I have seen a lot of links to the harassment being done to me to your group - supposed staunch defenders of freedom.
I could have talked to one of your members directly, having been introduced to some of them but with your indulgence, let me explain why I chose to write here first:
1. In case something happens , people will know. There will be a trail online. They can not just cover it up the way they always do.
I am currently surrounded by people claiming they are NPA rebels, the others, relatives of NPA rebels. They Are the ones who have been actively playing the ARG of harassment. Apparently they have full knowledge of what's going on even in the privacy of my own room since they comment every chance they have on what I Am writing on my journal (on paper).
Two days ago, I started researching on something I already knew before but tried not to consider as a possibility because if it's indeed related, it's too evil, it defies everything that I know about some people, some groups.
What happened after is so pathetic, it didn't achieve its purpose at all. You see some of these people are working for us. The moment I started checking (I am inside my room), , i heard loud noise outside my window. When I lokked, it was one of them, loudly cutting (hitting) the tiny random weeds with a bolo (the height of which does not even reach my thumb, the presence of which I have to really look for. Actually, this isn't the first time he has done it.
Before when I went to my cousin's place and he was with me because he had to get a tree branch for planting, he told the house trustee who's chummy with his wife "i'll hit this dog now with a bolo?", looking at me, not at the dog who was a few metres away from us. Grammar dictates that if he's referring to the dog who was far from us, he'd say "that" dog. Logic dictates that if he's talking about the dog he will "hack with the bolo" , then he'll look at the "dog he's gonna hit" after looking at the one he's talking to. When he said "i'll hit this dog now with a bolo?" , he turned and nodded in my direction and looked at her again (I was behind him). God thing the one he was talking to knew how to dismiss his attempts to bully, the girl said "go, and you're done for."
One other time, I went to the area where I planted some fruit crawlers to check because they kept removing it , making the excuse that they didn't see it (him and his son-in-law, they are supposed to be the ones planting them but they kept removing and destroying the trees and vines and vegetables I've been planting. I have seen them several times. When they though they weren't seen, they would deny. When they knew they were caught, they would make excuses like "I did not see those" or in one particular pathetic instance - it's bad omen too have that number of stalks in the plant.
Duh?! That plant was there for so long plus I made sure after they had been cutting plants off, to tell them not to do it again, pointing at where the vines are even if they could see it plainly, just so they won't make the same excuse again. I even made the request several times for them to tell us first if they are gonna cut off big trees or plants. Did they do that? No? What the son in-law actually did was when he saw that I was gonna go to the area, he started sharpening the bolo where he was sure I would see him then he approached me holding the bolo in an angle that 's not proper (one they wouldn't do when in front of others since it would be taken as threatening), then while looking at the vines I was looking at, started hacking again at the weeds right in front of me while talking to me... And yes, I noticed again that the good number of fruit vines I planted (grwon ones) have again disappeared. Again, the excuse was, "I didn't notice while I was removing the weeds." Huh? I already pointed at those because he earlier used that excuse.
As I mentioned, 2 days ago I started researching on some links that caught my eye for detail even before yet tried to dismiss for if it was validated, it would mean I have to reconsider my views of some people, some groups.
That started the covert threats again. One was the noisy "hacking of weeds" right outside my window, then the repeated show and placement of knives in areas I would be sure to notice them. In a span of two days, here's how it went: When she was talking with me, she brought the knife with her and angled it in such a way it will call my attention while we were talking (she usually puts down the knife when we talk. she's been working here for years). Then she cleaned the house, dyeing the floor which she wasn't able to do for months now, and cleaned the sink but left two things that will surely be noticed because everything's in their proper place: (1) the cleaver (big knife used for chopping meat) right in the middle of the sink board (it's already clean, she knows where it's supposed to be placed. The excuse that somebody used it can't be used. nobody did. she has just cleaned the entire sink area and left it right there. (2) The paring knife positioned with the sharp side facing up (not side ways) right in the middle of the two cooking pots atop the gas range - as with the sink it has just been cleaned, and the knife was left right there, positioned that way, instead of being placed in the knife holder.
Yesterday was the same. I saw my kid on the chair, reaching and touching something on the sink. When I saw what it was, it was again the cleaver. It was placed right on the side of the sink. Had my child reached for it instead of climbing the chair first, she'd definitely be cut if it fell on her. That knife is too sharp your fingers can be wounded if you touch the part used for chopping. She was right there when my kid was reaching for it, she just left when I was already walking to the sink. This time I did not ignore it (with the other times, I did not react). I asked her why that cleaver was placed there, she said she didn't know, she was the one who placed it. I stopped myself from a retort: "but you were just right there and you saw her reaching for it, why did you not remove it?
She has been asking me numerous times, are you not guilty that people around you have been dying and their deaths may be related to the ones harassing you? I asked her: why am i the one wh's suppsed to be blamed? I too am a victim, I've done my best to warn people about what I know. Aren't the perps supposed to be the one who should be guilty? If indeed the deaths weren't innocent, shouldn't those who have done it be the ones to blame?
She usually follows it up with: what if it's your kid? Would you still not stop fighting? What if they are doing these things to stop you from going after them?
I replied: that's not true. I am the proof that's not true. I have been stalked, harassed, economically sabotaged, set-up , destroyed for more than a decade when I didn't even have a clue about what's going on and what's being done to me. It's only now that I am finally making a stand. They started attacking me when I was but a child, I chose to keep quiet about it, praying that they will develop a conscience and will just stop. The reason they were able to get away with this grave a situation is because I never fought back before. They knew they could count on my being silent about it before. I wasn't one who wanted attention or issues. But that has changed. They have done enough damage. I have to expose what's going on. Whether I be quiet about it or not, they will continue what they are doing. I need to make a stand now lest they get away with it. This is the only way I can expose them . If they are going vigilante on this, then the people who are supposed to know who can stop their inhumane acts should know. Unless as they make it look like, they have the support of the entire group/system, then they have to be meted the proper justice.
I was a child. what do I know about their issues. I spent my life before trying to do what is right, why was I the one attacked?
No one fought for me. Had anyone done so, my life wouldn't have gone the way it did.
I wouldn't be so heartless and be that insensitive to my kid and the people in my circle who may not understand what I am fighting for now but will realize later that for so long I have been choosing the peaceful way, waiting for God's timing , to protect them as well. I know God will expose the truth, I have spent yeras preparing for the time He will. I am the target and will be the one who can show the thread of connections in its entirety - those they wanna cloud and cover. I am doing all I can, jogging my memory for all the details that will piece these years of abuse and harassment together.
God's helping me with it.
