These are the symptoms that I had since all this started:
- Induced anger, calmness, affection, repulsion, hornyness, irritation, anxiety, fear, sadness, satisfaction, amusement, desperation
- Urges to kill
- Lack of control over my own body
- Psychosis (hallucinations, delusions, catatonia)
- Mania, derealization, depersonalization, changes in the way I percieve myself
- Illusions (visual, auditory)
- Panic attacks
- Manipulated hearing (hearing even the slightest sounds, echoed hearing, background noise seems louder than it actually is)
- Manipulated smelling (diminished smelling ability, every smell provokes nausea)
- Manipulated seeing (all colours seem brighter or duller than they actually are, ability to see everything that moves in sight at the same time)
- Induced physical pain and stinging, numbing and tingling of limbs
- Manipulated internal organs (heart, prostate, stomach)
- Talking brain, heart and brain tingling
Sometimes I also feel the urge to take off my pants while in public spaces haha.
I can expain why these symptoms have not occured in a natural manner, if anyone is doubting it.
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