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It all seems too hard at times, suffice to say the inner strenght we gain is far superior than dwelling in our weak moments, feeling sorry for ourselves is not shameful weakness is a sign of strenght.....thousands tis are everywhere we have tried to steer the boat sometimes we sink then we manage to rise up again, even though the light doesn't show in the dark tunnel but we know we still have our TI friends there, at all times helping to pull one another out of the dark unbeknown.....so all sincere Tis keep paddling in this cruel, inhumane world until time we shall seek our victory.........it is just a test and we will be rewarded for our utmost integrity for one another and strenght be in you all Tis. I hope you will find the strenght to put your stories on this site. our day is near for exposing these acts......even though we grope for it to end suffice to say it is calculated and its all about the timing in this world..... So we can't give up!!!!!! Thanxs to ALL
https://machineheadmedia.wordpress.com/2014/01/15/denise-frew/
Soleilmavis Liu, Author of the book: “Twelve Years in the Grave – Mind Control with Electromagnetic Spectrums, the Invisible Modern Concentration Camp”, is helping the public understand voice-to-skull, and remote electromagnetic mind control technologies. Her book provides the sound facts and evidence about the secret abuse and torture with such technologies.
Soleilmavis Liu is also a sponsor and activist of Peacepink: Worldwide Campaign to stop the abuse and torture with Mind Control technologies and Directed Energy Weapons for the past ten years, to bring public awareness and to help victims seek justice.
Readers of her book have come to learn of these technologies and the crimes, which – if not exposed and publicized – in the future humanity would no longer know the meaning of physical inviolability and privacy.
An interview with Soleilmavis Liu,
http://fromtheauthors.wordpress.com/2013/10/03/twelve-years-in-the-grave/
For more information about the book, please visit:
CIA technical garbage. You are helpers of the 61 year-old Eilean Rockefeller. The same method to damage my trolly can be used to give feelings of remote surgery and remote mind control to everyone, but you did not. The earlier you are killed the sooner the secrets of all the killings and all the bad things including creating the Lesbians and Gays are exposed. Without garbage like you, Rockefellers can not kill or damage anyone remotely. CIA technical garbage, you deserve being killed, although you are killed only because you know too many secrets. You did not risk your own life to make everyone know remote surgery and remote mind control. The earlier you are killed the sooner the secrets are exposed. Whoever kills the house in charge, the British Scottish husband to Rockefeller, who deserve being remembered by humankind for thousands of years. Technical garbage is the real evil source. Without Technical garbage, Rockefellers can not kill or damage anyone remotely.
I don't know if its just me but this website seems to have a large amount of ads and pop ups that navigate you to some products sites too frequently but I understand that this sites creator and administrator is also a TI who had quite a hard experience. That's why even if it is bothersome and irritating; I decided to stick with frequenting this site because I understand the administrator has to have a source of income to make ends meet. But with the recent message from Ms. Mary Ager; I am having second thoughts......I hope our profile info is not being peddled out.....your thoughts....
Who is this person? anybody tried to contact the email she left? I noticed she mass mailed the same message to most of us. What kind of a gimmick is this.....???
"Hello,Am Ms Mary Ager by Name I like your profile inhttp://peacepink.ning.com/ Can we get in contact to know each other? I'm sorry c if i am embarrassing you, i shall explain all about myself including my more pictures. contact me through…"
When I first began to have interference with my email, I made the choice to switch from Windows to Linux for accessing the internet. Learning to use Linux was the best choice I ever made concerning my computer privacy. And for those wanting to be self employed via internet income, I heartily recommend learning to use Linux for security.
Linux vs Windows
Yes, there is a bit of a learning curve. Some of the jargon is different, but they are quite similar. There are many versions of Linux, each a little different, but they are all available free (unlike Windows). A Linux info site: http://www.linux.org/ I use PCLinuxOS.
Security
There are at least 2 ways to use Linux as your operating system instead of Windows. First, you can eliminate Windows from your hard drive and install Linux. Second, you can leave Windows as your computer's main operating system and boot to Linux on a DVD or thumb drive when you turn on your computer. Third, you can physically remove your computer's hard drive and just use a DVD/thumbdrive, and store your pictures, documents, etc online or another thumb drive. (Without a hard drive, there's no place for malware to install itself.)
My choice is the second one. Just to give a quick rundown, I boot to Linux and the OS program is temporarily placed in the computer RAM (computer memory which is cleared when computer is turned off). This means that anything I do, the passwords I used, the cookies, the malware sites I visit and trojans I collect have NO effect because they all disappear when I turn the computer off. The same is true if you burn Linux to a DVD and use it, no malware can implant itself on a DVD because once the DVD is burned, there is no way to access it.
EMAIL
Shut down the email access port on your computer (browser) and use an online email like gmail, hotmail, hushmail, etc. This access port is often the means via which snoop malware will transmit your private information back to the perp who installed the malware. With the exception of a few pieces of hardware (ie: keylogger, etc), all spyware and malware are software and once installed, live somewhere on your hard drive.
Access your online email accounts using Linux for complete privacy (at least that's been my experience for the past 8 years).
INCOME
I do not access my bank or any other financial account online. It may be a bit inconvenient, but I don't have to worry about it at all if I don't have anything set up. I opt for a USPS stamp and pay all my bills by mail, not online. For those few financial places I do use (Paypal, Amazon, eBay), I have NEVER had so much as one tiny problem using Linux. Most hackers tend to focus their attention on Windows, and have left Linux pretty much alone.
If you are considering selling online, or setting up a business website, consider using Linux. I'm not saying it is 100% guaranteed secure, but it is probably 98 times less likely to experience the intrusive problems you will have using Windows.
I have debated the angle to present this idea. I choose a way that touches on a variety of points. Example: I could approach from Psychiatry or religion but how many people would listen. It's no secret that people from all walks of life are targeted. So I start vaguely with my experience and grow to the points where I want to arrive. This is a long pot be patient and bear with me.
I could go back further than this but it would be more than you need to be able to understand. This first event I originally didn't connect to this. I got an AFFES job on base.(air force). I eventually argued with someone and walked off the job. At my husband's request I wrote a list of ten reasons why I quit and took it in to the office. I was handed a form to fill out and was told that my list wouldn't appear on my file, this form would. It was so small I had to choose the most personal answer. I chose wrong. You see the list had things for which I could have called OSHA. Like for instance being asked to lockout and work, the slippery floor, and not knowing which one was my boss.I had three. This tainted all subsequent jobs. I had never had trouble at any job before this. In fact I often was able to return to jobs I had in high school and my first summer after I started college during each vacation from college. I was in college five years.
So in each job after that I would experience bullying. Eventually it started happening at church,too. Once I asked a coworker why. I asked if it was because I was childless and she said no. She wouldn't say why. She started making comments I didn't think was related. For instance, she once said "It's a wonder they haven't tried to throw you from the freedom train." She made the significance that she didn't mean bus, she meant to say train. I though all of this strange. I know understand this phrase. I think that was tried just after my honeymoon, where I had a freak car wreck. The man who hit me wasn't looking. His reaction in court invoked him to laughing as it was a joke. I got hit with a very large truck. If I'd not reacted the way I did, both me and my friend would have been dead. Ok back to the point, for this is not about RSA.
I'd been bullied off several jobs in that particular town. In one someone threatened rape. I changed jobs. At the last job I had in that town before I decided to work at home, which is the same one where I asked why. I began to notice that one coworker would repeat everything I said loudly to my other coworkers. I addressed this many times. I began to think it was something about my personality, that this was personal. Everything I said was broadcasted. I was a good worker I didn't let it effect my performance. When I left there I was the only one allowed to do a certain job. haha! I started looking for answers and help. I looked in all the wrong places. I don't need to say I tried the obvious thinking the problem was me. ( I eventually came out of that situation thinking the health care professionals were crazier than me). I read the bible and prayed. I started taking my lunches out in my car. Playing Christian music and reading they bible. I tried taking my co-wrkers aside and talking to them one on one. I tried many different approaches. I missed one I think. I laughed at the self help titles in the book store. God was leading me there but I laughed at him. I eventually stopped going to church at all. It wasn't only because they way they treated me there, but also they way they treated each other. I had tried several churches too but all were the same.
We moved so I decided to make a new start. At first I worked at home like I eventually did in the last place. I taught piano. I was called by someone who saw my add. She was someone from the air base. In another blog I mentioned something that happened when I applied. That isn't relevant here, but it is important to how I think I became a targeted individual. I had to reference seven years of jobs. The first one I started with had to be mentioned. I am an honest person, I wouldn't leave it off.
At this job at an air base, I worked at the youth center teaching piano lessons. I was one of three teachers at the youth center and there were about three others at the community center. The bullying began. After a period of time the gangstalking began. They made it very difficult for me. They fix it up where I and another teacher had siblings as students. The other teacher would say things about me that wasn't true. That I wouldn't remember their names when they were gone, that I hated parents, etc. I wouldn't be in the job if I didn't like people. Another coworker from the other center on base that gave piano lessons wanted me to think she was my friend. We talked almost every day. She was older and I looked up to her. I'd also talked to her about the previous problems when they were happening. I also told her about problems with the stalking when it first began. With that subject she was rude. After some time, she wouldn't say why but she treated me very badly one day. I thought I'd worked things out with her, so I thought she was still a friend. They played on all my insecurities and fears and emotions through her. They'd come up with several tests to see how I would react and then discussed it where I could hear them. Humiliation was common. My boss would try to humiliate my at meetings. Nothing was off limits. All my beliefs were tested. I began to realize they were out for my soul, this was spiritual. Eventually I resigned. Before I quit this job I moved and made the mistake of telling my boss.
I went jobless. I slept all day and stayed in bed for two weeks. I was stalked out of trying to work from home,too. I began to look for help again. I don't need to mention (again) that everyone I went to wouldn't help. When several accused me of being schizophrenic I looked it up online and took several tests for several different things. What was clear to me was that I didn't have all the symptoms listed. One peculiar thing I noticed. Being religious and singing was listed as symptoms. (I do realize they mean the extreme oddity) While I did test positive for PTSD and borderline on OCD, I did not test positive for schizophrenia.
I started reading every self-help book I could get my hands on including those I'd laughed at many years before. I read the I'Ching and Koran. I took an online class. ALL through this, bible verses I'd learned as a child kept popping up in my head. I'd look online finding this site and others. I researched intensely. I read novels such as "1984" and "Brave New World." I learned to meditate. Had an awakening. I changed my life entirely. I prayed and read my Bible again. I got closer to God. I even fasted for forty days ( Liquid for first week, Daniel fast, the rest, not the extreme way). I took the advice that was helpful to me. I had to weed through it. I often found there was good mixed in with the bad. Truth mixed in with lie.
By this time those involved had found out who all my friends were even those who were back home that I contacted often. It had spread to my family and the people I knew growing up. I'd actually seen some of them doing it. There still were two friends unreached. My trip home was a study in surrealism.
During this time I took classes at the gym. At first everything was ok. I made friends. I began to notice being followed and people in the class acting strange towards me. One friend, I talked to him and a certain subject came up. He said, point blank, "You have the gift of discernment." After that, he avoided me.
So again we moved. We arrived at over new place just before Christmas. Presents I wanted to send accidentally got packed. I found that one of the movers found them and opened them. They were packed with the torn wrapping and brown paper. Letters were opened. Needless to say my last three friends were contacted.
After I moved here, I started having dreams about the future. I thought the stalkers were just messing with me. One came true, but I chose to deal with it in a different way than in the dream. The others not so much. In fact, I've made different choices than in the dreams on purpose. I think one may be about to come true. This one was a threat I think.
Right away I noticed my landlord was stalker. I slept for days again. Then I realized this behavior didn't serve me. I kept reading and doing research. I learned a great deal and continued to change. The symptoms of PTSD faded away. At least the flashbacks, vivid memories. I did still continue to scrutinize over the past and ask questions about it. But the past is in the past---not now. I learned so many things that helped me, such as
F alse
Evidence
Appearing
Real.
I learned a great deal of history about what we are going through on the internet. At that I thought I knew world history when I moved to Europe. No, not so.
It was also about this time that I started making orgone and started noticing the same few cars circling around my house day and night. The nature of the stalking changed. I went from insults from strangers, remarks of things said inside my home, and microwave attacks, to waking up with marks on my face that looked like they came from a taser, electronic rape, and phantom touches, including the rest. I fought to get rid of the phantom touches and protect myself at night. I made all kinds of shields and hats that didn't work for everything. I found ways to cope. A few times the stalkers got to me and I did things I regret. I realized they were trying to encite me to violence, so I changed my tactics. Street theater gave me the idea of my own theater. Witnessing to them. I began to sing to them and read to them. The sun would come out when I sang. I continued to grow out of old things. I began to notice when I was being attacked. I am sensitive to sound. A family trait. I began to be able to hear the ELF attacks and counter them with my own music. I could already see flashes now and then of violet, blue, and white light. I began to notice what they put in my eyes. I also began to be conscious in some of my dreams and make my own decisions about how to act in them. That last thing I have trouble with again. I began to mess with them when they looked at my memories but they still got a few. (In one dream I locked them out of the "museum" as well as myself). You see I used to tell myself when I was a teenager what I wanted to dream about- flying- and some of the time I'd get it. Other times when I was a teenager I'd dream about people in the past and it would be as if it was I and also had more frightening dreams than now. Not sure what to make of it still. I remember coming to an impass in my teenage years and changing my ways then, too. I've done research on those dreams it,too.
All my life, when I met people I'd have feelings about some of uneasiness that I couldn't explain. I'd step back and watch how they interacted with others to see if my "gut" feelings were right. Usually they were. I didn't really think anything about this. There is one type of event that even if I am in another place far away I can sense. (about family and friends) It is a feeling of the weight of the world on my shoulders. Sometimes I even know who it is about. When I met certain people just before the gangstalking began. I ignored those feelings to give them the benefit of the doubt. That didn't help me. In my life people have told me that they felt I could see right through them, that I could see behind their fasod. When people at work would try to argue with me about politics and religion I noticed they weren't listening to what I had to say and just said I believed them to shut them up and went on my way believing the same as before. This only was at the end of a long argument. (check NLP for why you shouldn't argue with people) I never bought into all the crap people wanted to tell me. My core beliefs about God have never changed. All the books I read only shed light on what I didn't understand in the Bible. Some even illuminated select passages directly. Others , like I said before would just pop in my head when I was reading. I went after what I wanted in life and got what I wanted most of times, with the exception of a few up to that point. I had an idea of what I wanted for the rest of my life. When I was in college I drew up that list and what I wanted for a husband and those got stolen by my mother. Now I understand that people are being attacked for their spiritual gifts. It is a direct attack on God. That is why so many are told that it is not personal. I also understand that many of the people in crazy houses are there to be stopped and shut up. People don't like to hear the truth about themselves, nobody does. When you see through all the lies you are told it gets you in trouble. When you work against abuse and instead try to heal it gets you in trouble. So my idea of what is crazy has changed over the years. But nowhere in the bible or any other religious text I've ever read calls anyone crazy. Instead, I notice what the texts call evildoers. My idea of what is crazy is what defines an evildoer. I also found certain similarities in all religious texts. I did not focus on the differences. Those have been overdone through the centuries. I have come to feel that the different forms of ways to call people crazy is from another place than from God. The way so called crazy people are dealt with these days are counterproductive and cause more harm. That is why many say there is no cure. Some people say there is no cure for cancer,too. Yeah, right. Why deal with people who have been abused with more abuse, thinking no one is there to see you and deny it. My thought is we could easily come up with our own new diagnoses that describe behaviors not dealt with in our world, but what's the point( I mean the ones where people are still functional in society).
So in closing we are the shining ones that have been able to see through the fog. Don't let anyone take away your shine,
After UN contacted me, how are Canadian Torturers torturing me? Please see Robin Yan’s recent video on IRCT facebook wall or ( Ms Navi Pillay’s wall)
Do's
Step 1: Start soon as possible to shield your sleeping place, dont make it to small, make it comfortable in size. Use HF and LF reflecting materials, use HF and LF absorbing materials, use magnetic absorbing materials.
Step 2: Try to jam their signals
Step 3: Try to locate your Perp via radio direction finding
Step 4: Place an Bounty on the head of your Perp
Step 5: Try to stay healthy, get enough vitamins and minerals
Dont's
1. Dont give them any attention
2. Dont stay arround doing nothing in the hope they will stop
3. Dont talk with the wrong peoples about your experience, you dont want to get any psychiatrics
4. Dont believe what they say, it's just crap.
I am trying to see if I can identify a certain pattern in how the perps operate when using a Voice to Skull. I would appreciate it if you can answer the following questions as best as you can
- Are you a male or a female:
- How old were you when you first heard the voice(s) talking to you?
- What was the voice(s) saying to you when it talked to you for the first time?
- Was the voice you heard seemed like; a female or a male?
- What was your reaction when you first heard the voice and were you able to pay attention to what it was saying in-spite of being startled?
- What was the voice(s) trying to pass itself off as to you? ie, dead relative, ancestor, God, Alien, spirit, etc etc…..
- When the voice initiated talking to you for the first time, did it try to make you think that it was benevolent or was it malevolent from the very start?
- Did you notice any attempts by the voice to input and arouse a appropriate feeling (emotion) to supplement whatever it was trying to pass itself as?
- What was the tone of voice like? Ie; serious, businesslike, friendly, robotic, playful, sarcastic etc:
- Did it identify it as something particular?
I do not agree with about fifty percent of the content at the below sight but I think it is a very articulately written article that talks about GS and a little about TIs......if only everybody knew that the perps are real.....
http://voices.yahoo.com/gang-stalking-reality-delusions-7931770.html
I believe I've told many people that I know here that I have not been able to log on to any internet site where I am a member in a very long time. I have been able to look at the internet though and have seen some of the posts but have done it knowing my security system had failed (McAffee). So, I did not get online too much.
What I have not said until now. If you use the nasty language of a stalker with me, mention a memory, thought or anything of that nature, I will not reply. If you are generally nasty with me or assume you know something you do not know. I will not reply. If you are argumentative and argue each time we speak. I will not reply. I will state my case only once with someone who has a argument with me. I refuse to keep on arguing with people. If you do any of this I will refrain saying anything nasty back. I refuse to even respond to information mentioned that you should not have , that I have never told you.
To anyone who thought I said something nasty to them or wrong, I'm sorry. I know there are at least two who have thought this. To the one (Donna Joy) I know I was only trying to be helpful. If I were to be explained you'd understand. The other won't speak to me. I understand how difficult it is to trust anyone at all. And do not take it personally if you don't talk to me. There has to be some boundaries.
Also getting my name wrong even when you can see it in print and have heard me say it is a no no. Most of my stalkers already know this. EVERYONE all thoughout my life who has ever worked to do harm to me and or done it has called me by the wrong name. Even after I corrected them. I assumed the people back home that did this couldn't hear right. But then they can't tawlk riyette either. They were corrected over and over. If you get my name wrong even after seeing it in print. I will assume you not only mean me disrespect but also harm.
I will also assume you mean me harm if you try to hide a nasty remark but getting me in a private chat room or message me with one one on the phone. (that includes thoughts and memories or anything of that nature). State your case out in the open where all can see.
While at this site my The chat room has been hacked. The people mentioned the web site I was at before I came to this one and the opinion I had voiced about it. They mentioned their laser and their movies (seeing through my eyes?) I am well aware of laser listening devices and infrared. I eventually noticed the laser coming from a house behind us. While at this site I started having the computer problems mentioned above. I believe it was a site sent to me that I clicked on. Obama ordered the hacking of several people. Look for it online. While speaking on the phone with someone here they mentioned several memories and thoughts I had. One of the memories was from over 10 years ago. they also continued to try to get me to hate Germans, even after I told them I thought thats whet my stalkers were trying to do. That person is the main one I am responding to here. What I told you all is only a small amount and not everything. I've had trouble at other sites ,too. Another blog mentioned my experience when we took a train to Hamburg. In detail. She almost seemed proud to be used as a lab rat for training others how to stalk. But I don't think she was the lab rat, I was. Note, I believe It was that same site or another one on that web site that announced that they are killing off the human lab rats. This blog explained how they were doing it and how it affected the body.
http://nanobrainimplant.com/2014/01/05/nsa-spy-program-is-absolutely-orwellian-intelligence/
http://rudy2.wordpress.com/silent-massacre-electronic-stalking-and-mind-control-in-the-usa/
Most of the indications below can be reversed once you realize that you don't want to be defeated except for the last one for obvious reasons.
1. When you walk around the street homeless shouting and talking aloud with voices
2. When you suspect any and everybody to be stalking you
3. When you come to have blind faith in whatever religion it is that you worship without reason
4. When you find yourself to be a cult leader of a new religion based on channeled messages
5. When you are sure that you are the second coming of Christ/ Messiah / Maitreya / etc.
6. When your only goal in life is worshipping the golden calf (money)
7. When you cannot overcome difficulties of relationships
8. When you cannot be wise enough to eventually that you cannot convince your family that EMCHMs exist
9. When you think the only possibility of the perps true identity is the secret government orgs.
10. When you commit mass murder
