I found out this weekend that my older brother Ron witnessed a rape while he was in the army reserves, some 20 years ago. He testified in court against like 3 of the guys in the army who did this, and these guys swore that they would hunt him down and kill him for doing it. People, my brother did the right thing, he did the ethical thing, and now, I suffer, and my family suffers. This is why I'm targeted, because he was whistle blower. Now I know why I'm targeted, it all makes sense now, the military compound, the government. They are pissed off at our family.
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My book is now available to buy. The publisher is Xlibris. If you goto: www2.xlibris.com/index.html and then click on the bookstore tab.You can then type in the title of my book in the search bar: This Sky IKnow. In another 2 to 6 weeks, my book will be available through Barnesand Noble and Amazon.com, and I'm sure it will be sold at a muchcheaper price, so you may want to wait to buy it. I will let you knowwhen it becomes available through those outlets.
This is a bookof poetry that I've written over the course of one to two years. Itsabout targeting and mental illness and a giant and Eve and God andheaven. I will be taking this to the streets over the summer trying toget people to buy my book. This is my only work in activism at thistime. It is only a book. It is limited in what it can do for me and forall of us. However,I am very proud to say that now I am a publishedauthor.
Posted by SheriGrutz on January 31, 2010 at 2:03am
This was taken from a medical journal pertaining to voices that schizophrenics hear:Many times the voices simply comment on what the individual is doing at the time. If the individual is speaking with a supervisor, a voice may comment on what the supervisor is saying, or even be quite nasty about him/her. Sometimes the voices will actually give instructions to the individual, but they usually aren’t psychotic as portrayed in movies and books. Sometimes they will “take care” of the individual, instructing him or her to take a shower or eat a meal. It can be any number of things.What do these voices sound like? Well, there are many different ways for them to appear. Sometimes they will sound like an echo in the back of the mind. Many people experience them as thoughts that are sudden and unexpected, which are out of context and not something they would normally think. Most times people wouldn’t even recognize this as a voice if they didn’t believe in it. Sometimes voices will come from outside the head, and then they will usually be unintelligible. On occasion, they will appear as block print inside the head. However they appear to one individual, they will usually appear the same way all the time.Some of these individuals are capable of having a conversation with these voices. Some voices may even have names if they speak to the person often. On occasion they may even have personalities. However, people who claim most of this are labeled as insane, as getting into voices this deeply is not part of most cultures. It is a much disputed fact over whether these voices actually exist. The argument could go back and forth forever. However, it usually ends with simple insanity as the explanation.
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Posted by SheriGrutz on January 29, 2010 at 2:11am
Dear Mr. President:In last night’s State of The Union address, you said that too many of our citizens have lost faith in our biggest institutions, one of them being the government. You also said that we (meaning the United States) do not torture. This is the very reason why many of us have no faith in government, because it doesn’t tell the whole truth. If you want people to believe you, they better not find out about me. About me? You are not addressing someone like me, because I am not a citizen.A citizen of the United States of America doesn’t have her life on display for the media, the radio stations, magazines, Hollywood, other institutions that tap into and watch her life unfolding, possibly the thoughts in her head, the overnight dreams in her head. No, a citizen doesn’t have this satellite surveillance over her phone line, her computer, tracing and tracking everything she does and everywhere she goes.A citizen of the United States of America doesn’t experience deep sensations of direct energy to the head that smells like a type of gas, a type of chemical accompanied by crippling and deadly electronic pain that grinds down the center nervous system, the suffering of going through this nearly daily for over 6 years, a constant bombardment of weapons that no one around can feel, just center to the head of a target.A citizen doesn’t get turned away by every government official when trying to get help, the police, the district attorney, the governor, the senators, the representatives, countless other agencies and offices that turn a deaf ear, a blind eye, as if they are the disabled ones, as if they can not do a thing, as if I should somehow find a way to free myself.And finally, a citizen doesn’t never know the truth about her life is being used and abused, living on speculation and wonder, living on dropped clues, and thankfully, the internet articles that explain what is being done to the human beings across this world. There is an automatic right to know what is happening to her, a right that gives ownership to her own life, and that has been denied for 16 years.Yes, I watched The State of Union address last night, but you weren’t speaking to me because I’ve never been treated as a citizen, so I don’t know what its like. When you are ready to define what it means to be a citizen, then maybe I’ll start taking your words to heart. When you are ready to start an investigation into the crimes against humanity that plague this world over targeting and torture, then maybe I’ll be one that can either agree or disagree with you.Sincerely,Sheri M Grutz
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Guantanamo won't close now after a set up terror attack on the airplane in Detroit, this means, that yes, Obama will give the go ahead to torture suspects too. If we are dealing with the intelligence agencies torturing us, then they will continue under Obama because we have raised security risks and they will say during this time of raised terror, 9-11 and beyond, then all of us as targets will be tortured mercilessly. I don't believe anyone was hit with EM weapons before we went into this raised awareness, but I could be wrong. We all had high hopes for Obama, but it turns out, he's another George Bush, and he won't listen to our pleas during a time when the country might get hit again.
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Its bad when bad people are watching us being tortured, they become just as bad as the torturers themselves. What about when the good people are watching us, tracking us, seeing that we are in distress and being butchered to near death? What then? Then, the good people become just as bad as the torturers themselves. Religion is done. When the holiest of men and women do nothing, then you know that religion is dead. All they care about is who is having sex, namely, homosexuality. They call this a lie, to live the life of a gay person. If these people only knew that the likes of Dr. Dobson, David Jeremiah and many other theologians and holy people are on the receiving end, have the proof, have the power, and do nothing, then they would realize that all of religion is a lie, all of these guys are crooks, crooks and liars.
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I really would like to hear from others who are experiencing direct energy weapons to the head, crippling, deadly pain, torturous pain. I also would like to hear from people who are experiencing satellite surveillance in which the media and radio are watching you. I feel like this site is all over the place with posts and discussions, but are missing the big picture of why we are here, and I don't want to waste my time.
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Posted by SheriGrutz on November 7, 2009 at 7:25am
"Smart grids are networked, like the Internet. They will find what you need on the energy web and route it to you along the most efficient pathways. They’ll adjust demand to match clean, renewable supply, not only in your home, but across neighborhoods.”Sounds like another form of surveillance to me.
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Posted by SheriGrutz on November 4, 2009 at 3:34am
10. They know what I'm talking about but they don't know me, have never seen me or tapped into the surveillance.9. They know me, but they have other things to do.8. They don't think the proof they offer will help me in any way.7. They have been told not to.6. They are waiting for a bigger name to come to my aid.5. They fear they will lose their job if they get involved.4. They are bought and sold just like everyone else.3. They don't get involved in legal suits.2. They will be followed and stalked.1. They will be electronically tortured.
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Posted by SheriGrutz on November 4, 2009 at 3:21am
When someone asks, why would they go after a little person like you, and not some big guy in politics, a couple of things come to my mind, one is that it would be too obvious to target the president or the vice president, and also that they have created an enemies list with us in which they assume we will need to watched so that we don't counteract, tortured for experimentation purposes, forced crazy to keep us weak, and not getting help from anyone so the society remains controlled. We are the guinea pigs of the control, the hostages. Why us? To prove that its easy, to spread fear, to call us enemies.
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Posted by SheriGrutz on November 2, 2009 at 5:45am
He says the global warming is a hoax, but it has been proven by scientists that these things are happening to the planet, whether they are man made, or more natural, the rain forests are being depleted and man has certain tried or wants to destroy the last pristine places on the planet for uses in energy or gas that add to our selfish ways of living our lives. What's wrong with conserving, with aiding the planet and going green?The H1N1 virus is killing people across the globe, yet he calls this a hoax too. What's wrong with getting a shot so that you won't come down the flu and possibly spread it to others who will suffer with it? My daughter, who has cystic fibrosis, she got both flu shots because she is at high risk and I don't really think this guy should be risking people's lives with his rhetoric.Speaking of risking people's lives...Alex Jones says that psychiatry is insane, but I'd like for him to live one day in the life of a truly insane person, to be bombarded with voices, delusions, paranoia and fear and to be forced to live this way because people like him tell you not to trust a psychiatrist. A psychiatrist is like any other doctor, he treats the symptoms. Yes, there are underlying causes that create the symptoms, but some people can not, should not, or will not get to the root cause of their illness. And as for targets, we can't stop targeting, so, we should get help if we need, instead of committing suicide or doing something rash.
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Posted by SheriGrutz on October 7, 2009 at 10:00pm
When our family or friends will not accept the targeting or the abuse we have faced, they stop being emotionally or mentally available to us, they close off any emotional intimacy we have, but also, we grow accustomed to doing the same thing, since, to be in a state of emotional intimacy, a person has to be at peace with him or her self, the people around you, and the world in general, and this becomes next to impossible for us. They close us off to protect themselves and to protect us, from engaging in further ways of going deep into issues that cannot be explained or accounted for, where we might discover something too scary, too hard to handle, too upsetting.Many of us as targets, press the issue, usually with the world we live in, like with the media, the government, other outlets that we can engage with on a serious and professional level, inviting all kinds of disbelief, turning off, or just blatant anger that we may have interrupted their lives or their day with conspiracy theories. This is not the same as emotional intimacy, or one on one conversation about how we feel, how we cope, how we are doing on a day to day basis with what we face.We need these people in our lives, so its important to stay close to other targets and share what you will for greater closeness and connectedness to our own well-being, and don't close off into isolation. I've just spent the better part of 15 years trying to escape what the world has done to me and in doing so, have not been able to enjoy close, intimate relationships, something I am working on. It would have been great to get married, maybe have more kids, but I just haven't been able to. Peace everyone.
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Posted by SheriGrutz on September 11, 2009 at 10:19pm
The point where I am typically in the most constant pain, or area of attack is the very top of my head, and I've noticed that when I take a shower, when the water hits that part of my head, the water goes down my throat, and its not near my face. I don't understand this, but I feel that these sensitive points on my head are being used and abused the most and leading to this strange occurrence.
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Posted by SheriGrutz on September 9, 2009 at 3:24am
The technician I talked with said that they tested the line and found a bunch of interference on it, so I ran it by him that if he has proof that I'm under surveillance I'd love for them to put this is writing for a lawyer, and he said, if I was under surveillance, its all legal, the government regulates and controls the airwaves so they can do whatever they want, and he also said that I pay for it, its on my bill. I told him they can't tap into my phone line without a warrant and he said they don't need one. He said that isn't necessarily what he is talking about with my line, but maybe something crossing over it that is causing the interference. The bottom line, and I didn't say this, is that these people love working for Hitler, and they will not help anyone who is being tortured to death.
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Posted by SheriGrutz on September 5, 2009 at 12:53am
For several years now, I've had problems, maybe always, with my internet connection. What typically happens is my snyc light starts flashing, the connection is lost, sometimes for hours on end. I've all but exhausted everything with my internet service provider. I am now prepared to tell them that the reason I'm not getting connectivity is because I am under telephone surveillance and it is interfering with my internet. I am prepared to ask this company to stand with me and offer proof that some outside influence is causing my troubles, and take it to a lawyer, only if Iowa Telecom is willing to offer their testimony.
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I was talking to another targeted individual today about what the perps do to us that is very subtle, but definitely there, and that is, when you are close to your children, they start to stimulate you sexually in order make you look like a child molester. This happens when I'm laying in bed (usually a hotel bed) with one of my kids, but it also happens when I am close to them or even looking at them sometimes. My immediate reaction is to think of the part of my brain that is damaged with illness, the part of the brain that produced so many terrible, terrible voices, this could be the same sort of thing that is happening to our brains with the sexual stimulation toward children, a way of turning on itself and trying to incriminate and ridicule. There is no doubt that the sexual pleasure and pain is extreme, and exceeds even the standards of illness, but the brain that is ill may do things backward, or get confused, the brain that is ill due to the targeting. One thing for sure, this will make us look awful in front of all of the media and many other people who are here watching, they would love to see me accused of child abuse in order to justify their targeting/torture. The thing that helps me is to get angry inside and tell the brain to not do this, think through the whole moment so that it rolls right off of me and I don't actually react to anything or reply to the stimulation.
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Posted by SheriGrutz on August 19, 2009 at 11:25pm
First of all, psychiatrists are not interested in a patients "experiences" they are only concerned about the symptoms, and allieviating them, so they would not ask anything about mind control technologies or the invasive practise that might render someone sick. I'm being electronically tortured right now, with deep pain and gas, and did at one time experience voices, of which are now controlled with proper use of medication. If you dont' call it schizophrenia, then what does this author suggest we call it?Second, there are probably a good many articles like this out there that are very good, yet what difference do they make? We need to be talking about how to change this situation for people who are experiencing such levels of pain and malaise, fundamentally changing a situation which would require much more than having a change in a psychiatric evaluation.Third, I'm fearful that with this article on people like us there is a tendency to isolate and separate us from all of society, in which people in positions of taking on our claims, doctors, lawyers and such will only look upon us as subjects in which they will come to the conclusion that there is nothing they can do to help us. With the way it is now, you are treated as a patient of a psychiatrist and I don't know what you would be considered if you weren't a patient, maybe they could call us targets, but that open up a whole other way of treating us unfairly.
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I'm making these observations today after the report of the man who killed people inside of a workout gym, and the fact that he kept a blog mentioning his feelings and his intent.There are a couple of different things going on the world and the minds of the media and the radio industry. First of all, they fear me, that I will strike out in person against them in some violent act, and so, they use examples like this blog to prove or back up their thinking, so they stay in this mode of watching me out fear. Secondly, they use false stereotyping as basis for their claims, such as, she's schizophrenic so naturally she's dangerous, and can at any moment fall into fits of madness, after losing so much in her life, naturally she will want to die, and they have been keeping track of everything I have said out loud, which hasn't been good. Thirdly, they want to keep thinking this way as a means of controlling me subconsciously, wanting me to just accept my targeting and be placid, even after years of torture and indirect comments and stranglehold from them, they always want, and think they deserve,the upper hand, and definitely, definitely never admit guilt.Fourth, they know that people like us, targets, have every reason to be angry and so, they can not let us have our freedom, because we may still act out from all of our pain and suffering, we may seek revenge somewhere down the road, even if we are free again.I thought I had a free space here to say what I want, but that is a joke, and the joke is on me, because I will never, ever be free living like this. I want to resume writing, and will, soon, but I may have to watch what I say.
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Please send your TORTURE AND ABUSE CASES to Judge Claude Bridel - "Justice de Paix du District de Nyon" (Switzerland) – in support of Katherine FriedliJudge Claude Bridel - info.jpxny@vd.ch ,Katherine Friedli Katherine.friedli@yahoo.com (European Torture Case #52)TO JUDGE CLAUDE BRIDEL - "JUSTICE DE PAIX DU DISTRICT DE NYON" (SWITZERLAND) –22 July 2009Here is the link to our over 950 DIRECTED ENERGY AND NEUROLOGICAL WEAPONS, AND ORGANISED STALKING, TORTURE, DEGRADATION AND MUTILATION VICTIMS' CASE SUMMARIES FOR YOU TO WITNESS, RECORD AND OPPOSE -http://www.freedrive.com/folder/177784 ORhttp://www.mydrive.ch username – johnfinch password - TORTURECASESSome of our DIRECTED ENERGY AND NEUROLOGICAL WEAPONS, AND ORGANISED STALKING TORTURE AND ABUSE CASES detail the most extreme and totalitarian violations of human rights in human history, including the most horrendous psychological tortures, rapes, sexual abuse, surgical mutilations, ‘mind control’, and other mental and physical mutilations – see http://www.freedrive.com/folder/177784 ORhttp://www.mydrive.ch username – johnfinch password - TORTURECASESThere are MANY, MANY others, all over the world, who are being subjected to similar torture and abuse – citizens, combatants and leaders (‘suicide bombers’, coup-de-etats and puppet governments, literally).YOU HAVE BEEN CHOSEN TO BE “A SELECTED WITNESS” to these are extreme and monstrous CRIMES AGAINST HUMANITY – indescribably terrible in themselves – coupled with the ORWELLIAN/STALINIST secrecy and denial of any support at all that we are experiencing, makes them even more horrendous and monstrous.We have contacted most Governments, Security/Intelligence Agencies, Religious Organisations, International Organizations, Human Rights Organizations, Universities, Scientific and other Institutions, and the International Media all over the world - over and over and over again – and have had our appeals for assistance, protection and/or publicity almost completely ignored and/or suppressed.Some TARGETED INDIVIDUALS have been attempting to gain assistance, protection and/or publicity about these crimes since the 1990s - and even earlier - this extends as far back into the history of illegal "scientific and medical" testing and experimentation as MKULTRA and the DUPLESSIS ORPHANS - and further.We are still collecting CASE SUMMARIES from TARGETED INDIVIDUALS all over the world, and we have also advised them to send them to you – “THE SELECTED WITNESSES” - TO WITNESS, RECORD AND OPPOSE so that :-A. We can be sure that as many people as possible know about these horrendous crimes.B. We can be sure that these AUTHORITIES and ORGANISATIONS are either trying to uphold the rule of National, International and Human Rights Law, and that we will, sooner or later, be protected by these laws.C. Or that we can be sure these AUTHORITIES and ORGANISATIONS are complicit and/or acquiescent to these CRIMES AGAINST HUMANITY and that National, International and Human Rights Law no longer apply - in which case our task will be to get the rule of these laws restored.Later these records should become an information source - such as the INTERNATIONAL TRACING OFFICE set up to record the fates and whereabouts of Jews (and others?) after WW11. The information collected can then be used by the appropriate people for LEGAL, MEDICAL, WELFARE, HISTORICAL etc. records.As well as being illegal the crimes being committed against us are contrary to the Principles and Values of all the major religions and ethical systems - so we will also be demonstrating to all of these people and AUTHORITIES AND ORGANISATIONS the huge disconnect between their professed Principles and Values and the reality. We will be showing their monstrous Doublespeak Doublethink Doubledo ignorance, stupidity and/or hypocrisy.It is our responsibility to record and alert the world to these horrendous crimes - and the extreme danger that these technologies, powers and tendencies pose to human rights, liberty, democracy, privacy and the mental and physical freedom, individuality, integrity, health and growth of all people – in all their “infinite?” richness, degrees, dimensions, aspects, qualities and diversity!Make no mistake these are the most horrendous totalitarian weapons and crimes imaginable and the people and organizations using them are mass-murdering conspirators pursuing totalitarian fundamentalist schemes.Beware of the brain and gene phrenologists/determinists/reductionists, and those who seek to control and reduce the range, quality and diversity of human thoughts, imaginations, senses, sensibilities, moods, attitudes, speech and psycho-physiologies – the would-be socio-economic, cultural AND PSYCHOLOGICAL/INTELLECTUAL/ PHYSIOLOGICAL monopolists, monoculturalists, police and prosecutors who are already literally and physically actively at work amongst us!! Both monstrously and criminally, and also far more insidiously.And beware of this dumbing-down, disenfranchisement, degradation and monoculturalisation caused by the paucity and total degradation of public information and discourse, and the subsequent and consequent destruction of previously autonomous cultures, professions, fields of human endeavour, memories, and intelligences.NOT TO MENTION THE NUTCASES PURSUING SUCH FRANKENSTEIN-SCIENCES AS THE TRANSGENIC, AND THE “BLENDING” OF THE TECHNOLOGICAL AND BIOLOGICAL– EVEN AS RECORD BIODIVERSITY AND CULTURAL DIVERSITY DESTRUCTION IS DONE.It is no exaggeration to say our cases are as horrendous and urgent as people fleeing Nazi or Pol Pot concentration camps – specifically Dr Mengele-type butchers.We urgently need access to SAFE HOUSES to get protection from the directed energy and neurological weapons being used to torture, mutilate and kill US.Such SAFE HOUSES are available in Laboratories, Hospitals and Scientific/Military Facilities.PLEASE ASSIST US URGENTLY!!!PLEASE CONTACT US FOR FURTHER INFORMATION:-Yours in the search for openness and respect for universal human rightsJohn FinchMAIL: 5/8 Kemp St, Thornbury, Vic 3071, Australia, TEL: 0424009627EMAIL: tijohnfinch@gmail.com , MCmailteam@gmail.comTARGETED INDIVIDUAL and a member of THE WORLDWIDE CAMPAIGN AGAINST TORTURE, DEGRADATION AND MUTILATION USING DIRECTED ENERGY AND NEUROLOGICAL WEAPONS
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