around 1 am, I felt the "weapon" or whatever hit me again. I got up and went into the living room and straightened up a little, then went back and layed down, and it stopped - or at least it didn't wake me again. six whole hours of sleep last night! Yippee!
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UN Committee Against Torture resolution on the following issues
http://www.scribd.com/doc/102541258/UN-Committee-Against-Torture-resolution-on-the-following-issues
Re. the acoustic weapons used to attack me, here is the link for reference
Acoustic Weapons—A Prospective Assessment: Sources, Propagation, and Effects of Strong Sound
http://r3zn8d.files.wordpress.com/2012/02/acoustic-weaponse28094sources-propagation-effects_strong-sound.pdf
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I just posted that I feel better tonight, after a night and day of depressed hell, and forgot to say that the Dew is on me again. Or it could be that there's just so much electromagnetic interference in the house, and I've become so sensitive to it. Anyway, peace and love and harmony to everyone.
Thank you everyone that commented on my last post. I hate it when I get to feeling like that. My niece brought over her little girls and that cheered me right up. I know it's being done on purpose to manipulate my feelings and behaviors, but I don't care. I love them all so much, they are really the darlings of my life right now.
Namaste
Here is the 8/8/12 Gateway Portal Meditation of Waves of Bliss [copyright of Nasrin Safai]
http://www.nasrinsafai.com/media/audio/PortalSessions/force_download.php?file=120808portal.mp3
duration 28:54 :: Grounding + Grid Invocation + Meditation with Jim Foster
source page: http://www.nasrinsafai.com/groupchannel/
I hope you enjoy
Love-Love
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I'm just curious and want to know.
that is what they call it sharing what you see with other people but not just what you see but what you think letting the people around you watch your reaction when i worked at mountain home water and sewer dept in arkansas every one at the shop new about it they would my direct co workers moose,jason,ryan and project manager jeff whitehead this is a this is a municapality that works with city hall to install and maintain public water and sewer lines.they use this tech to organise and instruct employees in the field call it what you want microwave hearing v2k when i went in for my interview with alma clark i was sitting in front of her when some force grabbed my head and turned it i can only describe it as a kind of magnetic feel it felt like current was running through my head the force was so strong tht it made me grimace trying to fight for control while the whole time alma clark and jeff whitehead just stared i was shocked beyond words needless to say i got the job but it was pure torture even my brother in law lee whitman knows about it the things i suffered for these people to watch me think is the most inhuman thing anyone has ever experienced if was torture and death that would be one thing but they have kept the torture going for four years nonstop 24 hours a day they have to keep you tired with sleep depravation they use what they call attitude to modify your feelings so they can provoke you with there perverse chainsaw and steer your body and eyes the best they can if your at full health its to hard for them to control youive been fighting four years nonstopbecause of the equipment i now have high blood pressure that has been untreated so long that the lining of my heart has thickened its been 8 months since my last hospital visit the medicine they give you has no affect because the blood pressure is artificial i can only guess how bad it is by now when all they did when i got out of the hospital is turned up the intensity of the torture this is how they kill people and make it look like natural causes this is the proof that our government has full knowledge of this technoligy all of the names i have listed are real if you want to stop this torture and gain credibility for every victim this is where we start this is the phone number to mountain home alma clark director city hall 870 425 5115 get as many people to call as you can
I'm feeling rundown and overwhelmed. I had a job interview and a callback for a second interview, was gaslighted during both of them. Did you know that most salesmen/saleswomen are psychopaths? Not the kind that go nuts and kill a bunch of people - they're the kind that have figured out how "normal" people act, and then use what they know to sell sell sell! Anyway, I am feeling so hopeless. Lots of talk on these sites but no real answers. I'm facing the fact that I'll have to "admit" that I'm delusional about the electronic attacks and gang stalking, and that I need to be on meds (not one person believes me, at least any person that would make any difference in my situation). I know I will never be allowed to obtain a job that allows me any independence away from my brothers house. The best I would be able to get would be a minimum wage job. So I'm seriously thinking about committing suicide. I don't want the life that they want for me. I don't want a life that's chosen for me. I feel like I just woke up in the 17th or 18th century, when a woman was the property of a man!!! All my life I heard how important it was for me to be independent. I worked hard to obtain it, and now I know that they want dependence from me. I'm giving up.
http://www.causes.com/causes/476432-the-free-will-society-to-aid-targeted-individuals/about
http://www.scribd.com/doc/102541258/UN-Committee-Against-Torture-resolution-on-the-following-issues
The right you refuse to defend is the right you will someday need.
This too will be your story.
How come when articles that clue us in on the technology are uploaded, we get continuous spammy posts?
Is it meant to bury the most recent links?
Just asking.
1...when you are being set up just because someone considers you "not loyal" because he knows you respect someone else's authority over you besides him (someone else you are SUPPOSED TO and BOUND TO respect)?
2... when the person blocks all your means of communicating with the person, gives you an alternate reality to give you the illusion you are communicating with the person when you are actually not, then in the same breath continuously poisons the other party with misinformation against you, as a damage control tactic, so if in case the other person gets to talk to you, you won't be believed?
3.... when the person continually harasses you with those who are willing to go with his tack and those who have "no choice" but to go with his plan and destroys everything that you are doing, blocks all that you have done, doesn't do what needs to be done from his side to address the issue, then throws the blame at you in front of the people who he's hiding the truth from?
4. ...when you know what the other party thinks you are getting yet that is not what you are actually being given . The truth is, that is one of the things the person harassing you wants to hide from the other party.
5... when the person continually taunts you, creating fictional issues and issues outside your sphere to make you look bad?
6. .. when the person tries to harm you emotionally, spiritually and economically for you to lose your drive?
7. ... when you have the necessary evidence to prove your claims and the person knows it so he's trying all forms of tactics to ensure you are not believed?
It seems weird to me that all of the things I think to my self, that are suppose to be private. and then look at the world in styles of clothes, come into the world of fashion.
Strange. they had a concert here and all of the dresses I had saw. seemed to be familiar. because I had thought of the similar design
weeks before. It might just coincidence, but it does seem strange.
years ago I had written a novel and it was of a dream with in a dream. with in a dream. without telling any one of what I had written.
a few months later. I had watched a music video of a dream with in a dream with in a dream. strange.
If I went to prison and got in a fight with one of my perps would that count against me in court?
Guys, this is really bothering me. Back in October or November of last year is when they really started getting into my personal life. My perps got on the internet and looked up the music that I listen to and insulted me about my music. All of this was done to me through electronic harassment and voice to skull. They listened to most, if not all of the songs that I listen to and harshly insulted me about it. They did this for days. They started doing this by reading my thoughts. They had no right to do this to me and I gave them no permission to do this to me. One night I was having a conversation with my grandmother and she asked me what music I listen to and a thought about a bands name popped up in my head and thats what got these people started. As for the insults, they called me many names. One of my perps said "your songs ain't shit". Thanks to my asshole perps, my musical tastes are trashed. Now everybody knows all the artists, songs, and types of music I listen to, thanks to these douchebags. Thanks to them, now I have to find new and different music to listen to. They know everything about my personal life. My life has been trashed. The music I listen to is no surprise to anyone now. Has this happened to anybody else? I have had thoughts about suicide because of this. They even knew I wanted to become a goth, but thanks to them I'm not going to become a goth because of the gossip and rumors that they have spread about me. Now everybody knows that I wanted to become a goth but its too late now thanks to the rumors and gossip, my personal life is trashed. My life is no surprise to anyone. My life is trash now. Is there anyone who can relate to this?
For a blog post later...
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Anna - Evolution. Revolution.
annabot.sourceforge.net/Welcome. Anna is a chatbot designed to pass the Turing Test - having a human judge incapable of telling that the bot they are chatting to is not human. .
