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WHO IS PROGRAMMING THE ELECTRONIC MIND CONTROL APPARATUS AND WHERE ARE THEY LOCATED WHEN EVER THEY ARE PROGRAMMING IT? AS WELL AS INFORMATION ABOUT VOICE TO SKULL TECHNIQUES.


Most of the militaries as well as some of the police forces of the world now use voice to skull technology on a continual day to day basis in their everyday work. Voice to skull is sometimes known as microwave hearing or synthetic telepathy and it is a method of communicating voices inside the heads of members of the military and police forces of the world to ensure that no member of the public has access to the messages transmitted and for other reasons including black project research. There are now numerous methods of direct communication including but not limited to direct brain to brain communication. Secret methods of direct communication has been in use under the guise of secrecy for more than seventy years.
Because secret methods of direct communication which I will call voice to skull for the purposes of this article are now so widespread they are being used on a non-consensual basis on many members of the general public as a form of electronic harassment and they are being used in combination with many other types of wireless electronic weapons as well as directed energy weapons.


Many government employees and others are under a form of electronic mind control, the basis of which is that they are being programmed to filter out all information which comes to them which does not comply with the new world order view of the world. This electronic mind control appears to eminate from microwave transmitters because it has been noticed by some that any government staff who work close to microwave transmitters strongly defend the new world order view of the world despite overwhelming contrary evidence being presented to them. Is the electronic mind control apparatus being programmed on a worldwide basis or is it being programmed on a separate basis inside each country and who is programming it and where are they located whenever they are physically programming it? It is not the work of artificial intelligence because a lump of metal can not make independent decisions so the notion of the existence of artificial intelligence is rejected by all logical thinking individuals . It is my belief that thousands of staff work behind the scenes to continually program what some erroneously believe is artificial intelligence. Thousands of other staff also work behind the scenes to program elaborately costumed robots so that the hoax of an extra terresterial presence can be presented to the public in order to dupe them.
If you become a non-consensual recepient of voice to skull direct communication which is likely to happen unless we shortly put a stop to the goals of the new world order cabal you will hear a variety of voice commands throughout the course of each and every day. You will be commanded to carry out household chores and your personal financial habits will be commented on and you could possibly be repremanded if you make personal financial spending choices which are not in keeping with the wishes of the new world order cabal. Everything you do throughout each day and night will be observed on a screen. This is possible to achieve because each and every time you move a muscle in your body you generate a unique pattern of electromagnetic frequencies which can then be automatically translated onto a screen on the other side of the world by wireless electronic means so that criminal neuro staff who are unknown to you can see a likeness of you on their screens moving around a likeness of your home. This program is now commonly known as being Remote Neural Monitored and whenever someone is placed on this or similar programs their eyes are automatically being implanted while they are in a state of unawareness while under frequency control so that the aforementioned criminal neuro staff can see what ever you see on their screens if they should wish to do so.
If babies become placed on voice to skull direct communication through direct implantation after hospital births they could then while growing up be misinformed about all aspects of life while they are being simultaneously programmed to become obedient slaves to the new world order cabal who lurk inside large organisations such as the United Nations as well as the Council for Foreign Relations and the International Banking and Private Corporate shareholder groups. These implanted children would then grow up under constant voice to skull direct communication with unknown neuro operatives whose own agenda remains unknown. Are the neuro operatives themselves who work as teams throughout Ireland and live lives completely undetectable to the Irish police enslaved or are they willing participants in the technological enslavement of their fellow men and women of the world? In order to continue living their lives in a state of total anonynimity they use frequency devices which mesmerize the minds of the most senior Gardai whenever they are approached by said Gardai. They also hire chauffeur driven vehicles on occasions in order to avoid detection. They never register their births, marriages and deaths. I know this because I am being both electronically harassed and psychologically tortured by them now and for the past number of years. Does any one know of any methodology to track down these criminal neuro staff and bring them to justice as soon as is humanly possible? If so let me know .

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DEFINITION OF A NEURO SLAVE.

A neuro slave is a human being who has been implanted with a micro chip in the base of their brain and they may also have an array of electrodes injected all around their skull.   The microchip and the electrodes becomes wirelessly linked to a supercomputer and this allows neuro staff to send and receive information to and from the brain and body of the neuro slave to the extent that they collect all of the electrical activity from the brain and body of the neuro slave on a continual basis.  As well as that they send information to the  spinal column of the victim until such a time as they  can paralyse the victim from head to toe if they victim refuses to obey voice commands which are sent to them from the neuro staff by direct wireless communication which is also known as voice to skull or microwave hearing.

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MY NAME IS GRETTA FAHEY FROM CLAREMORRIS, IRELAND AND I HAVE BEEN A TARGETED INDIVIDUAL OF NEURO RESEARCH FOR 16 YEARS.

A DIRECT BEHAVIOURAL CONTROL SYSTEM IS THE MOST EXTREME FORM OF PHYSICAL AND PSYCHOLOGICAL TORTURE KNOWN TO MAN.
Posted on August 28, 2019 by gretta fahey
A direct behavioural control system is the most extreme form of psychological torture known to man. It involves gaining wireless control over the musculature of a human victim and then using algorithms to remote control the human being from that time forward leaving the human victim unable to ever move any of their own muscles again for the whole of their lives. They come to be in a position where they are entirely at the mercy of psychopaths and sadists who could force the victim to place their hand in a pot of boiling water until their skin falls off, which is similar as to how torture was carried out during the second world war.
Achieving direct behavioural control over a human being may involves ensuring that anybody who is selected for direct behavioural control first be given dust sized particles to ingest and inhale which would be made to happen without the selected victim knowing that it is happening. The dust sized particles could possibly then group together inside the human body into pieces which are large enough to adhere to pieces of human tissue which could possibly be wirelessly connected to a network of computers where the human tissue of that human victim could be externally controlled. However, another explanation which has been given for the recent phenomenon which is called human bio-robotization is that the human being is wirelessly connected to a super computer via neural dust which penetrates the blood brain barrier and adheres to a neuro transmitters of the human brain. The neural dust is then wirelessly connected to a network of computers where all activities of the motor cortex are recorded and later wirelessly replayed to the victims brain and body in order to make their muscles move against their wills.
I am being prepared for human bio-robotization. My facial and neck muscles are already under the direct control of unknown neuro operatives who can now force any muscle in my face and most of my neck to move against my own will. My right hand has begun to move against my will. I can feel energy surging out from the centre of my hand on occasions. I can see my thumb and fingers move against my will. I have been wirelessly tethered to this direct behavioural control system for many years and I feel that the unknown neuro operatives who are preparing me for human bio-robotization are gaining more and more control over my head and body at the months go by. I have written about my experiences in my website which is called www.targetedindividualsireland.net.

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A CONTROL AND COMMAND CENTRE WAS USED TO SEND ME A RACIST COMMENT.

I am non-consensually wirelessly linked to a computerized control network more commonly known as direct access control,  where I regularly hear voice commands from the control network supervisors. The whole field of psychiatry is being used to provide a cover for this human wireless control system by having largely uninformed psychiatrists falsely diagnose anybody complaining of being wirelessly linked to said wireless control system as being mentally unwell. The individuals who operate the computerized human control and command network have the capability of pushing a racist agenda against ethnic minorities by placing voice commands of a racist nature inside the heads of the non-consensually wirelessly tethered human subjects of which I am one and have been one for more than sixteen years. This morning, a racist comment was placed inside my head directly from the voice command and control centre by an individual who did not have such authority. Later this morning another voice command operative informed me that the offending staff member will be contained within a police station within the Island of Ireland before today is over.
I am Gretta Fahey from Newbrook, Claremorris, County Mayo, Republic of Ireland. My website which I own and control is called www.targetedindividualsireland.net. My facebook page which I alone control is called www.facebook.com/gretta.fahey.98. My landline home phone number is 0949360901.

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DAILY ONLINE BLOG OF WHAT THE VOICES WHICH I HEAR COMING FROM INSIDE MY HEAD ARE HEARD BY ME TO SAY.

"An academic paper written for the Air Force in the mid-1990s mentions the idea of a weapon that would use sound waves to send words into a person's head. "The signal can be a 'message from God' that can warn the enemy of impending doom, or encourage the enemy to surrender." In 2002, the Air Force Research Laboratory patented precisely such a technology: using microwaves to send words into someone's head. The patent was based on human experimentation in October 1994 at the Air Force lab, where scientists were able to transmit phrases into the heads of human subjects."
~~ Washington Post article on electronic harassment and voices in the head, 1/14/07 The
Our thoughts, inner visions and memories are possibly being read through reading our brain waves and then putting them through the EEG reader. Groups of potentials are detected and then used to map speech, inner vision and memories. Solaris Blue Raven.

If a terror technician obtains your DNA sample and your unique brain signature they can then communicate directly into your brain. This process is being carried out by operatives who ultimately work for intelligence agencies. These intelligence agencies are now fused into one group and centrally controlled in a world head office. My unique brain signature has been obtained and many terror technitians force me to listen to their voices every day on a constant basis for the past sixteen years. When they are communicating to my brain they also send other signals which force me to see moving images, smell odors, experience false sensations of being touched, experience forced muscle movement , experience mood changes and a variety of other experiences which they use to electronically harass and psychologically torture me with throughout each and every day of my life. While this technology remains classified, governments and police forces can not protect the human race from in-home  wirelessly enabled psychological torture and enslavement via these wirelessly enabled directed energy weapons. I keep an online blog of what these terror operatives say to me and about me to their colleagues by using inner voice technology, in order to warn the rest of the human race what to expect if they ever are targeted in this manner in the future.
"Electronic loading is going on all the time while you are in front of your computer. This electronic loading will be used against you after you go to sleep even if your computer is not placed anywhere in your bedroom when you sleep. If you use earthing equipment in order to earth yourself while you sleep the earlier effects of the electronic loading on your brain and body will then be negated."
"We have markers put into all food, even non-processed food, through trade agreements. We can detect wide varieties of food as it travels through the alimentary canal. We detect our own markers whenever the subject for non-consensual experimentation is sitting on the toilet, evacuating their bowels or bladder. We conduct all of our wireless experimentation from a remote location and by the use of directed energy weapons and we remain unknown to the non-consensual human subject at all times."
"What kind of pocket money has she.?"
"Incomplete analysis of the bowel. We dont know what is going to happen in the future but this is not going to get us any awards."

"We have to sit here and listen to much of what we say repeated back to us and it is proving most disconcerting." I myself believe that was said by one of the neuro operatives because I constantly repeat loudly much of what they say to me so that all of their colleagues can hear what each of them says to me privately.
I received a notification from my electricity company informing me that my electricity would be cut off for one day next week due to essential maintenance work. A voice of a neuro staff member was then heard by me to say the following - "We wont be able to work that day because a legal interruption to the electricity supply does not allow us to transmit our own electricity to the household which is without electricity and a supply of electricity is mostly essential for our type of work."
I was listening to a program on internet radio about gender confusion which lead to a discussion about a celebrity who was born as a girl and now is living as a man. The voice of a neuro staff member which I heard coming from inside my head was then heard by me to say the following "Subliminal information is broadcast to her repeatedly via information warfare telepathy to make her believe she is a man."
"The tap water has been saturated with poisonous chemicals in order to subdue the masses and in order to shorten their lives."
"We have fifteen or twenty safe-links installed in the system pertaining to Gretta Fahey."
"This woman, Gretta Fahey rarely ever leaves her home in the West of Ireland countryside and yet she knows the name of system managers such as Keith Arganine and Andrew Partagenet who are both based out of London, England and who know each other. System managers are responsible for knowing the whole event. Andrew Partagenet oversees Keith Arganine. The rest of us who work out of London are technical assistants to the control system."
My name is Gretta Fahey. I live at Newbrook, Claremorris, Co. Mayo, Republic of Ireland. My website is called www.targetedindividualsireland.net. My Landine Home Phone Number is 0949360901. I am a genuine targeted individual and I have never received payment for my online posts and I never would accept payment. I have never met any of the individuals who target me with directed energy weapons and inner voice transmitting technologies and I dont know who they are. Because the technology now being used against me and many others throughout the Republic of Ireland remains classified, the Irish Gardai can not assist us when we complain to them about our experiences and neither can the Irish government. The act of classifying technology leads to granting unlimited power to the individuals who have access to said classified technology, which has down through the years created an enormous differential in power between the viewers of the classified material and those who do not have access to it. This situation must be recified as a matter of urgency. We must canvas to have all classified material across the board rendered unclassified because those in the know are using this unlimited power against the rest of the human race for the purposes of slowly and incrementally technologically enslaving each and every one of us.

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I am connected to a computer system by a two way stream of energy which allows the  operatives of said computer system to force me to listen to their voices whenever they wish and I hear their voices coming from inside my head.   Today I heard a voice of one of these afore mentioned   operatives say the following to another colleague  "We need some help.   There is nothing we can do here."   This was followed by another voice which was heard by me to say the following  "Do you have insurance."   Another voice replied as follows "Do you mean leverage on the lady in question?"    The answer I heard coming from inside my head was "No".  A voice then replied as follows "Just leave and we will come back and finish the job later."

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Herebelow is the link to where voice to skull technology which allows unknown criminals to speak to targeted individuals on a non-consensual basis thereby forcing those targeted individuals to hear the voices of these unknown criminals coming from inside their heads, has become declassified.
Bioeffects of Selected Non-Lethal Weapons.



www.slavery.org.uk/Bioeffects_of_Selected_Non-Lethal_Weapons.pdf

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If you hear technologically induced voices coming from inside your head against your will and wholly without your permission you should always respond to them exactly as follows - "Why am I hearing your voice coming from inside my head against my will and wholly without my permission while saying the following" (here you repeat exactly what they said to you.) Whenever you reply to the people who wirelessly transmit their voices into your head in this manner they react in annoyance for the following reason - The neuro operatives who interrogate me on a constant basis by reproducing their voices inside my head go on to sell their comments combined with my replies to interested parties in order to fully understand my personality type for purposes of brain research and many other types of research. However, they are not allowed to acknowledge to the seller exactly how they procured their data because their methods are highly unethical. The purchaser will only purchase the data on condition that they partially delete the part of my reply which says "Why am I hearing your voice coming from inside my head against my will and wholly without my permission while saying the following". However, said neuro operatives can not delete any of my spoken words without incurring both legal and financial penalties at a later date because of an reason unknown both to me and to the  neuro staff who I do not know and who I have never met.

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Neuro weapons experts are now reproducing their own voices inside the heads of a selection of extremely unwilling people throughout the world with the aid of classified energy weapons. Some people have had two way voice technology imbedded in their ear canals, but even without the aid of this imbedded technology the voices of the neuro operatives can nevertheless be reproduced inside the head of an unwilling human being if that human being has an accumulation of technological dust particles inside their head via inhalation or ingesting throughout the food, water or air supply.

The practice of forcing unwilling people to hear the voices of criminals who work within the intelligence services or who are loosely affiliated with the intelligence services has now become widespread. The police and psychiatrists are refusing to confront this situation either through fear or because they have been already compromised by this technology or because they are under electronic mind control from the use of smart engineered technology in their environment. Targeted individuals of this practice of being forced to hear inner voices which is known as voice to skull direct communication or microwave hearing or synthetic telepathy for the most part no longer inform the police or psychiatrists of their predicament because they do not wish to be erroneously incarcerated in a psychiatric hospital. Many targeted individuals have purchased radio frequency tracers only to find that strong radio frequencies sometimes come out out of their ears or from the back or top of their heads. 

A criminal syndicate of neuro operatives have been reproducing their voices inside my head wholly against my will and without my permission for nearly sixteen years. They frequently threaten to torture me at some time in the future. They have graphically threatened to kill me using a variety of gruesome methods. They insult me regularly. Because of the accumulation of technological dust particles inside my body and brain, these members of the criminal syndicate can now move my facial muscles against my will and can also force my head to nod and shake against my will. My whole body has started to come alive against my will.

Targeted individuals and indeed any member of the public who has an accumulation of technological neuro dust dispersed throughout their body and brain can now be made to have a virtual reality experience without the need to wear a virtual reality headset. The virtual reality experience could be made to involve all five of their senses and it could be positive or negative. False cover stories such as the demonic possession hoax, the near death experience hoax, the extra-terrestrial hoax, the religious apparition hoax, the existence of satellites hoax, and many other hoaxes have been invented to cover up these classified scientific capabilities. Stationary drones have been mistaken for satellites by the scientific community.

One of the voices which I hear coming from inside my head has informed me today that they hope to be able to gain total control of my brain and body in as little as six months time. If that situation comes about I would then be a remote controlled neuro slave. I would not be able to over-ride the wireless digital signals which they can both send and receive to and from the accumulations of technological neuro dust inside my body.

I am not the only one in this predicament. In fact there are so many other targeted individuals who are claiming to experience forced muscle movement and internal voices that if we all eventually become human robots the fabric of society will collapse in due course.

We have no choice to be disassemble and ban all microwave transmitters and all related paraphernalia immediately. However, the general public appear to be under electronic mind control which is non-detectable and impossible to override. They appear to have been electronically mind controlled to believe that anybody who hears the voices of other human beings coming from inside their heads is mentally ill, which is not the case. If we organised to have the microwave transmitters and related paraphernalia disassembled and outright banned electronic mind control would also be a thing of the past. Microwave transmitters can also be used and is being used to burn down houses be remote wireless means. Hence, another reason to urgently ban all microwave transmitters now. These are silent weapons and this is a secret war. Time is short. The worldwide economy may soon shut down because of the secret use of these wireless weapons in high places.

We can not afford to be naïve in a twenty first century of advanced technology where almost anything is possible. We have gone too far. Cadavers can now be made to get up and dance because of inner neuro dust combined with strategically placed implants. Real life human beings such as you and I can also be bio-robotized if given enough time to complete the process. There is no future for the children of his generation or for a million generations of children to come while the microwave transmitters remain standing.

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Many individuals throughout Ireland and the rest of the world are being illegally implanted both on their skin and inside their bodies by illegal spraying of the air with metallic chips in a process which is being called geo-engineering.  These targeted individuals are then being wirelessly linked to networks of computers from their brains and bodies via other illegal implants which are being induced to make contact with these metallic chips by wireless enabled technology.    I am one of these Irish targeted individuals.  I have informed the world of my experiences on my website which is called www.targetedindividualsireland.net.   ; All experimentations which are continually being conducted on Irish and other targeted individuals are being covered up by the mental health act.   All individuals throughout Ireland who are being illegally and immorally experimented on by wireless means via illegal implants are being dismissed as schizophrenic.  Censorship of their online blogs is currently in the works.   Electronic mind control is being encouraged to be used against all of the Irish people who are not already aware of the process of wireless enslavement of human beings which is a future possibility for them and their children.

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Many good will human beings throughout Ireland and the rest of the world are being monitored and harassed by criminal neuro operatives who use wireless electronic weapons while these good will human beings are trying to go about their lives peacefully. Wireless electronic capabilities are also being used to mass mind control the whole of society by entraining their brains into a state of false contentment while their civil rights are being slowly but surely eroded on a daily basis.

Individuals who have already been linked by wireless means to a covert in-home monitoring system are attempting to convince the rest of the human race to urgently have all wireless capabilities disassembled and banned across the board. Some others reply that wireless capabilities are essential to maintain the economy of our country which in turn would maintian our current standard of living. However, the economy can no longer be part of the equasion because wireless capabilities are being used to burn down homes by remote wireless means. Wireless capabilities are also being used to inflict pain and torture of a number of human beings via deeply imbedded implants and other means while these human beings are inside their own homes attempting to live peaceful lives.

Wireless capabilities can be used to burn  human beings to death in a covert war.  When metal objects such as spoons are placed in a microwave oven they catch fire.  We are now being informed that we have metallic particulates inside our bodies and brains which we inhale and ingest due to chemtrail spraying of the skies over our heads in a process known as geoengineering.  These metallic particulates are currently  being found in our food supply.  The capability exists to turn microwave transmitters which are attached to telephone towers way up to a much higher power transmission.  It may be possible to control these microwave transmitters from one central location.  Therefore the capability now exists  to burn us inside our homes due to these metallic particulates being inside our bodies.   A cover story could then be provided that we were burned to death by the spread of wildfires during hot weather.

 

Wireless capabilities are being used to force private human beings to hear intelligent voices issuing commands to them via implants during which these intelligent voices are being heard by them coming from inside their own heads. If the victim should refuse to obey the commands of these inner voices they are being informed by these inner voices that their utilities including electricity, water and waste collection will be stopped and their bank accounts will be disabled and if their are in public housing they will be evicted forthwith. These intelligent sounding inner voices are telling the human subjects concerned that this wireless enslavement system is being means for everyone. It is currently being set up throughout the republic of Ireland. It is commonly known within the network as remote neural monitoring.

Please consider having all wireless enabling transmitters and related paraphernalia disassembled and banned urgently.

Individuals who have already been placed on remote neural monitoring attempt to explain to psychiatrists and others exactly what they are experiencing. A strongly conditioned false belief in the validity of psychiatry has been etched into the minds of society over many decades and centuries. They are giving credence to a university discipline that has can not be backed by scientific means. Psychiatry is based on non-science. Psychiatry is based on the subjective opinions of psychiatrists. There is no test available to support their subjective opinions.

Psychiatry is currently being furthered as a back door to currently disempower anybody who attempts to highlight the truth that they have been placed on a remote neural monitoring system. The victim is being told that there is no such system in existence as remote neural monitoring. They are being told that they have a chemical imbalance in their brain which is genetically determined and they will have it for life and there is nothing they can do about it and they will forever be limited and restricted and they must continually ingest tablets which dampen down their creativity, their sensitivity and their awareness. They are being told that they are sick and the psychiatrist can see this but that they can not.

The entire field of psychiatry is now implicated in covering up the crime of remote neural monitoring and remote neural manipulation. However, because of the wide use of electronic mind control especially against individuals who live or work near telephone towers and because of the fact they all of Irish society are unknowingly ingesting and inhaling nano particulates which eventually become imbedded in their bodies and brains, their brains are now working to the dictates of external programming rather than the power of their own minds. The signals which subliminally influence them are coming from telephone towers in their environment and are redirected to their brains from smart engineered technology inside their homes and offices. We can easily return to wired technology without it impacting our quality of life. Please consider having telephone towers and related paraphernalia urgently banned.

There is currently a small hole in the Titanic.  It can very easily be repaired.  However, many on board are asleep and are unaware of the danger.  If we wait until 5G which is fifth generation wireless technology become operational within the next year the technological capabilities of our enemies to wirelessly enslave us will become infinitely more powerful.  5G can remote neural monitor hundred of thousands of human beings simultaneously, whereby they would hear a  voice issuing them commands  via voice to skull direct communication.  These commands would come from the hearing centres of their own brains.  If they failed to obey these commands they could receive an electric shock or they could have their utilities cancelled within days.  I know this situation to be the case because I have been on this cruel system for more than fifteen years, and I am aware of at least one dozen of my fellow Irish men and women who are also currently on a similar control and enslavement system.

My name is Gretta Fahey from Newbrook, Claremorris, Co. Mayo.  My website where I outline my experiences of being on a remote neural monitoring control and enslavement system  is called www.targetedindividualsireland.net

 

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Fact, Fiction, or Manufactured Fantasy

This past week I finally realized that what I have been living with for the past year and half is not a figment of my imagination (which I already knew but now it is confirmed) nor am I the only one on the planet being followed by multiple individuals 24/7, being electronically monitored every way imaginable (and then some), or having any number of other unthinkable attrocities inflicted on them at any given time. Is this good news to learn that I am not alone in this hellish nightmare? At first I think so. At first I experience an overwhelming sense of relief and for the first time since this all started I feel validated and understood. I realize that if I want to I reach out to others who are in the exact same position as I and potentially befriend some of you i can. This hits me as a tall glass of water would to someone in the desert. I haven't had a real friend to talk to in months I have been forced to live as though I am a hermit for months now and I trust no one!It is with these thoughts in my mind that I start scouring this site as well as several others. I have learned of things that are happening to us all that until a few weeks ago I thought only existed in Sci Fi movies. I have learned that most likely I am being targeted with microwave energy attacks, V2k (a form of brainwashing but the person doesn't have to even be physically close to you but instead uses a microwave to transport their message to my brain), other types of direct energy weapons that can cause any type of physical symptom and/or pain, they can project holograms (that I could potentially believe are real), manifest any type of sound either at will or continuously depending on their chosen tactic dejure and the list can go on and on.So far I have only mentioned the physical attacks to your person which does not say anything about what all of this does to us psychologically. For the past year and half my personal items have been hidden randomly from me on a regular basis. My children have been directed by "them" to also hide my things which has meant that I have to guard my keys, phone, and anything else I don't want to lose my mind over when it isn't in the place I left it only 5 minutes before. My husband then went on a smear campaign to everyone in my life using my paranoia, erratic behavior, and anger as evidence of my new mental illness. To this I say, heck yes I am paranoid, erratic, and down right pissed off! I don't know many (actually nobody) people that wouldn't be given the above mentioned circumstances. So yes, when I found out that there was a whole community out there who not only understands what I am going through but knows what it feels like because they suffer from the same things I was relieved.However the reality of this has now sunk in to what is left of my energy damaged brain and I am saddened beyond belief in fact I am broken hearted. The idea that there are millions of people in our world who are all being tortured 24 hours a day, 365 days a year is almost more than I am able to fathom. I can honestly say to you all that I wish I were alone in this nightmare that all of you out there could not fathom the kind of pain (emotional and physical) I have endured or the level of fear I live with on a daily basis. No one should be able to comprehend this kind of life!But here we are and this is our reality now we deal with it, right? I am sincerely grateful for all of you who are here before me who can offer their experience, strength, and hope as to how you all live with this day in and day out. I need all the help I can get because I am fresh out of ideas. Please post anything you can think of that you think any "newbie" should know.I would also appreciate it if you would check out the pictures I have posted on my page and let me know what you think it is or if you have seen anything like this in your communities.Thank you and God Bless
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