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I now seem to know when I get an email or if anyone would speak to me, i would get a big head ache. It is very difficult then for me to think. I don't know why they do that. I've been working on my site, and I have been writing an article there about how medical corporation mislead people when they do research. I was thinking about all perp activity, how they scare us and make us feel bad when we hear certain words, like we think that everyone else will know misinformation about us.
After three years of stalking, i think they know pretty damn well that it is not the truth, but they stalk us because they are told to.
I've been alone for the last three years as well, I don't even know if I am normal enough to speak normally to a person again, without feeling strange. I have not yet met any persons live that suffer from the same things that I do.

I have been thinking about how scared I am, about how certain i am about certain things, that prove to be wrong, or that i will prove wrong - this is a mind game. They play with our perception of reality.

Probably we are also used in diffrent kind of experiments as well.
I have for example never been really sick.

But they still manipulate my organs, my vision sometimes, give me pain in the uterus, in my liver and enormous head aches. The new thing was that they manipulate the feeling in my right hand and now it is the left hand.

I am really sick and tired of living this life, but I also have to find some happiness. If I can't find it myself, who else will? They would give me more pain and so on.

Brain Computer Interfaces

I reminded myself for the last few days that we are connected in a way.
We all have brain computer interfaces that creates a network of people's thoughts, minds, opinions.
It is not strange that I can see someone write what I just thought about or that I say what somebody else has written somewhere else. Yet, when I think about this, I can think STRANGE. In reality it is not strange, they've teached us through stalking that the person that says the same thing as we do is a perp. They indoctrinated us in this pattern of thinking.

Perps are jerks, they have no idea what we are, who we are, what we really do.
They are often low life that are either unsuccesful or simply stupid and want somebodys attention.
I have moved from place to place and I met all kind.
Under a period of time, I've been afraid to speak with anyone. I would choose my words.
I would especially avoid thinking about or say something that has a sexual connotation because i would think that it will get back at me. I wasn't even aware in the beginning how many sexual connotation that are there in the world and I try to figure out all of them.

Now i don't care, I try to escape this prison that is inside my head. It is not easy.
But I have to think critically every time I think that somebody is dangerous because the perps are not that dangerous, it is only those that control the computer and that control our perceptions of the world and so on that are dangerous and those are the people that we unfortunately without help can't really escape.

And there are just a few people that are there to explain or help.

MOst TI's are unfortunately afraid of their own shadow and this is how they want us to be. Isolated and scared.

Don't be so scared, but think!
Most emotional states are created by them.
Most thinking patterns as well.

I am already in hell, so what do I have to lose if I stay scared.

Maybe I will die, but everyone dies one day.
Children die, parents die, young people, old people.

I will die too, so how does FEAR really help me?
Will fear set me free? NO!

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24february 2010 - Torture and Synchronicity

I found a way of surviving. The method is called: Never care what happens because they care crazy. Mock them back as much as you can. Laugh when they start to hurt you. I know that what they do is nonsense because I am innocent and they started to target me when I was as young as 15.

What did they do lately? First.. well. The usual stuff, but one evening what diffrent. The minute I fell asleep they would wake me up. Once I was caughing, like i could not get any air. Some other time, my heart would beat too fast, Then again, caughing I think that they repeated this for over 10 times.

I would call them names maybe the first 2-3 times, and I was really tired. It was like they knew exactly when to wake me up. But the forth time I just thought, ok, just make me cough, why sleep when I can caugh. I was ironic and I knew that they are actually to lazy too continue this and besides, they enjoy hurting. There is no pleasure in hanging someone that does not resist.

I have been moving the table and now i sit on a chair and not on the sofa, It's because I now have a writer on the table. I had a little hand problem because i pushed on the table. But they made it lack feeling and strengh now for the last two days, but they eventually forget about it - so I can use it properly. But I can't use it as normal.

Synchronicity

In my experience, they pretty much use synchronicity.
I wrote about my old classsmate whom I think is a perp, because he's telling me he worked for the secret police.
I've been speaking with him again, he told me things that i did not know, about how it went for classmates.
One of them had injured his hand at work, after that, he's whife left him. Only for that I asked him? He said that other things where involved, like her mother.
So now I can't use my own right hand also.
I've been trying to do some research and write as scientifically I can about what happens to us. I have made a swedish group (no member). I sometimes think that I struggle in vain, but I think that this is a long term matter. Yet time just passes by. Days into weeks, weeks into month. And so on.

So now my hand does not work proprerly - because they want to tell me that If I do write - maybe I will get hurt or something - or they just try to scare me - I don't know. I thought that if I do write a paper to the UNIVERSITY and also publish it on a webpage where I keep some of my old home exams they I wrote at the university, then it will make a little diffrence, and maybe other students will read and maybe find these interesting. I have no idea what to do.

My old school mate said to me that he would make some page to gather up our old class. Of course nothing happened, but he made a facebook group: WOW.

At the bank yesterday, the woman that works there is also involved and she asked me if I wanted an insurance in case I got sick. Another scaring technique. I am interested in an insurance just for thieves or if my things get damaged.

Since I posted the pictures on my cats, the new cat's health has improved. Yet I hear more cats out there screaming and I wonder if they hurt the cats. The cats that are "friendly" have not visited me so much lately. But since yesterday, they sleep in. I think that they hurt the cats and these cats felt safer here in my house. I heard one or two cats screaming in pain here today. The minute the cats hear some other cat screaming outside they go and look through the window.

I never had more then 1 cat. Now I have 5 cats sleeping over. I hope that they will be safer here with me.
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Operating System

Even with the best of "protective" programs, myoperating system is being hacked. But I have found a solution.Ubuntu.com and Kubuntu.com offer more benefits and doesn't cost youanything. It runs under a Linux based environment and that means it ismore stable than MS windows.

The best thing of them all isthat you don't have to install the operating system. You can run itdirectly from the cd you create when you download the files.

I like this option very well, because the criminals can't delete files that compromises the integrity of the system.

I'm also looking at other alternatives to MS and will be posting here. Thanks for reading.
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Diary Entry February 18, 2010

Came home and noticed that a studio portrait of my son when he was small was missing... one of the best photo's I have of him and stalkers came into my place and walked out
with it.


I have written letters to Vermont State Senator Patrick Leahy about gang stalking here in Burlington, and he wasn't interested in hearing about it. If the shoe were on the
other foot, he would be concerned if an expensive pair of sun glasses
were stolen from his home and studio portraits of his family targeted
with weapons of war that leave tiny pin head marks (PEP weapon) all
over them. Were he or other local elected officials being gang stalked and
targeted with directed energy weapons, you bet your boots they'd do
something about it. Legislative bodies were also given a copy of my
letter and no response from any of them either. Many other victims of
this government- sponsored domestic terrorism have also written to
Senator Leahy and had no response. He knows about the technology and
is allowed to not give two hoots that it is destroying innocent
lives. Where are the MEN – the
REAL MEN and
WHEN will they stop shaking in their shoes,
afraid they will be the next one targeted by the technology.. Many
Vermonter's refer to Senator Leahy as having a Socialist/ Communist
agenda who works hand-in-hand with the New World Order or Illuminati
– possibly the money machine that keeps him in office and the
puppeteers who pull his strings. It is reported that he has received
$3 million in out-of-state special interest dollars. Senator Leahy
is fully aware of Vermont State Laws regarding stalking as well as
Federal laws; yet these laws are not enforced. If they are not
intended to be enforced, then why are they on the books?



Before leaving my apt., I gulped down (3) TBS of liquid amino acids which comes in the form of a thick syrup. I had an immediate adverse reaction and remember another
targeted victim told me I should take castor oil because implanted
'systems' don't respond well to thick oils. Ten minutes after
swallowing it, the implants and augments which they have built for me
to cause me to be BIONIC - implanted enhancements on this u n w i
t t i n g human subject 'e x p e r i m e n t i o n'
performed on me via remote access as though they were playing with a
child's remote toy. What I noticed was flushing and reddening of my
face and upper torso. Where implanted nano fibers and structures are located
in my face is where the reddening was most noticeable. My (L) ARM
was a bright red with serious itching where I am implanted with all
their horrific nano technology - all over the elbow and arm where
they have implanted a robotic (control) implant inserted at the tip
of the elbow where I can also see a small lump and throughout the
elbow with nano wire running down the lateral portion of arm bone
(tibia or fibula?- no dictionary handy to identify at this time which
one it is and don't remember) and into position at wrist bone and
then further down in the hand and forefinger, et al. Same with the
other arm... implants and augments. What I was looking at in the mirror was the BIO system
they have put in place in my body. .. as though it was outlined in red.
What exactly did they mean when I was told I wouldn't have to worry
about dying????????? ...Stanford Research Institute/ Lockheed
Martin/ UC Berkeley/ Blackwater USA and the rest of the gang – the
graduate student at Berkeley who told me I was very brave and
proceeded to take my picture with his cell phone. I should not have
dismissed him but at the time I just didn't know any better and was
too spooked to ask what he meant.


8 p.m. Legs hooked up for pain as well as entire body- got up during the night and wasn’t able to walk on my feet they were so hideously hooked up for pain and
disability; I'm going to post a photo of my foot which is misshapen
from swelling and the abuse. Thermal heating continues w/quick
reversal to cold applied over and over and loud high pitched
acoustics with a tick, tick, ticking or the sound of crickets
overlaying the high pitched acoustics... two in one tonight.


9 p.m. Torture to LEGS continued... they have changed their pattern of behavior and now targeting entire legs above knees for neuromuscular
pain .. kind of like a sparkler going off in my legs whereas before
this is something they did to feet from time to time.


12 midnight Hung up from conference call where I was subjected to drowsiness and forced sleep; and, as soon as the call was over; they induced a wide awake state to
keep me up; continued application of thermal heat bringing on a wet
sweat throughout upper torso and my face which will end up nearly a
dripping wet sweat for further promotion of depletion of collagen; reverse 'cold' effect left on for the
count of 30 minutes at one point; sharp pain introduced to (R) knee and
carried out until 7 a.m in the morning. Nerve pain applied to (R) Hip Joint was
also kept tweaked and continued until 7:00 a.m. in the
morning. I've made note in other diary entries that there is no
explanation really as to why I am still on my feet with such an
extended period of no sleep. Night after night; month after month I
am kept awake with occasional intermittent sleep. Last night they
literally woke me up fifteen minutes after putting me to sleep – I
checked the time.


3 a.m. Slept a little and awakened to pressure being applied to bladder to force me out of bed; my face was in a wet sweat and the
continuing noise of fast passed tick, tick, tick or the sound of
crickets with temporary disappearance of the loud high-pitched acoustics.

I DON'T KNOW HOW THEY ARE DOING IT, BUT FOR QUITE SOME TIME NOW THEY HAVE BEEN THOROUGHLY DRYING OUT MY INSIDES INCLUDING THE INSIDE OF MY MOUTH- it doesn't
matter how much H2o and apple cider i consume or fish oil –
whatever the weapon is they are using on me, it overrides a lot of
the good things I am trying to do for myself. Does anyone who might be reading this know what they might be doing?
Could be they are in my adrenals?


2/19 10 a.m. WENT TO CLASS Hooked up to nerve pain during How To Buy/ Sell On Ebay –a place where I needed to pay attention so they assaulted me with
more pain to make that next to impossible. This time tapping into
sexuality at point behind navel which was hooked up by remote in June
’08 in Berkeley, CA via some type aircraft w/remote special ray
weapon and a precision hit directly into navel (possibly PEP or LIPC
weapon)…. I cannot begin to describe what the pain was like because
it reached proportions off the charts one day when I just happened
to touch my navel after it had been targeted. WHAT they did w/this
weapon I don’t exactly know and am left to wonder if it was at
this point they collected DNA from me or the hit was expressly for
the purpose of implementing whatever master plan they intended to
put into action re: my sexuality. It was a well crafted
strategic “pin head” hit. After that I began being targeted by
another type special ray gun which caused black and blue bruising
over my legs and lower torso.


Frequency ‘vibration’ was just activated at sole of (L) foot extending up leg in addition to electrifying nerve impulses throughout thigh region of legs. Hard
to stay seated in class with this tactical warfare being used on me.


10:55 a.m. Continuing to tap into this female's sexuality using ELF – Point (A)
behind NAVEL and Point (B) VAGINA. They’ve switched to

pulsating

neuromuscular pain.

I’ve been thinking lately about the sexual aspect of these CIA / Military Black Ops programs. Obviously, first and foremost the reason they do
it is because it gives them pleasure - The 'handlers' and their
corporate mob bosses find it sexually stimulating and a form of self
gratification. To be crude – they get off doing what they do!
They become sexually aroused watching men, women and even children
on very large TV screens – watching targeted victims squirm and the pain is
what gives these sexual deviants perverse excitement and pleasure I
would imagine.


When you have a Pentagon and its corporate contractors enthusiastically embracing routine sexual assaults on defenseless American men, women and children whose sexual organs are being manipulated by these
people in high places, it is because they gain pleasure from the pain of others. It is the Pentagon and its corporate contractors, et al regardless if they are not dirtying their own hands.


Could these genteel creatures of the power elite; these gentlemen of a New World Order type who do this type of “research” which is obviously based on the PAIN - PLEASURE PRINCIPLE
. at least in my case it most definitely is- is it maybe their
intention to incorporate S&M and other deviant behaviors into the
helmets that are being prepared for the
soldier
of the future
? Could they even also be planning to include pornography? Also, applications for
programing futuristic robots... We already know they lack morals and
ethics and are responsible for the breakdown of society at large –
could they be going even a step further into the decline and fall of
America and these degenerate individuals are planning for the day
sex and pornography join forces on the battlefield? Perhaps the
military is interested in providing our fine young men in uniform
some rest and relaxation in the form of sexual arousal programmed
into their helmets S&M built into a soldier’s helmet for
instant or delayed gratification... a quickie maybe for a Lockheed pilot
or the back seat of a jeep perhaps?. To provide soldiers ‘relief’
on the battlefield. I think the defense contractors and military
intelligence personnel involved in this amoral activity are just
having a whole lot of fun viewing American citizens in their homes
and communities being alternately fondled and ‘sexed’ by
machinery put in place for this very purpose by some very sick men
and it saves them from having to visit a whore house that night.
I've searched my mind and cannot come up with another explanation as
to why a government would give the okay to sexually assault and
abuse American men, women and children who are hooked up to
electronic machinery. Most likely they salivate in anticipation of
the voyeurism. That these Black Budget Classified Programs are
costing the taxpayers
billions of dollars, is something they
don't even know is going on. Is the electronic weaponry
takeover of defenseless American men and women just all in the
interests of militaristic foreplay?



11 a.m. I am now being tortured in yet another way as they create battery acid from hell by moving ever so SLOWLY AND METHODICALLY
with pen in hand at their Illuminati display screen, the point
of influence being my stomach
where they have taken to moving the pen in a SLOW swirling
circular motion - ever so slowly; then continuing on up the
esophagus
still in ultra slow motion and then on up into
throat right next to a lump that is in the throat from these sadistic
sick twisted freaks. Then, while not letting go of the pen it is
moved back down through the esophagus and lower into stomach and
repeating the same slow methodical sadistic movements... creating
copious amounts of saliva along the way and back and forth.

This is work and play in a New World Order ladies and gentlemen!


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In Memory of Donnie Simmons State Trooper- Torture Testimony of "Renay Texas"- Those Responsible in
Florida , Dallas, Kentucky.

"Renay Texas" has lived in Lee county on and off and tells the story of what happened here in
Florida over the past 30 years in her diary. She requestsed I post it and send it to
International Courts to document the massive human rights Violations in Florida. It started in
Florida first and moved throughout the country and now the world.

Notes from “Renay Texas” of Fort Myers Florida age 43 years.

“Donnie Simmons... my uncle who was a great man. Who was a state trooper. He had a very good
life”- Renay Texas


Notes from January 2nd 2009

For the family of “Renay Texas”: Juan Carlose, Antonio Boza and her son Davie

From the Diary of Renay Texas
Jeffrey D. Sasher Sr. and Steve Jamerson are her torturers.
“Ilene Janous” is a person of interest in the torture of “Renay Texas”

According to “Renay Texas” the incinerator for the bodies is/was near Paige Field. “That's where
the bodies were burned”. Over 70 friends and associates of “Renay Texas” have died in Fort Myers
Florida in the 30 years she has been here.

“This goes to Antonio so he can piece it all together... all the years they took- 30 years, all
the lies they told. And all they have tried to extort from us. 72 Million dollars- tax dollars
stolen”- Renay Texas

Jeffrey D. Sasher is the former husband of Renay Texas


“Lee County has done everything to ever keep me from building my life back... They keep on trying
to cover up a city of lies. So many people .. did ever to keep me from going home.” Renay Texas

1994... Williamstown Kentucky Grant County

“Lee County cape coral is destroying their city”

“Selling of the buildings..... the biggest corruption, extortion, embezzlement, kidnapping,
hostage, fraud, forgery, purger, real estate embezzlement, insurance fraud, tax evasion.... ...To
see all the KKK put in jail and in prison... for what they did to me and juan Carlose in 1999 and
2005”


“Hamilton Ohio and Hazzard Kentucky, Covington Kentucky, Newport Kentucky... [Ashland Kentucky]
have Ecological Laberatories”

“Organized Crime buddy Jeff Sasher is coming all the way from Kentucky to Joe Beach.. “

“Grant County, Kentucky, 9208 Hawk Ridge Indapendence Kentucky..Covingon Kentucky, [whole state of
Arizona]...

“To beat upon a female... from the time I was born to even now.. Is sad fro a poor town [Fort
Myers] trying to get rich off one.. they are always trying to blame it on some one else.. They
[Fort Myers] did it on purpose”

From Renay Texas in Fort Myers Florida

“Most haniss crime.. Lee County and Cape Coral Florida, and Kentucky are guilty of Tampering with
mail, kiddnapping, [harboring fugatives] hostage taking grand theft of [Homes, cars, boats, human
beings]

“It is the KKK that is doing all the vandalism and aron. 1880 Texas Rangers.. 1930 and 2005...
San Antonio Texas...”

1999 until 205

“2.5 years of Federal Investigation.. hate crimes.....jeffrey Davis Sahser Sr.. lied in East Fort
Myers and went to school there. .. sold drugs out of his trunk of his car at the time he is already
linked to Ilene Janous and Greg Mullin's.. and Diane McKaine and Shiela Favor's and Rob Lucas and
Tiffany Janous and Steve Jamerson and Bob Sasher and Ray Sasher and Ken Disxon and Mike Curry, and
Rick Alred and Rick Janous and Bobby Janous and Debbie Johnson and Daisy Valdanham and Fred Frear
and James Macabey and travis and Joy Sasher and Valarey Gillmore and Mike Gillmore and Tina Beach
and Joe Beach and Jayson Williams and Bunkcy Pine's and Holly Pine's and Brittany Mullin's and
Christ Mullins and Stafanie Jamerson and Ryan Jamerson and Calaway Jamerson and Kevin Switzer and
Anna Mae Sasher and AJ and Harley Janous and Cheryl Bate's and Bill Welch... involved in Extortion
and embeslement and filling in false statements, slander, stalking, harrasment, and kiddnapping and
vandalism and murder and force of pornography and purgarey forgary, and sexual harrrassment”


“[Jeffrey Sasher Sr.... bragged about.. being in the KKK showed every body his shot gun.. [also
involved in crime].. Gary Lynch, noel Clark, Besty Brunner..

“Dr. Palaskie.. 1999 they set [Bobby's] Jaw when [Bobby] was in a Coma.. Christy was a witness..



Notes from “Renay Texas” of Fort Myers Florida age 43 years.

“Donnie Simmons... my uncle who was a great man. Who was a state trooper. He had a very good
life”- Renay Texas


Notes from January 2nd 2009

For the family of “Renay Texas”: Juan Carlose, Antonio Boza and her son Davie

From the Diary of Renay Texas
Jeffrey D. Sasher Sr. and Steve Jamerson are her torturers.
“Ilene Janous” is a person of interest in the torture of “Renay Texas”

According to “Renay Texas” the incinerator for the bodies is/was near Paige Field. “That's where
the bodies were burned”. Over 70 friends and associates of “Renay Texas” have died in Fort Myers
Florida in the 30 years she has been here.

“This goes to Antonio so he can piece it all together... all the years they took- 30 years, all
the lies they told. And all they have tried to extort from us. 72 Million dollars- tax dollars
stolen”- Renay Texas

Jeffrey D. Sasher is the former husband of Renay Texas


“Lee County has done everything to ever keep me from building my life back... They keep on trying
to cover up a city of lies. So many people .. did ever to keep me from going home.” Renay Texas

1994... Williamstown Kentucky Grant County

“Lee County cape coral is destroying their city”

“Selling of the buildings..... the biggest corruption, extortion, embezzlement, kidnapping,
hostage, fraud, forgery, purger, real estate embezzlement, insurance fraud, tax evasion.... ...To
see all the KKK put in jail and in prison... for what they did to me and juan Carlose in 1999 and
2005”


“Hamilton Ohio and Hazzard Kentucky, Covington Kentucky, Newport Kentucky... [Ashland Kentucky]
have Ecological Laberatories”

“Organized Crime buddy Jeff Sasher is coming all the way from Kentucky to Joe Beach.. “

“Grant County, Kentucky, 9208 Hawk Ridge Indapendence Kentucky..Covingon Kentucky, [whole state of
Arizona]...

“To beat upon a female... from the time I was born to even now.. Is sad fro a poor town [Fort
Myers] trying to get rich off one.. they are always trying to blame it on some one else.. They
[Fort Myers] did it on purpose”

From Renay Texas in Fort Myers Florida

“Most haniss crime.. Lee County and Cape Coral Florida, and Kentucky are guilty of Tampering with
mail, kiddnapping, [harboring fugatives] hostage taking grand theft of [Homes, cars, boats, human
beings]

“It is the KKK that is doing all the vandalism and aron. 1880 Texas Rangers.. 1930 and 2005...
San Antonio Texas...”

1999 until 205

“2.5 years of Federal Investigation.. hate crimes.....jeffrey Davis Sahser Sr.. lied in East Fort
Myers and went to school there. .. sold drugs out of his trunk of his car at the time he is already
linked to Ilene Janous and Greg Mullin's.. and Diane McKaine and Shiela Favor's and Rob Lucas and
Tiffany Janous and Steve Jamerson and Bob Sasher and Ray Sasher and Ken Disxon and Mike Curry, and
Rick Alred and Rick Janous and Bobby Janous and Debbie Johnson and Daisy Valdanham and Fred Frear
and James Macabey and travis and Joy Sasher and Valarey Gillmore and Mike Gillmore and Tina Beach
and Joe Beach and Jayson Williams and Bunkcy Pine's and Holly Pine's and Brittany Mullin's and
Christ Mullins and Stafanie Jamerson and Ryan Jamerson and Calaway Jamerson and Kevin Switzer and
Anna Mae Sasher and AJ and Harley Janous and Cheryl Bate's and Bill Welch... involved in Extortion
and embeslement and filling in false statements, slander, stalking, harrasment, and kiddnapping and
vandalism and murder and force of pornography and purgarey forgary, and sexual harrrassment”


“[Jeffrey Sasher Sr.... bragged about.. being in the KKK showed every body his shot gun.. [also
involved in crime].. Gary Lynch, noel Clark, Besty Brunner..

“Dr. Palaskie.. 1999 they set [Bobby's] Jaw when [Bobby] was in a Coma.. Christy was a witness..


01ThoseResponsible In Lee County Florida Fort MyersCapeCoral.jpg

02_what Crimes Lee County is guilty of- Renay Texas.jpg

03Those in Florida responsible for the massive death, theft of those in Lee County, Cape coral, Fort Myers, Leheigh,.jpg

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07 (1_In Memory Of Donnie Simmons- Uncle of Renay Texas- State Trooper.jpg

08Independence Kentucky_is_not_Free.jpg,



09_Lee County has done to Renay Texas.jpg,


10_Ecological Labortories -Renay Texas.jpg,


11_crimes by Florida done To Renay texas.jpg

01Larson Report Edit.pdf,


Tara Potter helped to shut the MK Ultra program down with Ted Kennedy in 1977 in Montreal Canada

Here testimony of torture is in this wav file

SaraTestimonial_Part_B_.wav
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20 february 2010 - Stockholmsprogrammet and Facebook

Today there was a IT meeting I think in London, and even if it is nearby, and had been a good chance for me to meet other IT's, it was difficult for me to make a dicision because first of all, the bank won't give me an working credit card or I would call and they won't send it. Or if I get it in my mailbox, it will stop working as soon as I got the pin code. Maybe a bad excuse, I don't know. Or maybe, I am just not ready.

IN the last couple of days, I have been pretty much "busy", I created a group that seems to have no future on netlog about mind control, in the swedish language. But I also started to use Face Book a little more, and created at least a little network of friends that are IT from Europe.

I've been sleep deprived as well, sitting at the computer nights, sleeping daytime. It has always been like that. I have no idea why they must keep me awake every night . It can happen that I can't get any sleep at all.

I've been bothered about the sensibilization to certain words they make by the stalking. The words keeps me feeling guilty, even if I think them, i feel scared and hurt, and I feel like there is a big danger around the corner. I am so tired of being afraid. These words are inner walls created inside of me to keep me in fear. I started to repeat them all over again- the words and the synonims - and i felt a little better. It is like they don't matter to me that much anymore.

On face book, an also school mate appeard, i've not seen him since the 7th grade. We spoke about memories, and I think unfortunately that he turned into a perp, to be clear - I don't know why and how they found him. He even told me that he worked for the secret police and was of high rank... I asked him if he knew anything about brain implants and non-lethal weapons. He didn't answer. Made it sound "very secret" and maybe he didn't even know what I was speaking about. It is actually very difficult to tell if someone is lying or not.

I have also been writing a survey for people that speak swedish, the kind of seen online.
I feel like I DID SOMETHING.

I realized that people often don't want to know, don't want to discuss, don't want to be aware, isn't there at least CURIOSITY? I don't know, maybe in time I would find a way to reach out to people - and make them realize that the danger is not only in our minds, but it is real.

The reason I am writing this is because I read about something called Stockholmsprogrammet that in principle means that europe is not a free "country" anymore. Because it will become one country.

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"2.5 trillion dollars has gone into a NASA and military program most of the dollars were taken from the Pentagon pre 9/11 and were being investigated by accountants and auditors from the Government and military when they were suddenly all killed, in the missile attack on the pentagon along with building 7 which housed the results of the FBI and Government and military investigation!, how convenient."

--- On Wed, 2/17/10,


From: c
Subject: Hi
To:
Date: Wednesday, February 17, 2010, 3:32 AM


Hi everyone been away a while hope everyones ok, I am now on "@@#$#", good source of information from professionals in the intelligence and military community, lots of interesting discussions about technology and what the U.S are really doing in the middle east, I am also on researchgate for scientists and military personel which I am getting good info about developments in weapons systems which target us by microwave, acoustic and electro magnetic technology.
There are also lots about surveillance capabilities and satellite development as they have turned from star wars to earth wars about 2.5 trillion dollars has gone into a NASA and military program most of the dollars were taken from the Pentagon pre 9/11 and were being investigated by accountants and auditors from the Government and military when they were suddenly all killed, in the missile attack on the pentagon along with building 7 which housed the results of the FBI and Government and military investigation!, how convenient.

The Victims at the Pentagon on 9/11 that did not live and died.. THE MC VICTIMS OF TORTURE to DEATH (Watch the last 3/4 of the Video)
The investigation had been running 18 months prior to 9/11, and guess what? thats exactly how long builders had been working in the Trades Centers, Building 7 and the Pentagon.
For too long everyone have been looking in the wrong direction, look at who were doing the work on these buildings all have contracts with the military and are security cleared, I rest my case the mystery of 9/11 is solved !

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19th february 2010, Hit again - tears and guilt

The last week has been a little easier. But ths morning, I went to town to buy cat food and coffee and there it was again: the stalking. People would look at me and wisper and even people driving where either looking or smiling. I started my camera and started to videofilm them and they stopped.
I bought a writer too.

Home again, I found out that I got a reply on a blog post on a swedish site about mind control.

I was the only one that commented. People are afraid.
I also found out that the founder of this group, wrote a very interesting article.


Let's not forget to thank her now and then. We are so wrapped up at times in our own emotions that we forget that somebody out there risked a lot for our sake.

Sweden is leading in this area. So I and others in Sweden are probably controlled by the best.

This evening i started to write on the same swedish blog post,and i started to feel bad, very bad, guilty. Like I wasn't supposed to write what I did. My emotional state is now the same. I know that they produce emotional states and awarence is very important as their impact diminishes just a bit. It is up to me to try to take control because I dont think that they will be very helpful unless it is in their interest.
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My letters to Senator Leahy's office have never been acknowledged.


September 14, 2009


U. S. Senator, Patrick Leahy
199 Main Street
Burlington, VT 05401

Re: Organized Group Stalking in Burlington, Vermont

Dear Senator Leahy:

We have a VERY BIG PROBLEM here in Burlington, Vermont. Something must be done about Organized Stalking. I‘m not the only victim in town – but I am one of the few who will speak out about it. The crime is referred to as Group Stalking and Electronic Harassment.

I am writing to you because there is nowhere to turn for help. The Burlington Police Department is seemingly complicit in the criminal activity, and on January 12, 2009, the FBI told me to go away and not come back when I showed up in the lobby of the Federal Building after being struck down during the night by a high-frequency directed energy weapons assault that left me nearly blinded, with projectile vomiting and the inability to stay on my feet.

The Burlington Police Department documented a falsified police report supporting a criminal who accused me of stalking him when, in fact, this unsavory character has been stalking me for over a year. He shows up in places I frequent as well as showing up in places he shouldn’t be and has been seen walking past where I live. He knows my name; and stalks me on foot. After what seemed like an unusually cozy encounter with the stalker, one of the two officer's who filed the false report was observed shortly after the incident on July 7, 2009 walking over to an obvious police informant sitting in a seat in the middle of the Church Street walkway where he 'hangs out' and telling him to “...watch what she does with her camera and see who she’s taking pictures of.” He, too, is now hot on my trail.

Police officers are apparently now getting away with labeling American citizens “mentally ill” based on next to nothing. This is something the United States Government has been getting away with since the Cold War for purposes of discrediting victims of Unwitting Human Subject Research. There is now greater military involvement in law enforcement agencies, and Police Departments seem to have undergone a major shift with dramatic change having taken place when it comes to the protection of innocent American citizens guilty of no crime whatsoever and being terrorized. The question I guess really is whether the police are possibly protecting one of their own who is stalking me?

Police officers are permitted only to investigate charges where a single stalker is involved. When multiple stalkers are reported, orders coming from someone HIGHER UP with no name given, forbids an investigation.

The BPD has refused to attach an addendum to the police report or to answer my written questions. I, therefore, intend to file a civil lawsuit for damages based on defamation of character – possible entrapment – police misconduct and violations of the law, including the gross violation of the State of Vermont's Stalking Law as well as newly enacted Federal Stalking Laws and Violence Against Women which is designed for my protection.

My name also appears as Plaintiff in a Class Action Lawsuit soon to be filed against the U. S. Government and its criminal agents and organizations, et al. Also, as plaintiff in a 2nd class action lawsuit solely against the U. S. Department of Justice and Federal Bureau's of Investigation for everything under the sun when it comes to allowing physical brute force, sexual assault and terrorism from so-called 'Non-Lethal' PsychotronicWeapons assaults to violate and rape my body and mind as well as condone community-based organized group stalking perpetrated against me.

My family has been in Vermont going on four generations and are pillars of this community.

There is plenty of evil all around us, but we supposedly have a legal system that is designed to handle criminal problems. There is no room for criminal community-based WATCH groups that stalk innocent American civilians in an extra-legal, extra-judicial system of justice that is out of control. It goes against our Constitution.

Can you please do something to expose what is inconsistent with the America that most of us love? These criminal practices cannot be allowed to continue and grow. If you can advise me with regard to the direction I’m headed re: legal action against the Burlington Police Department, I would also greatly appreciate your imput.

Very truly yours,


Lynn C. Bahrenburg
Burlington, VT 05401

Enclosed: Please find all documentation regarding the above-described illegal criminal activity in addition to correspondence to Janice Schakowsky, Chairwoman of the House Intelligence Subcommittee On Oversight and Investigations and other officials asking for help.

cc: Representative Peter Welsh; Senator Bernie Sanders; Mayor Bob Kiss

Ltr hand delivered for 2nd time to the above on November 2, 2009 – This letter has not been acknowledged.

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9143016880?profile=originalI was reading on a page about research done on animals and they try to explain why research on animals is necessary. It reminded myself of all research that is done on humans but they write about animals in newspapers, and it is so because research on animals is more accepted then research on humans.

I wrote this letter in swedish and I will use Google Translate to translate it en eventually correct grammatical errors:


I also sent them this link: https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=psychotronic+weapons&search_type=&aq=0&oq=psychotronic

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UPDATE: I got en email sending error from them back, three times, but the letter to forskning.se (about research on general) was sent.

I also sent the same letter to Forskning.se (red@forskning.se)

Subject: Animal testing is used as a cover for countless experiments on people around the world
From:my email (i am not putting it online)
Date: Wed, February 17, 2010 7:06 pm
To: redaktionen@djurforsok.info

We'll see headlines about how animal studies, help medical research to move forward. They are talking about mice, cats and other animals. Non-the less, this is only a cover for all attempts on healthy normal people, who have their lives destroyed, probably because the victims are not supposed not know what is really happening and that the public are not supposed to know how these advances in areas such as neurology, nanotechnology, brain-computer interface, etc. are made.

A website which aims to tackle this is Bionicgate.com.

Thousandsof people are screaming around the world that governments brainwash them, take away their lives and dignity in order to do terrible experiments on them. But in the media an innocent picture is painted of research on rats, when in fact it is humans that in an unethical manner are under attack throughout their lifetime. Often
an entire family attacked along with their pets. They are implanted, injected with nanoparticles, their thoughts are read, and this happens along with gang stalking, blacklisting and bullying.

Ithink that the public should be aware of what is happening in Sweden and around the world and an ethical debate should be started the amount of people that are killed through this research equals probably the amount of people whos lives would be spared because of the findings of this research. Moreover, they are dealing with the mapping of the brain and the nerves in the human body, synthetic telepathy, mind control, and they are taking over people's bodily functions.
People are tortured around the clock, they may not even have a vacation and they might feel that they are living in a concentration camp where they spend the rest of their days and may be at any time killed, by example, raising heart rate to a level where the body can no longer cope and the human being will die .

As a supplement they also use mind control weapons or non-lethal weapons that
destroy human neurology, and makes victims feel totally helpless. Usually people do not even know that such weapons even exist but as the MK-ULTRA have been talked about in the U.S. and the Pentagon has removed the secrecy stamp for some of these weapons, victims may have a "proof" that what they feel like are verysimlar to these weapons effects.
They can not be seen but people can recognize the effects of these weapons.

Nevertheless,
even pets are "taken over": they are implanted, and one can see body organs moving in the pets body or may feel that their heartbeat has increased.

The
victims would like to ask all sorts of institutions that deals with research to as soon as possible to initiate an ethical debate on all tests on humans who are made around the world and let the public know what is going on. If this research is to help people, people must have their say: How far are they prepared to go to be able to have in their home a cyborg or remotely control the computer game with the thought alone.

Not
to mention that these mind-control weapons are invisible, destroys the human body and neurology over time, have the ability to brainwash people and can be used as weapons of mass destruction and could of course be abused under a regime in which people do not know of their existence.

It
is dangerous of course that the human brain may also be taken over and people are exposed to forced speech, and their behavior can be modified or a person's worldview can be altered. These research
here is done on men, women, children and their pets, but in the newspapers, we only can read about animals when in fact this is merely a cover for all research that is done on human beings.

The victims are ignored by police, lawyers, doctors, technicians and usually isolated before the real torture begins to take place. Many people have also organized themselves into small groups or associations, with more or less success. The victims need political and legal help. They
become invisible and even if they are used as laboratory rats, they are not even appreciated, but are tortured around the clock, a torture of the most ugly
character that one can imagine, and the longer time goes, the worse it gets.


Sincerely,
My name


This is the swedish version:
Subject:Djurförsök används som täckmantel för otaliga försök på människor världen runt
From:epost
Date:Wed, February 17, 2010 7:06 pm
To:redaktionen@djurforsok.info

Vi får se rubriker i tidningarna om hur djurförsök leder till att medicinsk forskning går framåt. De talar om möss, katter, och andra djur. Icke-desto mindre är detta endast ett täckmantel för alla försök som görs på friska normala människor, som får sina liv förstörda, förmodligen för att offren inte får veta vad som egentligen försiggår och för att allmänheten inte ska få reda på hur de här framstegen inom områden såsom neurologi, nanoteknik, datorhjärna-interface, osv går till.

En hemsida som försöker ta upp detta är Bionicgate.com.

Tusentals människor skriker världen runt om att regeringar hjärntvättar dem, tar ifrån de deras liv och värdighet för att göra hemska experiment på dem. Men i medierna målas upp en oskyldig bild av forskning på råttor, när det i själva verket är det människor som på ett oetiskt hemskt omänskligt sätt angrips under hela livstiden. Ofta angrips en hel familj tillsammans med deras djur. De blir implanterade, injicerade med nanopartiklar, deras tankar blir lästa, och detta sker tillsammans med gang stalking, svartlistning och punktmarkering.

Jag tycker att allmänheten borde göras medveten om vad som sker i Sverige och runt om i världen och att en etisk debatt startar eftersom lika mycket människoliv går åt förmodligen som den här forskningen tror sig rädda. Dessutom sysslar de med kartläggning av hjärnan och nerver i människans kropp,syntetisk telepati, mind kontroll, de tar över människors kroppsliga funktioner. Människor blir torterade dygnet runt, de får inte semester och känner att de lever i ett koncentrationsläger där de spenderar resten av sina dagar och kan bli när som helst mördare, genom att t ex höja hjärtrytmen till en nivå då kroppen inte längre orkar och människan dör.

Som komplement används även mind control weapons eller icke-dödande vapen som förstör människans neurologi, och gör människan totalt hjälplös. Oftast känner man inte till att sådana vapen ens existerar men eftersom MK-ULTRA har avslöjats i USA och Pentagon har tagit bort hemlighetsstämpeln för en del sådana vapen, får offren ett "bevis" på att det som de upplever liknar de här vapnens effekter. De kan inte ses men effekterna kan göra att människor känner igen sig.

Inte desto mindre tas även husdjuren över: de blir implanterade och offren kan se organen röra sig i kroppen eller kan känna hur deras hjärtrytm ökas.

Offren vill be alla möjliga forskningsinstitut att så snart som möjligt inleda en etisk debatt om alla försök på människor som görs världen runt och låta allmänheten veta vad som pågår. Om den här forskningen ska hjälpa människor, måste människor verkligen säga sitt: Hur långt vill de gå för att ha hem en cyborg eller fjärrstyra datorspelet med tanken allena.

För att inte tala om att de här mind-control vapnen är osynliga, förstör människans kropp och neurologi över tid, har förmågan att hjärntvätta människor och kan användas som massförstörelsevapen och kan så klart missbrukas under en regim under vilken människor inte vet om deras existens.

Det farliga är så klart i att människors hjärna också kan tas över och människor utsätts för forcerat tal, och de kan modifiera beteendet eller förändra en människas världssyn. De här försöker görs på män, kvinnor, barn och djur, men i tidningarna får vi endast veta om djur när det i själva verket är detta endast ett täckmantel för alla försök som görs på människor.

Mäniskorna som utsätts ignoreras av polis, advokater, läkare, tekniker och för det mesta isoleras dem innan den verkliga tortyren börjar äga rum. Många människor har även organiserat sig i mindre grupper eller föreningar, med större eller mindre framgång. Offren behöver juridisk och politisk hjälp. De blir osynliga och även om de används som labbråttor, får de inte någon uppskattning utan dygnet runt tortyr av den mest fula karaktären som man kan föreställa sig och ju längre tid som går, desto värre blir det.

Med vänliga hälsningar,
Mitt namn
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prayers will work

we can only control this phenomena by lot of prayers and not letting contol it to you. Try speaking and creating your own language ( speak your own tongue) so the computers and mind controllers cant pick up or understand it. Also learn how to pray and sing with your mind only. Best of all dont forget to pray.Since this energy that is bombarded is very strong and we are connected to the earth, wind, fire and water ,, we can ask them to watch us too.

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Two days ago I noticed that I could not reach the blog I have on Passagen.se but unfortunately, I didn't take a screen shot. I was thinking to take it today. But the blog worked today, and I started to think why they only made it impossible to load just for one single day. The answer is simple. The blog titles are many and so are the visitors but your post has to be new to be seen. I had posted the video about the Love Police, and Sweden doesn't like that kind of activity. Swedish people are very interested in talking about nothing - politics is the type of discussion that they avoid the most. They ignore such discussions.

My new cat seems to be even better. I looked and I searched, and thanks to my postings and a bad shot I have of the cats hurt genitals, i think they gave that project up, fortunately....!!!!

Tonight, I started to think about Piratpartiet, a Swedish new emerged party because of the new laws named FRA and IPRED and other laws that makes it possible for the police and SÄPO, the swedish secret police (Säkerhetspolisen = Security Police) to monitor whoever or to surveillance whoever including reading ones emails and listening to private phone conversations. In Sweden there isn't even any terrorist threat. I wanted to see if the Pirate Party has any logo to be put on a website, maybe they are some kind of hope. As soon as I opened their page, I could feel them attacking me, so they are clearly against freedom and they make no secret of it. Even Passagen.se's sabotage of my last blog post is a sign that the Swedish Government amongst other governments are trying to deprive people of their freedom and the slightest reminder of a possibility to reclaim one's freedom as innocent as it might seem, is considered a threat.


On Piratpartiet.se they also have a little infopage in english and other languages. I like this part in particular:

"Respect for the right to privacy

Following the 9/11 event in the US, Europe has allowed itself to be swept along in a panic reaction to try to end all evil by increasing the level of surveillance and control over the entire population. We Europeans should know better. It is not twenty years since the fall of the Berlin Wall, and there are plenty of other horrific examples of surveillance-gone-wrong in Europe's modern history.

The arguments for each step on the road to the surveillance state may sound ever so convincing. But we Europeans know from experience where that road leads, and it is not somewhere we want to go.

We must pull the emergency brake on the runaway train towards a society we do not want. Terrorists may attack the open society, but only governments can abolish it. The Pirate Party wants to prevent that from happening."


The Pirate Party does have great support I think and I hope that as many people as possible will join them. I am a member but I am in Spain for one thing, and for the other, I don't know what to do other then look in their forums and some have extreme freedom ideas, but we know that in practice, there will always be some kind of surveillance anyway.But parties like this one help to spread ideas of freedom and this is very important.

"Pirate Parties International (abbreviated PPI) is a non-governmental organisation (NGO) that exists to help establish, to support and promote, and to maintain communication and co-operation between pirate parties around the world. It was founded in 2006 and was declared a 'Feitelijke vereniging' (or unincorporated association) under Belgian law in October 2004"

How did they attack me? For once,they gave me that awful taste in my mouth, disgusting one and at the same time i felt like my mind was heavy, my brain was heavy. When I begun to write this blog post they released the pressure and I am almost normal.

I don't know, but this is a confirmation for me that they do not like people to have a mind of their own and they don't like people to have freedom. I remind myself of what Bush said about Irak: "These people hate democracy, they hate freedom." Why are they taking away our freedom? What does freedom mean for people like Bush? Ah, just propaganda for US citizens I guess to continue the war in Irak? Maybe so, yet they started to take away everyone's freedom and believe me security is not freedom, but slavery. People that plan everything are robots in this world, people that want to know everything and know what to expect leave no space for chance or any miracles to happen in peoples lives.
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diary entry February 16, 2010

9AM The same as a dog marks its territory – I stepped outside to begin
the day and WHAMO brand new clogs brutalized - to keep the
competition down, I'm sure. Is it time for me to go shopping for a
big strong man to take on my troubles! Interesting subliminal
messaging the other morning as I was walking down the street. I found
myself singing along to an old familiar tune from the 60's called
“Lady.” I didn't think I ever knew the lyrics but they were
playing in my head anyway.
Oh,
Lady, you’re there on the dance floor making me love you somehow,
don’t go thinking I don’t love you cause maybe I do… .la la la
la la!


I’m awe struck at how just about anything can be done with these weapons- anything that is of a destructive nature…. Damage your shoes, your
beautiful leather boots, clothing, family photographs that are of the
utmost importance, et cetera…. believing I suppose that if they do
enough of these evil deeds and long enough that it will impact on
target’s psyche whereby wearing him him/her down and becoming
damaged goods; studied and perfected by the CIA who set up this
unwitting human subject to be remote neural monitored to get feedback
as to the results of their efforts. The CIA and NSA are two agencies
with self-serving criminal agenda's and no thought for humanity.
Handlers are instructed to spend their valuable time doing these
dirty deeds. Brand new wool sweaters covered with pils after a two
wears; a leather hand bag beaten the heck out of to give the
appearance of being old and ragged as targeted with a laser weapon
with scrapes and scratches and white paint-like markings throughout.
They must have a headache by the end of the day having to dwell on
the down side of life.


There are two male perpetrators in my apt. building and at least one female that I know of. One of the men I identified in a convoy of cars
stalking me and left my Flyer on his beat-up car to let him know that
I know. Economically he's poor and looks beaten down psychologically;
I might even feel sorry for him - he's definitely mind controlled and
this is his life's endeavor. He hangs out at a Senior Center here in
Burlington, VT where there are likely more elderly victims he stalks.
In fact, he was 1
st
identified
to me as a stalker by another target here in town about a year ago,
but I needed my own proof. This target, Kay Barnes, suffered a fatal
“seizure” last July which the coroner documented as a heart
attack. He knew nothing about the heart attack weapon. Anyhow, she
was murdered – her wiring short circuited with her heart targeted
by so-called non-lethal technology after 20 years of criminal
harassment. I ‘m convinced it was orchestrated to further isolate
this target. Just before being taken out she told me there was no
question that she’d eventually come down with cancer from the
long-term exposure to the directed energy and showed me a cook book
she’d just found for cancer victims and was so happy AND HEALTHY
with no physical problems or limitations and no heart disease evident
in this tall slender Scandinavian by descent.


What I notice about these little spy men who often drive big trucks to compensate is that they are like little boys from the wrong side of
the tracks who had poor parenting and were left to play all day with
little soldier men fighting and beating up an unknown enemy. So often
they appear to be seniors and
either ex-police or ex-militarytypes. The way I can tell this is by their body language: Stiff rigid
shoulders they carry up near their ears and a grim expression etched
on their faces and fearful of
making eye contact lest they befound out by this psychic female who is good at spotting a rotten
apple in the bunch. I went to the Post Office here in town because
an express mail package failed to be delivered overnight and the
front counter clerk went in back and brought out a very cranky little
man with the same stiff body language and disposition to go w/it…
he scowled at me saying he would investigate and find out if I had
any money coming back and would call me but that I likely wouldn’t
because of inclement weather conditions. He never called, and I
returned to the Post Office where the young lady who had mailed off
my package wrote me a check for $27.56 without any questions asked
once I presented her with a copy of the delivery receipt. She
apologized for the short, mustached little man saying that he is
“ex-military.” He is the same individual I saw sitting on the
back stoop of the Post Office six month’s ago looking at me as I
walked past and wearing a t-shirt that said: “
DON’T
PRETEND THAT YOU DON’T SEE ME”.

THEY are positioned everywhere. Just as a police officer I am filing
criminal charges against for documenting a Falsified Police Report
‘to entrap’ is also EX- MILITARY as opposed to his partner that
afternoon who is not ex-military and is the nicest guy in the world.
In this particular local law enforcement agency not only is a police
officer criminally involved, but his superior Deputy Police Chief
documented in writing the same criminal involvement in falsifying
the report. They went to great lengths and must want me very badly.


There was early AM talk yesterday of reopening Waterbury State Mental Hospital saying it was needed. I couldn't help wonder why and the
convenience it would for people they want to 'house.' It was in the
'70's that the CIA was accused of being in that facility and one of
their MD's criminally experimenting on a young woman. I'll need to go
back and find it because I remember I was interested in contacting
her lawyer. The case never went forward and was settled out of
court. If I should disappear and not be heard from again you will
come to my rescue I hope and round up the usual suspects! That is,
the local police, the FBI and the politicians all of whom have their
noses dirty in this town.


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I decided to write a diary here online. The chances of loss of info is a little smaller. The perps have stolen 3 lap tops, destroyed one memory card and one lap top. I can't be sure that nothing will happen to my diary. So whenever I feel like it, I can put my info here. It is called "documenting".I will try to even write the themes in the title. It can also happen that I can sometimes change what I wrote if I see that something is missing, or if i didn't make myself clear the first time. I might add or delete info. I will also ad pictures.

My cats

Where I live, I take care of a few cats. They live outside and nobody feeds them. I like cats, and I take care of them. Nevertheless, they unfortunately do the same things they do to me, even to the cats.

One of the cats is very friendly. I found it outside one day and it searched for someone nice enough to feed it and take care of it. Even if the cat is an adult, it immediately saw my home as it's own home, but it vanished for a few days. It came back with the jaw hurt and liquid was pouring out, it doesn't smell very well. Just when I thought about going to the vet with it, it vanished again for one day and came back "feeling" a little better.

Another strange thing about the cat is that it seems to hurt in different parts of the body, especially the spine and the liver. The cat was in perfect health the day I found it. And when I think something bad about the perps, the ones that surveillance me, the cat gets aggressive and attacks me. I tried to film it, but the minute I begin videotaping the "aggressive" cat the cat will stop. It will be the normal unaggressive cat it usually is.

Another smaller kitty - I call her Lady or "Girl" - is attacked very bad usually. It likes to sleep sometimes in my bed, and I can see it's body organs moving and has two round things under it's jaw - pretty big things. I wonder what they are and what functions they have. One reason is because I have them too.

I did some shopping today. It was one of the nicer days, nothing in particular happened. I went to the bank and made a withdrawal and bought grocery. I had too much to carry with me, otherwise i had bought a printer. I am thinking about starting to research a little more and print the most important things on paper. It is easier to keep track of papers and information. Reading stuff online or on the screen and on paper are two different things.

The puke ray gun

The "normal" thing is that when I write something and I want to write it well, i can feel like i can't see properly and I feel like a dim is led over my eyes and my "mind", I feel clouded and that's exactly how I feel now. In town today, I felt a few times that they pointed the "vomiting" ray gun on me. They must love this gun, it is their favorite gun. They've made me puke very bad twice at the shopping mall where I usually go shopping.

Once they tortured me with it for "apparent" disobedience, like thinking that they should be locked up and the key should be thrown away. The second time I puked at the shopping mall, I did something very bad, intentionally: I puked on the clothing in the store. Pay with the same coin and they will go milder on you. And as they tortured me with this puke gun at home for 24 hours, I only called them mad men all the time and gave them the finger.

They've stopped using it on me in very large amounts of it. I can throw up on people if they do that - i am usually warning them about that. I found out that getting even is better for me then doing nothing and hope they will eventually realize that we are people that are innocent and suffer in vain. They don't see it that way. They create lies and they are the one believing them and they also act upon them as they were real.

So I need to remind them now and then that I can too do stuff that is not appropriate. Once i threw up in the bus. Fortunately I had a plastic bag with me and used it. Someone else gave me another one, as mine was a little broken.

The thing about the vomiting they provoke is that it is not normal vomiting, the pain and the taste of it is not normal. I can't explain it because I never experienced anything similar.

This one is my favorite cat. I call him blue eyes, or "fur" because of the nice fur.


There is something with their eyes:In particular their left eye.


This is Lady with a black cat that plays alot:


Notice Lady's left eye.



This is the new cat when he was hurt and a picture I took today, he is not hurt anymore in the jaw, even if he is not completely well yet. Besides he has some "genital" problems, like someone is hurting him, but i could not manage to take a good shot. And I am sorry for the cat, I feel like it is wrong to take such pics.



The police

I found the videos names The Love Police on Youtube.com because I visited a Spanish blog about stalking and directed energy weapons that said that this video should be seen and spread around. For me it has another meaning, because the police in my case has been very involved in the stalking department. Once i tried to video record my way around in town and I had to show my papers, to speak with them, they put me in a white room with nothing in it to wait and so on. Just because I filmed and took photos. It is not illegal, as I told them. There are plenty of people that film and take pics in town, even of me. When tourists visit they might take pics and record videos.

Of couse, today they all looked at me, no matter where they were because the videos reminded me about all police involvement.

I see it like this: If innocent defenseless people in a society are targeted with guns (lethal or non-lethal), then the perps are terrorists. Because of the apparent police involvement in harassing me, I call, in my thoughts (as they seem to read them) "terrorists" or "the maffia". Another thing i like to do, is, since I found out that the CIA even invented a gay ray non-lethal weapon is to ask the police in my thoughts if they use it on each other. If I see tow of them I would ask them if they shot each other today, and if it's three of them I would say in my thoughts: "Oh, a threesome"

Today I didn't make fun of them so much. One of the guards at the store was a woman and as I found out that in Spain around 100 women are beaten up and killed by their husbands every year, I asked her in my thoughts if "she is beaten up at home by her husband too".

Sorry ... maybe not every one approves, but believe me, they need to know what they do to us - taste their own medicine. Being nice and polite and obedient just makes us an easier target.

The back of my ears

Looking through the pics I've taken, I noticed that I once took some pictures of the back of my eyers, because i read somewhere on the net, that implants can be operated behind the ears and the person would never find out. See something strange?


Please comment and give your own examples.





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Diary Entry - February 13, 2009

The same ritualistic abuse that takes place every morning with clock-like
timing to the exact moment I open my eyes is the sensation of much pressure being applied to my bladder to force me to the bathroom when in actuality there isn’t much to pee because I’ve been kept up all night with the same routine; but regardless, they stick by anyhow – this is accompanied by pressure applied to colon to force defecation even if they’ve done the same thing three times since going to bed last evening. I have the idea it is to wipe the colon clean of healthy bacteria so that I'm more prone to disease –in addition to the harassment. It is the sensation of waste products literally being 'shoved' out of me, and on this particular day they
thoroughly dehydrated me during the night with the intention of creating rock-like bowels designed for pain and discomfort as they bore down hard on my colon with the Pulsed Energy Projectile Weapon I suppose. If you’re reading this and find what I’m saying objectionable, I apologize but don’t see it that way. I couldn’t be the only victim of this type sick behavior – not likely it originated with the genius who has me to handle, and it’s too nasty to be overlooked by the rest of those wretched people. They will not shut me up before I divulge to the world the sick twisted pattern of behavior these flunkies engage in without a good fight. However, I leave judgment of the bunch of them to God. I'm not going to ruin my day.

I wonder how many Americans know about the Stanford Research Institute, intelligence contractor to the Pentagon. It is a landmark Institute that few Americans are aware of to be able to know the danger that lurks inside those walls – some people might believe it should be burned to the ground with its machinery and all the evil men who work the machinery incinerated for the betterment of mankind. Evil that lurks in the hearts of man some believe is housed at Menlo Park and the Silicon Valley where mechanical/ electronic applications for human biosystems and the enhancement of humanity, et cetera are being manufactured. There is a map which outlines the SRI's intentions and exploitations and your fingers need only do the
walking to a site on the internet entitled: psy-war bio-war sri.


STANFORD RESEARCH INSTITUTE is linked to RAYTHEON, another HUGE BENEFACTOR REAPING THE REWARDS OF THIS TECHNOLOGY AND BLACK BUDGET PROJECTS
TARGETING INNOCENT AMERICAN CITIZENS. RAYTHEON is linked to DOUG COE
AND THE C STREET GROUP known for idolizing dictators around the world
and so much more.

C STREET GROUP AKA THE FAMILY AND ITS PRAYER SESSIONS are linked to
the PENTAGON AND DEPARTMENT OF DEFENSE. THE FAMILY has traditionally
fostered strong ties with businessmen (corporate America) in the oil
and aerospace industries (LOCKEED MARTIN).. THE FAMILY maintains a
closely guarded database of its associates, but it issues no cards,
collects no official dues. Member are asked not to speak about the
group or its activities

http://www.harpers.org/archive/2003/03/0079525

E SYSTEMS is a subsidiary of RAYTHEON and the list goes on with other corporate
empires making millions or billions of dollars developing weapons of
war to be used on Americans in the event of civil unrest as well as
for world conquest or domination. RAYTHEON is linked to the country’s
FUTURISTS with their plans and designs of what is destined perhaps to
be the look of the future for mankind. MACHINERY- ENHANCEMENT AND
DEBILITATION.



For a year and a half now I've been targeted with RAYTHEON's Active Denial System - a weapon of war that penetrates 1/64th of an inch skin depth and when used as it has been on this targeted individual, it does much more than that. The manufacturers of this weapon, through covert criminal experimentation on American citizens are aware that the weapon depletes the layer of collagen (fat) which lies beneath the skin's surface whereby rapidly accelerating the aging process – the manufacturers are directly responsible for aging me the equivalent of 10 – 15 years in the course of a single year and that it has been a deliberate and intentional attack most visible on my FACE, HANDS and ARMS – I was told I looked too good and they intended to do something about it. And, THEY HAVE... There is an entire system of nano devices woven throughout my face for the express purpose of implementing its destruction as they have done to many who are women victimized by these weapons. I have been under constant assault for the purpose of destroying my beauty. I intend to blog how it is they are able to do this with psychotronic technology; to reconfigure a woman's face and to do
just about anything with this amazing technology that could instead be used to accomplish good things. The thermal weapon targeting me can also be reversed immediately after heating to give the feeling of being in a deep freeze – perhaps to mimic the ice that runs through their veins. The deep freeze is another Stanford Research Institute house specialty where cryonics is practiced. Perhaps in hopes of keeping their gene pool alive or never having to face death?


I 'm going on Face Book where my family and friends can have a peak at what has been done to the life I had. I hope it's not considered the ranting of a delusional mind – they should know better. If they can read it and think they will not eventually be in the line of fire by keeping their heads low – they are mistaken because there is no place to hide anymore.


Let me conclude today’s bathroom scene. I went to kitchen to make coffee; went back to the bathroom; for some reason glanced over at a roll of clean sanitary toilet paper where they had scooped up feces and smeared a glob on the roll of toilet paper. Petty 3rd party contractors HIRED BY THE CIA to humiliate themselves is both astonishing and bewildering. What does that say about the shape this country is in. Taxpayer Dollars - YOUR MONEY is funding this Black Budget CIA Program and keeping it very far underground, classified “top secret” because of the high risk and so the devices and tactics these goons are using don't get found out. Their behavior this morning is identical to what transpired six weeks ago when I was doing some painting in my apartment and the paint was transferred from the project I was working on and smeared
all over various locations around my apartment. During the next week I was to find bright pink paint all over the place… they took the paint and did their own paint job on a bunch of my personal
possessions.

It showed up on my shower curtain, a new pair of boots that were in the front closet that I took out the next day to wear and made a mess of two blouses hanging in another closet… good blouses that could no longer be worn without bright pink paint stains over the front of them. In addition to this, while I was working on my paint project I had to be ever vigilant as every other minute they saw to it that drops of pink paint went on the rug, etc., and I was constantly racing around with a damp sponge wiping up their messes. Day in and day out these antics go on with no end in sight YET.


The last mention of my early morning routine is that I never know when I get up in the morning what condition my KNEES will be in – if I chance it and move about with agility and the freedom of thinking I still have my normal healthy knees that haven't been tampered with and sit down in a chair with that mind set, I might have the misfortune of finding they decided to hook them up for gross disability and fall to the floor. Then again, my knees may have been released during the night and things are back to normal. OR, I might find that I am walking on the enhanced bionic legs they have built for me w/o my permission or informed consent or any other notification whatsoever before I fell victim to these weapons of war that have me in their wave length via satellite around the clock. I never can be quite sure so must ere on the side of caution and cannot be as free wheeling as my life has always been. The same goes for my ARMS which can either hold up the weight of the world thanks to scientific enhancement; i.e., implants and augments OR be tweaked for gross weakness and disability.


Hedges, Chris. American Fascists: The Christian Right and the War on America.
Free Press, 2006.Sharlet, Jeff.
The
Family:
The Secret Fundamentalism at the Heart of American Power.

Harper Perennial, 2009.


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Mind Over Brain?

Mind over brain?
(I think that this article is important to us. We are more then our brains and our bodies. We have a mind - a soul - the mind is the observer that makes anything real, without it, there would be impossible to make sense of anything, the brain would only be some biological tissue with a mass)
posted by Deepak Chopra Mar 18, 2009 5:05 am

9143017069?profile=originalA compass needle moves because it’s responding to the Earth’s magnetic field. What if the same thing is true for brain activity? What if the mind field is sending signals, and billions of brain cells arrange patterns in response to what the field is saying?

There are many flaws to the usual scientific explanation that “mind is what the brain does.” Some scientists propose that exactly the opposite is true. Mind is the controller of the brain. In their view, the mind is like an electron cloud surrounding the nucleus of an atom. Until an observer appears, electrons have no physical identity in the world; there is only the amorphous cloud.

When the mind gives a signal, one of many possibilities (consisting of words, memories, ideas, and images it could choose from) coalesces from the cloud and becomes a thought in the brain, just as an energy wave collapses into an electron. Like the quantum field generating real particles from virtual ones, the mind generates real brain activity from virtual activity.

What makes this reversal important is that it fits the facts. Neurologists have verified that a mere intention or purposeful act of will alters the brain.

Putting mind before brain may have many far-reaching consequences in medical therapies. The process of reflection and insight through therapy changes patients’ brain cells. This is exactly what was predicted by the new theory of quantum mind. But the answer was there all along. The mind has always been able to change the brain.

If mind comes before brain, then what if mind belongs to all of us? The brain belongs to “me,” but if ideas belong to “us,” then we are participating together in a field, sometimes quite mysteriously.

Adapted from Life After Death: The Burden of Proof, by Deepak Chopra (Harmony Books, 2006).

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