This is what I've come up with about what's been going on in the world for a long while.
It has everything to do with our past and where this is going.
Don't believe a thing I say without verifying it with yourself meticulously and you will see. This is the shortest path to knowledge and wisdom & it's taken me my whole entire life, mainly though, the last 12 years of research.
First, I'll tell you what this is about, but either in your heart of hearts or mind, you already know. You do your own research if you doubt, as I have no time to post links. If you care and hear truth, you'd be interested in researching the world you live in any day of the week. I won't respond in the comments even one word, because you have all you need in your heart, the scriptures of all religions (some have been perverted with lies, but mostly they are complete.)
1. Forget everything you've ever learned and start by being absolutely true to yourself. Brutally truthful. If you can't prove it, don't allow it in. Say things like, "maybe" or, "it's possible" unless you are beyond a shadow of a doubt.
'The journey of a thousand miles starts with the first step' (make sure it's this one)
2. The part of all of this we're leaving out, what we're overlooking or being manipulated not to believe that makes everything gel is point blank thus, and not received until after a great many truths are, and lies have fallen away.
There is an evil race of beings here spread out across the world. They live underground just like the scriptures have said. They are condemned here for doing what they do to us by a omnipotent/omnipresent magnificent race of beings who work for the one true God of all truth, however name you call this truth by, as long as you are speaking of this force it's of no consequence. Give all thanks to this presence and you will be safe in eternity. The reason they can't show themselves is because they are taking notes and separating wheat from chaff. God is watching and freeing hybrid humans that are good. We await our justice on these foul beings.The good is ever-present. They practice non-invasive interference when possible and are beyond time. This means your whole life is already been predicted and completed.
I'm speaking matter of factly because you will come to these realizations yourself if your absolutely true and do the correct research, and are true of heart. The world governments are connected by these evil beings who have hid our past here as best as they can from us, but you cannot fully hide the truth and where it manifests, it smashes deceit. The news is very very misleading, if you follow the money and trail of bodies , who benefits, all is shown. They have always been hunting good souls, and killing or distracting us, or confusing us with being able to read our minds. You must know, this technology isn't new, it's been used since before biblical times, they just use it for evil though.
The way this information fits in, is that this evil sect. A secret society, has been doing sleep hypnosis, child sexual and physical abuse, verbal abuse, psychological warfare on the true and confused, mostly, they leave the confused alone. The evil work for them and so do some confused. If you make it through all of the abuse without developing a severe imbalance, you must still cut away all the bonds of their lies. For myself, this has been happening while I'm being harrased and psychological attacked. There are many twists and turns, and they can read your minds, but if they were always your God they needn't probe at you to find information. They would also be able to see your past, (which they protect the criminals of) and could surprise you by telling you things only you'd know, they don't because they weren't always listening to you specifically.
The pyramids of the world were from before these beings interfered and tried to change the course of humanity from free to a slave race. One proof is that God put mushrooms and psilocybin here for our spirit to commune with others way beyond our reality, since god wouldnt make his own creation illegal, or eradicate good humans by the thousands, or dumb them down with flouride, msg, aluminum etc.
There are 15,000 underground bases worldwide roughly, at least i hear, and there are definitely some the size of small cities. This means there are roughly 450,000,000 very very bad souls and a lot of grey, confused ones, the ones that are good are hunted daily and killed. We outnumber them at least 14 to 1 at the present day world population.
This is what we're seeing when we open our eyes completely to our own truth and work through the hermetic logical process cutting away fetters. They did tell you satan was a deceiver. They are embedded into our families and peer groups breeding with us and feel we are their property now & not our own or the property of an older race of good beings that once lived here. Humans aren't property, God knows this. They never said the bible is accounts of the story from both sides along with the confused sheep's account of what's happening.
This should leave you with no worries, our Good gracious lord is beyond time and space. The vampires must knock to enter and be invited into your mind. This equates simply to psychology of one kind, humans. Words that are of God, or not of God. Just swat the lies away like a fly.
If your true, you are like neo on the matrix and dodge lies until you realize you dont need to. They all fall away knowing that you are truth, and your God of truth wouldnt lie. Only someone 100% true can see it all the way. So you should listen, not be distracted, be knowledgeable, wisdom comes, it unties your bonds. Always ask yourself 'why?' to everything from this true heart space and you will triumph. Spread the message of truth. Fear the Good God of time and not the technological deceit of the belial, lillith, or the lucifuge. They go by many names. These are fractal distractions from union with the divine force. If i said this was just my opinion, I'd be wrong entirely, but if I said i know everything I'd also be wrong.
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I have many reasons to believe that my family is involved in this and I'll explain why.
The ones that really cared about me are now dead (my mother and my grandparents).
It's surprising how one of my sisters (who lived with my father most of her life in another town) and one of my cousins got hired in the romanian secret services at about the same time I believe they first started to monitor me.
My boss (the veterinary doctor) where I worked at the industrial farm and where all this started was my brother's (who aswell lived in another town with my father) sister in law. She infested my mind with stories about alledged irregularities that took place there. But they were just stories meant to play with my mind. She posed as the righteous one and made me report all the alledged irregularities that the workers were doing. They were supposingly stealing stuff and chicks from the farm and selling them to the mafia.
My father and my brother aslo told me such stories. And one day when my brother's wife told me to find a girl, and to get married and have a family of my own, my brother replied ironically "haha, what a joke".
One day the workers talked to her, and she acted as she had lost her confidence in me. In the meanwhile, a lot of killer faced guys started to wander around in my neighborhood and throwing threataning looks at me.
I went the next day to my sister's birthay party somewhere outside town. There many suspicious looking guys were present. I was standing in front of my sister's brother in law. Menwhile my brother and his wife came. The first thing his wife asks was "how's work". So I started to talk about the alledged irregularities and that my boss (her sister) lost confidence in me. When my sister's brother in law heard what I was saying, he went to talk to my sister's godfather and I could hear them as they were angrily saying "we have no other choice, we have to get rid of him". When I heard them I started to feel like that was the last day of my life. Then they started to put happy music, and everyone started to dance, and I could hear them making jokes about how some people die younger and everyone was laughing (especially those who were from the secret services). It was horrendous.
Next day I was afraid to leave the house. I went shopping with my father, and I could see how a lot of black vans and suv's (as if they were going to kidnap me) and even more suspicious persons (they were better dressed, as if important local figures were also involved) that threw threataning looks at me started to wander all the places I went to. Nobody believed me when I told them that I was being followed, and when I told my father that I want to quit my job and leave town, he told that "he would be done with me if I did that". But anyway it turned out that it was just a hoax.
Then my family started to avoid me more and more as this experiment (or whatever) advanced through once phase to another. My father treated me badly the whole time I stayed there. It was more than clear to me that he wanted me out of there. And how did they do it? They put me through more and more mental torture as the time of my father's return from the countryside was closing in (he went there shortly after I got hired and he let me live alone all this time). I couldn't stand it anymore, I quit the job and went somewhere in the countryside decided to commit suicide. I spent all my money and smashed my cellphone. But they didn't let me do it. It took me 3 days to return home. In the meanwhile, my other sister (the one who lives in the capital) reported to the police that I was missing. So the day I returned from my journey she came and took me with her to the capital. My father (nor my other brother and sister) didn't stay not even 1 whole day with me since the mental torture began.
I believe that they tried to start this in 2008. He told me back then that he had found a job for me (the same job at the industrial chicken farm). But when I got there, I noticed that they were acting weird so I decided to return to my hometown to live with my grandparents (they were alive back then). I remember he was enraged by my decision.
My father (along with a sister and a brother) left us when I was 2. He never showed any affection and I have many reasons to believe that they are involved.
Question for tis--If the authorities lie about mental health and say we are hearing hallucinations when we discuss the patented verichip v2k [which speaks to rationally and logically], do they lie about cancer screenings and other medical results. I think they do. One ti, a nurse, told me the Mafia even doctors up xrays to read what they want. She said they were organized crime. I am worried I just had a mammogram and they want me to come in for a biopsy I think they want to amputate my breast to humiliate me, I was a whistleblower. I know they already scared my face in 3 places in car accidents and alleged freak accidents. I am very afraid. I am tired of being lied to by organized crime. Remember organized crime is big and organized. In the Mkultra hearings they were in about 80 INSTITUTIONS, colleges, hospitals, involved etc. as documented on wikpedia. Do other tis think or know or have proof that the government insiders lie. Please share your thoughts, I would love to hear what others have to say. I would also love to formulate a plan to expose lying on official government records for tis such as false mental health charges much like cointelpro. I know the CIA was just exposed to Congress for lying about torture. So government insiders do lie.
In my case they have been using a lot of signs that might have no significance. They might be used to keep me hypnotized or maybe they're a false clue. They're used over and over again. These include:
- People walking with dogs
- Steam coming out of sewers
- Airplanes crossing the sky
- Intermittent lights (from cars, trucks, bycicles etc.)
- People walking with their kids
- Cars with certain number plates. Number plates in Romania are comprised of 2 digits and 3 letters. The most common are: ZZZ - suggesting that this is just a dream; MMM - suggesting that they enjoy this sadistic game?; MUM, MWM, MOM - reference to my dead mother etc.
One day last summer, they played a game on me. They made me believe that all female made some sort of signs, and that each certain group of females (single, married, widowed etc.) made certain signs. So I went to the streets to test it. Each and every woman made a sign (the most common were: searching through the purse, carrying a bag, eating ice cream, waving the hand through her hair, throwing a look at me and then looking away, staring at me etc.). My eyes were moving faster than I could have imagined in order not to miss someone (it was them controlling my eyes of course). But the fact was that none of them was apparently single (all of these signs were made both by women who were single and by women who were accompanied by men aswell).
These are the symptoms that I had since all this started:
- Induced anger, calmness, affection, repulsion, hornyness, irritation, anxiety, fear, sadness, satisfaction, amusement, desperation
- Urges to kill
- Lack of control over my own body
- Psychosis (hallucinations, delusions, catatonia)
- Mania, derealization, depersonalization, changes in the way I percieve myself
- Illusions (visual, auditory)
- Panic attacks
- Manipulated hearing (hearing even the slightest sounds, echoed hearing, background noise seems louder than it actually is)
- Manipulated smelling (diminished smelling ability, every smell provokes nausea)
- Manipulated seeing (all colours seem brighter or duller than they actually are, ability to see everything that moves in sight at the same time)
- Induced physical pain and stinging, numbing and tingling of limbs
- Manipulated internal organs (heart, prostate, stomach)
- Talking brain, heart and brain tingling
Sometimes I also feel the urge to take off my pants while in public spaces haha.
I can expain why these symptoms have not occured in a natural manner, if anyone is doubting it.
Soulless-Prick does not need Viagra (or whatever crap you are spamming us with) because he raised from the death multiple times, it's a proven fact and died at least twice once on April 16th, 2014 then another time in the month May, Kernel of truth indeed so he does not need your merchandise sorry, he does have a lot of testosterone in his body since he is a cyberpath (which is a psychopath behind a computer) but thanks anyways.
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Read this well. I have always been attacked since that I do exist. When I was a child, given that my ''father'' was a narcissist, I thought that I was deserving what I got and was hating myself until the day that I really met Christ with my spirit. But now that I stand up for myself, there are more perverts who attacked me and nobody is lifting their little finger although it is very easy to see not only his game on YouTube but also to report his videos. (he made a very cruel character assassination of me, this dirty dog) I have ''subscribers'' but no friends, until proven otherwise. I was asking God how I can understand this life, yet I am very far from being ignorant. Nobody lifted their finger. I literally am dying and nobody gives a fuck. Not only this daemon wants to indirectly murder me with his monstrous lies but he wants people to hate me once I'm murdered. It is just perfect! And yet, I am far from being a person centered on myself, I do not deserve what is happening to me at all. Then you come to me with ''hell is on earth, we are damned here by political and religious demons''. I buy this, it makes too much sense to me. It is not surprising that my soul wants to depart from this life, for this life is a curse. Satan is so against me that he attacked me even before my birth. Hell is on earth. Now, this makes sense.
Lis bien ceci. J’ai toujours été attaquée depuis que j’existe. Lorsque j’étais enfant, compte tenu que mon père était un pervers narcissique, je croyais mériter ce qui m’arrivais et je me suis détestée jusqu’au jour où j’ai vraiment rencontré le Christ. Mais maintenant que je me tiens debout, il y a plus de pervers narcissiques qui m’ont attaquée et personne ne lève le petit doigt bien qu’il est très facile de voir non seulement son jeu sur YouTube mais aussi de rapporter ses vidéos. (il fait une assassination très cruel de ma personne ce démon politique, ce maudit chien sale) J’ai des ’subscribers’, pas des amis jusqu’à preuve du contraire. Je demandais à Dieu comment je peux comprendre cette vie et pourtant je suis très loin d’être une ignorante. Pas un maudit chat lève le petit doigt. Je suis littérallement en train de crever et on s’en fout superbement. Non seulement ce démon veut me tuer indirectement mais il veut que les gens me détestent lorsque j’aurais été assassinée. C’est juste parfait! Et pourtant, je suis loin d’être une personne centrée sur elle-même, je ne mérites pas ce qui m’arrive du tout. Alors tu m’arrives avec 'l’enfer est sur terre, être damné ici par les démons politiques et religieux’. J’achète, cela fait trop de sens. Il n’est pas surprenant que mon âme veut partir de cette vie, c’est trop maudissant. L’enfer est ici. Satan est tellement contre moi qu’il m’a attaquée avant même ma naissance. Je suis le résultat d’un viol marital et ma mère voulait m’avorter. C’est de la merde.
There's skeletons in the closet
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Don't find my playlist right now because I did not eat yet and slept bad last night (that's a way of life at this point)
but found this channel for now
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC74lGOrKCXU8g978Gxq_adg
If you want to be considered at least as a good acquaintance by me here, you don't start by disrespecting me, it's a no no, period because I am worth more than just your respect but that is the base to be accepted by me as a mere acquaintance. If you disrespect me, don't f***ing expect me to allow you to ''comment'' or ''communicate'' with me, it's not going to happen no matter how hard you try to twist my arm by trying to bend the truth for the simple reason that I hate discussing with enemies (that's a one sided relationSHIT) and love avoiding them. That is how I operate with my enemies. Nothing more and nothing less. I love myself, I'm a great person based not on mere beliefs about myself but on facts. I don't pretend to be perfect but I'm no fool either.
For more information, read the pledge for safe relationships.
https://peacepink.ning.com/group/defense-against-psychopaths/page/a-pledge-for-safe-relationships
In order to read the minds of everyone on the entire planet so that its efficient and technologically pheasible, look at the things that are in the open and cant be hidden, but can be lied about.
Here's the lowdown as i presume it to be. It makes sense.
Global Aerosols are being sprayed constantly (very heavily and regularly since about 2000) these are nano-metals, conductive especially when electrified via HAARP. This is not a microchip.The implantation is for tracking you specifically by drone or aircraft that stays in flight forever. They change them out ocassionally.
It is how to read everything. You blanket the environment with metal, charge it up, and then read it all day and night, to see how it changes. Specifically, to see how our EM
WAVES interfere with the electrified plasma. This can also be used to change dreams, induce a spiritual state, etc. If you perturb the waves by injecting false ones via hardwre, then your reality is changed. We are all experiencing this altered reality now. Some with the voices added via different hardware. So..
this is a multi-faceted, multiple technology, interconnected deceit...
The people have done gene therapy to themselves and are wicked to the core.
If you want to believe in aliens, im not denying this either, but let's start with what we can prove or disprove.
The debt the USA is in right now begins to make sense in a global way.
The Policemen who knew it was a lie were ADULTS, he was only a 12 years old boy who wanted to PLEASE THEM and the Police added to the story to falsely convict an innocent man !! Those are the real guilty party of the story!
Which means that the 12 years old boy was not the real guilty party and I'm so happy that those two men who were in prison both with a lie are now both set free with the truth. Great ending, I hope for them happiness for the remaining of their lives.
https://ca.news.yahoo.com/ohio-man-cleared-murder-39-years-jail-1-063803465.html
Вы не "освободители", о нет!
Вы оккупанты хуже, чем нацисты!
И 60 мильонов на тот свет
(Всем выкопанным в Виннице - привет!)
Отправил Сталин ваш легко и быстро.
Каратели из банд НКВД,
Заградотрядов горе-"ветераны",
Подонки и рабы - всегда, везде,
Будь то на суше, в воздухе, в воде, -
Парадом тупо прущие бараны,
Европе не свободу вы несли,
А геноцид и рабство в 45-м
(А что другое вы нести могли?),
Насильники и до чужой земли
Охотники... "Победою" проклятой
Своею до сих пор гордитесь вы,
Не стоящие званья человека,
Рабы от Сахалина до Невы,
И тем, что навязали власть Москвы
Европы половине на полвека.
Когда на Запад бешеной ордой
Пошла лавина орков краснозвездных,
Свой Мордор на штыках неся с собой,
И одного захватчика другой
Сменил - уже спасаться было поздно.
И Венгрия, и Польша, и Литва,
Кавказ и Украина - все хлебнули...
Будь прокляты Россия и Москва,
И лишь "лесные братья" и УПА -
Герои, чей ответ чекистам - пули!
И по сей день расстрелами смердят
Медальки ваши все с усатой харей.
И путинский лизать вы рады зад,
И Крыма одобряете захват...
Плюю вам в морды, сталинские твари!
Can anyone help me with Dr. or attorney in fla.
I have optical nerve/eye implant done as a child,everyone thought I was schizo. (they) even went as far as tring to have me committed or sent to prison.
I have written 100's of letters senators,judges,lawyers,FBI, DHS,sheriffs and even our president, with little to no responce. We all know the SECRET! Don't we?
dale
Original oath
This is the original version of the Hippocratic Oath:
I swear by Apollo the physician, and Aesculapius the surgeon, likewise Hygeia and Panacea, and call all the gods and goddesses to witness, that I will observe and keep this underwritten oath, to the utmost of my power and judgment.
I will reverence my master who taught me the art. Equally with my parents, will I allow him things necessary for his support, and will consider his sons as brothers. I will teach them my art without reward or agreement; and I will impart all my acquirement, instructions, and whatever I know, to my master's children, as to my own; and likewise to all my pupils, who shall bind and tie themselves by a professional oath, but to none else.
With regard to healing the sick, I will devise and order for them the best diet, according to my judgment and means; and I will take care that they suffer no hurt or damage.
Nor shall any man's entreaty prevail upon me to administer poison to anyone; neither will I counsel any man to do so. Moreover, I will give no sort of medicine to any pregnant woman, with a view to destroy the child.
Further, I will comport myself and use my knowledge in a godly manner.
I will not cut for the stone, but will commit that affair entirely to the surgeons.
Whatsoever house I may enter, my visit shall be for the convenience and advantage of the patient; and I will willingly refrain from doing any injury or wrong from falsehood, and (in an especial manner) from acts of an amorous nature, whatever may be the rank of those who it may be my duty to cure, whether mistress or servant, bond or free.
Whatever, in the course of my practice, I may see or hear (even when not invited), whatever I may happen to obtain knowledge of, if it be not proper to repeat it, I will keep sacred and secret within my own breast.
If I faithfully observe this oath, may I thrive and prosper in my fortune and profession, and live in the estimation of posterity; or on breach thereof, may the reverse be my fate![4]
More at:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hippocratic_Oath
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Voices in people's heads more complex than previously thought
Voices in people's heads are far more varied and complex than previously thought, according to new research by Durham and Stanford universities, published in The Lancet Psychiatry today.
One of the largest and most detailed studies to date on the experience of auditory hallucinations, commonly referred to as voice hearing, found that the majority of voice-hearers hear multiple voices with distinct character-like qualities, with many also experiencing physical effects on their bodies.
The study also confirmed that both people with and without psychiatric diagnoses hear voices.
The findings question some of the current assumptions about the nature of hearing voices and suggest there is a greater variation in the way voices are experienced than is typically recognised.
The researchers say this variation means different types of therapies could be needed for voice-hearers, such as tailored Cognitive Behavioural Therapy (CBT) geared towards distinct voice sub-types or patterns of voice hearing.
Current common approaches to help with voices include medication, CBT, voice dialogue techniques and other forms of therapy and self-help.
Auditory hallucinations are a common feature of many psychiatric disorders, such as psychosis, schizophrenia and bipolar disorder, but are also experienced by people without psychiatric conditions. It is estimated that between five and 15 per cent of adults will experience auditory hallucinations during their lifetimes.
This is one of the first studies to shed light on the nature of voice-hearing both inside and outside schizophrenia, across many different mental health diagnoses.
Lead researcher Dr Angela Woods, from the Centre for Medical Humanities at Durham University, said: "Our findings have the potential to overturn mainstream psychiatric assumptions about the nature of hearing voices.
"We call into question the presumed auditory quality of hearing voices and show that there is an unrecognised complexity in the 'character' qualities of some voices.
"It is crucial to study mental health and human experiences such as voice-hearing from a variety of different perspectives to truly find out what people are experiencing, not just what we think they must be experiencing because they have a particular diagnosis. We hope this approach can help inform the development of future clinical interventions."
The researchers, funded by the Wellcome Trust, collected answers to open- and close-ended questions through an on-line questionnaire focused on description of experiences from 153 respondents. The majority of respondents had been diagnosed with a psychiatric condition but 26 had no history of mental illness. Participants were free to respond in their own words.
The large majority of respondents described hearing multiple voices (81 per cent) with characterful qualities (70 per cent).
Less than half the participants reported hearing purely auditory voices with 45 per cent reporting either thought-like or 'inbetween' voices with some thought-like and some acoustic qualities. This finding challenges the view that hearing voices is always a perceptual or acoustic phenomenon, and may have implications for future neuroscientific studies of what is happening in the brain when people 'hear' voices.
66 per cent of people felt bodily sensations while hearing voices, such as feeling hot or tingling sensations in their hands and feet. Voices with effects on the body were more likely to be abusive or violent, and, in some cases, be linked to experiences of trauma.
While fear, anxiety, depression and stress were often associated with voices, 31 per cent of participants said they also felt positive emotions.
Co-author Dr Nev Jones from Stanford University said: "Our findings regarding the prevalence and phenomenology of non-acoustic voices are particularly noteworthy. By and large, these voices were not experienced simply as intrusive or unwanted thoughts, but rather, like the auditory voices, as distinct 'entities' with their own personalities and content. This data also suggests that we need to think much more carefully about the distinction between imagined percepts, such as sound, and perception."
Case study
Rachel Waddingham is an independent trainer and consultant with Behind The Label and a trustee of the National Hearing Voices Network and the International Society for Psychological and Social Approaches to Psychosis.
Rachel hears voices, sees visions and has struggled with overwhelming beliefs.
Rachel explains: "I hear about 13 or so voices. Each of them is different -- some have names, they are different ages and sound like different people. Some of them are very angry and violent, others are scared, and others are mischievous. Sometimes, I hear a child who is very frightened. When she is frightened I can sometimes feel pains in my body -- burning. If I can help the voice calm down, by doing some grounding strategies, the burning pains stop.
"Since going to a Hearing Voices Group, I have found ways of making sense of and coping with my voices. I no longer feel terrorised by them even though some of them say some very frightening things. I now have a family of voices and have a better relationship with them. I can make a choice about how I respond to them -- whether I listen to them, and how I reply. Some of them are now much more helpful -- they can be a window to my feelings, letting me know about a problem that I have in my life that I need to address.
"Although in our society, people who hear voices are often seen as 'mad' or 'crazy', I do think things are changing. I find that lots of people are interested in voice-hearing. Many people have told me about experiences they have had -- either in their childhood, or as an adult. It's as if by talking about voices we are starting to de-stigmatise the experience and opening the door for others to speak openly too.
"As long as we believe that voices are signs of pathology and illness, it makes little sense to really explore a person's lived experience. Instead we try to suppress or eliminate the voices as far as possible. Listening to them seems 'crazy'. Still, in my experience it can be really useful to be interested in people's lived experience of voice-hearing. Every one of us is different, and being curious about my experiences was one of the first steps to dealing with them.
"This research is a step forward. If we want to understand more about voice-hearing, it makes sense to ask a voice-hearer -- and be willing to modify our perception of what it means to hear voices based on their answers. For me, the word 'voices' isn't sufficient. I use it, but it hides the embodied parts of my experience for which I have few words to describe.
"I would like to live in a world where we are curious about one another's experiences and seek to understand rather than pathologise. Everyone has a story and the world would be much kinder if we started to listen to it."
Story Source:
The above story is based on materials provided by Durham University. Note: Materials may be edited for content and length.
Journal Reference:
- Angela Woods, , Nev Jones, Ben Alderson-Day , Felicity Callard, Charles Fernyhough. Experiences of hearing voices: analysis of a novel phenomenological survey. Lancet Psychiatry, 2015 DOI: 10.1016/S2215-0366(15)00006-1