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The last straw.....after losing all faith in mankind the perps have led me to lose faith in Christ. He was all I had left who was constant goodness to me. The perpetrators tell me THEY are God and they are constantly using their powers to prove to me they run this universe. They have told me they fabricated the entire story of Jesus to build the church and make huge money from suckers like me. I know I shouldnt believe them but with all their power and the efficiency they use it with I dont know what to believe anymore, and with peoples evil actions towards me its like they are worshipping an evil god.
Im scared to trust in Jesus now because they say they'll prove me wrong (and i dont want to go thru that hurt).....the last thing I had left was faith and they are robbing me of this also.
Do you people still have faith in a good God?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GCS1am5SbdM&feature=channel
"Numerous analysts studying these issues have stated that discussion is long overdue and should begin immediately, particularly with more transparency, accountability and information available to the public in several countries. The domestic and international implications of the use and misuse of several exotic weapons and nonlethal variants are serious and require a higher priority by the Canadian government and international fora."
I couldn't leave without first sharing my concern
for the genuine Targeted Individuals in this forum
I think that we, need to be more careful now than ever, because there seems to be a sudden big push for the criminals to silence those of us who know what is happening. My advise is to be VERY careful TIs about who you trust and especially about who has CONTROL of support groups. Make sure it is someone who has a long standing and good reputation as a Targeted Individual, because any others could be perps who can be VERY convincing as they lead you into more hell. (I was just able to avoid such a situation) PLEASE Listen to your Hearts above all else, no matter what kinds of red carpets are claimed to be laid out for you.
PLEASE TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELVES AND FULLY TRUST ONLY THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN PROVEN TRUSTWORTHY. My prayers are here for all of us. . .always.
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Technical equipment in my home has lately been destroyed. First my laptop crasched. Then two modems were made useless. And yesterday my TV went down. (an old model, but I somehow thought this would be harder to destroy since its still analog? Maybe stupid and naive..I know) All of this has happened whitin one to two months in time.
Lightbulbs are constantly destroyed, it works for a week or two, then it just pops. Overall this could possibly not be a coincidence... I am myself, constantly "overloaded" with "sparks" in whatever I touch.
Does anyone out there experience the same, and any advise in how to get around it a bit?/Annie
I'm feeling like I need to back out of this forum, for now. I want to thank those of you who have chatted with me, with genuine care - you have been a life line for me, during times when I had nothing else. I wish it were ALL so supportive.
My situation, right now is too fragile to open myself up to more discord in this place where I came looking for help and support. I can't handle anymore. I just can't right now. I've been at the end of my rope on literally every level and have come to the conclusion that it may be easier for me to deal with this alone by myself, instead of having to deal with slanders that other TIs believe and support against me. . .like this morning's episode. I had trusted enough, out of my own foolish desperation, to give my phone number to someone who'd offered "help" but has ended up slandering me here, because I did not feel comfortable racing off to meet him in the middle of the night... and because I'd needed time to let trust build before doing that.
I have been honest and genuine with everything I have shared here, but there is nothing I can do to prove that to any of you. I feel deeply hurt and feel like I really honestly can NOT take anymore. I can't. This morning was the last straw for me.
Farewell.
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My perps call me a fake all the time, including all of the people who know me and have turned on me and volunteered in my harassment. As a result, I have lost a lot of my dignity because of this harsh treatment. I also get called a number of other things. Am I the only one who gets called a fake or are there other Targeted Individuals out there who get called a fake?
Last night I "chatted" with someone here on Peace Pink. . .and, after hearing of my plight, he said, "Look for money in the wind." I laughed so hard I cried.
A couple hours later, I pulled into a parking lot with an almost empty tank of gas, and climbed into the back seat to pray myself to sleep.
After a night of perps blaring music next to me and banging car doors into my car, I woke around 5am, freezing and tired, to a man banging on my car window yelling, "THERE IS NO OVER NIGHT PARKING HERE! YOU HAVE TO LEAVE!"
As I rushed to scrape ice off the inside of my windshield, (There is no heater in my car), he returned to yell some more. So, I rolled down my window and firmly said, "Where are your manors? I am trying to clear my windshield so I can see to drive away." He left and then returned a few minutes later and said, "I'm sorry, I never know who I will run into out here." "You look like you could use some help," he said as he handed me $40.
Little miracles do happen!
I now have a full tank of gas in my car/home. Its not much but its more than I had yesterday. Trying to look on the bright side.
www.sharonpoet-ti.blogspot.com
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UN stated clearly on how to deal with torture. Please take time to read it carefully.
http://www.hrweb.org/legal/cat.html
Has anyone else experienced this?? I am constantly being watched and harassed via tv/radio. At first I thought it was only "live" television (which made perfect sense) but now Ive realised its happening via what should be pre-recorded television shows, like they are actually acting them out in realtime. I can change channels and it will still be happening on the next channel. This one is completely baffling to me. How do they do this??
http://news.yahoo.com/blogs/technology-blog/vigilante-jamming-cell-phone-calls-city-buses-help-010615245.htmlIf he an build a simple devise to block radio signals he may be able to do the same for us. Would anyone be interested in tyring to contact him?
I am a 53 year old woman/writer who has been a targeted individual for over two decades and have undergone such unbelievable chains of gang stalking, electronic harrasments, sabotaged jobs and relationships...etc., that I don't know how I am surviving it.
I believe I must have at least two chips planted inside my body. One of which may have been inserted in 1985 or 1986 when I had two minor surgeries on my back.
My life turned upside down after the surgeries, beginning in small ways and then grew into larger ones.
I'd never had heart problems before, but suddenly my heart was often not beating normal and I felt unusually fatigued. My sister started behaving weirdly and my husband started treating me in ways that were not like him...etc. I divorced my husband and was forced to separate from my whole family of origin.
In 1995 my own government took my home and destroyed my business through their "rights of emanant domain" and never paid me for the business. This process was done with shocking cruelty and with threats to shove me into poverty if I spoke to the media...
In the late 1990s I was referred, by a "friend", to a dentist who suddenly cut an unnesessary deep gash into my upper gums. At the time I thought he was just psycho and never returned to him. But I now believe he may have installed a second chip.
After this I was targeted to the point that most of my pets either died or were suddenly missing, my daughter was suddenly hit with an unexplainable neurological problem effecting her speech...etc., my dear friend suddenly died of a heart attack, which I believe was not natural, and my house was burned down in a suspicious fire...etc. (Both of my children and every person I had been close to were also targets to some degree)
In the years following this I felt numb and weak and couldn't think straight....beyond what normal shock would induce. I traveled a lot.
In 2005, I stumbled back onto my feet with my writings and took off with a publication that focused on bringing more love into the world and helping people through tough times. . .and was again hit so hard that my own estranged sister was suddenly flying into rages - publicly declaring me insane and evil. . .my whole neighborhood was suddenly gone in a flash flood from a strange storm and a plugged culvert (four of my neighbors were killed!). . .and people were suddenly treating me rudely everywhere I went. Even my own children began turning against me.
Since then I have been receiving cryptic threats and repeated attempts to kill me in ways that would look like a natural death. (I nearly died in 2006 from the "Lupus", which I believe they were electronically inducing.)
Since last August, after reporting a couple gang stalkers who were actually plotting the murder of a man, whom they were trying to convince me was the one behind targeting me..., I have been through literal hell, with constant around the clock gang stalking, threats, being shot with lasers, almost constant high pitched satellite scans of my brain...etc. The only reason I am still here is because I've kept on the move and have been sleeping and living in my vehicle under wal-mart and bank surveillance cameras as much as possible.
There is so much more to this than I can list here. My story is truly unbelievable. My fight to survive has been long and more difficult than words can even begin to express.
