Even Jo seems to be non-important, he is one of the key elements of "what happened". Because he was always around. Usually one thinks that "the group" is composed of individuals belonging to the same social group. But that is not true. Usually the components of the group can be of different social extraction. And since he used to clean and do maintenance, apparently he was the idea person to be gossiping around without being tied to a cubicle. Although I always suspected him, it wasn't until recently that I realized that he could really have played a role in the events around me. Thought of him as an isolated element. He took my phone when I left it after playing a table tennis game and kept it for about 45 min before returning it to me. He knew information about my interactions in the company that were far beyond his rank and commented about them openly in the places where it could hurt me more. And he threatened employees that were apparently above him , something that seemed to be "unreal", but was not. I am amazed about my capability to ignore danger. How I minimized Jo in my mind is one of the best examples. It is not difficult to imagine to whom Jo really reported to. Jo appeared in my life when we moved to the second location. In the first one he would have ever been able to move as freely as he needed. There were many different types of monitoring and those who handled him would have not been in control of all of them. Read more…
Her favorite phrase to introduce herself to the invisible and powerful inter-cubicle audience is "everybody knows". That is how she gets attention at lunch time. After that she develops the sketch, according to the instructions, of course of the time setters, she enjoys so much kissing a.. up and spitting down - at least in her mind - that she has no idea of OOP, because after all, is it necessary? I mean she knows them.
So when she offers me a big monitor for my computer I am confused. Is she good, bad, in the middle or what? I keep my pose, accept the offer and let the events go on. Should confess that in the beginning she looked normal.
But when developing the show she is transformed into another person. Never before I had seen such a marvelous double acting in a human being. She is hate at its best. No other expression could describe better the set of phrases that she uses. Above all when she grabs a phone and pretends to talk. She can spend ten minutes ruining your lunch with an inner satisfaction in her voice. Those who approve and promote her behavior should be happy. Those who do not like what she says remain in silence. A tense atmosphere is the result. Acceptance and tension. Is that what she wanted?
I enjoys being acknowledged and let others stories be known, she dislikes indifference, so she makes it clear to the ones who do not smile. But among us there are tough guys who do not smile. They know that everything we do in live brings about "consequences". And even though she has the upper hand, apparently, isn't it true that life is like a spinning wheel. So they concentrate in their jobs and do not laugh and that makes her crazy because she wants everybody to think exactly as she does.
Of course I. is a friend of A. and they share viewpoints. One particular day can reflect the depth of the consequences. It was a day in which we all perceived that something very, but very strange and significant was going on with I. somewhere. Here is the moment: “We are working, and I. can not do some sort of task because the data does not arrive timely - as it should - to her. Suddenly A. grabs a phone and calls and says : "You know something, it is me, it is me the problematic one, what is going on ..." . She usually never did this, above all in public. So everybody is left thinking what was the upsetting thing that had happened, somewhere, that had made some people block I. as if they did not like her. What had I. and her associates done to the other side? And above all, why was A. so passionate in defending her when she did not the same thing for other subordinates who were undergoing the same situation?
There are moments in life that are unforgettable. When she said that she would be careful not to let her children to play with any person of a specific color - reference, my color as she understood it - it created a significant silence in the intercubicle audience. It seems to be that even the most hardcore sympathizers understood that she had crossed some boundaries.
But she was undeterred, once she got started nothing could stop her. So there she was another day, saying that her husband was there washing her car for free, screaming it for the audience, this time pretending to talk on a phone - an open invitation to "resolve matters". Out of curiosity I went out at lunch time to see where the "washer" was. Later on I learned that this was one of the "techniques" used by some women in that place. This happened, of course, after we move to the "other" location and after the famous speech from P. where his favorites were going to have "full authority". Read more…
The woman appeared again. I think it is the same person who was at hotel 1 and in the apartment. She created a situation in the lobby of the hotel where she said that I pretended to know how to do the accounting in a hotel but I did not. The whole purpose of the scenario she created was to make me look as somebody who did not know what was doing. This has been a repeated pattern in many of the places where I have tried to work from 2007 on. Reiterative efforts to make me look like a stupid and threats and intimidation to the people who are hearing. Like reminding them that if they don't agree they would rather remain in silence while witnessing what is going on. In hotel 1 - always referring to the M. Beach area - she "or somebody with a voice similar to hers" - used to sit at the place that divided the two areas of the hotel and recruit as many people as possible to show them pictures and make comments about me, turning a lot of people against me. Reinforcing all this I found always somebody pretending to talk on the phone in front of the door of the hotel or at the parking lot. Offensive comments while talking on the phone and always trying to get the attention of as many people as possible and turn them against me. Read more…
If rules are created that do not have taken into account the technological advances of the time we live at. Then those rules are obsolete and are just taken advantage of by those who master the devices. The devices: Anything that harasses or damages a human being. Anything built based on technologies that are not explicitly deal with in international treaties. The world is in danger. Read more…
I feel that I have been threatened too many times. Too many death threats. Too many people laughing at me in the street. Too many people in official positions laughing at me and making judgements. It is too much. And it is very cruel. I simply do not deserve what is happening to me.
In 2008 while trying to get a shelter at Bay Harbor. I experienced the beginning of the cruel harassment. When I tried to get a shelter everybody made fun of me with the asumption that I was a transexual. I was promissed that I was going to be beaten up in the evening. Even the most insignificant person thought that they had the right to insult and threatened me. When I went to see the person who was in charge of the place I only saw a cynical smile that reinforced everything that was happening around me.
Fron that moment on, the hate campaign developed. With different degrees of intensity, depending on who did it. But omminpresent everywhere I went.
There were different lies that they weaved in the mind of the people to obtain this: That I was HIV positivie, that I was a transexual, that I had laughed at my mother's death. Basically they managed to make believe the people that I was a sort of a monster. When I tried to make complaints about this, they sent me to the psychiatric. In the hospital, the ordeal continued. It seemed to be impossible to see so many people working together. Only in the movies you found a reality like this. But it was true. All this sent me to research what happened in the society that had scaped my attention. What I found out was extremely serious.
It seems to be that different groups, in this society, have suffered similar "treatments". It is called gang stalking. This comes together with what is called electronic harassment.
Instead of giving a big explanation about what these two concepts are I will refer you to two websites that describe in a very good way what these concepts mean. These websites are: ganstalkingworld.com and wantoknow.info.
It is an accumulation of threats. And I lack resources to resolve the issues on my favor. I am extremely tired. And very concerned about my safety. That is not a good combination.
There isn't anything happening in what refers to my capacity. It is easy to track that, despite whatever is happening in my life, I have been able to develop client/serve applications in a way that corresponds to what I learned in happier times.
I very well know that I am a victim of a conspiracy. There are a lot of powerful people involved in all this. My feeling is that they want to take a foreigner as an example of all the punishment that they have in mind for people who do not do things the way they want. I know that they have planned my death because it is constantly broadcasted by sonic techniques whose existence they do not recognize. That is why I am a victim of a hate crime.
After putting me in a position in which practically any cooperation with me is going to be punished. Since the very beginnig - they started to spread two things. That I do not know what I do and that I am a lazy person.
In 2008-2009 my health went to a special situation. I was very weak, wandering about by the streets, trying to find out what was happening with my life and the general rejection that I suffered. Everywhere I went it was the same. I suffered a lot and lived under a tree for a long time. People profiteered of my situation by singing hate songs in the clubs. When I went by the street in the morning, I suffered the consequences of such songs. This went on for a lot of time. Those are the conditions in which I was supposed to get a job. In the meantime a lot of people who suffered similar kind of "bullying" committed suicide or were beaten to death - a message was sent to them "It is getting better" . It is curious, I know that there is a good intention in the message. But, how to make it effective if the ones that have to make the message effective, more times than desired, are the ones who look the other way when this hate campaigns are developed in front of their eyes. Read more…
I have no doubt in my mind that G. is a mind setter - or very close to one. The first time that you see him inspires confidence. The second time raises questions in your mind. The third time you start to wander about his motivations and why he deflects the attention of the audience to certain topics, like trying to cover things that have happened. From then on your mind keeps wondering for ever what he has plotted and up to which point is going to impact your life. The most significant moment was when he spoke, at a meeting, as if he had the right to monitor whoever he wanted, everywhere and using any method he wanted. At that moments many eyebrows were raised. For ever. He like been sarcastic, too. Ocassionally and when surrounded by the proper crowd. Read more…
March 2008 While in the trip to this airport the person who was seating just in front of me in the next double seat turned towards me occasionally and said that I come to die in this state. This person - a woman - and other people, tried to make me as uncomfortable as possible. At some point the person that was seating besides me, a woman, started to feel uncomfortable with me. It was the beginning of a campaign of continuous harassment. Here I am looked as a contaminated undesirable individual as soon as I arrived. With many stories running about - and against me. It was also the first place where electronic harassment was used against me. It is impossible to describe the negative effect that the voice to skull had on me. Also, hate songs were created to reinforce the attacks by specific part of the population who liked that specific music - very violent. The message was death. A video was also created. In the video I - or the person that was supposed to be me - was killed. Everybody was talking about that. It is very difficult to describe the whole situation because it had unbelievably cruel episodes, one of the most dramatic ones was how they addressed my family and they run a story saying that my family was dead and that I did not like my mother. That story was precisely the one that had a terrible dual effect. In what refers to me it set me in disbelief for at least 3 months, trying to verify what was in fact happening with my family. In what refers to the people around me - they did not want to see me or talk with me at all. It was total rejection. I had never confronted a situation like this in my whole life. So I stayed motionless in the airport for at least a week, trying to find out the reason of all this. Obviously, I had never been a transexual in my whole life, so this seemed to be an intrigue created based on situations that, for being very scarce a unique in my life, I could spot very easily. Also I started to think who could have created the whole thing and everything pointed to the same people. I said started. Because I am sure that there were others that took the information from these starters and created something dangerous, based on lies, carefully designed. It is happening to other people now. But at that moment obviously, I thought that it was my only problem. So I started to believe that there was a group of criminals who had been trying to destroy my life. I was not so wrong about that, but there was more. According to my state of mind at that specific moment there was one only option, to run away from the people who had been threatening me at the hotel, the airport and more. So I ended up petrified, without options, at the airport corridors, with people harassing me and commenting about me everywhere. That created the biggest shock that I have experienced in my whole life. Those who were in charge of destroying me had ample powers, could find my location at any time and act accordingly. Apparently the plan was not to let me relax never. So I started to move from one place to another to avoid harassment, but the excitement and destructive comments about me were everywhere, a few days after this, my whole life was going to be changed. Powerful forces had been used against me and I was unable to descipher all the tactics and strategies used. The first thing that I did was to go to the stairways of the train. I did not have too much money left. It was very, very cold. The wind hit me and from that moment on I think that I lost real contact with the world of comfortable people. The one that I had belonged to all of my life. Read more…
First Place is nice and clean. The location is beautiful and the climate great. The intensity of the job is good and you learn a lot. But they have Ma.. and B.. and that makes a lot of difference. Because they like throwing things to an animal at lunch time. So we have to types of workers; the ones with no events around and the ones "with events around". I had events around me. Read more…
I was sent there after asking for help at a hotel near the airport. They called the police and the police took me to the hospital. There I was tested for drugs - urine examination. While waiting for the results of the test I was sent to psychiatrist who did some sort of examination. Then I heard the expression "Europe" several times. There was some sort of intention of associating me with a sexual behavior. Read more…
She was OK. Until the moment that she started to laugh like crazy, apparently with no reason at all, in such a way that everybody could hear her laughter. B. came to my cubicle and gave me some sort of explanation that sounded, in a way, like an apology for what I was listening. I never figured out the reasons of her laughter. A little after that she was no chief anymore. Read more…
He just throws objects to the animal hanging while on lunch time and says that he is going to take it out. The fact that the animal is hanging on the other side of the cubicle - and the many times that he did it with B.. - is what makes this interesting. Because I think that when somebody says something like that, has something e else in mind. By the way, at the time that he did this , strange events were taking place in my apartment for the first time. Intrusions and emails saying that my career was not going to be successful. Read more…
For B. I have selected a name that G. assigned to him sometime in the past. It was something different the experience with him. I should have learned from my exchanges with him about different realities. I did not learn all what I had to learn though. After meeting a guy like B., one should realize that the best way to understand the world is to reach to a point of inner confession, go to a mountain and meditate for about a month, then, and only then, perhaps and only perhaps one would start seeing the top of the iceberg. But there were no mountains around us where to take refuge. Only a beatiful sea, and the climate and the music did not invite to meditation. I should have done that though. The iceberg was big. I am absoulutely sure that you will like the most important phrase that I heard from B., it will depend on the area of the world where you are located wether you like it or not. This is the phrase: I do not know what they do when they sent you, a Cuban - nigger , to New York. He said that smiling, but I did not like his smile. It was the kind of smile that you think that is not natural for a number of reasons. And you keep wondering if the reasons that you are guessing are real. In answering to B. question about why they had sent a Cuban nigger to NY perhaps the best answer would be: to learn the meaning of NY phrases. Read more…
Well, she was in the very first job that I had in that area. At least she is direct. She is not subtle - and does not try to - like A. when receiving mystery flowers at her cubicle. She asks the people who are threatening you not to do it again - in private. And then she almost fires you - in public. And she threatens that she will put - your picture - everywhere. What did it mean? A question in the mind since then. Ma and Br her friends. Br unforgettable, throwing those balls to an animal hanging. Very, very direct. Read more…
She started to receive flowers when she first took over the management of the group. Then she and the people around made comments about "a secret admirer". I thought it was normal comments. They were not. The flowers had a specific meaning. When a knowledgeable person was kind enough to give me some explanations the name of the flowers was relevant. From that moment on she started to influence my life. In the beginning she was put in that location as a deterrent to the actions of T. . I firmly believe that I was underestimating the dangerousness of T. The comments to the flowers "on the part of the people close to her" were kind of significant , though. If I had had more experience in that kind of environment I would have found more meaning in all that. But I was so concentrated in my music and the languages that I did not want to believe that other people, for any reason, would center their attention on me. Later on , when I think more about the different ladders that people use to survive, I realize that my course of action - legal course of action - should have been different since that moment. A. was a close friend of "I.". She defended her when she was not receiving the proper amount of information for the completion of projects - in public. She did not this with anybody else. For example, when L.L.C. did not provide me with the proper info for months she did not even made a comment about that. She should have been aware of the emails that I had sent requesting info. It was blatantly obvious that I was being blocked. After the famous P.'s speech, when he gave his people "full authority" when we moved to a new location, she was given wider powers. Again, I should have made the proper correlation of facts. But again, I thought that I was working. Intrigues were for movies, weren't they. Well, they were thinking of movies. J.O. and M. were among the people in her group too. Whenever I said something that seem to be relevant to her, she deflected the situation to a meeting with G. We had several meetings in that context. The second meeting G. made a reference to my marital status. Open comment by the end of the meeting, when I was leaving the premises and was out of the room where the meeting had taken place. A. responded to the comment in a jokingly way, it was not a joke though. They did it for "the audience". The non-visible audience of the cubicles was important to them. In this case it was after working hours and there were only a few people around. But that was enough for their purposes. I kept on disregarding obvious attacks , anybody would think. My answer is this: I was too immerse in my music and trying to excel in technical matters, because I thought that technical matters were the key of success in a technical environment.
She gave me an evaluation about my abilities with V.B. that let everybody mouth's open. I had been working successfully with that programming language for years. Then I realized that her apathy about the flow of data coming to me timely was not so naive or casual. But there is more. Apparently some of her previous friends were of dubious behavior. Difficult and dangerous people. Explicitly said this way by the ones who made the comments. I should have taken these comments more seriously, because she enjoyed challenges when the challenger was in what she considered an inferior position. This is not a loose comment. She proved to be dangerous in more than one dimension. For sure , she belonged to the kind of person that does not think that the only relation as supervisor is technical. She went personal because of "P.". Obviously some reward was involved. It was a matter of concern, for many , that she would do anything she would do anything P. asked if we moved to another location. She did. Read more…
Hotel Claremont. Shootings sounds with devices. Death threats. Guys in the terrace showing pictures to those who walk by the sidewalk. Nightmarish situation.
