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I don't understand why you are not outraged? Have they just not done enough to you yet? Maybe you need a little of what’s being done to me to stand up and reclaim your inalienable/ unalienable rights.

I just left a public restroom at my local lunch spot where they blocked the flow of urine. I stood up; they released the hold – I’m wearing a skirt and nylons. Went over to the towel rack and grabbed a bunch of paper towels and then over to the plastic trash container with lid on top designed to swing back and forth. As I approached the plastic container, the lid swung open. The loser tweaked my foot expecting to be recognized.

Before leaving home this morning I made coffee. They wrecked the front of one blouse with the usual caffeine stains so changed into a starched pressed white blouse where they took up arms again like mighty little men and targeted the front of the 2^nd blouse again with their trademark coffee stains in the usual location down the front of my blouse and at the usual spot between button 5 and 6. Today they’re feeling extra feisty so in addition to coffee stains, they took a pen and etched some tiny graffiti right smack dab dead center to enhance the coffee stains. Technology that could be saving lives is demeaned by these criminals when they slash fingers as I am looking down at my hand to witness the very action, putting ink and coffee stains on my clothing, melting and marking the top of my rubber Birkenstocks, destroying beautiful hand bags, targeting family photos with tiny pin head precision laser shots, and a hundred other examples I could cite. Technology gone by the wayside being used in every destructive way they can come up with; every negative influence jotted down and put to good use. This is part of the psychological warfare program that goes hand in hand with the same weapons of war being used to physically abuse and torment those who have been taken hostage.

Again, the people doing this to us are criminal agencies within the government connected to military intelligence and the Pentagon. This is a fact for pretty much all of us. As American citizens
exercising our Constitutional rights, why are we not gathering together ALL OF US once and for all, marching to the beat of the same drummer, going to Washington, D.C. to demand that these weapons being used on us be brought to an end IMMEDIATELY and the little men in high places rounded up and tried for treason and murder. Obviously, writing letters is to no avail and trying to get
elected officials to work on our behalf is just not happening. We must keep trying until we succeed to alert the American people in every way we can think up to expose this hidden evil which is permitting covert CIA/ NSA operations at work in remote locations on military bases and installations, defense corporations, universities and other locations. The way they are going after me, they are getting high marks for a job well done.

Each time I document in this way, I like to take the opportunity to inform the public about this covert criminal activity and some of the guilty entities and individuals involved such as intelligence contractor, Stanford Research Institute -

– Futurists dedicated to building computing machines to mimic human capabilities, Robots, Nanotechnology, Neuroscience – Psychotronics -

(Psychological / Biological WARFARE Operations for Dept. of Defense)

Today , I reflect also on the likes of the not yet deceased Colonel John Alexander, that venerable prophet - guru known as the Father of Psychotronic Weaponry with decades of conspiracy against
the American people. A man who uttered the words "...We have nothing to worry about. The technology is invisible and cannot be detected." Hail Big Chief little man!

I also acknowledge Donald Rumsfeld, former
Department of Defense boss who told the American people “If we cannot experiment on our

own people in times of peace, then what do we do in times of war. ”Well, Donald,

there is a gravestone with your name on it just waiting for you to lie down and play dead.

I am being targeted extra hard with neurological weapons up and down my legs at this time -experimentation Mr. Rumsfeld finds necessary to
inflict covertly on this American citizen, guilty of no crime
whatsoever… I am in great pain and can barely sit and type this
up, but I will even if it takes the entire day.

Another player in my personal story is Lockheed Martin - ranked as one of the world's leading technology companies. I wonder if Lockheed (USAF) pilots ever feel remorse about their participation. These sterling shining examples of morality and decency who go to work each day with the mindset of destroying another person's life - someone who is decent and good – something they are not… and maybe a scientist or two as Lockheed 'researches' their latest industrial whatever and walks away annually with millions of taxpayer dollars because THE AMERICAN PEOPLE

DON'T KNOW about the Covert Black Budget Programs using Unwitting American Human Subjects for

experimental purposes – Make that guilty on two counts for starters..

Was put to sleep for a few minutes last night with cell phone left opened and next to my head after having dialed into a conference call. At
11:25 p.m. one of the criminals used the phone to relay a message to
me in a loud, clear voice: “little by little we will break you”is what the voice
said to me. I reached over for the phone, and it appeared to be dead
even though they'd just used it. My retort: I don’t think so...
loser. When war breaks out, I'll be on the front lines with a loaded
pistol hoping that one of you is standing in front of me. When I
heard it, I’m sure it wasn’t the same little man - they
probably have not a dozen more cut from the same mold, but
thousands.. maybe they are cloned at Stanford Research Institute
which houses many of these jolly little men from hell..

I immediately recalled a CIA or NSA
operative who stalked me at the Albany, CA Public Library where one
day I was sitting with a globe of the world in my hands and he came
over to me – someone who stood out at a quick glance not in a good
way – “Planning on
going somewhere?”
he said snickering to himself as if saying to me “Maybe
when hell freezes over.” It
felt very personal with this guy; as though he was delighting at the
prospect of what they intended to do to me.

I became concerned last week after reading on Peace Pink how some targeted victims concern themselves with how
well the 'perps' (a better noun would be 'criminals') are going to
do when all of this is over and they are deprogrammed. Criminals who
are perpetrators of these horrific crimes , and we have victims
concerning themselves with their
well being? And then Alexandra comments to me that she hopes there
is a “good purpose”
for what they are doing to me...
WHAT on earth
could a GOOD
PURPOSE
be? Have I died
and gone to hell a second time -is this what is called mind control
rearing its ugly head? When will you all get as angry as I am this
morning and come TOGETHER
and give it our best shot to get out of the mess we are in. 1500
victims of gang stalking and electronic harassment come together and
go to Washington, D.C. If we get tossed in jail all the better
because we will make headlines that a mainstream media will be
FORCED
to report if we
create enough of a stir. Letters are a far cry in the wilderness –
been there, done that. Nobody cares and that is a reality. Okay,
people are waking up SOME but I guarantee that if we don't DO
SOMETHING this
will continue, and I for one do not like it. What they are doing to
me IS NOT OKAY,
and I do not PRAY for a pack of perverted criminals operating from
within the walls of the United States government that is ALLOWING
this to continue to be done to me. As long as everyone puts up with
it as meek little lambs to the slaughter THEY
WIN. We need to
stand up TOGETHER
and DO SOMETHING
– a united front once and for all. Get our asses thrown in jail –
at least gain recognition and exposure from the alphabet channels. I
barely have a dime left to my name, but if I had to I'd walk to get
there if it would get this monkey off my back. What's
it going to take for you?

I ask myself WHAT IS THE MATTER WITH THE REST OF THEM and WHY ARE THEY NOT AS ANGRY AS I AM? Prayer is good – but prayer + action is
better. Something more is necessary. Stand together and fight this
enemy! I've seen the faces of the enemy. They are ugly! They are
little men
who compensate for what they lack. Who was it who said “the
only thing to fear is fear itself. “ I
cannot do it alone but I will join yous.

Came home and noticed that a studio portrait of my son when he was small was missing... one of the best photo's I have of him and stalkers came into my place and walked out
with it.

I have written letters to Vermont State Senator Patrick Leahy about gang stalking here in Burlington, and he wasn't interested in hearing about it. If the shoe were on the
other foot, he would be concerned if an expensive pair of sun glasses
were stolen from his home and studio portraits of his family targeted
with weapons of war that leave tiny pin head marks (PEP weapon) all
over them. Were he or other local elected officials being gang stalked and
targeted with directed energy weapons, you bet your boots they'd do
something about it. Legislative bodies were also given a copy of my
letter and no response from any of them either. Many other victims of
this government- sponsored domestic terrorism have also written to
Senator Leahy and had no response. He knows about the technology and
is allowed to not give two hoots that it is destroying innocent
lives. Where are the MEN – the
REAL MEN and WHEN will they stop shaking in their shoes,
afraid they will be the next one targeted by the technology.. Many
Vermonter's refer to Senator Leahy as having a Socialist/ Communist
agenda who works hand-in-hand with the New World Order or Illuminati
– possibly the money machine that keeps him in office and the
puppeteers who pull his strings. It is reported that he has received
$3 million in out-of-state special interest dollars. Senator Leahy
is fully aware of Vermont State Laws regarding stalking as well as
Federal laws; yet these laws are not enforced. If they are not
intended to be enforced, then why are they on the books?

Before leaving my apt., I gulped down (3) TBS of liquid amino acids which comes in the form of a thick syrup. I had an immediate adverse reaction and remember another
targeted victim told me I should take castor oil because implanted
'systems' don't respond well to thick oils. Ten minutes after
swallowing it, the implants and augments which they have built for me
to cause me to be BIONIC - implanted enhancements on this u n w i
t t i n g human subject 'e x p e r i m e n t i o n'
performed on me via remote access as though they were playing with a
child's remote toy. What I noticed was flushing and reddening of my
face and upper torso. Where implanted nano fibers and structures are located
in my face is where the reddening was most noticeable. My (L) ARM
was a bright red with serious itching where I am implanted with all
their horrific nano technology - all over the elbow and arm where
they have implanted a robotic (control) implant inserted at the tip
of the elbow where I can also see a small lump and throughout the
elbow with nano wire running down the lateral portion of arm bone
(tibia or fibula?- no dictionary handy to identify at this time which
one it is and don't remember) and into position at wrist bone and
then further down in the hand and forefinger, et al. Same with the
other arm... implants and augments. What I was looking at in the mirror was the BIO system
they have put in place in my body. .. as though it was outlined in red.
What exactly did they mean when I was told I wouldn't have to worry
about dying????????? ...Stanford Research Institute/ Lockheed
Martin/ UC Berkeley/ Blackwater USA and the rest of the gang – the
graduate student at Berkeley who told me I was very brave and
proceeded to take my picture with his cell phone. I should not have
dismissed him but at the time I just didn't know any better and was
too spooked to ask what he meant.

8 p.m. Legs hooked up for pain as well as entire body- got up during the night and wasn’t able to walk on my feet they were so hideously hooked up for pain and
disability; I'm going to post a photo of my foot which is misshapen
from swelling and the abuse. Thermal heating continues w/quick
reversal to cold applied over and over and loud high pitched
acoustics with a tick, tick, ticking or the sound of crickets
overlaying the high pitched acoustics... two in one tonight.

9 p.m. Torture to LEGS continued... they have changed their pattern of behavior and now targeting entire legs above knees for neuromuscular
pain .. kind of like a sparkler going off in my legs whereas before
this is something they did to feet from time to time.

12 midnight Hung up from conference call where I was subjected to drowsiness and forced sleep; and, as soon as the call was over; they induced a wide awake state to
keep me up; continued application of thermal heat bringing on a wet
sweat throughout upper torso and my face which will end up nearly a
dripping wet sweat for further promotion of depletion of collagen; reverse 'cold' effect left on for the
count of 30 minutes at one point; sharp pain introduced to (R) knee and
carried out until 7 a.m in the morning. Nerve pain applied to (R) Hip Joint was
also kept tweaked and continued until 7:00 a.m. in the
morning. I've made note in other diary entries that there is no
explanation really as to why I am still on my feet with such an
extended period of no sleep. Night after night; month after month I
am kept awake with occasional intermittent sleep. Last night they
literally woke me up fifteen minutes after putting me to sleep – I
checked the time.

3 a.m. Slept a little and awakened to pressure being applied to bladder to force me out of bed; my face was in a wet sweat and the
continuing noise of fast passed tick, tick, tick or the sound of
crickets with temporary disappearance of the loud high-pitched acoustics.

I DON'T KNOW HOW THEY ARE DOING IT, BUT FOR QUITE SOME TIME NOW THEY HAVE BEEN THOROUGHLY DRYING OUT MY INSIDES INCLUDING THE INSIDE OF MY MOUTH- it doesn't
matter how much H2o and apple cider i consume or fish oil –
whatever the weapon is they are using on me, it overrides a lot of
the good things I am trying to do for myself. Does anyone who might be reading this know what they might be doing? Could be they are in my adrenals?

2/19 10 a.m. WENT TO CLASS Hooked up to nerve pain during How To Buy/ Sell On Ebay –a place where I needed to pay attention so they assaulted me with
more pain to make that next to impossible. This time tapping into
sexuality at point behind navel which was hooked up by remote in June
’08 in Berkeley, CA via some type aircraft w/remote special ray
weapon and a precision hit directly into navel (possibly PEP or LIPC
weapon)…. I cannot begin to describe what the pain was like because
it reached proportions off the charts one day when I just happened
to touch my navel after it had been targeted. WHAT they did w/this
weapon I don’t exactly know and am left to wonder if it was at
this point they collected DNA from me or the hit was expressly for
the purpose of implementing whatever master plan they intended to
put into action re: my sexuality. It was a well crafted
strategic “pin head” hit. After that I began being targeted by
another type special ray gun which caused black and blue bruising
over my legs and lower torso.

Frequency ‘vibration’ was just activated at sole of (L) foot extending up leg in addition to electrifying nerve impulses throughout thigh region of legs. Hard
to stay seated in class with this tactical warfare being used on me.

10:55 a.m. Continuing to tap into this female's sexuality using ELF – Point (A)
behind NAVEL and Point (B) VAGINA. They’ve switched to
pulsating
neuromuscular pain.

I’ve been thinking lately about the sexual aspect of these CIA / Military Black Ops programs. Obviously, first and foremost the reason they do
it is because it gives them pleasure - The 'handlers' and their
corporate mob bosses find it sexually stimulating and a form of self
gratification. To be crude – they get off doing what they do!
They become sexually aroused watching men, women and even children
on very large TV screens – watching targeted victims squirm and the pain is
what gives these sexual deviants perverse excitement and pleasure I
would imagine.

When you have a Pentagon and its corporate contractors enthusiastically embracing routine sexual assaults on defenseless American men, women and children whose sexual organs are being manipulated by these
people in high places, it is because they gain pleasure from the pain of others. It is the Pentagon and its corporate contractors, et al regardless if they are not dirtying their own hands.

Could these genteel creatures of the power elite; these gentlemen of a New World Order type who do this type of “research” which is obviously based on the PAIN - PLEASURE PRINCIPLE
. at least in my case it most definitely is- is it maybe their
intention to incorporate S&M and other deviant behaviors into the
helmets that are being prepared for the soldier
of the future? Could they even also be planning to include pornography? Also, applications for
programing futuristic robots... We already know they lack morals and
ethics and are responsible for the breakdown of society at large –
could they be going even a step further into the decline and fall of
America and these degenerate individuals are planning for the day
sex and pornography join forces on the battlefield? Perhaps the
military is interested in providing our fine young men in uniform
some rest and relaxation in the form of sexual arousal programmed
into their helmets S&M built into a soldier’s helmet for
instant or delayed gratification... a quickie maybe for a Lockheed pilot
or the back seat of a jeep perhaps?. To provide soldiers ‘relief’
on the battlefield. I think the defense contractors and military
intelligence personnel involved in this amoral activity are just
having a whole lot of fun viewing American citizens in their homes
and communities being alternately fondled and ‘sexed’ by
machinery put in place for this very purpose by some very sick men
and it saves them from having to visit a whore house that night.
I've searched my mind and cannot come up with another explanation as
to why a government would give the okay to sexually assault and
abuse American men, women and children who are hooked up to
electronic machinery. Most likely they salivate in anticipation of
the voyeurism. That these Black Budget Classified Programs are
costing the taxpayers billions of dollars, is something they
don't even know is going on. Is the electronic weaponry
takeover of defenseless American men and women just all in the
interests of militaristic foreplay?

11 a.m. I am now being tortured in yet another way as they create battery acid from hell by moving ever so SLOWLY AND METHODICALLY
with pen in hand at their Illuminati display screen, the point
of influence being my stomach
where they have taken to moving the pen in a SLOW swirling
circular motion - ever so slowly; then continuing on up the
esophagus still in ultra slow motion and then on up into
throat right next to a lump that is in the throat from these sadistic
sick twisted freaks. Then, while not letting go of the pen it is
moved back down through the esophagus and lower into stomach and
repeating the same slow methodical sadistic movements... creating
copious amounts of saliva along the way and back and forth.

This is work and play in a New World Order ladies and gentlemen!

My letters to Senator Leahy's office have never been acknowledged.

September 14, 2009


U. S. Senator, Patrick Leahy
199 Main Street
Burlington, VT 05401

Re: Organized Group Stalking in Burlington, Vermont

Dear Senator Leahy:

We have a VERY BIG PROBLEM here in Burlington, Vermont. Something must be done about Organized Stalking. I‘m not the only victim in town – but I am one of the few who will speak out about it. The crime is referred to as Group Stalking and Electronic Harassment.

I am writing to you because there is nowhere to turn for help. The Burlington Police Department is seemingly complicit in the criminal activity, and on January 12, 2009, the FBI told me to go away and not come back when I showed up in the lobby of the Federal Building after being struck down during the night by a high-frequency directed energy weapons assault that left me nearly blinded, with projectile vomiting and the inability to stay on my feet.

The Burlington Police Department documented a falsified police report supporting a criminal who accused me of stalking him when, in fact, this unsavory character has been stalking me for over a year. He shows up in places I frequent as well as showing up in places he shouldn’t be and has been seen walking past where I live. He knows my name; and stalks me on foot. After what seemed like an unusually cozy encounter with the stalker, one of the two officer's who filed the false report was observed shortly after the incident on July 7, 2009 walking over to an obvious police informant sitting in a seat in the middle of the Church Street walkway where he 'hangs out' and telling him to “...watch what she does with her camera and see who she’s taking pictures of.” He, too, is now hot on my trail.

Police officers are apparently now getting away with labeling American citizens “mentally ill” based on next to nothing. This is something the United States Government has been getting away with since the Cold War for purposes of discrediting victims of Unwitting Human Subject Research. There is now greater military involvement in law enforcement agencies, and Police Departments seem to have undergone a major shift with dramatic change having taken place when it comes to the protection of innocent American citizens guilty of no crime whatsoever and being terrorized. The question I guess really is whether the police are possibly protecting one of their own who is stalking me?

Police officers are permitted only to investigate charges where a single stalker is involved. When multiple stalkers are reported, orders coming from someone HIGHER UP with no name given, forbids an investigation.

The BPD has refused to attach an addendum to the police report or to answer my written questions. I, therefore, intend to file a civil lawsuit for damages based on defamation of character – possible entrapment – police misconduct and violations of the law, including the gross violation of the State of Vermont's Stalking Law as well as newly enacted Federal Stalking Laws and Violence Against Women which is designed for my protection.

My name also appears as Plaintiff in a Class Action Lawsuit soon to be filed against the U. S. Government and its criminal agents and organizations, et al. Also, as plaintiff in a 2nd class action lawsuit solely against the U. S. Department of Justice and Federal Bureau's of Investigation for everything under the sun when it comes to allowing physical brute force, sexual assault and terrorism from so-called 'Non-Lethal' PsychotronicWeapons assaults to violate and rape my body and mind as well as condone community-based organized group stalking perpetrated against me.

My family has been in Vermont going on four generations and are pillars of this community.

There is plenty of evil all around us, but we supposedly have a legal system that is designed to handle criminal problems. There is no room for criminal community-based WATCH groups that stalk innocent American civilians in an extra-legal, extra-judicial system of justice that is out of control. It goes against our Constitution.

Can you please do something to expose what is inconsistent with the America that most of us love? These criminal practices cannot be allowed to continue and grow. If you can advise me with regard to the direction I’m headed re: legal action against the Burlington Police Department, I would also greatly appreciate your imput.

Very truly yours,


Lynn C. Bahrenburg
Burlington, VT 05401

Enclosed: Please find all documentation regarding the above-described illegal criminal activity in addition to correspondence to Janice Schakowsky, Chairwoman of the House Intelligence Subcommittee On Oversight and Investigations and other officials asking for help.

cc: Representative Peter Welsh; Senator Bernie Sanders; Mayor Bob Kiss

Ltr hand delivered for 2nd time to the above on November 2, 2009 – This letter has not been acknowledged.

we can only control this phenomena by lot of prayers and not letting contol it to you. Try speaking and creating your own language ( speak your own tongue) so the computers and mind controllers cant pick up or understand it. Also learn how to pray and sing with your mind only. Best of all dont forget to pray.Since this energy that is bombarded is very strong and we are connected to the earth, wind, fire and water ,, we can ask them to watch us too.

I’m awe struck at how just about anything can be done with these weapons- anything that is of a destructive nature…. Damage your shoes, your
beautiful leather boots, clothing, family photographs that are of the
utmost importance, et cetera…. believing I suppose that if they do
enough of these evil deeds and long enough that it will impact on
target’s psyche whereby wearing him him/her down and becoming
damaged goods; studied and perfected by the CIA who set up this
unwitting human subject to be remote neural monitored to get feedback
as to the results of their efforts. The CIA and NSA are two agencies
with self-serving criminal agenda's and no thought for humanity.
Handlers are instructed to spend their valuable time doing these
dirty deeds. Brand new wool sweaters covered with pils after a two
wears; a leather hand bag beaten the heck out of to give the
appearance of being old and ragged as targeted with a laser weapon
with scrapes and scratches and white paint-like markings throughout.
They must have a headache by the end of the day having to dwell on
the down side of life.

There are two male perpetrators in my apt. building and at least one female that I know of. One of the men I identified in a convoy of cars
stalking me and left my Flyer on his beat-up car to let him know that
I know. Economically he's poor and looks beaten down psychologically;
I might even feel sorry for him - he's definitely mind controlled and
this is his life's endeavor. He hangs out at a Senior Center here in
Burlington, VT where there are likely more elderly victims he stalks.
In fact, he was 1^st
identified
to me as a stalker by another target here in town about a year ago,
but I needed my own proof. This target, Kay Barnes, suffered a fatal
“seizure” last July which the coroner documented as a heart
attack. He knew nothing about the heart attack weapon. Anyhow, she
was murdered – her wiring short circuited with her heart targeted
by so-called non-lethal technology after 20 years of criminal
harassment. I ‘m convinced it was orchestrated to further isolate
this target. Just before being taken out she told me there was no
question that she’d eventually come down with cancer from the
long-term exposure to the directed energy and showed me a cook book
she’d just found for cancer victims and was so happy AND HEALTHY
with no physical problems or limitations and no heart disease evident
in this tall slender Scandinavian by descent.

What I notice about these little spy men who often drive big trucks to compensate is that they are like little boys from the wrong side of
the tracks who had poor parenting and were left to play all day with
little soldier men fighting and beating up an unknown enemy. So often
they appear to be seniors and
either ex-police or ex-militarytypes. The way I can tell this is by their body language: Stiff rigid
shoulders they carry up near their ears and a grim expression etched
on their faces and fearful of
making eye contact lest they befound out by this psychic female who is good at spotting a rotten
apple in the bunch. I went to the Post Office here in town because
an express mail package failed to be delivered overnight and the
front counter clerk went in back and brought out a very cranky little
man with the same stiff body language and disposition to go w/it…
he scowled at me saying he would investigate and find out if I had
any money coming back and would call me but that I likely wouldn’t
because of inclement weather conditions. He never called, and I
returned to the Post Office where the young lady who had mailed off
my package wrote me a check for $27.56 without any questions asked
once I presented her with a copy of the delivery receipt. She
apologized for the short, mustached little man saying that he is
“ex-military.” He is the same individual I saw sitting on the
back stoop of the Post Office six month’s ago looking at me as I
walked past and wearing a t-shirt that said: “DON’T
PRETEND THAT YOU DON’T SEE ME”.
THEY are positioned everywhere. Just as a police officer I am filing
criminal charges against for documenting a Falsified Police Report
‘to entrap’ is also EX- MILITARY as opposed to his partner that
afternoon who is not ex-military and is the nicest guy in the world.
In this particular local law enforcement agency not only is a police
officer criminally involved, but his superior Deputy Police Chief
documented in writing the same criminal involvement in falsifying
the report. They went to great lengths and must want me very badly.

There was early AM talk yesterday of reopening Waterbury State Mental Hospital saying it was needed. I couldn't help wonder why and the
convenience it would for people they want to 'house.' It was in the
'70's that the CIA was accused of being in that facility and one of
their MD's criminally experimenting on a young woman. I'll need to go
back and find it because I remember I was interested in contacting
her lawyer. The case never went forward and was settled out of
court. If I should disappear and not be heard from again you will
come to my rescue I hope and round up the usual suspects! That is,
the local police, the FBI and the politicians all of whom have their
noses dirty in this town.