I became a target when I began to uncover the fact that I was MK Ultra, and mindcontrolled my whole life. Bear with me if you are reading this. They use symbology to mess with your head.
I have noticed a pattern in some TIs. Some have names with C, or CH, and/or the letters AN in their name (Anne Johnson Davis-author of "Hell Minus One" who died recently). Some have an initial T in their names. Some have double digit birthdays. I am 12/12 and my mother was 4/4. I know one person suffering from this who is 11/11. I think they like double digit birthdays because they use the tarot major arcana to assign personality types.
For example, the 11th card in the major arcana is traditionally the JUSTICE card, so by destroying those people, they are messing with justice in the meta level. 9/11 is symbolic because of the 9 which sounds like "nein" in German, meanign NO: affecting a situation of "no justice" in the US.
The 4 in the major arcana of the tarot is usually The Emperor, and my mother was definitely that type: very controlling, used Dr. Spock method of child rearing which advocates leaving an infant to cry/scream in the crib, instead of responding. Not blaming her, that method was popular back then, but it gave children a feeling of abandonment.
The 12th major arcana card is The Hanged Man, and isn't it funny that my whole life has seemed upside-down? Also, by making me be right-handed, when I was naturally inclined to be left-handed, they effectively messed with the natural function of my mind, reversing my natural tendency. MK Ultra is known for messing with the hemispheres of the brain. Symbolically, they took me out of my "right mind", so to speak.
I was adopted through a catholic agency which held me for the first 6 weeks of my life and gave me to a mother who verbally assaulted me almost every day by calling me stupid. I was often left alone to play in the woods. My brother (an alter boy), who was physically abused by our mom, psychologically abused me. I have implants at each ear which were used to subliminally influence me my whole life, via ultra-low-frequencies. Now I know why my whole life always seemed like it was controlled in some way... that things were always "just out of reach" for me.
Now I can hear those voices that used to be subliminal. I encourage people to look back on their lives to see if they were controlled all along and didn't realize it. Think of the names of people in your life, and what they might mean symbolically.
I was involved in an online cult, in which the leader actually said she was using a technique called "mindbending", and that they were altering people's merkabas. The merkaba is an extention of the aura/spirit. If she was using these techniques on people, then it was another form of control.
One of my major points here is that it just seems like I never truly had free will, however, I was often told that every human has free will. What a mind #*@!