A large compaign of decredibilisation, nullificationm villification, and gossip has been launched since few months...The aim is to isolate me, to intimidate me and to make me shut me up ...
Despite what is happening, and after a period of despair and depression, I am again like ever determined and 'may be a little bit stubborn'...I'll never let the chance to my preps to destroy my reputation and my ambitions...
The best way is to frighten them, to let them know that I am able to counter-react, I am the best for the best but in the worst as well ;-)...I am able to destroy their evil plans...
Today, I write in big letters, the words used to intimidate me in post-it and stick them in front of my desk: stupid, insane, foolish, terrorist, bad intentions, sick, psychopath (more recently)....People who are using these words will recognize themselves (I know that will create some turmoil at the university and this is the aim) and other who were told bad things about me will ask themselves some questions...Targeted victims are usually chosen because they are vulnerable and i am a lonely young woman with very reduced social tights in a foreign country, the perfect target ... I wroked on my self during the last period -I was thinking deeply about the way to stop this evil game- and come to a conlusion that nothing is better than resistance, they want war, they want hostility and being kind and shy won't help..shutting up will encourage them to go further...
So the unexpected act i've made today create some turmoil and induced some reactions from some kind collegues....I saw the fear on the face of others...that made me laugh and leave the position of victim for a while...
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