October is here! Fall colours, Halloween, Thanksgiving.

So these days I sort of notice some strange people. Now it's difficult to differentiate normal people from strange people, and strange people from stalkers! It causes unneeded additional stress for sure. I think stalking says something about people and cities too. I dont know how common stalking is in different parts of the world. Perhaps technological stalking is more common. Especially if you cared about the city you're being stalked in. There were places I used to like to go that I don't go to anymore because of the stalking; like taking the bus. Taking the bus was fun once! Now half the time there's odd people.

I hope this changes one day - I know it will, but hopefully sooner than later.

It's windy outside

Peace!

So the stalkers are pretty much gone. I think they might still be my backyard neighbors. They act sort of strange, and so do a lot of the women around here too. I don't care or know what they want. But sometimes they're quite annoying with their strange tone of voices, etc.

Stalking is pretty interesting to study as it's a social and psychological behavior that affects people negatively but in different ways. It brings up concepts of personal space, the effects of our thoughts, our personal and national safety, and how we communicate and interact with people every day. Even concepts like "heard mentality" or "brainwashing" come in to play. That, as well as the government and classified information. I would also take into consideration our healthcare system, legal system and social services system. From little people, we form larger and larger groups of which behavior, ethics and values, culture, ideas, technology, boundaries are all a mix which react over time - sometimes quickly, sometimes slowly. It's the social change that causes us to learn, change, expand, make mistakes, make achievements and survive. We have written laws, legislation, policies and bureaucracy to protect us which also change over time. Usually these laws are pertain to communication, interaction, use of technology, business, social and behavioral problems, etc. Laws are always expanding, as society changes and develops. Sometimes it falls behind in developing laws because of the social concern of other subjects such as technology, business, exploitation, profit, etc. The laws enforced to different degrees impact society diffrently too. Capital punishment to mandatory community service can be two punishments with very different outcomes. For instance slavery is pretty much abolished in first world countries. Not only do laws state regulations but they also decide standards. Do we want a high standard of living? An effective and efficient policing system? Healthcare system? Or do we want low standards of living, policing, healthcare and justice? So if laws are not kept up to date, our standards of society fall back.

The psychological effects of criminal behavior are most interesting. It may go along side with the psychology of war, terror, fear and other related fields of criminality. Often war techniques are used in municipal crime, such as stalking. The RCMP pamphlet says to report even if you're not sure you're being stalked, which means they understand the psychological effects of criminal behavior to a person.

Proximity of people is something interesting. Does one person heavily depressed suck the happiness out of a room? How much? How resilient can one be? How far away do they have to be? And how does it affect their though process? Does one person learning help another person learn? Has technology complicated our lives? Hurting our social well being or improving it? Hurting or helping the criminals? And how often is law disregarded, the closer you get to someone's personal space, but how highly it is valued. For myself, transportation and the sights of the city are something I've had a problem with. The city looks awful at times when they don't maintain buildings or streets. And people disregard and abuse personal space and the limits we have. It gets to the point it's lethal and someone winds up being killed in an accident.

It just seems a social crutch to not work towards a more just and law enforced society. Even criminal organizations couldn't function because anarchy or underdevelopment is an outcome. Perhaps extremists, perhaps just psychopaths and sociopaths all have motivation for hurting other people. They all work together very well because they have common goals: to hurt and terrorize people, and usually to get a job done too.

Anyways, that was just a bit of brainstorming for some future university work. Perhaps it will be a large business to start, or partner up, though the research for justice, social well being and safety will always go on. It has been seen throughout history and is printed on our very money. Why there is a battle between peace and crime, social development and lack of social development, is beyond me.

I'd also just like to state some key values I think are important to for every human being that are being emphasized enough.

-Self Esteem (Self Worth)

-Self Confidence (Courage, Willpower)

-Inner Happiness (Self-Derived happiness)

-Hope*

-Belief*

-Happiness: Bringing happiness from the inside out; Using creativity and imagination to create your happiness.

-Positivity: Staying, keeping, maintaining and developing a positive outlook on life

*From Paul McKenna. He mentioned that Hope and Belief were all common attributes for successful people. They all believed and had hope for what they could do, how to do it and how it would come about.

Well I don't think my stalkers are coming back any time soon.

Politically and security speaking, it isn't possible for them to really stalk me anymore. I'm way too smart for them, apparently. My network is too strong. And I am going for mild-counseling for any remaining problems.

"Renouncers of home must possess true insight at all times, distinguish-

ing between the Buddha and Māra, between true and false, between secular

and sacred. If they can do this, they may be called true renouncers of home.

But those who cannot distinguish Māra from Buddha have only left

one house to enter another. They may be described as karma-creating beings, but they cannot be called true renouncers of home." (Line 188, XII, The Record of Linji. Sasaki & Kirchner)

This quote is important because it relates to my previous post about being able to observe cruel, covert, manipulative behavior.

I'm selling my art too. I'll post some links later.

As I said I've lived in this neighborhood all my life (I'm 24)

Today I went out to do errands. There were groups and individuals that were stalking. They never approach you, never start a conversation with you -- they just follow you around, watch you and think of you. It's really disturbing. Additionally, there are dozens of people around that watch what is happening. They look at the stalkers  and show sympathy and concern for the people that are being stalked. Non-Verbal Communication takes up 80% of our communication (Body language, expressions, clothing, cars you drive, etc.) Stalkers are rather easy to identify. Especially if they start using manipulative language. You can easily tell if someone is manipulative or stalking when you have a stalker and a normal person standing side by side.

I can't say how much I appreciate the innocent, hard working people that don't engage in stalking or manipulation! Who would have thought how precious a normal, polite, compassionate, sensible, kind person could be! They are like angels while living in purgatory. These days make me appreciate the old days when I wasn't being stalked. These days make me appreciate areas and locations where other normal people are.

I have been working alone for quite some time, and haven't had time to see or meet new friends; so I'm actually a vulnerable target. Because stalkers and harassers always make sure their targets are isolated, with minimal contact or support or communication with other people or organizations. But by being around other innocent and normal people, its very easy to regain your strength and sanity.

Even right now, I'm pretty sure someone is watching or thinking of me. Because usually I have a very logical and easy-following thought process. And when they stalk me, its disruptive. It isn't torture. It is just stalking. People don't use any electronic weapons on me that I know of. I feel normal and happy most of the time!

Part of it, I suppose, is just accepting that these stalkers haven't been caught yet. And the way I found to deal with it,is to completely ignore them. Because when someone stalks you, they put all their energy and time and effort into following you and watching you. But they are human too. So if you have someone stalking you and you just ignore them, they are left, ignored, isolated, and just being a dumb, boring, unproductive, useless stalker! The best way to fight these stalkers is to let them isolate and degrade theirselves! They are nothing but criminals. And what usually happens to criminals? The graveyard or jail. So that is their destiny they make, unless they choose to stop and redo their wrongs.

It's very interesting because my professional life is affected, however while working for security and the police force, there are ample resources, teamwork, networks, methods of communicating incidences, and the ability to expose these criminals for what they are. If people started stalking a security guard, the security guard would be documenting it in their reports. These people are bound to fail in the long run.

Anyways, I'm a very optimistic person, and I'm going to continually work on maintaining my health, my positivity, and a supporting social and professional network. And I shall continue to have liasons with the federal and municipal police.

Cooperation with police is critical, in my opinion, in any case. Discrimination, uncooperation, reputation, corruption, stereotyping are all examples of things that have gotten in the way between communication what is happening in a community and the criminal or dangerous acitivties that go on. To blame the police or blame the government is to blame an organization that protects us from the crimes that happen around us. There are corrupt police officers. But not all are corrupt. They are just like regular people. Some people are trustworthy, hard working, compassionate, innocent and good --  some police are the same way. Some people/police are corrupt. There is no reason to discriminate or turn against services that are there to help us. As Dr. Phil said in one episode of stalking "There is a system in place for a reason -- Use it!"

Until nextime. God bless,

Namo Buddhaya, Namo Dharmaya, Namo Sanghaya,

May you seek refuge wherever you find peace.

-David

Today I awoke to my backyard neighbors playing around with their lawn mowers. They turned them on and off; I could sense them watching and stalking me. Something I'm used to by now.

And my mother constantly uses illogical coversations to create forms of conversation that are manipulating and embarassing.

My next door neighbors are normal, regular people, it seems. We all feel haunted by these people who decide to stalk us.

What is their motive? They cannot bring us down because we stick together, work together and support eachother. So why do they continue to stalk and try to manipulate us? Do they work for an organization that gives them orders or missions or purpose? Or are they just mean and abusive people?

I have pages and pages of diary entries of proof of what I've been through, saw and experienced. And I just continue to report what I see. I worked as a security guard, and that is what they do. So I don't understand how they think they'll get away with anything... 

Hope Justice comes swiftly, to put and end to this.

I'd like to share some information about aliens and the government I found on the internet.

These are important people who are experts in their areas, or have worked for UK/USA/Canada departments of Defence/Space Engineering, etc. and are coming forward, expressing their concern over the amount of reports pertaining to UFOs and Aliens.

Truth Embargo - Movie Sample

Ex-Military Intelligence talks about his encounters at Area 51 with UFO's and Aliens and his secret life for 40 years.

http://truthembargomovie.com/TruthEmbargoMovie.com/TRUTH_EMBARGO.html

April/March 2013 Hearing on UFOs and Aliens with former members of Congress

Part I

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E3THYjOq0dc

Part II

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U49c3a-CJvg

Testimony of Paul Hellyer* in a Hearing with former members of Congress

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0v4sq2akgtE

*(Parliamentary Information: http://www.parl.gc.ca/parlinfo/Files/Parliamentarian.aspx?Item=6ffdccf5-fe20-4be5-b99d-1593863458ac&Language=E&Section=ALL)

Citizen Hearing on Disclosure

http://www.citizenhearing.org/committee.html

What secrets do the governments hide? Are they hiding technology that can help us? Are they working with Aliens? Do we have a right to know? Can the government be doing more than it currently is? Are they neglecting the responsibility of protecting and informing their citizens?

I certainly look forward to how we will work together to ensure truth, justice and peace!