Mental Health and the Targeted Individual

When talking about the realities faced by a Targeted Individual, we must face the truth that the perpetrators will accomplish their objective of making your life, and your mind insane. Prolonged torture, both psychological and physical, cause lasting mental and physical conditions that may need treatment of some sort. Whether it be a prescription painkiller to treat the physical assault, or it be a prescription to help balance the offset of chemicals that the mind uses due to ongoing psychological onslaught many of us face, we have to decide to weigh the pros and cons in order to make those decisions.

Now imagine that you were born with a disability—a mental or psychological diagnosis. Having the challenge of facing life with impairment would be difficult at times. Now imagine that as a person you, without your knowledge or consent, have had some unethical--often illegal—and defiantly dangerous treatment administered to you or your children. AS a TI you may say that you understand what mistreatment is like, but for someone who already has a mental or psychological diagnosis, the difficulties to face in life multiply. We at times hear of those who give in to despair because the strain of both is just too much to take.

There are many of us who face this dual challenge directly due to the fact that we have a psychological or mental diagnosis--we are chosen because of it. Below are a few examples of human experimentation and torture on those who have a mental or psychological diagnosis by organizations and agencies that wield power of one form or another. These examples reflect the attitudes of the perpetrators of these crimes and they also provide a model for the mindset of those who attack Targeted Individuals.

The prevelance of diagnosed targets indicates that we need to address the challenges faced by those with these dual diagnosis situations as a group. Please read and comment on the following;

Once Project MKUltra officially got underway in April, 1953, experiments included administering LSD to mental patients, prisoners, drug addicts and prostitutes, "people who could not fight back", as one agency officer put it.^[31] In one case LSD was administered to a mental patient in Kentucky for 174 days.^-- ^ ^a b Tim Weiner (10 Mar 1999). "Sidney Gottlieb, 80, Dies; Took LSD to C.I.A.". New York Times.—Wikipedia

The experiments were exported to Canada when the CIA recruited Scottish psychiatrist Donald Ewen Cameron, creator of the "psychic driving" concept, which the CIA found particularly interesting. Cameron had been hoping to correct schizophrenia by erasing existing memories and reprogramming the psyche. He commuted from Albany, New York to Montreal every week to work at the Allan Memorial Institute of McGill University and was paid $69,000 from 1957 to 1964 to carry out MKUltra experiments there. In addition to LSD, Cameron also experimented with various paralytic drugs as well as electroconvulsive therapy at thirty to forty times the normal power. His "driving" experiments consisted of putting subjects into drug-induced coma for weeks at a time (up to three months in one case) while playing tape loops of noise or simple repetitive statements. His experiments were typically carried out on patients who had entered the institute for minor problems such as anxiety disorders and postpartum depression, many of whom suffered permanently from his actions.^[40] His treatments resulted in victims' incontinence, amnesia, forgetting how to talk, forgetting their parents, and thinking their interrogators were their parents.^[41] His work was inspired and paralleled by the British psychiatrist William Sargant at St Thomas' Hospital, London, and Belmont Hospital, Surrey, who was also involved in the Intelligence Services and who experimented extensively on his patients without their consent, causing similar long-term damage.^[42]— 40-Marks 1979: pp 140–150.^ 41-Turbide, Diane (1997-04-21). "Dr. Cameron’s Casualties". Retrieved 2007-09-09.^42- Collins, Anne ([1988] 1998). In the Sleep Room: The Story of CIA Brainwashing Experiments in Canada. Toronto: Key Porter Books. pp. 39, 42–3, 13--Wikipedia

From the 1950s to 1972, mentally disabled children at the Willowbrook State School in Staten Island, New York were intentionally infected with viral hepatitis, in research whose purpose was to help discover a vaccine.^[39] From 1963 to 1966, Saul Krugman of New York University promised the parents of mentally disabled children that their children would be enrolled into Willowbrook in exchange for signing a consent form for procedures that he claimed were "vaccinations." In reality, the procedures involved deliberately infecting children with viral hepatitis by feeding them an extract made from the feces of patients infected with the disease.^[40][41]-39-^ Frederick Adolf Paola, Robert Walker, Lois Lacivita Nixon, ed. (2009). Medical Ethics and Humanities. Jones & Bartlett Publishers. pp. 185–186. ISBN 978-0-7637-6063-2.-40-^ Hammer Breslow, Lauren. "The Best Pharmaceuticals for Children Act of 2002: The Rise of the Voluntary Incentive Structure and Congressional Refusal to Require Pediatric Testing", Harvard Journal of Legislation, Vol. 40—41-^ Offit, Paul A. (2007). The Cutter Incident: How America's First Polio Vaccine Led to the Growing Vaccine Crisis. Yale University Press. p. 37. ISBN 978-0-300-12605-1.-- http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Unethical_human_experimentation_in_the_United_States

The experiments included a wide array of studies, involving things like feeding radioactive food to mentally disabled children or conscientious objectors, inserting radium rods into the noses of schoolchildren, deliberately releasing radioactive chemicals over U.S. and Canadian cities, measuring the health effects of radioactive fallout from nuclear bomb tests, injecting pregnant women and babies with radioactive chemicals, and irradiating the testicles of prison inmates, amongst other things. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Unethical_human_experimentation_in_the_United_States

From 1946 to 1953, at the Walter E. Fernald State School in Massachusetts, in an experiment sponsored by the U.S. Atomic Energy Commission and the Quaker Oats corporation, 73 mentally disabled children were fed oatmeal containing radioactive calcium and other radioisotopes, in order to track "how nutrients were digested". The children were not told that they were being fed radioactive chemicals and were told by hospital staff and researchers that they were joining a "science club".^{[65][67][68][69]-65- a b} LeBaron, Wayne D. (1998). America's nuclear legacy. Nova Publishers. pp. 97–98. ISBN 978-1-56072-556-5.-67-^ Goliszek, 2003: p. 139-68-^ "America's Deep, Dark Secret". CBS News. April 29, 2004. Retrieved February 18, 2010.-69-^ ^a b Abhilash R. Vaishnav (1994). The Tech online edition. The Tech--http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Unethical_human_experimentation_in_the_United_States

In another study at the Walter E. Fernald State School, in 1956, researchers gave mentally disabled children radioactive calcium orally and intravenously. They also injected radioactive chemicals into malnourished babies and then pushed needles through their skulls, into their brains, through their necks, and into their spines to collect cerebrospinal fluid for analysis.^[69][75]-69-Abhilash R. Vaishnav (1994). The Tech online edition. The Tech. -75-Goliszek, 2003: p. 253 --http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Unethical_human_experimentation_in_the_United_States

In 1957, Dr. Robert Heath of Tulane University performed experiments on schizophrenic patients, which were funded by the U.S. Army. In the studies, he dosed them with high levels of LSD, and then implanted "deep electrodes" in their brains to take EEG readings.^[126] Mohr, Clarence L.; Joseph E. Gordon (2001). Tulane: the emergence of a modern university, 1945–1980. LSU Press. p. 123. ISBN 978-0-8071-2553-3., http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Unethical_human_experimentation_in_the_United_States

Bender would sometimes shock schizophrenic children (some less than 3 years old) twice per day, for 20 consecutive days. Several of the children became violent and suicidal as a result of the treatments.^[149] Whitaker, Robert (2010). Mad in America: Bad Science, Bad Medicine, and the Enduring Mistreatment of the Mentally Ill. Basic Books. p. 315. ISBN 978-0-465-02014-0. , http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Unethical_human_experimentation_in_the_United_States

At Willowbrook State School for the mentally retarded in Staten Island, NY, a highly controversial medical study was carried out there between 1963 and 1966 by medical researchers Saul Krugman and Robert W. McCollum. Healthy children who were mentally retarded, were secretly intentionally inoculated, orally and by injection, with a virus that causes the hepatitis, then monitored to gauge the effects of gamma globulin in combating the resultant disease.[3] A public outcry forced the study to be discontinued after it was exposed and condemned by Senator Robert F. Kennedy.^[150] http://www.npr.org/templates/story/story.php?storyId=87975196 http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Unethical_human_experimentation_in_the_United_States

1969-Experimental drugs are tested on mentally disabled children in Milledgeville, Ga., without any institutional approval whatsoever (Sharav). http://www.naturalnews.com/019187_human_medical_experimentation_ethics.html

1991-While participating in a UCLA study that withdraws schizophrenics off of their medications, Tony La Madrid commits suicide (Sharav).
 http://www.naturalnews.com/019187_human_medical_experimentation_ethics.html#ixzz2AvSEXuLi

1993-Researchers at the West Haven VA in Connecticut give 27 schizophrenics -- 12 inpatients and 15 functioning volunteers -- a chemical called MCPP that significantly increases their psychotic symptoms and, as researchers note, negatively affects the test subjects on a long-term basis ("Testimony of Adil E. Shamoo, Ph.D.").
 http://www.naturalnews.com/019187_human_medical_experimentation_ethics.html#ixzz2AvSdIK41

In a double-blind experiment at New York VA Hospital, researchers take 23 schizophrenic inpatients off of their medications for a median of 30 days. They then give 17 of them 0.5 mg/kg amphetamine and six a placebo as a control, following up with PET scans at Brookhaven Laboratories. According to the researchers, the purpose of the experiment was "to specifically evaluate metabolic effects in subjects with varying degrees of amphetamine-induced psychotic exacerbation" ("Testimony of Adil E. Shamoo, Ph.D.") http://www.naturalnews.com/019187_human_medical_experimentation_ethics.html#ixzz2AvT2AepO

1994-In a federally funded experiment at New York VA Medical Center, researchers give schizophrenic veterans amphetamine, even though central nervous system stimulants worsen psychotic symptoms in 40 percent of schizophrenics ("Testimony of Adil E. Shamoo, Ph.D."). http://www.naturalnews.com/019187_human_medical_experimentation_ethics.html#ixzz2AvTVuwNA

1994-Researchers at Bronx VA Medical Center recruit 28 schizophrenic veterans who are functioning in society and give them L-dopa in order to deliberately induce psychotic relapse ("Testimony of Adil E. Shamoo, Ph.D.")

http://www.naturalnews.com/019187_human_medical_experimentation_ethics.html#ixzz2AvTVuwNA

1996-n a federally funded experiment at West Haven VA in Connecticut, Yale University researchers give schizophrenic veterans amphetamine, even though central nervous system stimulants worsen psychotic symptoms in 40 percent of schizophrenics ("Testimony of Adil E. Shamoo, Ph.D.").
 http://www.naturalnews.com/019187_human_medical_experimentation_ethics.html#ixzz2AvVvzXNu

Read If You’d Love To

A few years ago, I began replacing “can you [please] _____?” with “would you love to _____?” I don’t remember what prompted the shift. I do remember feeling awkward, but determined.

I knew that I wanted to live in a world where every move is made in love. It felt vulnerable and exhilarating to claim that. It felt even more vulnerable and exhilarating to practice it. It still does.

Last fall, I went to a gathering. As the music waned and drowsiness descended, I asked a new friend if he’d love to give me a ride home. “I wouldn’t love to, but I will.”

It was late. I was tired and feeling sick. It was too cold and too far to walk. I felt pressured by friends to accept the ride, and the thought of explaining myself to my new friend was exhausting. Can I maintain this “only if you would love to” mentality even when it’s inconvenient? I felt challenged and frustrated when the peppy, “what a great time to practice!” thought fist pumped through my weariness. I thanked him for his honesty and declined the ride.

He grew irritated.

“But I said I would take you.”
I shrugged, felt soft and strong.
“Everything can’t be done in love!”
“I’m going to try my best.”
“It’s impossible.”
“I need to try.”
“How will you get home?”
I shrugged, felt soft and strong.

He walked away, exasperated. A few minutes later, he returned.

“I would love to take you home.”

The ride back was quiet. About two weeks later, I received a message from him:

“Would love to hear more about the practice of loving everything you do.”

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email: cubicle227 at yahoo . ca - you can send me an email any time for any reason.

They are probably in the process of programming me for suicide, very slowly.

I thought it would be good for me to write an article about how they programmed me for suicide, at sunnybrook hospital. I am tired, but I will try my best.

Firstly, I believe I was probably triggered to come extremely close to it (knife on my skin) before I was taken to sunnybrook hospital. Once there, I was continuously forced not to resist psychological torture until I began to imagine running into a large food heater, sometimes trying to commit suicide, sometimes trying to escape the hospital. I was made to become secretly attracted to the idea of turning myself into liquid. I would go toward the source of fetishized suffering related to this when I drank alcohol later on.

In the hospital, a staff member often clicked a pen and I was programmed to become more and more triggered by this, to commit suicide. Then the idea of having my body forcefully moved toward the electrical socket became a problem. I imagined my distance from the socket to happen in "steps" related to disobedience.

Continuously, I was forced to imagine things like pouring acid on myself, putting myself into the heater, electrocuting myself or gouging my eyes. They made me insane and blamed it on my psychosis.

Love, Daniel

Could your brain be reprogrammed to work better?

Brain (stock illustration). A new study in mice shows that electromagnetic stimulation can alter brain organization.

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Brain (stock illustration). A new study in mice shows that electromagnetic stimulation can alter brain organization.

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Researchers from The University of Western Australia have shown that electromagnetic stimulation can alter brain organisation, which may make your brain work better.

In results from a study published in the Journal of Neuroscience, researchers from The University of Western Australia and the Université Pierre et Marie Curie in France demonstrated that weak sequential electromagnetic pulses (repetitive transcranial magnetic stimulation -- or rTMS) on mice can shift abnormal neural connections to more normal locations.

The discovery has important implications for treatment of many nervous system disorders related to abnormal brain organisation such as depression, epilepsy and tinnitus.

To better understand what magnetic stimulation does to the brain Research Associate Professor Jennifer Rodger from UWA's School of Animal Biology and her colleagues tested a low-intensity version of the therapy -- known as low-intensity repetitive transcranial magnetic stimulation (LI-rTMS) -- on mice born with abnormal brain organisation.

Lead author, PhD candidate Kalina Makowiecki, said the research demonstrated that even at low intensities, pulsed magnetic stimulation could reduce abnormally located neural connections, shifting them towards their correct locations in the brain.

"This reorganisation is associated with changes in a specific brain chemical, and occurred in several brain regions, across a whole network. Importantly, this structural reorganisation was not seen in the healthy brain or the appropriate connections in the abnormal mice, suggesting that the therapy could have minimal side effects in humans.

"Our findings greatly increase our understanding of the specific cellular and molecular events that occur in the brain during this therapy and have implications for how best to use it in humans to treat disease and improve brain function," Ms Makowiecki said.

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Ok here is another Tie iv found.. David Larson is a person whom I found in the early 1990's we shared information and during this same time I had my EYE implant at Stanford one of the people working on the technology was Alfred E. Mann, retinal 16 electrode implant.... I was told I was only one of a few who received such technology at Stanford.. To this day myself and family are electronically tortured (call it surveillance if you want) for choices I made when I was a young man thinking I was going to see better ( Lied too).
http://www.us-government-torture.com/Larson%20Report%20Edit.pdf

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Visual_prosthesis

This shows how much the Us military spends on their budget. They spen  alot. If you think about following the money trail to the culprit, it could very well be the military who is causing our grief. http://nationalpriorities.org/

Debo hacer un comentario dada mi situacion personal, respecto al articulo. NO SE PUEDE PENSAR HOLA. Solo se siente de forma animal. En el campo psiquico se es un mono. Reaccionas muy visceralmente con una conducta reptiliana de supervivencia alos pensamientos de los demas. De forma que los demas o son rivales o son amigos. Me gusta o no me gusta... Si un grupo de personas "normales" estan juntas en el astral o medio psiquico NO SE HABLA se SIENTE: AVERSION,AMOR, ODiO, RECHAZO,IRA, DESPRECIO, FURIA...solo se sienten emociones animales....Pero el cerebro comprende lo que sucede sin lenguage conceptual, porque todos somos iguales en el subcosnciente, somos monos territoriales del amor o del terreno o de la familia etc....Nos mobemos al sentirnos amenazados por los demas... NO PIENSAS LETRAS: la telepatia es emocion sexual en animales superiores. Somos animales superiores y nos guiamos por la sexualidad, es decir por la forma de interconectar con el resto de personas con nuestras habilidades comunicativas. Entonces, para que un ordenador escriba HOLA, se necesita un grupo de ingenieria del computo que translade los impulsos electromagneticos que se generan en el cerebro al conectarte con otra mente a signos informaticos que se traduzcan con letras...
Y nuestro cerebro funciona como el sistema morse con pulsos y silencios. Para que exista una comunicacion entre materia oscura como el cerebro se necesita un interfaz interno, un microchip con un transductor de pulsos,los recoge y los envia via satelite con la referencia del numero de serie al servidor oportuno. Y desde ese servidor el ser humano conectado con otro microchip recoge la señal.
Nos estan engañando con tanto aparato tecnologico, mis compañeros targeted individual y yo, no necesitamos ese computador para oir durante dia y noche la emision de voces o sonidos modulados que nos vuelven locos ...y si denunciamos nos diagnostican ESQUIZOFRENIA PARANOIDE: el aura electromagnetica es el globo aerostatico para mantener la intercomunicacion monitorizada desde puntos concretos operativos, somos servidores mobiles... Eso de hablar via telepatica no existe, solo absorves las emociones del otro y comprendes lo que desea o necesita.
Y solo se puede realizar con una previa violacion psiquica del equilibrio de phi, la divina proporcion aurea, en la que nos colocaron para que fueramos humanos y evolucionaramos con el esfuerzo, la constancia y la voluntad de mejorar...
La telepatia sin violacion de todos los derechos humanos no existe, es algo electronico. En el congreso de Bruselas del 20, de noviembre de 2014 se hablara de lo que significa ser targeted individual o victima de acoso electronico para fines varios...
http://www.lanacion.com.ar/1725780-hola-el-primer-saludo-mediante-telepatia-a-miles-de-kilometros-de-distancia
CONGRESO DE BRUSELAS . VICTIMAS DE ACOSO ELECTRONICO CON RADIOFRECUENCIAS..
http://covertharassmentconference.com/

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pmau3tkeEh0

Since the perps have blocked pdf of file listed below.

http://0-www.eric.ed.gov.opac.acc.msmc.edu/PDFS/ED314710.pdf

Here is a brief look.

This is the artificial cognitive model which is programmed into these supercomputers and used everyday on millions of people to thought torture or to just control. This is also the model spoken of in the book "The Matrix Deciphered".* This teachers instructional seminar was to brainwash children and bring them up on the new age movement thinking and be made ready for the computer takeover. The takeover has taken place and the framework is now being used to torture TI's and millions that are unaware. This is written with special notes for TI's and whoever is abused for refusing the mark.

Keys to Attention Control Process 

1)Energy Control *

) Staying aware of your attention level.

) Identify the level of attention for the task at hand.

) Compare your level with that required.

*The area attacked for drowsiness is the middle of forehead and top of skull( I shield with a"hat" and metal shoe horn)(Always keeps amonia smelling salts capsules on hand).

2)Bracketing*

) Bracketing worries or outside distractions.

) Looking for meaning.

*TI's are worried constantly by trauma compartments, noise, body temp and extrapolation of every form.

3)Making relevant to listener*

*Assimilate everything the poor victim sees to the extreme to produce racing thoughts and nonstop thought voice.

*the use of road landmarks to extrapolate a driver's thoughts while driving. This creates a tidy circle of delusion for peoples lives. This one is used on all of the mind controlled populous.

Keys to Deep Processing

1)Mental Pictures - Create a strong mental image*

*Visual cortex abuse by horrific images and awful nightmares and using past trauma compartment images.

2) Physical Sensations - used for tactile ques and reference for past events.*

*repeated torture and abuse of any given area of the body and struck later to create memory of abuse.

3)Emotions - create a chemically burned memory*

*perps can create anger, sadness or grief by computer or laser trauma or both via hypothalamus.

4)Thought voice - inner monitor *

*these computers do replace your thought voice and distract by V2K or subliminal torture -check out my sheiding tips for this one and others

Keys to Memory Framework

1)Slots - Compartmentalization of memory*

* stacking your thoughts like a computer file for later abuse and for desired moment and effect. This is the matrix of your mind and synapse code recorded by cerebellum laser. see IBM BLUE BRAIN

http://www.freedomfchs.com/thematrixdeciph.pdf

More later and May God Bless and keep us in these last days. Please repent and miss the Trial coming on all the world.

"...look for new heavens and a new earth, where in dwelleth righteousness. Wherefore, beloved, seeing that ye look for such things, be diligent that ye may be found of him in peace, without spot,and blameless." II Peter 13-14

REFUSE THE MARK

One of the perps just tried to add me as a friend on Facebook, lol tell me he's not still thinking of me after 16 years! *takes photo for personal reference* he's trying to prove hes not chicken shit for my confrontation. Its just a wee bit obvious. He's got more then just a crush on me and hes been trying to cock block me for years through v2k and Lord only knows what else. By now he should really know where he can go and how to get there to! 

Gang-Stalking -- Role Definitions
   
Short Version:

• Targeted Individual (TI): A TI has been Black-Listed -- often out of revenge for having spoken out -- and is regularly slandered and harassed -- in an organized protocol known as Gang-Stalking.
     
  
• Perp: Perps ruthlessly slander, stalk, and harass TIs -- for money, expectation, or enjoyment -- they are schooled at deceiving and Gagging People (GP), then recruiting them into participating.
     
  
• Gagged Person (GP): A GP is connected to the TI, often loosely -- GPs are Gagged by the Perp, once they hear their slander about the TI -- next the GP is recruited by the Perp to help administer vigilante justice to the TI -- which is justified by the Perp's secret slander.
     
  
• Handler: A cowardly Handler remains unseen -- they pull strings -- using Perps and GPs to stalk, harass, and slander the TI -- each TI has a ruthless Handler that manages their targeting.
  

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Medium Version:

• Targeted Individual (TI): Many Targeted Individuals are regularly persecuted, for having spoken out. From a Gang-Stalking perspective, these TIs have been Black-Listed. This means they are slated for life-long harassment, mobbing, stalking and continual slander -- all of which is often unleashed on their family as well, children included. Each TI has a primary Handler assigned to them. More
     
  
• Handler: A Handler has never been a Targeted Individual (TI). They orchestrate the slander and harassment activities -- against the TIs who they oversee. Handlers are never seen while doing their shameful job -- although the TI may know, but not suspect them. All Handlers share, a common, and largely rotating pool of Seasoned Perps and Green Perps. The database also includes the Gagged People (GP), that each TI is connected to, often loosely. In summary, Handlers are cowards who pull strings, and oversee the slander and harassment, onto TIs -- using Perps and GPs. More
     
  
• Seasoned Perp: A Seasoned Perp targets Targeted Individuals (TI) -- using the ruthless techniques they learned at "Perp School" -- such as threats, harassment and character assassination. They have been hypnotized -- to feel no guilt, remorse, or compassion for the TIs they persecute. Many Seasoned Perps rose "up" from the ranks of TIs -- and they are now at the "highest"  position that they can ever be trusted at. However, those Perps, who have "never" been a TI -- "can" be trusted with more responsibility, and might someday be "promoted" to Handler. The surveillance of Perps is as rigorous, as it is for the TIs they surveil. Any stalker -- who a TI senses emotion from -- is not a Seasoned-Perp -- but rather a Green-Perp, or a Gagged Person. More
     
  
• Green Perp: In the early stages, when a Targeted Individual (TI) accepts a bribe, threat, or both -- they become a Green-Perp or Perp-Lite -- a role which often involves targeting other TIs. Those who knew the TI, before they sold their soul -- can observe sudden disturbing changes -- as the Green-Perp, begins exhibiting previously unseen behavior, and often CRAZY talk. From this point on, anything they say is to be doubted, their integrity is gone. As justification, they sometimes dwell on the issues which led to their decision to become a Perp -- but they won't admit they are one -- and they avoid any discussion of the issue. The TI to Green-Perp conversion occurs secretly, it's an immediately effective, life long commitment. As compensation for their participation, they are subjected to less pressure on them self, reduced targeting of their family, or with favors, such as money or being allowed to work.
     
  
• Gagged Person (GP): A Gagged Person (GP) is whispered lies and slander, by a Perp, about a Targeted Individual (TI). If the GP believes the lies, they will feel righteous in helping to administer secret vigilante justice against the TI -- and they are recruited to this "patriotic" cause by the Perp. Once they have heard the slander -- GPs are gagged -- even though the Perp usually has no legal authority to do so. After this the GP will not advise the TI -- of either the slander they have heard -- or the identity of the Perp who whispered it. GPs fear the possibility that the slander may actually be true -- or even worse -- if it is false -- they feel threatened -- that similar slander may be unleashed against them -- unless they cooperate with the vigilante justice against the TI. More
     
  
• Troll: A Troll stirs things up, and harasses people on the Internet. They are un-paid -- and do it because they enjoy it. More
     
  
• Truther: A Truther is someone who at their own expense, works to expose and correct an unjust issue in society. Truthers introduce hope, if they can credibly help expose Gang-Stalking. Unlike Targeted Individuals (TI), who "are" under constant surveillance -- Truthers are "not" surveilled, and they can clandestinely participate in busting Perps -- in order to provide evidence of the Gang-Stalking. More

This is a photo of neon. "Neon is a chemical element with atomic number 10 and symbol Ne. Noble gas is a colorless, practically inert, present in traces in the air, but very abundant in the universe, providing a tone reddish (not color) characteristic in the light of fluorescent lamps in which it is used. "The next photo is mine and has the reddish color, does that mean I have changed the aura in Neon?
If this is true, photography of auras reveals a macabre game: we manipulate the electromagnetic egg to create virtual realities according to the social behavior of the person. When I asked the expert for color and horned told me he did not know .... According to this idea, one could manipulate the chemistry of aura remotely to create a virtual show of colors and shapes and nurture magical beliefs. Just playing with noble gases, each has a color ...

LA GOSADERA is unparalleled, I'm a crazy paranormal research ...
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Last night was horrible like many others they have the nerve to narrate there induced dreams, I'm sleepless I need to find out my rights as far as confronting these chicken sh*ts, politely and tactfully of course, to see if I can maybe get them to wake up! not that I think it will do much but thinking lately, it might make me feel better. Everywhere I go they are there everything I do, I have to get rid of them *sniffle* I don't ever get a break....I have social pressures this week along with a job I work for a trade skill (I've been off for the summer but dealt with it before that I'm just weakening)....what the heck does one do when they get in a room with an older person who may not be open about there v2k experience with all this? I'm afraid of someone getting sick on me because of it.Outside that I need a hotline to call when I'm this stressed but I'm afraid! Peace Pink needs a phone hotline..... 

Hi there, I’ve decided to keep a diary and tell a story of how i started hearing voices and suffering apparently from Schizophrenia. though i feel it could be something else…. i.e ELF or project blue beam or some type of electronic harassment or just spiritual or am i just plain mad???

Its now the year 2014 and i have had it for 5 years so far. I personally feel sometimthing but more sinister than a mental illness is happening to me because at first it scared me. It started back in 2009 around feburury when it seem some type of outside force was trying to communicate with me - at first i took this to maybe god, a ghost, my spirit, or a spiritual awakening of some sort  even the devil or something bad- whatever it is there interested in me. I had many strange things happen to me such as tactile sensations as they are called by doctors which communicate in a morse type of code - basically i realised something was communicating with me that felt like not just my own thoughts - so i came up with a morse code communication like for ghosts - as at the time i thought this would be the easiest way to ‘chat’ (this was before the voices started. The ‘force or presence then started using this - I’ll give you an example i would think in my head a question and the ‘presence’ or force would respond by tapping parts of my body the number of times related to the the morse code word. i.e 1 knock/tap means ok 2 means no 3 means yes etc -  but not just that but areas i was around would make a knocking sound - three taps for yes etc not as much as tapping my body - the sensation feels cold and not concisely done by myself. So this confirmed by believe it was an outside force and not my own doing. I also started writing numbers down and certain symbols (star of david with 333 around it) - some of at the time i didn’t know what they meant and had to research it. It felt like the information was being downloaded into my head. I was also looking up a lot of information about occultism, the bible and other new age sites. From Feburyry 2009 to June i was still living in London, I started to get very paranoid and felt people could hear my thoughts (so called thought broadcasting) I could not take it anymore so i moved from london to dorset to near my family. Thats when i had a very unusual experience one night (june 25th 2009) i was looking out my window when i started to feel my heart beat slow down and then stop. It stopped for quite a while 3-5 mins yet i was still alive and couldn’t figure out how. Then there was a bright white with a hint of blue light that seemed to come from everywhere and my body jolted and it felt as if something inside me had come out. I then remember going and  siting on my bed and switching the light on, suddenly it made a tapping noise and then i heard a voice say “I am the light” this as far as i can remember was the first time i heard a voice which didn’t sound like me (at the time i thought it was jesus/god). Since then i have heard multiple voices female and male/ deceased friends and relatives and even my own voice (seeming/ sounding younger than i am now) which seems outside me or at least feels like its not my thoughts (inner voice) and very out of control emotionally and with what it says at times. Of course Doctors dismiss anything paranormal or supernatural and say it is a chemical imbalance in my brain. I am on medication for psychosis but it has never stopped completely but does quieten the voices but not the tapping/morse code.

More about the voices. (at the time of writing this) One i feel is satan trying to deceive me and others by using me as a tool. The other seems to be jesus/anti christ and the other myself which lately seems to be the most talkative - telling me I’m a saint from 6th century returned, I have over the years given it many names, higher self, my spirit, super conciouness, super ego etc etc. maybe its all those things but it is very very annoying to say the least it feels like and sounds like a younger version of myself, which can be ok some times if you want to revert to a child like state but personally id like to live a private life as an adult. The sad thing is there always there and respond to everything thought i have. They also embrass me insult me and say very evil things, crazy etc . Lately they keep threaten to kill me and personally i wish they would but so far its any empty threat.
I am starting to think this is a form of mind control and that it maybe undetectable to some but not others thats why some seem aware and others not. Of course this sounds like a conspiracy but who’s to say some of those are not true. Couldd the government / illumanti have such power to read a persons thoughts/ create different personality alters etc or communicate with ELF waves or synthetic telepathy. They do say the govement etc is 30-40 yrs technology ahead of what is out there.

More about the numbers.
Of course my logical mind reasons that numbers are just numbers and writing them down doesn’t cause some type of effect on others. The numbers I wrote were 333, 666, 999 and for a long time and I’m still not sure what they mean. Of course the number 666 worries me as its in the bible. By what I’ve research on the internet there are all types of meanings. The meanings i found where 333 in occultism and new age is connected to so called ‘christ conciouness’ or higher levels of reality or life death and resurrection. 666 well everyone knows from the bible what that means - 6 being the number of man and is not good. 999 i am not sure but looking into it maybe opposite to 666 or means something else i’ll update this diary soon when i feel i have more information.  

september 2014:
Since my last entry i have been hearing less voices. but still ‘aware’ of some presence weather this be electronic or technology based or truly spiritual. All i know is something is aware of my thoughts. Going though ‘this’ whatever it is, has made me think on many levels about religion, the human mind and cause and effect and many other things philosophical matters. Since the voices have calmed down i can think clearer without interruption.

any ideas???

This is a text-message I sent a friend not long ago. I thought it could be a valuable thing to post.
I was basically asked, "What kind of tactile hallucinations do you experience constantly? How do you feel about them?"

The hallucinated drooling... That started after I drooled in sunnybrook hospital. I associated my saliva with poison. But the drooling doesn't happen spontaneously, it happens when I have creative or imaginative thoughts, or when I try to think of evidence that sunnybrook harmed me, or evidence that something is still harassing me. It slows my thoughts right down, often to the point that I can't think and forget what I was thinking about.

I am under the impression this is a mind-hacking/controlling tactic used by a secret authority to disable creative thinking. It also symbolizes my being mentally slow, something I think they might be using to reduce my self-esteem (they do this a lot), etc. I get hallucinated tears below my eyes. This also reduces my thinking, but reminds me of helplessness and sometimes trauma, as in "we removed your ability to cry, but here's a tear whether you like it or not, just to remind you of what we did to you."

Both of these hallucinations can also be upward (i.e. drooling toward the mouth, crying toward the eye), where they will give me a feeling similar to adrenaline or fear (instead of blankness/sedation), and is occasionally used by the authority as an attempt to backtrack by one programming step (reversed movement in a hallucination can symbolize going backward, and in sunnybrook I tried to rethink the last thought to allow them to program my brain more effectively when I thought submitting to them would reduce the torture. They just turned that backtracking into an automatic reaction, triggered on command, using fear/trauma-based programming that ingrained the reaction in a part of my subconscious mind. I think).

There are also itches they produce all over my body, which happened every night since about age 10, but I didn't know what it was. Now, when I ask them to stop, they specifically increase the frequency/severity. This can prevent me from sleeping and wake me out of a dream unless I'm fully immersed in it. Sometimes, they will try to make me scratch myself, then punish me by adding itches at the exact time I decide to scratch. The itchiness can really distract me and increase my irritability. In the past, it's been a bit of a trigger for drug use, too.

I also experience gentle prick-like hallucinations on my fingers, which I feel are like commands/communication from the authority. Example: prick on the index finger symbolizes waving of that finger, as in "no, don't do that" or on my thumb it symbolizes thumbs up, as in approval or encouragement. On my middle finger it's like using the middle finger, which symbolizes humorous, rude discouragement, a sarcastic remark like "that's a ridiculous idea."
And so on.

There are muscle spasms, strange interpretations related to other hallucinations, twitches, and visual impressions I get, also with their own special meaning, but those aren't really tactile hallucinations.

Oh, and how I feel about them... I hate them. They constantly suppress my mind, are used to program me thought by thought and action by action, change my decisions based on whether or not I'll be harassed with the hallucinations if I make one choice over the other, etc. They are mild hell. They weaken my ability to have hopeful and beautiful thoughts that make me resistant to them and their programming.

Sometimes I experience mild "artificially induced" pain in parts of my body but this doesn't bother me very much.

The End. :)

Love, Daniel