She was a miracle baby, being born with cystic fibrosis and no one detecting it, no one seeing how much weight she lost, and her failure to thrive was nearly deadly.  At 7 months of age, she weighed 10 pounds, the breast milk was going right through her, she was not digesting any food.  And then we went by ambulance to the university hospitals and they did all kinds of tests on her, and said, "your daughter has cystic fibrosis," and I was shocked and huddled her close to protect her, it sounded so absolute.  Later, she would have the complications like others of psuedamonas and lung problems that lead to early death in many people with it.  And now, I fund raise for a cure for this disease.  If you can give even 10 dollars, it would help.  You can go to

greatstrides@cff.org

type in our team name:  Band for Beth

click on my name:  Sheri Grutz

and make a secure donation.

thanks.

I am responding because you seem very upset.  I'm just thinking that its much more productive and positive to pray for our president than to shoot him down, and since you are supposedly a person who prays, why can't you do this?

I don't have to do my homework by sitting around all day watching Fox news tell me how terrible of a president he is.  I do realize he has his faults, but every other president has as well.

Also, please don't torture your grandchildren by thinking that over the counter shielding will help them.  Believe me, you would be making the situation much worse, creating insecurities and possibly even mental illness.

There is still a lot that can be done for our communities if you take the time to find opportunities that reach out instead of turning away.  Never stop believing that you can make a difference in the world by volunteering your time and talents.  I know for a fact that by me doing good works in my community, my daughter has remained healthy, it comes around full circle, there is this loop of getting and giving that cannot be broken.  Don't be so stuck in your own situation that you cannot see the way to Christ.  It ends up doing a world of good for yourself too.  It's a win win.  Be well, everyone.  God Bless.

After the Patriot Act and other such measures to take freedoms away from American citizens, there is this facade of working Congress when in fact its impossible to access them with any of your needs, and the grave sin of experimentation done on average American citizens is something too much beyond the scope of a controlled regime.  Dissidents, parties of distrust, sympathizers to our enemies, anyone in this country who turns its back on the ways and means of our government, will lose everything.  The media is supposedly this 3rd party that holds these government officials responsible for their actions and laws, but even they have taken a back seat in the process because it is either too late or too dangerous to report on.  Our Iowa governor is now going to be  appointing all Republican judges to our appellate and supreme courts, which means basic rights of all citizens will have to be given up for the moral higher ground of interpretation, could mean the death pentalty will start in this state, and going backward instead of forward on health, marriage, and environmental protections.  We may think we voted for freedom, when in fact every president works to undermine our rights.  It has taken over 20 years for me to get out of targeting because the system is set up to close doors, keep silent, ignore what isn't part of the grand scheme of political process.  Its been broken so long, maybe for good, and our cases are examples of that.

I just posted to your blog post, but you have indicated that only selected comments are allowed by you, so I'm starting my own blog to you.  I really doubt that anyone has been mean to you on this site, and those are just mislead thoughts on your part due to the tech that turns everything against us.  I'm glad you are back.  Please make your way to the closest shelter for help and food.  There are many shelters and churches that help out greatly at this time of year, and you should not be out in the cold.  Good luck.

If you are targeted, you will have liver pain, but it won't show up on your blood tests.  You will an implant maybe in your neck, nose or head, but it won't show up.  You will likely have symptoms of having an auto-immune disease, but it won't show up.  There are countless other problems happening to the body.  Here is how I read my body, there is coiling and bubbling of my tailbone while driving in the car, and there is vibrating tailbone while sleeping at night, so its got to be a central nervous system response to radiation or direct energy targeting.  I would never, ever tell a doctor about these things, they will not believe you and they won't help you.  Stick with people you are know are targeted and talk to them about your bodily issues, keep a record on your own and with them and compare notes.  Pulse energy, direct energy, radio frequency, microwave, all kinds of shit hitting us is making the body react.  There is a difference between electronic torture and head pain, with the torture, it will be direct energy waves that feel like you are being consumed in fire, its all-encompassing.  With head pain, its like a migraine, still bad, but not unbearable.

I did not think that our situation could get even worse, but it has, over night and instantly with the shooting at the school in CT. because now everyone is saying the killer had paranoid schizophrenia, and any time we now go to the public with our claims of government abuses, they will call us this, discredit us and want to force us into psychiatry or worse.  I did not think that God could have been any more cruel to us, but we have not seen the worst of what this can do to us personally and to the world.  I think that now our chances of getting out of it have become slim to none, and I have lost a lot of hope of ever seeing the end.   I hope Christmas is good to you, and I look forward to staying alive another year, though with a heavy heart.

-Sheri

If we ever get out of the experiment, there will be winners and losers.  The winners who get a cash award will be the ones who had their minds read, heard, watched and surveilled by millions of people coupled with electronic torture to the head, radiation poisoning to the heart and internal organs, sexual attacks and unanswerable domestic spies in every day life.  The losers will be people who claim they are being electronically harassed with voices and no apparent tampering to their bodies, mainly their heads.  The losers are misguided.  They have mental illness or other reasons for being here.

I get emails all the time from people who want to do some sort of activism, and it may sound good on the surface, but we really should be smart about what we are doing.  After awhile the public, the officials, the agencies they become turned off and numb to our activism, they ignore even further after being hit so many times.  The rabbit rushes in, and tries everything in a frantic, hurried pace.  The tortoise only does activism that will make a difference, once in awhile, with a powerful punch.  And also, the tortoise doesn't fall for easy schemes or things that are way too good to be true.  Smart activism is waiting for the right time to open doors, using resources that are available to make a difference and really be thoughtful and genuine in the attempt.  If you cannot do activism on December 10th, I invite you to basically light a candle in a room of darkness on that night.  I will be doing a lot on this day and I would need everyone to pray for me and for all of us during this critical time.  Thank you in advance and may God be with all of us in our struggles and suffering.

There was more freedom working when Mandela was in jail, or when the protester was run over by a tank in Tianeman Square, and that is why there is more freedom now for us in the making, we are the ones who can't be overlooked, the way some many do with their freedoms, the drug addicts,  the obsese man, the woman married to her job, the kids bullying the disabled girl, all of these people don't get it.  We do.  Because we are fighting for it, because we have lost it and its worth fighting for, because we CAN.   Now is not the time to hate the U.S.  Now is the time to insist that it start working again.

You will get a runny nose out of the blue and without any sort of cold or flu.  You will get hair loss.  You will have increased thirst.  You will have extreme fatigue to the point of some days sleeping for 12 to 14 hours.  You will sweat profusely at all times during the day.  Parts of your body will swell up.  And you will get nausea, dizziness and problems focusing.

It's not too early to start thinking of Human Rights Day: 

The United Nations Human Rights Day is annually observed December 10 to mark the anniversary of the presentation of the Universal Declaration of Human Rights.

This was started in 1948 when we said we would never let Hitler happen again.  It is a global observation.

What will you do on December 10th, 2012?

Here is what I do every year:  I put ads in newspapers:  Pray For Targeted and Tortured Americans.  I send out letters to Human Rights Agencies.  I start a campaign for lighting a candle in a room of darkness on that particular evening.  I post fliers in surrounding cities.  I pray all day and all night.  And many, many other things.

Let's make this day really count.

Who all is getting the torture to the head?  The deep, terrible pain to the top center of the head?  Here are some of the things that help me get relief:

An Epsom salt bath.  Pour the salt water over your head for 10 minutes.  Sea salt and lavender also works.

A long walk outside.  don't listen to music on the walk, just pray or be at peace with nature.

Aromatherapy, but any old scented candles will do.

Stay away from the computer, microwave and cell phones.

Read something to take your mind off of it, a novel or a magazine.

Have a conversation with someone about a happy event or something positive coming up.

Caffeinated drinks, like green tea or coffee.

Patriotic music.  You should feel this in your chest.

He thought when one experiences pain it needs to be diverted from the thought process, there needs to be a major shift away from the thought and experience of pain in which to forget it mentally or to not dwell on it.  I believe John Hall also talks about this, but it was first introduced by Marcus Aurelius a long time ago, and it's true today.

The media, they are done.

The radio stations, mainly the DJ's, they are done.

Major newspapers, done.

Broadcast television news and programming, done.

Print magazines and online magazines, done.

Certain CEO's and businesses who are privvy, done.

Hollywood, done.

The Governor's office, done.

Congress, done.

The local police, done.

The FBI, done.

The CIA, done.

The NSA, done.

Certain universities, done.

Saturday Night Live, done.

Anything live, done.

The president and any sitting president who comes into office during this, done.

Homeland Security, done.

The ACLU, done.

Feel Free To ADD More to this List.

This issue of satellite surveillance and human experimentation has caused this whole country to be done.

It can only be restored once again through justice for us and ending it peacefully.

And I should not be the one doing so, it should be this president that does so, after finding out that average, innocent Americans are being accosted with weapons and surveillance, this is, citizen against citizen, they are torturing their own people and it's coming from inside this government.  He needs to declare a national emergency and immediately come to our aid.  This should have been done with congress,  but it has not.  It's a national emergency because every one of us has been placed in harms way for no apparent reason and we are suffering the cruel indecencies of a powerful elite.  This is as bad as Pearl Harbor, or 9-11.  I declare a national emergency in order to gain help and protection from abuse.

Mind control programming starts early in the home when the children lose an emotional connection with their parents and the parents rely on the mass media to teach their children how to live and how to think, you will find this also called 'hoodwinked.'  because you are in a trance with movies and television and anything can be absorbed into your brains.

I believe I am in the Monarch program to be a sex slave and have been in it for my entire life, only finding out about in 1994 when the internet came out and the people involved like mass media started giving me every indication that I was being watched and heard and read.

The tech, as well as having a difficult life, caused my mental problems of which I must take medication for relief, the brain really can't hold up.  I believe they were trying to mind control me with voices and create a situation of constant fear.  I'm thankful I don't get that anymore. 

We all know there are terrible things happening in this world, there are many, many people suffering across the globe.  The difference between us and them is that they have their lives.  They have their minds, bodies, and lives to their own selves and they are not guinea pigs.

I've come to realize that it isn't about voices, because my voices have cleared up with proper use of medication, it's about experimenting on the body and inflicting torture to the top center of the head.  I have suffered the human heart against the activity.  I have suffered the human brain against the trepid angst.

When I was working in a glass factory in my town, I was writing poems there on my breaks about experimentation and targeting, it went into my book called, This Sky I Know.  The irony, was that we were making glass that was to go in the Freedom Towers where 9-11 happened, and all the while, I was being butchered to near death with direct energy weapons.

I'm unsure how I'm still alive, but I'm thankful for every day.  I really feel like we have a better chance now than in any of my 18 years in it to get out of it.  I'm writing religious books, and love poems.  It's helping.

If you are being targeted,you are under 24 hour surveillance that goes into all of the media and radio stations.  In the end of this experimentation (if there is one), I am curious to see what this president does about the media and radio stations withholding the information that we are being targeted and abused, or, not letting him know a lot sooner about our plight.  In my mind, they would need to lose their jobs, just as anything corrupt must be wiped out.  I call on all media and radio people to get involved for real this time and let this president know what is going on, then maybe, they could keep their jobs, but if they continue through omission to not help us, they all need to be fired.  Imagine this--these people are on their jobs, they are getting paid to watch us and hear our thoughts and watch our dreams, how corrupt is that??