Thousands of victims are suffering covert abuses and tortures of remote voice to skull and remote electromagnetic mind control technologies.
Symptoms of Mind Control Weapons
https://peacepink.ning.com/forum/topics/symptoms-of-mind-control
According to my personal experiences of the persecution, there are some more harms than these External Symptoms.
Up to March, 2012, I had following problems.
(1) The horrible suffering aged me so quickly. In 2002, everyone said I looked like only 20 years old.
(2) Because the long time horrible torture, I had serious endocrinopathy. My menses were very abnormal and less.
(3) Because of suffering horrible pain and other diseases, I often curled up in a tight ball; this had brought me serious kyphosis. I also suffered serious problems of cervical vertebra.
(4) Because of the horrible suffering every day; I could not sleep well at night, and could not have the energy to move outside at day time, I had Social Isolation.
Actions that I have taken to solve these problems:
Since the second half year of 2012, I joined a small Chinese martial art hobby group which had hobby group activities every night. I learned to play Tai Chi. After half year practicing Taiji, I cured kyphosis and problems of cervical vertebra; I reduced endocrinopathy; my menses were improved.
I had been taking a lot of edible Chinese medicinal herbs teas which were good for alleviating pain, helping sleep, easing depression, relieving anxiety, strengthening immunity. People in the countryside in our areas liked to make their daily dishes with those edible Chinese medicinal herbs, or make teas.
https://peacepink.ning.com/forum/topics/food-and-china-medicinal-herbs
Up to May 2013, I found two following problems:
In May 2013, I had two mental health and personality tests: one was for depression and Anxiety disorder; one was for Homosexual Orientation.
I had mild to moderate depression; I did not have anxiety disorder; My Homosexual Orientation grew from 0 to 20%.
It was clear that the abuses and tortures of mind control technologies could harm our mental health and personality.
Actions that I have taken to solve these problems:
Practicing Taiji appeares to be an effective treatment for mild to moderate depression;
Going for a long walk along the river, in the trees, or along the beach is good ways to relieve depression.
Taking some edible Chinese medicnal herbs is good for depression.
Making true friend with a fine man could halt Homosexual Orientation.
Mind Control Pepetrators always look for excuses to mask their guilts.
No matter what excuses they had found to mask their guilts, their crimes and guilts would never be forgiven.
The following excuses they often used to mask their guilts. (or to let me believe they are not bad)
(1) They said we controlled your mind to make you to become the queen of the south.
(2) They said, we can make you more reality or more clever.
(3) They said we can help you with your career.
(4) They said all governments supported our work, governments had asked us to arrange a somewhat satisfied
Later life for you after the long time sufferings. We are the only group who are able to arrange your later life and make you satisfied.
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How to be yourself after being tortured and harassed by mind control technologies?
First of all, it is hard to be yourself after being tortured and harassed by mind control technologies. Torturers injected thoughts, dreams to your brain; altered your memories; squeezed your emotions; confused your thoughts; muddled your characters........
There was an air of gloom and despair hanging over victims who realized that they were no longer themselves.
During such a horrible situation, God came to me and told me to keep faith in God, and listened to God's words in the Bible.
Soleilmavis Liu, Author of the book: “Twelve Years in the Grave – Mind Control with Electromagnetic Spectrums, the Invisible Modern Concentration Camp”, is helping the public understand voice-to-skull, and remote electromagnetic mind control technologies. Her book provides the sound facts and evidence about the secret abuse and torture with such technologies.
http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/soleilmavis
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I have collected many reported articles which introduced 'mind control technologies'. The listing of these articles will not mislead readers; it is a short cut for readers to learn what mind control technologies are.
https://peacepink.ning.com/forum/topics/introduce-mind-control-and
Story of Soleilmavis
Soleilmavis case summary of mind control abuses and tortures
https://peacepink.ning.com/profiles/blogs/soleilmavis-case-summary-on-mind-control-torture-and-abuse
Life of Soleilmavis in Brief Summary
https://peacepink.ning.com/profiles/blogs/lifeofsoleilmavis
Some News articles about Soleilmavis
https://peacepink.ning.com/profiles/blogs/news-articles-about-soleilmavis
Some lawsuits filed by Soleilmavis
https://peacepink.ning.com/profiles/blogs/some-lawsuits-filed-by
The followings were some intermittent dairies.
January 24, 2013
Torturers did not allow me to sleep at night on January 24, 2013.
I went to bed at 9 pm, but they tortured me and harassed me and did not allow me to sleep until 12:30 am. I could not sleep, then I got up and checked my email and posted some new messages to peacepink.ning.com.
2:30 am, I went to bed again and tried to sleep for a while, but I only could sleep lightly and intermittently. At 7 am I got up from Bed. Torturers tortured me and let me have a heavy headache for the whole night.
January 25, 2013
Again, torturers did not allow me to sleep well at night on January 25, 2013.
They did not allow me to sleep early at night, and woke me up very early in the morning.
January 26,2013
Torturers only allowed me to sleep about 2 hours at night on January 26,2013.
Since 2002, they started not allowing me to sleep well at night. They used to only allow me to sleep one hour per night during a week of May 2002.
I keep writing my horrible suffering experiences day by day.
I wish to remember here that even we have exposed voice to skull technologies, remote electromagnetic mind control technologies to public, but torturers still could tortured and harassed us cruelly and governments still ignored our complaints.
January 27, 2013
I want to sleep for a while at daytime, but torturers kept harassing me and torturing me with voice to skull and remote electromagnetic mind control technologies. They did not allow me to sleep, even they only allowed me to sleep for 2 hours yesterday night.
These days, torturers only allowed me to sleep about 4-5 hours per day; but today, only 2 hours.
I have drunk herbal tea which is made by root of Salvia miltiorrhiza Bunge and roots of Spine Date for several days. This herbal tea used to be very good for helping sleep. But now it did not work well when torturers kept harassing me and torturing me with their weapons.
I still keep drinking such herbal tea which can help maintain good conditions of brain functions.
For me, I indeed need 8-9 hours sleeping time everyday. Torturers deprive me of my sleeping rights. Torturers are real fascists.
Root of Salvia miltiorrhiza Bunge:
Action: To remove blood stasis and relieve pain, promote the flow of blood and stimulate menstrual discharge, and ease the mind.
Indications: Menstrual disorders, amenorrhea, dysmenorrhea, mass formation in the abdomen, pricking pain in the chest and abdomen, pain in acute arthritis, pyocutaneous disease, restlessness and insomnia, hepatosplenomegaly, angina pectoris.
Spine Date Seed
Action: To replenish the liver, cause tranquilizations, arrest sweating, and promote the production of body fluids.
Indications: Insomnia with deficient restlessness, palpitation, dreaminess, excessive sweating due to debility, thirst due to consumption of body fluids.
Root of Spine Date has similiar action and indications with Spine Date Seed.
January 28, 2013
Torturers allowed me to sleep for 5 hours last night, but still sufferred the pain in head, and 'injected dreams'.
I will try to sleep one or two hours in the afternoon.
January 29, 2013
Again torturers only allowed me to sleep for 3 hours last night, and let me suffer so much pain in head. and 'injected' thoughts and dreams to my brain.
January 30, 2013
Again, torturers only allowed me to sleep for 3 hours last night, and let me suffer so much pain in head, and 'injected' thoughts and dreams to my brain.
Torturers were discussing why they could not fully control me now, but they could fully control me when they firstly torturerd and harassed me with their weapons.
As a victim who have sufferred long term persecution, I did understand why.
After such a long time suffering experience, and after God came to me and directed me how to do, I have learned that torturers allowed part of my brain to be myself, so that I could live in my family like a human; to eat, to speak, to walk.........
With the part of my brain, I still could have the basic concept of right and wrong. so I knew they have done so many bad thing to me --- torturing me, making me suffer a lot, controlling my thoughts, controlling my 'dreams'; controlling my behaviors; 'injecting' thoughts and dreams to my brain; depriving me of sleeping; harassing me with their voices.
Torturers were real fascists, who have been putting victims in invisibale the fascist concentration camps for more than ten years.
Governments and public, who ignored victims complaint, really did not have justice in their mind and they were really unrighteousness.
And I knew God was really just.
God asked me to be a soldier of him to fight against such horrible crime, to win justice in my case. God directed me to expose such horrible crime to public.
Jan 31 2013
Again, torturers did not allow me to sleep last night. I sufferred horrible pain and 'injecting' thoughts and 'dreams'.
The more suffering experiences I endured, the lesser remnant energy I remained.
Before 2009, I still could have energy to help victims to edit their case stories, and even translated some English articles into Chinese. And I still could have energy to sort victims stories, and tried to help them to appeal with their cases.
But now, I felt that I did not have enough energy to do any job.
In 2010, I created this website and wished victims could find each other and help each other.
And for me, I only could focus on discussing my personal case with everyone I met, and sent my case summary to them, and asked them to help me.
(My brain did not work well too, I even could not remember most victims' names)
With the vestige of the remnant energy, I still worked hard to write letters and tried hard to wish to get my book (ten years in the grave) published.
I do still have faith that I will win justice in USA.
https://peacepink.ning.com/forum/topics/will-victims-win-a-lawsuit
February 2, 2013
Torturers allowed me to sleep about 5.5 hours at night, but still sufferred pain and 'injected' thoughts and dreams.
I tried to sleep for about one more hour in the afternoon these days.
Today, I feel a little bit better.
February 6, 2013
Torturers allowed me to sleep about 4 hours last night, and sufferred pain and 'injected' thoughts and dreams.
I tried to have heart-to-heart talk with intimate people who loved me, I shared my thoughts with them, even I did not have to let them know I was torturing by remote voice to skull and remote electromagnetic mind control technologies, they did understand my frustrating and depressing thoughts, they tried to cheer me up; showed me how much they loved me; encouraged me to be strong.
They let me know that they treasured me because many of my fine qualities deserved their praising. They reminded me that I still had so many fine qualities, and I should preserve my original good characters.
February 11, 2013
Mind Control victims have been deprived of their rights to development and freedom.
And governments and public indeed have ignored victims' complaint.
Educating public about such technologies is the most important way to bring public awareness and get concerns about victims voices.
March 12, 2013
Torturers did not allow me to sleep for the whole night. Suffering horrible pain, shame, and sexual harassment.
I will never give up to seek justice and urge government to investigate torturers and sentence them according to law.
I fully understand how hard to find justice and sentence torturers in our cases. But As long as you don't give up, there is hope.
Never give up when you still have something to give. Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying.
The updating day to day suffering experiences could be found from comments to this post.
Comments
amen and amen
when i feel very tried ,perps never stop attack me ,they made voice to disturb me and force my lose mood to read or sleep ,once a time i got fever ,they still hurt me and laugh me , they force me to take medicine and abuse me "you shall be got heart attack and dead sooner ...crazy quickly ... ", they plan to destroy and deprive my life again and again . this time i hear perps said "stop write any words to any place ,no any mean at all ,take care ...",they often threat me ,very dangerours mind weapon .
I also feel very tired these days
Thank you for giving the rest of the TIs an opportunity to see that this problem is global and they are not alone in their struggle. May I suggest melatonin for nights when the perps are not letting you sleep? It is natural and it is a super antioxidant, much stronger than vitamin c or various other antioxidants. Considering the amount of stress that TIs experience, it's necessary not only to help sleep through the abuse, but to reduce our chance of cancer from free radicals caused by the daily stress. I am fortunate in that I have grandchildren. They tire me out naturally, but more importantly, they force me to be cheerful and playful - something lacking in so many torture victims lives. It makes a huge difference in how you make it through the day of abuses. I'm pulling for you kid, and we are so happy you are here pulling for the rest of us.
hello dianna mae sanford after hear you said , i feel i can not close my eyes to sleep and this words hurt my emotion again , i think over your words and i want to said why perps attack us and why this attack never stop in the world ?why no any perps reveal by victims ? i feel ours world lose unfair , they deserve punish by society .
i can understand this time you suffer lots hard time . attack very strong with you , this situation as same as my feel about attack , perps often force me to said they like words and hate me very much .but i think we shall be courage each other till we own peaceful life again , sometimes i also feel lose confident to alive in the world , but this time bible words comes : LUKE 11:9 "So i say to you :Ask and it will be given to you ;seek and you will find ;knock and The door will be opened to you ,For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks ,the door will be opened ."
so i agree Soleilmavis words "Educating public about such technologies is the most important way to bring public awareness and get concerns about victims voices." i hope we win in the future .
i have had sleep deprivation for 19 years. I'm too old to keep this up, i'm about ready to leave this world, this country is not a democracy for me. my son commited suicide and they still would not leave.
January 31, 2013
Again, torturers did not allow me to sleep last night. I sufferred horrible pain and 'injecting' thoughts and 'dreams'.
The more suffering experiences I endured, the lesser remnant energy I remained.
Before 2009, I still could have energy to help victims to edit their case stories, and even translated some English articles into Chinese. And I still could have energy to sort victims stories, and tried to help them to appeal with their cases.
But now, I felt that I did not have enough energy to do any job.
In 2010, I created this website and wished victims could find each other and help each other.
And for me, I only could focus on discussing my personal case with everyone I met, and sent my case summary to them, and asked them to help me.
(My brain did not work well too, I even could not remember most victims' names)
With the vestige of the remnant energy, I still worked hard to write letters and tried hard to wish to get my book (ten years in the grave) published.
I do still have faith that I will win justice in USA.
https://peacepink.ning.com/forum/topics/will-victims-win-a-lawsuit
I have a record of DR. Robert Duncan stating that you would need a something like a nuclear reactor to live deep within to block these waves. I do not know where in the program he makes the statement but heres the link http://www.blogtalkradio.com/universaltruthevolution/2011/02/17/dr-.... I hate to see some being taken advantage of by unscrupulous people who feed off of our desperation to find blocking techniques. If you have the money, the process of looking for blockers can be assertively rewarding, but you might be let down by lack of results and a smaller pocket book.
I find that treating the resulting anxiety and physical effect of the assault is rewarding. Marijuana is legal where I live, and I also have a Doctor's prescription to use it. It helps my anxiety, and it also helps me distract from the voices and what hey do to me. At first the voices didnt like it. They would bother me with weird sounds while I was medicated. But then this group of perps started to enjoy the way my mind works while medicated so they don't care if I use.
There are some shielding information, but I am not sure whether they work.
https://peacepink.ning.com/forum/topics/shielding-informations
I have had many inserted dreams. I can relate to your experience. They dont do it to me much any more though. Not that I'm aware of. They used to prick my skin at odd places hard to reach when I was just falling asleep to wake me up. I also remember when they told me to refuse my income and live outside, they told me I could be free if I did what they told me. They made me stand still and look at one spot throughout the day until 5pm. Then they told me I could not leave the side of the city block I was on when I was done staring. I could not lay down all throughout the night. I could not leave to find food or lay down to sleep if I wanted to be free. It seemed that when I accomplished the task, they would say I made some small mistake and say I could not be free. At that time the perps were using names and personalities of people I knew from my past. I then believed it was truly those people, but since then I have found evidences that the true perps had stolen the voices and personalities of those people. They were never involved This means that they may have gotten their personality patterns from monitoring those people. This points to the idea that anyone and everyone can be a target at any time. They may have also gotten the records of those personalities and voices from my mind in my sleep. Either way, I'm almost certain the personalities and voices were false.
During that time the sounds the perps used were amazing. They made it sound like their voices would echo throughout the city and from the tops of sky sky scrapers. They would use an echo effect that would start really small and far away, then the echo would grow in close and louder until it hit me. they would also say awful phrases over and over thousands of times in a few hours. It made me belive that everyone copuld hear, but they were told to ignore it. It seemd also that many people were talking about me. I didn't know it was just v2k.
There was no physical assault then. Just sounds and psychological assault. The physical assault is a whole different story.
A few things I realize now through years of experience is that I dont need to hold grudges or wonder about how family feel about me because they were not involved. I dont need to spend time looking for the people whose voices and personalities were stolen, because they were innocent. I also now know that all the people around me cannot hear the sounds. Not that its not possible, but that they dont because others would start recognizing something out of place and thus there would be more evidences of perp involvement. This realization gives me relief because now I am anonymous and can go about my way through the city without worrying about how every person I pass feels about me, and what the perps said.
I did one time have dinner at a church and the perps made it sound like I through my plate on the floor real hard. Everyone looked over, some alarmed at the sound. I had to look to see that my plate was still on the table which it was. There was another time when the perps told me that I was going to smell rotten fish, Soon after a person in the same room said he smelled rotten fish, just as I began to smell it as well.
In the end we are paving a path towards freedom and justice for others to follow. Sharing our experiences will help many people gain knowledge about what and how things are happening to humanity. If we keep up our fight, we will see freedom!
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