Early this morning I was having a dream of a beautiful woman ( not sexually) but she then wanted to dance with me. I declined because in reality I am not a good dancer , she became very angry at me not wanting to dance and then I woke up. What had actually happaned was that a female perp ( shes mexican ) and yes I have seen her on a few occasions as well was manipulating my dream and was pissed off when I wouldnt comply , man did she get pissed! This just shows how much they rely on our reactions to feed their amusement, so sorry I let you down but like I said , id rather dance with a corpse than with something like you.

Washington state is where this all started for me and I will be visiting my sister for the holidays and at the same time creating a video / photo / timeline . Any ideas for me , do's or dont's? Photos and video of houses I was harrassed at including the origianal house of the family who was and is still part of my torture members. Like I have said before , I know the names and physical descriptions of my torturers and even the high school she graduated from, her being Jenna, NSA affiliated through family probably.I am also fairly sure of the house she grew up in and left when this all started. Im wondering if any other T.I.s know thier torturers , met them before or is this a unique situation? To be exact this started in Federal Way WA. if anyone knows the area. Big Al you say you are from Seattle , any chance of meeting since I will be in the area around Christmas?

Its been awhile since ive written anything because school has started and im takin on a full load this semester.Im not being allowed to sleep any more than 3-4 hours a night because they want me to fail at school or just give up. They wont keep me up all night because it is too obvious to the ones who know my situation when they torture me full on . my oh my dont they hate when people who are not T.I.s know whats going on.For several nights now since I have started school they have been waking me up at 3 :00 am evry morning with dream / video projection along with thier audio to let me know they are observing. Alot of pornographic video anddrug use and dont they have such a good time laughing thier asses off, most of it if not all of it is staged and is only meant to be menacing, tell you the truth ive been dealing with thier bullshit so long it doesnt have nearly the same effect it used to, and dont they hate that as well.

In my case it has to do with my homework , I had to type my final paper 4 times yesterday because I would start it , go and take a break , then come back and it would be gone. They do this either to watch me work all night on it or , because if I fail school ( college) I will have nothing to stay sober for.This was a final paper 50 % of my grade. I finally said enough was enough and went to bed. I wrote a new paper on the school's computer the next day , I just hope it is good enough for a passing grade. When I was drinking I was on the streets and the last thing " they" wanted was for me to get sober.

I have come to realize that I do this for us, and it is fruitless to think I can open the eyes of the ignorant, that only creates resentment. The public will stay passive and that is where they feel comfortable and safe, they dont want to know the truth because if they did they might feel compelled to do something about it.Unless it comes in the form of a new app for their smart phone , they will never see it as a reality.In a sense I feel honered to be chosen for this task , and at the same time I long for the days of blissful ignorance as well.I will endure this for us, and my love and support go out to all T.I. and any human being  subjected to this abomination.

All jokes aside this may become a reality someday.Two people who know all about "thier" games , although bringing children into the world would be a different story, I dont know if I could do that knowing what I know.

Ever since " THEY" the perps, have been harrassing me they have let every potential girlfriend know about them . Im 41 and the only way I think I can find someone is if she is a T.I. too.I am on a dating site and the first date I went on was going well and I really liked her and she liked me as well. Near the end of the date she started saying catch phrases that only I say, that is how I know they were talking to her. She never returned my phone calls after that even though we were both excited for our next date . This happens every time I get close to someone , I cant be the only one that they do this to, any suggestions?

Im sorry to disagree with your "methods" to keep them " out" but when I was in jail for 4 months I was under two levels of reinforced concrete all kinds of steel, and im sure endless feet of copper tube. This did absolutely nothing to keep them from dream projection , zapping my head and doing whatever the heck they wanted to me . I dont see how taping a penny to your temple is gonna thwart their attempts to " blast" your mind.

When we blow the lid off this thing we need to hit them hard and relentlessy, they will be protecting their own asses and throwing their disposable " monkeys " into the meat grinder.We all know how passive the American public is and when we see our chance we need to use it for all its worth.

Remember the "Smiths?" " There"s always someone, some where, with a big nose who knows, who"ll trip you up and laugh when you fall." "Let them heap coals upon their heads." God's vengeance is our revenge!

My sister is coming down to Utah where I am at and it would be really cool to have a meeting with other T.I.s when she is here.I just need for her to know that this is a serious deal and need a little back up from others Ill even meet u half way. Dont yall want to gather and swap stories and info as well as strength?????

My last blog was simply my vent. Although I still believe more can be done between us , and at times it seems to be self inflated punishment just dedicating more time towards these pricks and not concentrating on the important issues in life like self discovery, love one another , and just plain kindness towards one another. Igor brought up a suggestion of marking our tender with a saying or a stamp of some sort , today I am going to find one and will post a blog as to what it is a stamp of. I know its just an emblem that your average person out there will care nothing about , but to us it means something and to those who need a sign of reasurrance most of all will find it and know we are out there and continue our support towards one another.

Im getting tired of coming to this site.There must be one where people are more organized and things are actually being done.the only thing I see here are people complaining and saying why me? obviously we are not going to organize and do anything about this, its starting to piss me off.

I like to leave messages with the FBI every time "they" keep me up, which they are promising to do tonight.Yes I know the FBI knows all about us , and I have even been there in person and spoke with an agent about my situation. I do think it helps though to leave a tip with them just to keep the wheels from getting rusty. What I do find is that people who are not T.I.s tend to forget about our problems, and wish we would just shut up about it. Thats not going to happen. F U NSA!

ITS TIME TO RALLY , IM MORE THAN HAPPY TO TRAVEL A BIT TO MEET OTHERS , BIG AL YOU MENTIONED SEATTLE , I WOULD LIKE TO TAKE SOME TIME OFF AND REVISIT THE NW AREA , I CAN TAKE YOU TO THE EXACT HOUSE WHERE THIS ALL STARTED!!!!  ITS GREAT TO KNOW THAT IM NOT ALONE IN THIS BUT I STILL FEEL LIKE WE ARE JUST SPINNING OUR TIRES HERE !!!!

   I have just moved into my own apartment and they are still monitoring me inside of my own home. They arent the brightest stars in the sky , and I always know that they are here. When I leave my house or go outside for any reason they make themselves heard. They want us to believe they dont monitor us when were inside , BULLSHIT!!!

   I plan on creating a shirt saying that I am an I.T. and how many years they have been doing this to me . Good idea? or bad?