You really do not have any respect for boundaries, don't you?

You gloat because you again tried to pry?

You are crazy.

I will close this account and write elsewhere.

You can spy all you want and i'll accumulate all proofs that you are doing it, you freak!

today was highly exploited in that my perp forced me to converse with him all day. 2 friends with me pointed out that i was talking outloud to no one. this is highly embarassing. i cannot seem to keep the words in my head-he puts me in a sort of trance where i don't know i am talking outloud. now my friends think i have some sort of mental problems. he has kept me from going out in public. well its a weekend i suppose he was on dope again with his underage friends. they all laugh at what he is causing in me. sick all day-no appitite-why won't he let me live a normal life. i try to keep this quiet but it has became worse again

I wrote before about HPSS being a scam.  It got me thinking about another scam that I treid before HPSS.  Maybe you already know this, but I thought it might be worth posting to warn any other TIs who are considering this product.  I wore the Quwave day and night for one month with no change in v2k or any other symptoms.  The website said give it 10 days to two weeks for improvement.  It did nothing.

Indeed, Jesus is the ONLY way, the truth and the life.

...and now He's showing me the path.

God, how painful the track back may be, I know You are with me.

Thank you.

For everything, thank you.

An important (& increasing) aspect of my “delusional” experience with voice-to-skull technology wielding, dope slinging gangsters in the San Francisco T.L.  has been the endless death threats against me, & increasingly against anyone that I care about, or with whom I have shared information about this situation.   My intent is to create “web of awareness” so that should ANYTHING happen to any of these folks, immediate suspicion & intense investigative insight may be cast upon these criminals.

1^st of coarse, me.  Constant threats of brutalization, death & dismemberment.

2^nd.  My mother, 105 y/o grandmother, my adult daughter & all other living relatives from my hometown in Louisville, Ky.  One voice suggested that they burn down the house & make it look like some type of accident.

3^rd,  My SF Friends & associates at the Faithful Fools Street Ministry at 234 Hyde Street in San-Francisco, CA.  My “delusional” voices have threatened to torch the building, which is full time residence to 8 people-of-faith who are members of the street ministry, & out of which all of the ministries programs are operated.  Specific members of the fools mentioned by my delusional voices include:

Rev. Kay Jorgenson (ret.) - Former Social Justice Minister of the First Unitarian Universalist Congregation of San Francisco, CA & co-founder of the Faithful Fools

Sister Carmen Barsody of the Franciscan Sisters of Little Falls MN & co-founder of the Faithful Fools

Alex Darr - Youth Development Minister of the First Unitarian Universalist Congregation of SFCA & member of the Faithful Fools

Ed Bowers - Poet, Author & community servant & member of the Faithful Fools

4^th, My good friend Ariana Phillips, a homeless, drug addicted prostitute who knows the individual members of this group (& whom I have not seen for about 2 weeks at this writing, although that is not particularly unusual) & who has been directly threatened & harassed by them frequently in the past.

She recently recorded a statement with Rev. Jorgenson outlining their current criminal threats & harassment.

in this video this person states that members of a band are doing this to her. I think if they could have such technology so could a lot of other people or groups. To me it seems that this technology has proliferated into many wrong hands. The only thing I believe is universal about this is the communications network around the world and believe many different groups can tap into satellites etc and broadcast their signals somehow undetected through this communications network. example satellite phones can be used by anybody around the world. Also do any people here who get v2k see similarities between this persons technical explanations of this technology and your experiences. 

Che la mia maledizione possa esse causa e principio dei principi della vostra distuzione

Esseri perversi senza senso, che credevano di esser i più forti dell'Universo.

Meglio morire in piedi che vivere in ginocchio e sono 5 anni esatti che vivo in ginocchio.

Domenica 11 novembre 2007 - domenica 11 novembre 2012

To authorities who are monitoring this: a major perp at this very moment is controlling my PC since I came across da**ing evidence that will trace this harassment ( and  those of others, too) to him and his group.

I am trying to access one of his sites and initially I was able to, but different errors in accessing it are coming in succession (as soon as I resolve one , another appears). This is the best time to check who's connecting and messing up the access.

The person claims he's the one who coded the "dog and pony show" peer-to-peer connection.

Big thanks to those who mentioned this is mainly done to those whose family member works for defense contractors.

I researched on the defense company somebody in our family worked for and came across the blog site of the company owner's close relative.

First thing the reader will notice is the person's intro about people who  live their life like they are being watched 24/7. Then the links to sites mostly ARG-ish. Then the claim that he's the one who coded a dog-and-pony peer-to-peer program. Further reading will show the reader more content that's so typical of fan-fiction type of writing. 

There are some memories that, try as we might to ignore, will remind us of the people we used to be.

The children we once were.

The child the perps destroyed.

I miss the girl I once was.

...but some details I need to write lest I forget about them again.

Thank God I write about my dreams.

...because when i remember things like this I have proof that indeed I dreamed about details unknown to me before I KNEW about them.

Just found out that the person who appeared in one the few dreams I treasure is indeed in a band.

My perps tell me through both of my v2k and when I'm in public around them that I am going to jail and they say that I am going to be a faggot. Do your perps tell you through your v2k that you are going to jail or to prison? Also, do your perps say that you are going to jail or to prison when you are around them in public?

If you are under RNM attack
and hear voices in skull and your thoughts are read, go to deaf and dumb
school/institute when under attack. Stand beside deaf and tell the attacker in
your thought that he/she cannot hear, play voice in his/her head. Then stand
beside a dumb and tell the attacker in your thought that he/she cannot speak,
let me hear his/her wishes. This may humiliate RNM attacker and make him start
thinking and see the point. He may actually STOP. All the best!! Make this a
worldwide movement against Remote Neural Monitoring Technology attacks.

The purpose is to humiliate the RNM Technology provider and RNM Operator for their not able

to see good usage of such wonderful discovery.

http://remoteneuralmonitoringindia.blogspot.in/2011/11/remote-neural-monitoring-in-india.html

OPEN LETTER/APPEAL TO RNM VENDOR :
http://remoteneuralmonitoringindia.blogspot.in/2012/06/open-letterappeal-to-remote-neural.html

read from bottom to top

Blessings..

Few weeks ago, I saw an Albanian guy who was talking about studying computer programming with a Turkish woman. But he said that he wants to study Biology in Germany.

Today, a Russian pregnant woman asked me what I wanna do and if I want to study in Germany or not.  I said I wanna go back to Switzerland and I have IT degree already. Then she talked with the Albanian guy and he said he wanna study IT. The Russian woman said that she wants to study medicine but she needs mechanical engineering exam to pass in order to take master for her study. Later, another teacher who used to teach the class came and she asked the Albanian guy for help after the class. She needed someone to help computer set up and he is skilled for that. It seemed a typical gaslighting and showing off one's ability for the competition against the TI. Perps often do that and he never asked something like that before. I'm pretty sure that all the classmates are perps as there are not many people.

http://speedy.sh/w5X7f/Anastasia-and-Chris-Talking-Medizine-IT.WAV

Hi all,

I'm aware some of you know about the scam that is HPSS.  I am writing this to warn any TIs that are thinking about purchasing HPSS as a way out of their toment/v2k.  Firstly, Mellhedek's product doesn't work.  He told me to give it two weeks and I did, with no change in symptoms.  My v2k was still ever present, as in continuous, and there was no change to any other symptoms.  Mellhedek also claims to be able to see who your perpertrator is.  I only have one perpertator and Melhedek claimed I was being 'gang stalked'.  I also know who my perpetrator is and asked him to name who that is and he couldn't do it.. instead hiding behind the fact that he believed I was being gang stalked and proceeded to tell me that he knew better, and that there can be more than one person behind this kind of stalking.  Basically, Mellhedek is a scam artist and cannot be trusted.  His product is a load of bullshit and doesn't work, and then he claims to be able to see who the perp is and then can not not name or give you any idea of who it is.  It feel like you transfer your money to some guy in Brazil who is just scamming you.  I'll admit, I had my reservations and doubts when considering HPSS.  The very nature of how can this work stuck in my mind very clearly.  A human computer programme that somehow magically uploads on to the human body via chakra points made me doubtful and cynical.  But I was desperate at the time for some relief so I thought I'd give it a go.  There is no product is all I can say about HPSS.  It's just some low life TI in Brazil who is just trying to rip off the TI community.

... to ensure they win THEIR sick game.

She's rolling on the floor, in pain.

She's biting me. She only does this when we are both being attacked. She doesn't have control of her strength (I know this because when the attacks are strong, sometimes even when I hold a cabinet handle or a wall fixture, I'd be puzzled why it would be destroyed, taken off the wall).

She's crying, too angry.

Anger, that's what I noticed too about how these attacks affect me.  The pain's too intense, the anger too intense.

Friends,

as u know, I suffer with hearing “delusional” voices which I attribute to a gang of drug pushing, high tech Tenderloin thugs called “415”, led by a couple of particularly odious

criminals called “Blue” & “Lulu” the group having their h.q. around Minna alley & 6^th st. in the SOMA neighborhood.  I refer to this as my “delusion” because after 8 years of being victimized by these deadbeats as a “Targeted Individual” I recognize many of their members, yet there has been no direct physical contact.  This kind of threat based harassment is a traditional aspect of the “Gang Stalking” routine which has spread around the country over the past several years, using microwave based “voice-to-skull” technology developed in the wake of the 2^nd world war. 

these criminal elements, often with government support, hold many individuals in our cities & towns in a state of terror, diagnosed as mental illness because this techno nightmare of mind invasion makes it possible for this self-righteous, arrogant, gutter trash to project sound directly into the brains of their victims as well as to transform their inner conversation into a wave form which can be translated via computer into a digital text & read from a monitor. 

while I am not concerned with what these thugs will do to rAmu, they consistently threaten (inside of my head) to do violent harm against others with whom I have a close relationship (including to massacre all of my living relatives & to do violent sexual violations to close female friends).  They also spread slanders about me throughout the local neighborhoods.

recently these thug-idiots have been threatening to either break into or “torch” (burn to the ground using some type of accelerant) the building of the Faithful Fools Street Ministry (234 Hyde Street), the service organization of which I am a member & the home of  8 individuals involved in the 15 year-old street ministry within this devastated, crack cocaine debilitated community.  it has become my policy to keep these arrogant criminal drug pushing gangsters at bay by broadening the discussion of my “delusional” threats to individuals in areas outside their zone of comfortable function so that, should ANY such threats be realized (now or in the future) the mere possession of this communication, while not constituting hard evidence, will be sufficient to stimulate meaningful investigations from such agencies as the San Francisco, the California & various national Gang Task Forces, as these people are an organized criminal enterprise who will have conspired to commit these acts against American citizens who are people of faith, working in the interest of poor people in the community they continue to suck the life-force from.

I’d appreciate it if you would keep this email in a separate file somewhere, & should you hear about any such tragic events in the San Francisco Tenderloin either now or down the line, email a copy of it to the San Francisco Police Department’s Gang Task Force.  I may, from time-to-time, send you future emails about this situation should I again become concerned with the threats of these afro-american mobsters.  thanks – rAmu.

The girl who bullied me from Day 1, my first year in high school, just because I was from a private school and she said her friend's smarter than me (that's the only time I learned what my ranking was in the entrance passers) - as it turns out is connected to all the crowds harassing me even those i do not know.

I did not have any communication with her whatsoever after high school. She's the kind of person I wanna forget. All she has is vile for people who are not even doing anything against her as long as she thinks she can get away with the bullying.

1. The bands.

I wondered before why my ex and the others who I thought, by kismet , appeared in my life  were all connected to band and the underground scene ( my circle is not). Turns out this former classmate's closest buddy's linked not only to the bands but to the online boards where the harassers who I was wondering about originated ( I did not know how they appeared in my life and why they were so hostile. I did not know them).

2. She lived in the same compound as my former friend (the one who was with the group who pushed for the Rome Statute). 

3. My BF then, before he became my BF and even when he already was, had been telling me about a certain **** (same as her name) who kept calling him in the wee hours of the morning. He told her not to call when I told him I could not commit to a guy who had no idea what commitment was all about, one who would keep entertaining calls from girls who flirt with him.

4. The former friend admitted years later, when I told her that I could not understand the inanity of her attacking me just because I did not break up with my ex when she asked me to (she did not give me any reason. she just asked me to break up with him), that she did so because my BF then was communicating with them (the girls in her circle).

Logic. How will my ex know their numbers if they did not give it to him? (my friend had access to my mobile. She was my roommate.  

Granted her friend knew him  before (because as it turned out he was the soul mate they kept gushing about, except that I did not know this. i only knew about it when I introduced her to him, when they talked), they so very well know he already was my BF , why would they contact him behind my back?

Did she not even realize that I would notice the discrepancy: they gushed about him before as he was fate's gift to her friend, then suddenly badmouth him and force me to break up with him when I realized he was the guy she kept on telling me stories about before? 

Another mystery: if they all knew him before he knew me. was his call a set-up and not a twist of fate?

If indeed she was concerned about me, why did she not give me any reason when she asked me to break up with him. Why did she only tell him about the girls contacting him years after when she knew I was already probing elsewhere and she knew that my ex was trying to get back with me again?

Biggest question: do  these girls who she said were communicating with him behind my back  include the above mentioned former classmate, her neighbor in the compound at that time? Not only were they neighbors in the compound, they were tight at that time.

5. I just discovered that in the darkest phase of my life (when I decided to destroy myself) the ones who stand out in that self-destruction are closely-connected to her closest buddy (relative). I wondered how these people appeared in my life, I remember telling the person why is it that you seem to know me, you seem to know who I really am.. apparently it's because he's connected to somebody who definitely does. Somebody who'd been pressing my pain buttons ever since.

6. I just found out what the name of her husband is. Searched and found out it's connected to a sattellite contract. Internet connection , as well.

7. They're apparently connected to military/defense.

8. Her parents both work in the postal company. They worked with the very person who taught me what loving really means, the one who had the same manifestations the same time I did. She died a few months after. I lived to write about this.

*in the postal company, they also worked with a girl who was active in the radio/CB crowd. I just know the girl by connection but I have not talked to her ever. I noticed her years ago though in the same cafe where I was asked to hang out by a new office mate. I noticed her because she was giving snide comments connected to what I and my office mate were talking about. [This office mate is closely connected to my work issues, she gets the contracts that are supposedly mine and she by some stroke of luck (?) always turns out to connect to my business  contacts right after I establish them. I also discovered she'd been tagging my name in business sites so those who are looking for me will land on her accounts (unethical practice)]

9. Her fave uncle is a priest. I mentioned this in another post. 

The priest is assigned in the same state as the friend-priest of my grandfather (the NASA scientist). The friend-priest is holding the NASA scientist's documents/files on  his research/inventions.

...because I NEVER believed in the death penalty.

...BUT in case it gets passed, I hope your family gets the death chamber.

... and I hope you burn in hell!

That goes out to you green-eyed monster!

http://www.aaronia.com/ this is a one of many websites but I wonder has anybody found some absolute relief.