your ob-gyne.

A lot of TIs have been talking about being adopted or suspects they are adopted. In most likelihood, yes.  

Identify their goal, their purpose: to breed man-machines in their brain farm. To have inventors/scientists/prime-movers they can breed and control for the price of a slave or a farm animal. 

They need to ensure they can cuff them, chain them.

How best can they do that after identifying the royal-gene-targets? 

Place them in an environment they can control.

Place them with host parents. Parents within the organization. Those who will further the organization's cause.

Monitor everything about them. Their thoughts, their ideas  especially. This is their gold-mine. This is how they can continually build their empire.

So it's either any of these or all:

a. The baby will be assigned to host parents via IVF or adoption or baby stealing or baby switching

b. The baby will be injected  implants

c. The baby will be in an environment surrounded by people within the organization

(It's interesting to note that in our country, 'hilots' who deliver babies at home are no longer allowed. Most are advised to go through the C-section (wonder why it's called the C-section) even when not necessary where they don't get to see the child they gave birth to until the  sedation wears off and they wake up. In my case, my baby's taken daily so the nurses can bathe them but no one is allowed inside as they do this, not even a guardian or the mother. Even when they do the Newborn testing where they take the blood from the foot, no one is allowed inside with the baby). 

https://peacepink.ning.com/profiles/blogs/of-birthmarks-and-symbols

More than five men are in our place now. Connected to the person whose family might be behind the curtain of the star chamber.

I wanted to delay writing about their apparent connection because I had high respect for one of the powers-that-be in that clan, my former boss (I was hired there without even knowing how they knew i was looking for work. )

I have seen a lot of links to the harassment being done to me to your group - supposed staunch defenders of freedom.

I could have talked to one of your members directly, having been introduced to some of them but with your indulgence, let me explain why I chose to write here first:

1. In case something happens , people will know. There will be a trail online. They can not just cover it up the way they always do.

I am  currently surrounded by people claiming they are NPA rebels, the others, relatives of NPA rebels. They Are the ones who have been actively playing the ARG of harassment. Apparently they have full knowledge of what's going on even in the privacy of my own room since they comment every chance they have on what I Am writing on my journal (on paper).

Two days ago, I started researching on something I already knew before but tried not to consider as a possibility because if it's indeed related, it's too evil, it defies everything that I know about some people, some groups.

What happened after is so pathetic, it didn't achieve its purpose at all. You see some of these people are working for us. The moment I started checking (I am inside my room), , i heard loud noise outside my window. When I lokked, it was one of them, loudly cutting (hitting) the tiny  random weeds with a bolo (the height of which does not even reach my thumb, the presence of which I have to really look for. Actually, this isn't the first time he has done it.

Before when I went to my cousin's place and he was with me because he had to get a tree branch for planting, he told the house trustee who's chummy with his wife "i'll hit this dog now with a bolo?", looking at me, not at the dog who was a few metres away from us. Grammar dictates that if he's referring to the dog who was far from us, he'd say "that" dog. Logic dictates that if he's talking about the dog he will "hack with the bolo" , then he'll look at the "dog he's gonna hit" after looking at the one he's talking to. When he said "i'll hit this dog now with a bolo?" , he turned and nodded in my direction and looked at her again (I was behind him). God thing the one he was talking to knew how to dismiss his attempts to bully, the girl said "go, and you're done for."

One other time, I went to the area where I planted some fruit crawlers to check because they kept removing it , making the excuse that they didn't see it (him and his son-in-law, they are supposed to be the ones planting them but they kept removing and destroying the trees and vines and vegetables I've been planting. I have seen them several times. When they though they weren't seen, they would deny. When they knew they were caught, they would make excuses like "I did not see those" or in one particular pathetic instance - it's bad omen too have that number of stalks in the plant.

Duh?! That plant was there for so long plus I made sure after they had been cutting plants off, to tell them not to do it again, pointing at where the vines are even if they could see it plainly, just so they won't make the same excuse again. I even made the request several times for them to tell us first if they are gonna cut off big trees or plants. Did they do that? No? What the son in-law actually did was when he saw that I was gonna go to the area, he started sharpening the bolo where he was sure I would see him then he approached me holding the bolo in an angle that 's not proper (one they wouldn't do when in front of others since it would be taken as threatening), then while looking at the vines I was looking at, started hacking again at the weeds right in front of me while talking to me... And yes, I noticed again that the good number of fruit vines I planted (grwon ones) have again disappeared. Again, the excuse was, "I didn't notice while I was removing the weeds." Huh? I already pointed at those because he earlier used that excuse.

As I mentioned, 2 days ago I started researching on some links that caught my eye for detail even before yet tried to dismiss for if it was validated, it would mean I have to reconsider my views of some people, some groups.

That started the covert threats again. One was the noisy "hacking of weeds" right outside my window, then the repeated show and placement of knives in areas I would be sure to notice them. In a span of two days, here's how it went: When she was talking with me, she brought the knife with her and angled it in such a way it will call my attention while we were talking (she usually puts down the knife when we talk. she's been working here for years). Then she cleaned the house, dyeing the floor which she wasn't able to do for months now, and cleaned the sink but left two things that will surely be noticed because everything's in their proper place: (1) the cleaver (big knife used for chopping meat) right in the middle of the sink board (it's already clean, she knows where it's supposed to be placed. The excuse that somebody used it can't be used. nobody did. she has just cleaned the entire sink area and left it right there. (2) The paring knife positioned with the sharp side facing up (not side ways) right in the middle of the two cooking pots atop the gas range - as with the sink it has just been cleaned, and the knife was left right there, positioned that way, instead of being placed in the knife holder.

Yesterday was the same. I saw my kid on the chair, reaching and touching something on the sink. When I saw what it was, it was again the cleaver.  It was placed right on the side of the sink. Had my child reached for it instead of climbing the chair first, she'd definitely be cut if it fell on her. That knife is too sharp  your fingers can be wounded if you touch the part used for chopping. She was right there when my kid was reaching for it, she just left when I was already walking to the sink. This time I did not ignore it (with the other times, I did not react). I asked her why that cleaver was placed there, she said she didn't know, she was the one who placed it. I   stopped myself from a retort: "but you were just right there and you saw her reaching for it, why did you not remove it? 

She has been asking me numerous times, are you not guilty that people around you have been dying and their deaths may be related to the ones harassing you? I asked her: why am i the one wh's suppsed to be blamed? I too am a victim, I've done my best to warn people about what I know. Aren't the perps supposed to be the one who should be guilty? If indeed the deaths weren't innocent, shouldn't those who have done it be the ones to blame?

She usually follows it up with: what if it's your kid? Would you still not stop fighting? What if they are doing these things to stop you from going after them?

I replied: that's not true. I am the proof that's not true. I have been stalked, harassed, economically sabotaged, set-up , destroyed  for more than a decade when I didn't even have a clue about what's going on and what's being done to me. It's only now that I am finally making a stand. They started attacking me when I was but a child, I chose to keep quiet about it, praying that they will develop a conscience and will just stop. The reason they were able to get away with this grave a situation is because I never fought back before. They knew they could count on my being silent about it before. I wasn't one who wanted attention or issues.  But that has changed. They have done enough damage. I have to expose what's going on. Whether I be quiet about it or not, they will continue what they are doing. I need to make a stand now lest they get away with it. This is the only way I can expose them . If they are going vigilante on this, then the people who are supposed to know who can stop their inhumane acts  should know. Unless as they make it look like, they have the support of the entire group/system, then they have to be meted the proper justice.

I was a child. what do I know about their issues. I spent my life before trying to do what is right, why was I the one attacked?

No one fought for me. Had anyone done so, my life wouldn't have gone the way it did.

I wouldn't be so heartless and be that insensitive to my kid and the people in my circle who may not understand what I am fighting for now but will realize later that for so long I have been choosing the peaceful way, waiting for God's timing , to protect them as well. I know God will expose the truth, I have spent yeras preparing for the time He will. I am the target and will be the one who can show the thread of connections in its entirety - those they wanna cloud and cover. I am doing all I can, jogging my memory for all the details that will piece these years of abuse and harassment together.

God's helping me with it.

what's the possible reason why a person will be constantly told as a child that he's crazy for no reason at all (most often the excuse is: because intelligent people are crazy or "because you are too quiet and being that quiet is not normal).

that person grew up and is already of legal age and the accusations escalated. now it's already being spread to other people, specifically those where he'll be hit the most.

several times the person managed to leave their wings but in all places he went to, he was hounded and harassed electronically, his means of income sabotaged and all comm lines blocked and controlled.

he is intentionally being crippled so there" be no choice left but to depend on those controlling him.
he is prevented from having his own secure computer and cellphone (these are always tampered with destroyed and the only times he's allowed to use the pc is when it has spy apps they have installed. this is also when they want to let the person use the pc, not anytime. most often, only after a heated dispute.


the person is also being fed food which makes him instantly angry and weakens his muscles. he'd often wake up groggy, with bruises on his arms and legs.

the person's constantly fed lies which when asked would be spread as proof to others that the person is crazy ("the doctor said it's one symptom when a person's crazy, they become keen on such things..) not mentioning that it's them who fed the data and the person is but verifying if it's true.

against people who intentionally feed you lies and social engineer the situation so when you start researching on the data being fed they can accuse you of being crazy?