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I am still trying to translate a horoscope to put on my page for march and they give me a head ache.
This time they are certain to make sure that specific parts of my brain hurt.
Sometimes i wonder if they really hate my brain or our brains. Maybe they are too stupid and we are too intelligent.
I mean , nobody that is hiding can be smart, but only a criminal with no sense of justice or moral.
I hope that ...
I don't hope anything.
Or if i hoped for anything, they might just erased that.
I was peaking with a swedish guy that had a blog and was supposely helping out victims, so angry because the scientists forced innocent people to harras them, so bad it was.
I don't know when i realized they had recruitet him, but I am sure of that now.
I don't know either if his other friends that he knows and that go through the same experience as I am, know about it, or not.
I don't know if it was like that from the beginning - meaning - he played - or if they recruited him after he met me.
I am not a psychiatric case in any way - not hear voices, not gone to doctors, etc. so I don't know if he believes other things or if he just doesn't care anymore.
People change sides - it can happen - and after 3 years of the same sort of people i expected it to be like that.
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What this guy doesn't want to know is that I get a head ache before I receave an email from him. So they know when he is writing it and what he writes. There goes away this guys private life, and he is OK with it. He gets attention from the perps.
These people are like poison - spreading their poison everywhere anytime anyplace.
I noticed that this guy was writing in his blog that he had head aches, strange ones - maybe to signal to me that he was under attack and that he had no choise, because they have to give themselfs away in the end, but I thought that if this man suddenly was punished for my cause - then - he would say so, right?
Well, I don't know, his choise I guess, I wonder what i'd do in their case.
LOL
I can't but laugh. While I am writing this, they just electrocuted the finger on my left hand.
This is new.
Update: 17:53 2 mars, 2009
The headaches are interfering with my work capacity and effectivity. Sabotage. Things are delayed. I don't do things in time - like giving the visitors of my webpage the horoscope in time.
I noticed that playing computer games diminishes my head aches.
Thisis long but a must read! It started as a reply to another Seroquelvictim but by the time I was done I realize how far back this reallygoes and it's connection to liability concerns by law enforcement.
This is what I did after what seemedlike a heart attack and two women who weren't my doctors or nurses camein and explained how I was being killed by massive dosing was to beginsecretly and slowly cutting the drug. I was also on other drugs as welland had to get off of them all. this increase in meds and eventualmassive dosing started buy there assistance to stop the real anxietymedicine at the time which was Lorazapam. so my anxiety was be coming ahuge problem in spite of all the drugs they were increasing.
Oneof the first things I did after asking the doctor why I was on so muchmedicine especially Seroqelwas to change doctors after she said she didn't think 1,00 mg or 1,600mg was all that high and had been considering to possiblyraise it to 1,800 mg. Thisdoctor a Dr Mindi Rosenbloom was also on theGovernors board of mental heath and had had me transfered to her care.Up until that time I had been taking the Lorazapam under another Dr buthe had started Seroquel and I think I had been taking 300 mg as I wasbeing transfered to Doctor Rosenblom. There is definitely a politicalaspect to all of this and to be put in her care also moved me out of mytown to the next one over. It seems that this doctor became the headdoctor around when I was transfered and then left when I changeddoctors.
It was a short time into seeing the new doctor who hadactually been the doctor from the other office in my home town that Iadmitted to having cut my meds by a good amount. I wasn't sure who totrust at that time and was feeling him out to see what his intensionswere. so I told him a little at a time and he seemed responsive to myimproving mental state. He suggested that I cutdown slowly andthat I try changing one medicine at a time.
That took a littlelonger but the truth was I was almost of two other meds already. As Iinformed him that I was off them and also told of still having theanxiety he slightly increase the Lorazapam. I later was able to changeto Clonazepam which did the identical job for me but was more acceptableto them. Something about it not impairing me nearly as much over thelong term or having as much of a weakening effect over time that theyfelt occured. All the while my brain is becoming clearer and I ambeginning to see the attack better for what it was. My head was still ina fog I had by then gotten off one medicine that was at 4,800 mg with amax dose of 3600 mg I beleiee and this medicine was for people who hadsesures and was something that I never should have been taking at all.My doctor tried either increasing a depression medicine and may haveeven tried another when he mentioned a medicine thathelped stimulate the frontal lobe of the brain called Bupropion HCL.This as a temporary measure did help me come out of the fog I was in,still it took a while and the effects aren't over come quickely. I amnow even off that medicine as well as Seroquel. I stopped theprescriptions of Seroquel while I continued the decline because tosecretly get off meds in the beginning I had to not expose this to DrRosenbloom who obviously was attempting to kill me. So I had quite thesurplus to do this with.
I later found out that a warning thatthis medicine could cause death in the elderly patients being given thismedicine. So there is a warning on your bottles that this medicine cancause death. I also later found out that Dr. Rosenbloom's area ofexpertise was geriatrics(the elderly) so I believe sh absolutely knewwhat she was doing.
I'm still trying to recover physically andthink I'm close to normal mentallybut the problem with being mentally attacked is if you have beenimpaired you may not be aware of it. Physically has been a much worstproblem that I'm not sure I will ever fully recover from and the effortexerted has been extreme for the gains I have made. When I had found outthat this was the third attempt to kill me I was in bad shape and hadjust gone to the hospital for what seemed like a heart attack with myheart racing at 180 beats per minute. I was week and could barely talkfor hours. I was at the point were I had gained 60 lbs at the worst ofit and even when only 30 or 40 lbs heavier I couldn't stand for morethan seconds without help. I couldn't walk in a store without a carriageto help hold me up. My arms would be straining and my lower back hurtso much that many times I had to stop early and try to make it throughcheck out. I had to get my son to bring in my groceries.
I thinkI actually sat motionless fora number of years in my filthy apartment that became cluttered withtrash. I got moths and would watch then climb the walls up on to theceilings. It was even worst but I'm not going to get into it other than Ihad trouble taking a shower and standing for that long. Even drying offwas extremely difficult. So I began to take showers less and less. Mybody was dying. My feet had turned black and the dead skin on then wasso thick I would claw the dead skin off with my finger nails. they woulddig about an 1/8 of an inch deep. around this time also I found thatthe doctor killing me hadn't been checking my blood and I had nowdeveloped diabetese. so changing doctors had also been good because nowthey discovered this and also my try glycerides where over ten timesabove normal. Both are side effects of Seroquel but what I had also beendoing in my misery was to start drinking heavily. The PTSD from theattacks and the trauma from living through theattempted forced suicide when I was attacked and involuntarilycommitted left me totaled. The forced suicide was hear a senario wheremy attackers sending me V2K in the hospital were pretending to go aftermy family. either by voice cloning of by dubbing in a recording of hercalling for me and crying while the perpetrators threaten her and weretelling me to kill myself by jumping out of the fourth floor window andhanging myself. a call to her in the morning exposed what they had donebut the effects left me unable to talk about it for about five years. Isoon found out that soaking wet towel blocked the the painful part ofthe attack that I now believe was silent MEDUSA where the attack thatput me in the hospital was extremely loud V2K with the same attack modeas LRAD the sound weapon deployed at the Pittsburg G8 Meeting on thecrowd of protesters. I have stopped and started drinking slowly getting ahandle on this. I do think I will get back tonormal and have now had long periods without drinking at all which havehelped a great deal.
At the point of recovery stated earlier iswhen I started to ask for my mental health reacords. at first I wascalled in for a meeting to disswade me but I told them at that time Ihad no pride left and nothing to loose so. Looking at the reacords Ifound that police had had me hospitalized while my home was searched forbomb making materials. I t didn't meantion the suposed MEDUSA attacksor the forced suicide. The doctor over drugging me kept meantioning thatI still beleived the dilusion that I had been under surveillance bypolice and had been attacked by a "Radiation Weapon of some type". As Iread other statements of police informing them how I hadn't gone to apsychiatrist after leaving the hospital as they had arranged it becameclear that I was under surveillance by police. Police had even come tomy home at one point to talkto me to, "make sure that I wasn't a danger to myself of to thers". Atthe time even after all other police had done to me I told them, "do youwant to see what I'm all about", and showed them my koi pond, giantsequoias , bamnoo and such. It was obvious that all police weren't awareof what had been happening to me, Another thing I remebered when afterthis talk with police was them saying East Bay mental health would becontacting me if it OK with me, that they could help with medicationssince I had been out of work with carpel tunnel syndrome. When I went tothe first meeting The woman I spoke to had a black board with the nameRobert souza next to my name. He had been the officer showing up whenthe perp tenant and surveillance people had moved into my second floorapartment. Officer Souza had also been involved in the staged roadblock, failed attack and falsearrest at the towing garage at the topof the street. As I thought about this guyeven more I realized he had done this to me when I had been 18 when acar load of kids pulled over and got out and were accosting a friendafter we had just split up to walk a separate way home. I had run backto chase this gang of kids away when I saw this same cop in the distanceand he drove over and began to accuse us of coming from behind aninsurance building and then arrested us when he found pot on my friend.These attacks all go back to when police were doing this stuff when Iwas fifteen and one cop got fired because two cops had tried to jump meand drag me behind a building for a beating after committing similarattacks on two friends. The next night the attacked the hole group ofthen which turned into a brawl and they were all arrested. In court thejudge through the whole thing out threatening kids and police if he sawthem in his court room again.
The funny thing is one kid, thefirst who was beaten badly withmultiple shaved patches in his head and with stitches all over frombilly club hits from police when his mother had called them because heand his brother were in a fight started hearing voices and lost hismind. He is drugged up and disabled still to this day and this happened36 years ago. There is a great deal of military and weaponsmanufacturing around where I live and the Navy war college is in mycongressional district, the east side of Rhode Island. they are inNewport Rhode Island.
The mother of the badly beaten teen hadfiled a complaint when he began hearing voices and became mentallyunstable. His brother was then picked up and brought to the station andbeaten while hand cuffed. The police said they had learned their lessonwith his brother and beat him with telephone books eventually kneeinghim in the balls and putting him crashing through a window. They thencharged him with breaking public property. Thefather of another teen had gotten a lawyer to defend his 14 year oldson from these charges had died not to long after of a massive heartattack at the young age of 45. He had been a good man and playedthepiano for the church down the road.
I think I am finallyunderstanding that 36 years ago this was happening and possibly was thebeginning of the use of directed energy weapons on unsuspecting victims,mere children at the time all in the name of liability containmentwhich is the main reason for the development of non-lethal weapons aswritten is an early 1990's Justice department writing.
My laterattacks started when I was getting divorced and my x-wive's family knewpolice. This is how far the actually goes back. It is only all comingtogether now as I recover day afterday.
Peter Rosenholm
I don't understand why you are not outraged? Have they just not done enough to you yet? Maybe you need a little of what’s being done to me to stand up and reclaim your inalienable/ unalienable rights.
I just left a public restroom at my local lunch spot where they blocked the flow of urine. I stood up; they released the hold – I’m wearing a skirt and nylons. Went over to the towel rack and grabbed a bunch of paper towels and then over to the plastic trash container with lid on top designed to swing back and forth. As I approached the plastic container, the lid swung open. The loser tweaked my foot expecting to be recognized.
Before leaving home this morning I made coffee. They wrecked the front of one blouse with the usual caffeine stains so changed into a starched pressed white blouse where they took up arms again like mighty little men and targeted the front of the 2nd blouse again with their trademark coffee stains in the usual location down the front of my blouse and at the usual spot between button 5 and 6. Today they’re feeling extra feisty so in addition to coffee stains, they took a pen and etched some tiny graffiti right smack dab dead center to enhance the coffee stains. Technology that could be saving lives is demeaned by these criminals when they slash fingers as I am looking down at my hand to witness the very action, putting ink and coffee stains on my clothing, melting and marking the top of my rubber Birkenstocks, destroying beautiful hand bags, targeting family photos with tiny pin head precision laser shots, and a hundred other examples I could cite. Technology gone by the wayside being used in every destructive way they can come up with; every negative influence jotted down and put to good use. This is part of the psychological warfare program that goes hand in hand with the same weapons of war being used to physically abuse and torment those who have been taken hostage.
Again, the people doing this to us are criminal agencies within the government connected to military intelligence and the Pentagon. This is a fact for pretty much all of us. As American citizens
exercising our Constitutional rights, why are we not gathering together ALL OF US once and for all, marching to the beat of the same drummer, going to Washington, D.C. to demand that these weapons being used on us be brought to an end IMMEDIATELY and the little men in high places rounded up and tried for treason and murder. Obviously, writing letters is to no avail and trying to get
elected officials to work on our behalf is just not happening. We must keep trying until we succeed to alert the American people in every way we can think up to expose this hidden evil which is permitting covert CIA/ NSA operations at work in remote locations on military bases and installations, defense corporations, universities and other locations. The way they are going after me, they are getting high marks for a job well done.
Each time I document in this way, I like to take the opportunity to inform the public about this covert criminal activity and some of the guilty entities and individuals involved such as intelligence contractor, Stanford Research Institute -
– Futurists dedicated to building computing machines to mimic human capabilities, Robots, Nanotechnology, Neuroscience – Psychotronics -
(Psychological / Biological WARFARE Operations for Dept. of Defense)
Today , I reflect also on the likes of the not yet deceased Colonel John Alexander, that venerable prophet - guru known as the Father of Psychotronic Weaponry with decades of conspiracy against
the American people. A man who uttered the words "...We have nothing to worry about. The technology is invisible and cannot be detected." Hail Big Chief little man!
I also acknowledge Donald Rumsfeld, former
Department of Defense boss who told the American people “If we cannot experiment on our
own people in times of peace, then what do we do in times of war. ”Well, Donald,
there is a gravestone with your name on it just waiting for you to lie down and play dead.
I am being targeted extra hard with neurological weapons up and down my legs at this time -experimentation Mr. Rumsfeld finds necessary to
inflict covertly on this American citizen, guilty of no crime
whatsoever… I am in great pain and can barely sit and type this
up, but I will even if it takes the entire day.
Another player in my personal story is Lockheed Martin - ranked as one of the world's leading technology companies. I wonder if Lockheed (USAF) pilots ever feel remorse about their participation. These sterling shining examples of morality and decency who go to work each day with the mindset of destroying another person's life - someone who is decent and good – something they are not… and maybe a scientist or two as Lockheed 'researches' their latest industrial whatever and walks away annually with millions of taxpayer dollars because THE AMERICAN PEOPLE
DON'T KNOW about the Covert Black Budget Programs using Unwitting American Human Subjects for
experimental purposes – Make that guilty on two counts for starters..
Was put to sleep for a few minutes last night with cell phone left opened and next to my head after having dialed into a conference call. At
11:25 p.m. one of the criminals used the phone to relay a message to
me in a loud, clear voice: “little by little we will break you”is what the voice
said to me. I reached over for the phone, and it appeared to be dead
even though they'd just used it. My retort: I don’t think so...
loser. When war breaks out, I'll be on the front lines with a loaded
pistol hoping that one of you is standing in front of me. When I
heard it, I’m sure it wasn’t the same little man - they
probably have not a dozen more cut from the same mold, but
thousands.. maybe they are cloned at Stanford Research Institute
which houses many of these jolly little men from hell..
I immediately recalled a CIA or NSA
operative who stalked me at the Albany, CA Public Library where one
day I was sitting with a globe of the world in my hands and he came
over to me – someone who stood out at a quick glance not in a good
way – “Planning on
going somewhere?”
he said snickering to himself as if saying to me “Maybe
when hell freezes over.” It
felt very personal with this guy; as though he was delighting at the
prospect of what they intended to do to me.
I became concerned last week after reading on Peace Pink how some targeted victims concern themselves with how
well the 'perps' (a better noun would be 'criminals') are going to
do when all of this is over and they are deprogrammed. Criminals who
are perpetrators of these horrific crimes , and we have victims
concerning themselves with their
well being? And then Alexandra comments to me that she hopes there
is a “good purpose”
for what they are doing to me...
WHAT on earth
could a GOOD
PURPOSE
be? Have I died
and gone to hell a second time -is this what is called mind control
rearing its ugly head? When will you all get as angry as I am this
morning and come TOGETHER
and give it our best shot to get out of the mess we are in. 1500
victims of gang stalking and electronic harassment come together and
go to Washington, D.C. If we get tossed in jail all the better
because we will make headlines that a mainstream media will be
FORCED
to report if we
create enough of a stir. Letters are a far cry in the wilderness –
been there, done that. Nobody cares and that is a reality. Okay,
people are waking up SOME but I guarantee that if we don't DO
SOMETHING this
will continue, and I for one do not like it. What they are doing to
me IS NOT OKAY,
and I do not PRAY for a pack of perverted criminals operating from
within the walls of the United States government that is ALLOWING
this to continue to be done to me. As long as everyone puts up with
it as meek little lambs to the slaughter THEY
WIN. We need to
stand up TOGETHER
and DO SOMETHING
– a united front once and for all. Get our asses thrown in jail –
at least gain recognition and exposure from the alphabet channels. I
barely have a dime left to my name, but if I had to I'd walk to get
there if it would get this monkey off my back. What's
it going to take for you?
I ask myself WHAT IS THE MATTER WITH THE REST OF THEM and WHY ARE THEY NOT AS ANGRY AS I AM? Prayer is good – but prayer + action is
better. Something more is necessary. Stand together and fight this
enemy! I've seen the faces of the enemy. They are ugly! They are
little men
who compensate for what they lack. Who was it who said “the
only thing to fear is fear itself. “ I
cannot do it alone but I will join yous.
I have contacted a woman that writes about gang stalking in a blogg here in spain. She wanted my phone number. I didn't get any calls on my mobil phone. But a few days ago suddenly I had 5 missed calls. The strange thing is, even if I watch my phone now and then, is that, the calls are dated a whole month ago. I don't even know who called, but the only person that has my phone number is this lady, Ayuda en Acccion (i help 4 children in latin america so they wanted my phone numer) and a woman that is an TI in spain but that never called again nor replyed to my latest email. I don't understand - if you are an alone TI, why do you avoid others?
I felt a strange taste in my mouth like I had 10 kilos of cofeen in me.
I don't know what that medication is about.
HOw it ends up in my body and if it is triggered somehow from a distance.
It lasted almost all day long.
I used to think that it is a lot about keeping me awake, but it can have another effect, like making me too eager.
This morning, I noticed that two people on bikes insulted me again.
They hate now my new freedom declaration so they start again.
These people are psychotic idiots with puppets that they rule over.
I tried to make conversations on Facebook but it didn't go that well.
It is like every victim is in his/hers own world.
Even the most active are strange.
I don't know what to believe, again!!!
After three years of stalking, i think they know pretty damn well that it is not the truth, but they stalk us because they are told to.
I've been alone for the last three years as well, I don't even know if I am normal enough to speak normally to a person again, without feeling strange. I have not yet met any persons live that suffer from the same things that I do.
I have been thinking about how scared I am, about how certain i am about certain things, that prove to be wrong, or that i will prove wrong - this is a mind game. They play with our perception of reality.
Probably we are also used in diffrent kind of experiments as well.
I have for example never been really sick.
But they still manipulate my organs, my vision sometimes, give me pain in the uterus, in my liver and enormous head aches. The new thing was that they manipulate the feeling in my right hand and now it is the left hand.
I am really sick and tired of living this life, but I also have to find some happiness. If I can't find it myself, who else will? They would give me more pain and so on.
Brain Computer Interfaces
I reminded myself for the last few days that we are connected in a way.
We all have brain computer interfaces that creates a network of people's thoughts, minds, opinions.
It is not strange that I can see someone write what I just thought about or that I say what somebody else has written somewhere else. Yet, when I think about this, I can think STRANGE. In reality it is not strange, they've teached us through stalking that the person that says the same thing as we do is a perp. They indoctrinated us in this pattern of thinking.
Perps are jerks, they have no idea what we are, who we are, what we really do.
They are often low life that are either unsuccesful or simply stupid and want somebodys attention.
I have moved from place to place and I met all kind.
Under a period of time, I've been afraid to speak with anyone. I would choose my words.
I would especially avoid thinking about or say something that has a sexual connotation because i would think that it will get back at me. I wasn't even aware in the beginning how many sexual connotation that are there in the world and I try to figure out all of them.
Now i don't care, I try to escape this prison that is inside my head. It is not easy.
But I have to think critically every time I think that somebody is dangerous because the perps are not that dangerous, it is only those that control the computer and that control our perceptions of the world and so on that are dangerous and those are the people that we unfortunately without help can't really escape.
And there are just a few people that are there to explain or help.
MOst TI's are unfortunately afraid of their own shadow and this is how they want us to be. Isolated and scared.
Don't be so scared, but think!
Most emotional states are created by them.
Most thinking patterns as well.
I am already in hell, so what do I have to lose if I stay scared.
Maybe I will die, but everyone dies one day.
Children die, parents die, young people, old people.
I will die too, so how does FEAR really help me?
Will fear set me free? NO!
What did they do lately? First.. well. The usual stuff, but one evening what diffrent. The minute I fell asleep they would wake me up. Once I was caughing, like i could not get any air. Some other time, my heart would beat too fast, Then again, caughing I think that they repeated this for over 10 times.
I would call them names maybe the first 2-3 times, and I was really tired. It was like they knew exactly when to wake me up. But the forth time I just thought, ok, just make me cough, why sleep when I can caugh. I was ironic and I knew that they are actually to lazy too continue this and besides, they enjoy hurting. There is no pleasure in hanging someone that does not resist.
I have been moving the table and now i sit on a chair and not on the sofa, It's because I now have a writer on the table. I had a little hand problem because i pushed on the table. But they made it lack feeling and strengh now for the last two days, but they eventually forget about it - so I can use it properly. But I can't use it as normal.
Synchronicity
In my experience, they pretty much use synchronicity.
I wrote about my old classsmate whom I think is a perp, because he's telling me he worked for the secret police.
I've been speaking with him again, he told me things that i did not know, about how it went for classmates.
One of them had injured his hand at work, after that, he's whife left him. Only for that I asked him? He said that other things where involved, like her mother.
So now I can't use my own right hand also.
I've been trying to do some research and write as scientifically I can about what happens to us. I have made a swedish group (no member). I sometimes think that I struggle in vain, but I think that this is a long term matter. Yet time just passes by. Days into weeks, weeks into month. And so on.
So now my hand does not work proprerly - because they want to tell me that If I do write - maybe I will get hurt or something - or they just try to scare me - I don't know. I thought that if I do write a paper to the UNIVERSITY and also publish it on a webpage where I keep some of my old home exams they I wrote at the university, then it will make a little diffrence, and maybe other students will read and maybe find these interesting. I have no idea what to do.
My old school mate said to me that he would make some page to gather up our old class. Of course nothing happened, but he made a facebook group: WOW.
At the bank yesterday, the woman that works there is also involved and she asked me if I wanted an insurance in case I got sick. Another scaring technique. I am interested in an insurance just for thieves or if my things get damaged.
Since I posted the pictures on my cats, the new cat's health has improved. Yet I hear more cats out there screaming and I wonder if they hurt the cats. The cats that are "friendly" have not visited me so much lately. But since yesterday, they sleep in. I think that they hurt the cats and these cats felt safer here in my house. I heard one or two cats screaming in pain here today. The minute the cats hear some other cat screaming outside they go and look through the window.
I never had more then 1 cat. Now I have 5 cats sleeping over. I hope that they will be safer here with me.
The best thing of them all isthat you don't have to install the operating system. You can run itdirectly from the cd you create when you download the files.
I like this option very well, because the criminals can't delete files that compromises the integrity of the system.
I'm also looking at other alternatives to MS and will be posting here. Thanks for reading.
Came home and noticed that a studio portrait of my son when he was small was missing... one of the best photo's I have of him and stalkers came into my place and walked out
with it.
I have written letters to Vermont State Senator Patrick Leahy about gang stalking here in Burlington, and he wasn't interested in hearing about it. If the shoe were on the
other foot, he would be concerned if an expensive pair of sun glasses
were stolen from his home and studio portraits of his family targeted
with weapons of war that leave tiny pin head marks (PEP weapon) all
over them. Were he or other local elected officials being gang stalked and
targeted with directed energy weapons, you bet your boots they'd do
something about it. Legislative bodies were also given a copy of my
letter and no response from any of them either. Many other victims of
this government- sponsored domestic terrorism have also written to
Senator Leahy and had no response. He knows about the technology and
is allowed to not give two hoots that it is destroying innocent
lives. Where are the MEN – the
REAL MEN and WHEN will they stop shaking in their shoes,
afraid they will be the next one targeted by the technology.. Many
Vermonter's refer to Senator Leahy as having a Socialist/ Communist
agenda who works hand-in-hand with the New World Order or Illuminati
– possibly the money machine that keeps him in office and the
puppeteers who pull his strings. It is reported that he has received
$3 million in out-of-state special interest dollars. Senator Leahy
is fully aware of Vermont State Laws regarding stalking as well as
Federal laws; yet these laws are not enforced. If they are not
intended to be enforced, then why are they on the books?
Before leaving my apt., I gulped down (3) TBS of liquid amino acids which comes in the form of a thick syrup. I had an immediate adverse reaction and remember another
targeted victim told me I should take castor oil because implanted
'systems' don't respond well to thick oils. Ten minutes after
swallowing it, the implants and augments which they have built for me
to cause me to be BIONIC - implanted enhancements on this u n w i
t t i n g human subject 'e x p e r i m e n t i o n'
performed on me via remote access as though they were playing with a
child's remote toy. What I noticed was flushing and reddening of my
face and upper torso. Where implanted nano fibers and structures are located
in my face is where the reddening was most noticeable. My (L) ARM
was a bright red with serious itching where I am implanted with all
their horrific nano technology - all over the elbow and arm where
they have implanted a robotic (control) implant inserted at the tip
of the elbow where I can also see a small lump and throughout the
elbow with nano wire running down the lateral portion of arm bone
(tibia or fibula?- no dictionary handy to identify at this time which
one it is and don't remember) and into position at wrist bone and
then further down in the hand and forefinger, et al. Same with the
other arm... implants and augments. What I was looking at in the mirror was the BIO system
they have put in place in my body. .. as though it was outlined in red.
What exactly did they mean when I was told I wouldn't have to worry
about dying????????? ...Stanford Research Institute/ Lockheed
Martin/ UC Berkeley/ Blackwater USA and the rest of the gang – the
graduate student at Berkeley who told me I was very brave and
proceeded to take my picture with his cell phone. I should not have
dismissed him but at the time I just didn't know any better and was
too spooked to ask what he meant.
8 p.m. Legs hooked up for pain as well as entire body- got up during the night and wasn’t able to walk on my feet they were so hideously hooked up for pain and
disability; I'm going to post a photo of my foot which is misshapen
from swelling and the abuse. Thermal heating continues w/quick
reversal to cold applied over and over and loud high pitched
acoustics with a tick, tick, ticking or the sound of crickets
overlaying the high pitched acoustics... two in one tonight.
9 p.m. Torture to LEGS continued... they have changed their pattern of behavior and now targeting entire legs above knees for neuromuscular
pain .. kind of like a sparkler going off in my legs whereas before
this is something they did to feet from time to time.
12 midnight Hung up from conference call where I was subjected to drowsiness and forced sleep; and, as soon as the call was over; they induced a wide awake state to
keep me up; continued application of thermal heat bringing on a wet
sweat throughout upper torso and my face which will end up nearly a
dripping wet sweat for further promotion of depletion of collagen; reverse 'cold' effect left on for the
count of 30 minutes at one point; sharp pain introduced to (R) knee and
carried out until 7 a.m in the morning. Nerve pain applied to (R) Hip Joint was
also kept tweaked and continued until 7:00 a.m. in the
morning. I've made note in other diary entries that there is no
explanation really as to why I am still on my feet with such an
extended period of no sleep. Night after night; month after month I
am kept awake with occasional intermittent sleep. Last night they
literally woke me up fifteen minutes after putting me to sleep – I
checked the time.
3 a.m. Slept a little and awakened to pressure being applied to bladder to force me out of bed; my face was in a wet sweat and the
continuing noise of fast passed tick, tick, tick or the sound of
crickets with temporary disappearance of the loud high-pitched acoustics.
I DON'T KNOW HOW THEY ARE DOING IT, BUT FOR QUITE SOME TIME NOW THEY HAVE BEEN THOROUGHLY DRYING OUT MY INSIDES INCLUDING THE INSIDE OF MY MOUTH- it doesn't
matter how much H2o and apple cider i consume or fish oil –
whatever the weapon is they are using on me, it overrides a lot of
the good things I am trying to do for myself. Does anyone who might be reading this know what they might be doing? Could be they are in my adrenals?
2/19 10 a.m. WENT TO CLASS Hooked up to nerve pain during How To Buy/ Sell On Ebay –a place where I needed to pay attention so they assaulted me with
more pain to make that next to impossible. This time tapping into
sexuality at point behind navel which was hooked up by remote in June
’08 in Berkeley, CA via some type aircraft w/remote special ray
weapon and a precision hit directly into navel (possibly PEP or LIPC
weapon)…. I cannot begin to describe what the pain was like because
it reached proportions off the charts one day when I just happened
to touch my navel after it had been targeted. WHAT they did w/this
weapon I don’t exactly know and am left to wonder if it was at
this point they collected DNA from me or the hit was expressly for
the purpose of implementing whatever master plan they intended to
put into action re: my sexuality. It was a well crafted
strategic “pin head” hit. After that I began being targeted by
another type special ray gun which caused black and blue bruising
over my legs and lower torso.
Frequency ‘vibration’ was just activated at sole of (L) foot extending up leg in addition to electrifying nerve impulses throughout thigh region of legs. Hard
to stay seated in class with this tactical warfare being used on me.
10:55 a.m. Continuing to tap into this female's sexuality using ELF – Point (A)
behind NAVEL and Point (B) VAGINA. They’ve switched to
pulsating
neuromuscular pain.
I’ve been thinking lately about the sexual aspect of these CIA / Military Black Ops programs. Obviously, first and foremost the reason they do
it is because it gives them pleasure - The 'handlers' and their
corporate mob bosses find it sexually stimulating and a form of self
gratification. To be crude – they get off doing what they do!
They become sexually aroused watching men, women and even children
on very large TV screens – watching targeted victims squirm and the pain is
what gives these sexual deviants perverse excitement and pleasure I
would imagine.
When you have a Pentagon and its corporate contractors enthusiastically embracing routine sexual assaults on defenseless American men, women and children whose sexual organs are being manipulated by these
people in high places, it is because they gain pleasure from the pain of others. It is the Pentagon and its corporate contractors, et al regardless if they are not dirtying their own hands.
Could these genteel creatures of the power elite; these gentlemen of a New World Order type who do this type of “research” which is obviously based on the PAIN - PLEASURE PRINCIPLE
. at least in my case it most definitely is- is it maybe their
intention to incorporate S&M and other deviant behaviors into the
helmets that are being prepared for the soldier
of the future? Could they even also be planning to include pornography? Also, applications for
programing futuristic robots... We already know they lack morals and
ethics and are responsible for the breakdown of society at large –
could they be going even a step further into the decline and fall of
America and these degenerate individuals are planning for the day
sex and pornography join forces on the battlefield? Perhaps the
military is interested in providing our fine young men in uniform
some rest and relaxation in the form of sexual arousal programmed
into their helmets S&M built into a soldier’s helmet for
instant or delayed gratification... a quickie maybe for a Lockheed pilot
or the back seat of a jeep perhaps?. To provide soldiers ‘relief’
on the battlefield. I think the defense contractors and military
intelligence personnel involved in this amoral activity are just
having a whole lot of fun viewing American citizens in their homes
and communities being alternately fondled and ‘sexed’ by
machinery put in place for this very purpose by some very sick men
and it saves them from having to visit a whore house that night.
I've searched my mind and cannot come up with another explanation as
to why a government would give the okay to sexually assault and
abuse American men, women and children who are hooked up to
electronic machinery. Most likely they salivate in anticipation of
the voyeurism. That these Black Budget Classified Programs are
costing the taxpayers billions of dollars, is something they
don't even know is going on. Is the electronic weaponry
takeover of defenseless American men and women just all in the
interests of militaristic foreplay?
11 a.m. I am now being tortured in yet another way as they create battery acid from hell by moving ever so SLOWLY AND METHODICALLY
with pen in hand at their Illuminati display screen, the point
of influence being my stomach
where they have taken to moving the pen in a SLOW swirling
circular motion - ever so slowly; then continuing on up the
esophagus still in ultra slow motion and then on up into
throat right next to a lump that is in the throat from these sadistic
sick twisted freaks. Then, while not letting go of the pen it is
moved back down through the esophagus and lower into stomach and
repeating the same slow methodical sadistic movements... creating
copious amounts of saliva along the way and back and forth.
This is work and play in a New World Order ladies and gentlemen!
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From: Ron Angell
To: rpangell@umich.edu
Sent: Sun May 10 10:22
Subject: Fwd: In Memory of Donnie Simmons State Trooper- Torture Testimony of 'Renay Texas'- Those Responsible in Florida , Dallas, Kentucky.
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----- Original Message -----
From: Ron Angell
To: rpangell@umich.edu
Sent: Thu Jan 8 22:00
Subject: Fwd: In Memory of Donnie Simmons State Trooper- Torture Testimony of 'Renay Texas'- Those Responsible in Florida , Dallas, Kentucky.
In Memory of Donnie Simmons State Trooper- Torture Testimony of "Renay Texas"- Those Responsible in
Florida , Dallas, Kentucky.
"Renay Texas" has lived in Lee county on and off and tells the story of what happened here in
Florida over the past 30 years in her diary. She requestsed I post it and send it to
International Courts to document the massive human rights Violations in Florida. It started in
Florida first and moved throughout the country and now the world.
Notes from “Renay Texas” of Fort Myers Florida age 43 years.
“Donnie Simmons... my uncle who was a great man. Who was a state trooper. He had a very good
life”- Renay Texas
Notes from January 2nd 2009
For the family of “Renay Texas”: Juan Carlose, Antonio Boza and her son Davie
From the Diary of Renay Texas
Jeffrey D. Sasher Sr. and Steve Jamerson are her torturers.
“Ilene Janous” is a person of interest in the torture of “Renay Texas”
According to “Renay Texas” the incinerator for the bodies is/was near Paige Field. “That's where
the bodies were burned”. Over 70 friends and associates of “Renay Texas” have died in Fort Myers
Florida in the 30 years she has been here.
“This goes to Antonio so he can piece it all together... all the years they took- 30 years, all
the lies they told. And all they have tried to extort from us. 72 Million dollars- tax dollars
stolen”- Renay Texas
Jeffrey D. Sasher is the former husband of Renay Texas
“Lee County has done everything to ever keep me from building my life back... They keep on trying
to cover up a city of lies. So many people .. did ever to keep me from going home.” Renay Texas
1994... Williamstown Kentucky Grant County
“Lee County cape coral is destroying their city”
“Selling of the buildings..... the biggest corruption, extortion, embezzlement, kidnapping,
hostage, fraud, forgery, purger, real estate embezzlement, insurance fraud, tax evasion.... ...To
see all the KKK put in jail and in prison... for what they did to me and juan Carlose in 1999 and
2005”
“Hamilton Ohio and Hazzard Kentucky, Covington Kentucky, Newport Kentucky... [Ashland Kentucky]
have Ecological Laberatories”
“Organized Crime buddy Jeff Sasher is coming all the way from Kentucky to Joe Beach.. “
“Grant County, Kentucky, 9208 Hawk Ridge Indapendence Kentucky..Covingon Kentucky, [whole state of
Arizona]...
“To beat upon a female... from the time I was born to even now.. Is sad fro a poor town [Fort
Myers] trying to get rich off one.. they are always trying to blame it on some one else.. They
[Fort Myers] did it on purpose”
From Renay Texas in Fort Myers Florida
“Most haniss crime.. Lee County and Cape Coral Florida, and Kentucky are guilty of Tampering with
mail, kiddnapping, [harboring fugatives] hostage taking grand theft of [Homes, cars, boats, human
beings]
“It is the KKK that is doing all the vandalism and aron. 1880 Texas Rangers.. 1930 and 2005...
San Antonio Texas...”
1999 until 205
“2.5 years of Federal Investigation.. hate crimes.....jeffrey Davis Sahser Sr.. lied in East Fort
Myers and went to school there. .. sold drugs out of his trunk of his car at the time he is already
linked to Ilene Janous and Greg Mullin's.. and Diane McKaine and Shiela Favor's and Rob Lucas and
Tiffany Janous and Steve Jamerson and Bob Sasher and Ray Sasher and Ken Disxon and Mike Curry, and
Rick Alred and Rick Janous and Bobby Janous and Debbie Johnson and Daisy Valdanham and Fred Frear
and James Macabey and travis and Joy Sasher and Valarey Gillmore and Mike Gillmore and Tina Beach
and Joe Beach and Jayson Williams and Bunkcy Pine's and Holly Pine's and Brittany Mullin's and
Christ Mullins and Stafanie Jamerson and Ryan Jamerson and Calaway Jamerson and Kevin Switzer and
Anna Mae Sasher and AJ and Harley Janous and Cheryl Bate's and Bill Welch... involved in Extortion
and embeslement and filling in false statements, slander, stalking, harrasment, and kiddnapping and
vandalism and murder and force of pornography and purgarey forgary, and sexual harrrassment”
“[Jeffrey Sasher Sr.... bragged about.. being in the KKK showed every body his shot gun.. [also
involved in crime].. Gary Lynch, noel Clark, Besty Brunner..
“Dr. Palaskie.. 1999 they set [Bobby's] Jaw when [Bobby] was in a Coma.. Christy was a witness..
Notes from “Renay Texas” of Fort Myers Florida age 43 years.
“Donnie Simmons... my uncle who was a great man. Who was a state trooper. He had a very good
life”- Renay Texas
Notes from January 2nd 2009
For the family of “Renay Texas”: Juan Carlose, Antonio Boza and her son Davie
From the Diary of Renay Texas
Jeffrey D. Sasher Sr. and Steve Jamerson are her torturers.
“Ilene Janous” is a person of interest in the torture of “Renay Texas”
According to “Renay Texas” the incinerator for the bodies is/was near Paige Field. “That's where
the bodies were burned”. Over 70 friends and associates of “Renay Texas” have died in Fort Myers
Florida in the 30 years she has been here.
“This goes to Antonio so he can piece it all together... all the years they took- 30 years, all
the lies they told. And all they have tried to extort from us. 72 Million dollars- tax dollars
stolen”- Renay Texas
Jeffrey D. Sasher is the former husband of Renay Texas
“Lee County has done everything to ever keep me from building my life back... They keep on trying
to cover up a city of lies. So many people .. did ever to keep me from going home.” Renay Texas
1994... Williamstown Kentucky Grant County
“Lee County cape coral is destroying their city”
“Selling of the buildings..... the biggest corruption, extortion, embezzlement, kidnapping,
hostage, fraud, forgery, purger, real estate embezzlement, insurance fraud, tax evasion.... ...To
see all the KKK put in jail and in prison... for what they did to me and juan Carlose in 1999 and
2005”
“Hamilton Ohio and Hazzard Kentucky, Covington Kentucky, Newport Kentucky... [Ashland Kentucky]
have Ecological Laberatories”
“Organized Crime buddy Jeff Sasher is coming all the way from Kentucky to Joe Beach.. “
“Grant County, Kentucky, 9208 Hawk Ridge Indapendence Kentucky..Covingon Kentucky, [whole state of
Arizona]...
“To beat upon a female... from the time I was born to even now.. Is sad fro a poor town [Fort
Myers] trying to get rich off one.. they are always trying to blame it on some one else.. They
[Fort Myers] did it on purpose”
From Renay Texas in Fort Myers Florida
“Most haniss crime.. Lee County and Cape Coral Florida, and Kentucky are guilty of Tampering with
mail, kiddnapping, [harboring fugatives] hostage taking grand theft of [Homes, cars, boats, human
beings]
“It is the KKK that is doing all the vandalism and aron. 1880 Texas Rangers.. 1930 and 2005...
San Antonio Texas...”
1999 until 205
“2.5 years of Federal Investigation.. hate crimes.....jeffrey Davis Sahser Sr.. lied in East Fort
Myers and went to school there. .. sold drugs out of his trunk of his car at the time he is already
linked to Ilene Janous and Greg Mullin's.. and Diane McKaine and Shiela Favor's and Rob Lucas and
Tiffany Janous and Steve Jamerson and Bob Sasher and Ray Sasher and Ken Disxon and Mike Curry, and
Rick Alred and Rick Janous and Bobby Janous and Debbie Johnson and Daisy Valdanham and Fred Frear
and James Macabey and travis and Joy Sasher and Valarey Gillmore and Mike Gillmore and Tina Beach
and Joe Beach and Jayson Williams and Bunkcy Pine's and Holly Pine's and Brittany Mullin's and
Christ Mullins and Stafanie Jamerson and Ryan Jamerson and Calaway Jamerson and Kevin Switzer and
Anna Mae Sasher and AJ and Harley Janous and Cheryl Bate's and Bill Welch... involved in Extortion
and embeslement and filling in false statements, slander, stalking, harrasment, and kiddnapping and
vandalism and murder and force of pornography and purgarey forgary, and sexual harrrassment”
“[Jeffrey Sasher Sr.... bragged about.. being in the KKK showed every body his shot gun.. [also
involved in crime].. Gary Lynch, noel Clark, Besty Brunner..
“Dr. Palaskie.. 1999 they set [Bobby's] Jaw when [Bobby] was in a Coma.. Christy was a witness..
01ThoseResponsible In Lee County Florida Fort MyersCapeCoral.jpg
02_what Crimes Lee County is guilty of- Renay Texas.jpg
03Those in Florida responsible for the massive death, theft of those in Lee County, Cape coral, Fort Myers, Leheigh,.jpg
04Testimony By Rene Texas.jpg,
06 (Hamilton Ohio.jpg,
07 (1_In Memory Of Donnie Simmons- Uncle of Renay Texas- State Trooper.jpg
08Independence Kentucky_is_not_Free.jpg,
09_Lee County has done to Renay Texas.jpg,
10_Ecological Labortories -Renay Texas.jpg,
11_crimes by Florida done To Renay texas.jpg
01Larson Report Edit.pdf,
Tara Potter helped to shut the MK Ultra program down with Ted Kennedy in 1977 in Montreal Canada
Here testimony of torture is in this wav file
SaraTestimonial_Part_B_.wav
IN the last couple of days, I have been pretty much "busy", I created a group that seems to have no future on netlog about mind control, in the swedish language. But I also started to use Face Book a little more, and created at least a little network of friends that are IT from Europe.
I've been sleep deprived as well, sitting at the computer nights, sleeping daytime. It has always been like that. I have no idea why they must keep me awake every night . It can happen that I can't get any sleep at all.
I've been bothered about the sensibilization to certain words they make by the stalking. The words keeps me feeling guilty, even if I think them, i feel scared and hurt, and I feel like there is a big danger around the corner. I am so tired of being afraid. These words are inner walls created inside of me to keep me in fear. I started to repeat them all over again- the words and the synonims - and i felt a little better. It is like they don't matter to me that much anymore.
On face book, an also school mate appeard, i've not seen him since the 7th grade. We spoke about memories, and I think unfortunately that he turned into a perp, to be clear - I don't know why and how they found him. He even told me that he worked for the secret police and was of high rank... I asked him if he knew anything about brain implants and non-lethal weapons. He didn't answer. Made it sound "very secret" and maybe he didn't even know what I was speaking about. It is actually very difficult to tell if someone is lying or not.
I have also been writing a survey for people that speak swedish, the kind of seen online.
I feel like I DID SOMETHING.
I realized that people often don't want to know, don't want to discuss, don't want to be aware, isn't there at least CURIOSITY? I don't know, maybe in time I would find a way to reach out to people - and make them realize that the danger is not only in our minds, but it is real.
The reason I am writing this is because I read about something called Stockholmsprogrammet that in principle means that europe is not a free "country" anymore. Because it will become one country.
--- On Wed, 2/17/10,
From: c
Subject: Hi
To:
Date: Wednesday, February 17, 2010, 3:32 AM
Hi everyone been away a while hope everyones ok, I am now on "@@#$#", good source of information from professionals in the intelligence and military community, lots of interesting discussions about technology and what the U.S are really doing in the middle east, I am also on researchgate for scientists and military personel which I am getting good info about developments in weapons systems which target us by microwave, acoustic and electro magnetic technology.
There are also lots about surveillance capabilities and satellite development as they have turned from star wars to earth wars about 2.5 trillion dollars has gone into a NASA and military program most of the dollars were taken from the Pentagon pre 9/11 and were being investigated by accountants and auditors from the Government and military when they were suddenly all killed, in the missile attack on the pentagon along with building 7 which housed the results of the FBI and Government and military investigation!, how convenient.
The Victims at the Pentagon on 9/11 that did not live and died.. THE MC VICTIMS OF TORTURE to DEATH (Watch the last 3/4 of the Video)
The investigation had been running 18 months prior to 9/11, and guess what? thats exactly how long builders had been working in the Trades Centers, Building 7 and the Pentagon.
For too long everyone have been looking in the wrong direction, look at who were doing the work on these buildings all have contracts with the military and are security cleared, I rest my case the mystery of 9/11 is solved !
I bought a writer too.
Home again, I found out that I got a reply on a blog post on a swedish site about mind control.
I was the only one that commented. People are afraid.
I also found out that the founder of this group, wrote a very interesting article.
Let's not forget to thank her now and then. We are so wrapped up at times in our own emotions that we forget that somebody out there risked a lot for our sake.
Sweden is leading in this area. So I and others in Sweden are probably controlled by the best.
This evening i started to write on the same swedish blog post,and i started to feel bad, very bad, guilty. Like I wasn't supposed to write what I did. My emotional state is now the same. I know that they produce emotional states and awarence is very important as their impact diminishes just a bit. It is up to me to try to take control because I dont think that they will be very helpful unless it is in their interest.
My letters to Senator Leahy's office have never been acknowledged.
September 14, 2009
U. S. Senator, Patrick Leahy
199 Main Street
Burlington, VT 05401
Re: Organized Group Stalking in Burlington, Vermont
Dear Senator Leahy:
We have a VERY BIG PROBLEM here in Burlington, Vermont. Something must be done about Organized Stalking. I‘m not the only victim in town – but I am one of the few who will speak out about it. The crime is referred to as Group Stalking and Electronic Harassment.
I am writing to you because there is nowhere to turn for help. The Burlington Police Department is seemingly complicit in the criminal activity, and on January 12, 2009, the FBI told me to go away and not come back when I showed up in the lobby of the Federal Building after being struck down during the night by a high-frequency directed energy weapons assault that left me nearly blinded, with projectile vomiting and the inability to stay on my feet.
The Burlington Police Department documented a falsified police report supporting a criminal who accused me of stalking him when, in fact, this unsavory character has been stalking me for over a year. He shows up in places I frequent as well as showing up in places he shouldn’t be and has been seen walking past where I live. He knows my name; and stalks me on foot. After what seemed like an unusually cozy encounter with the stalker, one of the two officer's who filed the false report was observed shortly after the incident on July 7, 2009 walking over to an obvious police informant sitting in a seat in the middle of the Church Street walkway where he 'hangs out' and telling him to “...watch what she does with her camera and see who she’s taking pictures of.” He, too, is now hot on my trail.
Police officers are apparently now getting away with labeling American citizens “mentally ill” based on next to nothing. This is something the United States Government has been getting away with since the Cold War for purposes of discrediting victims of Unwitting Human Subject Research. There is now greater military involvement in law enforcement agencies, and Police Departments seem to have undergone a major shift with dramatic change having taken place when it comes to the protection of innocent American citizens guilty of no crime whatsoever and being terrorized. The question I guess really is whether the police are possibly protecting one of their own who is stalking me?
Police officers are permitted only to investigate charges where a single stalker is involved. When multiple stalkers are reported, orders coming from someone HIGHER UP with no name given, forbids an investigation.
The BPD has refused to attach an addendum to the police report or to answer my written questions. I, therefore, intend to file a civil lawsuit for damages based on defamation of character – possible entrapment – police misconduct and violations of the law, including the gross violation of the State of Vermont's Stalking Law as well as newly enacted Federal Stalking Laws and Violence Against Women which is designed for my protection.
My name also appears as Plaintiff in a Class Action Lawsuit soon to be filed against the U. S. Government and its criminal agents and organizations, et al. Also, as plaintiff in a 2nd class action lawsuit solely against the U. S. Department of Justice and Federal Bureau's of Investigation for everything under the sun when it comes to allowing physical brute force, sexual assault and terrorism from so-called 'Non-Lethal' PsychotronicWeapons assaults to violate and rape my body and mind as well as condone community-based organized group stalking perpetrated against me.
My family has been in Vermont going on four generations and are pillars of this community.
There is plenty of evil all around us, but we supposedly have a legal system that is designed to handle criminal problems. There is no room for criminal community-based WATCH groups that stalk innocent American civilians in an extra-legal, extra-judicial system of justice that is out of control. It goes against our Constitution.
Can you please do something to expose what is inconsistent with the America that most of us love? These criminal practices cannot be allowed to continue and grow. If you can advise me with regard to the direction I’m headed re: legal action against the Burlington Police Department, I would also greatly appreciate your imput.
Very truly yours,
Lynn C. Bahrenburg
Burlington, VT 05401
Enclosed: Please find all documentation regarding the above-described illegal criminal activity in addition to correspondence to Janice Schakowsky, Chairwoman of the House Intelligence Subcommittee On Oversight and Investigations and other officials asking for help.
cc: Representative Peter Welsh; Senator Bernie Sanders; Mayor Bob Kiss
Ltr hand delivered for 2nd time to the above on November 2, 2009 – This letter has not been acknowledged.
I wrote this letter in swedish and I will use Google Translate to translate it en eventually correct grammatical errors:
I also sent them this link: https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=psychotronic+weapons&search_type=&aq=0&oq=psychotronic
UPDATE: I got en email sending error from them back, three times, but the letter to forskning.se (about research on general) was sent.
I also sent the same letter to Forskning.se (red@forskning.se)
Subject: Animal testing is used as a cover for countless experiments on people around the world
From:my email (i am not putting it online)
Date: Wed, February 17, 2010 7:06 pm
To: redaktionen@djurforsok.info
We'll see headlines about how animal studies, help medical research to move forward. They are talking about mice, cats and other animals. Non-the less, this is only a cover for all attempts on healthy normal people, who have their lives destroyed, probably because the victims are not supposed not know what is really happening and that the public are not supposed to know how these advances in areas such as neurology, nanotechnology, brain-computer interface, etc. are made.
A website which aims to tackle this is Bionicgate.com.
Thousandsof people are screaming around the world that governments brainwash them, take away their lives and dignity in order to do terrible experiments on them. But in the media an innocent picture is painted of research on rats, when in fact it is humans that in an unethical manner are under attack throughout their lifetime. Often an entire family attacked along with their pets. They are implanted, injected with nanoparticles, their thoughts are read, and this happens along with gang stalking, blacklisting and bullying.
Ithink that the public should be aware of what is happening in Sweden and around the world and an ethical debate should be started the amount of people that are killed through this research equals probably the amount of people whos lives would be spared because of the findings of this research. Moreover, they are dealing with the mapping of the brain and the nerves in the human body, synthetic telepathy, mind control, and they are taking over people's bodily functions. People are tortured around the clock, they may not even have a vacation and they might feel that they are living in a concentration camp where they spend the rest of their days and may be at any time killed, by example, raising heart rate to a level where the body can no longer cope and the human being will die .
As a supplement they also use mind control weapons or non-lethal weapons that
destroy human neurology, and makes victims feel totally helpless. Usually people do not even know that such weapons even exist but as the MK-ULTRA have been talked about in the U.S. and the Pentagon has removed the secrecy stamp for some of these weapons, victims may have a "proof" that what they feel like are verysimlar to these weapons effects. They can not be seen but people can recognize the effects of these weapons.
Nevertheless,
even pets are "taken over": they are implanted, and one can see body organs moving in the pets body or may feel that their heartbeat has increased.
The
victims would like to ask all sorts of institutions that deals with research to as soon as possible to initiate an ethical debate on all tests on humans who are made around the world and let the public know what is going on. If this research is to help people, people must have their say: How far are they prepared to go to be able to have in their home a cyborg or remotely control the computer game with the thought alone.
Not
to mention that these mind-control weapons are invisible, destroys the human body and neurology over time, have the ability to brainwash people and can be used as weapons of mass destruction and could of course be abused under a regime in which people do not know of their existence.
It
is dangerous of course that the human brain may also be taken over and people are exposed to forced speech, and their behavior can be modified or a person's worldview can be altered. These researchhere is done on men, women, children and their pets, but in the newspapers, we only can read about animals when in fact this is merely a cover for all research that is done on human beings.
The victims are ignored by police, lawyers, doctors, technicians and usually isolated before the real torture begins to take place. Many people have also organized themselves into small groups or associations, with more or less success. The victims need political and legal help. They
become invisible and even if they are used as laboratory rats, they are not even appreciated, but are tortured around the clock, a torture of the most ugly
character that one can imagine, and the longer time goes, the worse it gets.
Sincerely,
My name
This is the swedish version:
Vi får se rubriker i tidningarna om hur djurförsök leder till att medicinsk forskning går framåt. De talar om möss, katter, och andra djur. Icke-desto mindre är detta endast ett täckmantel för alla försök som görs på friska normala människor, som får sina liv förstörda, förmodligen för att offren inte får veta vad som egentligen försiggår och för att allmänheten inte ska få reda på hur de här framstegen inom områden såsom neurologi, nanoteknik, datorhjärna-interface, osv går till.
En hemsida som försöker ta upp detta är Bionicgate.com.
Tusentals människor skriker världen runt om att regeringar hjärntvättar dem, tar ifrån de deras liv och värdighet för att göra hemska experiment på dem. Men i medierna målas upp en oskyldig bild av forskning på råttor, när det i själva verket är det människor som på ett oetiskt hemskt omänskligt sätt angrips under hela livstiden. Ofta angrips en hel familj tillsammans med deras djur. De blir implanterade, injicerade med nanopartiklar, deras tankar blir lästa, och detta sker tillsammans med gang stalking, svartlistning och punktmarkering.
Jag tycker att allmänheten borde göras medveten om vad som sker i Sverige och runt om i världen och att en etisk debatt startar eftersom lika mycket människoliv går åt förmodligen som den här forskningen tror sig rädda. Dessutom sysslar de med kartläggning av hjärnan och nerver i människans kropp,syntetisk telepati, mind kontroll, de tar över människors kroppsliga funktioner. Människor blir torterade dygnet runt, de får inte semester och känner att de lever i ett koncentrationsläger där de spenderar resten av sina dagar och kan bli när som helst mördare, genom att t ex höja hjärtrytmen till en nivå då kroppen inte längre orkar och människan dör.
Som komplement används även mind control weapons eller icke-dödande vapen som förstör människans neurologi, och gör människan totalt hjälplös. Oftast känner man inte till att sådana vapen ens existerar men eftersom MK-ULTRA har avslöjats i USA och Pentagon har tagit bort hemlighetsstämpeln för en del sådana vapen, får offren ett "bevis" på att det som de upplever liknar de här vapnens effekter. De kan inte ses men effekterna kan göra att människor känner igen sig.
Inte desto mindre tas även husdjuren över: de blir implanterade och offren kan se organen röra sig i kroppen eller kan känna hur deras hjärtrytm ökas.
Offren vill be alla möjliga forskningsinstitut att så snart som möjligt inleda en etisk debatt om alla försök på människor som görs världen runt och låta allmänheten veta vad som pågår. Om den här forskningen ska hjälpa människor, måste människor verkligen säga sitt: Hur långt vill de gå för att ha hem en cyborg eller fjärrstyra datorspelet med tanken allena.
För att inte tala om att de här mind-control vapnen är osynliga, förstör människans kropp och neurologi över tid, har förmågan att hjärntvätta människor och kan användas som massförstörelsevapen och kan så klart missbrukas under en regim under vilken människor inte vet om deras existens.
Det farliga är så klart i att människors hjärna också kan tas över och människor utsätts för forcerat tal, och de kan modifiera beteendet eller förändra en människas världssyn. De här försöker görs på män, kvinnor, barn och djur, men i tidningarna får vi endast veta om djur när det i själva verket är detta endast ett täckmantel för alla försök som görs på människor.
Mäniskorna som utsätts ignoreras av polis, advokater, läkare, tekniker och för det mesta isoleras dem innan den verkliga tortyren börjar äga rum. Många människor har även organiserat sig i mindre grupper eller föreningar, med större eller mindre framgång. Offren behöver juridisk och politisk hjälp. De blir osynliga och även om de används som labbråttor, får de inte någon uppskattning utan dygnet runt tortyr av den mest fula karaktären som man kan föreställa sig och ju längre tid som går, desto värre blir det.
Med vänliga hälsningar,
Mitt namn
Subject: Animal testing is used as a cover for countless experiments on people around the world
From:my email (i am not putting it online)
Date: Wed, February 17, 2010 7:06 pm
To: redaktionen@djurforsok.info
We'll see headlines about how animal studies, help medical research to move forward. They are talking about mice, cats and other animals. Non-the less, this is only a cover for all attempts on healthy normal people, who have their lives destroyed, probably because the victims are not supposed not know what is really happening and that the public are not supposed to know how these advances in areas such as neurology, nanotechnology, brain-computer interface, etc. are made.
A website which aims to tackle this is Bionicgate.com.
Thousandsof people are screaming around the world that governments brainwash them, take away their lives and dignity in order to do terrible experiments on them. But in the media an innocent picture is painted of research on rats, when in fact it is humans that in an unethical manner are under attack throughout their lifetime. Often an entire family attacked along with their pets. They are implanted, injected with nanoparticles, their thoughts are read, and this happens along with gang stalking, blacklisting and bullying.
Ithink that the public should be aware of what is happening in Sweden and around the world and an ethical debate should be started the amount of people that are killed through this research equals probably the amount of people whos lives would be spared because of the findings of this research. Moreover, they are dealing with the mapping of the brain and the nerves in the human body, synthetic telepathy, mind control, and they are taking over people's bodily functions. People are tortured around the clock, they may not even have a vacation and they might feel that they are living in a concentration camp where they spend the rest of their days and may be at any time killed, by example, raising heart rate to a level where the body can no longer cope and the human being will die .
As a supplement they also use mind control weapons or non-lethal weapons that
destroy human neurology, and makes victims feel totally helpless. Usually people do not even know that such weapons even exist but as the MK-ULTRA have been talked about in the U.S. and the Pentagon has removed the secrecy stamp for some of these weapons, victims may have a "proof" that what they feel like are verysimlar to these weapons effects. They can not be seen but people can recognize the effects of these weapons.
Nevertheless,
even pets are "taken over": they are implanted, and one can see body organs moving in the pets body or may feel that their heartbeat has increased.
The
victims would like to ask all sorts of institutions that deals with research to as soon as possible to initiate an ethical debate on all tests on humans who are made around the world and let the public know what is going on. If this research is to help people, people must have their say: How far are they prepared to go to be able to have in their home a cyborg or remotely control the computer game with the thought alone.
Not
to mention that these mind-control weapons are invisible, destroys the human body and neurology over time, have the ability to brainwash people and can be used as weapons of mass destruction and could of course be abused under a regime in which people do not know of their existence.
It
is dangerous of course that the human brain may also be taken over and people are exposed to forced speech, and their behavior can be modified or a person's worldview can be altered. These researchhere is done on men, women, children and their pets, but in the newspapers, we only can read about animals when in fact this is merely a cover for all research that is done on human beings.
The victims are ignored by police, lawyers, doctors, technicians and usually isolated before the real torture begins to take place. Many people have also organized themselves into small groups or associations, with more or less success. The victims need political and legal help. They
become invisible and even if they are used as laboratory rats, they are not even appreciated, but are tortured around the clock, a torture of the most ugly
character that one can imagine, and the longer time goes, the worse it gets.
Sincerely,
My name
This is the swedish version:
| Subject: | Djurförsök används som täckmantel för otaliga försök på människor världen runt |
| From: | epost |
| Date: | Wed, February 17, 2010 7:06 pm |
| To: | redaktionen@djurforsok.info |
Vi får se rubriker i tidningarna om hur djurförsök leder till att medicinsk forskning går framåt. De talar om möss, katter, och andra djur. Icke-desto mindre är detta endast ett täckmantel för alla försök som görs på friska normala människor, som får sina liv förstörda, förmodligen för att offren inte får veta vad som egentligen försiggår och för att allmänheten inte ska få reda på hur de här framstegen inom områden såsom neurologi, nanoteknik, datorhjärna-interface, osv går till.
En hemsida som försöker ta upp detta är Bionicgate.com.
Tusentals människor skriker världen runt om att regeringar hjärntvättar dem, tar ifrån de deras liv och värdighet för att göra hemska experiment på dem. Men i medierna målas upp en oskyldig bild av forskning på råttor, när det i själva verket är det människor som på ett oetiskt hemskt omänskligt sätt angrips under hela livstiden. Ofta angrips en hel familj tillsammans med deras djur. De blir implanterade, injicerade med nanopartiklar, deras tankar blir lästa, och detta sker tillsammans med gang stalking, svartlistning och punktmarkering.
Jag tycker att allmänheten borde göras medveten om vad som sker i Sverige och runt om i världen och att en etisk debatt startar eftersom lika mycket människoliv går åt förmodligen som den här forskningen tror sig rädda. Dessutom sysslar de med kartläggning av hjärnan och nerver i människans kropp,syntetisk telepati, mind kontroll, de tar över människors kroppsliga funktioner. Människor blir torterade dygnet runt, de får inte semester och känner att de lever i ett koncentrationsläger där de spenderar resten av sina dagar och kan bli när som helst mördare, genom att t ex höja hjärtrytmen till en nivå då kroppen inte längre orkar och människan dör.
Som komplement används även mind control weapons eller icke-dödande vapen som förstör människans neurologi, och gör människan totalt hjälplös. Oftast känner man inte till att sådana vapen ens existerar men eftersom MK-ULTRA har avslöjats i USA och Pentagon har tagit bort hemlighetsstämpeln för en del sådana vapen, får offren ett "bevis" på att det som de upplever liknar de här vapnens effekter. De kan inte ses men effekterna kan göra att människor känner igen sig.
Inte desto mindre tas även husdjuren över: de blir implanterade och offren kan se organen röra sig i kroppen eller kan känna hur deras hjärtrytm ökas.
Offren vill be alla möjliga forskningsinstitut att så snart som möjligt inleda en etisk debatt om alla försök på människor som görs världen runt och låta allmänheten veta vad som pågår. Om den här forskningen ska hjälpa människor, måste människor verkligen säga sitt: Hur långt vill de gå för att ha hem en cyborg eller fjärrstyra datorspelet med tanken allena.
För att inte tala om att de här mind-control vapnen är osynliga, förstör människans kropp och neurologi över tid, har förmågan att hjärntvätta människor och kan användas som massförstörelsevapen och kan så klart missbrukas under en regim under vilken människor inte vet om deras existens.
Det farliga är så klart i att människors hjärna också kan tas över och människor utsätts för forcerat tal, och de kan modifiera beteendet eller förändra en människas världssyn. De här försöker görs på män, kvinnor, barn och djur, men i tidningarna får vi endast veta om djur när det i själva verket är detta endast ett täckmantel för alla försök som görs på människor.
Mäniskorna som utsätts ignoreras av polis, advokater, läkare, tekniker och för det mesta isoleras dem innan den verkliga tortyren börjar äga rum. Många människor har även organiserat sig i mindre grupper eller föreningar, med större eller mindre framgång. Offren behöver juridisk och politisk hjälp. De blir osynliga och även om de används som labbråttor, får de inte någon uppskattning utan dygnet runt tortyr av den mest fula karaktären som man kan föreställa sig och ju längre tid som går, desto värre blir det.
Med vänliga hälsningar,
Mitt namn
we can only control this phenomena by lot of prayers and not letting contol it to you. Try speaking and creating your own language ( speak your own tongue) so the computers and mind controllers cant pick up or understand it. Also learn how to pray and sing with your mind only. Best of all dont forget to pray.Since this energy that is bombarded is very strong and we are connected to the earth, wind, fire and water ,, we can ask them to watch us too.
My new cat seems to be even better. I looked and I searched, and thanks to my postings and a bad shot I have of the cats hurt genitals, i think they gave that project up, fortunately....!!!!
Tonight, I started to think about Piratpartiet, a Swedish new emerged party because of the new laws named FRA and IPRED and other laws that makes it possible for the police and SÄPO, the swedish secret police (Säkerhetspolisen = Security Police) to monitor whoever or to surveillance whoever including reading ones emails and listening to private phone conversations. In Sweden there isn't even any terrorist threat. I wanted to see if the Pirate Party has any logo to be put on a website, maybe they are some kind of hope. As soon as I opened their page, I could feel them attacking me, so they are clearly against freedom and they make no secret of it. Even Passagen.se's sabotage of my last blog post is a sign that the Swedish Government amongst other governments are trying to deprive people of their freedom and the slightest reminder of a possibility to reclaim one's freedom as innocent as it might seem, is considered a threat.
On Piratpartiet.se they also have a little infopage in english and other languages. I like this part in particular:
"Respect for the right to privacy
Following the 9/11 event in the US, Europe has allowed itself to be swept along in a panic reaction to try to end all evil by increasing the level of surveillance and control over the entire population. We Europeans should know better. It is not twenty years since the fall of the Berlin Wall, and there are plenty of other horrific examples of surveillance-gone-wrong in Europe's modern history.
The arguments for each step on the road to the surveillance state may sound ever so convincing. But we Europeans know from experience where that road leads, and it is not somewhere we want to go.
We must pull the emergency brake on the runaway train towards a society we do not want. Terrorists may attack the open society, but only governments can abolish it. The Pirate Party wants to prevent that from happening."
The Pirate Party does have great support I think and I hope that as many people as possible will join them. I am a member but I am in Spain for one thing, and for the other, I don't know what to do other then look in their forums and some have extreme freedom ideas, but we know that in practice, there will always be some kind of surveillance anyway.But parties like this one help to spread ideas of freedom and this is very important.
"Pirate Parties International (abbreviated PPI) is a non-governmental organisation (NGO) that exists to help establish, to support and promote, and to maintain communication and co-operation between pirate parties around the world. It was founded in 2006 and was declared a 'Feitelijke vereniging' (or unincorporated association) under Belgian law in October 2004"
Find your regional party
Countries where you can find a Pirate Party, or where one is starting up:
Argentina
Australia
Austria
Belgium
Bosnia and Herzegovina
Brazil
Bulgaria
Canada
Chile
China
Cyprus
Czech Republic
Denmark
Estonia
Finland
France
Germany
Greece
Ireland
Italy
Kazakhstan
Lithuania
Luxembourg
Mexico
Netherlands
New Zealand
Norway
Peru
Poland
Portugal
Romania
Russia
Serbia
Slovakia
South Africa
Spain
Sweden
Switzerland
Turkey
Ukraine
United Kingdom
United States
Argentina Australia Austria Belgium Bosnia and Herzegovina Brazil Bulgaria Canada Chile China Cyprus Czech Republic Denmark Estonia Finland France Germany Greece Ireland Italy Kazakhstan Lithuania Luxembourg Mexico Netherlands New Zealand Norway Peru Poland Portugal Romania Russia Serbia Slovakia South Africa Spain Sweden Switzerland Turkey Ukraine United Kingdom United StatesHow did they attack me? For once,they gave me that awful taste in my mouth, disgusting one and at the same time i felt like my mind was heavy, my brain was heavy. When I begun to write this blog post they released the pressure and I am almost normal.
I don't know, but this is a confirmation for me that they do not like people to have a mind of their own and they don't like people to have freedom. I remind myself of what Bush said about Irak: "These people hate democracy, they hate freedom." Why are they taking away our freedom? What does freedom mean for people like Bush? Ah, just propaganda for US citizens I guess to continue the war in Irak? Maybe so, yet they started to take away everyone's freedom and believe me security is not freedom, but slavery. People that plan everything are robots in this world, people that want to know everything and know what to expect leave no space for chance or any miracles to happen in peoples lives.
