I just wanted to write a message to you all, and honestly, more to the people who are stalking you currently...as they process everything that we think, or read...whether or not they directly respond to it to you, they are 100% processing it in their brain, and that is why this game is addicting to them...
I have come to terms with things while being stalked and attempted brainwashed in ways that my, and likely, your perp hasn't been able to grasp...
The very games that they use on us are the exact games that are used on them by those above them. Think about it, your perp, if you are some random person with nothing to gain from stalking you other than pure enjoyment is low level. They clearly have a connection of some kind that either allowed for, paid them to do, or encouraged for them to stalk human minds for sport.
They think that we are so gullible and will believe anything -- but think about just how gullible they were/are. They truly BELIEVED that they were chosen to do this, that they were picked to be allowed in on this game for their own good? Did they really trust people who act out torturing random humans for sport? Why would they be chosen? Why would a secret organization that does this need to pick some random person to help them? It makes no sense.
They were 'recruited' in a sense to do this and fell for it, hook line and sinker. Ex: If I got a call from Google to become the VP, out of the blue...I wouldn't say "sounds great, I am so lucky"...I would think "something is fishy, why would they have asked ME"? Your perp did not arrive at that conclusion...whether or not they like it, or even realized it -- your perp is being used just as you and I are.
I think that my perp truly believes that the safeguard of not getting caught was there to protect him, but really, it is what is keeping him hooked. Clearly, those above him could OUT this technology whenever they wanted...if your perp thinks that they are trusted by those above them they are fools, plain and simple. Just as your and I's life is literally meaningless to your perp, your perps is less than nothing to those above them.
If I take my dog for a walk, he may be pulling the leash thinking in his head he is leading the way, but in reality, I am in control. I am dictating where we go, not him...he simply can't comprehend that, and neither can your perp. They think that they are in complete control -- they are just a game to someone else, or for the organization at large. It is only logical that the organization is gaining more from your perp than your perp is gaining from doing this.
Also, what this game boils down to at its core is DISTRACTION. They want to distract us from living, from doing things we like, from having fun, to the point where all we think about is this and that drives us to hurt ourselves. Think about it from your perps perspective, -- they think about stalking you day and night...they cannot go 5 mins without you. Maybe, just maybe, your perp is simply a game to someone else, and just as your perp thinks that they will be able to distract us to not live, your perp is distracted themselves by this game, and can't actually see what is going on. In essence, distracting us, is their distraction.
This "game" is pure evil and those who act it out do it because they enjoy the responses we give them, and the pain that we experience...if you were connected to a machine, what would be the point? There is no excitement from a machine doing this to you, the reason that this is addicting to your perp is because they are 'doing' it themselves, and actually find pleasure in another persons pain...
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I often ask my perp whether or not he truly believes that he is crazy or a psychopath? I honestly don't think that the people doing this to you don't think they are crazy. Surely they realize that they are creepy, stalkers, and pure evil, but in my case, I don't think my perp thinks of himself as a psychopath.
I think that he is under the belief that since others can't tell he is a monster, that it doesn't count. I think that the perps who do this think just because they blend into society, and appear to be a regular person, that they are not insane. The fact that they are able to do that, means that they are more insane and sick than people who are actually mentally ill. I truly feel sorry for my perp and can't believe that this is the "life" he chose here. Our time here is short, to waste it trying to bother another person, or thing is beyond a shame. One day, I hope that my and your perp realizes what a waste of life they were...I constantly tell my perp that I cannot take him seriously, as someone who dedicates their life to stalking another person doesn't value themselves or their time...which is truly pathetic.