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MAFIA RELATED LYING TO TIS

Question for tis--If the authorities lie about mental health and say we are hearing hallucinations when we discuss the patented verichip v2k [which speaks to rationally and logically], do they lie about cancer screenings and other medical results.   I think they do.  One ti, a nurse, told me the Mafia  even doctors up xrays to read what they want. She said they were organized crime.  I am worried I just had a mammogram and they want me to come in for  a biopsy I think they want to amputate my breast to humiliate me, I was a whistleblower.   I know they already scared my face in 3 places in car accidents and alleged freak accidents.  I am very afraid. I am tired of being lied to by organized crime.   Remember organized crime is big and organized.   In the Mkultra hearings they were in about  80 INSTITUTIONS, colleges, hospitals, involved etc.  as documented on wikpedia.  Do other tis think or know or have proof that the government insiders lie.  Please share your thoughts, I would love to hear what others have to say.   I would also love to formulate a plan to expose lying on official government records for tis such as false mental health charges much like cointelpro.   I know the CIA was just exposed to Congress for lying about torture.  So government insiders do lie.

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Visual Signs

In my case they have been using a lot of signs that might have no significance. They might be used to keep me hypnotized or maybe they're a false clue. They're used over and over again. These include:
- People walking with dogs
- Steam coming out of sewers
- Airplanes crossing the sky
- Intermittent lights (from cars, trucks, bycicles etc.)
- People walking with their kids
- Cars with certain number plates. Number plates in Romania are comprised of 2 digits and 3 letters. The most common are: ZZZ - suggesting that this is just a dream; MMM - suggesting that they enjoy this sadistic game?; MUM, MWM, MOM - reference to my dead mother etc.

One day last summer, they played a game on me. They made me believe that all female made some sort of signs, and that each certain group of females (single, married, widowed etc.) made certain signs. So I went to the streets to test it. Each and every woman made a sign (the most common were: searching through the purse, carrying a bag, eating ice cream, waving the hand through her hair, throwing a look at me and then looking away, staring at me etc.). My eyes were moving faster than I could have imagined in order not to miss someone (it was them controlling my eyes of course). But the fact was that none of them was apparently single (all of these signs were made both by women who were single and by women who were accompanied by men aswell).

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My Symptoms

These are the symptoms that I had since all this started:

- Induced anger, calmness, affection, repulsion, hornyness, irritation, anxiety, fear, sadness, satisfaction, amusement, desperation

- Urges to kill

- Lack of control over my own body

- Psychosis (hallucinations, delusions, catatonia)

- Mania, derealization, depersonalization, changes in the way I percieve myself

- Illusions (visual, auditory)

- Panic attacks

- Manipulated hearing (hearing even the slightest sounds, echoed hearing, background noise seems louder than it actually is)

- Manipulated smelling (diminished smelling ability, every smell provokes nausea)

- Manipulated seeing (all colours seem brighter or duller than they actually are, ability to see everything that moves in sight at the same time)

- Induced physical pain and stinging, numbing and tingling of limbs

- Manipulated internal organs (heart, prostate, stomach)

- Talking brain, heart and brain tingling

Sometimes I also feel the urge to take off my pants while in public spaces haha.

I can expain why these symptoms have not occured in a natural manner, if anyone is doubting it.

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Soulless-Prick does not need Viagra

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Soulless-Prick does not need Viagra (or whatever crap you are spamming us with) because he raised from the death multiple times, it's a proven fact and died at least twice once on April 16th, 2014 then another time in the month May, Kernel of truth indeed so he does not need your merchandise sorry, he does have a lot of testosterone in his body since he is a cyberpath (which is a psychopath behind a computer) but thanks anyways.

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All Rights Reserved © 2015


Read this well. 
I have always been attacked since that  I do exist. When I was a child, given that my ''father'' was a narcissist, I thought that I was deserving what I got and was hating myself until the day that I really met Christ with my spirit. But now that I stand up for myself, there are more perverts who attacked me and nobody is lifting their little finger although it is very easy to see not only his game on YouTube but also to report his videos. (he made a very cruel character assassination of me, this dirty dog) I have ''subscribers'' but no friends, until proven otherwise. I was asking God how I can understand this life, yet I am very far from being ignorant.  Nobody lifted their finger.  I literally am dying and nobody gives a fuck. Not only this daemon wants to indirectly murder me with his monstrous lies but he wants people to hate me once I'm murdered. It is just perfect! And yet, I am far from being a person centered on myself, I do not deserve what is happening to me at all. Then you come to me with ''hell is on earth, we are damned here by political and religious demons''.  I buy this, it makes too much sense to me.  It is not surprising that my soul wants to depart from this life, for this life is a curse. Satan is so against me that he attacked me even before my birth.  Hell is on earth.  Now, this makes sense.

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Lis bien ceci.  J’ai toujours été attaquée depuis que j’existe. Lorsque j’étais enfant, compte tenu que mon père était un pervers narcissique, je croyais mériter ce qui m’arrivais et je me suis détestée jusqu’au jour où j’ai vraiment rencontré le Christ.  Mais maintenant que je me tiens debout, il y a plus de pervers narcissiques qui m’ont attaquée et personne ne lève le petit doigt bien qu’il est très facile de voir non seulement son jeu sur YouTube mais aussi de rapporter ses vidéos.  (il fait une assassination très cruel de ma personne ce démon politique, ce maudit chien sale) J’ai des ’subscribers’, pas des amis jusqu’à preuve du contraire.  Je demandais à Dieu comment je peux comprendre cette vie et pourtant je suis très loin d’être une ignorante.  Pas un maudit chat lève le petit doigt.  Je suis littérallement en train de crever et on s’en fout superbement.  Non seulement ce démon veut me tuer indirectement mais il veut que les gens me détestent lorsque j’aurais été assassinée.  C’est juste parfait!  Et pourtant, je suis loin d’être une personne centrée sur elle-même, je ne mérites pas ce qui m’arrive du tout.  Alors tu m’arrives avec 'l’enfer est sur terre, être damné ici par les démons politiques et religieux’.  J’achète, cela fait trop de sens.  Il n’est pas surprenant que mon âme veut partir de cette vie, c’est trop maudissant.  L’enfer est ici.  Satan est tellement contre moi qu’il m’a attaquée avant même ma naissance.  Je suis le résultat d’un viol marital et ma mère voulait m’avorter.  C’est de la merde.

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腐败是造成通货紧缩的根本原因

  通货紧缩的原因,砖家的解释一套又一套,看起来似是而非。实际上通货紧缩的根本原因是贫富两极分化,少数拥有亿万财富的贪官富人他们什么都不缺,亿万人民币藏在家里,而真正需要钱买东西的下岗失业人员无钱买,厂家生产的产品卖不出,经济萧条,而中产阶层去国外疯狂扫货,没有扩大内需:周永康贪4千亿元,家藏379亿人民币;徐才厚家藏现金12亿人民币,美元、欧元现金1吨;能源局煤炭司副司長魏鹏远,家藏现金1亿元人民币;秦皇岛市北戴河区供水总公司总经理马超群,家藏现金1.2亿元;原中石油集团副总经理王永春,贪污受贿6.6亿元;原茂名副市长杨光亮,房产14套,家藏现金12亿;原楚雄州长杨红卫,房产23套,家藏现金17亿;原杭州副市长许迈永,房产25套,家藏现金14亿;原山西蒲县煤炭局长郝鹏俊,房产35套,家藏现金30亿,  外逃带走20万亿,近千万亿的资金失踪了,没有参与到流通领域。  网上有一文章《明朝曾因贪官囤藏二亿两白银导致通货紧缩》,说到严嵩家的白银装了十艘大船,刘瑾囤积了百万两白银“富可敌国”,当时明朝一年财政收入也不过百万两银子,造成老百姓只能货物与货物交易,市场上没有流通的银子。  要解决通货紧缩,首先就要加强反腐,把贪官藏起来的、转移到国外的人民币要回来,投放到市场。  另一个方法是,对低收入群体一次性投放几千几万,让这个群体去购物,扩大内需,本来国内家电销量不高,工人工资发不出,通过一次性投放,产品卖出了,工人工资有了,工厂也能运转起来了;如果每户家庭去饭店吃一次,饭店也不会纷纷倒闭,不过,对低收入群体发钱现在也做不到,因为这钱在中途早就被各级贪官瓜分了,你看08年汶川地震,善款近一半变成各路贪官的豪宅豪车,网上有记者拍到照片,汶川地震后,四川各官都换新豪车了,所以,要解决通货紧缩,必须加强反腐。  官员大规模贪腐始于江泽民当政时期,江泽民鼓励官员贪腐,要他们闷声发大财,也就是闷声贪腐,闷声瓜分国有资产,周永康将3000亿辽河油田改制成周永康的私人财产,全国形成大规模瓜分国有企业潮,老百姓看在眼里急在心里却对此毫无办法。  到了胡锦涛任期,温和善良的好官胡锦涛被江泽民势力打压,军队的徐才厚郭伯雄、政法系统的周永康李东生、中央办公厅的令计划、发改委的刘铁男陈斌曹长庆、能源局的魏鹏远、大型国企的蒋洁敏王永春都是江派势力的人,他们只听江泽民不听胡锦涛的指示,胡锦涛竟然调不动军队,各官员看到如此现状,就像恶狼扑食一样强取豪夺国企更加大胆,最典型的是董事长总经理用权力转移资产掏空上市公司,近百个上市公司成了空壳ST公司,08年又碰上金融危机,为增加流动性中央投放4万亿人民币,结果超半数进入董事长总经理等老虎口袋,网传江泽民有10万亿美元(60万亿人民币)存在香港汇丰银行表妹江绮云名下,2014年3月26日,江泽民表妹江绮云拿【10万亿美元定期存款证明书】副本委托钟棣杭取款闹出虚假文书副本事件。  公开资料显示央行这几年发行货币:1999年为11.76万亿,2000年为13.24万亿,2001年为15.28万亿,2002年为18.32万亿,2003年为21.92万亿,2004年为25.01万亿,2005年为29.6万亿,2006年为34.55万亿,2007年为40.34万亿,2008年为47.51万亿,2009年达到60.62万亿,超过美国。2010年超过70万亿大关,2011年超过85万亿,2012年估计90万亿,2013年110.65万亿元,  货币发行15年增长近10倍,算每年经济增长10%,到2013年应发行44.66万亿,货币超发65.99万亿,这些钱全到老虎口袋了,他们使用这些钱就会造成通货膨胀,他们同时买牛奶洗澡,就会造成牛奶紧缺价格上涨,把钱藏在家里超过65.99万亿就会造成通货紧缩。  我国人口约13亿,如果将2013年发行的110.65万亿元货币全部用于发工资,除以13亿得85115元,即2013年百姓月平均工资应在7000元左右,但是大多数人没达到这个数,少数人月薪高得离谱,有权分配财富的给自己定百万月工资。  没有腐败,缩小贫富差距,中国经济才能健康发展。2015.2.28 2015.3.26补充
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9143175465?profile=originalIf you want to be considered at least as a good acquaintance by me here, you don't start by disrespecting me, it's a no no, period because I am worth more than just your respect but that is the base to be accepted by me as a mere acquaintance.  If you disrespect me, don't f***ing expect me to allow you to ''comment'' or ''communicate'' with me, it's not going to happen no matter how hard you try to twist my arm by trying to bend the truth for the simple reason that  I hate discussing with enemies (that's a one sided relationSHIT) and love avoiding them. That is how I operate with my enemies. Nothing more and nothing less.  I love myself, I'm a great person based not on mere beliefs about myself but on facts.  I don't pretend to be perfect but I'm no fool either.
For more information, read the pledge for safe relationships. 
https://peacepink.ning.com/group/defense-against-psychopaths/page/a-pledge-for-safe-relationships

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To read the minds of an entire planet....

In order to read the minds of everyone on the entire planet so that its efficient and technologically pheasible, look at the things that are in the open and cant be hidden, but can be lied about.

Here's the lowdown as i presume it to be. It makes sense. 

Global Aerosols are being sprayed constantly (very heavily and regularly since about 2000) these are nano-metals, conductive especially when electrified via HAARP. This is not a microchip.The implantation is for tracking you specifically by drone or aircraft that stays in flight forever. They change them out ocassionally.

It is how to read everything. You blanket the environment with metal, charge it up, and then read it all day and night, to see how it changes. Specifically,  to see how our EM  

WAVES interfere with the electrified plasma. This can also be used to change dreams,  induce a spiritual state, etc. If you perturb the waves by injecting false ones via hardwre, then your reality is changed. We are all experiencing this altered reality now. Some with the voices added via different hardware. So..

this is a multi-faceted,  multiple technology, interconnected deceit...

The people have done gene therapy to themselves and are wicked to the core.

If you want to believe in aliens, im not denying this either, but let's start with what we can prove or disprove.

The debt the USA is in right now begins to make sense in a global way.

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The Policemen who knew it was a lie were ADULTS, he was only a 12 years old boy who wanted to PLEASE THEM and the Police added to the story to falsely convict an innocent man !!  Those are the real guilty party of the story!

Which means that the 12 years old boy was not the real guilty party and I'm so happy that those two men who were in prison both with a lie are now both set free with the truth.  Great ending, I hope for them happiness for the remaining of their lives.

https://ca.news.yahoo.com/ohio-man-cleared-murder-39-years-jail-1-063803465.html

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Советским ветеранам

Советским ветеранам
Вы не "освободители", о нет!
Вы оккупанты хуже, чем нацисты!
И 60 мильонов на тот свет
(Всем выкопанным в Виннице - привет!)
Отправил Сталин ваш легко и быстро.

Каратели из банд НКВД,
Заградотрядов горе-"ветераны",
Подонки и рабы - всегда, везде,
Будь то на суше, в воздухе, в воде, -
Парадом тупо прущие бараны,

Европе не свободу вы несли,
А геноцид и рабство в 45-м
(А что другое вы нести могли?),
Насильники и до чужой земли
Охотники... "Победою" проклятой

Своею до сих пор гордитесь вы,
Не стоящие званья человека,
Рабы от Сахалина до Невы,
И тем, что навязали власть Москвы
Европы половине на полвека.

Когда на Запад бешеной ордой
Пошла лавина орков краснозвездных,
Свой Мордор на штыках неся с собой,
И одного захватчика другой
Сменил - уже спасаться было поздно.

И Венгрия, и Польша, и Литва,
Кавказ и Украина - все хлебнули...
Будь прокляты Россия и Москва,
И лишь "лесные братья" и УПА -
Герои, чей ответ чекистам - пули!

И по сей день расстрелами смердят
Медальки ваши все с усатой харей.
И путинский лизать вы рады зад,
И Крыма одобряете захват...
Плюю вам в морды, сталинские твари!
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Can anyone help me with Dr. or attorney in fla.
I have optical nerve/eye implant done as a child,everyone thought I was schizo. (they) even went as far as tring to have me committed or sent to prison.
I have written 100's of letters senators,judges,lawyers,FBI, DHS,sheriffs and even our president, with little to no responce. We all know the SECRET! Don't we?

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Original oath

This is the original version of the Hippocratic Oath:

I swear by Apollo the physician, and Aesculapius the surgeon, likewise Hygeia and Panacea, and call all the gods and goddesses to witness, that I will observe and keep this underwritten oath, to the utmost of my power and judgment.

I will reverence my master who taught me the art. Equally with my parents, will I allow him things necessary for his support, and will consider his sons as brothers. I will teach them my art without reward or agreement; and I will impart all my acquirement, instructions, and whatever I know, to my master's children, as to my own; and likewise to all my pupils, who shall bind and tie themselves by a professional oath, but to none else.

With regard to healing the sick, I will devise and order for them the best diet, according to my judgment and means; and I will take care that they suffer no hurt or damage.

Nor shall any man's entreaty prevail upon me to administer poison to anyone; neither will I counsel any man to do so. Moreover, I will give no sort of medicine to any pregnant woman, with a view to destroy the child.

Further, I will comport myself and use my knowledge in a godly manner.

I will not cut for the stone, but will commit that affair entirely to the surgeons.

Whatsoever house I may enter, my visit shall be for the convenience and advantage of the patient; and I will willingly refrain from doing any injury or wrong from falsehood, and (in an especial manner) from acts of an amorous nature, whatever may be the rank of those who it may be my duty to cure, whether mistress or servant, bond or free.

Whatever, in the course of my practice, I may see or hear (even when not invited), whatever I may happen to obtain knowledge of, if it be not proper to repeat it, I will keep sacred and secret within my own breast.

If I faithfully observe this oath, may I thrive and prosper in my fortune and profession, and live in the estimation of posterity; or on breach thereof, may the reverse be my fate![4]

More at:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hippocratic_Oath
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Voices in people's heads more complex than previously thought

Date:
March 10, 2015
Source:
Durham University

Voices in people's heads are far more varied and complex than previously thought, according to new research by Durham and Stanford universities, published in The Lancet Psychiatry today.

One of the largest and most detailed studies to date on the experience of auditory hallucinations, commonly referred to as voice hearing, found that the majority of voice-hearers hear multiple voices with distinct character-like qualities, with many also experiencing physical effects on their bodies.

The study also confirmed that both people with and without psychiatric diagnoses hear voices.

The findings question some of the current assumptions about the nature of hearing voices and suggest there is a greater variation in the way voices are experienced than is typically recognised.

The researchers say this variation means different types of therapies could be needed for voice-hearers, such as tailored Cognitive Behavioural Therapy (CBT) geared towards distinct voice sub-types or patterns of voice hearing.

Current common approaches to help with voices include medication, CBT, voice dialogue techniques and other forms of therapy and self-help.

Auditory hallucinations are a common feature of many psychiatric disorders, such as psychosis, schizophrenia and bipolar disorder, but are also experienced by people without psychiatric conditions. It is estimated that between five and 15 per cent of adults will experience auditory hallucinations during their lifetimes.

This is one of the first studies to shed light on the nature of voice-hearing both inside and outside schizophrenia, across many different mental health diagnoses.

Lead researcher Dr Angela Woods, from the Centre for Medical Humanities at Durham University, said: "Our findings have the potential to overturn mainstream psychiatric assumptions about the nature of hearing voices.

"We call into question the presumed auditory quality of hearing voices and show that there is an unrecognised complexity in the 'character' qualities of some voices.

"It is crucial to study mental health and human experiences such as voice-hearing from a variety of different perspectives to truly find out what people are experiencing, not just what we think they must be experiencing because they have a particular diagnosis. We hope this approach can help inform the development of future clinical interventions."

The researchers, funded by the Wellcome Trust, collected answers to open- and close-ended questions through an on-line questionnaire focused on description of experiences from 153 respondents. The majority of respondents had been diagnosed with a psychiatric condition but 26 had no history of mental illness. Participants were free to respond in their own words.

The large majority of respondents described hearing multiple voices (81 per cent) with characterful qualities (70 per cent).

Less than half the participants reported hearing purely auditory voices with 45 per cent reporting either thought-like or 'inbetween' voices with some thought-like and some acoustic qualities. This finding challenges the view that hearing voices is always a perceptual or acoustic phenomenon, and may have implications for future neuroscientific studies of what is happening in the brain when people 'hear' voices.

66 per cent of people felt bodily sensations while hearing voices, such as feeling hot or tingling sensations in their hands and feet. Voices with effects on the body were more likely to be abusive or violent, and, in some cases, be linked to experiences of trauma.

While fear, anxiety, depression and stress were often associated with voices, 31 per cent of participants said they also felt positive emotions.

Co-author Dr Nev Jones from Stanford University said: "Our findings regarding the prevalence and phenomenology of non-acoustic voices are particularly noteworthy. By and large, these voices were not experienced simply as intrusive or unwanted thoughts, but rather, like the auditory voices, as distinct 'entities' with their own personalities and content. This data also suggests that we need to think much more carefully about the distinction between imagined percepts, such as sound, and perception."

Case study

Rachel Waddingham is an independent trainer and consultant with Behind The Label and a trustee of the National Hearing Voices Network and the International Society for Psychological and Social Approaches to Psychosis.

Rachel hears voices, sees visions and has struggled with overwhelming beliefs.

Rachel explains: "I hear about 13 or so voices. Each of them is different -- some have names, they are different ages and sound like different people. Some of them are very angry and violent, others are scared, and others are mischievous. Sometimes, I hear a child who is very frightened. When she is frightened I can sometimes feel pains in my body -- burning. If I can help the voice calm down, by doing some grounding strategies, the burning pains stop.

"Since going to a Hearing Voices Group, I have found ways of making sense of and coping with my voices. I no longer feel terrorised by them even though some of them say some very frightening things. I now have a family of voices and have a better relationship with them. I can make a choice about how I respond to them -- whether I listen to them, and how I reply. Some of them are now much more helpful -- they can be a window to my feelings, letting me know about a problem that I have in my life that I need to address.

"Although in our society, people who hear voices are often seen as 'mad' or 'crazy', I do think things are changing. I find that lots of people are interested in voice-hearing. Many people have told me about experiences they have had -- either in their childhood, or as an adult. It's as if by talking about voices we are starting to de-stigmatise the experience and opening the door for others to speak openly too.

"As long as we believe that voices are signs of pathology and illness, it makes little sense to really explore a person's lived experience. Instead we try to suppress or eliminate the voices as far as possible. Listening to them seems 'crazy'. Still, in my experience it can be really useful to be interested in people's lived experience of voice-hearing. Every one of us is different, and being curious about my experiences was one of the first steps to dealing with them.

"This research is a step forward. If we want to understand more about voice-hearing, it makes sense to ask a voice-hearer -- and be willing to modify our perception of what it means to hear voices based on their answers. For me, the word 'voices' isn't sufficient. I use it, but it hides the embodied parts of my experience for which I have few words to describe.

"I would like to live in a world where we are curious about one another's experiences and seek to understand rather than pathologise. Everyone has a story and the world would be much kinder if we started to listen to it."

Story Source:

The above story is based on materials provided by Durham University. Note: Materials may be edited for content and length.

Journal Reference:

  1. Angela Woods, , Nev Jones, Ben Alderson-Day , Felicity Callard, Charles Fernyhough. Experiences of hearing voices: analysis of a novel phenomenological survey. Lancet Psychiatry, 2015 DOI: 10.1016/S2215-0366(15)00006-1
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Deca & Sue

.... and capricorn one being 'neutral'

I don't post under the comments somebody who :
a) attacked me for no reasons whatsoever at the first comment he made,

b) then whined that I was not posting his posts afterwards in the main room,

c) then falsely accused me of being a gov't agent (which might indicate that he is the gov't agent, time will tell but it is usually the case, what they are falsely accusing you because you don't take their shit is what they actually are) and

d) then whined again in the main room

https://peacepink.ning.com/profiles/blogs/pretend-is-my-last-option-better-than-suicide
My choice

https://peacepink.ning.com/profiles/blogs/ffchs-with-you-24-7?xg_source=activity&id=2351430%3ABlogPost%3A583424&page=5#comments

So here is my comment:

Reported by LaBrat 11 hours ago in his comment

Comment by deca 11 minutes ago

I would not waste my joining alien contactees forums or spiritual believing forums ...if I knew I was suffering from being targeted from man made technology ...why would I ???  what could I offer them or what could they offerer me ....just ridicules

What????????  Am I understanding this correctly that it is in the context of Sue comment's below?  It really looks like it.

I am in entire agreement with Sue based on my research not published here yet because I am a new member but you have real testimonies of people being abducted, experiencing also sleep paralysis, without mentioning the shadow people.  They are not hallucinating, it's all very real because you have very good credible reports about it.  You also have what is called intraterrestrials and they are not human beings either.

Sue said:

How do we know that all the info on man attacking with electronics is not a cover for the truth? ie ETs attacking with telepathic powers. If this were true it would be more highly classified then anything. There is plenty of research done into the existence of ETs, no one can prove of course but nor can we prove being attacked by DEWs. Its a big universe, I think its naive of us to assume we know the exact whos and hows

p.s. To allow you to comment does not mean that I allow you to disrespect me.  Any entity out there who will disrespect me will not see their comments posted, period.  Thank you.

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Pretend is my last option (better than suicide)

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When you open up, people tend to think that they are better than you is my experience in general.  They have 56 000 advices to give you before getting the whole picture.  Because my life is destroyed, they tend to think I'm an inferior.  So I'm going to shut up and pretend that nothing happened to me even though I really was extremely abused at multiple levels.  I'm capable of playing the ''superior'' if this is what I have left to do.  Instead of begging for help, I'm going to be the smarty pants.  After all, I'm smarter and wiser than most people.  I want to kill my victimization because I'm sick and tired of not being heard like I should.  This life is too discouraging, most people think they are superior to me so now I'm about to make a 180 degree change in my life, I'm the smarty pants.  Hey I need to adapt to what I'm used to get since the last 10 years !!  (I'm used to be in a situation where people can just lift their little finger for me to change my life since 10 years and THEY F***ING DON'T!!) After all, I'm a professional and I specialized with dealing with the f***ing psychopaths, and I surely am not the one who made that choice, this choice was imposed to me.  Be mindful of what you add as comments here because I'm just about to make the move.

Tell goodbye to Marty
Say hello to Smarty

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