Mind control victim

[Eddie Lee]

I am a mind control victim. I believe I am being monitored but I will post this anyway.

I was told by voices that I was being mind controlled at the end of highschool around 2008. I then realized that I have been mind controlled ever since around grade 1. What was being done on me was the reduction of my cognitive ability. In kindergarten I was a top student. Ever since grade 1, I found simply thinking become more and more difficult. My cognitive ability has been a decline since grade 1. Now I have a lot of trouble to simply learn anything. I cannot remember anything for more than a week. I would read a text book and forget about it in a few days. This causes me to be unable to attend school. As a result I am getting government benefit for disability. I am surviving fine because my parents allow me to live with them. I don't know how long it will last though. My parents are in their late 50's and eventually  I will be on my own. I will probably barely survive with the government benefit but I find myself always worrying about my financial situation. So here I am, I am 23 and am stuck. I can't go to school or work due to my cognitive ability. My doctor says I have schizophrenia and I of course knew underneath that it is a mind control. Nobody believes me when I tell them I am being mind controlled. I already gave up trying to convince anyone and I just tell people I have schizophrenia so people don't think I am crazy.

My story ends here. Thanks for reading.

[Marty]

Hi Eddie, I believe you are not crazy nor your disability is permanent -  I really believe it's not.  New connections of synapses can be made even at an old age. (I know you are young but the brain is a muscle so it can develop and improve later on)  I'm disabled but not on a disability pension and I try to not think of what might happen to me.  Try to distance yourself as much as you can from your psychiatrist because they are not there for you but for themselves.  If you do take psychiatric drugs, this might not help your memory retention much.  Psychiatric drugs are never good for you.  Depending of the type of drugs you are taking, it might not go very well to go cold turkey. With some type, steps by steps is better but stay away from psychiatrists and psychiatric drugs, both are poison for you.  And tell your psychiatrist that he's a narcissist (or give him any diagnostic) lol he most likely is the next time he says you have schizophrenia. Nah forget psychiatry altogether, you will already feel better.  All the best, Marty

[capricorn one]

Umm....listen to your shrink? Eat your meds? And stay away from porn?

Besides the obvious reasons not to do the first 2 things, the third is a flat out assumption or recommendation....ONLY.

The very word pornography implies something is obscene,  so it only refers to obscene sex, not all of it. The people using it this way are saying all nude sex is porn, therefore obscene, only if its recorded.  If its a memory of your girlfriend then it's not. So then I'd feel like sex is wrong when it's actually a beautiful thing 2 people can share with eachother.

If you view the human form as obscene, then what are we here for?  And "your psychiatrist makes you horny...,"? What the literal fuck?

Tom Ehaj said:

Eddie, looks like you draw a bad card. I struggled for years if I should publish this info on the Internet but I realized it's better for real victims to know:

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My advice to you, Eddie is that you're still young and have a whole life in front of you. Take your drugs regulary and never miss an upointment with your shrinks. Don't try to lenghten freedoms ring and push it cause no-one ever made it - you don't have an idea what can they do to you. Stay away from sick internet porn, buy yourself a nice playboy and do it only in the bathroom if psychiatrists make you horny. Don't let them put your name to shame. Pay attention to your hygine, don't get tattoos and never change your name. Hell is for fools and heaven is for heros. Always do a right thing and you should feel good about yourself. If you have any regrets, forgive yourself, you're just a human. psychiatrists might even set you up with a girl and if they do stick with her. Try to have some fun and socialize, play along, make fun of your situation. Don't critisize anyone and don't choose sides in life. Listen to a good music, Bob Marley would be a good choice. Set up a web site exposing it. Post a link on a Peace Pink. Try to be more like you and less like psychiatrists, always on good side. You should be fine. Endurance and patientence are crutial. In time thing will get better. You should be fine. In essence don't be a fool like me.

[Tom Ehaj]

"And "your psychiatrist makes you horny...,"? What the literal fuck?"

Yes, capricorn, it's the literal fuck. You should stay away from the things you don't understand or don't want to.

Maybe you should read my web site.