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Just letting you know

      I believe I've told many people that I know here that I have not been able to log on to any internet site  where I am a member in a very long time. I have been able to look at the internet though and have seen some of the posts but have done it knowing my security system had failed (McAffee). So, I did not get online too much. 

     What I have not said until now. If you use the nasty language of a stalker with me, mention a memory, thought or anything of that nature,  I will not reply. If you are generally nasty with me or assume you know something you do not know. I will not reply. If you are argumentative and argue each time we speak. I will not reply. I will state my case only once with someone who has a argument with me. I refuse to keep on arguing with people. If you do any of this I will refrain saying anything nasty back.   I refuse to even respond to information mentioned that you should not have , that I have never told  you.

     To anyone who thought I said something nasty to them or wrong, I'm sorry.  I know there are at least two who have thought this.  To the one (Donna Joy) I know I was only trying to be helpful.  If I were to be explained  you'd understand. The other won't speak to me. I understand how difficult it is to trust anyone at all. And do not take it personally if you don't talk to me.  There has to be some boundaries.  

   Also getting my name wrong even when you can see it in print and have heard me say it is a no no. Most of my stalkers already know this. EVERYONE all thoughout my life who has ever worked to do harm to me and  or done it has called me by the wrong name. Even after I corrected them.  I assumed the people back home that did this couldn't hear right.  But then they can't tawlk riyette either.  They were corrected over and over.  If you get my name wrong even after seeing it in print. I will assume you not only mean me disrespect but also harm. 

    I will also assume you mean me harm if you try to hide a nasty remark but getting me in a private chat room or message me with one one on the phone. (that includes thoughts and memories or anything of that nature). State your case out in the open where all can see.

      While at this site my  The chat room has been hacked. The people mentioned the web site I was at before I came to this one and the opinion I had voiced about it.  They mentioned their laser and their movies (seeing through my eyes?) I am well aware of laser listening devices and infrared.  I eventually noticed the laser coming from a house behind us. While at this site I started having the computer problems mentioned above. I believe it was a site sent to me that I clicked on.  Obama ordered the hacking of several people. Look for it online.  While speaking on the phone with someone here  they mentioned several memories and thoughts I had. One of the memories was from over 10 years ago. they also continued to try to get me to hate Germans, even after I told them I thought thats whet my stalkers were trying to do.   That person is the main one I am responding to here. What I  told you all is only a small amount and not everything. I've had trouble at other sites ,too. Another blog mentioned my experience when we took a train to Hamburg. In detail. She almost seemed proud to be used as a  lab rat for training others how to stalk.  But I don't think she was the lab rat, I was.  Note, I believe It was that same site or another one on that web site that announced that they are killing off the human lab rats. This  blog explained how they were doing it  and how it affected the body. 

 

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10 warning signs of defeat

Most of the indications below can be reversed once you realize that you don't want to be defeated except for the last one for obvious reasons.  

1. When you walk around the street homeless shouting and talking aloud with voices

2. When you suspect any and everybody to be stalking you

3. When you come to have blind faith in whatever religion it is that you worship without reason

4. When you find yourself to be a cult leader of a new religion based on channeled messages

5. When you are sure that you are the second coming of Christ/ Messiah / Maitreya / etc.

6. When your only goal in life is worshipping the golden calf (money)    

7. When you cannot overcome difficulties of relationships

8. When you cannot be wise enough to eventually that you cannot convince your family that EMCHMs exist

9. When you think the only possibility of the perps true identity is the secret government orgs.

10. When you commit mass murder

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Gang Stalking: to all victims pt 2 and the goal of the real perps.

In light of many comments; I realize that some clarification and re-phrasing of my earlier post is warranted to clear up some of what I said. Instead of stating that Gang Stalking do not exist; I will say that it did exist in the past and does still exist in some form or other to this very day.  Also, although I stand firm in my view that the majority of the TIs that exist all over the world are not being targeted by our own governments; I am aware that our governments did in the past and strongly believe that they are still engaged in experiments and/or operations which utilize the technologies to manipulate and harass unsuspecting targets.

But I believe that the overwhelming majority of the TIs in the world are not being targeted by our governments because their current in-your face way of operating is not what a secretive human governments will do. It just do not make sense.

As for the Gang Stalking: As I restated, it does probably exist is certain forms but overwhelming majority of the people who think they are victims of GS are tricked into believing it for reasons I posted earlier. The GS victims who are really stalked by groups of people who are conscious that they are stalking someone are very unlikely. If you are such a problem to them that it warrant spending enormous amounts of resources to stalk you day and night with groups of conscious people; it will be more cost effective to kill you. I know what I am saying now will be very unpopular from those who are currently absolutely convinced that they are being Gang Stalked by people who are on government payroll…….As I told you before; I understand because I too was at one time willing to swear to God, and my father’s grave that there were people who knew that they are stalking someone was stalking me. But I was finally able to overcome that strong delusion created by a technology light years (according to my research; at least 12,000 years) ahead of what is capable with technology of today. This doesn’t mean that you are not stalked at all. Most TIs are at one point or another stalked by using other people around the victim to commit negative actions and behaviors directed towards the targets. As for the items that you are sure have disappeared or stolen is most likely you who put it or moved it somewhere but the very advance tech of the perps are capable of causing amnesia of little details…….As for those who claim that their house was really burglarized; you have to understand that there is burglars in the world who are not part of the stalking gang. But yes, it is still a type of stalking because when a burglar was in your neighborhood, the perps likely moved their feelings to choose your place. At work, all of your co-workers will seem to conspire against you to make your life miserable…..this is also due to the influence of the perps….What will make it worst is when you constantly interpret all negative things as being done by the stalkers….the perps that interface with you are a form of very advanced Artificial Intelligence. No matter how advanced it is; it operates on a program it is programmed to execute. It is programmed to harass you. But if you do not give it feed back indicating that whatever it is doing is not really harassing you by purposely not noticing any stalking or different behaviors of those the perps are influencing around you; eventually it will stop doing things because it will determine that whatever it is doing is not working. It makes this determination based on your reactions.

The best way to wake up from the delusion of GS or if you prefer; stop the GS is to purposely not notice anything and not caring about it. I used to call it the philosophy of “F it”. When you feel the strong sense that you are being stalked; Just say “F it” to yourself. If you do this enough; the stalking you are experiencing will stop. I guarantee it.

Also, If you want to get away from the never ending loop conversation with the voices; you must learn to forgive yourself, and all others who you feel that has done you wrong. If you don’t, you will be caught up in the never ending loop of blame, feeling bad, repeating in cycles. If there are certain things you did that was less than good in the past; no matter how minute and irrelevant it seems; just truthfully admit it was no good and you will try to never do bad things again…….these are some techniques that helped me to quiet the never ending chatter and manipulation of feelings……….

As for some of you who believe that all these EMCHM activity is to create a one world totalitarian government; I am certain that will never happen because that will be contrary to the environment favored not only by the real perps but because it is contrary to the environment that the super rich elites of the world wants. The real perps want to divide and cause conflicts, the super rich elite wants occasional wars to fatten their bank accounts……no matter how totalitarian the one world government will be; that environment is not conducive to cause conflict among men and nations. This is not what the real lords of this world are aiming for…..without multiple nations, the possibility of wars and conflict will be eliminated. Therefore; the One world order conspiracy is just that; its just a unrealistic conspiracy….this could only happen when the true enemy of humanity is neutralized.

The perps Goal

 I believe the key word here is “unsuspecting” targets. As I mentioned before, the whole objective of these technologies is to influence people’s behavior, thoughts, and attitudes without letting their targets become aware that something is trying to control them. When you think about this basic reasoning behind the development of such machines; the effect it is having on most of the targeted individuals who are aware that their harassment is being done by utilizing technological mind machines that are not well known by the general public just do not make any sense.

The in-your face type of harassment experienced by the TIs of the world is the very reason why the TIs become absolutely positive that they are the victims of perpetrators who are utilizing high tech mind machines. It seems to me when, 25 years ago, when I first heard the voice to skull and was utterly startled; even during a time when it was not too easy to access information due to the fact that it was a time when internet was in its infancy; somehow I almost instantly knew that whatever is being done to me was caused by some type of a technological machine. Amazingly I knew that these manipulations of the feelings, voices in my head, visual hallucinations, the feelings that all the TV programs was talking to me or talking about me etc was all being forced on me via high tech machines, I really do not know how I knew this because before I heard the first Voices; I was not interested in nor did I even hear or read about anything relating to technological mind control. When I eventually was able to obtain various information attesting to the fact that such machines are not only possible but in existence already; all it did was to confirm what I somehow already knew.

I’d like to invite you to write comments about how long it took to figure out what was harassing you. Were you able to instantly figure out what it was or did it take some hard digging and research to figure out that the voices and various strange things that was happening to you was harassing were high tech machines?

I am asking this because there is a point I want to make. Although it took me awhile to figure this out but I finally realized that perhaps that instant “knowing” was inputted into my mind by the perps. It seemed that the perps wanted me to know that they are utilizing technology to do what they are doing to me. Also, it seemed like I was purposely led to see all the information about the fact that such high tech mind control devices are in the world.

Now one must wonder why do the perps who are utilizing such devices want to let its targets know what they are using? This seems totally counter- productive to the objectives of a secret covert government program. Let just say for the argument that maybe I was one of the earlier governments perfected Electromagnetic Mind Control/Harassment Machine (EMCHM)’s target; If I was one of the earlier targets when they were testing to develop a software (methods of operation); and I and others like me was able to figure out that they are being targeted by high tech machines, would they have continued to operate in a manner it is so easy to identify their methods as well as correctly (if it is really correct) identify that they are a secret government organization? I highly doubt that the secret government organizations will be so stupid and incompetent that they will continue to operate in a way to blow their classified equipment and cover for more than 25 years. Why would they continue to grow the number of people around the whole world whose greatest goal will be to expose the fact that such devices and organizations does exist? As far as the secret parts of the governments that are experimenting and operating these types of technologies; their biggest concern will be to keep the general public from becoming aware of their possible existence.

The very fact that there is a ever growing large number of TIs all over the world who for the most part are very certain or at the very least very suspicious of their own governments indicates that the real identity of the perps members of the known human civilization on the surface of the world. There is a very strong indication that the perps wants the TIs to believe that their attackers are the governments. They want the TIs to get angry at the governments. The perps wants to create a large number of TIs who believe their main perp to be our human governments, the real perps who are operating globally know that eventually the TIs will expose our governments dabbling in EMCHM technology. The real perps know that when our government’s involvement in this technology becomes exposed; it will almost certainly cause uprisings and lead to the collapse of our governments. The real perps will certainly help to amplify and inflame the minds and hearts of the public into taking up arms to topple the governments of the world when the majority of the people finds out that our governments was dabbling with such machines. This incredibly cunning perps know that because it is true that the government(s) of the world really does dabble in such technologies, Once this technology is confirmed by the majority of the public, it will not matter the extent of our governments use of these technologies. The only thing that matter will be the fact that the governments possess such a secret technology. As matter of fact, it will not even matter too much whether the governments only targeted a handful of people to conduct experiments; if such things become known by the public, it will start a armed revolution to over throw and destroy such technologies. This is what the perps are aiming at. They are using the very fact that such technology is in the government hands.

Right now, there is a small uproar in the world because of the various leaks that was released to the public by Snowden which seem to infringe on the public’s privacy. Just imagine the reaction of the public when what is happening to us is known by the rest of society and they too become certain that all the EMCHM attacts and influence were done by our government? That will be the last day of our civilization.         

The real perps are very confident that the world will never even consider their existence because they are comfortably hidden beyond the realm of believability. Their realm only exist in the myths, legends, and in science fictions. The perps are certain that they will never be found out because they’ve been causing mankind to self destruct for thousands of years. I just hope that this generation of humanity will be the one to finally stop the ancient serpent that has been deceiving humanity for countless generations.  

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Téléphone

9143138672?profile=originalAlbum paru en 1979.

étranges ces paroles...

Je veux vous parler
de l'arme de demain
Enfantée du monde
elle en sera la fin
Je veux vous parler de moi,
de vous
Je vois a l'intérieur
Des images, des couleurs
Qui ne sont pas a moi
qui parfois me font peur
Sensations qui peuvent
me rendre fou
Nos sens sont nos fils
nous pauvres marionnettes
Nos sens sont le chemin
qui mène droit a nos têtes

La bombe humaine
tu la tiens dans ta main
Tu as l'détonateur
Juste à côté du cœur
La bombe humaine
c'est toi elle t'appartient
Si tu laisses quelqu'un
prendre en main ton destin
C'est la fin
La fin

Mon père ne dort plus
sans prendre ses calmants
Maman ne travaille plus
sans ses excitants
Quelqu'un leur vend
de quoi tenir le coup
Je suis un électron
bombarde de protons
Le rythme de la ville
C'est ça mon vrai patron
Je suis charge d'électricité
Si par malheur au cœur
de l'accélérateur
J'rencontre une particule
qui m'mette de sale humeur
Oh, faudrait pas que
j'me laisse aller
Faudrait pas que
j'me laisse aller, non

La bombe humaine,
c'est l'arme de demain
Enfanté du monde
elle en sera la fin
La bombe humaine,
c'est toi elle t'appartient
Si tu laisses quelqu'un
prendre en main ton destin
C'est la fin

La bombe humaine
tu la tiens dans ta main
Tu as l'détonateur
Juste à côté du cœur
La bombe humaine
c'est toi elle t'appartient
Si tu laisses quelqu'un
prendre ce qui te tiens
C'est la fin/bombe humaine
tu la tiens dans ta main
Tu as l'détonateur
Juste à côté du cœur
La bombe humaine
c'est toi elle t'appartient
Si tu laisses quelqu'un
prendre en main ton destin
c'est la bombe humaine,
c'est l'arme de demain

La faute humaine,
c'est toi elle t'appartient
La bombe humaine,
tu la tiens dans ta main
Si tu laisses quelqu'un
prendre ce qui te tiens
c'est la fin/bombe humaine
c'est l'arme de demain
La bombe humaine
c'est toi elle t'appartient
La bombe humaine
tu la tiens dans ta main
Si tu laisses quelqu'un
prendre en main ton destin

C'est la...

http://youtu.be/RtbALQ48u7A

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Gang Stalking: To all Electromagnetic Mind Control/Harassment Machine (EMCHM) victims

I already mentioned in my other posts that I have been a target of EMCHM for 25 years. Despite my views disclosed in my other posts; I am receiving requests from people to sign a petition to our government(s) to investigate and stop Gang Stalking (GS). If I was asked to sign such petitions during my first 3-4 years of being targeted; I would have signed such petitions without a second thought because I too was absolutely 1000% sure that there were people on government payroll stalking me 24/7. But now, I cannot agree with those who are sure that they are the victims of GS for reasons I have expressed on several of my other posts. Although I agree that our governments are indeed conducting experiments and operations using the EMCM; I believe their operations are not wide spread over the entire globe and their modus operandi is much more subtle and their .behaviors covertly.

 I believe that the perpetrators who are targeting the majority of TIs around the world are not part of any governments of the known world. Additionally, I believe that all people of the world are targeted. It is just that the methods and influences used against the majority and the methods employed against the smaller percentage of the population (us) are different. But the fact is that no matter what methods (subtle vs bold) are used, the goal of the perpetrators is to cause, conflict between individuals, races, religions, ideologies, nations, social classes, etc in an effort to cause the downfall of human civilizations; and unfortunately they have been very successful thus far.

I know that those of you who are certain that you are also a victim of Gang stalking will get angry at me for what I am about to say. I can understand because I too was sure that I was a GS victim for the first few years of becoming a TI…Gang Stalking is not real, I repeat; GS is not real. At this point, I ask that all those who are sure that they are being Gang stalked to observe the sensations that is occurring in your body. You will feel all the sensations in your body and head area which you will then, through many years of entrainment; interpret as an emotion of anger, incredulousness, etc.

If you did not already notice; all your emotions has a physical sensation associated with it. For instance, the emotion of anger will cause you to have tightness in your chest and a dull pressure in your head. The question to ask is: is it your anger causing these physical sensations or are the physical sensations that arise at a seemingly appropriate time causing you to be angry? Another question to ask is; if your body did not produce the sensations it produces which we associate with different emotions; will you feel those emotions? The EMCHM is capable of producing those sensations in your body. At the same time it will whisper whatever thoughts that are appropriate to further their agenda of causing conflicts among men. The majority of humanity is under this type of emotional manipulation and subtle thought input program of control by the perps. No wonder there are so many married couples divorcing, friends fighting, groups of people warring etc……Observe the sensations of your own body and notice the relationship between the sensations and emotions. Learn to not let it control you. Do not believe your emotions. To make you a emotionally easy to manipulate person, it will and did throughout all of the people’s lives caused these sensations to accompany all the emotions whether they were positive emotions such as the good feeling of love, compassion, camaraderie etc which are normally accompanied with the physical sensation of your heart feeling mushy, comfortable etc. In order to make you trust your emotions the perps knew that it had to entrain you with occasional positive feelings also because if it only inputted physical feelings (sensations) of anger, doubt, fear,  hatred, disgust etc, you will not be easily manipulated. I say again, all emotions has physical feelings (sensations) that accompany them. Don’t trust your feelings and emotions. The feelings inputted by the EMCHM to further its agenda at the seemingly logical moment will trick you into being manipulated. Once again; don’t trust your feelings and resulting emotions.

 

Now next talk about how the EMCHM uses the Voice to Skull capability. To the majority of humanity; it does not have a conversation with them. This tech is used to subtly input voices into people’s heads in an attempt (successful most of the times) to trick the voice receiving person think that it is their own thought. Just because We, the TIs who are targeted in a more bold and direct manner are able to hear the EMCHM’s comments and are able to talk with them; it does not mean that they don’t also use the Voice to Skull tech to secretly whisper thoughts into us. They understand that whatever thought they wish to input must be packaged in a very sensible and logical package. Because those of us who are voice hearers are harder to trick then the rest of humanity……I will get back to the point of GS I am trying to make. All this info I am sharing has a lot to do with why the perception of being Gang Stalked is so strong……

I think it is appropriate to share one of my experience which I briefly discussed in another post. I hope the following experience will enable all of you to never die of an heart attack. At one point; when the perps realized that It can no longer trick and manipulate me into doing what it wanted me to do, it tried to kill me by giving me a heart attack. My heart started to beat real fast. I could feel the pounding of my heart stronger than what I ever felt. At the same time while my heart was pounding, I notice the physical sensations that all people will interpret as being that of fear as well as the head sensations associated with being very worried. Because when the perps was trying to kill me by giving me a heart attack; I already knew that they manipulate sensations and feelings which result in different emotions; I refused to believe that feeling of worry and fear even when my heart was pounding like crazy……while all these things are happening, the voices that was constantly talking and bugging me stopped making their usual remarks and making conversations. Instead I heard a whisper in the deepest back of my head where I normally associate with my own thoughts…..it was whispering while pounding my heart, inputting sensations and feelings of fear and worry: “oh no! I am getting a heart attack!, I will die!”. It was attempting to trick me into thinking that those whisperings was my own thought. Because I knew it was all a trick; I pounded my own chest like a Tarzan would after defeating his enemy, and shouted out: “F this BS, I am not afraid and I will not die of a heart attack!” When the perps realized that it could not trick me into becoming afraid and believe their whispers as my own thought, it kept on pounding my heart for a little more while but finally gave up and my heart went back to normal. I Suspect that all people who died of anheart attack died because they were tricked by the EMCHM. One thing I know for sure is that I will never die from a heart attack. All you have to do is not be afraid, and no matter how convincing the symptoms are just not worry about it. I know this cannot easily be done by the majority of the people who are not aware of the influence of the EMCHM but I believe all TIs who read this will be able to do the same thing I did if they understand the various manipulation and tricks employed by the EMCHM perps.

The reason I had to explain the above points about how the perps are able to manipulate our feelings and/or sensations to cause different kinds of emotions. How the voices can choose to trick you into think their thought input is your own; as well as the fact that they can manipulate all the people of our world. Couple more very important tricks you must know is the fact that they can even cause a sensation in your head of being absolutely certain. Test it out yourself; try to think of something that you are certain of and observe the sensations that arise in your head. Also, they can create auditory hallucination. In my experience, it even made the chirping of the birds sound like human speech. Imagine how easy it will be for the perps to change what you think other people are saying.  All this is done at the same time creating the sensation of being in your head to make you feel certain that other people around you whom you suspect to be a Gang Stalker are talking about you. I am sure that many of you are also aware that the perps can cause momentary visual hallucinations.

All of the TIs who believe they are being Gang Stalked are victims of a very high tech, and cunning delusion. The perps are trying to make you distrust everybody in order to make you a outcast of society so that they can eventually make you into a very angry person to drive you mad into working towards destroying the social order of human civilization. At the very worst; if you don’t overcome their trickery and start harboring hate towards all the people; the perps will grow your anger and amplify it so much that it will drive the weakest minded people into literal madness. This is one of the ways that the perps are driving individuals to commit horrendous acts of atrocities such as mass shooting of young children at the schools and most recently at the Navy yard. Yes it is the perps using the EMCHMs that are driving some of the weaker minded targets to commit incomprehensible acts of violence.

I plead to all of you who believe that you are being Gang Stalked. Observe your feelings, learn the tricks and don’t fall victim to its trickery…..As a person who was formerly deceived for a while, I am sharing my experiences and discoveries in an attempt to make it easy for the current victims of the strong delusion to overcome the lies of the perps…….please freely copy and post this writing to as many sites as possible. I know the perps delusion is very strong. So I do not expect this writing to wake most up from their delusions. But if even one person finds what I say feasible and worth the investigation; that will suffice. 

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“We have failed to comprehend that the result of the technology that originated in the years of the arms race between the Soviet Union and the West, has resulted in using satellite technology not only for surveillance and communication systems but also to lock on to human beings, manipulating brain frequencies by directing laser beams, neural-particle beams, electro-magnetic radiation, sonar waves, radiofrequency radiation (RFR), soliton waves, torsion fields and by use of these or other energy fields which form the areas of study for astro-physics. Since the operations are characterised by secrecy, it seems inevitable that the methods that we do know about, that is, the exploitation of the ionosphere, our natural shield, are already outdated as we begin to grasp the implications of their use.” [Excerpt]

http://www.globalresearch.ca/on-the-need-for-new-criteria-of-diagnosis-of-psychosis-in-the-light-of-mind-invasive-technology/7123

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