Well, I still get my anxiety, but now it seems like they are desperate to torture me. They send microwaves to my brain and cause my neck to jerk for a few seconds or more. A while back I went into this neck and arm jerking mode and I started to shake rapidly for about 30 seconds + at a time. I told my grandma about it and she didn't believe me until I started to do it in front of her. She eventually took me to the hospital and they gave me a benadrill shot to calm my nerves but I still shook rapidly afterwards. Now since that day, I'll feel the pulse of the direct energy hit my head and cause my neck to jerk for a couple of seconds and on top of that, they send a thought my head shaking rapidly to scare me and make me think they are going to do that again. It's even worse when I have my "anxiety" attack. First I'll have a image of my head shaking rapidly and then the words, five, four, three, two, one...BANG YOUR DEAD! HA HA HA! play in my head over and over to scare and frustrate me. I'm learning more and more about what they can do to me and how to cope with it. I still haven't found any place that uses a Geiger counter. I would rather have someone use that on me when I get these anxiety attacks because I think they are sending even more energy to my brain when it happens.

I just wanted to re-post what happens when I get my anxiety attacks. Here's what happens when I get anxiety.

So far so good, it's all in the hood - to create fear.

Damn it James! - creates fear

You ever get the feeling that something bad is going to happen. - To make me paranoid.

What was that noise, where did they come from? Look out!- creates fear.

Don't do it James! Jameeeessss!  - like there will be a bad consequence if I do do it.

I guess this is thus the beginning of the end. - fear

You ever get the feeling that your being watched. - paranoia and fear and an increase in heart rate with pressure in my head.

In the next 5, 4, 3, 2, 1, Bang your dead! HA HA HA HA HA! - fear

Are you listening!? No, he's not listening. - ?

Bump,  bump, bump - sounds of what may be drums hitting, usually goes with a thought. Weird.

Too bad James! - ?

There's no time, hurry, hurry! There's no time - fear

Stupid mother fucker god damn piece of shit! - a put me down thought, to make me feel worthless and scared.

Are you ready for this? - ?

This is the shit that I have to go through when they cause these anxiety attacks. Now try hearing (if you do) over and over this shit until a.) I take an ambien (sleep medication) or b.) I force myself to fall asleep to make it go away.

Any suggestions?

Well, I'm back to post what has been going on with me by these abuse and torture weapons being used on me. Tonight while I was laying in my bed I suddenly got sharp pains in my heart for a few minutes. I know it had to be the Military doing this to aggravate and cause pain to me. I see a doctor tomorrow and I'm going to explain my very best on what's going on with me and tell him about the electronic harassment and direct energy that is being directed at me. I'm going to ask him if I can get a doctor's approval for blood work to see if I have radiation poisoning in my blood stream. It's a 50/50 percent chance that he'll agree to it, but just in case his excuse is he doesn't know any place that does that, I will already have 3-4 hospitals lined up that do do tests like that. If everything goes smooth with him and I do get the test done, hopefully I'll have a small amount of radiation poisoning in my blood stream. I don't care if it's a lot or a little, just something in writing that says I came up positive for radiation. Then if that goes smooth as well, I'm going to be looking for a lawyer that will take my case for electronic harassment and provide all documentation to him/her plus my blood test I got done as more proof that this is happening to me. But if for some reason I come up negative in the test, I'm screwed for now. I'll just have to wait it out until something happens (like an investigation taking place/a law being passed by congress). Anyways, I still have the repetitive music playing in my head a lot of times and I still hear random voices in my head. I still get stings on my body and itchiness everyday. I still have pain and pressure in my skull as usual, but I'm getting numb to it more and more. Okay, that's all I wanted to share with you for the time being. Take care.

                                                                                         - James

I went to see my doctor's assistant yesterday about getting blood work done for radiation poisoning and I was denied. The excuse was that she couldn't find any place that would be able to do it. I told her I bet I could find a place that could do blood tests like that. It pissed me off that I couldn't get blood work done. (By the way, I did find a place that can do blood work for it, but I have to have approval from a doctor first). That same day I saw my psychiatrist and I mentioned to him I felt suicidal a couple of days ago. He recommended that I should volunteer going into the hospital for treatment. I told him multiple times no I don't want to be in there. Then while he was talking to me and my grandma, he kept repeating the hospital over and over again as if I will end up there no matter what. I think the psychiatrist knows about this Mind Control Technology and is pretending to act as if make believe. My problem is what Doctor can I go to that will agree with this and allow me to go and get blood work for radiation poisoning done? Any suggestions?

My symptoms from Electronic Harassment:

I'm becoming forgetful over the simplest things (I'll lay my pencil next to me and I'll forget where I laid it)

I'm experiencing stings over my body almost everyday (it's like someone's pricking me with needles and they feel like light bee stings)

Lose of Memory (Can't remember my past, it's clouded and distorted in thought)

I experience severe pain and pressure in my head on a day to day basis

I have songs playing over and over in my head on a day to day basis

I hear voices in my head daily

I experience weakness, fatigue, and sickness from the direct energy

I experience artificial anxiety attacks from the perpetrators (happens randomly)

Dizziness (especially if I move my eyes left and right, and then the dizziness occurs)

Twitches in my body parts at random

Harassment, torture, humiliation, picking on, etc. to me mentally (a mental bully caused by the perpetrators)

Talked to Andy Frey about the helicopter flying over my house almost everyday. Then I changed subject to the airplanes leaving chemical trails in the sky. He got nervous about it (I could tell in his tone) and immediately said it was contrails. He reassured me that there was no conspiracy that was harming the people of this nation. I kept questioning him about it and the more he lied about the chemtrails, the more casual he seemed to get with his answers. As if his lies were becoming believable to him. I think he thinks he was reassuring me in some way or tricking me that theses chemtrails I talked about where actually contrails as his answers. Very suspicious and funny at the same time that a military man would lie through his teeth about this.

Andy Frey

314 890 4883

Call before 3p.m.

FAA in Missouri

Chemical trails have something to do with mind control and weather control.

I did this in photoshop back in early 2010. I was so obsessed with the Mind Control, I had to make an image about it since it was happening to me. All credit goes to me. Feel free to copy and use this image.

Here's a little theory to throw your way. Let me know if you agree or not. So with this “anxiety” attack happening to me as I type this, this got me thinking, what if there's someone pressing certain buttons at the military base to send the thoughts of paranoia, fear, embarrassment, humiliation, increased heart rate (blood pressure rises?), people pointing their fingers and laughing (images), or whatever to my mind? I can see one or more people sitting at a desk of some sort pressing certain commands on their computer screen to attack the targeted individual. Dumb ass military fucks. Maybe when the computer reads (scans) people's thoughts and saves in on to another computer, then once that data is saved on the other computer, the perpetrators then translate (maybe) it into words and sentences so they know what the individual sees, hears, tastes, smells, touches, or whatever. Then by them knowing this, they create a delusion of paranoia by collecting certain phrases, images, thoughts, interactions, etc, etc, etc from the individual's past and re-create the “anxiety” attacks I go through or you go through. Which could explain all of the repetitiveness that goes on in my mind when the “anxiety” attacks happen. Right now as I type this, they are trying to scare me with thoughts of paranoia. I know there's nothing to be paranoid about, because apparently if they were out to get me, they would of a long time ago and not keep repeating this thought over and over each time my “anxiety” attack happens. The thing that annoys me about this attack is when they repeat a certain phrase in my mind, they then attack my heart either during or after the phrase has been said. Over, and over, and over, and over until I guess I fall asleep (if I will be able to tonight). And then it starts over again when they feel it's time for me to have another “anxiety” attack. Thoughts?

QuickStudy Guide on Revelation

I hope thishelps

Revelation 13:11And I beheld another beast coming up out of the earth; and he had two horns like a lamb, and he spake as a dragon.

This is the false prophet rising up speaking as Satan because the dragon is Satan; refer to Rev. 12:9.

Revelation 13:12And he exerciseth all the power of the first beast before him, and causeth the earth and them that dwell therein to worship the first beast, whose deadly wound was healed.

The false prophet performs all the power of Anti-Christ before him, and causes the inhabitants (unbelievers) of the earth to worship Anti-Christ, because his deadly wound was healed. I know I changed it a little, but this makes more sense. Now if the false prophet performs all the power of Anti-Christ (which power was given to Anti-Christ originally by Satan; Rev. 13:2), then what power is this that he performs in front of all the inhabitants of the world to cause them to worship him? Let's move on to the next verse.

Revelation 13:13And he doeth great wonders, so that he maketh fire come down from heaven on the earth in the sight of men,

Well, he makes fire come down on the earth in the sight of men. But the question is, how can he do this? I'll explain as we move along.

Revelation 13:14And deceiveth them that dwell on the earth by the means of those miracles which he had power to do in the sight of the beast; saying to them that dwell on the earth, that they should make an image to the beast, which had the wound by a sword, and did live.

So with these miracles, he deceives the inhabitants of the earth. But wait a minute, now it says that they should make an image of Anti-Christ. What's the image? I believe I know what it could be. Ever hear of the Blue Beam Project?

The "BLUE BEAM PROJECT" will pretend to be the universal fulfillment of the prophecies of old; as major an event as that which took place 2000 years ago. In principle, it will make use of the sky as a holographic projection screen for space-based laser-generating satellites (star wars). These projectors will project simultaneous images to the four corners ofthe planet, in every language by region.

It deals with the religious aspect of the NEW WORLD ORDER.

Specifically, the "show" will consist of laser projections of multiple holographic images to different parts of the planet, each receiving different images according to the predominating regional religious faith. Not a single area will be excluded. With computer animation and sound effects appearing to come from the depths of space,astonished followers of the various creeds will witness their own returned Messiah in spectacularly convincing life like realness.

The various images of Christ, Mohammed, Buddha, Krishna, etc., will merge into ONE after "correct explanation" of the mysteries, prophecies and revelations are disclosed. This "ONE GOD" will in fact function as the "Anti-Christ",who will "explain" that the various scriptures "have been misunderstood"- that the religious of old are responsible for turning brother against brother, nation against nation - that the religions of the world must be abolished to make way for the GOLDEN AGE (NEW AGE) of the One World Religion, representing the One God they see before them.

http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/sociopolitica/esp_sociopol_bluebeam04.htm

So, the image must be this merging of all these gods into one god because if you look at the next verse and see what it says, you may agree with me (if you haven't). Research it, it makes complete sense and on top of that, take a look at all the technology that exists and is being developed each day we live. Just because the bible doesn't say the electrical or electronic image of the beast, doesn't mean I'm wrong here.

Revelation13:15 And he had power to give life unto the image of the beast, that the image of the beast should both speak, and cause that as many as would not worship the image of the beast should be killed.

Right there it says that the false prophet had power to give life unto the image of Anti-Christ. So think about this for a moment, You got a false prophet standing somewhere on the earth (lets say Jerusalem since that's where 95% or more of the end time prophecies takes place), then you have this false prophet suddenly performing miracles before the unbelievers of the earth, like making fire (light show in the sky maybe?) come down from the earth in the sight of them. Then the false prophet brings the image of Anti-Christ to those that will worship it (possible everyone's god in the sky), and the gods will speak to the world in their own language according to their religion.Then those who refuse to worship or obey this god like image will be killed or in other words beheaded as explained in Rev. 20:4 for the witness of Jesus and the Word of God. Moving along to the next verse...

Revelation13:16 And he causeth all, both small and great, rich and poor, free and bond, to receive a mark in their right hand, or in their foreheads:

The mark is given towards or at the end of tribulation; somewhere around there.

When I get these anxiety attacks (like right now), I have the usual repetitive phrases happening. I like messing with the military. Saying shit like, “is that all you got? ”Or, bring it on fucks. Every time I say something like that, the anxiety attack increases and I'll usual get a phrase saying back to me, “Oh, I'll bring it on, increase full power!” Here's an example, I'll have an anxiety attack and the phrases, so far so good, will keep repeating it self in my head. Well, then I'll say, “is that it?” Is that all you got you military douche bags?”And suddenly the anxiety attack will increase or double, and now I will have not only the, so far so good, thoughts, but also the, please make it stop, and so forth thoughts repeating themselves even more repetitively. This is absolutely funny shit. I just thought I'd share this. Humor is a good tool to use by the way. Stay strong you guys, something is bound to happen. I don't know when or how, but something has got to give away eventually.

I talked to the voice in my head and this what I wrote down below:

While meditating, the voice inside my head communicated with me and was explaining to me that the other voices are computer generated. Sometimes I'll get a certain voice that will say a certain phrase to see if I'm lying or not, an inbetted code of some sort shot directly to my brain to see if I'm telling the truth because the mind then picks up on the code and then reacts to it. And then by reacting to it, the computer can see if I'm lying or not. (Like what they do to terrorists). The reason why I get pressure in my skull is because the computer is scanning my brain to read my thoughts. Sometimes when I get a sharp pain in my neck and a jerk in my neck, it's because there's a higher amount of radiation being shot to my brain. The voice inside my mind would not discuss the reasons why prophet Yahweh was chosen. Those things in the sky that he was summoning will not be disclosed, it is classified material. If I keep fighting with these things, I will keep losing and suffering. I decided to follow and see what the voice would have me do. The voice wanted me to destroy some of my typed word documents about mind control, but lucky I didn't recycle them.

Prophet Yahweh is a man that can summon alien space crafts by the voice in his head commanding him to. Here is the link to the news video of him summoning one:

http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/biblianazar/antichrist03.htm

A while back I hear a faint voice say in my head say to me while I was trying to go to sleep, write this down. At first I hesitated, then I got up to write it down and this is what the voice told me to write down:

James Colbert and Steven Adams - Military Police

Why, you may ask? I dunno? But yesterday when I was meditating, I asked the voice inside my head about these people and it said that they cannot be googled searched. If anyone has anything that they can add to this, please let me know.

Instead of giving me anxiety attacks almost everyday like the perpetrators were a while back, they are making me drowsy and tired with the damn yawning everyday. I can feel the slight pressure in my left temple and the pain in my head from the effects of this. I have no energy anymore like I used to and I am becoming more isolated in my home. The damn bastards are preventing me from being social. I can't even communicate with people outside my circle of my closet friends and relatives. It makes me look weird and like a quiet individual. I want to talk so bad to people, but stupidity comes out each time. Sometimes I can get some good sentences out and look smart, but then the dumb ass military messes with my mind and I become stupid again in speech. I want to exercise, I want to join MMA, I want to be a social person, I want to do things and not be isolated in my home or fearful of speaking to people, I want to be normal! I truthfully hope that these people will pay for their crimes that they are committing and will keep committing and suffer for it. They don't deserve to be free and out there for what they are doing. They deserve to be locked up and put in prison camps for the rest of their lives. I want them to know what it feels like to be tortured; they wouldn't like it one bit. I am being hateful, but damn it I hate this shit. What did I do to deserve this? What did you all do to deserve this? Everyday there's always a helicopter flying over my house and it annoys me. I thought I should throw that in as well. My own family doesn't believe that I am being tortured and attacked by this technology, but that I have a mental disease. Great, huh? Have a wonderful day.

If you feel like reading this, then go ahead. Some areas are repetitive, but this is what I go through when my "anxiety" attacks happen. This is what the perpetrators do to me some days. Do you experience this stuff? Let me know.

This is what I go through with my “Anxiety” attacks

So far so good it's all in the hood, so far so good it's all in the hood, what was that noise? Where did theycome from...look out! So far so good it's all in the hood. That'scool. That was a close one, that was a even closer one. Look out! Sofar so good it's all in the hood. What was that noise? Where did theycome from! That's cool. That was a close one, that was even a closerone. That's cool. So far so good it's all in the hood. Like, like,like a high school cowboy...dun dun. Like like like like a highschool cowboy, dun dun. Like like like like a high school cowboy dundun. Like like like like a high school cowboy, dun dun. Like likelike like a High school cowboy, dun dun.

(Then I said shut the fuck up to these other thoughts and this is what happened after wards). Distortedthoughts and then the word, Asshole is said. Ha, ha, ha, ha ha, talesfrom the crypt. Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha tales from the crypt.

(You shut the fuck up is what I said to these thoughts and this is what happened). Distorted thoughts. No,you shut the fuck up is said back to me in my mind.

I have the anxious feeling going on as I type this. Like like like like a high school cowboy, dun dun.Pressure in my skull is happening. You're an idiot James (this issaid towards me in my mind). More pressure. Even more fire power.Dun, dun, duuuunnn. Idiot is said towards me in my mind. You're suchan idiot James stupid mother fucker. Fucking pussy. Racing heartstarts and I still have pressure in my skull. Fucking...Fag...loser.Pussy ass bit...Suck a...distorted thoughts. That was a closer one,that was even a closer one. Look out! Pressure increases. Jolt(twitch) on my upper right arm. I have a hard time breathing becauseof the severe pressure in my skull. Jolt (twitch) on my right eye. Ifeel a bit shakey. So far so good it's all in the hood. What was thatnoise? Where did they come from! Look out! And the...naaaaaaaaaaathe.So far so good it's all in the hood. What was that noise? Where didthey come from! Look out! Distorted thoughts. Fucking...come onwhat...ggrr...ido...fag...fucking...err...douche...bag...so far sogood it's all in the hood.

What was...I guess, I guess this is the beginning of the end. Congratulations, you won! So far so good it'sall in the hood. What was that noise? Where did they come from. Lookout! No you're wrong there Jam...So far so good it's all in the hood.What was that noise, where did they come from. Damn it, Jaaaammmeees!That was a closer one, that was even a closer one. Look out!

Your dumb James was said about 4 times while I was typing this part. That was a closer one...distortedthoughts. That's cool. That was a close one, that was even a closerone. Look out!

So, how's your day is said 3 times while I type this part. Pressure is still present in my skull.Forever, trust me. We're on the high way to hell. Twitch on my rightshoulder blade. Where on the, where on, where on, where on, where on,where on, where on, where on, where on, where on, blah blah blah blahblah! What the fuck. That was a close one! That was a closer one!Look out! So far so good, it's all in the hood. Peace out douche bag.Idiot. Fucking faggot. That's not what I said douche bag!

And then I ended the rest of what was being said in my mind on 11/18/2010. So now you know what happenswith my anxiety attacks and what I am going through every time itstarts.

I usually record what's happening to me on my computer. Actually, I have been doing this for quite some time.

I took this photo back in 2009, it's someone crying in the sky. I thought it was a sign from God, but now I realize it's a chemical trail or in other words, Chemtrail left behind. Chemtrails have something to do with Electronic Mind Control.

What's the whole story behind electronic Mind Control? Is it to just torture someone unnoticed? Oris it used for something else? I am being attacked as I type this andthe attack got me thinking. I remember a television show that talkedabout the Manchurian Candidate and this makes me wonder. Maybe themilitary is using this to create a Manchurian Candidate because thethoughts are very repetitive and consistent with each attack. I'llhave the phrase, so far so good it's all in the hood. What was thatnoise, where did they come from. And so forth, be repeated in my mindover and over, and I believe this is a way to induce fear (also withthe induced heart rate and pressure in the skull). My belief is thatthere is a super computer that records everything the victim does andthen that's saved onto another super computer, which explains why therepetitiveness is there. I keep getting the thought (implanted in mymind) no one's going to believe you James. I wonder why that thoughtkeeps popping in my head? Hmm? The CIA was supposedly done withtrying to create a Manchurian Candidate, but they are liars and arestill up to no good. This was typed a while back but posted on herefor you viewing pleasure. What do you think?

The mind and how it works

Certain sounds can cause certain triggers of images to be produced in the mind.

The human mind can be explored in many ways, it just depends on the person and how they want to explore it. Certain sounds can trigger certain thoughts in the mind. Take for
instance the sound of a bell ringing. If one hears a bell ringing,
then the mind produces an image of a bell. The same goes with smells.
Certain smells can cause a trigger in the mind. The mind produces an
image of the smell or tries to produce an image of what the smell is.
If you smell a rose, then your mind will produce a picture of a rose.
When you say don't t think of this or that, then you end up thinking
about it in your mind, but when you say do think of it, you don't
think of it, at least that's how my mind works.

Now take electromagnetic radiation, a silent weapon, and use it on someone's mind. Pointing the weapon directly at their brain and you get horrible results. If one is
happy, energetic, up going, fun, and wanting to take on the whole
world, these weapons can turn that around. You have a weapon that can
affect someone's mind so bad with this radiation, that it turns that
person into a fearful, non energetic, paranoid, depressed, unhappy
person. This silent kind of weapon being used on people can make one
look as if she/he has a mental disease and is in need of treatment.
The hearing of voices, how can one explain that? Truly, is it my own
mind doing this? Is my mind so messed up that I want to speak out of
terms in my own mind and not be able to control it? The research is
that there's an imbalance in the brain cortex and that's why the
hearing of the voices occur, same with bi-polar disease and chronic
depression. Medication and Psychiatry treatment are suppose to help
this area, but does this really work with one's who claim to be
Targeted Individuals? If they seek professional help and nothing is
changing, then what? Are they still considered mentally ill and
crazy? What about the facts they lay out? Why not take that into
consideration? Technology is so advanced, why wouldn't silent
electronic harassment weapons be possible in today's society? What
makes it impossible to exist? Why the use of silent weapons and why
is it being used unwillingly on people in the United States? Test
subjects. To see how they will react to the “attacks” as I call
it. It's an experiment. When you create something, you want to try it
out. So you experiment on objects and things to see how it works. If
it fails or doesn't do exactly as you would expect it to, then you go
back to the drawing board. You tweek it and start over again. If it
works as planned, you eventually upgrade it and keep the
experimentation going to see how the objects react to it til you get
to the point where you are confident you can use it on a wide range
of objects without error. Same with this technology. The people or
shall I say Military and Government body who funds it, are
experimenting with it right now (a guess, but a pretty good guess).
And that's why you have Targeted Individuals. They are seeing how the
people chosen are reacting to it and if they fight back or not or
commit suicide, give up, do as they are told (voices in the
head/orders), etc. No wonder people killed others because they were ordered to do so by the voices in their heads. I have done a lot of research in the past and a
lot of thinking every day to come up with this theory. What's your
opinion on this?