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If you are being targeted,you are under 24 hour surveillance that goes into all of the media and radio stations. In the end of this experimentation (if there is one), I am curious to see what this president does about the media and radio stations withholding the information that we are being targeted and abused, or, not letting him know a lot sooner about our plight. In my mind, they would need to lose their jobs, just as anything corrupt must be wiped out. I call on all media and radio people to get involved for real this time and let this president know what is going on, then maybe, they could keep their jobs, but if they continue through omission to not help us, they all need to be fired. Imagine this--these people are on their jobs, they are getting paid to watch us and hear our thoughts and watch our dreams, how corrupt is that??
It was quite funny as I live with a woman at late 20s for the house share. Until yesterday we were quite OK. No harassment or mimicking or gaslighting. She is a busy person with a job. Sometimes she flirted me like while I was taking a shower, she put songs singing "I love you" and other love songs in her room.
Yesterday morning, she invited a man. She was wearing her PJs, and cooked breakfast for two quickly before her friend came. I was in my room, but since I thought they wanted some privacy, so I left early. And when I came back yesterday night, she was in the flat and invited me to the dinner. She paid for it and she talked about how she always go out for dinner every night with her boyfriend for 4 years. She seems to be getting contact with her old boyfriend, but she does not talk about it. The V2K Japanese perps told me that "she gotta raped in the bathroom" but I'm not sure about that one. So far, I don't see any sign of strange things in the flat. Only the difference I noticed was that she got some paintings - her ex-boyriend is a painter. And she showed me a new tool for her job and said that she received it today. When we went out, she asked me when I'm moving out and said that she knew me staying till the end of this month. I rented her room monthy. I don't know how these things happened together, though. All I did was just normal. A naked swimming by her in the near by river, and some flirtations happened. But she did not really say or do anything but the flirtation. That reminded me of the gang stalkers' anchoring. She doesn't ask me anything about my TI life or my blog at all.
This morning, she was in the room till around noon when I left. She was just staying in her room and looked groomy. We only talked a bit but not really cheerful. I wanted to make a note to share for the future event. She is quite famous in her field and I got some info about her critical for her career. She might have some loans and that might be the reason for GS perticipation if she is a perp.
Mind control test
06. Do your attackers especially bother you the night before an important event? (a job interview, departure for a trip, etc.)
All nine participants answered "yes."
12. Do they ever tell you something specific to do or not to do?
All nine participants answered "yes."
13. Do they ever suggest to you that you have a disease, a pain, or a condition? (cancer, Parkinson’s disease, etc.)
All participants answered "yes."
01. Have the attackers ever spoken to you in other languages? If so, what language?
Six participants answered "yes," and five of them said Spanish. One answered that they spoke English but with perhaps a Swedish or Irish accent. Two answered "no."
02. If so, does that language have any particular significance in your life? Of the six who answered yes, only three targets said that the language held some significance for them.
03. Do the attackers ever ask you about your ‘relationship” with a particular individual or group?
Seven of the nine targets reported that the attackers questioned them about "relationships." Two targets siad "no."
04. Have you experienced a ringing in the ears (tinnitus) ever since you first heard the voices?
Eight of the nine participants report the ear ringing, but one of them said that it occurred about 3.5 years AFTER she started hearing the voices and another one said that it was only "off and on." Only one target said "no.".
05. Do the voices ever seem to come from the shower head or the spewing water when you shower?
Six of the nine targets said that they hear the voices over the running water. Three said definitely "no."
06. Do your attackers especially bother you the night before an important event? (a job interview, departure for a trip, etc.)
All nine participants answered "yes."
07. Do you sometimes wake at night with the attackers showing you photos of people, places, or objects and interrogating you about them.
Eight of the nine participants reports that the attackers show them photos and question them about the photos. One said that she didn't see the photos but experienced induced dreaming.
08. Do they pretend to extort money from you or blackmail you?
In eight cases, the attackers pretend to extort money from the targets. Only one target said "no."
09. Do they ever ask you about places you’ve lived in or visited?
Six of the nine participants said "yes." Two said "no." One said that although the attackers didn't question her about those places, the attackers indicated that they knew about them.
10. Have they ever told or suggested to you why you were selected for targeting?
Eight particpants said that the attackers made innuendos about the reasons. One target said that they often lied about who's doing the attacking but did not give a reason.
11. Do the attackers use local words and expressions in common usage in your area?
Five participants answered "yes." One said "somewhat." Two answered "no."
12. Do they ever tell you something specific to do or not to do?
All nine participants answered "yes."
13. Do they ever suggest to you that you have a disease, a pain, or a condition? (cancer, Parkinson’s disease, etc.)
All participants answered "yes."
14. Have the attackers ever asked you or suggested to you that you join them?
Eight of the participants were asked to join the attackers. Only one answered "no."
15. Do the attackers ever urge you to commit suicide?
Eight of the nine participants have been or are urged to comnmit suicide. Only one target said "no."
16. Do the attackers ever tell you something that everybody said about you?
Eight participants said "yes." Only one target answered "no, but they say that nobody cares about me."
17. Have the attackers ever urged you in voice or thought to hurt or do harm to another person, either physically (including sexually) or emotionally?
Seven say that the attackers do urge them to hurt others. One answered "no." One target did not answer the question..
18. Do the attackers pretend that they can see you?
All nine aprticipants said "yes."
19. Do the attackers ever pretend to be concerned for your safety (for example, telling you not to overwork in the heat, that you have a low tire on your car, warning you about going up on a ladder, etc.)? (Please explain.)
Six of the nine targets said "no." Three said "yes," but one of those also said that the attackers did so only in "mocking tones."
20. Do the attackers ever mention places on your body that are not visible to other people (a scar, a tattoo, etc.)?
Six targets said "yes" and three said "no."
Keep a song in your heart, a smile on your lips.
In the future, I think I will eventually get assisted suicide so that I can end my mental suffering. I might be able to rebuild or fix my life a tiny bit but the pain and agony of the life that I wanted in the past that was exploited will be lost forever. It's the only way to end this nightmare and suffering. I'm sure this is what I want.
My Story part 1....
My life had been pretty normal before I met my ex husband. Within a month of dating and moving my ex-husband into my home is when the death threat phone calls started coming in. I was 21 years old. (Later, many years later I had put the pieces together and came to the realization that my ex husband was indeed "sent to me" ) The man's voice on the other end of the line was an older man probably in his forties by the sound of his voice which scared me even more because he was an adult. He addressed me by name. He he knew me. Someone told him about me but who? I had no enemies at that time, none. He kept calling and calling threatening to kill me and that he was in fact going to make sure he killed me. Well on this note I sold my home my grandfather had bought for me and moved to a new location, changed my number and made it unlisted.
Within a month more death threat phone calls came in. This time a new voice was on the other end of the phone. A younger voice but with the same I am going to kill you line. Then one day a new voice was on the line and this man says " I am one of your neighbors and if you don't tell me right now what kind of underwear you are wearing I am going to come down to your house right now and blow your brains out with the loaded gun i have on my lap "before the police can even get to your house"! He then proceeds to say "if I were you I wouldn't call the police because I will "know" if you do and they wont get here in time to save you." Well by this time I was hysterical and hyperventilating. He also told me if I hung up on him that he'd be down there in a minute to kill me. So I dropped the phone and ran to the kitchen to think and breath. I first locked all the doors and windows and then hung up to call the police. This is all documented.
After this, a new set of phone calls started to come in. These ones, someone had used what is called a "voice alteration device". They used this machine to alter their voice. The voice sounded electronic. I could not tell if it was a woman's or mans voice. This time I went down to the (?) Police dept instead of the Sheriffs. What happened next I would have never guessed. An investigator came up to me and asked me to step into his office. He proceeded to tell me that his department has been investigating these persons making phone calls with these voice alterations for 13 years! The next thing I know is that the Police are coming into my home and wiring my home phone! Oh not only this, it gets better.
Next thing I know this or these people with a voice alterator asked me to meet them at the local mall. So the (?) Police told me to go along with it. I did my best to play along but it all seemed to be soooo strange, like I was in the twilight zone. So this person or persons told me to meet them at the local mall at a certain time. So the (?) Police asked me to meet them at a restaurant before going to the mall to "wire me". The police said not to worry that there would be three under cover officers all around me in the mall. After sitting in the designated spot I was supposed to sit in a woman comes walking up to me from the mall directory desk and says are you Kayla? I said yes. She goes well someone is on the phone for you at the desk over there. I walk up to the desk and pick up the phone. The voice on the other end asked me to unbutton the top of my dress, wow this was off the charts nuts, then the voice said that they knew I had set them up, that they knew cops were around and that they were going to get me. This investigation pretty much came to a dead end after this for the police and me. Needless to say i never got a call again from the voice changer machine.
Although shortly there after one more very dangerous phone call came in, it was the night of an attempted kidnapping on me. (My dad came over the night of this attempted kidnapping "unexpectedly"). My dad never came over to visit and I found his unexpected visit odd and suspicious right off the bat. My dad and my ex husband got into a conversation and at that point I decided that it was a nice night to take a walk and let them talk. I headed out to take a walk around the block, in my own neighborhood. I didn't make it even a quarter of a block before a blazer came roaring around the corner and headed right towards me, as if it was going to run me over and then it screeched to a stop just short of running me over. Some one had been watching and knew that I had left the house. They knew me. (They called me by name). They go hay xxxxx were going to FK you up! I stood there frozen not knowing what to do. They were saying horrible things, some I cannot repeat on here..like one thing that they had said was "were going to cut up your "private" parts with our knife. This is just one thing they were saying. I started to run towards a house when one of the guys jumped out of the blazer and started running towards me with a knife. I made it to a house and screamed for help while banging on the door with my life. A woman comes to the door and I didn't stop to say anything, I just jumped into her house and said call the police. She locked the door and called. In the mean time those two crazed guys in the blazer, shockingly, stayed right in front of her house, all the while screaming all kinds of things at me, not even caring if any of the other neighbors could hear them as well. They were like rabid mad dogs on a mission. Staying in front of this women's house had been a big mistake because here comes the cops flying around the corner, who in turn witnessed these two guys in action, yelling at me from their blazer. The two guys fled the police, as I watched in utter disbelief, a live high chase pursuit unfolding in front of me. The guys jumped their blazer over a large meridian, sparks flew and you could hear their blazer bottom out from bouncing down off the meridian during the start of the high pursuit chase with the police.
My story part 2
In the mean time while I am waiting at this woman's house I could hear the police cars sirens blazing through out that side of the city. The police sent a second squad car to the woman's home, got my statement and offered a ride home. When the police officer took me home my husband was sleeping and my dad was gone. The police officer stayed around to make sure I was ok for a while. I woke my husband up but he did not know that a police officer was sitting in our living room. I explained to him what had just happened looking for some comfort and he then goes " good! I wish they would have cut you up and FK you up the --ss!!!! The police officer then looks at me and asks "are you going to be ok here, now I am concerned for you here too"!!!! I told him to just go ahead that I will take my two daughters and go somewhere else. The two men eventually got caught, arrested and were about to get prosecuted. Once I found out whom these guys were, I was even more shocked! I did not know them, had never met them but they lived only 6 houses down from me. They could clearly see my home from their home. Not only that but their family owned the most popular grocery chain stores though out my state. They had money. I gave it a lot of thought and decided to get a lawyer and pursued a lawsuit against them so that I could move away, far from them and this experience. I won the law suit and moved.
After moving, my father told me that the night of the attempted kidnapping, that before he left my house that a guy called and my ex-husband was in the bathroom at the time so he answered the phone ringing at my house. The caller said in a hurried voice "Get the hell out of there, your messing up the whole plan". What plan? Sometime within the time frame before moving away and after the attempted kidnapping my ex husband on several occasions stated to me that he had "tried some kind of experiment on me but that the experiment had failed". He had also asked me several times "are you interested in having powers"? When I had asked him what he meant he'd go "you know dark powers" as if I was supposed to know what he was talking about. I found out later that he had got initiated into the "Devils Disciples" biker gang out of Detroit. Through out of my years of personal investigating I do not believe the D.D.'s have anything to do with this...it goes higher than that, much, much higher and my ex husband somehow is tied up in it. I do believe he is the one that got me initially stalked and caused all this trouble for me and my children but "he was sent to me by someone else" to begin with to mess with me and this unknown person or persons who sent him, still remains a mystery .
I have sound reason to believe that my ex husband had and has some part in a porno, sex slave trade ring and or pedophile ring. It is verified that he was in a drug ring ( a law enforcement investigator told me he was in a drug ring) which along with drugs sometimes comes porn or pedophilia of some sort or on some level. Now before I moved more phone calls came in again, short ones letting me know that my name was on the walls of some sex shop, porn store/show place downtown. They kept calling me telling me my name and phone number was on the walls there. I get in my car, drive there and walk in telling the manager about my phone calls and that I wanted to see if it was true that my name was on these smut walls. Sure enough they were, my name in full print on the show room walls. I had enough of all the craziness and we moved north to a small town, thinking I'd get away from it all. Now back then I had not an incline that my ex had a part of all this until many years later, when I had "put it all together".
So it followed "me" , not my ex, why? I was attacked not him, why? He was not mad or disturbed by it, why? In fact he never said any response to my distress, why? He had asked me to get life insurance on me 7 times but "not" him, why? He started pushing to get life insurance on our children but "never, never him", why? Never once did he ever bring up getting life insurance on himself, never once. He just kept pushing me and our daughters to get life insurance on ourselves. Why? The answer is obvious to even a child's level of understanding.
So we finally moved. When we got to our new place to live he looked right at me and said "just so you know if you don't watch out "I will ruin things for you here.....too!) that's when I started thinking about what he had just said, about the past happenings and what truly low acts he was capable of. I thought he'd ruin things for me here too, in the new city we had moved to. Yeah, now I understood that he had deliberately destroyed my life. He snow balls things for the hell of it, just for fun because he is an abusive, controlling type and not to mention his main driving motive... money, a hire for hit money.
One night after he had some drinks, he slipped up, just once and told me that he was worried that some of the "dealers" that he had dealt drugs with went down (got caught and sent to prison) and he had been worried that they would think he was the rat, the nark. I was shocked yet again, as being in a state of shock since meeting him had become common place in my life. I had thought we were living a normal life. I asked him what was going on and he was evasive but stated it hadn't been him who had narked but that it had been his cousin Jacklin that handed over the marked money! People who got too close to my ex, were always caught up in some type or form of trouble, drama and utter destruction.
I do not fear disclosing this any of this because for one I had absolutely nothing to do with any of his affairs and I had never looked for, sought out or lived my life in disarray as he had. After everything my daughters and myself have went through because of him and the original perpetrators who sent him to begin with, we had lived to tell this story and it would be such a waste if we do not get this truth out. Now, let it be his turn..let the people he jacked know the truth, let the enemies know that my ex husband and his family are the ones they should be going after, not some innocent children and a mom who knows nothing of these matters.
So somehow, I am this normal person, thinking I was living a normal life, so I thought and these people and my ex somehow get me involved in their crazy life. He had been living a double life, unknown to me and I was now, too scared to leave him at this point because it sure sounded like his "whole family" was involved in snitching. His families campaign against me, to discredit me, began. All of a sudden I don't know what I am talking about, I am crazy, shes nuts, ect...just like his whole family said about "all" their boys ex girlfriends, they were "all" crazy. I knew then I was in "big trouble". I had to play dumb for a while.
It sickened me over the years when I saw my ex take down and destroy every employer/company he ever worked for. Every single last one of them. He destroyed one family owned business that had been in business for 100 plus years. They ran their business strictly out of family tradition to keep the family name and business going. They were prideful of servicing the community with real milk in original glass milk containers that their grandfathers had before them. They made no profits from running this business. My ex called me up one day while working for this family owned company and told me he did not like their trucks, so he, as he stated to me, "stopped the heap of junk in the middle of the highway and parked it there", blocking the flow of traffic, for the best affect and even left it running, while he went to a pay phone and turned them in to the department of transportation. The companies that he could not get any thing on, he just simply screwed them over in other ways. I watched him deliberately destroy yet a different companies plow truck transmission and he "stole" a different companies truck for the weekend to go to a "mud bog". Well just happened that one of the companies owners relatives saw my ex there with the stolen truck and instead of calling the police I guess they wanted to show him a good old fashioned red neck payback and ended up tying his ankle to their truck bumper and dragged him behind it for quite some distance, I had heard. So sorry ex.
I suspect he found this exciting. He continually sought out more stimulating ways and took larger risk taking acts to give him adrenaline rushes. The problems followed me because he followed along with me when we moved. In this new small town he caused a lot of trouble by screwing over all his employers and dealing drugs again without my knowledge. At one point, we had 6 State cop cars sitting along side our property "just watching". I was not aware of why they had been sitting there watching until after my divorce. I kept wondering why we had trouble "everywhere" we went. So we moved again. After seeing how he screwed anyone and everyone over I could not bring myself to leave just yet, I did not want to be next.
Now the next town we moved to is a different story. He pulled all his cards out this time around and stepped us into the "twilight zone". This was Houghton Lake Michigan. Now this next move here is a book all its own. What happened there is still not all uncovered and I do not care to uncover any more than I know now. I have moved on.
Funny how just one person can start a "nuclear war", pit everyone against each other and...then.. enjoy it. Drugs, sex, fun and causing upheavals and destruction where ever he went, was the name of his game. He dealt drugs in this new town we moved too without my knowledge, crack cocaine to be exact, I had heard after my divorce. The same weirdness started again in the new town and when I went to the police dept complaining of harassment from neighbors, people running me and my children off the road and an off duty cop coming to my home threatening me, I had found out a few things that I did not expect to find out. Comes to find out the law already knew about what was going on before I did. A State police investigator told me that my ex's drug users were the ones harassing me including (our children too) in this new town. Blocked in by gang banger cars, threatened to be killed if I didn't shut my mouth ect...I found out what was going on 6 months before I let onto to my ex that I knew all this from the investigator. So I played dumb and got a micro voice recorder. I would deliberately come home and complain to him that this just happened to me and the children or this just happened to us and he'd just sit there staring straight at the t.v. acting dumb and would not respond back...because he did not care..because "he had a plan"...no response what so ever..in fact there was a smirk on his face..."living with the enemy" was an understatement.
Within this time frame I had "caught him putting unknown substances into my food and drinks". (He admitted to me that he had done so) but that it was supposedly an antacid one time, one time it was an antibiotic, one time it was a sleeping pill, one time it was.....it was different story each time I caught him putting these unknown substances in my food and drinks. I'd say this soup tasted funny or my pop tasted funny and then he'd say yeah I put this or that in your drink or food. Now as far as the law goes, I believe that it is a "Felony" to put "unknown" substances into another persons food or drinks. Then on out, I had to watch all my drinks and food around him until I could file for divorce, which was in the works as well as getting everything I could on him. I had been wondering "why" I was feeling groggy in the mornings like I had been drugged. I still don't know what exactly he was administering to me. Though 2 months before I finally got my divorce papers put together he told me that when I was "passed out" that he had watched me get "screwed" by like 15 guys without my knowledge and that he "knew" all their names. How could that be? Only our children, him and myself had lived in the home and no one had been visiting our home or around our house. How could have this have happened?? GBH? Sleeping pills? So that he could pimp me out for drugs or money? Sure sounds this way doesn't it? Well come to find out at 32 yrs old he was providing drugs to and having sex to 16 year old's and even under that age from what I had heard later on. He admitted the 16 year old after our divorce. One of the girls that was 16 yrs old and her friends had been only one of many that were harassing me and my children. One of this 16 year old girls friends told me that when I was gone to work or away that she would break into my home go through my things and belongings. My neighbors were also telling me that after I had gone to sleep that they had seen many people hanging out in my back yard around 3 to 4am in the morning. So my ex would wait until I fell asleep or he had "put me to sleep" to do his drugs and sex right under my nose in our yard. Which later after my divorce he admitted to having sex in our yard after I was passed out or drugged.
My ex ended up marrying one of my harassers mothers! One of the drug users that harassed me and my children, it is his mother that is now married to my ex. Apparently they were all in on it to run me and my children out of that town or possibly to set up my murder. I later had found out that his new wife and her harasser son lived only two houses down from our home when I had been married and I might add, during the time when me and my children were getting terrorized.
During this 6 month time frame my Uncle Ron was mysteriously murdered one hour south of us in another city. They had an open murder case on him for over a year and finally closed it. Before my Uncle Ron's murder, my uncle had been inquiring about my "situation". He kept asking me what was going on, what was my husband up to? I kept telling him it was alright, not to worry I could handle things. He was pretty pissed about what he was hearing and what was happening to me and my children up there in that small town. I told him not to worry. My Uncle Ron was an ex Navy officer, member of the Scottish Rite and guns trade dealer. It was not in his nature to over look problems happening to his family members. Apparently my uncle had dug a little too far into what was going on in my life. His wife told me at the hospital hours before he died that "if it hadn't been for my ex husband he wouldn't be dead now". I did not know what exactly she had been referring to or the extent of it all then.
Everyone kept skirt-ailing telling me the whole truth. I had to dig, investigate and pay money to people to finally find out much of the truth involving all of this. In the mean time, during this six month period I had to secretly wait to get my divorce, my ex kept telling me that he knew where I had been during the day (while he was at work.) He'd come home and tell me someone I know saw you here or there and he'd also tell me what I had said in my own home. Now I was thinking how the heck would he know this or that? He surveillanced me obviously.
My Story Part 4
Internal affairs??
I had come to find out that two D. Twp policemen in this town were dirty too. So I've heard last that Internal affairs came into this town after a very lengthy investigation and prosecuted the 2 dirty cops back in the year 2000. This had happened right around my divorce proceedings. Someone had been paying attention to the things that were going on in that town. I knew they were dirty but yeah I could not prove it. One year before they were caught, these same two cops went out of their way to pull me over twice for no reason. After they pulled me over for no reason, did a search and then let me go they pulled away and down the next side street on the right. I started driving slowly past the street they had just turned down and saw those cops talking to my ex's 16 year old girlfriend he was messing around with at that time..her car and the cops car were window to window, I watched them talk, minutes after pulling me over. They did not expect me to see this nor did my ex husband know that I knew she and her friends were the ones behind me and my daughters harassment at that time.
my story part 5
There are many events that have been left out but as I've stated I have to leave out many because I would be then writing a book. I am pointing out the "highlights" of all the hundreds upon hundreds of episodes but which all lead up to more advanced organized stalking I will write about in upcoming parts of my story.
My brother that had came up to live with us for a while, got ran over by a car on purpose,that had been drove by two guys from Lansing, MI . From the information I got, my brothers attempted murder was premeditated and payed for. He was invited to a party and at this party they waited until he stepped into the road and came barreling around the corner straight at him and gunned the gas, driving right over his body, not once but twice. After they ran him over they then backed up and ran him over again backwards with their car, the second time crushed part of his skull. He wandered off on foot still able to walk and asked someone to call the police. The Michigan State Police then stopped on the side of the road and asked him if he wanted to go to the emergency room. From the story my brother tells me he then got into the State Police car, taking him down a dark country side road and told him to get out. They set him up, dumped him off and left him for dead, only then as they started to leave they told him "too bad". This particular situation was not directly involved with my situation but did involved the "same" individuals that had been harassing me too. Pretty much it was "all" tied in. I still have his pictures of his destroyed face and head after being ran over in my safety deposit box.
I got an email from james lico last night, i was just one of the people he sent it to. He claimed I was a perp roommate he had! what a joke! I thought about sending a long, rambling explanation to everyone he mailed it to, then decided I have thought about him enough. He was another in a long line of bad mistakes. One I won't make again.
its finaly come down to murder these past few years have been an absolute nightmare ive seen my family destroyed every thing that is good in life has been taken from us starting with my dignity , my job ,my personal thoughts i havnt had a private moment in years i cant even go to the bathroom without harrassment and body manipulation it was impossible even to start a relationship with all the forced speech and mocking people through my mind watching every move i make ive started trying to get a lawyer ive sent warning,s of my intentions rio vista city hall and mountain home ar.water and sewer dept.the torture has taken a vicious toll on my health i have ruptured tendon sheaths from constant exposure and forced manipulation my heart is deformed from the forced speech and cancerous feeling they keep on my chest my blood presssure has been artificialy elevated for years ive had my life threatened repeatedly and forced to watch my family suffer at there hands we are on the verge of being put in the street these people have kept me from achieving anything having to rely on there scraps my ex wife has a severe disability wich keeps her in constant pain she can hardly walk yet she is also tortured mercilessly this time they there finaly ready to take my life and make it look like an accident and left me nowhere to turn ive tried contacting the police ,fbi,fcc,government offices i have never received one response if you no longer hear from me please try and use my information to prosecute the people i have mentioned the signs of electronic manipulation are unmistakeable on internal organs
May prove to be crucial info.
Whats the point in me listening to the same music when these people have exploited and insulted me about every type of song and every music genre I listen to. Whats the point in me dressing goth when everyone knows my business. Whats the point in continuing, living a life that has been exploited at every angle and completely trashed. Everything is pointless. Whats the point?
I have been researching gang stalking for three years now, in an effort to make sense of the bizarre events that have unfolded over a 60 year span in our family. I have so far tracked my families history back to when, where and why I believe our family had been targeted to begin with, a theory but a good one. My grandfather (we will call him Jim) had been Dr. Robert Hutchings Goddard assistant at the Naval Engineering Experiment Station at Annapolis, Maryland in the early 1940's. Dr. Goddard, a Ph.D physics graduate from Clark University, going on to become the worlds founder and pioneer of the United States rocketry science, had opened up the door to future space exploration and to modern aerospace industry. Goddard worked for 12 years in Roswell, New Mexico, in secrecy and in seclusion I might add and as I am sure you can surmise, just as I can, what science they had been working on there. "The Goddard Space Flight Center, a NASA facility in Maryland, was established in 1959. The crater Goddard on the Moon is also named in his honor.[99] Source; http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Robert_H._Goddard
My grandfather moved on from Navel engineering to General Motors Corp. He continued to design and invent but for G.M., becoming one of their most influential and recognized employee's for his designs. Jim's son, my father, inherited his dad's intelligence and creativity, going on to become an inventor himself. Years later after my dad died, 2010, is only when I found out from a family relative that my dad had invented directly for NASA. I had known he had invented 4 energy related inventions and had seen his drafting pictures of the designs but was in the dark about his secret ties to NASA. I should also note that my dad was an activist, who had also belonged to green peace as well as many other, unknown to me, groups. Growing up watching my dad suffer from being tormented by unknown "who's" following him and doing your typical gang stalking tactics, had been very sad for me. I saw it, our whole entire family saw and witnesses it. At first when I was a child, say around 9 or 10, I had really thought from a child's perspective that my dad was in fact just crazy but as I grew older I actually payed attention and to my amazement there was something really going on and what was going on around us was truly scary. Now I am the one in my dads shoes, trying to explain this to my own daughters who probably think I am crazy now. It is like now I know what my dad had felt when those around him doubted him. Who ever really is behind organized stalking tactics had, in later years, successfully isolated and confined him to his own home, as a prisoner. Since I had witnessed these events unfold since early childhood (early 70's), I have a very unique perspective on the gang stalking scene, not to mention that I am a living witness that gang stalking has indeed "been going on a lot longer than most people know".
~Egyptarian~
Ive been Stalked, harassed, attacked, terrorized and much more over the past 18 years by numerous individuals. All of my incidents have been documented with the local authorities, witnessed by neighbors, friends and family members. So really no one can say to me that "it did not happen" because I have witnesses and police reports to all my incidents. Not only this but I have a clean criminal record and I am still "creditable" and have not been discredited yet...this is good for you the reader, the victim because the more "creditable" people speaking out, the better!
My Story part 1....
My life had been normal before I met my ex husband. Within a month of dating and moving my ex-husband into my home is when the death threat phone calls started coming in. I was 21 years old. (Later, many years later I had put the pieces together and came to the realization that my ex husband was indeed "sent to me" ) The man's voice on the other end of the line was an older man probably in his forties by the sound of his voice which scared me even more because he was an adult. He addressed me by name. He he knew me. Someone told him about me but who? I had no enemies at that time, none. He kept calling and calling threatening to kill me and that he was in fact going to make sure he killed me. Well on this note I sold my home my grandfather had bought for me and moved to a new location, changed my number and made it unlisted.
Within a month more death threat phone calls came in. This time a new voice was on the other end of the phone. A younger voice but with the same I am going to kill you line. Then one day a new voice was on the line and this man says " I am one of your neighbors and if you don't tell me right now what kind of underwear you are wearing I am going to come down to your house right now and blow your brains out with the loaded gun i have on my lap "before the police can even get to your house"! He then proceeds to say "if I were you I wouldn't call the police because I will "know" if you do and they wont get here in time to save you." Well by this time I was hysterical and hyperventilating. He also told me if I hung up on him that he'd be down there in a minute to kill me. So I dropped the phone and ran to the kitchen to think and breath. I first locked all the doors and windows and then hung up to call the police. This is all documented.
After this, a new set of phone calls started to come in. These ones, someone had used what is called a "voice alteration device". They used this machine to alter their voice. The voice sounded electronic. I could not tell if it was a woman's or mans voice. This time I went down to the (?) Police dept instead of the Sheriffs. What happened next I would have never guessed. An investigator came up to me and asked me to step into his office. He proceeded to tell me that his department has been investigating these persons making phone calls with these voice alterations for 13 years! The next thing I know is that the Police are coming into my home and wiring my home phone! Oh not only this, it gets better.
Next thing I know this or these people with a voice alterator asked me to meet them at the local mall. So the (?) Police told me to go along with it. I did my best to play along but it all seemed to be soooo strange, like I was in the twilight zone. So this person or persons told me to meet them at the local mall at a certain time. So the (?) Police asked me to meet them at a restaurant before going to the mall to "wire me". The police said not to worry that there would be three under cover officers all around me in the mall. After sitting in the designated spot I was supposed to sit in a woman comes walking up to me from the mall directory desk and says are you Kayla? I said yes. She goes well someone is on the phone for you at the desk over there. I walk up to the desk and pick up the phone. The voice on the other end asked me to unbutton the top of my dress, wow this was off the charts nuts, then the voice said that they knew I had set them up, that they knew cops were around and that they were going to get me. This investigation pretty much came to a dead end after this for the police and me. Needless to say i never got a call again from the voice changer machine.
Although shortly there after one more very dangerous phone call came in, it was the night of an attempted kidnapping on me. (My dad came over the night of this attempted kidnapping "unexpectedly"). My dad never came over to visit and I found his unexpected visit odd and suspicious) My dad and my ex husband got into a conversation and at that point I decided that it was a nice night to take a walk and let them talk. I headed out to take a walk around the block, in my own neighborhood. I didn't make it even a quarter of a block before a blazer came roaring around the corner and headed right towards me, as if it was going to run me over and then it screeched to a stop just short of running me over. Some one had been watching and knew that I had left the house. They knew me. (They called me by name). They go hay xxxxx were going to FK you up! I stood there frozen not knowing what to do. They were saying horrible things, some I cannot repeat on here..like one thing that they had said was "were going to cut up your "private" parts with our knife. This is just one thing they were saying. I started to run towards a house when one of the guys jumped out of the blazer and started running towards me with a knife. I made it to a house and screamed for help while banging on the door with my life. A woman comes to the door and I didn't stop to say anything, I just jumped into her house and said call the police. She locked the door and called. In the mean time those two crazed guys in the blazer, shockingly, stayed right in front of her house, all the while screaming all kinds of things at me, not even caring if any of the other neighbors could hear them as well. They were like rabid mad dogs on a mission. Staying in front of this women's house had been a big mistake because here comes the cops flying around the corner, who in turn witnessed these two guys in action, yelling at me from their blazer. The two guys fled the police, as I watched in utter disbelief, a live high chase pursuit unfolding in front of me. The guys jumped their blazer over a large meridian, sparks flew and you could hear their blazer bottom out from bouncing down off the meridian during the start of the high pursuit chase with the police.
My story part 2
In the mean time while I am waiting at this woman's house I could hear the police cars sirens blazing through out that side of the city. The police sent a second squad car to the woman's home, got my statement and offered a ride home. When the police officer took me home my husband was sleeping and my dad was gone. The police officer stayed around to make sure i was ok for a while. I woke my husband up but he did not know that a police officer was sitting in our living room. I explained to him what had just happened looking for some comfort and he then goes " good! I wish they would have cut you up and FK you up the --ss!!!! The police officer then looks at me and asks "are you going to be ok here, now I am concerned for you here too"!!!! I told him to just go ahead that i will take my two daughters and go somewhere else. The two men eventually got caught, arrested and were about to get prosecuted. Once I found out whom these guys were, I was even more shocked! I did not know them, had never met them but they lived only 6 houses down from me. They could clearly see my home from their home. Not only that but their family owned the most popular grocery chain stores though out my state. They had money. I gave it a lot of thought and decided to get a lawyer and pursued a lawsuit against them so that I could move away, far from them and this experience. I won the law suit and moved.
After moving, my father told me that the night of the attempted kidnapping, that before he left my house that a guy called and my ex-husband was in the bathroom at the time so he answered the phone ringing at my house. The caller said in a hurried voice "Get the hell out of there, your messing up the whole plan". What plan?? Sometime within the time frame before moving away and after the attempted kidnapping my ex husband on several occasions stated to me that he had "tried some kind of experiment on me but that the experiment had failed". He had also asked me several times "are you interested in having powers"? When I had asked him what he meant he'd go "you know dark powers" as if I was supposed to know what he was talking about. I found out later that he had got initiated into the "Devils Disciples" biker gang out of Detroit. Through out of my years of investigating I do not believe the D.D.'s have anything to do with this...it goes higher than that, much, much higher and my ex husband somehow is tied up in it. I do believe he is the one that got me initially stalked and caused all this trouble for me and my children but "he was sent to me by someone else" to begin with to mess with me and this unknown person or persons who sent him, still remains a mystery .
I have sound reason to believe that my ex husband had and has some part in a porno, sex slave trade ring and or pedophile ring. It is verified that he was in a drug ring ( a law enforcement investigator told me he was in a drug ring) which along with drugs sometimes comes porn or pedophilia of some sort or on some level. Now before I moved more phone calls came in again, short ones letting me know that my name was on the walls of some sex shop, porn store/show place downtown. They kept calling me telling me my name and phone number was on the walls there. I get in my car, drive there and walk in telling the manager about my phone calls and that I wanted to see if it was true that my name was on these smut walls. Sure enough they were, my name in full print on the show room walls. I had enough of all the craziness and we moved north to a small town, thinking I'd get away from it all. Now back then I had not an incline that my ex had a part of all this until many years later, when I had "put it all together".
So it followed "me" , not my ex, why? I was attacked not him, why? He was not mad or disturbed by it, why? In fact he never said any response to my distress, why? He had asked me to get life insurance on me 7 times but "not" him, why? He started pushing to get life insurance on our children but "never, never him", why? Never once did he ever bring up getting life insurance on himself, never once. He just kept pushing me and our daughters to get life insurance on ourselves. Why? The answer is obvious to even a child's level of understanding.
So we finally moved. When we got to our new place to live he looked right at me and said "just so you know if you don't watch out "I will ruin things for you here.....too!) that's when I started thinking about what he had just said, about the past happenings and what truly low acts he was capable of. I thought he'd ruin things for me here too, in the new city we had moved to. Yeah, now I understood that he had deliberately destroyed my life. He snow balls things for the hell of it, just for fun because he is an abusive, controlling type and not to mention his main driving motive... money, a hire for hit money.
One night after he had some drinks, he slipped up, just once and told me that he was worried that some of the "dealers" that he had dealt drugs with went down (got caught and sent to prison) and he had been worried that they would think he was the rat, the nark. I was shocked yet again, as being in a state of shock since meeting him had become common place in my life. I had thought we were living a normal life. I asked him what was going on and he was evasive but stated it hadn't been him who had narked but that it had been his cousin Jacklin that handed over the marked money! People who got too close to my ex, were always caught up in some type or form of trouble, drama and utter destruction.
I do not fear disclosing this any of this because for one I had absolutely nothing to do with any of his affairs and I had never looked for, sought out or lived my life in disarray as he had. After everything my daughters and myself have went through because of him and the original perpetrators who sent him to begin with, we had lived to tell this story and it would be such a waste if we do not get this truth out. Now, let it be his turn..let the people he jacked know the truth, let the enemies know that my ex husband and his family are the ones they should be going after, not some innocent children and a mom who knows nothing of these matters.
So somehow, I am this normal person, thinking I was living a normal life and these people and my ex somehow get me involved in their crazy life. He had been living a double life, unknown to me and I was now, too scared to leave him at this point because it sure sounded like his "whole family" was involved in snitching. His families campaign against me, to discredit me, began. All of a sudden I don't know what I am talking about, I am crazy, shes nuts, ect...just like his whole family said about "all" their boys ex girlfriends, they were "all" crazy. I knew then I was in "big trouble". I had to play dumb for a while.
It sure made me sickened over the years when I saw my ex " take down" every employer he ever worked for. Every single last one of them. He destroyed one family owned business that had been in business for 100 plus years. They ran their business strictly out of family tradition to keep the family name and business going. They were prideful of servicing the community with real milk in original glass containers that their grandfathers before them had. They made no profits from running this business. My ex called me up one day while working for this family owned company and told me he did not like their trucks, so he stopped the heap of junk in the middle of the highway and parked it there, blocking the flow of traffic, "for the best affect" and even left it running, while he went to a pay phone and turned them in to the department of transportation. The companies that he could not get any thing on, he just simply screwed them over in other ways. I watched him deliberately destroy yet a different companies plow truck transmission and he "stole" a different companies truck for the weekend to go to a "mud bog". Well just happened that one of the companies owners relatives saw my ex there with the stolen truck and instead of calling the police I guess they wanted to show him a good old fashioned red neck payback and ended up tying his ankle to their truck bumper and dragged him behind it for quite some distance, I had heard. So sorry ex.
I suspect he found this exciting. He continually sought out more stimulating ways and took larger risk taking to give him adrenaline rushes. The problems followed me because "he followed along with me" when we moved. In this new small town he caused a lot of trouble by screwing over all his employers and dealing drugs again without my knowledge. At one point, we had 6 State cop cars sitting along side our property "just watching". I was not aware of why they had been sitting there watching until after my divorce. I kept wondering why we had trouble "everywhere" we went. So we moved again. After seeing how he screwed anyone and everyone over I could not bring myself to leave just yet, I did not want to be next.
Now the next town we moved to is a different story. He pulled all his cards out this time around and stepped us into the "twilight zone". This was Houghton Lake Michigan. Now this next move here is a book all its own. What happened there is still not all uncovered and I do not care to uncover any more than I know now. I have moved on.
Funny how just one person can start a "nuclear war" and pit everyone against each other, confuse them and then destroy them...then.. enjoy it. Drugs, sex, fun and causing upheavals were the name of his game. He dealt drugs in this new town we moved too without my knowledge, crack cocaine to be exact, I had heard after my divorce. The same weirdness started again in the new town and when I went to the police dept complaining of harassment from neighbors, people running me and my children off the road and an off duty cop coming to my home threatening me, I had found out a few things that I did not expect to find out. Comes to find out the law already knew about what was going on before I did. A State police investigator told me that my ex's drug users were the ones harassing me including (our children too) in this new town. Blocked in by gang banger cars, threatened to be killed if I didn't shut my mouth ect...I found out what was going on 6 months before I let onto to my ex that I knew all this from the investigator. So I played dumb and got a micro voice recorder. I would deliberately come home and complain to him that this just happened to me and the children or this just happened to us and he'd just sit there staring straight at the t.v. acting dumb and would not respond back...because he did not care..because "he had a plan"...no response what so ever..in fact there was a smirk on his face..."living with the enemy" was an understatement.
Within this time frame I had "caught him putting unknown substances into my food and drinks". (He admitted to me that he had done so) but that it was supposedly an antacid one time, one time it was an antibiotic, one time it was a sleeping pill, one time it was.....it was different story each time I caught him putting these unknown substances in my food and drinks. I'd say this soup tasted funny or my pop tasted funny and then he'd say yeah I put this or that in your drink or food. Now as far as the law goes, I believe that it is a "Felony" to put "unknown" substances into another persons food or drinks. Then on out, I had to watch all my drinks and food around him until I could file for divorce, which was in the works as well as getting everything I could on him. I had been wondering "why" I was feeling groggy in the mornings like I had been drugged. I still don't know what exactly he was administering to me. Though 2 months before I finally got my divorce papers put together he told me that when I was "passed out" that he had watched me get "screwed" by like 15 guys without my knowledge and that he "knew" all their names. How could that be? Only our children, him and myself had lived in the home and no one had been visiting our home or around our house. How could have this have happened?? GBH? Sleeping pills? So that he could pimp me out for drugs or money? Sure sounds this way doesn't it? Well come to find out at 32 yrs old he was providing drugs to and having sex to 16 year old's and even under that age from what I had heard later on. He admitted the 16 year old after our divorce. One of the girls that was 16 yrs old and her friends had been only one of many that were harassing me and my children. One of this 16 year old girls friends told me that when I was gone to work or away that she would break into my home go through my things and belongings. My neighbors were also telling me that after I had gone to sleep that they had seen many people hanging out in my back yard around 3 to 4am in the morning. So my ex would wait until I fell asleep or he had "put me to sleep" to do his drugs and sex right under my nose in our yard. Which later after my divorce he admitted to having sex in our yard after I was passed out or drugged.
My ex ended up marrying one of my harassers mothers! One of the drug users that harassed me and my children, it is his mother that is now married to my ex. Apparently they were all in on it to run me and my children out of that town or possibly to set up my murder. I later had found out that his new wife and her harasser son lived only two houses down from our home when I had been married and I might add, during the time when me and my children were getting terrorized.
During this 6 month time frame my Uncle Ron was mysteriously murdered one hour south of us in another city. They had an open murder case on him for over a year and finally closed it. Before my Uncle Ron's murder, my uncle had been inquiring about my "situation". He kept asking me what was going on, what was my husband up to? I kept telling him it was alright, not to worry I could handle things. He was pretty pissed about what he was hearing and what was happening to me and my children up there in that small town. I told him not to worry. My Uncle Ron was an ex Navy officer, member of the Scottish Rite and guns trade dealer. It was not in his nature to over look problems happening to his family members. Apparently my uncle had dug a little too far into what was going on in my life. His wife told me at the hospital hours before he died that "if it hadn't been for my ex husband he wouldn't be dead now". I did not know what exactly she had been referring to or the extent of it all then.
Everyone kept skirt-ailing telling me the whole truth. I had to dig, investigate and pay money to people to finally find out much of the truth involving all of this. In the mean time, during this six month period I had to secretly wait to get my divorce, my ex kept telling me that he knew where I had been during the day (while he was at work.) He'd come home and tell me someone I know saw you here or there and he'd also tell me what I had said in my own home. Now I was thinking how the heck would he know this or that? He surveillanced me obviously.
My Story Part 4
Internal affairs??
I had come to find out that two D. Twp policemen were dirty too. So I've heard last Internal affairs came into this town after a very lengthy investigation and prosecuted the 2 dirty cops back in the year 2000. This had happened right around my divorce proceedings. Someone had been paying attention to the things that were going on in that town. I knew they were dirty but yeah I could not prove it. One year before they were caught, these same two cops went out of their way to pull me over twice for no reason. After they pulled me over for no reason, did a search and then let me go they pulled away and down the next side street on the right. I started driving slowly past the street they had just turned down and saw those cops talking to my ex's 16 year old girlfriend he was messing around with at that time..her car and the cops car were window to window, I watched them talk, minutes after pulling me over. They did not expect me to see this nor did my ex husband know that I knew she and her friends were the ones behind me and my daughters harassment at that time.
my story part 5
There are many events that have been left out but as I've stated I have to leave out many because I would be then writing a book. I am pointing out the "highlights" of all the hundreds upon hundreds of episodes but which all lead up to more advanced organized stalking I will write about in upcoming parts of my story.
My brother that had came up to live with us for a while, got ran over by a car on purpose,that had been drove by two guys from Lansing, MI . From the information I got, my brothers attempted murder was premeditated and payed for. He was invited to a party and at this party they waited until he stepped into the road and came barreling around the corner straight at him and gunned the gas, driving right over his body, not once but twice. After they ran him over they then backed up and ran him over again backwards with their car, the second time crushed part of his skull. He wandered off on foot still able to walk and asked someone to call the police. The Michigan State Police then stopped on the side of the road and asked him if he wanted to go to the emergency room. From the story my brother tells me he then got into the State Police car, taking him down a dark country side road and told him to get out. They set him up, dumped him off and left him for dead, only then as they started to leave they told him "too bad". This particular situation was not directly involved with my situation but did involved the "same" individuals that had been harassing me too. Pretty much it was "all" tied in. I still have his pictures of his destroyed face and head after being ran over in my safety deposit box.
Over the next few weeks I have alot going on.My You Tube video of recording the Electronic Harassment under surveillance cameras will be on the internet.I will be making a follow up video using a RF detector on myself.I will be finding an attorney and hopefully having my and my daughters attackers arrested.I have a list of their names along with recorded evidence against them.The crimes range from Break ins to confessing to murder.The latest activity in my life is that my attackers claim they've made my daughter a prostitute,and one claims to have raped her himself.Yesterday I decided to go check out a white van thats been setting by my home for three months.Today it's gone.A couple of days ago a man pulled up beside me in a parking lot,told me i'm going to hell and he's gonna kill my daughter and "my entire family tree." The V2K attacks have also got alot worse,as i expected they would.I am of complete sound mind when I say that with the increased threats to myself and daughter,if I cant get anything done legally,I will be purchasing a tactical 12 gauge,and hunting my attackers down.My only regret is if I get stopped before I get them all.I will never break or go insane, or compromise with them.I know this will be used against me so I ask of the jury to look past what i've done,and focus on why I did it.I have gone to the FBI,The State Police internal investigator(Patricia Kennedy),and a Public Intelligence officer with The Department of Homeland Security (Corey Beauman)for help,nobody has done anything,the attacks have been constant for almost six years.I realize by saying what i've said that I can be arrested for being a threat to others.Getting in front of a judge and public attention to this situation is a fine idea.I am of no threat to anyone,other than my attackers.Since the plan with V2K is to make the target commit suicide,and with all the times I have recorded the murder threats,along with the threats to my daughter,I hope everyone will understand.Until then,my message to all other TIs is to smile and laugh as much as you can.Things will get better for you. -(TI)Don
http://www.activistpost.com/2012/08/hacking-human-brain-researchers.html
In the last 5 months the DEW attack has been the strongest in a long while, it is also the reason I search the internet for information, and come across the term gang stalking.
The reason for the attacks? You may ask, it is because I have started to go out more and getting more active. These perps cannot have me interact with other people that is not in their circle, otherwise their lies behind my back will fall apart. They simply has to continue their isolation campaign.
In some cases they will even use the tactics of "If you are not with me, you are against me" to threaten people not too tell me anything. That is one of the reason why I still don't know why they are harassing me. Even if someone is speaking out about it, I would never get to hear it. The culture of silence runs deep in this part of the world.
Even simply taking a walk in the park they will have people ready for me there to burn me with DEW. Sounds unbelievable for most people but in Northern Ireland it is not uncommon.
I do feel that one of the reason the lies flys so well is due to some racist element encouraging their action. Some people will believe anything when it is told by people in their community. The environment encourage the growth of sociopath that will manipulate their community to do their bidding.
This is just some rant, but I am sure parts of it applies to other TIs as well.
I wanted to become a goth but thanks to the gossip my life is ruined. These people have been gossiping about my personal life and about me wanting to become a goth. Everyone knows about my life, including all of the people from my past who know me. According to my perps, I am not goth. They have said stuff like "he ain't goth", "he's a fake goth", or "he's ain't no goth". I still want to become a goth, but at the same time I think to myself whats the point of me becoming a goth when your told the same thing by a whole bunch of people that your not goth and also whats the point of me becoming a goth when a bunch of rumors and gossip are spread around about me wanting to become a goth? Back in November of last year I was at the hospital. While I was at the hospital I got harassed. One night at the hospital one of my perps who was at the hospital was having a conversation with another perp about my personal life. He told the other perp that I'm not goth and that I could dress normal or dress goth and that there would be no difference because I'm a fake bitch. Another perp also had a conversation with the other two perps that were in the room with me and he said "he's not goth", "he doesn't get it", "its not registering in his head", and the other two perps knodded their heads in agreement with him. He said this while having a grin on his face.
This article is found at Wired. Please read entire article there:
http://www.wired.com/threatlevel/2012/08/warrantless-gps-phone-tracking/
A federal appeals court on Wednesday said the authorities do not need a probable-cause warrant to track a suspect’s every move via GPS signals from a suspect’s mobile phone.
The 6th U.S. Circuit Court of Appeals, ruling 2-1, upheld a 20-year term for a drug courier nabbed with 1,100 pounds of marijuana in a motorhome camper the authorities tracked via his mobile phone pinging cell towers from Arizona to a Texas truck stop.
The decision, a big boost for the government’s surveillance powers, comes as prosecutors are shifting their focus to warrantless cell-tower location tracking of suspects in the wake of a Supreme Court ruling in January sharply limiting the use of GPS vehicle trackers. The Supreme Court found law enforcement should acquire probable-cause warrants from judges to affix GPS devices to vehicles and monitor their every move.
The court of appeals ruling comes a month after a congressional inquiry found that law enforcement made 1.3 million requests for cellphone data last year alone while seeking out subscriber information like text messages, location data and calling records.
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