I'm having a terrible time relating to my family / boyfriend with this whole experience. I find that my mother somewhat believes that I'm going through this - - and that my boyfriend is entirely skeptical.
He thinks I'm suffering from some form of paranoia, and my mother is obsessed with my caffeine intake - - which tells me she thinks I'm off my rocker as well.
How did you go about validating your circumstances to your loved ones? This is the most alienating part for me.
Also - are any of you seeking professional help? I'm suffering through a major depression as I suffer through this. Especially because I feel so alienated during my prayer -- What kind of psychiatric help should I even seek? I'm NOT CRAZY!! - but I know I desperately need to seek coping skills so I don't lose it.
I'm in the Lancaster pa area mostly, but also reside in the Southhern MD area - so would be open to seeking help in either location - - - does anyone have any recommendations?
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